#my own special interest are becoming a chore

[nagdabbit]

Sorry for making a deep dish mess in your inbox. I hope you have a nice fun week and feel less tired by the weekend. You're pretty awesome.

unless you sent like ten asks about punk the other night, it wasn't just you, but thank you all the same. 💜

but full disclosure, it is exhausting to get asks on a subject i simply don't engage with. even a hey, did you know can be exhausting when it comes out of nowhere about something im not actively talking about.

i love to info dump and talk about things, and i love when people want to info dump at me. but there has to be some level of "hey, you got the brain space?" because ive been pretty open that, right now, i really, really don't. depression is kicking my ass and im hurtling toward burnout, to the point where im barely engaging with the wrestling i do watch, let alone paying any mind to what i don't.

i love you all, and im very happy that anyone ever wants to talk to me about literally anything, but please can we start just like. asking if it's a good time, please? like, as a community? just a simple, hey, can i tell you about would be appreciated, especially when it's not part of a conversation that im already actively having or posting about.

sorry if this was wildly cunty, it's early and i haven't put on my human filter yet and i didn't mean for it to be

[mossangelll]

Im absolutely enchanted with your yandere jinx....This brings the question tho....how would Yandere Jinx handle her darling being on her period? (I mynself am on my period and I kid you not- I feel worse than when eating taco bell)

yandere!jinx x reader on their period

honestly not as much of an overt yandere as usual - if you squint, it’s pretty much a normal jinx hc!

hcs like this which are more ‘slice of life’ are super fun and i would be interested in doing them for more characters (e.g. what they’re like when you’re sick) if anyone’s interested!

tysm for requesting

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cw: periods, mentions of blood, mentions of kidnapping, sexual mentions but not in too much detail, slight noncon, reader isn’t referred to by any gendered pronouns but female anatomy is mentioned

yandere!jinx who can’t sleep without holding onto you during the night

yandere!jinx who reaches over for your body just to feel the cool bedsheet under her

yandere!jinx who notices the bathroom light is on and without hesitation believes that your escape attempts have finally resulted in a success

yandere!jinx who crashes into the bathroom to find…you, crying on the toilet with your head in your hands

“toots, i hope you aren’t thinking of making any stupid decisions.” her voice is still grumbly from sleep but it doesn’t manage to hide the underlying annoyance simmering beneath

you look up at her with pained eyes and that’s when she notices your underwear, pooled at your ankles and stained with blood

her eyebrows shoot to the top of her head and her demeanour softens like she was never mad in the first place

“oh! i didn’t know it was that time of the month.”

she sees how you wilt away in shame, arms crossed over your midsection, at such a normal bodily function and rushes over to cuddle you, toilet be damned

yandere!jinx can be a lot of things - overbearing, compulsive and downright abusive, but she knows that what you need right now is someone to comfort you

yandere!jinx who understands what you’re going through painfully well

yandere!jinx who still acts awkward around you for the first few periods you have when you’re in her captivity - the cons of relying on her sole father figure growing up

yandere!jinx who doesn’t trust you to go outside without trying to cry for help so she ends up getting essentials for you

yandere!jinx who doesn’t need to ask what kind of products you usually buy; she already snooped around your house before she took you and knows whether you prefer pads, tampons or cups, the kind of snacks you crave, whether you’re the angry or teary type - she knows everything

yandere!jinx who gets you a ridiculous pile of desserts she stole from some fancy piltie bakery just to make sure your cravings are satiated

yandere!jinx who washes any bloody sheets, clothes or underwear for you with her own two hands - not only is she gratified at how flustered you get, she wants to feel closer to you in any way possible and getting to do such intimate chores is honestly euphoric for her, it emphasises how you belong to her and her alone

yandere!jinx who doesn’t let you use a hot water bottle; she wants you to come to her for comfort, wants to be the one to hold her hands over your stomach and ease the cramps

yandere!jinx who gives you tiny drops of shimmer, not enough to get seriously high but enough to take the pain away

yandere!jinx who loves how your pink eyes match hers after she’s dosed you

yandere!jinx who loves to see you cry at something that’s not her because it means you won’t reject her attempts to make you feel better

yandere!jinx who hopes and prays that your cycles sync up so that you two become even more attached

yandere!jinx who massages your lower back when you complain about it aching, maybe even using special shimmer-imbued lotion she got from singed to aid her efforts

yandere!jinx who would love if their darling gets tender breasts around their period since she can cop a feel while using “pain relief” as her get out of jail free card

yandere!jinx who doesn’t care about any of the symptoms that you think are “gross” or “disgusting” - everything about you is perfect and she can’t find it in her to hate any of it

yandere!jinx who isn’t turned off by the sight of a little blood and tries to convince you to let her pleasure you, even if you are shaken up by the idea - after all, she heard that orgasms help alleviate cramps!

yandere!jinx who tells you all about her embarrassing period stories from when she was younger to make you feel better if you bleed through your clothing in front of her

yandere!jinx who becomes your personal jester if you’re bedridden; she tells you jokes and does a myriad of insane tricks that you can’t even fathom how she pulls off - it definitely gets your mind off of how terrible you feel

yandere!jinx who supports you every month and hopes that when you become accustomed to your new life, you’ll eventually do the same for her <3

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[beevosmeower]

Something for my PC Juno!!!

Juno has two different stages and outfits which each do different things for the game mechanics.

In stage 1, Juno is friendly and outgoing, and can be found all around town. She even changes jobs a few times where you can have encounters with her to raise her Love or progress her story while getting money.

Juno’s special trait is that she changes the encounter rate when you’re with her. Once you become friends with her and reach Love 25%, you can invite her around town with you. In Stage 1, she doubles your encounter rates, so it makes grinding Love for other LI’s much easier because their Love% and events happen faster. It also makes job related events happen faster too. (But it doesn’t work for Whitney or Eden as Juno won’t go into the woods, and Whitney and her… yeah)

In her Second Stage, Juno completely nulls all counters. They’ll no longer happen at all when you’re with her unless it’s a Love Interest’s related event.

Breakdown of their characteristics:

- Talkative/Listener

Juno in her first Stage is extremely outgoing and loves talking to others. She has high physique too, so she’s confident in her own strength and mild fighting infamy. In her Second stage, she’s almost silent and unsettling like a doll.

- Gets in Trouble/Gets out of Trouble

Since she’s much more outgoing in her first stage, she gets into just as much trouble too. Whether it’s sticking up for others or not letting people walk all over her, she’s very firey. In her second Stage, Juno is much more reserved, and while she still helps others it’s in a much more silent and passive way. She also generally scares most people, so there’s not much trouble she gets in with that either.

- I’m their Super/We’re Equals/I’m their Inferior

Whether it’s their first or second stage, Juno doesn’t see other people as humans quite on the level she is. If you get close to her, her opinion changes, but otherwise she sees other humans as beneath her and boring. In Stage 1 where she’s outgoing, she moreso sees it as her duty and obligation to pretend to be nice and fun. In Stage 2, she’s stared into the depths of misery and decided it’s not either the effort (unless someone convinced her to go back to pretending).

- Easily Flustered/Chill with Everything

Juno_1 fully sees her own life and reality as a staged situation. Her awareness is unnaturally high as well, so she can start to predict how people will act fairly soon after meeting them. That leads to her becoming even more detached, so even if her Love is high, she can’t be flustered. Juno_2 on the other hand is much more vulnerable in a way, she’s more herself than she’s ever been for a long period of time. So while she won’t show emotion much, she’s definitely flustered underneath.

- Life of the Party/What is Joy

Kinda self explanatory. Juno_1 loves parties and large groups of people because a pool of circumstances she can’t easily predict. Meanwhile Juno_2, while closer to reality, is fully apathetic to it unless she’s witnessing an injustice she can do something about.

- Forgets Errands and Chores/Does All The Errands

Juno_1 will complete all of her tasks given to her, and sometimes take on more if they’re given to her. She won’t burn herself out or accept anything, but it’s something for her to do. She also doesn’t mind the harassment in town much since she likes sex, but if she’s in the middle of something it’s the only time she’ll turn someone down. Juno_2 will take on the tasks she needs to, but if there’s an obstacle in the way or it’s extremely inconvenient or spells trouble, she’ll give up on it too.

- Makes Change Happen/Keeps Things Stable

Juno_1 welcomes any and all change. If someone observed her long enough, they might notice that she craves it. Anything new, anything fresh, anything different. She needs it like air. Juno_2 keeps things much more stable, she doesn’t need change because she doesn’t hold attachments to people much anymore.

- Problem Haver/Problem Solver

A lot like the “Gets in Trouble/Gets out of Trouble.” Juno in her second stage will still involve herself with people if there’s a situation that calls for it, or someone who needs help. But she won’t fully involve, or sometimes even show herself as the source of help.

Characteristics, Part 2:

- Trust in Others

Juno in her first stage doesn’t trust others nearly as much as she seems to. She’s confident in her pain tolerance and willingness to fight much longer and harder than the other person. Juno_2 is much more distrusting of others moreso as a side effect of her apathy.

- Emotional Openness

Same as “Easily flustered/Chill,” Juno_2 being herself without masking for others leads to having less to hide.

- Affection

Juno_1 sees affection as apart of the act. She’s extremely bubbly and friendly, and offers affection to anyone who comes into her path and passes her vibe check. It’s all fake to her anyways so who cares, right? Freely giving your affection in a town where the only kind of interaction a lot of people receive is forceful and self serving won’t lead to bad things. On the other hand, Juno-2’s affection is real, but it only happens when you have your Love% maxed, and it’s similar to a cat finally laying in your lap for once. No purring, but you can enjoy each others space.

- Commitment

Juno_1 would weigh her options to see whether a person is good enough or safe to be committing to, then consider it apart of her “Acting Obligation.” She’ll give a fake confession at Love50% when she accepts to date you, then a real one at 100 after completing a few events. Juno_2 on the other is far less easy to even approach. If you started her Love% before the incident that led her to Stage 2, it’ll be somewhat easier to meet her, but it’ll still be a heavy grind to raise her Love. When you do raise it fully, she becomes much more proactive in helping you, and job type events go faster again like her Stage 1 mechanic. She also has a chance of appearing to save you from NPC encounters even if she isn’t with you from the start.

- Emotional Needs

Juno_1 mimics the needs of what “a normal person would want” down to the letter without realizing she genuinely craves a bit of it. Juno_2 won’t crave anything until you’re in a relationship, but at that point she’s incredibly needy. She spent most of her life under a persona and now she needs to feel everything in it’s raw form. She doesn’t know exactly what she needs but her skin burns for something.

- Sharing/Generosity

Neither of them have much to give, apart from support or protection. In both stages, they’d do things like protection from NPC encounters or buying people changes of clothes. In her first stage she’s just a bit more dramatic and proactive about their generosity in order to keep up the bit.

Full art for both Stages

[angstintensifer]

My Ashlynn Ella headcanons

making this bc shes been my fav character in eah since like 2013 tehe

Ashlynn is autistic and one of her special interests are shoes and nature, as she has such strong feelings about caring for it and the environment in general.

I can also vouch for this as sometimes her dialogue consists of nature and her love for shoes, as an autistic person I know that we like to talk about our special interests a lot.

Ashlynn's love of shoes also comes from learning the story of Cinderella from her mother.

Ashlynn and her mother would bond over fashion and shoes when she was young, Ashlynn would also steal her mother high heels and always get them dirty by going out into the woods.

Ashlynn and her father aren't that close, he has a kingdom to run and doesn't care for animals or chores or shoes or anything Ashlynn finds interesting. He can often treat Ashlynn like a push over and tries to buy her love with money rather than spend time with her.

One of the reasons Ashlynn didn't want to marry a prince because of how they acted, entitled and royal, that is because of her father and how he treats the things Ashlynn and her mother care about. Instead Ashlynn wanted someone who shared her values and interests.

Ashlynn can communicate with animals and sometimes finds it easier to talk to them about her struggles instead of her friends, this would be more prominent in s1 when Ashlynn and Hunter's relationship was a secret. She would explain a date in detail to her pet Phoenix because she couldn’t tell anyone else.

She feels like she can be completely herself around animals, they don't hold judgement or resentment the way humans do.

Ashlynn always supported Briar's decision to not sign the storybook of legends as Ashlynn always hated the idea of losing Briar to her destiny.

Ashlynn has boundary issues and is a major push over, she has a hard time saying no to people and will put others needs before her own whether she likes it or not. This also ties into her Cinderella destiny as the step family in it constantly give Cindy orders that she complies too.

Certain people can see this clearly and will either help her through them (Briar, Apple, Crystel, Farrah, Hunter, basically anyone close to her)

or use them against her (Her future step sisters)

Ashlynn always makes sure any shoes sold at her shop are made from materials that did not come from animals. And sometimes the money she earns at the shop she gives to charity.

Her dream destiny is become an environmentalist and help the environment instead of becoming a princess, but she doesn’t like to admit it out loud because she’s afraid to pursue it as she feels she’ll be letting down everyone, her mother, Farrah and whoever her destined prince is.

She feels guilt very deeply, she felt guilty about lying to her friends about her relationship, she felt guilty for not wanting the amazing destiny she was determined to have.

Ashlynn is also a Tailer Quick fan and her favourite album is fearless.

The enchanted forest is her favourite place in ever after.

She adores ice skating and dancing with headphones because it lets her imagination run free and it exercises her energy.

She stims a lot but fidgeting with her hands, she needs something to do with her hands in order to focus. (Hunter once noticed this and asked her to make a flower crown for Pesky)

She’s terrible at making decisions under pressure and over thinks a lot. She gets her fashion design inspiration from the nature around her.

Ashlynn and Duchess aren't exactly friends but Ashlynn does feel bad for her, Duchess made her realise that she was taking her own destiny for granted when hers has a happily ever after and Duchess's story doesn't.

Ashlynn knows that if Duchess were to apologize for trying to expose her and Hunter. Ashlynn would forgive her.

Apple, Briar and her have been best friends since they were children, they are all very loyal to each other.

Ashlynn is a very private person so she doesn't like to be open about a lot of things about herself unless she's comfortable with someone. (most of the time its usually with animals)

Ashlynn is a light sleeper so when Briar snores sometimes, Ashlynn has ear plugs to help her sleep.

Ashlynn always gets early, she's a huge morning person and loves a walk in the sunrise.

Ashlynn and Raven became very good friends after legacy day, Ashlynn will never forget the hope she got after Raven didn't sign the book.

They definitely bond over being Tailer Quick fans.

Ashlynn and Cerise become friends after her and Hunters relationship is out. Ashlynn greatly respects Cerise and wanted to get to know her as she’s one of Hunters close friends.

After Cedar found out about Ashlynn and Hunter. Cedar became Ashlynn’s go to person to talk about the relationship (as we see in true hearts day)

Ashlynn dreads the day her mother will die and that she’ll only be left with her father.

While away at Ever After High, Ashlynn calls her mom very frequently, more so in legacy year because it felt all more real for Ashlynn that her mothers death was coming soon.

[twisted-confessions]

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Hope not late! 25 , 5 and 28👀👀

Nope not late at all!!

25. Which character(s) would you actively avoid? Personally, you would not see me anywhere near Vil, Rook or Sebek.

I can appreciate Vil's efforts to have people more self-confident in their own image however I absolutely despise how forceful he goes about it, especially with Epel and the dance troupe. If I EVER caught him trying to change parts of myself that I'm proud of (my australian accent, my nerdy sense of fashion, etc.) it would be ON SIGHT- (Can you tell I'm still not over Book 5?)

For Rook, i can say I..... respect his dedication and loyalty to his beliefs. However? That man... he scares me... Also, i'm still extremely salty over the VDC/SDC results WE SHOULD HAVE WON THAT AND WE LOST TO THE TWST EQUIVILANT OF BABY SHARK- Rook, i don't care about your reasonings for why we weren't at our best, I've seen the video performance AND THE NRC TRIBE FUCKING NAILED IT!!!

And then our croccy boi- Now don't get me wrong, I do love Sebek as a member of the first year gang of idiots. I also don't know a lot about him personally since I've only known him in events and havent started Book 7 yet. From what I have seen, he does annoy me a lot with his blatant disregard and disrespect to anyone who isn't Malleus or Lilia. His ego and his racism also really piss me off and make me wanna slap some sense into him. I understand it comes from a place of self-loathing but dude, PLEASE read the room for once and not screech our ears off. I'm certain that I would eventually befriend him but if we actually met face to face, it would be a miracle for me to not punch him 1 minute after his insults.

5. If you could have any unique magic / signature spell in the game, which would you choose and why?

Ooooh I've never thought about that until now actually. Personally, i would want something that would be useful and practical both in a day to day life or in a fight since I'm not very physically strong. Going with that idea, i'd more than likely pick either Split Card or Paint The Roses/Doodle Suit. Multiple me's to help me do chores around the house or distract someone in a fight? YES PLEASE!! I also have a lot of sensory issues so I feel like Paint the Roses would really help me eat the things i need to or make a certain texture that feels funny to me turn comfortable. We've also seen how useful it can be in a fight during Riddle's Overblot when Trey turned the rosebush into cards and saved us.

If just for fun though, I'd love to try out any of Savanaclaw's UM's/SS's. Now THAT would be chaotic heheh.

28. What is the TWST related content that you've produced that you are most proud of?

I personally really love my HTTYD x TWST fic that i've been writing. Knowing myself, I probably wont ever finish/post it so I'll have what I've written linked here for anyone who's interested in my favourite brainworm lol. Bella is a very special oc near and dear to my heart as she's the first one that I've enjoyed writing for since being kicked out of home over a year ago. She gave me back my creativity and I couldn't be more thankful for it.

Right now, I've even been imagine a Fairly OddParents x TWST fic in my head which I think would be a BLAST to write, where my Twisted version of Timmy Turner (a girl called Izzy) would use their rule free wish to be a part of Wanda, Cosmo and Poof/Peri's family as their bio daughter when they're no longer her godparents and becomes a half-fairy hybrid in the process. The idea of a "magicless" girl at NRC who out of nowhere suddenly can not only make but GRANT wishes that bend the laws of reality around her is absolutely hilarious to me. Haha take that you pricks, you thought I was weak? BOOM you're a hedgehog, now you really are a prick. Rewatching FOP and seeing how Timmy can be such a menace/pos really makes me think he would fit in GREAT amongst NRC lol.

I'm also really proud of the Card edits I've done for other people where I turn their OC's into different rated cards so it looks like it's from the game. Seeing all the different kinds of OC's and hearing about their characters is so amazing.

Feel free to send in any more asks or questions!! I love interacting with the Twst Community <3

[bluehairedweeb]

Peaches. Law x reader

Just a little fluff I had on the brain (: I hope you enjoy!

Things around the Polar Tang were just casual due to being mostly submerged heading towards the next island, while things were calm, you decided it’d be a good idea to walk around and find something- or someone- to potentially bother since your boyfriend and beloved captain was busy in his office catching up on who knows what medical book he’d found on the island previous.

Chores had been finished early in the morning, baths have been taken and the rest of the crew had just found themselves in a conversation about nothing; Playing uno, or just finally having a day to themselves without the worry of the marines. Though the only thing bothering you was to finding something to do. Swinging your feet off the side of the bed, looking around the shared room between you and law, nothing seemed to really peak your interest, though one of his sweatshirts was calling your name.

Standing from the bed, feet landing on a soft carpet, you padded your way over to your vanity that law had so graciously gotten and placed in his room so you’d have a space of your own in his personal bubble, applying a layer of lotion to your skin, a sweet though warm scent of vanilla surrounded you as you rubbed it into your skin, afterwards spraying Laws favorite perfume on your skin before grabbing your favorite hoodie of his and a pair of shorts to walk around in.

Law stretches in his seat, the tension from sitting in the same position for who knows how long at this point. Hands reaching for the air and the sounds of his body popping releasing all the pressure and sitting, he decides to take a walk around to see what his crew has managed to get into and maybe steal a few kisses from you to perk him up. Law steps out into the hallway leaving his door to his office open, heading towards the shared room, assuming you’d be there.

You, after finally getting situated walk out of the door to head to grab a snack before bounding off to find something to do, knowing Law will come find you when he takes a break, because even though you got special treatment, you knew that Law wanted to catch up on his studies so you didn’t mind occupying yourself for now. The sounds of footsteps behind you caught your attention, though nothing out of the ordinary until you hear,

“There’s my pretty peach.”

The blush from the nickname he’d given you ages ago still catches you off guard, you’d hated the nickname for as long as you could remember but he loved the way it made you all giddy, and blushy, so he continued to use it.

Turning around acting like you heard nothing, really throws Law for a loop, though he smirks to himself. If that’s how you wanted to play, he could play those games too.

“Huh? Did you hear something?”

“Room”

“Fuck”

“Shambles”

The room suddenly becoming his office and you’re in front of his desk. Law walking in and closing the door. ‘Click’

“You seem to of suddenly lost your ability to hear, that’s concerning my love. Why don’t I take a look and see what’s going on?” The eye roll clearly laces into his voice. You look up at him with those beautiful big brown eyes you have that capture his every movement, ones that he can’t ever stop looking into, he gives you a side smile.

“No need suga’ I just have selective hearing that’s all.” You poke your tongue out at him, with a wink. “ ‘missed my honey, good for you for taking a break today. I didn’t know if id see you today or not.” Smiling up at him, as he looks down at you, he finally gets a glimpse of the clothing options you’ve given yourself. A simple black sweatshirt with his Jolly Roger sewn into it, sleep shorts barely visible underneath the black fabric of his covering the hems of the shorts, and your bunny slippers because of course. “My pretty peach, of course you would’ve, can’t keep me away from ya even if ya tried.” He comes close to your face, nose to nose, giving you a peck, and drawing out slow well placed kisses to the corner of your lips, jaw all the way up to your ear. He whispers, “maybe this selective hearing you claim to have can get you out of trouble for what you’ve got on.” His fingers play with the hem of your shorts

You were in for it now. With the look in his eyes growing darker, he comes in and places a kiss on your neck, inhaling your scent, his favorite thing. The vanilla lotion and peach perfume made you smell so good that he could devour you. And believe him, that was exactly what he was about to do.

The end. (:

[cherryberry-sugarandspice]

Do you have any headcanons for Nanny fic Gabi? Or scenarios? :3c

-Gedankenmoon ⭐️

hello CEO of papa miguel :3c

Gabriella Headcanons in Nanny

Gabriella is very vocal around her friends. She's loud and sometimes accidentally interrupts her friends when they're in the middle of saying something, but she gets too excited she can't help herself. She likes talking about her interests and can ramble on for hours

When she's older, her interest space out. So instead of just princesses and soccer, it turns to: kpop, sanrio, warrior cats, kirby, monster high, and possibly wants to do another sport but she loves soccer too much

Loves the color purple. Absolutely adores it. (I love the color purple too it's literally the best color ever). I've pictured her quince and her dress is a large, flowing purple dress with rhinestones (like my quince dress was teehee)

Gabriella is very attached to reader. After finding out about their relationship, she feels like its okay to view her officially as a mom. She snuggles her more, holds her hand, follows her around-basically the same thing she's always done but with more confidence ahaha

She doesn't plan on getting another lizard after Butterscotch. She doesn't mind getting a cat or dog, but never a lizard. Butterscotch will probably die around like 20 (maybe longer since Butterscotch isn't a normal lizard), and Gabriella will have her cremated. Getting another lizard would feel like replacing the pet that she basically grew up with and she refuses to do that.

Her dream job is to become a princess warrior, but she'll eventually find the passion of animals (more exotic animals) and become a veterinarian. She'll probably specialize in reptiles or even work at a zoo. Either a veterinarian or a dog trainer or anything relating to animals.

Gabriella is very passionate about her interests or the people she cares about. She likes to go on and on about, say for example, Twice. Her favorite members, whose photo cards she collects the most, etc. For the people she loves, she enjoys spending time with them and either buying them presents (when she's older and has a job. just because miguel is rich doesn't mean he'll keep handing everything to gabi) or making handmade gifts straight from the heart

Reader influenced her a lot. She looks up to her so much. Her kindness, how she takes the time to explain things to her, how she allows her to be upset and express herself. She helps her learn a lot of things about life, like how to handle certain situations at school or to listen to her body about food. Reader allows Gabriella to think for herself so she can be more independent (parenting the same way as Miguel)

Gabriella might be spoiled, but she's taught to be independent and how to speak for herself. If she wants something, she may ask but can get things for herself (she can ask for help if she can't do it). She helps learn how to cook, do her own laundry, etc. Basic life skills. When she's older and wanting expensive things (like an ipad) she does have to work for it. So she does chores, focuses on keeping her grades up, and understands that there's rules in owning an ipad (miguel and reader don't want her to become an ipad kid or leave her unsupervised to things that could potentially harm her, so parental controls are put in place and such)

Dana might've hurt her emotionally, but Reader is the one who eventually heals her. She filled the absence and more. Gabriella sees her more as a mom than Dana. She trusts her and follows her advice. Reader basically shapes her into the person she'll grow up to be.

Gabriella gets attached very easily, which means she can get hurt very easily. Her therapist managed to figure this out and helped her on her attachment issues.

Gabriella overall is a sweet kid with a big heart. She's loved and cared for and she has a bright future ahead of her.

[yarrystyleeza]

Always So Good With The Kids, And Kids Absolutely Love Him

Requested by @munsonownsmyass

(so my thoughts on this are soft!matt with the ship dynamic: childhood friends with love interest in each other)

Word count: the range of 1,185 words, utter toothaching fluff like a birthday cake! <3

You loved volunteering for Saint Agnes church, the place you grew up at, as you were raised catholic, you usually went to church on Sundays, and attended all events usually scheduled during the week. You got to know a lot of people, from the children your age to the elderly grandpas, and made a lot of good relationships and connections with them.

You had your own job — which was working perfectly fine for you, but you loved sticking around with the children of the orphanage, their poor small innocent hearts deserved all the care and pamper — that was always your thought about them, and it never changed.

Because you were close with one of them once, growing up, as you attended events with your parents, you got to know the kid who never left the place, Matt Murdock, the blind boy. His father, Battlin' Jack Murdock, died when Matt was only 11, and he had no other place to go, so he was staying at the orphanage attached to the church.

He was the same your age, and he was so locked on himself, but only you managed to get him out of his bubble and open up to you about what he feels about the loss of his father, and the loss of his sight, — by then you've become friends, he found comfort in your company.

He even told you about the abilities he had kept for himself, about how the world felt from his perspective, the way he could hear electricity within the walls, and the sirens on the other side of Hell's Kitchen, how he can always smell your golden retriever on your sweaters, and the lavenders your mother grew by your bedroom window, or how he could taste each chemical the tap water contained; and that was fascinating to you as a kid.

Matt grew up to be a defense attorney, and you pursued your dream of being a journalist, and though your routes went sideways, you still remained friends after all those years, pick up a couple of drinks at the bar, or meet up at a diner in the afternoon.

He kept all his secrets with you, even the darkest of them, he told you about his secret identity, his super abilities, Elektra, and the Hand, — and you were always a keeper, you always listened and understood him, and never judged him, that's why he always looked for you when he's in trouble.

You loved spending Sunday evenings at the orphanage — among children, reading them stories and playing with them, you taught them how to bake and draw, and do the little house chores they can do, — and Matt loved to join you sometimes; he loved children, they were "angels on earth" to him, so he loved being around them, brought them presents, and played with them, — and he admired watching you doing something you loved and cherished.

But this Sunday was special, because it was your birthday, and the idea of spending that day with your little friends was something you would never put down.

The kids surprised you by rounding you in a big circle, singing "Happy Birthday miss y/n" and dancing around you, with little candles held in their little hands, they baked you a heart shaped cake with the help of the sisters, and made little drawings and paper boats as your birthday presents.

You sat on the floor and they sat around you, after crowning you with the glittery golden paper crown they made for you. They gave you their wishes. "miss y/n, I wish you can be a princess!" one of the little girls said, you kissed her temple, "well, katy, I couldn't be a princess, for there's already one here!" you replied as you pointed at her, and she turned into a ball of blush. "I wish you and Mr Murdock get married and have children!" a little boy said, it was your turn to blush, unable to articulate any understandable words out of all the laughter that choked you, you and Matt? Well, this was always on your mind. "umm... thank you, Eddie," that was the only sentence you could say. The kids sat silently with their legs crossed, and had their index fingers on their mouths as a hush, their little hushs rumbled around you. You were confused, about to tilt your head to see what they're staring at, "look at me, miss y/n! I have a present for you!" Eddie yelled at you, he ran to your arms and gave you the biggest hug his small arms could do.

"nice move, Eddie," before you could speak, he had cut you off with a kiss on your cheek, "happy birthday, sweetheart," he rounded you with his arms in a very warm embrace, a one you could sink in and sleep soundly. Matt playfully patted Eddie's chin, "I did what you asked me, Mr Murdock!" he chuckled and kissed Matt on the cheek, "oh, boy, you did!" Matt kissed his head.

"Mr Murdock!" the kids shouted, they hugged him and each gave him a kiss on the cheek; Matt have been always so good with the kids, and they absolutely love him, they even team together against you in games!

"what a great surprise, Matt. Didn't you have plans today?" you stated, as he fixed his posture next to you, folding his legs, "how could I miss a day so precious to me?" he answered with a question and a cocky smile, you huffed a chuckle and rolled your eyes.

"this was my plan for the day" he unwrapped the gift he brought to you, it was your all time favorite novel, signed by the author themselves, you swallowed a gasp, "Matt, you..." your words got stuck in your throat, "how could I forget something like that? You've always talked about how much you love that book, and let's say I had to meet the author privately, for him to write you a message..." you couldn't help but jump at him with a hug, and he secured you in his arms, "maybe you wanna go out with me tonight? Discuss Eddie's suggestions?" he soothed your cheek, drawing circles at your chin, "I'd love to," you pecked his lips quickly, and all the kids went "Yuck!!" and "Ew!!", you both laughed and continued on the little celebration the kids held, ate the cake, and sang together.

At the end of the day, the kids gathered around Matt, he kissed each on the crowns of their heads, "thank you for watching out for my girl, Eddie," he squatted to reach the boy's height, "you're welcome, mr Murdock... Are you bringing your baby next Sunday?" Matt chuckled, "that would be a great idea, right, y/n?" your eyes widened, "Matt!" you yelled, face red flushed, he giggled, "I guess she liked it."

The years went by and you and Matt got to have your very own children, but you never stopped going to the orphanage together, just to watch the little innocent hearts grow, and make new memories with the new kids.

Ayyyy, I'm so sorry for the late posting on this one, like I mentioned in an earlier post my internet connection was wobbly and I couldn't blog my own long posts (fics specifically) but now that the problem is fixed, here's your request...

Tell me what you think about this! And thanks for dropping the prompt! <3

Feel free to submit a prompt from this list in my ask (I only write for Matt Murdock)! <3

[spoocys-glade-of-dreams]

Rayman Ship Posting: Canon Rayman Edition

I thought about releasing a very special edition of Rayman Head Canons for Valentines Day.

Before we begin, a little message: When I first started out on this blog, I was nervous about bringing my shipping ideas public. I have a habit of doing a bit of it whenever I have a new fandom fixation.

"Rayman Ship Posting" is head canons around the cast's view on romance.

Since this blog has been converted into an ask blog, if you want to send ship themed asks or starters. You can.

Most of these posts are general information not directed at a specific ship. Exceptions will be tagged with specific ship tags. It's also featuring the Canonical characters since I had these written out and stored in my drafts before Captain Laserhawk a Blood Dragon Remix launched. I'll do CLH specific Ship posting later.

Let's Begin! This is quite long, so it'll be with a keep reading cut here for easier navigation.

He’s the guy that will love chatting with you. He wants to learn everything he can about you! Your interests, your hobbies, your favorite activities, even your favorite food. He’s going to make this about you, not him. He really doesn’t care for boasting or bragging about himself.

If you are handicapped, Rayman will do his absolute best to make sure your needs are taken care of. Rayman is well versed in sign language, so he can communicate and understand you if his partner is deaf and/or mute.

Rayman is a loving dude that gushes over his partners and adores physical affection like hugs, kisses, and he is a MASSIVE cuddle-bug. He will literally cling to you if you let him hug you. He is full of love and he’s going to share that with you.

One of his favorite ways of bonding is that he’ll rest his head on your chest and just listen to the sound of your heartbeat. He also really likes pampering your hair needs. He will brush it, braid it, help you with adornments.

Rayman is incredibly compassionate and will worry about his friends, family, and his partner frequently. If he knows you are sad he will grab his ukulele, sit with his back pressed against yours, and he’ll start to play a few songs and will sometimes sing along to it if he knows it will make you feel better. He is also always willing to talk if you need to. He will listen. If you need him to do anything for you, he’ll gladly do it if will make you happy or will cheer you up. If it's revealed that he was the cause of your distress, he gets flustered about it. He'll work hard to earn your forgiveness. He’ll do his best to make it up to you somehow.

Rayman is a massive foodie, but his guilty pleasure is milk chocolate. If you get him a box of chocolates, it means the world to him. He will get starry-eyed, gasp and shout “I LOVE YOU!” in delight. If you go about gifting chocolate to Rayman, please keep it simple. Whatever you do, don’t go invest in some kind of expensive chocolate masterpiece. Dude will become conflicted because he wants to eat it but it’s too beautiful to eat. He ends up crying because he can’t do it and that ruins his day.

Rayman really likes flowers and these tend to be the gift of choice he gives you. He will make you flower crowns, he will go and hand pick a bouquet of them for you. Sometimes he has a habit of just picking wildflowers near his person while you lay near him and he’ll just decorate your hair with them absent-mindedly. He also loves when you give HIM flower crowns or stick a flower in his hair.

Rayman loves to dance and will try to include you on them. While he’s more fond of upbeat tunes or even rock and roll, he’s not immune to offering you a slow dance.

Rayman’s not very fond of doing household chores but it doesn’t normally stop him from doing them. If something is going on with you or you simply don’t feel well, he will cover the chores that you would normally handle with no questions asked on top of his own daily chores. He doesn’t enjoy it, but he’ll still do them. He never causes a fuss over it either, he just dramatically collapses on the sofa or bed in an attempt at playful teasing. He has had some times where he will let chores pile up. Give him a reminder to take care of it. Sometimes he just needs a bit of motivation. He may even turn the daily chores into a game so it'll motivate him to get stuff done.

Rayman adores children. He gushes about his little nieces and nephews at the Globox household frequently. Loves to entertain them and loves to play with them. He wants a partner that has that same love for children. He wants to have one or two of his own one day, but he would like to see the day where he doesn’t have to constantly worry about his home being under attack before he decides to settle down and maybe try to start a family of his own. He is on board with adoptions and would prefer this route when it came to having kids. He wants to give kids who had it rough a chance at a better life.

Despite the overall carefree nature, the silliness, sometimes smug or sassy nature he can depict at times, Rayman has had a very traumatic past. He has been through a lot and he needs someone that can support the emotional baggage here so to speak. He tends to keep this to himself, but once you have earned his trust, he will open up to what he's dealt with in the past and how it's effected him.

Rayman sometimes suffers flashbacks to certain traumatic events he faced in his life; the biggest being the events during the robot pirate invasion. These flashbacks do not last long and he’s normally quick to recover from them, though they will leave him rattled and sometimes he will start shaking, sweating, and panting for a short time.

He is prone to suffering night terrors where he will wake up in very visible distress. While he’s not a screamer, he does wake up shaking and sweating. They can get to be so bad he will have to call you up. Sometimes he will ask if either he can come over to spend the night, or ask if you can come instead.

He also gets a bit claustrophobic in tight cramped spaces due the imprisonment he faced during the pirate invasion, as well as the imprisonment he endured from the rabbids.

He really does need the emotional support and cherishes when you try to help him through. If you are able to stick by him and continue to support him, you might just be “the one” in his eyes. He will return the favor with the support tenfold. If you ever need him, at any hour of the day, he will be there. He will come over if you ask him to, and he’s always within reach of a mobile phone. You can call him at any hour of the day if you need his support or comfort.

[eternitas]

Hi Lou!! Tbh, I'd love to ask you...all of the selfship questions, but I'll be nice and say 1-4 uwu for Gokudera! [Unless you're cool with answering them all 👀✨️]

Just for fun selfship ask meme

Thank you so so much for sending this in! ... 3... months ago orz I am so so sorry for answering so late, I hope waiting for my answer was worth it QwQ

1. does your f/o have any special nicknames for you? what are they? do you have a favorite?

Gokudera isn't exactly super openly affectionate or romantic. He is pragmatic and when he is romantic it is a rare, but genuine moment just between them. While he doesn't have a special nickname, he does sometimes call Rena "tesoro" (itl. treasure) and has refered to her as a sun or glowing star, though never to her face.

2. do you and your f/o share any hobbies? what are they? do you see one another as rivals, collaborators, something else?

Rena and Hayato are competitive spirits and often get into little competitions with each other that usually hold either no stakes but their pride, or chores and small gifts. It's never harsh enough that Dera becomes seriously upset over a loss (he actually really appreciates that she can give him a run for his money), but it's also never completely trivial. These competitions can range from who gets to a place first, to directly facing off in a video or card game (especially with poker and other games where you have to keep your reactions in check Rena usually has the upper hand due to her knowledge in acting and directing, being able to pick up on the subtlest of changes in Gokuderas demeanor, who still has a hard time keeping his emotions in check).

Interestingly enough when it comes to hobbies they diverge a bit. Rena loves to be creative, her work at the theater is incredibly fullfilling to her, so she spends a lot of time going to see different plays and reads new pieces. Hayato is also very creative, but his creativity leans more towards the engineering and constructing. In that they are supportive with and towards each other, but don't necesarily always partake in the others interest. However they both are interested in the supernatural, with Rena being a scaredy cat that is mostly into mythology and the occult while Hayato is more interested in cryptids and extraterestrials. Hayato likes going ghost hunting or cryptid hunting and once in a while he can persuade Rena to tag along though not without promising up and down that he won't scare her on purpose and that he'll protect her if anything does happen.

One hobby they do participate in together is movie nights. They switch up who picks the movie and each one of them has a chance to veto a pick. They both enjoy watching all kinds of movies and talk about them, dissecting story, special and practical effects, character writing and acting, directing- they can both contribute their own knowledge to these talks which are even more enjoyable to them than the movies themselves.

Small picrew I edited depicting them watching a scary movie.

Original

3. do you have any songs that remind you of your f/o? a playlist? what do they think of it, if you’ve shared it with them?

Okay so I USED to have a playlist but I deleted it orz, tho there are two songs I def remember associating with this ship which is

Cinderblock Garden by All Time Low and Perfect by Topic and Ally Brooke

4. where are your favorite places to go with your f/o? what’s your favorite part of that place, or the time you spend together there?

When it comes to favourite places to be at then there come only 3 to mind. First is Renas apartment. It's a small 2 room flat with an open kitchen, a big livingroom with a narrow balcony and a small bedroom. It's cozy but not claustrophobic and Hayato stays over a few times. After a very eventful day it's nice to flop onto the sofa and watch a movie together.

Then there is one of Renas favourite cafes. It's in a sidestreet of the city, rather small and has a bit of a maritime country-chic flair with exceptionally good coffee and cake. They don't usually house big groups or many people so it never feels cramped and or overwhealming when it comes to the surounding noise.

Last but definitely not least is the westpark. It's close to the Residence where the Neo Vongola stay in italy and is often place of performances by Renas theater group Mosaico. It's a nice small park with one half of the park being mostly greenspace for people to chill on and the other being a bit more groomed, layed out and romantic with benches and grenery tunnels.

(Thinking specifically about the passages I personally know, here, here, and here, plus a well kept flower garden park as depicted here)

In general: anywhere where it's not too full and too loud is a nice place for them to hang out.

[eveeyehorizons]

love on a distance

how to make it work

first of all its a terrible idea to fall in love with someone far away and I cannot recommend it to people with certain attachment issues or mental problems. You have to have a certain stable foundation on your own and some experience with feelings and love and relationships are useful, if not the groundwork to build upon. If you are making career or having family local, that you would never leave,it's probably better to not engage in far distance love search.

You have to be aware that there's only so much you can get to know from someone over the internet. Of course our abilities in that manner increased, but from my own experience, I can tell you it's still crucial to see someone in person to know if there are these feelings that you project onto it.

Reassurance and a vital interest in the other ones well being mentally and emotionally should be a thing.Aswell as respect and acceptance. If u cannot live with the fact that your significant other has an own life with people and family and all that comes with that then don't get involved.

Communicate clearly and don't leave room for misinterpretations.

Then there is this thing with the sexual desire towards your loved one. Ideally you two find a way to live that out together as far as possible but be aware that maybe that is not what the other one likes or needs so don't ask questions to make him her feel uncomfortable or demand certain practices from him her. I think what would be good is not to play out all of it right away.if u love the person and you are planning to see each other save it up for the moment you are together . There has to be a certain amount of tension and unknown intimacy to share when you finally meet in person.

Otherwise it could be not at all that special anymore when you touch the first time. The chemical neurons that are fired in such moments of intimacy are important and binding you together for the future.

So save it up for that moment and you will not regret it believe me. You could also be in danger of having expectations based on your fantasies that are likely to be destroyed or lead to disappointment. If it happens , that one of you has sex with another person on his own, please keep in mind, that there is still the harsh reality that they have their own life there and if it wasn't a reoccurring event, there is no reason to throw it all away immediately. Talk about it and may recalibrate your feelings and boundaries or expectations. Shit happens, especially with alcohol or other things involved.

Dont become lazy or regular. Dont demand your partner to be there all the time you want him to. Live goes on everyday and you should make the best out of it.

These digital communication platforms allow everyone to share his life but that doesn't mean you should go mad about someones profile or social media posts. Believe me this shit paired with obsession or paranoia and anxious attachment can literally ruin everything.Dont fall for it.

Stay creative and express your love in new ways every day. not every day is the same.

Stay calm if you don't hear from your loved one right away when you think you need it. And especially learn to control your own thoughts and emotions cuz most of the time the other one cannot know and is probably not responsible for your overthinking.

keep an open and clear view of reality and don't let a wonderful relationship become a guilt and shame driven wrack.

Dr.GPT says:

Maintaining a long-distance relationship can be challenging, but with commitment and the right approach, it can absolutely thrive. Here are some key tips to help make your long-distance relationship work: 1. Effective Communication Regular Check-ins: Establish a routine that works for both of you to stay connected. This could be through texts, calls, or video chats. However, don’t let it feel like a chore. Quality Over Quantity: Focus on meaningful conversations rather than just frequency. Be open and honest about your feelings, and listen actively. Use Different Channels: Mix up the communication methods—texts, voice notes, pictures, video calls, letters, etc. to keep things fresh. 2. Set Clear Expectations Boundaries and Needs: Discuss what you both need from the relationship—communication frequency, exclusivity, and how you'll handle challenges like loneliness or misunderstandings. Relationship Goals: Make sure you're both on the same page regarding the future of your relationship, including how long the distance will last and plans to eventually close the gap. 3. Maintain Trust Be Honest: Transparency is key to building trust. If something is bothering you, bring it up before it festers. Avoid Jealousy Traps: Reassure each other and avoid behaviors that might cause unnecessary jealousy or insecurity. Trusting each other’s intentions is crucial. 4. Plan Visits Regular Meet-ups: Plan trips to see each other when possible. Having something to look forward to can help bridge the distance and give you motivation to keep going. Make Visits Special: When you’re together, cherish the moments. Focus on making memories and enjoying your time rather than worrying about the separation ahead. 5. Stay Connected in Creative Ways Share Activities: Watch movies, read the same book, or play online games together to create shared experiences even when apart. Send Surprises: Mail handwritten letters, small gifts, or even care packages. Thoughtful gestures can strengthen your bond. 6. Keep Your Independence Focus on Personal Growth: Maintain your own hobbies, goals, and social life. Don’t put your life on hold because of the distance. Support Each Other's Independence: Encourage each other to thrive individually and share your experiences to stay connected. 7. Stay Positive Focus on the Positives: Long-distance relationships can strengthen communication, build emotional intimacy, and create resilience. Stay positive about what the relationship is giving you. Celebrate Small Wins: Celebrate anniversaries, successful communication, or personal achievements together to maintain positivity. 8. Work Through Conflicts Carefully Stay Calm: Misunderstandings can happen more easily due to the lack of face-to-face communication. Approach conflicts calmly and with empathy. Pick Your Battles: Don’t sweat the small stuff, and work on resolving conflicts quickly instead of letting them linger. 9. Have a Plan for the Future Discuss End Goals: Ensure you both have a plan for when and how the distance will close, whether through moving closer to each other, career changes, or other arrangements. Stay Focused on the Bigger Picture: Keep reminding each other why you’re in the relationship and the future you’re working towards. 10. Be Patient Embrace the Journey: Long-distance relationships require patience and endurance. It’s not always easy, but the effort you both put in can make your relationship even stronger in the end. Fostering connection, communication, trust, and shared goals is the foundation of a successful long-distance relationship.

[bardoftheflame]

Keeping up the flame

It's interesting the many ways in which we can come to learn and understand things, specially when related to our faith, our devotion and our gods.

It hadn't been long since I had decided to become Brig's devotee, when I went through a medical and family situation. I won't give much details, but my grandma had a little accident, and she's had to stay in bed for almost to months by the time I'm writing this. Being only my grandma, my mom and me in the house, this obviously meant an increase of responsabilities for each of us now that we didn't had her help, besides those that came with taking care of her and college left us with a significant less amount of free time and close to no energy by the end of the day. The result of this was, mainly important to this post, a big dealy in my devotional duties. I haven't been able to do many rituals, meditations or my flametending works (that had been requested by Brig when I just started). Besides, due to stress and exhaustion, my creativity significantly suffered as well, and I had to pause both my poems, my creative writing and my recorder practice. All of this left me with a sense of failure and discouragement, feeling unable to properly connect with the gods in general and, specifically with Brig.

A few weeks passed, and not only this feeling lingered, but I also started feeling frustrated because I felt like I was being charged with the mood inside the house. It felt like, whenever I felt down or in a bad mood, everyone home felt the same, and it was exhausting. Besides, taking care of an injured person is not an easy task, specially when added to the usual responsibilities like dishes, house cleaning, and all the chores previously divided between the three of us. For a couple weeks, it felt like I had more than I could handle on my shoulders, and I didn't know what to do at all. However, I did my best to stay positive. Even if I felt it like an unnecessary preassure, I felt like it was something nice I could do to help with the situation, since I wasn't able to help monetarily, so I focused on keeping my spirits up, my mood bright, and try to get that same mood to influence everyone else. Living with a depressive mother and being depressive myself, it was harder than it sounds but I managed to make it work.

It was with all this that I was chatting with a friend a few years ago. We're both part of a little polytheist friendgroup, and we're both fairly new to our own practice. We were talking about our respective devotional work lately, when I realized that, I was wrong, basically. I was telling her about all these things that I've been doing when I realized, aren't all these things related to Brig? Closely, too.

When we think about Brig, we usually think of her more creative aspect. She's the goddess of poetry, the woman who all poets followed. She's the spark of inspiration, the creator or keening, of the whistle, related to poetry, music and ingenuity. But that's just one of her faces. One of her names.

The myths tell us about other two, equally important faces of hers. Brig the blacksmith, and Brig the healer.

Along with her more creative side, Brig is also heavily related to the home, healing, taking care of the ill. It's a known practice for Imbolc to bless pieces of cloth in her wells for her to bless them and make them more effective when used to take care of the ill, reduce fevers or aliviate pain. Alongside this, she's also known to be a keeper of the home. Her crosses, wether celtic or christian in tradition, are often used to guard the home from fires and similar damage. Similarly, she's closely tied with sheep, that used to have symbolic relation with women and their traditional "duties", which are no longer (or shouldn't be) related to gender.

Besides this, we must not forget a really important aspect of hers. Not only she's a guardian, a mother, a blacksmith, a poet and a healer. Primarily, Brig is known as a goddess of fire. Purifying, inspiring and transformative fire. In this particular way, her fire can also be seen as the fire of hope. It's well known she's the one that ends the winter season, taking the earth from Cailleach, and gives the warmth and light back to the world. In this way, we could also see Brig as a goddess of hope. She's the light that shines in the darkness, she's the warmth in the cold. She's loving life and accepting death by doing so.

And it was with all this I realized, I've never been closer to her in my whole life. Yes, maybe I'm not actively seeking her, but I've been kinda forced to shape my behavior in a specific way to endure and go through this hard time, and the way I've done it is completely in line with her. I'm devoted to her and, withouth noticing, that's shaped me in a way where I naturally find her teachings applied in my day to day life, specially dealing with issues. Of course, I sometimes lose focus and don't act like you'd expect, but I blame that on being human.

It was sort of reassuring, realizing how close I actually am to her already. Realizing that, maybe, there IS a reason I feel so drawn to her after all and why she accepted me as a devotee. Since becoming a celtic pagan, I've never felt alone, but I doubt myself a lot, constantly unsure if I'm doing it right. This realization has given me a feeling I hadn't found yet. I feel constantly accompanied by my goddess and, by extension, my faith. We so often focus on our own expectation. What should we look like as devotees and followers of our gods, that we forget to change perspective. Ask ourselves, "yeah, maybe I want to look like this as a devotee of x god/goddess, but what would they want me as a devotee to be like? What does my devotion mean to them?"

I know there's much to go through yet and that this won't be a perpetual change from my doubts, but I love realizing this and feeling this close to a goddess I love so deeply. I hope this blog actually helps someone in a similar situatioin. We are enough. And the gods will be able to appreciate it. Even better than we do ourselves.

I'll try to write a little prayer based on these thoughts and share it with you. I hope you have a blessed path, whenever you may find this. Slán.

[elslittlestories]

How I feel being in a relationship with Tech would really be like

Disclaimer : I held absolutely no grudges against writers describing Tech's romantic behavior a little too neurotypical to my taste.

Once Tech figures he likes you too, you'll become his new l'hyperfixation. He'll study you and gathered as much data as he can without actually have to ask any questions. If you have a friend or relative that loves to tell stories about you, they'd be Tech primary source of information.

In the first weeks, maybe months of your relationship, he might spend a LOT of time with you. He enjoys your company but mostly, he's looking for more data! He wants to know everything about you, from your favorite ice-cream flavor to your piloting skills (if you have any)

If one of your passions peeks his interest, Tech will also hyperfocus on that (side quest!!) . You might end up spending hours talking about the subject together, which is great. Until he becomes more knowledgeable than you and starts correcting you with his usual bluntness. I hope you're not too susceptible...!

He'll make a list of things you've talked about and rely on it when looking for gifts ideas. You might get a bunch of stuff you wouldn't have bought for yourself, since Tech can't really tell the difference between small talk and something you actually like a lot.

There most likely won't be much sweet talk and romantic metaphor coming from Tech. Don't try telling him you love him to the moon and back (or whatever the Star Wars equivalent is) and don't expect him to do it neither. Subtle allusions to cuddles will lead you nowhere. If you want a kiss, grab his by the neck or just ask for it! He'll do the same to you.

If one day he feels comfortable telling you he loves you, it won't be a serenade. You'll have to learn how to read the emotions behind his words. Maybe he'll tilt his head a certain way, or he'll squeeze your hand or your thigh but it will be a simple 'I love you'.

If forced to it, he might ramble about why he loves you. It'll be messy, sometime incoherent like starting a sentence but changing his mind midway and going a complete opposite direction. It's cute, though.

He won't celebrate any anniversary and will most likely forget your birthday. He'll k ow the dates, but when the day comes, he won't connect the dots. Partly because his brain doesn't work like that, partly because this kind of stuff means nothing to him. If you ask him to take you on a date or do something special for the occasion, he will do it gladly though, as a chance to spend time with you. But to him it'll be just another Tuesday.

As time passes by, his hyperfocus on you will pass and this is when it might become difficult to maintain the relationship. Tech will still love you, but there'll be another fixation on his mind that he will dedicate a lot of time to. Which will lead to less time together...He'll come home late, forget about date nights, and might not listen to you as much, even intterupt you to infodump.

His gifts might become even more random. Or he'll buy you stuff related to his l'hyperfixation and might have trouble understanding why you don't find it fascinating.

He most probably won't be of any help with chores from day one. He'll do the dishes with you if it means keeping up with your conversation, but don't expect him to clean the floor on his own. If you confront him about it (rightly so!), he'll offer to pay for a house keeper. To avoid further fights, you might consider it seriously!

Tech's definition of a cuddle is him sitting on the couch with his data pad and you laying against him. He'll play with your hair and trace lines on your skin, which feels great, but the actual hugs makes him too uncomfortable.

He'll only initiate hugs in three occasions : when you cry, when you two reunite after spending a few days appart and when making out.

You might feel left out as time goes by, but getting him back to you will only take a good communication. Tech loves you, he just doesn't feel the need to show it as much as you'd want him to. Maintaining a relationship with someone like him takes work, from both of you, and a lot af talking. Chances are you're overanalyzing that thing he said or the reason with he forgot you were going out tonight. Talk to him ❤️

He'll die for you. Literally.

This is way too long but I can't help but give you these too extra treats 🙃

No cute couple photograph. The man doesn't know how to smile on picture and will look either like a retarded or a serial killer.

He'll. comment. the. movie. He'll suggest theories (mostly right so he's basically spoiling the damn movie) and point at plot holes. If it's too scientifically inaccurate, he might just leave.

[the-elder-vampire]

Just a thing I wrote after last night's session in the House of Lament.

Erias is my fire genasi cleric in my friend's CoS/Ravenloft campaign, and he found something that in the ballroom's closet forced him into a flashback.

Some backstory related grief from my boy ahead. Other than Erias, there was another PC (Callum) and an NPC named Serafin with him that are briefly mentioned.

--

Callum opened the closet door, and none of them expected what they would find. Halfheartedly, Erias hoped that maybe there would be wine hidden in the closet. It doesn’t hurt to imagine it. But what he actually saw in it sucked the jest out of his body.

Party decorations. In the closet were old party decorations for what seemed to be a child’s birthday party. They were quite beautiful, and Erias admired the designs of the flying seahorses. At that moment, there was nothing of interest or value to them. But Erias wasn’t thinking in that particular moment. Instead, he was thinking of his son.

He remembered Erik’s past birthday. Erias woke up early that morning to redo a cake that he accidentally ruined the night before. It wasn’t perfect, but Gwendolyn decorated it beautifully enough. They had a little candle for Erik to blow out. They waited until after the chores on the farm were done before trying to rouse Erik from his slumber.

Erias was so excited that day. He’d scrounged up enough coin to get a present that Erik had been begging to have for months. Gwen was worried about the initial price, after all.

“Erik…” Erias smiled fondly while gently stroking the boy’s hair. He was always so tender with him. The world revolved around his son. “Wake up, little love.” He crooned to him until he finally awoke.

Erik rubbed his eyes and yawned, stretching his arms. When he registered his surroundings, he smiled up at Erias. “Morning, Dad.”

“Happy Birthday, little love.” Erias grinned and kissed his forehead. “You’re ten years old today; practically a little man.”

“Dad…” The boy giggled and sprung up from bed to go find his mother.

The two parents sang to their son, both of them full of joy at seeing the happy smile on his face. Erik happily blew out the little candle, and Gwendolyn chided that he needed to break his fast before enjoying his cake. During the first meal, Erias brought out the boy’s presents.

The first couple were new outfits. Erik was growing so fast that he needed larger sizes. Erias couldn’t believe how big he was getting. Just ten years ago, his hands were so tiny that they could barely wrap around his fingers. Next, Gwendolyn got him a couple new toys and trinkets.

Erik had such a wild imagination, and his parents actively encouraged it. They loved hearing the games he’d come up with and play, both on his own and with some of his friends in the village. Both parents wondered if maybe Erik would love the idea of playing with a little brother or sister. They’d considered and decided on wanting another baby, and they were hoping to be successful within the year.

Erias’ gift was special, because it symbolized that Erik was growing up. He was becoming his own person, and as such, he needed to learn how to protect himself. He’d gotten the boy a small knife, similar to the mercy knife on his own person for when he hunts.

“I will teach you how to use this. Only wield it in emergencies,” Erias warned him. “Remember: always practice mercy, and never perform unjust violence. Having this requires a great deal of responsibility. If you have no other choice but to protect yourself, only strike just enough for yourself to get away.”

“I’ll be careful. I promise.” Erik is in awe that his father would give him such an invaluable gift. “You really think I’m ready for this?”

“I know you are,” Erias assured him. “You’re a smart, brave young boy. I trust you, and I want you to keep yourself safe.” He presses their foreheads together. “Your mother and I love you so much.”

Erik gave him a big hug. “I love you too, Dad.”

–

Erik was the love of his life. He was his pride and joy, and he was the reason Erias woke up and gave his all every day. Losing Gwendolyn was hard enough on him, but not knowing where Erik was or what happened to him has created such a void in his heart.

Immediately after he’d buried his wife, Erias had a grim realization. When the Red Wizards attacked, he’d told Erik to run and hide. But he didn’t see where the boy hid. Now, everything was on fire, and it was difficult to navigate. How could he generate so much power and heat? He’d just wanted to avenge his wife. He didn’t mean to cause such destruction to their home… everything he loved and held dear. He destroyed their village. He saw no signs of life anywhere…

“Erik?” His heart raced as he called out for his son.

There were no signs of life. But there had to be. There needed to be. He told his son to run and hide.

“Erik? Little love?” Erias could feel his throat tighten up from emotion. It was hard to see, both from the smoke polluting the air and from the way his eyes began welling up with tears. “Erik, y-you can come out now. Erik?”

His home was on fire. Did he hide inside? Erias rushed into the building. It should hurt him, and it did, but it should hurt more. He gagged and coughed on the smoke while frantically trying to search his room.

“Erik?!” He wasn’t in here!

Erias desperately left the house and went to the barn. When he wasn’t there, he ran through the surrounding grounds… down the street… through the outskirts… He even looked in the forest, calling out his name over and over until he was screaming.

“Erik!” He was sobbing now. Was he alive? Was he dead? He didn’t know… He hoped to find something… anything.

He needed the confirmation. He needed to know, so that his mind could be put at some kind of ease. But he didn’t know. He could be anywhere, but there were no clues.

He tried searching again when the conflagration throughout the town turned into dying embers. There was nothing left of most of the village, and his home was a charred husk of what it once was. He had to look for a body.

Erias didn’t find one. There was no body. No trace of Erik could be seen. He entered his son’s bedroom, where there was nothing left.

As he turned to leave, he saw a glint of white in the corner of his eye. He bent down to get a closer look, and he saw that little feather Erik found. It was perfectly intact, with no blemishes or singes.

Erias clutched it close to his chest. This couldn’t be the only trace of his son… He had to be somewhere. But… He had no idea where he could be. He fell to his knees, devolving to the most heartbreaking sobs of grief.

–

“Erias? Are you staying here?”

Erias was startled out of his vision. He stared at the decorations once again, realizing that this was for a different child’s birthday. He hoped that this child had the best day that year. He turned back to Serafin and Callum. They were already almost out of the room.

“O-oh, uh… Sorry. I’m coming.” Erias cleared his throat and finally moved away from the closet. His feet felt heavy, and he held his feather again.

Wherever Erik is, Erias hoped he was still alive. He had to hold onto that hope. And Erias was going to find him.

[johaerys-writes]

Get to know me

I was tagged by @baejax-the-great, thank you so much pal! 

Share your wallpaper: My phone background for the past six months or so has been the same Patrochilles art that I'm actually not sure if I should post here without permission from the artist lol. But I can confirm that it's the cutest, most loveliest drawing of them, and Achilles looks so baby in it and I love staring at it every time I open up my phone :')

The last song you listened to: Unbound by Asgeir

Currently Reading:  Ten Days That Shook The World by John Reed (don't ask why or how, but my autistic Special Interest of choice for the past 2-3 weeks has been the political intrigue surrounding WWI and how it fuelled the October Revolution so I've been reading any book/watching any documentary I can get my hands on about it), and I've also been listening to The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath while doing chores and stuff

Last Movie: Everything Everywhere All at Once with @baejax-the-great

Craving: Travel :|

What are you wearing right now: My fluffiest house robe and my fluffy slippers and super comfy and soft socks, and yes I'm still in pyjamas 

How tall are you: 167 cm, no idea how that translates in feet and inches lol don't make me google it

Piercings: I have one piercing in each ear, I've often thought about getting more but needles be scary 

Tattoos: 6, and planning to finish my half sleeve by the end of the year

Glasses? Contacts?: Glasses, and I do sometimes wear contacts as well

Last drink: I am currently drinking some lukewarm coffee with oat milk :3

Last show: In the past couple years I've become so bad with starting shows and actually sticking with them lol, but I did do a rewatch of Neon Genesis Evangelion fairly recently..... OH and I watched Interview with the Vampire with @baejax-the-great a little while back which was super fun!! (because apparently I can't watch something unless I can shit talk or go feral over it with Bae LOL)

Last thing you ate: Toast with peanut butter and an apple

Favourite colour: Oooh that's such a hard question to answer!! The first colour that comes to mind is blue -- I always gravitate towards some version of blue, and currently it's deep navy blue, but I also own a lot of powder blue stuff. It's either that or baby pink or cream tbh, but I also own a good amount of gold/mustard things as well. Yellow makes me happy. I find jewel green incredibly pretty though I weirdly don't own anything of that colour (which reminds me I should perhaps make that a priority)

Current obsession: I'm guessing this is a fandom related question, so I'm going to be predictable and say that I'm, as usual, obsessed with Patrochilles and most of the other pairings I am currently writing, even though anxiety over real life stuff hasn't let me engage with them as much as I want lately. I do think about them a lot and have lots of ideas for new stories, and I'm also working my way back into catching up with fics I love, which I haven't been able to do in a while despite the joy it normally gives me. Brains can be very uncooperative at times, but what can you do about it lol. 

Unrelated Obsession: As I mentioned earlier I have been obsessed with Russian and generally European politics of the early 20th century for some weird ass reason lmao, but I've also been reading an in-depth analysis of Aeschylus' life and work I found in some corner of my library, which led me to looking up some academic papers about it, which led me to signing up for an online course about Athenian tragedy, so um?? I don't know what it is with me and going down those endless rabbit holes lately ahah. 

Any pets: I have a cat, aka a baby and a bastard and a devil spawn all wrapped in one (he is currently sleeping like an angel after attempting to tear down the curtains)

Do you have a crush on anyone: Um. Like, on a real life person? A fictional person? I do have crushes on several of my mutuals so if y'all are reading it I'm kissing you on the forehead MWAH

Favourite fictional character: I can't choose, don't make me choose!!!!!!! I can't choose between my children. But if I had to choose then maybe.... Patroclus? But also, Achilles? But also, my OC Tristan Trevelyan and Dorian Pavus from DA? But also Shiro and Keith from VLD? But also -- SEE, IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO CHOOSE

The last place you traveled: It feels like it's been SO long since I've traveled anywhere. I went to Aegina island last summer but since then I haven't been outside the city for even a DAY and it's been driving me crazy. I just need to see some green and blue and listen to nothing but birds or waves or the wind (at this point I'll even take the rooster that woke me up EVERY DAMN MORNING when I was in Aegina lmao). I'm planning on going on a day trip to Mycenae soon though so I'm very excited about that 😄

Tagging forth to @in-arlathan, @mogwaei, @tessa1972, @aymayzing, @inquisitoracorn, @tevivinter, @elveny, @pikapeppa, @petrowriting @peggy-sue-reads-a-book @juliafied, @vimlos, @gloriesunsung, @figsandphiltatos, @gwensparlour, @glimmerofgold, @sabino-sea, and so many more of my mutuals that I'm actually too shy to tag here. But seriously if you're reading this and it looks fun please do it and tag me, I'm nosy and I want to know everything about you LOL  

[ali3nboyfriend]

hey Logan!

I've been really insecure about how much my special interest/hyperfixation/whatever the hell explains why I'm obsessed with certain things ends up distracting me at work, and I know you also have the AuDHD(TM) and wondered if you have tips or even just insight for when you are trying to get work done and your brain is like "no actually, we can only think about starscream" etc.?

Feel free to ignore if this is too personal or you just don't want to answer, etc. I hope you have a wonderful day!

from my personal experience, the reason this sort of thing happens and becomes a distraction is that, like... to put it very unscientifically, your brain needs happy chemical to survive, right? it literally cannot function without it. and if you have ADHD or Autism or both, happy chemical is in very short supply -- your neurons literally cannot supply it unless it's in abundance, or at least that's my understanding of it. that's why we have such trouble keeping focus, or focus too hard on specific things, because our brains are always searching for the next crumb or shred of stimulation. this is why boredom also feels Literally Painful for us.

your work isn't making the happy chemical -- or it is, but not enough that it can register -- but your hyperfixation is! so since your brain has such a hard time extracting the happy chemical otherwise, and again, it literally needs it to function properly, of course it's going to go for the thing that's giving it what it wants.

i could give more specific advice if i knew what sort of work you do, but for general advice, what i would suggest isn't to so much ignore your special interest/hyperfixation/whathaveyou, but rather to make what you're doing more stimulating. if you're in an environment where you can listen to podcasts or even youtube videos while you work, that's immensely helpful for me, or if you work an office job or something where you have a free hand and can use a quiet stim toy, that's also very useful. you basically need to jack your own attention span. what sort of things do you know feel good and stimulating for you? how can you use those tools to your advantage?

if you don't already have a set, i would also recommend a pair of noise-cancelling headphones. even without anything playing in them, they've been my best tool for keeping myself on task when i'm on a work from home day, and they're great for helping me do chores.

(also, if you have breaks at your job -- i know some jobs don't, and i'm so sorry if yours is one of them -- and it's an indoor job, take the time to go outside when you're on break, weather permitting, and just take in the outdoors. even if it's city or suburban outdoors. i know this doesn't sound like much, but it reminds your brain about the passage of time, and for some reason it like... legit helps.)