#my nervez

[cursedvida]

Myy favorite comedic moment in the Harry Potter’s saga is when Sirius Black says something like you can only know what someone is like by how they treat those beneath them, with the same Sirius Black being the rebellious child of the aristocratic class who prided himself on rebelling against his mother but spent his whole life looking down on those who didn’t have his same status. That scene is a bit like, ???? Have you ever looked yourself in the mirror, sir???"

[scribble-sam]

INTRODUCING MY OCZ ONE BY ONE!!

First oc:

TWINE ENTAN!!

Info under cut

Some of the info on the ref sheet MIGHT be outdated so don’t mind that!!

Twine is my FAVORITE CHILD, my BABY, fictional light of my LIFE

☆ To start: basic info!!

Name: Twine Entan

Age: N/A

Height: 6’3” at default

Gender/Sex: N/A, genderless, no sex

Pronounz & sexuality: any prnz, panromantic

MBTI & alignment: XNTP-t, lawful good

☆ They’re the alien embodiment of the concept of duality!! They don’t exactly have a specific species though, so I’ll get into that first!!!

Twine wasn’t exactly, born?? They kind of just. Spawned into existence one day. That’s literally their origin. Well, summarized!

Their origin’z a liiiittle more complicated than that, but herez a mix of summary & detailed explanation:

Twine wasn’t conceived by parentz, they were simply formed by the universe itself! Or I guess. The multiverse. Cuz!! Twine was put together kind of liiiikeee,, a collage! The multiverse took bitz & piecez of the dominant speciez of many other worldz, and mushed them all together to create this abomination!! /aff ily Twine

As awesome as thiz. . thing. . . may be, there iz a sort of! Flaw!! Twine has no {proper} organz & no bonez! Not even fingernailz!

Thiz iz why Twine has no listed sex—they practically have doll anatomy

Since the universe could only observe so much from up above, it could only see the visible traitz of different speciez; last I checked, you can’t really see organz & bonez at a first glance!!! The universe didn’t really get all those detailz,,

Since they don’t have organz or bonez restricting their physical form, she can squash and stretch their body to his will! As seen in the ref sheet

Theoretically, Twine can stretch indefinitely, as long as they generate enough energy to manage that

This is also why their height is listed as “6’3” at default” and not just “6’3””, because they can change their height

Fun fact time:

The common species of the planet Twine was put on doez have unnatural colorz for skintonez & different patternz, but Twine’z specific pattern {black & white split} iz an impossible phenotype for the common species to have, so they’re VERY obviously not supposed to be there!!

But it’z okay—their friendz still love em :))

Twinez also physically incapable of being injured; since they have no blood, nervez, and essentially an infinite energy source, they just heal super fast with no consequence of injury

As seen in the image above—if Twine were to get hurt, a yellow light that I use to represent energy seepz out til the wound eventually closez itself

Small notez: Twine’z big pupilz are on purpose, they’re meant to represent black holez. & their design is supposed to include symmetry in order to convey the duality theme!

☆ MOVING ON!!

Twinez BESTEST FRIENDZ in the WHOLE WIDE GALAXY are their PALZ:

Aster Vesta {their BEST friend!!}

Tycho Lunaris

Kuiper Neptune

They each play an important role in Twinez narrative,,, but I won’t share that yet!!

That’z all I got {for now},, if you read allat, YOU’RE AWESOME!!! Have a fantastic day/night

[lower-management]

'You're a demon prince, everything you do haz a meaning'

Okay random human who juzt zummoned me, I'll ztop you tgere. I had a fucking muffin in my hand becauze I waz on lunch break.

The fucking nervez theze people.

[cowcat-with-a-hat]

parappa the rapper characterz that i think they would do drugz :3 (thiz iz a joke btw)

joe chin and my proof iz: that he sold me drugz outside of the 711 last thursday nite and they weren't even drugz they were hiz branded "joe chin super drugz" AND THEY WERE PIXIE STIX still very tasty tho highly reccomend

prince fleaswallow my proof iz: he mentionz in hiz song that hez "on the run" 4 sumthing 4 what exactly im not sure but im gonna guess drug dealing i mean like he runz a flea market that soundz like a front 4 a drug ring also he lookz like sum1 who dressed themselvez while constantly stoned (trust me i would know) i just know he would smoke weed he soundz high out of hiz mind and also singz about how hez been working in the "flea market" since "hiz mama waz a baby" soundz like sumthing i'd write while high out of my mind oh and also while im on about hiz song

parappa: maybe not nesaserally DO drugz but he unknowingly sold drugz (allegedly) with prince fleaswallow 2 fix hiz dadz car altho mayb he would do weed idk XP

lammy my proof iz: thiz image (thx 2 lil mrs matter on discord 4 the proof XD)

5. guru ant my proof iz: thiz iz just a hc i have that he and fleaswallow smoke weed 2gether and he smokez 2 calm hiz nervez now iz there a good reason that i have thiz hc nah not really am i what the kidz would say "delu lu" no and who the fuck sayz "delu lu" anywayz thatz stupid tiktok kidz r stupid 6. cathy piller, ma san and randum onion lady who waz in stage 2 in the 2nd parappa game my proof iz thiz image:

7. pj berri my proof iz: ok now thiz iz another purely hc thing (actually thiz whole list iz XD) but hear me out the reason why that hez constantly eating and sleeping iz bcuz hez smoking that marijamige that mary jane that grass y'know weed makez people have the munchiez real bad and also makez u real sleepy so it makez total sense i don't c it being anyother way and if u disagree with me then letz go toe 2 toe by the slide @ the preskool i'll beet u up >:( 8. crash bandicoot my proof iz: ik ik that crash izn't TECHNICALLY a parappa character but shut up look @ this image

c look they have met thiz countz anywayz crash iz def 1 of those flordia man typez who run around on bath saltz screaming no further comment

9. colonel noodlez my proof iz: what fucking moron would try 2 make noodlez the only food on earth a moron on drugz thatz who basically the whole plot of ptr2 iz that he goez on a drug binge and thinkz that all other foodz r evil and tryz 2 make everything noodlez but then parappa helpz him sober up and he realizez hez a fucking idiot and thatz why kidz u shouldn't do drugz (or do them i don't give a shit im not ur dad)

feel free 2 leave ur hcz in the commentz below <333 (btw if u didn't read the title thiz post iz satire so don't take offense 2 thiz or sumthing idk)

[c34l3ss-w4tch3r]

lil vent thingy

I have a friend who omce when i waz wearing ripped jeanz and feeling good about myzelf, zaid to me, "Good job on trying to hide those", referencing to the healing cutz on my thighz.

I hate her. Zhe triez to cover herz with a few braceletz or a watch.

Wanna zay zomething like that back to her if zhe doez it again, but i'm too zcared to becauze zhe'll ztart putting me down over it or acting all butt hurt.

I hate her.

I don't know why I'm friendz with her.

Zhe once threatened one of my partnerz that zhe'd kill me and and a different partner if they didn't ztop hitting her with a pillow with a zequen zide ON accident even though zhe waz hitting one of their friendz with the pillow firzt.

Each time zhe talkz to my boyfriend,zhe talkz about how he ztole our partner from her (our partner liked me firzt).

Zhe conztantly getz on my nervez.

I hate her.

Yet I can't go a day without zeeing or zlightly chatting with her.

Out friendzhip juzt got worze when I had began dating my partner.

I hate her.

[ur-fav-is-schizo]

YOUR FAV IS SCHIZOSPEC↭!!

Hey folks!! I'm Sol (he/it), and imma be the one running this blog!! I noticed that the previous "your fav is psychotic" blogs seemed to be either inactive or deactivated, so I thought why not add another sideblog to the collection, you know? (EDIT: XANDER HE/HYM/IT IS ALSO HELPING WITH THE BLOG NOW)

The ask box is open, so feel free to request any characters! Format it something along the lines of...

"[Insert Character] from [Insert Media] is psychotic!!"

Or maybe, "psychotic and autistic," "a psychotic pwAVPD," "schizospec," or even "a schizo" if you really want. Feel free to go into details too like, "[Insert Character] from [Insert Media] is psychotic, and has [Insert Symptoms]!!" ..or you can just chat to me and share posts, that's chill!! Elaboration on submissions here...!

This place is safe for neurodivergents of all kinds, including disabled pplz btw!!

I'll say outright that pwPDs are welcome here, so if you think "narcissistic abuse" is a valid descriptor of any abuse then go away!! It's also not my place to question other people's experiences, so if you're the kind of person who goes around fake claiming others.. You're not welcome!! I don't care how "cringey" or "obviously fake" someone is, because in my experience that's usually just repackaged sanism!! Any plural/system/what have you is welcome, I'm not interested in syscourse so try not to bring it up. But anywayz, if you get on my nervez I'll justz block u k?

Here is my own version of the psychosis/schizospec flag, with the symbol, primary colours and moon motif pulled from actuallyschizophrenic, while otherwise being unabashedly inspired by charb's flag. The explanation/description is pretty long so I'll tuck it underneath the read more (along with other ids). Feel free to use thesez!! Just tag me if u do anythingz cool w/ them cause I wanna see!!

The flag centers the symbol of the schizospec/psychotic community: an arrow pointing either way, left and right, (symbolizing the vastness, scope, and diversity of the community) with a wave in the middle (symbolising positive and negative symptoms). It's coloured purple, one of our representing colours, featuring a pink outline to help with the cohesion of the flag.

Behind it are two overlapping circles: one a light grey like silver (our other representing colour), and one a dark purple. White and black can often be seen as ethereal colours (embodying light or the abyss), so I knew I wanted to include them for their otherworldly properties, and so the overlapping is like the inbetweens or overlapping of what we perceive and experience if that makes sense. The overlapping circles also create a crescent moon, another symbol claimed by the community because psychotics are a bunch of "lunatics". It's outlined in grey to help with the cohesion of the flag.

The impression of a pink arrow's point continues to either edge of the flag (also outlined in grey), emphasising the centered symbol while also seperating the top and bottom's colours. Shapes come off the top and bottom of the pink, imitating a wave. The waves on the top half are a lighter purple with a purple background, the bottom a lighter red with a red background (outlined in pink). These are akin to lines on a typical flag.

To pull from charb's description of the colours:

Purple; the good side of schizospec disorders/being proud of being schizospec despite everything. Red; the reclaimation and/or the hatred of harmful tropes of us in media. Grey & Black; the unfortunate bad side of schizospec disorders and the strength it takes to deal with it. Pink; acceptance and the hope for better treatment from others.

And next to that is its geometric counterpart, which should be a BIT easier to reproduce.. But I think it's pretty obvious I made the flag to be more artistic than practical.

The symbol is the same, but the circles have been changed to verticle lines. About a quarter of the flag the silver line, a quarter the dark purple line, the overlapping colour a small slither. This block of lines is outlined by grey. To the left and right are horizontal lines, alternating between large and small lines. Top to bottom, starting with a large line: purple, (pink), light purple, (grey), pink, (grey), light red, (pink), red.

Blog header is my version of the psychosis/schizospec flag. Pfp is Ame-Chan (Needy Streamer Overload), with the purple, light purple, pink, light red, and red stripes as a background.

First image of pinned is the purple, light purple, pink, light red, and red stripes.

Next image is purple, light purple stripes. Followed by the psychosis/schizospec flag, and its geometric counterpart. Next image is light red, red stripes.

Under the cut is the purple stripes again, followed by the red stripes. This text is followed by the first pinned image, repeated.

[nightfallsystem-moved]

if i twitch one more time im just eating my nervez

[bl00dyromant1k]

FR THOUGH!! I MEAN!! HELLO?? HAVE PPL FORGOTTEN THAT PPL CAN BE AB*SIVE N ENTITLED W/O HAVING NPD?? GOOOOOOODDD IT GETZ ON MY FUCKING NERVEZ!!

npd culture is getting immediately pissed off whenever someone uses "narcissist" wrong like omfg not this again, just shut the hell up

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[hustlerose]

boy mode becomes exhausting sigh.....

[seesboy]

when the peace walks or something idk i'm on snake eater

[nonbinaryshotgunman]

⚡Maybe I'm juzt being paranoid but it feelz like my mom iz being forgetful on purpoze to zpite me⚡

[lovestrucklosers-archive]

🔍 + Riddle? :3c

WHEHEHUEHJGHGJDGJHGD OK OK i just had 2 jump around my room n calm down. my ankle hurtz now but it was WORTH IT. (@eurekasdiary)

anywayz!!!!!!!!! 1)this is under the cut bc im afraid it might get a lil bit long :> and 2) i will do me vs riddle instead of rosemary vs riddle bc..... yea.... and 3) idk wht i was doing. i just realized this would b a lot difficult than i thot... this is mainly gushing abt riddle and i’s dynamic.... .__.

it’s a known fact that riddle is strict and very much a stickler for rules, and while i follow most rules, i think that if me n riddle met irl, we’d butt headz almost immediately tbh.. being strict over useless little rulez like he is makez me mad, and the fact that he punishez ppl who break them will definitely get on my nervez.. and also, i wouldn’t take kindly 4 him berating my friendz n stuff..

after the overblot battle tho, i think that i’d understand where hez coming from bc like... me 🤝 him -> having overbearing m*therz,, and so i’d b a little more lenient on him, but i think we’d still butt headz lmao

but!! itz kinda funny bc i was instantly drawn 2 him bc of his red hair bc... like... my fave color is red... and itz also the color of ANGR

anywayz! back 2 our personalitiez clashing.. i think that, when we get closer and chill out w/ eachother, riddle would see behind my mask of “happy-go-lucky person who has no negative emotions” and would confront me 1 day and b like “hey..... ok ill stop bs’ing why cant u b emotional around us” and. uh oh everything comez out ! achievement get: bond deepened...

but... i think that when we start dating, it’d still be kinda hard 4 me 2 like.. open up and same 4 him... we’d both refuse 2 b vulnerable around eachothre and it’d put a real strain on our relationship bc i’d lock myself away in the ramshackle dorm and refuse to b vulernable even tho im having a panic attack so!! he has 2 bust in and b like. hey wtf

after that i think is when itz a turning point and we get more comfortable w/ eachother... 

anywayz! tl;dr: our parentz r kinda. fucked and fucked us up as well but. we’ll learn 2 love eachother either way.

[xereispws]

I really tried not to date older men but these lilboyz get on my motherfucking nervez.

[chowtrolls]

Want, psst and blab for all Tori’s bfs :3

Want: “I could say, but they’d all be inapprroprriate to say out loud. Come closerr and I’ll tell you.”Psst: “Do I have to? Must I? Ugh. Fine…You’rre the love of my life..I feel saferr with you arround, but I don’t love you just because of that…And finally, I think you’rre an asshole, but in a hot way.”Blab: “Secrrets….Hm. I’m not surre he knows about Cilvirr or how I feel about Lyss, so that’s one I could tell him. Uh…I beat a Fuchsia in a fight the otherr night, didn’t tell him, that counts. And…Hm…When You’rre not arround, I sleep with yourr kismesises. Especially if it’s hot out, since they’re cooler.” 

Want: “The usual, I suppose? Punch you in your du^^b face, yank you around by your stupid horns, ^^ake you annoyed. ^^y specialty.” Blab: “Ugh, secrets? What are we, wrigglers? I got your sign on ^^y thigh, it’s in color so It can be covered up if you get shitty. I can’t think of any other secrets I have.” Psst: “What have I wanted to tell you…H^^, I know. You’re a dick, even if you are cute when you’re ^^ad. I don’t believe you’ll ever be e^^peror, but neither will I, I just think it’s unrealistic. That’s all I got.” 

Want: “The Only Ztupid Thing I’d Want To Do Alone With You Iz Get On Your Nervez, Maybe…Actually Land A Punch. Uh…I. Don’t Like The Other Thingz.” Psst: “I Alwayz Feel The Need To Remind You That I Could Kizz Your Mate At Any Point And It Wouldn’t Matter, He Wouldn’t Care. Zuck My Bulge You Rotten Fizhztick. Alzo, You Zmell Like Zhrimp.”Blab: “I Am Afraid Of Telling You That I Have A Mate Coz I Don’t Want You To Hurt Him Or Teaze Me About Him. I’m Not Zure I Could Handle Being Mocked About Him. Uh, That Waz Weridly Deep And Perzonal. Die. Oh, I Need Like Two More. Uh, I Actually Really Enjoy Being Around You, But I’d Rather You Didn’t Yank Me By My Horn, It Hurtz. Hm, Another Zecret. Zometimez You Remind Me Of Zomeone But I’m Putting A Lot Of Truzt That You Wont’ Be Like Him, And Mozt Of That Truzt Iz Built Off Of How You Treat Chow.” 

[crew-from-another-dimension]

"Nahhhh even he gets on my nervez sometimes. .." He mumbled and the drunk boy kissed at spencers neck. It wasnt really romantic. Just drunk and bored

Mirrored Images [close starter with @oc-clique-x ]

“Another year of hell~” Adrian.sung, stomping out jis cigarette as he walked up to school his brother close by wearing.clothes that would obviously be deemed inappropriate.

Liam.was chillin against a wall. He wondered if that peppy Kuroo kid was gonna try to be “friends” with him again.

Akari was scoting.potential boyfriends.or girlfriends.

Thomas.was shyly stading alone.

Niles was drinking from a flask on his own. Hed stopped talkin g.to Liam when they broke up. And they kinda hate each other now. Whoops. Jax shoulda mentioned that.

[thalassic-slasher]

mars: are you easily angered?

i wouldn't zsay eazsily angered, more like eazsily irritated? though i xan't be that zsure zsince i have very little interaxtion with people who get on my nervezs too muxh.