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Lucy Lawless

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Testing out a new brush by drawing Valentine and her merry band of friends. From left to right, Valentine-056, Anya Fung, Lee Brady, his AI Frank-1249,Oscar Meer, Esmeralda Miro, and Rusa ‘Vatum.

My commissions are open!

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@rad-roche and @chadfallout76podcast gave me permission to animate her lovely art! This is for the upcoming VoiceAPalooza charity drive for the Alzheimer's Association, there will be a lot amazing voices, new and old, and I am personally hyped to sit down for another radio special!

I had a lot of time to theorize what this special might be about--I'm excited to see if I've hit the mark or strayed far from it ✪ ω ✪

A short breakdown of the process below~

Usually I would share a timelapse with y'all but I forgot to press record :'D

I went back and made some gifs though that hopefully show what I did! It's pretty simple! I took Rad's art and copy-pasted all the parts I wanted to move, then painted under to try and match what would be exposed under that movement. Following that, I had fun adding jolts, smoke, and a little tween! The hardest part for me was nailing down the timing of the gun; that took some tries to make it look natural.

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when my mom was my age she had 2 children in elementary school and today im waking up early to hit the bong before doing my job (drawing pornography)

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Lower back difficulty settings

Lower back stuck in hard mode

How to perform factory reset on lower back

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it's always wild when i'm reminded just how little i have in common with broader halo fandom on the rest of the internet.

for example: i actually like halo.

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my shaders did NOT react well with carrot cake…

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They regret getting office jobs

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me, every single time i see people (especially women) talking about the divine feminine energy, or the sacredness of the womb or whatever it is now:

[image description: a two-panel photo of a person dialling a number and then placing the phone to their ear. the contact is saved as ‘Ursula K. Le Guin’ /end ID]

context is this quote by her:

But I didn’t and still don’t like making a cult of women’s knowledge, preening ourselves on knowing things men don’t know, women’s deep irrational wisdom, women’s instinctive knowledge of Nature, and so on. All that all too often merely reinforces the masculinist idea of women as primitive and inferior – women’s knowledge as elementary, primitive, always down below at the dark roots, while men get to cultivate and own the flowers and crops that come up into the light. But why should women keep talking baby talk while men get to grow up? Why should women feel blindly while men get to think?

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So... yeah. Fuck.

I need $1600 ASAP to stay housed.

I'm trying to be ok, to believe I matter even tho I can't work right now, but... it's hard. It's so hard. Everyone says "you're more than your productivity", but if you're disabled.well you better be inspiring and amazing all the time and never feel bad and never feel like giving up and don't you dare have ongoing needs like everyone else…

I just... I don't know how to matter enough to be helped. I don't know. I just want to stay housed. to be safe..to be ok. And I haven't even figured taxes. And I'm just scared. I'm just. Fucking. Scared. And trying not to hate myself for getting sick and staying sick. It's a lot. It's... a LOT lot.

so... anyway. Anything would help. be safe.

cashapp: secretladyspider

venmo: secretladyspider

paypal: secretladyspider@gmail.com or click here

ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/scretladyspider

everything: https://linktr.ee/secretladyspider

thank you.

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Started calling bottles "potion of shut up" for my sanity

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I got better, Shepard. I got you.

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now 2 beanie baby dragons are crossing your dash together :3

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