#my playlist just wanted to make me sad
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“You’re right, My Lady,” he concurs. “It really isn’t fair. None of this is.” Slowly and contemplatively, he begins to extend his stick. “I’ll… see you at the next akuma.” — Chapter 9 of TVL by @literaphobe
I’m formally requesting some sort of financial compensation due to the fact that this chapter KILLED me and I’m going to need help paying for my funeral.
Anyway. If you haven’t read this fic yet I highly recommend it!! This fic has everything. It has fluff, it has angst, it has dramatic irony, it has humor, it has a mysterious subplot of some past trauma, it has identity shenanigans, it has adrienette exes, it has ladynoir practically dating but of course they never call it that because they’re ladynoir and they never do that, it has— basically just go read it.
#Also. My playlist was coming for me because I had songs like “I was all over her” by salvia palth#“Clouds” by BØRNS#“YKWIM?” by Yot Club#and “Mr. Loverman” by Ricky Montgomery playing to set the mood and I didn’t even do that on purpose.#my playlist just wanted to make me sad#miraculous ladybug#ml fic#my art#nirby draws#I really should draw more#chat noir
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I drew him being miserable (bcuz he’s a wet cat of a man) but felt bad. Gave him lollipop.
#tw blood#cw blood#it’s not blood it’s givanium but just in case#garten of banban#Garten of banban fanart#gobb#gobb fanart#he was born in a wet cardboard box all alone#and I adore him for that#he’s just Such a guy#am I the only one who’s actually kinda really sad about him#I’m listening to my sad playlist and thinking ‘omg this is Literally him’#he’s so ‘I bet on losing dogs’ by Mitski to me#do u think banban would like mitski. I think he would#idc if this is cringe#he’s SO sad. I have to make him worse#how to convey that I have to make him feel the Worst. even tho he’s my fav#love this creature. the bong bong#<- was gonna type something like that last tag but ig I’ve already made that joke.?#sorry for so many tags I just Love the tagging function#I can convey so many emotions in just one post with both Text and TAGS it’s the BEST#it’s late an I’m tired. need to sleep before I write more tags abt how I want banban to be sad
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also in terms of the bolas playlist it's fascinating to me that the songs added by each person have a slight tendency to represent a consistent aspect of bolas
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the songs added by slime are their chaos
the songs added by philza are their rebellion
the songs added by cellbit are their rage
the songs added by baghera are their anguish
it's so fucking FASCINATING TO ME but i don't know enough music theory to elaborate lmfao this is Vibes Only
(mouse's songs i can't boil down to an easy noun which is why they aren't mentioned lmao anyway they go hard asf)
(also i went on the longest fucking unhinged elaboration in the tags lmfao i almost didn't have enough tags left to tag "long tags" at the end
(i could have even gone on longer in terms of where their characters were at entering purgatory [philza: cage for a cage; cellbit: fed worker murders; baghera: her past as a federation experiment; slime: turning into a code because of the code pretending to be his daughter] but i ran out of space and also time it's 4AM AAAAA)
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#this is a sweeping generalization btw esp for baghera's she added a WIDE variety of music#qsmp bolas#sorry i forgot that tag existed lmao#i will elaborate slightly:#slime added: find your flame; gas gas gas extended; waltz of the meatball man; foghorn sound effect#philza added: b.y.o.b.; throne; the melting point of wax#cellbit added: hayloft II; brazilian dança phonk (which roier literally played during purg while beating the shit out of bbh lmao)#baghera added: can you feel my heart; still waiting; and coincidentally she added 'it's been so long' (the fnaf song lol)#TO BE CLEAR THESE ARE GENERALIZATIONS#baghera also added the government knows [REBELLION] and oops [CHAOS]#philza added given up [ANGUISH]#cellbit added zombie [ANGUISH] and tokyo drift [CHAOS]#slime added as above so below [ANGUISH]#it's not a perfect category; ESPECIALLY for baghera's songs i want to make that so clear in these tags#HOWEVER. it is interesting.#anyway i went after lyrics for these examples but just generally when going through the playlist the first time#i kind of learned that like.#music to murder to was probably cellbit; punk millenial music was probably philza#the wackiest shit was probably slime (was shocked to find out tokyo drift was a cellbit song for this reason lmao)#baghera's i usually could only pin down bc it didn't sound like anyone else's#and mouse's added songs i could not describe the vibe if you threatened me for it but it has one#i guess the closest vibe is 'a college radio station run by anime fans' and even then it's not that close#it kinda excludes songs like the b//ad bun//ny songs#unless college anime fans are also fans of them in which case great!#IDK IT'S 4 AM I WAS JUST MAKING MYSELF SAD ABOUT TILIN I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP#shut up vic#block game brainrot#long tags
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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FRANK PLAYLIST BE UPON YE !!!
#styx says#🩷frank🎙️#its technically not a real playlist yet cuz theres only 13 songs.... whoops !#please ignore that i havent done anything for this months prompts. my motivation to do anything besides sit in my room and listen to music#ran away</3#anyway once i get enough songs im gonna put this in an order that makes sense lol i just wanted to share<33 im thinkin abt frank a lot late#(also the rock afire songs r there cuz dook is franks vc lol and little arrows just. wasnt on spotify. so the original is there in its stea#i hate the tag character limit. let me yap dammit!!!!!#OH AND PRETTY WOMAN. WHY ISNT PRETTY WOMAN ON SPOTIFY IM SO SAD !!!!!!!!#ALSO the picture may or may not be a placeholder its funny as hell to me
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i hope pjo show gets canceled before s3 bc if i see the tragedy of bianca di angelo on screen i will not be held responsible for my actions
#listening to bianca playlist and having Feelings abt her she makes me so unwell#like i think abt her for 2 seconds and my heart drops shes So sad shes just a little girl she just wanted to be a little girl#bianca di angelo
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I'm going to invest in building this itafushi playlist so hard
#Still sad that you tell me to live isn't an official song apparently so we settled for so In this hour by trs#These songs just come into my head at random but when I stop having ASMR on 24/7 and listen to music more again#I will be unstoppable#Actually I did find a new album for post-prison realm Gojo yesterday so#And!! I added some Julien baker songs to Yuuta's. Like Tokyo?? Perfect.#I want to make mimiko's so bad too. And Nanako but I gotta branch out for hers more#Which is exciting and good but I just don't have songs ready#Actually there's this one song on this one album I can describe the cover art but I haven't been able to find it. It was so good in Japanes#There were balloons on the cover in different colors I think a couple of people and maybe white text and the bg was yellowish#I added it to my playlists years ago and lost that account but it WAS on Spotify before#Itafushi#Jjk 268#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#Spotify#flatsound#When you run away do you close your eyes
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omg like imagineeeee singing your heart out to a sad song — not because you could relate, but because the vocals are just magical and mha boyd are just ??? because last time the checked you and him were on excellent terms. so why are you dancing around talkkjng about “i dont think you ever loveddd meee” by tyrese , he literally just sat there and helped you with your hair, while uttering softly about how much he literally adores your entire existence????
or you hanging off the armrest of the couch, arm thrown over your eyes singing climax. but its not your fault that your playlist decided to play these songs ??? and how were you supposed to know he was back home you thought he left ??? now he’s thinking about the past 30 minutes trying to see if he did something wrong, thinking about how he might have accidentally pulled your hair or forgot about something and is just huffy about it until you tell him you just like the singers voice, and he didnt do nothing wrong
the softer babies who were on the verge of tears cause they really thought some thing bad happened 🥺🥺. you hear a sniffle and rumble arounf trying to turn the music down at least and get to your man tk see whats wrong. you holding him while he bhries his head in your chest and wraps around you scared of you leaving 🥺🥺 promising that he loves you and he sorry for what he did 🥺🥺🥺🥺.
nd ofc you’re laughing while you pepper his face with kisses cause how could he ever think you couldn’t love him ??
ughh.. im just thinking about it yk request are open
#bakugou mean ass would get all mad and huffy mumbling underneath his breath and shit#i feel like izuku could go ethier wayyyy#you cant tell me his ass dont got a smart mouth from hanging around bakugou#so he would probably talk shit too but he still got tgat cry baby in him so a fee tears might escape#serooooo my love my love my loveee#he would be so hurt💔💔#i would be on my kneesssss apologizing😭😭#kiri sould be hurt in the moment then laugh it off later#but still make sure to reassure my bby 💗💗#poor amajiki just wanted to see what you wanted to eat and this what he walks in too?💔#he felt his soullll leave his body😭😭#bitch unt unt APOLOGIZE#seeing him cry would make me and cry and we would both just be crying 😭#you would go and move your sad songs to separate playlist cause this CANNOT happen again#.chasingtheclouds☁️#mha fluff#mha imagines#bakugou katuski x reader#amajiki x black reader#izuku x black reader#mha sero#mha amajiki#mha kirishima#mha denki#mha shinso hitoshi#.mha sleep talks 💤
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oh i have to “go to class” for “8 hrs” tomorrow so i have to “go to sleep” so i’m “not tired” lmfao ok! and what if i want to sit here for 3 hrs and make a tragic playlist abt all of the failures of my life and how i wish i dead instead 😑 no one ever considers that!
#michelle speaks#can’t even do that bc i already took the meds 2 hrs ago. it will be over for me within the next 20 mins 😔#and yes i have 3 classes over the span of 8 hrs tomorrow i have breaks between my classes but i wish i didnt i’d rather leave sooner 😑#it’s like an hr and a half between each one idfk all i know is that i cannot enter rest mode while i am on campus……#i just want to curate the perfect playlist which is impossible these days bc all spotify does is rec me indie music#like god you make ONE sad indie music playlist & now spotify is like oh you love this forever don’t you?#i even have it set not to use that playlist for my interests but i might need to do that for other ones too idk#spotify can’t handle the variety of music i like which is insane bc it is not too wide a variety…..i’m REALLY sick of the indie music recs#tho fr like i need it to stop………i would like to hear music i would actually enjoy pls 😭
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I find it kinda funny that my shortest playlist is also the fastest to gain any views and likes! ZLATOMAKI NATION, GO, GO, GO!
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#bubble comics#чумной доктор#plague doctor#just so you know. it was made out of desperation and sudden wave of sadness. it would be longer if we had even more frames to work with.#I think that the main reason people started finding it is because they want to find new playlists after the movie! >:D WHICH IS GOOD.#IT MEANS IT'S WORKING!#it's also one of the most honest of my playlists. even on par with my bayana and margenia ones...#I felt so many things making it. mostly because this idea of zlatomaki playlist was with me FOR LITERAL YEARS.#there is one person who wrote 'I'm barely holding myself from crying' and I'm like. BITCH ME TOO.#Youtube
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I love sharing music with people and then when they really like it it's a kind of connection you can't feel anywhere else
#every time my little brother and i get together we make a shared playlist and add a bunch of songs we want the other to hear#it's great because we almost always end up driving somewhere usually for at least an hour or two#and we listen to it in the car#and talk about the music#and it's just great#we have similar taste in music (non-opera he's not as into that as me) so we usually like what the other picks#ugh it's been such a long time since we did this#honestly so jealous of my roommate who gets to see her sister like twice a week#lately ive been lucky if i get to see my brother twice a year#dont mind me just a lil sad rn
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Guyssss, I made a Spotify playlist for Middlepaw and now they’re sad… they weren’t the most joyful creature before, but now I like actually made them sad a little bit. Maybe more than a little bit, haha. They just kinda pretend they’re not sad and try to avoid thinking about it. “Fake it ‘till ya make it!” If they act not sad, then they’ll become not sad, right?? (Spoiler alert: that doesn’t work)
#mommyclan#middlepaw#middlechild#i gave them a backstory cuz of the music#that’s why they’re sad#i can’t give characters backstories that aren’t tragic in some way or another#i think i’m actually incapable of giving my characters backstories that don’t make them miserable#in other not-so-sad news i’m listening to the playlist while writing this and i’m enjoying it lol#the playlist is a nice ‘lil soft sad vibe#i find it quite enjoyable#idk why i’m rambling so much here in the tags#i’m just bored lol#if anyone wants to ask any questions about middlepaw feel free to btw#or interact with me in general#idc i’m just bored lol#also there’s not a time limit to that invite to ask questions or interact with me and stuff. feel free to do that stuff any time#idek if anyone will see this lol#not just the stuff buried in the mountain of tags#but also this post in general#oh well tho#anyways imma stop adding to the huge amount of tags on this#if you for some reason read through all the tags of me just rambling then here#middlepaw and I bestow upon you a cookie 🍪#we hope you enjoy it ^^
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You know what's half upsetting half pretty funny? There's this song I absolutely love and I've always wanted to put it in a character playlist, but it is just so bleak that I've never been able to justify putting it in a character playlist. Keep in mind I have a playlist for Anton Shudder, the guy who is so depressed he can turn it into a literal physical weapon. He's like the king of bleakness but the song was just too bleak. Well, I've finally found a character whose playlist I can put that song into -- and it's a fucking TFP character. I checked the song, counted all the lines in it (44) and all the lines out of those that don't fit him (9). As a percentage that means that 80% of the lyrics of one of the bleakest songs I know fit a guy from a show I watched when I was 11. Life is absurd.
#not art#text post#I'm not putting this in the tags because it is literally 10% fandom content 90% me rambling about a song#if you really want to know the song in question is “The Alien” by Manchester Orchestra#and when I say it's bleak I mean it. Content warning for attempted suicide and mentions of child abuse and traffic accidents#the lyrics I discounted weren't even because they were too bleak! I had to discount all the ones that mention biological family!#it's such a pretty song though#the singer of that band has such an incredible voice it's like he's harmonizing with himself#also me saying this song is bleak also means a lot when you know what type of music i listen to#all I'm saying is that one friend had to stop listening to my playlist because it was too sad#and that was the anton playlist! the playlist that this song was too bleak for!#another reason it can't go in the anton playlist#is because the main character of the song says he didn't mean to hurt anyone several times#and that's just blatantly not true for anton#he doesn't like hurting anyone but sometimes he has to and he does it intentionally#meanwhile dr. blorbo over here only has like 1 person on his hitlist#i love making posts where the tags are longer than the post itself#this is like the secret club for all of you in the audience who got curious enough to read my ramblings
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#my mum came to visit on Thursday for the weekend#I haven’t seen her in a little over 3 years#I was in the hospital and she flew over to be with me. so. I was in pretty bad shape. not prime interaction there either#and THAT was probably after a 2 year gap? idk anymore#but she visited and tonight she went to her hotel and I won’t see her in the morning bc work so. this was the last night#and it was a fantastic visit by and large. complaints are for things that aren’t her haha#but she left bc the trip is over of course. I’m an adult and I still can’t get over it#I’m happy - seriously so grateful bc her life is very busy and my stepdad picked up a LOT to make it happen#but I guess there’s always going to be that empty wanting for my mum like I’m 4 again and she had to go off to college never REALLY returns#summers off and then occasional holidays and then maybe once a year and. idk I guess you don’t get over some things. I know that! but#I suppose it’s a good thing that when she leaves I’m sad for it#complicated relationship still but. she’s my mum.#no worries I’m just going to be a sop for the next Whenever. needed to jot it down. explain myself haha#payslipgig talks too much#I need to fucking change playlists tho jfc I’m listening to my bloody valentine and expecting a chipper mood?? like babe come on
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barely caught the last few minutes of tommys stream, but it doesnt matter bcus i still cried my eyes out :,) i love you dsmp and most of all i love you dsmp fandom <3
#my post#i have so many great memories thanks to this server andve made so many friends#fr though from when mello gave me their lore playlist and i swore to be a ctubbo apologist right off the bat#to losing it over exile#discovering sad-ist and realizing that i want to work in animation#binge-reading passerine in one go hours before my senior prom and laying on the floor trying to process it all#making batshit theories about cranboo#being certain i was gonna miss tftsmp every single time but every time they were late#cosplaying cwilbur at a con and meeting so many other dsmp enjoyers :D#reading mangoball as it was still being updated#r/place (o7 placebur i sacrificed my sanity for the left eye)#torturing my siblings by giving EXTREMELY detailed lore explanations while we were driving and they couldnt escape <3#reading no cause for concern!! finding artists that i adore and friends that i love!!! ./hug and HOLD HANDS CHAT!!!!#building the camarvan in my irls mc realm and placing lmanberg flags everywhere!!#ive drawn ctommy so much he made up half of my portfolio for college applications!#i love these characters i love this story i love this fandom i could go on for hours an dhours picking out little things i love and#favorite moments and memories!!#im not going anywhere- gonna be here drawing and crying about ctommy for the rest of my days probably#i just needed to lovepost about this weird and finally dead server <3
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Realizing Pedro Pascal won’t ever see your heartfelt paragraph long message to him on Instagram, much less reply to it and you won’t ever meet him
#pedro pascal#vent#vent post#like i know he’s a celebrity and has a lot of messages and stuff going on#but it still hurts#i’m honestly just waiting for him to block me because it’s too personal and it makes me want to cry for days#his story is unavailable and i’m worried he’s going to block me even though he hasn’t even seen my message#please ignore#willow is sad and overthinking again#update: I put on a girl boss Hannibal Lecter playlist I found on Spotify and am going to watch The Tudors and I’m already feeling better#parasocial relationships are a bitch#it’s not even like me telling him I’m in love with him but it just says how much his acceptance speech for the mtv awards had an impact o#on me
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