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#rant#my mom got a new thing to pester me about#this time she wants me to go back to school#but not any kind of school#she asks me to go somewhere in the western hemisphere#america canada europe ykw#im already on my late 20s??? what the fuck is that supposed to mean#and whos gonna pay?? if my job doesnt want to provide scholarship then im supposed to pay for it????#for what? so you can have bragging rights that you have another kid living abroad???#its so fucking annoying#i already have a good job good pay have my own house and able to support fixing this house#i just wanna live like this i dont wanna go back getting education again#and even if i go back on education and pick what i wanna do she would definitely intervene and be like can you not pick what you want and#pick what your parents want instead?#because apparently not following your parents stupid decision is selfish#if you dont sacrifice your whole life and goals so your parents can brag about you to their neighbors then whats the fucking point of having#a child#so tired
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Domesticated!König Headcanons: Meeting the future In-Laws âš
Image: @Skavod29 on Twitter (Source)
I was floored by how much attention my first headcanon post got. Y'all had me fucking emotional and I am so happy it's something people actually like. It keeps me coming back to post more of my silly little ideas. Forever grateful for your support! â€ïž
I also need to reiterate that my blog/posts are 18+ so MDNI, this one has some NSFW bonus HCS đ
If you missed the first one, here :) StepDad!Konig is here!
I got other stuff! Masterlist pinned on my blog
When you decided it was time for your parents and König to meet, you were tempted to slip a Xanax into his morning coffee. It is not like he hasnât said a polite hello and a few words over the phone or when you facetime them, but now he was finally meeting them in person. Youâve seen him more calm talking to two- and three-star generals than this, the kinds of things that rattled your nerves.
You swore he changed attire more times than you did. The sight of him re-rolling his sleeves on his button up shirt made you intervene before he undid them all over again. He paused when your hands held his, then flicked his azure eyes up to you. âTheyâre gonna love you, my king.â Your gentle smile and comforting words got through to him.
They welcomed you and the mystery man with open arms at their front door. Mom never knew how to keep her thoughts to herself, but she really did mean well. Of course, the first thing they all notice is how König has to duck under their doorway to come inside. âYou werenât lying when you said he was tall,â mom said. You gave her a warning look followed up with an apologetic smile to König. He managed to chuckle it off, it was nothing new for him. It did make him curious about what else youâve said to your mom about the two of you.
You gave König a tour of your childhood home, nearly having to pry him from the wall of photos of you and your family. He had the biggest shit-eating grin on his face of the little timeline displayed in pretty frames; your first elementary school photo, a photo of you in a boy/girl scouts uniform, another of you during extra-curricular activities (band/orchestra, JROTC, sports, theater, robotics team, etc.), a prom photo with you and old friends, and lastly your high school graduation picture. König wanted a copy of one of them to keep in his wallet, mom promised to get him one behind your back.
König's field day got better when you showed him your childhood bedroom. Depending on how you last had it decorated, you were either low key bashful or regretting even showing him. It was like traveling back in time for him, giving him a glimpse of the kid and teen, you used to be. A chance to fall in love with every facet of you.
He was getting more comfortable when he found out your dad wasnât out to get him as much as he thought. They ended up sitting in the living room, talking about a topic after your dad played twenty questions to figure him out. Something either about guns, hunting, hiking, fishing, blue-collar work, and if your dad is a veteran, they got along faster than you could imagine. You and mom caught up in the kitchen as you helped her finish up with cooking and setting the table.
If you have siblings, they showed up in the nick of time before dinner, to share embarrassing stories of you when you were a kid, or the stories you all waited to tell when you all were adults to avoid from getting in trouble. König watched and listened as you got more animated with laughter. Loving every second of this. He had a handful of memories he could count on his hand that were of happier times, but your memories became his favorite ones.
Everyone pestered the two of you for the story of how you met. And since youâve been doing most of the talking, you looked to König to tell the tale. Your eyes never left him as he started the story from his point of view, recollecting the moment he saw you and how he was trying to come up with an excuse to try and talk to you. It donned on you that this was the first time you were hearing the way he saw you. âAnd now weâre here,â he concluded, looking over to you with a grin and a touch to your hand underneath the table.
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König couldnât stop thinking about taking you in your childhood room, nearly fantasizing what it wouldâve been like if the two of you met as teens/younger adults. Indulging in the idea of sneaking into your bedroom window or standing outside with a boombox in 80s/90s style fashion.
Of course, your parents offered you to stay with them, not wanting you to have to rent a hotel room or travel back (depending on how far away you lived from them), so the later the night got, the more distracted König became with fulfilling his dirty thoughts.
It was just like the old days, having you home and hearing the music coming from your speakers when someone passed by the doorway. You were just showing König your CD collection, right?
It definitely wasnât because you were trying to muffle your moans and screams as he pounded you into that fucking mattress. Making you a drooling and brainless mess under his rutting hips. He kept praising you for taking him so well and for being so quiet like the good little fuck thing you were, making it harder not to cum so fast. Secretly, this was your fantasy too, and you wanted it to last a little longer than the 10 minutes of foreplay and fucking you had already endured.
Likes & reblogs are always appreciated! Stay tuned for more to this unexpected series! Asks are opened for requests & ideas for others.
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hiii ... idk if you do requests exactly but if u wanted id love to hear about the companions w/ a werewolf reader ? maybe its a full moon and reader has kept it a secret until now . but instead of being in a mindless violent rampage they are just kinda ... dog brained
thank u in advance ... take ur time or dont bother if u dont wanna :)
BG3 Ladies x Werewolf!Reader
I finally got a day off yesterday and I used it to write for like 8 hours so enjoy your second day of content in a row.
A lot of people have asked for companions react to Bhaal smiting the dark urge and Iâm working on it, but unfortunately Iâm only on act 2 of my durge run. So that one will be a while.
In better news my Minthara folks can expect a very spicy piece at some point this week!
Shadowheart
As soon as Shadowheart sees you in your wolf form, she is terrified and runs away from you as fast as she can.
Itâs only when you cautiously approach camp that her mother actually points out youâre a lycanthrope. She picks up on it pretty easily given her husband shares the same affliction.
âThey donât seem to be aggressive, thoughâ she observes, slightly confused. She tentatively taps her legs, beckoning you to come.
When you happily pad over to her, she scratches you behind the ears and you give a satisfied smile.
She sits down on the ground and continues to pet your head.
Shadowheart is still curled up on the bed, unwilling to take part in any of this.
âOh come on Shads, you must admit, itâs kinda cute.â Her mom says as your tongue lulls from your mouth.
The closest she gets to comfortable with you that first night is a brief game of fetch. Sheâll throw the ball as long as she doesnât have to wrestle it from your maw.
The game is over though when the ball gets too slimy for her liking.
Itâll take a little while, but perhaps itâll grow on her eventually.
Laeâzel
Laeâzel doesnât really know much about wolves or dogs, but sheâs not particularly fond of the one thatâs following her around camp.
She tries to pawn you off to Karlach, but you want her so she has very little luck with that.
When it starts to get really late, she starts to worry. Where have you gone? Youâve never been out this late.
She eventually puts two and two together and realizes you are the dog that keeps pestering her.
Once she figures it out, she just tries to treat you like your normal self, which is immensely confusing to your little dog brain.
Laeâzel gets very frustrated very quickly. It takes Halsin to calm her down and teach her how to interact with you appropriately.
Every time you do something new she looks at Halsin to tell her how to react.
You flip onto your back. âCan I just keep petting them here?â Halsin nods.
In the morning, she requires quite a hefty apology and explanation as to why you wouldnât tell her about this.
Karlach
Karlach is almost too welcoming to stray wolf that wants to wander into camp. But itâs certainly not the oddest thing thatâs come into camp.
She treats you like a normal dog at first, but after persistent whining and leading her to your bed multiple times, she finally catches on.
âYou didnât tell me you were a werewolf! Thatâs so cool!â She exclaims, but then her faces starts to grow concerned. âWait, youâre not gonna flip out on anyone tonight, are you? Do I need to lock you in a cage or something?â
You whine and lay down on the floor.
âAww, youâre not gonna hurt nobody are you, sweet puppy?â She sits on the floor next to you and rubs your shoulders.
She spends the rest of the night playing with you like she would any other dog, chasing you around camp, wrestling, and petting you.
That night she snuggles up next to you, cuddling you in her arms as you lay on your side.
You wake up just as you do any other morning, in her arms, fully humanoid again.
Minthara
Minthara is unsure what to do with this dog that keeps following her around.
You do your best to actually follow her commands to keep from pissing her off, but youâre really trying to get her to understand itâs you.
You wind up going to your tent and picking up something of yours. One of your shoes should work.
When you approach Minthara with the shoe hanging from your mouth, she grows increasingly agitated with you. âPut that down! Thatâs not yours!â
You whine and set the shoe down, putting your paw in the shoe to indicate itâs yours.
âAre you⊠a werewolf?â She asked, confused. You bark in affirmation.
She spends the night allowing you to follow her around, and, as long as you follow instructions, sheâs actually quite fond of your dog form.
Most of the night she spends reading a book while occasionally throwing a ball for you to go fetch.
She doesnât see the point of the game, but you seem to enjoying yourself and itâs only mildly inconveniencing her.
At the end of the night, you move to climb up onto her bed, but she stops you with an âabsolutely notâ and motions for you to lay on the floor beside her.
Jaheira
As a Druid, Jaheira can speak with you even in dog form.
Once you explain the situation to her, she rolls her eyes but smiles. She shouldâve known you were a werewolf.
She doesnât worry too much about you going fully into beast mode, as you show no signs of aggression or agitation.
But you do stink. And she tells you as much. Sheâs gonna give you a bath.
Your dog mind causes you to protest. You donât want a bath. Thereâs no way sheâs getting you in a tub.
It takes a little deception and some meat from the camp supplies to get you in the bath in under 5 minutes.
She cleans you off despite your constant whining and by the end youâre actually surprised you feel better. Less itchy.
She dries you off with a towel and you give yourself a couple good shakes.
Once youâre all clean and dried, she wild shapes into a wolf so you two can spend the night curled up around each other.
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An Verstappen one with âDid you ever really care about me?â and âPlease stay.â Thank you
If You Cared (Part 1) | mv1
It's been years since you've indulged in a vacation. What better time is there than summer? Your family, the beach house in Italy-it seems perfect. But, for things to be just like good old times, your family needs to invite his. So of course you are having mixed feelings as the boy who broke your heart re-enters your life like nothing happened. Warnings: None Pairing: Max Verstappen x Reader Word count: 2.1k Poetry style | Story style A/n: Hello! This story came to me as soon as I saw this request. I got so many ideas and I'm actually super excited to keep writing this. There will be more parts to follow, so keep a look out. Nonetheless, I hope you enjoy! Part One|Part Two|Part Three|Part Four|Part Five
You always longed for the familiarity of summer.
It was by far your favorite season. Something about the warmth, the life, the atmosphere, the memories-something about it all brought you comfort. You were head over heels in love with summer. Or perhaps it was just more exciting this year knowing that you would go on a real vacation for the first time in a long while. âLetâs visit the beach house this year,â your mom had suggested. âSure there is probably some dust in the corners, but itâs nothing we can't sweep off.â
When thinking of summer memories, the beach house in Elba, Italy, was the primary setting for all of them. From the time you were born until the time you moved out, your family would spend a handful of weeks there, drinking up the sun and inviting friends to visit. You learnt to swim in the pool behind the summer house. You learnt to cook in the kitchen of the summer house. You had your first kiss in the living room of the summer house. Right, that. Something you preferred not to think or talk about.
âMom!â you wrapped her in a hug the second you could. After moving away from home to pursue work, you rarely saw her in person. You rarely had time to cook yourself dinner let alone come home. It would be nice to get away for a month-just you, your mom, your dad, your brother and sister and the Italian shores of Elba.
âHow was your flight, my baby?â She asked, pulling your backpack from off your shoulders.
âWhich one? The one from New York to Florence or the one from Florence to Elba?â As a child you always made a fuss about how secluded Elba was. Itâs a small, mountainous island off the west coast. A small airport, no larger than the biggest grocery store in town, was all they had to offer. They didnât take commercial flights from New York. Nope, you had to get on a small, ten person airplane with five other people and fly over that way. It was nostalgic, truly.
Your mom rolled her eyes. âStill dramatic as ever.â
You shrugged, a smile stamped on your face. âWhat can I say?â
âLet's go, your dad is at home making dinner. It should be ready when we arrive.â
Your heart felt so full, so satisfied. You felt like a child again, like a little girl viewing the world from innocent eyes. Your mom was carrying your backpack, your dad was making dinner. You wondered if theyâd offer to tuck you in at night. This is what you needed the most, and you didnât even realize it until you were in the passenger seat of your momâs rental car, watching the coast of the island roll by in the dimming sun. New York was busy. It was loud and dirty. Elba was quiet. It was beautiful and clean.
This summer, you told yourself. Iâm not going to have a single worry, not a single care in the world.
âThe Verstappenâs are coming by next week.â
You almost choked on your food. âWhat did he just say?â Dinner on the patio was already off to a ravishing start.
You don't notice it-too busy dabbing the corner of your mouth with a napkin-but your mother swatted at your brother who held a smirk on his lips. He knew it would bother you and he also knew that mom hadnât told you yet. He loved being the bearer of bad news. He loved pestering his older sister.
âYou know, Maxâs family?â He pushed on. âThe boy who left you for cars-â
âLuca.â Your mom cut him off. âEnough.â
Silence hung over the table like it was a light fixture. Your dad and sister said nothing and you knew it was because those two were in favor of the Verstappenâs coming to stay. Hell, your dad was probably the one to extend the invitation. You knew your sister would back him up because she loved Victoria-the younger sibling of the two Verstappen children. Your brother obviously didnât care. He idolized Max and his racing. It seemed like your mother was the only one on your side.
âWas nobody going to tell me until Max knocked on our front door one day?â You asked, cutting at the food on your plate.
âMax probably won't even be able to make it,â your mother tries to reassure you. âThe only ones who have confirmed it are Sophie and Victoria. Ooh-Victoria is bringing the babies so that should be fun-â
âAre you just trying to calm me down, mom?â Again, the silence made itself known. You spoke first, shaking your head with an upside down smile. âYou know what? I donât care. Max or not, Iâm here to have a good summer. No childhood crush or-â
âChildhood boyfriend who broke your heart.â Your brother corrected you. You kicked him from under the table, exerting an ouch from him.
âNo childhood drama is going to interfere.â You finished.
âShe's gone crazy.â Your sister whispered to your dad. You kicked her too.
âIâm going to have a good summer. Nobody will ruin that for me.â
And in the beginning, you did have a good summer. You spent your first full day in Elba catching up on jet lag. When you finally decided to roll out of bed at two pm, you went to the beach with your sister. The two of you had a chance to catch up, sitting on the sand with a small array of fruits to eat while you spoke. The weather was perfect, the ocean was calming, and you were reminded of how much you loved your younger sister.
âWhat did you do for the big twenty-two?â You asked, referencing her birthday that had preceded about three weeks prior.
She shook her hand, the grapes in her palm shifting. She picked out a bruised one, adding it to a small pile of other undesirable fruits. âWent out with some friends. I had an exam due that day though, so most of it was spent in my room working on that.â
College. Something you tried your hardest to avoid. All was futile, though. After only a few weeks in New York you realized youâd need it. âSounds fun. Were you mad you had to leave all your friends for the summer?â
âNo,â She popped a grape in her mouth. âI was excited to come back to the beach house.â
âMe too.â
âCan I start a conversation without you getting mad at me, y/n?â
You sighed. âIf you start by saying that, then no.â
âHow are you going to react if Max really does show up on Monday?â
It was your turn to search through the handful of strawberries you had. One strawberry had a large hole. The rest looked fine, you thought. Max. Right, that's where the conversation was. Max Verstappen. Your first crush, your first kiss, your first-boyfriend? Was it ever that? Really, you didnât know what it was and what it wasnât. He was Max, and you were y/n. That was all the facts you knew surrounding the two of you.
âIâll be nice. I have no reason not to be.â You finally responded.
Your sister peeled her sunglasses off her face. She looked at you amusingly through her brow. âNo reason? Really?â
A shrug lifted your shoulders. âWhat? Max and I were never dating.â
âSixteen-year-old you would say otherwise.â
âSixteen year old me was delusional.â You looked at the ocean in front of you. You were just a delusional child, right? Max was your first kiss. Max was your biggest crush. Max did break your heart. Itâs pretty damn hard to break someone's heart when youâre not together, no? âI donât care about Max anymore. If he comes, he comes. If he doesnât? Then so be it. I really don't care, Mia.â
âAlright,â She said dismissively. âI guess weâll find out.â
The two of you wouldnât find out for another five days. During your time-waiting for the possible arrival of Max and his mom and sister-you explored the city, you occupied the beaches, you read some books, you went out on the boat with your brother and dad. Life was calm. There were no obligations you had to fill, no tasks at hand, no work to be done. It was you, the Italian sun, the ocean and the breeze. You seriously considered moving there. Mom would let you have the beach house, right? How could she say no to the oldest?
All was good. All was calm.
âMax is here, y/n!â Luca swung open the patio door, yelling at you with a smirk. You were lying on a lounge chair next to your sister-the both of you only wearing swimsuits as you tried to tan. âHeâs a fine specimen.â
You picked up your hat from the ground and threw it at your teenage brother. âFuck off, Luca.â
âIâm serious! Max, Victoria and Sophie are here.â
You looked over at your sister. âGo inspect.â You instructed her.
She groaned, standing up from her chair and wandering inside, not before slapping Luca on the back of the head, however. The two of them shut the door, a waft of cold air swiping across your body before disappearing. There was soft music playing from a speaker near the pool. If a car pulled up, you wouldnât have been able to hear it. Maybe they were here, but was Max seriously with them? Did you want him here? Would it actually be easier without him here or did you want some fun this summer? Did drama entertain you? Maybe you just wanted something nice to look at while you were here.
The back door slid open. You were lying face down, the sun warming your back. You didnât bother looking up, assuming it was Mia coming to deliver the news to you. It would be better if she didnât see your face while telling you. Maybe you would be disappointed at the answer-whatever it may be. âWell? Is he here?â You asked, voice muffled by the lounge chair.
âIs this your hat?â
You looked up so quickly that you pulled a muscle in your neck. âFuck.â You whispered to yourself, rubbing your fingers over the pain. Did you curse to yourself because Max was standing right infront of you, your ball cap balancing off his index finger, or because of the pain? Both, you decided. It was for both reasons.
âIâll leave it,â He set it on the table next to you. âHere.â
âThanks.â You readjusted yourself, sitting up on the edge of the chair. He definitely got a much better view of you than he was hoping for. You were older now, almost by ten years. Sixteen year old you and twenty five year old you looked a lot different. He figured that out pretty quick.
âGood to see you, y/n.â He smiled before turning on his heel to go back inside. His back was broad, his shoulders looked stiff. He had some stubble, but it suited him. He looked-good? No. Stop thinking like that. He probably had a girlfriend or something. He was a rich, famous, Formula One driver. No way he was single walking around looking like that.
âRight.â Nobody was around to hear you say it. So, nobody was around to hear you follow it up with, âWhat the fuck.â
Hesitantly, you picked up your ball cap, slipping your ponytail through the back. You walked inside, scanning the room before making any more steps forward. Mia and Victoria were in the living room. Sure enough, Victoria had brought her two children and husband. Mia was emitting plenty of âawwâsâ and âthat is so cuteâsâ. Max was bringing luggage in through the front door. Great, they're planning on staying. Your brother shot you a smirk from where he sat at the kitchen bar. Told yaâ so.
âMax, howâd you manage time off from F1?â Your mother asked.
âItâs summer break,â He said matter-of-factly. âI donât race again until late August.â
âSo youâll be here for the three weeks you mother and sister will be?â
Please say no, please say no, please say- âI plan to, yes.â
The sliding door snaps behind you as you let go of it. Everyone turns to look at your bikini clad figure. Victoria exchanges a concerning glance with your sister. Victoriaâs husband looks at her, confused as to why there is such a thick tension in the air.
âY/n, go shower and get dressed, weâre all going to dinner in a bit.â Your mother said, her lips pressing into a thin smile.
âRight.â You said, weaving past all the bodies. âIâll go do that.â
Oh what a summer this was playing out to be.
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Pookie u said u wanted Zoro reqs and Iâm here to help
So maybe Buggyâs sis?? Like apart of his lil clown posse thing and her and Zoro meet and yeah idk im dumb u can do whatever w this đ€·ââïž
-đŠ
thank you, goodnight
navigation | a/n : i changed it a bit and made the reader someone who was imprisoned by buggy instead, i havenât written x reader in a while so this is a bit rusty, iâve been working on something atla related which wont be coming out any time soon with the pace iâm going atđ, tysm to my bestie who helped me with this i was strugglingđ | warnings : minor injuries, weapons, implied feelings, sanji smirks a lot | tags : @lost-in-fiction-like-ur-mom , @knight-of-flowerss
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(it gives me zoro vibes)
You had joined the Straw Hats after their scuffle with your captor Buggy the clown.
Buggy decided that you were going to be apart of his circus when he 'conquered' your village, Until the Straw Hats freed you and your people.
Their Captain, Monkey D. Luffy, must have saw some potential in you as he offered you a place in the crew.
You just couldn't say no and so now you were apart of their crew.
You and Zoro were like two peas in a pod. Wherever he went, you followed, wherever you went, he followed. You couldn't stay away from one another.
You assumed he was impressed with your skills with a whip and your fists as you were with his swordsmanship. (You also fancied him a bit.)
For weeks and weeks you had pestered Zoro to teach you his admirable techniques but he refused every time.
Catching his eye from across the deck, you skipped your way over to his slouching form, slinging your arm over his broad shoulder.
"So, about those sword lessons..." You pretended to inspect your nails. You could practically hear his eye roll.
"No." He replied just as a smirking Sanji walked past.
"Sword lessons?" The cook asked with a hint of amusement, okay, maybe a lot. The both of you gave him a deadpan look. Sanji raised his hands as if to surrender. "Okay, okay."
Once Sanji left, you turned to look back at Zoro, putting on your best 'puppy dog' eyes.
Finally, Zoro turned to you. He zoned out for a moment before coming back to himself. "Fine. But only if you show me how to work that whip."
You cheered and clapped victoriously. "We'll start tonight."
The both of you got to work once everyone was settled and the stars twinkled in the night sky. Zoro decided you would be training with his swords first, a whip seemed hard to control.
"You need to hold it like this." Zoro placed his hand on top of yours where you held the handle of the sword. "Relax your hold, you're holding it too tight you will restrict movement."
You nodded in silent concentration, the moss head couldn't help but steal a glance at your overly focused face.
"Don't watch the sword, I'll let you off for now since this is only practise." Zoro let go of your hand and stood back to observe your stance. He put a foot in between your legs and shifted one of them wider. "With these types of swords you don't need two hands to hold them."
You nodded again. "Okay."
Hours had passed since your lessons began and it was almost the start of a new day. Many injuries were acquired. You fetched the first aid kit that Sanji kept from the kitchen.
Zoro had a tiny cut on his cheek and various other little wounds from your sharp whip. The injuries didn't bother him of course, but Sanji would kill you if they got infected.
"There." You placed a tiny band aid on the cut. "It's a good job you didn't seriously hurt, Luffy would have my head." The both of you chuckled.
Zoro shook his head, still chuckling a bit. "Luffy's too nice, he'd probably cry at you instead."
You stifled another laugh, but couldn't deny you still felt a little bad for the wounds inflicted on Zoro by your weapon.
"You okay?" Zoro commented, noticing your moment of silence.
"Oh, yeah don't worry." You lifted a hand as if to physically brush off the man's worry. He gave you a pointed look before thanking you and standing.
Just as Zoro was about to return to his cabin to get cleaned up, your words halted his steps.
"I never thanked you."
He looked over his shoulder at you, brow furrowed in confusion. "For what?"
Whenever you thought of that day, your eyes would glass over and the overwhelming feeling of relief would wash over you. "For taking me away that day, it was the kindest thing anyone has ever done for me in my life."
"All of that was Luffy." Zoro denied.
Yet, you shook your head. "It was a group decision. Thank you anyway."
You stood and walked towards Zoro, cupping his cheek, then leaned in to gently press a kiss to the other.
"Goodnight."
The next morning, Zoro was greeted with the smirking face of Sanji.
"Fuck off."
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The perfect picture
Sett x reader (fem)
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When you woke up this morning you would have never thought that your evening would have been spent like this.
You decided to pay Sett a visit, knowing how busy he was with the organization of the ring and who had to fight that night or not, you wanted to make him feel better, hoping that just your presence and the pastries you brought with you would have made him feel a little less tense.
The day obviously didn't end up as you imagined: when you arrived Sett was pacing left and right to try and make everything like it should be. All that stress partially dissipated when he saw you, only to ask you a tiny, little favour: to help him calming down. One could imagine basking the the other one's presence, eating something together and things like that. What you didn't plan was to have your guts rearranged from the inside by your boyfriend. You were bent over his desk, right in front on the door to his office... which you weren't even sure was locked. The idea of someone opening it and seeing you two only turned you on even more. He must have noticed your walls tightening around his length since not even some seconds later you were asked what you were thinking about. Unfortunately for you he didn't accept a whimper as an answer and only made you look at him by tilting your head back. The new position fortunately didn't last long, your bent back already in pain as he kept on pouding in you from behind. His grip on your hips never got gentler, not that you minded, but at that point you were a drolling mess, only sustained by his force alone.
"You don't know how good you make me feel doll, to know that only you can take me like this, even when you know how easy it would be for someone to come in right now" his words, whispered in your ear, only fueled your desire. After that his pace only got faster and after a moment you felt as if his cock, at this point basically kissing your cervix, was growing inside you. With your hazy mind you almost forgot that, as part vastaya, he had a knot. The thought didn't even have time to present itself in your mind that your lover decided to talk again.
"You know, it wouldn't be that bad if I knotted you up would it? Your womb flowing with my cum, the possibility of you carrying my children... now that would be a nice touch to the already perfect picture we make together". You would have liked to answer but your body betrayed you, his name kept being repeated like a prayer while your walls kept on fluttering around him, only making his cock unable to pull out, basically inviting him to do what he just proposed. Not even some seconds later you felt the warmth of his seed fill you up, as always it was too much for you to take it all, making part of it drop down your leg and unto the carpet. Small whines came from you, the sensation of fullness was too much, especially with his length still inside of you. After a moment his grip on you loosened, his hands rubbing gently over the red skin while he tried to pull out. When he finally did you felt even more of his cum leak from your hole, not having even the time to react he flipped you over, now sitting at the edge of the desk.
"Now we don't want any of this to go to waste no?" You could only nod, earning a "good girl" from him. His lips got close to yours, finally being able to kiss him after all this time, if it wasn't for your breath to be knocked out of your lungs when you felt two of his thick fingers push into you again, scooping up the cum that was dripping from you and repositioning it inside you. Your moans were blocked by his mouth, now completely against yours while the pace of his fingers never got slower.
At least if what he said would happen actually happened his mom finally stop pestering you about having grandchildren.
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Queen of hearts
Acknowledgements and Disclaimers: this one goes out to all the moms out there. New moms. Experienced moms. Mom-to be. Yall are heroes man. All the love.
Shout out to the mutual who helped answer my pregnancy questions. Thanks for letting me pester you. You know who you are. Any mischaracterizations of pregnancy, labor, or postpartum are completely my own.
Warnings: brief depictions of labor. Mentions of depression. Also not proof read.
***
9 months had flown by like a dream. The whole thing had felt like a movie. And Matty, having made a career out of making life feel like a movie, was wary of the whole thing. Of course theyâd had their ups and downs. Worrying over what constitutes a good parent and whether they were going to fuck this child up before it even had a chance to grow up and make its own mistakes. The occasional shock over how powerful and real hormone fluctuations can be. The Braxton Hicks scare. The late night cravings and the crying (some of which was done by him, if heâs being honest). Arguing over baby names, if the kid should be allowed to play football before a certain age lest they get injured. If, being the child of artists meant that the child would be sign up for music and art lessons, or if they would wait and see what the kid naturally gravitates towards. If gender-neutral clothing was inherently boring and lifeless, or, if it was âtoo wokeâ to have a baby girl in a car onesie or a baby boy is a butterfly onesie. It was, after all, a pregnancy, not a walk in the park. But heâd loved and welcomed every bit of it. And so had Jo. Heâd swelled with joy watching her nest and acquire baby clothes, paint the nursery, and start a vintage stuffie collection. Heâd helped her curate a little library of childrenâs books for kids of all ages, to make sure their baby would be guaranteed a great start, no matter how advanced they turned out to be (Jo and Matty, were, of course, convinced that their child would be a genius). Looking back, even the labor and delivery process seemed perfect.
Jo had screamed at him the whole day.
âWe canât actually go to the hospital just yet. I called. The front desk woman told me to stay put and put on some yoga music.â
Jo had unleashed a string of obscenities upon him that he has chosen to omit from memory ( he remembers them perfectly. She had asked him if he was a demented fucker or if he would like this baby to come out or a teeny tiny hole in his penis instead). He had laughed, told her that she was funny and that he was falling in love with her all over again. Sheâd thrown the tv remote at his head, missing narrowly.
His gravest mistake, however, was trying to document everything. Heâd brought a film camera into the delivery room, which the nurses had balked at. But Matty has been used to being called eccentric so he didnât care. He wanted to remember every single moment of this day forever. And, when Jo had failed to convince him by making the same arguments that he often proposed at his own shows, for his own fans to put the camera away and just be in the moment, sheâd decided to teach him an lesson by choosing not to warn him about the messiness of childbirth. The next thing she heard him say was âoh. So much blood.â Before heâd dropped the godforsaken camera to the floor, smashing it to bits. And ridding everyone of its evils forever.
âOh my god, sheâs here, Jo! I can see her head!â Heâd rushed over to her, with tears in his eyes, squeezing her hand. âCâmon, Jo. Youâve got this! One more push.â
âI canât, I canât, I canât. Itâs too much. I just- sheâs gonna have to stay in there forever.â
ââfraid we canât do that, Josephineâ the doctor shook her head. âSheâs almost out which means itâs tight on her now, if you donât push, youâre hurting her.â
Jo instantly burst into tears.
âNo, no, no! Baby donât cry!â Matty cooed, then turned towards the doctor. âWhy the fuck would you say something like that to her? Right now, as well! are you TRYING to upset my wife right in the middle of the birth of my child?â He hovered over Jo protectively, wiping her sweaty forehead with one of the rags that the nurses had brought in, and kissing her. âYouâre okay, Jo. Our baby is going to be okay. Deep breaths, yeah?â
âYou promise?â She whispered, too embarrassed for the nurses and doctor to hear.
Matty swears, this, was the moment that he became a dad. Knowing that his wife and child needed him to be the sane and steady one for the first time completely changed him as a person.
Though he had no business making these promises, heâd never felt more certain of anything in his life. âI promise, my love. Iâve got you. And youâve got our baby. She really needs you right now. SoâŠ.lets do this, yeah?â
Jo nodded, watching the nurse approach and take her hand to pull her back into position.
âCâmon,love. One more push?â The matronly lady encouraged.
Jo screamed as she gave it her all, Mattyâs hand in hers.
âGreat! Youâre doing great, Josephine! Give me one more push!â The doctor smiled.
âYou said that last time! Every single time you say this is gonna be the last push! Youâre fuckin lying.â
With tears in her eyes, Jo screamed and cussed out everyone in the room, pushing with all her might, until finally, the baby was out. She heard cheering and congratulations erupt around the room which was her cue to lay back and finally relax.
âDad, Would you like to do the honors? cut the umbilical cord?â The nurse had asked.
âOh? I- erm I âŠshould. But I donât wanna leave you? But also I donât wanna leaveâŠher- IâŠ.â Years later, Matty would realize that it was, in fact, this moment, that had made him into a dad. The moment that he felt conflict between choosing to stay by Joâs side and hold her hand through what she had just accomplished , or let go of her hand to go meet his daughter instead.
âGo, Matty, go.â Jo had encouraged him, her voice weak from screaming. She nodded as he hesitantly loosened his hold on her hand.
âLetâs fuckin do this!â His shaky hands took the surgical scissors from the doctor and made the cut. âOh my fuckin god, hiiiiâ matty cried as he met his daughter for the first time. He almost reached out to take her into his arms but, then, realized that it should be Jo who gets to hold her first.
âWould you like to-â
âYes, oh god, yes, please?â Jo sat up straight.
Matty, with fresh tears still running down his cheeks, leapt into action adjusting her pillows to support her back as she leaned forward to receive her child.
âOh god, Matty, look. Sheâs soâŠ.â
âPerfect.â
Everything, about Sophia, from conception to birth, had been perfect. So, it was a complete shock to Matty (and to Jo) when things changed postpartum.
It all started with Jo sleeping in a bit more than usual. At first, Matty had written it off as her body recovering from labor. After all, sheâd literally housed, sheltered, and built a human being from scratch for 9 months. She was entitled to a little bit of extra sleep if thatâs what she needed. Besides, he saw this as his opportunity to step in. While Jo was pregnant, Matty felt limited in how much help he could be. He flew back and forth in between tour dates to be at doctors appointments, and to help purchase the crib and pick out the nursery colors. He drove across the country to make it to specialty bakeries and shops to fulfill the strange flavor combinations of pregnancy cravings. But none of it was comparable to literally being pregnant. So, it was only fair that he take on some of the work now that the child was born, and let Jo get her rest.
He wanted to be the best dad he possibly could. So, he dove in head first. And he missed the signs. It wasnât until he was holding Sophia in his arms, looking at Jo, as she laid in bed, saying âitâs a baby, Matty. All it does is cry and sleep. What does it want from me?â That he realized something was deeply wrong. By then, it was too late.
Matty walked around the messy house, eyes blood shot and sore. Whether it was the crying or the lack of sleep, he wasnât sure. He went into the kitchen, pulling out a massive trash bag and hauling in all the empty takeout containers that had been sitting there all week, shoving them all into the trash bag. He needed to step up his housekeeping game. At this rate, theyâll be living in squalor by the next few days.
He pulled the only clean mug left out of the cupboard and reached for the coffee machine that had been on since this morning, pouring himself a cup.
âFuckin hell.â He whispered at nothing in particular. What time was it? What day of week or month even was it? He tapped his phone screen for answers. It was a Wednesday in the middle of the month. Just shy of noon. He knew that the best thing he could possibly do for his family right now would be to admit that heâs in over his head. And ask for help.
***
âWhere is she now?â Adam asked, stirring the sugar into Mattyâs tea before placing the mug in front of him.
âhome. ErmâŠ.the cleaning service is working on the house. Her mom is there, too, to watch Sophia while she showers and stuff, soâŠ.â
Adam nodded, at a loss for words. He squeezed Mattyâs shoulder gently.
âWhat do I do? How do I fix this?â Mattyâs eyes darted between Adam and Carly, who wizzed around the kitchen, preparing dinner, with her son at her feet.
âYou canât fix it, mate.â Adam shrugged. Sheepishly.
âI know; I know. But- what do I do?â
Adam simply rubbed his friends back, searching his brain for any words of solace or wisdom.
âMatty, have you eaten anything today?â Carly asked, with her back to him, standing at the stove and stirring something that Matty couldnât quite see.
He was offended by the question. Heâd come to her with the biggest problem heâs ever had to face and her response was to ask if he was hungry? Speechless and indignant, he shook his head. âI have not. No.â He gritted, anger palpable in his voice.
Carly knew better than to take it personally.
***
Carly and Adam exchanged a look. Adam nodded, rising to his feet and taking his child from between his motherâs legs. âCâmon, little man. Itâs time for bed. Letâs get into the bath. Give mummy and uncle Matty a bit of time to chat.â
Carly walked over to Matty at the dining table, setting down two huge containers in front of him. âThis oneâs soup. This oneâs chicken and veg. Take them home. Freeze the leftovers and defrost as needed.â
âCarly, I-â
âComfort food is good. For both of you.â She smiled brightly. âShe wonât have an appetite but keep offering it to her anyway.â
âRight.â
âIâm gonna send you a list. Maybe pop into the shops on your way home and buy some of it. Baby cream, nipple pads, stuff like that.â
Matty nodded, dutifully.
âIâll speak to Patricia and Charli and everybody. Weâll start a rotation. Check in on her and- maybe even send you off to the store a few times. There are just some girl things that she might not have on. Just some bits and bobs to make her life easier.â
âHmm. Yeah. I suppose.â
âMatty, darling, you know who you need to speak to here. Who she needs to speak to. And it isnât me, and it isnât Adam, or George, or Ross, or even a doctor who will rattle off some statistics at her. Why havenât you done it yet?â
***
Carly was right. Matty knew the person for the job. The reason that he hadnât called his mom yet was because he was ashamed. Ashamed to admit, in front of her, that he had failed. Heâd failed his wife. Failed his kid. Failed to do what he claimed his motherâs struggle had taught him. Failed to be patient, failed to be empathetic. He expected too much from her and he resented her when she wouldnât rise to it. And he hated that about himself.
But his mom was always there. All he needed to do was call her and say âmum, I need you.â
Denise rushed over.
âOh, matty, itâs okay.â She placed her hand over his. âItâs different when itâs your partner, isnât it?â
âWhy, though? It shouldnât be! Itâs not like sheâs any more or less of a person, a woman, or a mother than you were when you had me!â
Denise rolled her eyes. They both knew Matty was smarter than this. âYeah, but that doesnât matter, does it? You were 17 when I told you about my depression. It had been 17 years. Youâd seen me differently. And you knew I loved you because youâd felt it your whole life. You were only finding out about that stuff after the fact. This is not the same. Besides, the way that you feel about your partner is not supposed to be like the way that you feel about your mother, or if it is then I havenât done my job raising you right.â
Matty frowned and licked his lips, searching his brain for a clever comeback.
âYou feel like youâve been abandoned. Like sheâs left all the parenting on you and youâre trying your best but sheâs not giving you much to work with.â Denise simply stated.
Matty laughed in disbelief. âThatâs absurd. She hasnât abandoned me.â
âCourse, she hasnât. Sheâs got an illness, sheâs not a bad mother. But thatâs what it feels like. And thatâs okay. Youâre allowed to be scared. Youâre a new father too. Youâve got no idea what youâre doing and you want to be able to do turn to her but you canât.â
âI- â matty turned tongue-tied. Unsure how to respond. It made him uncomfortable to have his unspoken thoughts said out loud for him. âdid dad everâŠ?â
âI donât know. Youâd have to ask him. I didnât really speak much to him at the time. Sort ofâŠ.blamed him for it, actually. A part of me felt like, somehow, he had done this to me or something.â
Matty listened, wondering if Jo felt that way about him.
âIn fact, why donât you go do that right now. Call him round. Iâll get upstairs and check on Jo.â
***
Tim left Matty flipping through old photo albums and went to answer the door, smiling wide and proud when he was met with Louis at his brothers doorstep. âYouâre joining the crew?â
âYou didnât think youâd have a party without me and I wouldnât find out about it, did ya?â Louis winked. âNah, mum called. Said to come to Mattyâs instantly.â
âGet in there!â Denise appeared behind them. âAnd donât call it a party thatâs insensitive.â
She shut the door, beckoning both men to huddle in the corner with her.
âWeâre all here for one thing and one thing only.â Denise spoke with the command of a military officer issuing orders . âTo watch the baby for the next two days. We work in shifts. Louis, youâre young and still have your back. Youâll take the overnight shift. Tim you start now. Iâll step in between you two.â
The two men exchanged a smile, nodding.
âAnd if you want to be here off the clock, you are not a houseguest. You donât just sit sound and expect to be catered to. Consider yourself a contributing member of the household. Roll up your sleeves and see what needs doing around here. Letâs give them some time and room to figure out what Jo needs.â
***
Matty felt his heart shatter into a million pieces inside his chest when he walked into their bedroom and saw Jo, hugging the duvet, with tears in her eyes.
He rushed over to her, but as he reached for her hand, he recalled all the times that heâd tried to initiate any form of physical intimacy over the last few weeks âa hug, a cuddle, a kiss, sexâ only for her to turn him down. He pulled away, hesitant, and not wanting to pressure her into anything. He wasnât sure if these attempts were his way of trying to comfort her or if it was himself who needed the comforting. He would never think that he could possibly understand what she was going through, but, he couldnât deny that he needed her, too. So much so that he was certain a simple touch from her would bring him to his knees.
âJo, Darling,â he whispered, âfuck. You have no idea how much I wish I could kiss you right now.â
Jo blushed as if it were the first time that he had ever looked at her that way.
âYour mom- Denise, sheâŠwell, she and I talked. I donât think Iâm okay, Matty.â
He sat on the bed, looking at her. She was a shell of the person that heâd fallen in love with. âItâs alright, baby-â
âHow can it be alright? Iâm a mother! I- Iâm a danger to my own child. When I should be her first and fiercest protector!â Jo yelled, sobbing into her own hands.
The sound of her crying was worse than a knife to Mattyâs chest.
âWell, itâs a good thing sheâs got me, then, isnât it?â Matty pulled her into his lap, laying her head against him.
âI love herâŠâ Jo tried to convince herself of her own words â I want to love her.â
âCourse, you do, Jo. Youâre just not able to feel much of anything right now. Because of what youâre going through. But, weâll fix it. I promise. We will.â He planted a kiss to her head âIâm sorry, honey. Iâm really sorry I let it get this bad.â
âMatty, itâs not your fault-â
âNo, it is. I- I thought that I was being a good dad by prioritizing Sophia over you. I thought it was what I was supposed to do. I thought it was what was best for us all.â She felt Mattyâs tears dripping down onto her hair. âBut itâs you, Jo. Youâre whatâs best for all three of us. Sophia and I need you. Weâre nothing without you.â
Jo wished she had the will or capacity to comfort him, to want to hold her daughter in her arms. She knew it must be difficult on him, and she hated being a source of his pain.
âIâm sorry, Matty-â
âNo!â She felt him stiffen. âDonât. Donât apologize. Youâve got nothing to be sorry for, you hear me? Youâre not alone. Neither are Sophia and I. Look how many people it took to get us to talkâ he giggled at the thought. âLook how many people love you and want to support you.â
He saw the beginnings of a smile on her face. âCarly has practically started a catering business trying to feed us. You should see our kitchen. Itâs never been this stocked up even when weâre both at home.â
Jo let out a small chuckle, the first since Sophia was born.
To Matty, that small sound was like finding water in the middle of wandering the desert.
***
Matty walked up and down room at the pace that he had discovered was most comfortable for baby Sophia to nap. He rocked her gently in his arms whispering, âyouâre gonna be a sweet quiet girl yeah? Look at mommy. Sheâs so pretty when sheâs asleep next to your crib, donât you think, Soph? You take after her, thatâs for certain. Letâs go get mommy a blanket, yeah? Shall we? Look at you! Taking care of mommy already. Bestest baby in the world, you are.â
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Falling Without A Harness - Chapter 3
AU where Tom Ryder is still an asshole, just not a psychotic asshole. After their moment at the wrap party, Tom shows up at Parker's bookstore. How is it possible someone can be such an asshole when asking for a favor?
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Two weeks later finds the weather outside shifting with the first hint of autumn; cooler temperatures in the morning greet Parker when she walks to work, and the coffee shop next door has started advertising their new fall drinks of pumpkin spice and cinnamon tea. She's seen her brother every day since the wrap partyâpartly because he always makes a point of taking some down time after finishing a movie to recover from his stunts, and partly because her and Jody have become fast friendsâbut she hasn't seen Tom since their moment in the bathroom.
She suspects that's for the best. The internet is flooded with paparazzi photos of him flouncing around town with models every other day, and she's still trying to forget how natural it felt to laugh with him.
But despite her brother's newly open schedule, and Jody's constant pestering to go spend a day at the beach, Parker finds her bookstore just as empty as always.
There are a few stragglers here and there throughout the day. Sometimes she gets lucky when a tour bus stops for gas and snacks, allowing an ensemble of tacky dressed tourists to flood her street for twenty minutes. On unlucky days, Mr. Chamberlain will stop in to peruse her historical section; but he doesn't have any sort of schedule or income, and those visits consist entirely of him describing last night's CSI episode to Parker before trying to set her up with his grandson. Once he bought a book from her dollar bin. He attempted to return it three days later.
On days like today, Parker is visited by a sixteen-year-old named Melissa who hangs out every so often while her mom attends overpriced Pilates in the studio down the block.
"...and then Peter was all 'no, sorry Mandy, I'm not interested". Like, hello! My name is Melissa and we've lived in the same neighborhood since we were four," said teenager was droning on from her spot atop the upcycled reading chair in the corner. She never failed to impress Parker with how much she could talkâthe stories quite literally never stopped comingâwhile at the same time she managed to read about four books a week. Parker suspected that Melissa's brain represented something like the Rainbow Road in Mario Kart, when the music got a little too fast and the turns were a little too hard to keep up with. "Now, I have no idea what I'm going to do. There's no one else for me to ask since it's three weeks away."
Parker, only half-listening to the story, hummed from her spot two rows back. She had won several boxes of books at a local auction about a month ago and had done a pretty good job at pretending they didn't exist.
Ignoring the problem only lasted so long, however, and this morning she had ended up spilling coffee all over herself when her sneaker caught the edge of the box. Prideâand kneesâdamaged, she decided to tackle the issue first thing in the morning.
It was now four in the afternoon, and the books were mocking her.
"Can't you just go alone?" she asked.
"Go alone? Are you crazy! That's, like, really sad, Park," Melissa explained. She couldn't see her, but Parker could feel the judgmental look the teen girl was giving her. "Only losers go alone to dances."
"Baby did it."
"Who?"
"Baby. You know? You don't put Baby in a corner? That one."
A tut. "You should really update your references."
"Jesus. Since when did Dirty Dancing become an outdated reference?" she muttered while inspecting the spine of a mystery novel from the 70s. It had definitely seen better days, and when she shifted it, three pages fell out. Parker tossed it into the TRASH box with a sigh. "Is going to a dance with your friends considered outdated too?"
"That's the same thing as going alone," Melissa groaned.
"How? You're literally not alone."
"Because if I go with my friends, that means that I couldn't get anyone that wasn't a friend to agree to go with me. I don't need the whole school thinking that I'm a total loser."
"I went with my friends and had a blast. And I'm not a loser."
There was no response other than silence, and after a few moments Parker realized that if Melissa had nothing to say about the subject, she likely had nothing nice to say.
She cleared her throat before moving onto the next, and final, box hoping that there would be better books in it. So far, her KEEP pile was looking pathetically small compared to what was about to be binned. With a forced change of conversation, she asked, "hey, you grew up here, right?"
"Sure."
"Did you know the Sawyers?"
"Like, Miss Sawyer? Down on Oakcrest?"
"The fancy old house with the bushes shaped like dogs. I bought a bunch of books at her estate sale, and so far, they all suck. I thought she was supposed to be a big collector or something."
The sound of Melissa humming echoed throughout the empty store, and Parker peeked around the bookshelves to spot the girl lying upside down on the chair; Doc Martens stuck up in the air, long ponytail hanging to the ground as she played on her phone.
Parker rolled her eyes.
"Yeah, totally. But she collected those kid's books. Original copies or whatever. Mom said she paid hundreds of thousands of dollars for some rabbit book."
"...Peter Rabbit?"
"I guess," Melissa shrugged. There was a loud smack of gum popping before her voice rang out, "she did a bunch of donations to local art musuems and galleries and stuff. A phila-somethingâ"
"Philanthropist?"
"âand there was some big deal about her donating everything to some charity. Mom was talking about it. Which, like, good for them or whatever but I don't understand how donating an old book is helping solve world hunger."
Parker let her head drop against the beat-up cardboard box in front of her, something despondent and miserable sitting on her chest at the realization that she had wasted time and money on nothing but crap. "Well, I wish I knew that before I went into a bidding war over this garbage. Are the Hardy Boys still cool or is that dated too?"
A judgmental laugh floated back. "Um, their name is pronounced Hemsworth, Park."
"I meantâ" she started, before realizing that this was a battle she was never going to win, and even if she wanted to try the musty smell resonating from these boxes of crap had burned through her daily allowance of braincells. Something Melissa didn't seem to worry about as she puffed from her vape pen. "Forget it."
Not so shockingly, Melissa did not, in fact, forget it. Instead, she spent the next ten minutes describing in scary detail each Hemsworth brother, their looks on a scale of one to ten, their best movies, and why Chris was the dreamiest of them all. His hair and eyes were a big selling point, apparently, and as Parker listened to the teenager drone on, she couldn't help but wonder if Chris Hemsworth used box dye too.
So wrapped up in her own world of book sorting, Parker didn't notice when the front door opened with a tinkle of the bell until the shop went eerily quiet. Melissa, it seemed, had finally found a reason to shut up.
"I never liked Chris all that much," Parker said as she slowly gathered the KEEP bin and hefted it off the floor. Her lower back ached at the strain. Jesus, maybe I am old. Moving towards the front counter, she continued musing, "There's something about him in the first Thor movie, when his eyebrows were all bleached, that kind of turned me off. I think there's a word for that, right? The ew or something...."
She spots Melissa first.
The girl is sitting upright in the chair now, face flushed a deep scarlet red with a book held tightly in her lap as she pretends to read through it. Her phone and vape are nowhere to be seen, and she doesn't so much as glance up when Parker strides by.
"What happened to you?" she asks with an amused quirk of the brow. Melissa doesn't respond, and Parker turns to set the heavy box of books on the front counter when she spots the other person in the room. "Oh, sorry. I was in the back. Can I helpâ?"
It shouldn't surprise her as much as it does, but Parker blinks to find Tom Ryder standing on the other side of the counter staring at her with raised brows.
Tom fucking Ryder.
He looks better than the last time she ran into him. He has a nice tan going underneath a funky pair of yellow sunglasses that are, in her opinion, too big for his face. They look a little absurd with the whitewashed denim jacket he's wearing, but the yellow matches the bedazzled t-shirt he has on underneath, so she suspects it's some sort of fashion statement. Paired with an expensive pair of well-polished boots, it all looks quite absurd standing in the middle of her dilapidated bookstore.
Even more so when Parker realizes she's wearing nothing but a pair of cheap cargo shorts and an oversized Twilight sweatshirt that was covering the coffee-stained shirt underneath. (Team Jacob, always).
"Tom. Um... are you looking for Colt or something?"
In typical Ryder fashion, he ignores her question entirely to do a slow spin; blue eyes tinted by his glasses trailing over everything in sight. She can feel the judgement from across the counter, and when he finally fixes his sights back on her, his smirk is rage inducing. "This is your store. Seriously?"
Parker promptly plants her hands onto her hips with a scathing glare.
"Ok, what do you want?"
"Jesus, no wonder this place is empty," he drawls, a pointed smile tossed towards Melissa's prone form as he leans an elbow onto the counter. At being noticed, the teenager ducks her head behind the spine of her book as if she had just been caught doing something she wasn't supposed to. "Do you talk to all your customers like that?"
"Just the assholes," she retorts. Over Tom's shoulder she catches Melissa's book dropping down two inches, and the girl's face is completely aghast.
What are you doing! she mouths, that's Tom Ryder!
Parker rolls her eyes. As if she didn't know who the blinged-out asshole standing in her store was. Speaking ofâhe's still standing there smirking at her. "That's you, if I wasn't clear. Don't let the door hit you on the way out."
Tom snorts. "I think I got that after the fifth time you said it."
"And yet..." she gestures vaguely to him, then to her store.
Because he's never behaved like a normal person, however, Tom doesn't seem to mind the insult or the offhand comment that she didn't want to deal with him. Instead, he smiles while his gaze drifts from judging the bookstore to judging Parker. He gives her a glance overâup, down, lingering on her oversized sweatshirt, before going back upâand finishes with a snort. "If the door hits me, I'm suing for damages, and I doubt you could afford the lawsuit. Let alone a lawyer."
God! What. a. fucking. asshole!
Parker bites back the insult knowing that it won't do any good. They've played this game before, and clearly being called an asshole seemed to have lost some of its bite over the weeks. So instead, she forcefully returns her attention to the cardboard box and slowly starts sorting the books into categories. "Fine. Can you just tell me what you want so I can get back to my life?"
He shifts against the counter and over the mustiness she catches a waft of his cologne when he grabs a book at random from her pile. "Why else do people come to a bookstore? I want a book."
Parker snorts. "Yeah, sure. Whatever. Seriously, what do you want?"
There's a moment of silence. She glances up to find him pointedly ignoring her as he flips through the book at random.
"You're... serious?"
He shrugs. "You said you have a bunch of sci-fi books."
"I'm surprised you even remember that given the whole," she sticks a finger into her mouth and mimes throwing up. He doesn't find it funny or cute and responds with a disgusted glare. Parker rolls her eyes with a shake of the head. "It was aânever mind. Why not order off of Amazon? I thought you said you've never even been to a bookstore before?"
This time, it's his turn to roll his eyes. He drops the book with a thwack before turning his attention to the overstuffed bookshelves at her left. At random, he starts ambling towards one. "You should be flattered that I picked your little store to start. Most people would kill to say that you know. Tom Ryder explores rundown bookstore in the shitty side of LA. If you had a picture, the paps would run it in every paper by tomorrow morning," he huffs.
"Yeah, I'll be sure to document this monumental occasion forever," she snarks, but follows after him anyway. His pattern is half-hearted; poking books here and there, glancing for hardly a second, before moving on. "And my store isn't rundown. It just has some... character."
He snorts over his shoulder. "That's what a Mom says when her daughter is ugly."
"Don't you go through PR training or something?" she scoffs as he diverts to a different aisle. "I can't imagine Gail would like to hear that particular opinion if I sold it to TMZ."
"Gail would sue you for everything you own," he laughed while flipping through an old copy of Gone with the Wind. Parker crosses her arms at him with a glare, and in response Tom flashes a too-white smile at her. "She freaked out about the mink rug, by the way. Was screaming and everything. It was hilarious."
Parker's heart stopped in her chest, but when there was no continuation of the jokeâhaha I can't wait to see you served with papers!âshe furrowed her brows at him. "You didn't tell her it was my fault?"
A shrug as he shoved the book against her chest.
She huffed, turning the book over to check for damages, but when he turned his back... well, a part of her did wonder why he would keep that a secret if it was such a big deal. Was it to be nice? Or so he could hold it over her head indefinitely? Then again, if this was his attempt at blackmail, letting it go for two weeks seemed like the wrong way to go about it.
Deciding not to linger on unsolvable riddles, Parker returned the book to the end cap he had found it on and asked, "so, does this mean you've decided to audition for that sci-fi part after all?"
Her question went unanswered as Tom paused in front of the SEX & SEXUALITY section. He pulled a wrinkled copy of Fifty Shades of Grey off the shelf and waggled his brows at her pointedly. "Keeping the good stuff for yourself, huh?"
Parker responded by snagging the book out of his hand and stuffing it back into place. "You break it, you buy it applies here too, Ryder."
"Half this place is broken," he said with a pointed glance at the flickering overhead light. "I still can't believe you own this shithole."
"I happen to love this bookstoreâ"
"Oh, trust me, I can believe that you would own a bookstore," he said, and while there was nothing insulting about owning a bookstore on its own, the way that Tom spoke made it clear that owning a bookstore was not something he held in high regard. Then again, he spent all his time reading shitty scripts, so what would he know? "I just can't believe that you would own this bookstore. Like, you actually paid money for this place?"
"If you have to know, I used to be friends with the owner, and got a good deal on the property," she started to explain. He raised his brows at her while slowly perusing the RELIGION section, and Parker shook herself. She didn't need to explain anything to him of all people. The reminder helped her find some confidence, and she fluttered her hands at him irritably. "You know whatâI don't need to explain myself to you. You've never even been to a bookstore before. What would you know about making sacrifices for something you believed in?"
Tom paused in his search. She saw his jaw clench, and eyes droop towards the creaky wooden floor beneath his shiny boots, and his comment from the other day drifted back to mind.
"You can be a real asshole sometimes, too, he had said.
And while guilt did block her throat up a bitâfucking asshole couldn't even let her defend herself without feeling bad about itâthis time he didn't make any such reprimands. Instead, he just shrugged, before diving deeper into the store.
He cleared his throat. "I just expected it be nicer coming from you."
"Does something about me secretly scream rich girl to you?"
Tom harrumphed. "Trust me, no one is mistaking you for rich. Uptight, however..."
"Oh, ha, hilarious, Tom. God! You're such an asshole," she laughed, but it was a mean sound, paired with a mean insult. It failed to have the desired effect, however. In fact, Tom seemed to have shifted from hating the insult to owning it and looked far too amused for her liking. Frustrated, Parker decided the best plan of extermination was a straightforward shot. Through gritted teeth, she asked, "...what kind of sci-fi book do you want?"
The rhinestones on his shoulders sparkled as he shrugged. "I don't know. I need to understand what gets nerds so fucking excited about this shit. Not too nerdy, though. Alright? I'm not trying to be a Trekkie or whatever."
There were so many things wrong with that statement that Parker wasn't sure what to pick first. So, she pinched the bridge of her nose to point out, "I have a feeling the so-called nerds making up your potential fanbase aren't going to appreciate being talked about like that."
"Who's gonna tell themâyou?" he asked with a derisive glance over.
It was definitely true what they said about Tom Ryder; his effect on women was instantaneous. Parker just doubted the tabloids were talking about migraines.
"The sci-fi section is on the right," she sighed while pushing past him. It was one of the larger sections she had; it hadn't been a lie to say the books weren't selling all that well despite being her favorite. "What have you read before?"
The blank look he gave her was response enough.
"Ah, right, maybe... Altered Carbon?"
"Isn't that a tv show?"
"Well, yeah, but it was a book first."
He glanced at the book in her hand, but clearly wasn't impressed. Leaning on the shelf, he said, "why the hell would I read that if I could just watch it?"
"Sound logic," she tutted with a narrow eyed look. Parker returned the book with an eyeroll. "Fahrenheit 451?"
"Read it in high school. Not impressed."
She trailed the shelf while muttering, listing books in her head before subconsciously crossing them off the list of something he was likely to read and enjoy. "I guess that means you wouldn't like The Illustrated Man or The Martian Chronicles," she said to herself.
His arm brushed her aside to pluck out a familiar novel. "Nerds love this," he said while already flipping through the pages. She was surprised the size didn't scare him off immediately.
"Nu-uh. No way," she shook her head.
"What?"
"Dune is not a starter book."
He furrowed his brows crossly. "You don't think I'm smart enough to read this shit or something?"
You shouldn't ask questions you don't want the answers to, her mother's voice echoed in the back of her head.
"Reading Dune as your first sci-fi book is like jumping straight into the deep end," she told him in a much more diplomatic approach. "If a sixteen year old wants to start drinking, you don't give him scotch, you give him a fruity cocktail."
Tom huffed; first through his nose and then through his mouth but stuffed the book back onto the shelf anyway. To which Parker then had to put it back on the correct shelf with a huff of her own.
"Don't be a baby and just trust me that Dune isn't a starter book. Okay?"
"Wellâwhat is? You're supposed to be the expert here."
"If you weren't so picky it would be a lot easier..." she deadpanned but returned to her search anyway. Tom didn't seem to like waiting, and scowled at her as she shifted past him. She ignored him as best she could while squatting down to the lower shelves. "Arthur C. Clarke is one of the best sci-fi writers. He established a lot of rules that still exist in writing today. And films."
Parker pulled one of his novels, before moving towards Asimov, and then finally to Sagan. They were all slimmer novels than Dune, but no less complicated.
"Contact is my favorite," she said, shoving the books into Tom's arms. His denim was rough on her hands, and she tried not to think about how feverishly warm his skin had been the last time she had been this close to him. Swallowing, Parker remained on task. "But any of these should be good starter books for you to get into sci-fi with."
He glanced at the choices warily. "My audition is next week."
"Then I'm sure you'll have plenty of time to finish these if you're really serious about wanting to get that role," she chirped.
Together, they wound back towards the front counter. The TRASH boxes sat in the middle of the aisle, and she carefully toed them to the side before trailing past. While she was pretty sure he had been joking about suing her, a workplace hazard was the last thing she needed.
"How do you remember all of this?"
"Where stuff is? I spend almost all of my time arranging books. I'm uptight, remember?"
She felt more than saw his eyeroll. "These books, the authors. You, like, know everything about them."
Parker paused. It definitely wasn't a compliment, but it definitely felt like it could have been. Then again, this was Tom Ryder. When she glanced up from the counter, she found that he already has his nose back in his phone, and the conundrum of compliment versus not was thrown out the window. Parker shot him an unimpressed look to say, "please tell me that you're not on SparkNotes right now."
It was his turn to pause. "I'm just... reading the descriptions."
"Maybe that's why you can't understand why nerds like these books," she argued, hands planted firmly on her hips now. "Why would I go to watch one of your movies if I already looked the plot up on Wikipedia?"
He ignored her point entirely to smirk. "So, you do see my movies?"
"Goodbye, Tom."
"Relax. I'm not going to spoil them, alright? What's the fun in that when I could read them instead, and then leave you a bad review when the books end up being awful?"
"You mean have your assistants leave me a bad review."
He didn't seem impressed at the jab but didn't defend himself either. Most likely because they both knew she was right. Parker shot him a smug smile that he promptly rolled his eyes at. "Hilarious. Just tell me how much the books cost so I can leave before stepping on a rusty nail or something."
"Didn't you see the sign out front? Can't come in without a tetanus shot due to liability reasons."
There was a noise that sounded suspiciously like a laugh, but when she glanced up at him, Tom was wiping a hand down his face. "How much for the books, smartass?"
Parker was pretty sure she could upsell him. There was no way that he knew those three books, decades old with ripped pages, were only worth fifteen bucks together. And with all the Gucci name brand bullshit that he wore, she was pretty sure she could get away with telling him the price was a hundred dollars and he wouldn't even blink an eye.
But he was also a customer, a somewhat work acquaintance, and someone she really didn't want to hang around any longer than necessary. Not to mention her brother's pseudo boss, and someone that knew she was guilty of wrecking a far more expensive rug than she could ever pay to fix.
"Just consider them a loan," she said before she could second guess herself. When Tom raised his eyebrows so high they disappeared into his hairline, she waved a hand at him while half-heartedly returning to her job of book sorting. "If you're that put-off by it you can always pay me an agent's fee if you get the part."
He stared at her for a long moment, not necessarily computing, definitely hearing static, before Tom spared her an over-the-top eyeroll that surely had to have hurt to perform.
From his pocket he pulled out a couple of crumpled bills and slapped them onto the counter. He didn't even look at how much money it was. Just shook his head at her, glasses bobbing on his nose, before he was on his way out the door.
"Hey! Don't you want your changeâ?"
The door shut with a ting.
On the counter sat seventy-three dollars. Parker wasn't sure if she should be offended or complimented.
From outside there was the sound of an obnoxiously loud car engine revving, alongside the thrum of music, before it tore off down the street.
"What a fucking asshole," she grumbled with the shake of her head.
But it wasn't exactly an asshole thing to do, when she thought about it. And she would know; every exchange they had since being introduced had Tom acting like an asshole to her.
Or, well, not every exchange. Not when he had been, almost, nice to her at Gail's party, if only for a few moments when no one else was around.
"OH. MY. GOD!" a shrill voice shrieked across the store, bouncing off of bookshelves, as two boots went crashing towards the window. Parker was reminded in no gentle terms that they had not, in fact, been alone when Melissa smudged her face against the glass to peer out onto the street. "Holy shit! That was Tom Ryder! Tom Ryder! Are you kidding me right now? TOM. RYDER."
"Yeah, Jesus, I know who that was," she winced, pinching her ear when she thought the girl's high pitch yelp may have burst an eardrum. There was definitely a ringing as Melissa tromped around.
"YouâheâI can't believe after all of this time you never once mentioned that you're friends with Tom freaking Ryder!" she squeaked.
"Well, hang on, we're notâ"
"How long have you known him? How do you know him? Do you have his phone number? Ohmygod everyone is going to flip when I tell them that you know him. Tom Ryder!" Melissa shouted, phone already in hand as she started typing. "My friend, my dear friend and favorite bookstore owner, is best friends with Tom Ryder! Did you see his latest movie, Good Cop, Bad Dog? Ugh! He's so hot!"
"We're not friends," she said immediately, not even bothering to dispute the fact that Good Cop, Bad Dog was a puff piece in an attempt to market him for younger fans. "He's actually kind of an asshole."
The teenager shot Parker a scandalized look, mouth popped open into an O as her brows lifted to her hairline. "What? Are you kidding me right now? He just drove all the way out here to ask for your recommendation for a sci-fi book! His house is, like, fifty minutes from here with traffic. Don't call him that when you just became so cool."
Parker frowned. "How do you know where he lives?" she asked, before adding with much more intensity, "hang on a second, am I not cool?"
But Melissa was already moving on, the sound of facetime dialing on her phone as she darted back outside in hopes of catching another glimpse of the celebrity. Parker, in response, caught her head between her hands with a low groan.
And yet, she couldn't help but think about what Melissa said.
Tom Ryder was a total, grade-A asshole... right?
She cast a despondant glance towards the crumpled bills on the counter, then the box of books at her side, before fishing her phone out of her back pocket, and pressing the second number on speed dial.
"Hey," she said, "do you want to get, like, really drunk tonight?"
Colt didn't bother to ask why before he was checking what ingredients he had in his fridge and offering to invite Jody and Dan over for dinner. Sometimes, she really loved her brother.
#plot bunny#the fall guy#tom ryder#tom ryder x ofc#original female character#tom ryder imagine#series?
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Every thing i read in Febubary
I Became the Tyrant of a Defense Game
The MC of this novel is so fucking silly cause who tf names their kid Ash 'Born hater' Everblack? Like i'm being for real right now, his mom literally called him her 'little hater'. Love that
So, a Korean gamer who was streaming about this old strategy game on hardmode where if you fail once the game resets. The guy got isekaied the moment he finished the game on stream and right in the middle of the battle field too, tough luck hater.
Before we go more in depth about this story I would recommend that you read the novel version, the manhwa seems a little tacky and i've seen alot of readers complain that the manhwa makes everything look cheaper.
So, one of reasons why it made on to my reading list is because it was recommended by my guy friends who has great taste for this kinda genre. It drew him in because it used actual strategies that he would also use in his game instead of throwing around random lingo in hopes to cater to gamers. Like every battle was truly suspenseful and the author isn't afraid to show that every victory requires a sacrifice. Also I've seen people praise the character development of this novel, everyone starts out a little stereotypical and annoying but they get their own story arcs to shine.
Another thing i like is that this story is about the fight against the end of the world. Like i know alot of stories with that kind of premise but rarely do i ever feel the urgencey as strongly as i do with this story. The last stand against a sea of monsters waiting to consume the world and the young prince who's tasked with the question of remaining human or turning into a monster to save his world. I love me some classical fantasy
Anyways, it has 500+ translated chapters and it's all free. Go read it now.
The problematic prince
If i'm being honest here i can think of at least 10 more manhwa crown princes who are even more problematic than the ML, especially that guy from the abandoned empress, yeah fuck you blueberry head.
So the story premise is the typical bad boy x good girl story trope. Our prince Bjorn keeps getting pestered by his ex wife whom he doesn't want contact with and our FL is being sold off to the highest bidder in society, shinnaigans happen and so the are married. That's the very shorten version of the plot
First thing that i noticed, the vibes. It gave off so much Edwardian, turn of the century energy that i adore. From the costuming to the city streets and the interactions between common people. Love it.
The author seems to have been blessed with amazing writing skills because oh my god did the writing style made me swoon. Erna, our FL, can be classified as one of those soft girl heroines but i feel like she's more than that. She knew what she had to do to keep her loved ones safe and always strived for better, she's not a cunning villainess nor a simpering coward. Erna never settled and kept enduring and trying new ways to connect with others around her even when she's being labelled as a home wrecker.
Also the nobilities and medias reaction to their marriage was incredibly realistic, i see alot of manhwas with rags to riches stories or men marrying women with horrendus reputations but never mention how powerful the influence of the peoples opinions. Here you can see that Bjorn and Erna's relationship, while rocky still holds strong, it seemed like they are truly in love and happy with their choices. Yet media still condemns her as a witch, a slut and a disgrace towards the royal family. It even lead to a attempt on Ernas life. Which shows you how easily the public can be whipped into a frenzy just because of a narritive that she is other woman.
The spirit queen
If i even find the author of this manhwa i would like to make out with them and have their babies, cause this kind of genious deserves to be preserved.
Do you want a story with proper drama? Do you want something that actually keeps it's momentum and doesn't half ass shit half way through? Do you want themes about power and how it turns people into the worse version of themselves? Well look no further. The spirit queen has your back
Another thing that i loved about this story was it's sympathy towards the working class. The servants in this aren't the stereotypical happy go lucky loyal maids that you see in manhwas, they also aren't evil back stabbing people either. They know that their lives are worthless when it comes to the upper classes so they do all that they can to survive and to protect their loved ones. And i respect that as hell, even if it made them do less than savory things.
Also i recently learned that the author, Tutu-nim, wrote and drew this manhwa on their own. A true girlboss
Run away with me, girl
Remember all those times you said that you can be a better husband for the FL? Well this is a lesbian romance based on that premise.
It's a bittersweet romance story about two girls who were high school friends meeting each other after 10 years. Maki, who is till doing her graduate courses while living with her mom and lamenting her loneliness, while Midori is engaged and pregnant and living that perfect, normal life she wanted. Of course everything is not as it seems, and that's what the author wanted to explore in the coming chapters of the story
It's a short read, about 16? 17? chapters. But the author manages to do so much in that short amount of time. Every character felt so real and complicated. At first when you see Midori and the way that she treated Maki after their reunion, it's not hard to come to the conclusion that Midori is just playing around with Makis feelings. Especially with the way that she flirts and then reminds Maki of her engagement to her boyfriend.
This manga has the most realistic, hut wrenching potrayals of abuse, love and hate i've seen in a while. And if i'm being honest there is a high chance i would do the same if i was stuck in their situation.
#i became the tyrant of a defense game#tyrant of the tower defense game#the spirit queen#run away with me girl#every thing i've read#shoujo manga#manhwa#shounen#shoujo#yuri#gl#manhua#manga recommendation#review#sss class revival hunter#concubine walkthrough#cry or better yet beg#solche#kill the villainess#how to get my husband on my side#gl recommendation
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I feel like all the Skittles have SOME sort of weird thing that's going on with them. Tw mentions of blood and dissecting
Barty is batshit crazy. Wild, messy, and all over the place. Almost terrifying. He makes ur mom jokes and threatens to kill or hurt or fuck someone who's messing with him. He also learned how to do his own tatoos and piercings, thats why he has a new tattoo or piercing every month. He finds it fun and silly to be stabbing his ear and shoving a piercing through it, likes the sting cause it gives him adrenaline
And there's Pandora who says the most out of pocket shit. She has weird visions sometimes and seems to be everywhere and knows everything. And she's so incredibly calm while saying the wildest shit ever that it scares some people. People never hear her footsteps, and she just shows up randomly. Her voice is so calm and peaceful that it really doesn't fit her liking in scary creatures
Then Evan, who is just as off-putting as his sister. Unlike Barty, who is chaotic, he's more reserved and calm. But sometimes does creepy stuff and acts like it's normal. He is weirdly fascinated with disecting humans and animals. Also has a weird interest in teeth and dead animal corpses. He probably learned how to preserve them somehow. He has a like thing where dead butterflies are stuck to and he wakes up everyday to admire it as a way to start his day.
Dorcas has an interest in lucid dreaming and shifting and all things psychological. Sometimes she'll say stuff like "oh I sent a message to you in your dreams, you got it, right?" Most of the time, you probably won't get it, but it happens sometimes. Mostly to the slytherin Skittles and Marlene. She also learned to do nonverbal spells earlier in her years because it helps give her more control over her own mind. She has definitely learned and did research on why the imperius curse does what it does to its victims
And Regulus, though never to admit out loud, fucking loves astrology. He learned about it through Pandora, and since then he's been doing astrological readings. He just finds it cool how something like a time of birth, the position of a planet, the moon phase of your birth, and all can say a lot about a person.
Anyways it might not fit some characters but it's how I think of them and I love them this way cause imagine like Pandora walking up to Barty and say "certain plants can bloom above dead corpses" and Barty suggests that they have to see it happen for themselves
Or Dorcas coming up reg like "did you get my message?" And Regulus said "yeah, it's written in the stars that your relationship will go well don't worry and stop pestering me in my dreams"
Or Barty making a new piercing and Evan suggesting that he should make a piercing out of one of his insects legs and Barty was really close to doing it before Reg stopped them
Or Regulus catching squirrels for Pandora to keep in her little squirrel cage and have as a pet that'll probably die because Evan keeps feeding it the wrong food
Sometimes, the Skittles all get hurt except for Dorcas, and she says stuff like "yeah because the universe is protecting me. I'm their favourite mortal"
Barty getting slightly unsettled and maybe a bit flustered when he sees Evan so focused on learning how to use his new dissecting tool, just tweaking it here and there for his own liking yk
Regulus in a bad mood cause today's horoscope says that it's going to be shit.
Yeah they're weird
#slytherin skittles#dorcas meadowes#barty crouch jr#evan rosier#pandora rosier#pandora lovegood#regulus black#iliyas yaps#iliyas hcs
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ROTTMNT Moths Fly In Packs - Chapter Nine
HOLY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT I'M ALIVE AND I AM SO SORRY! It's been way too long and I'm genuinely sorry this chapter took several fucking months to make but IT'S FINALLY DONE! It ended up way longer than I intended man, I THOUGHT THIS WAS GONNA BE SHORT. It's my longest chapter yet fun fact. I don't even regret it really, it benefited so much from the extra effort. Hopefully the next few chapters won't take this long but I will refrain from jinxing myself again sođ§ââïžAnyway enough blabbering, hope y'all enjoy this one ;w;
CREDIT To the MFIP Team: Thank you to @yosajaeofficial, @urlocalmj, misfortun3_ismyname (on TikTok), @chaoticspeedrun, @ramblehour and @goldanrabbit for being my lovely editors! MAN did they give this chapter a lot of polish-
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Disclaimer: Chapter involves verbal abuse/manipulation, harassment, gaslighting, depressive thoughts, violence, blood, mentions of a wounded limb, brief mentions of nausea, displayed anxiety, and curse words. If you're sensitive to that, scroll past and stay safe!
I rushed around my room throwing shit on as fast as I could. Not fast enough apparently, since my phoneâs vibrating like itâs gonna explode.
Itâs late as hell right now, but Zane insisted on meeting up. Pretty randomly at, like, 11pm on a school night. I was initially planning to reject the idea or ghost with the excuse of sleeping, but itâs been a good while since I actually did hang out with him. I know insomniaâs gonna keep me up for a bit anyway, so why the hell not? We might even have fun! Just wish heâd stop flooding my notifs like I didn't already say I was actively getting ready.
I looked in the mirror, checking to see if I was presentable enough for the outside realm. My reflectionâs the same as always; for better or worse. Still the same pink dress, same green skirt, same boots. Canât forget the gold earrings; the only emergency asset I held onto. I donât know what I expected. I donât have much to work with. Guess the gloves from Donnie are new, at least. But Iâm still getting⊠bored? A change in appearanceâeven a small oneâmight be able to fill that hole for a while. Keep me distracted.
Maybe I could do something with my hair tonight? I still have Miâs ribbon lying here somewhere.
I ignored Zaneâs digital pestering and spent a few extra minutes shuffling through drawers and boxes, eventually finding her long, white ribbonâhandmade from moth silk. She wore it all the time. I barely remember her hair being fully down unless she was sleeping or about to shower. Except for that one night, of course. The night she left and was never found again. She almost did take the ribbon with her. Had her hair done up in a bun and everything, even a little fancier than usual. But she took it off once she saw me behind her, barely reflected in the mirror. She crouched down, placed it in my tiny palms, and gave me her wonderfully warm smile. Itâs the last thing she left me with. The last gift she could ever give me.Â
After that, the ribbonâs survived years of storage and then more years of⊠unconventional bullshit use. I know moth silk ainât the weakest thing on Earth but Iâve deadass used this ribbon as a make-shift pulley system to sneak stuff into my room through the window before, some of which weighed more than me! Its got the endurance of a Nokia at this point.Â
Iâve barely used the ribbon for its intended purpose, though. I mean, how could I? Iâm not my mom no matter how similar we look. Maybe this is a me-thing, but I always felt wearing the ribbon would be like replacing her with myself.Â
Although, Iâm sure Mi wouldâve loved it if I wore it.Â
Using the ribbon, I tied my hair into a ponytail and styled it as a loose bow, just to see how it would look. The white tails gently draped over my back down to my hips. I never quite realized how long the ribbon was before now. I donât look as fancy or pretty as mom did, but itâs the best Iâve got. It⊠it doesnât look bad, though, I think. It actually looks kinda nice! Maybe Iâll use it a bit more often.Â
My phoneâs repeated buzzing snapped me out from my trance. âAlright, alright, shut up already.â I groaned. Zaneâs growing impatient.
You: hey sorry I jsut finished getting ready
You: heading out the door now! :3Â
Fuck doors. Sneaking out became a whole lot easier ever since I did it from my window, but he doesnât have to know that. I can already imagine him scolding me about the dangers of dropping down from high places, even with the fire escape there. He wouldnât be wrong, per se, but at this point Iâve handled worse. Would probably send him into cardiac arrest if he knew what Iâd actually been up to these few months.
I sprinted to the spot we agreed to meet up at. Zane was already there, leaning against the wall with his hands stuffed in his pockets like always.Â
âSalena! Hey!â He lit up like a star when he saw me, beckoning me over.
God, for a sour person, he has such a sweet smile. Heâs usually so good at being intimidating and frightening. Yet the second he brings out his smile, all that built-up fear washes away like it was never there to begin with.Â
âI almost thought you wouldnât come.â
âWell, I figured I could use some fresh air.â I tilted my head to the side, eyeing his fit. âYou left your sweater at home?â
âHm?â He followed my gaze to his pitch black tank top in place of the usual outfit. âOh, right! Yeah, the weatherâs too hot for a sweater tonight. Forgot I changed it, really.â
Now that Iâm looking closer, his chokerâs missing too. It probably didnât match with the top. Seems like it got swapped with a black watch on his left wrist that complimented the look way more. Doesnât matter what he pretends to be though, I know Zane pays very close attention to his appearance. Heâs gotta maintain the rep of our gradeâs âPretty Boyâ after all. When it comes to him, every little detail matters.
Wait a secâŠ
âWhat happened to your arm?â
I couldnât see âtill he turned towards me but his left arm had a deep bluish-purple bruise spread across it. It looked like it was from something long like a pipe or a bat. Either way, it was gnarly enough to worry me.Â
âOh that. Itâs nothing too bad.â He shrugged.
âYou kiddinâ me? It looks awful! What happened?â I carefully grabbed his arm and took a closer look at the mark. I wish Leo was here, but thankfully Iâve picked up a little medic knowledge from him so I can at least tell if a bone is broken or not.
âHey, donât get your feathers all fluffed! I got a little hurt rough-housing with the guys, thatâs all. You know how they are.â
âRough-housing? Or a secret murder attempt?â I was only being half sarcastic. It wouldnât be out of character for them.
âDonât worry! Itâs really sweet of you to care, but theyâd never dare hurt me on purpose! Now, on another noteâŠâ He paused for a moment, taking a proper look at me. For a little bit, I couldnât tell why he smirked. âLooks like someone wanted to look cute tonight, ey? You wore your hair up.â
âHuh?â I touched my hair, forgetting I changed it earlier. âOh, um, yeah! I-I did! I thought Iâd give it a try. Does it⊠um, you know, look too bad or weird or?âŠâ
âNo! No, it⊠it looks really pretty.â Oh god, thatâs a relief to hear! I was so paranoid it wouldnât suitâ âI gotta ask, though.â
I caught him inching closer. I tried creating space, but quickly realized I was up against the wall again. Shouldâve been more careful about that. His hand reached out, bringing back all sorts of cringe-inducing memories. He didnât technically pin me like last time, but he tucked my bangs back behind my ear. Feeling his fingers come into contact with my skin almost feels just as nauseating, though.Â
âHowâd you know I had a thing for girls in ponytails?â
And fuck, he made it weird again.
âZ-Zane?â
âYeah?âŠâ WHY ISNâT HE GETTING THE HINT!? âYou know, you always look so soft when you dress up. You just bloom.â
ââŠSo! What are we doing tonight?âÂ
His smile slightly dropped, likely upset I ruined whatever moment he was trying to have. Honestly, didnât matter to me, as shitty as that sounds. I just wanted to change the topic so heâd step back a bit. We go through this every time; this stupid ass, awkward aura. I wish it would stop happening.Â
On the bright side, he did step back and redirect his focus to answering my question. On the not so bright side, his answer was a pathetic shrug.
âI donât know.â
âY-you⊠What do you mean you donât know? I snuck out here in the middle of the night, you told me itâd be something special! Youâve gotta have something planned.â
âHonest, I donât! I thought it was beautiful outside and it reminded me of you. Wanted to see where such a lovely night could take us. I think thatâs special enough, donât you?â
âW-Well, I meanââ
He chuckled âWhatâs wrong? Youâre not backing out now, are you?âÂ
I may have praised his smile earlier, but right now itâs making my eye twitch. Iâm a little peeved knowing he brought me out here for shits and giggles when I couldâve at least been resting in bed, replenishing some of my energy. I know I donât have the best sleeping habits, but that doesnât mean I canât get tired from the constant action going on! I donât even know how long heâs gonna keep me hostage for! But⊠heâs also right that itâd be kinda shitty to bail now. Besides, Iâm already out here soâŠ
I guess all thatâs left to do is suck it up and try to make the best of it.Â
âWell, do you wanna⊠go for a walk or something?â
âSounds perfect to me! Come on, hold my hand, Dove.â
For someone who supposedly didnât have a plan, he sure took an awful lot of charge during that walk. He suggested we go to Central Park and practically dragged me there despite my common sense screaming to never go to that hellspawn at night. Although, I canât complain too much. The parkâs definitely the best place to see the stars, and tonight had clear skies! He made sure to keep a tight grip on me in case we ran into any classic New York weirdos anyway, so I should probably be less tense. I guess I got used to the guaranteed safety of having literal ninjas around me, I forgot what it was like hanging out with a regular person.Â
On top of that, Zane seemed really happy! Happier than Iâve seen him in a while, actually. He was giddily pointing out any interesting greenery we saw and rambling random facts he knew about them.Â
Even later, when we went and dined inside a relatively fancy restaurant, all he could focus on was the different plants they chose as decor. Heâs such a huge nature geek, but heâd never let anyone know. Zaneâs the type of guy to get 100% on a biology test and shamefully shove it in his backpack to avoid being labeled as a nerd. Being a nerd myself, I think itâs pretty cool, so I never understood it. But either way, Iâm glad he feels safe around me. Iâm glad he doesnât hide around me.
I forgot about this side of him, I really did. The side that is my friend.
We were walking back to my place, taking in the bliss of the quiet night. Even if a part of me prefers the busier, noisy parts of the city, itâs really soothing to experience the calmer sides of it too. Everything about tonight feels nearly perfect. Iâm surprised nothing ruined it. Iâm debating if I could ruin itâŠ
I really want to talk to him. I wanna bring up those photos, get some answers, put my strange emotions to rest once and for all. I wanna hear it from him that neither of them meant to hurt me. That this was just my mind screwing me over again. I need to know. I really need to know.Â
You know, friends are supposed to lend a shoulder when you need it.
I donât want to ruin the night. But friendship takes risks sometimes. Thatâs what shows its strength, right?
I take a deep breath and go for the leap of faith.
âSo, I was wonderingââ âSalena, I wanted to askââÂ
I really gotta work on my timing for these things.
âS-Sorry! You go first.â
He shook his head with a delicate smile. âNah, itâs okay. You can go.â
âAre you sure? I-I mean itâs kinda complicatedâŠâ
âYeah, Iâm sure! I always love hearing you talk, anyway.âÂ
âO-okay then, wellâŠâ My hands balled up into determined fists and I looked him right in the eyes. I have to put an end to this or Iâll never be able to move on. âIâll be real, it might be a weird question.But youâre my friend and I really trust you a lot. I⊠I have to know this, so please donât get mad.â
âYeahâŠ?â Why did he have to lean in closerâŠ
I came this far, Iâm not letting my tongue shut me up again.Â
âWhatâs going on with you and Jaiden?â
Immediately his demeanor changed. His posture slouched, the disappointment clear as day on his face. âJaiden? Youâreâyouâre really thinking about⊠about them, now?âÂ
âYes, b-but I want to stop! Thatâs why I need to ask you this, so please bear with me, Zane.â
He leaned back with a hand on his hip, the other covering his face as he exhaled. âAnd here I was getting my hopes up for nothing.â
He would never think that I heard him; Zaneâs a good whisperer. Unfortunately, my hearing rivals it.
He looked at me again; his eyes didnât feel the same. âOkay, fine. What is it?â
I felt my stomach twist into itself. My chest began to ache. If I didnât know any better, Iâd think I was about to hurl.
Itâs okay. Friends get a little upset at each other all the time. Doesnât mean theyâll break apart. Donât be a coward, Salena.Â
I told him about everything. The canceled plans, Jaidenâs distant behavior, the increase in their pics together on his Instagram. I vented about how frustrated I felt with seeing them spend so much time together and then completely ignore me. And then vented some more about how frustrated I felt from that frustration, how I knew it was wrong yet couldnât help it seeping into my everyday life! I let out a lot of steam tonight, even things I didnât plan on telling him. The only things I left out, honestly, were anything related to the turtles to hide their identity. And to avoid any irrelevant questions.
He seemed strangely chipper hearing all of this, a curiously amused smirk plastered on his face. Not the reaction I expected, but I guess itâs better than him flipping out like I thought he would.Â
âSo, if Iâm getting this right, you see me and Jaiden hanging out more often and it actually bothers you?â
âI donât want it to but yeah, it bothers me a whole fucking lot. Itâs taken over my life and I hate it! I hate being jealous! Itâs soââÂ
âYouâre jealous!? Youâre jealous! Oh man, I canât believe I am living in the same timeline where the Salena Moni is experiencing jealousy like every. Average. Lowlife. Person!âÂ
âYeah, yeah, go ahead and rub it in, why dontcha? That helps me so much.â I pouted.
He laughed, enjoying my misery. âI know, Iâm sorry. Just, damn! Somewhere, pigs are flying arenât they?â If Meat Sweats could fly, Iâd be his murderous Cupid.
âHar har. I get it though. I mean, you know me! Iâve felt envious before, but jealous? How does anyone even deal with thisâŠ?â I held myself a little tighter.
âHey, hey, itâs okay, Dove. It happens! Everyone gets a little jealous. Itâs a normal thing to go through, Salena.â
âYeah, I sure did want a normal life, so I guess I got what I wished for.â I canât help feeling salty over all this.Â
He only laughed and patted my hair, fluffing up the ponytail a little.Â
âHey, Zane? For the sake of my psyche, you sure Iâm not a bad person for this?â
A tender sigh rang through my ears. âIâm sure. You could never be a bad person, Salena.âÂ
âŠI never realized a husky voice like his could feel so honeyed.
But heâs right. Iâm not a bad person, Iâm just human. If both him and Raph said the same thing, itâs more likely to be true.
âAnd for the record, Jaiden and I are just friends right now. Thereâs nothing going on between us, so you donât have to worry.â
âUh⊠Cool? I⊠might be a little lost here. Why are you telling me that?â
âReassurance, obviously.â
I blinked, not really getting it or knowing how to respond. He thought for a moment, then had a face of realization while he giggled.
âOh my god, donât tell me youâre actually that innocent! Youâre so cute, I swear!â He booped my nose and leaned in again with a huge smile. He lowered his voice almost to a whisper. âYouâre jealous because you have a crush.âÂ
A crush?
âBut why would I have a crush on Jaiden?âÂ
âIâm just sayingâWait, rewind. A crush on Jaiden?â He physically paused for a bit before awkwardly laughing. âNo, sweetie, you donât get jealous of your crush, you get jealous of the people theyâre with!â
âThatâs why Iâm asking. Why would I have a crush on Jaiden?â
âŠWhy does the air feel colder all of a sudden?Â
The night was warm just a minute ago, but now itâs dead like the core of winter. His smile is long gone. His eyes, theyâre slicing me in half. Is my breathing a little faster? Heâs coming closer. Iâm suddenly aware of just how alone we really are here in this silent little street.Â
âTo be clear. Who are you jealous of.â
My throat clogged up. I blinked and lowered my eyes so he wouldnât see the tears being fought back. I forgot this side of him, too. The side that made my heart close in on itself.
âSalena, donât make me ask twice.â
âOf you.â I managed to let out. âJ-jealous of you.â
He wouldnât speak for a while. Only felt him staring me down like a predator stalking its prey, making me swallow to keep my throat from drying up. My hands felt so clammy, begging me to wipe them on my skirt. But I didnât dare move. I couldnât even look at him right now.
âOf fucking course you are.â
I knew it was coming, but I still flinched when he cursed with no shame, tugging his hair and punching the wall next to me. Itâs stupid, isnât it? I can handle giant mutants and a literal cult of evil, but Zaneâs temper was not something to be messed with, and my unlucky ass did exactly that.
âWhy did I ever expect anything different! Of course itâs me youâre jealous of! Why the fuck would you phrase it like that if you meant something else, god dammit!â
Youâre gonna bleed if you keep doing thatâŠ
âZ-Zane, Iâm sorry. I-I didnât think itâd come off as me being jealous of Jaidenââ
âOBVIOUSLY, IT FUCKING WOULD!!!â He grabbed my shoulders, bringing me closer to him. I donât know if itâd be an exaggeration to say I nearly got a panic attack from the action alone.Â
âWhen you say things like how youâre jealous of how much time Jaiden and I spend together, of course I think youâre jealous of them, not me! Why would I ever assume it was me! That never happens with anyone else! God, youâre such a fucking moron sometimes, I swear!âÂ
âI'm sorry⊠P-please stopâŠâ
âAfter everything weâve fucking been through, everything I did for you! All you can ever do is somehow relate me back to Jaiden! Thereâs always someone else! I mean nothing to you, Salena! Donât I!? I! Mean! Nothing!â
âI-I didnât mean to, I promiseââ
âTHAT DOESNâT MATTER, IDIOT!â
He let go and pushed me back. Sometimes I overlook how much bigger Zane is compared to me. This is not one of those times.Â
âYou know what? You know whatâs funny, Salena? That night youâre so fucking fixated on, the one thatâs consumed your ability to even think like a normal person? Yeah, Iâve got some news about that night.âÂ
I just want to disappearâŠ
âI asked Jaiden to go with me to that shitty party on purpose!â
âŠ
What?
âI asked them on purpose, I posted those pictures on purpose! I did everything âcause I knew youâd see it! I thought maybe then, for once, youâd finally, finally feel a single ounce of longing for me! That was all I wanted!â
What.
ââŠYou better be lying, Zane.â
âIâm not. And you deserve this.â
I glared at him the entire time while he was too focused on his own bullshit words to even notice. My arms burned with the sensation of my nails digging deeper and deeper. I hope they'll draw blood.
âYou donât understand, Salena! You keep saying all these⊠all these stupid fucking things that no one else says to me! Do you know what it does to me? If I had my way, Iâd hold you forever and never let you go. No oneâs shown me kindness like you.â I was so numb I couldnât even react to him caressing my cheek. Only kept glaring.Â
âBut then you barely ever give me the time of day! Youâre barely ever with me! Fuck, honestly, youâre never with me anymore! I donât know whatâs going on, but itâs not like you to say one thing and do another! Youâre not that type of two-faced asshole! So why are you fucking acting like one!? Ever since that day you went to âhang outâ with that stupid drugged-out bitch you called a friend, youâve never been the fucking same! With the way you act, I wouldnât be fucking surprised if you got addicted and stay on the high 24/7!â
Heâs⊠Is he talking about Mikey? Thatâs what this is about? Is he fucking serious right now.
âWho are you!? Where is my Salena?âÂ
âDid you know Jaiden and I had plans that day?â
âNo, I didnât. Iâm not stupid, I wasnât gonna go that far. I wanted you to get a taste of what it felt to not be chosen, thatâs it! Obviously, it was dumb to think it would work!â The dumb bitch sighed, exasperated. As if he had any right to be. âSeems you donât have room for me in that big heart of yours after all, huh? Maybe Iâm a dick for saying this, but itâs honestly karma that I happened to choose the one day you two were gonna hang out. Thatâs gotta be a sign, Salena.â
You never get the fucking hint, do you Zane Evans?
âI need to go.â
I couldnât even get two steps in before he gripped my wrist to stop me.
âWait, what do you mean go? Go where?â
âI meant exactly what I said! Iâve had enough. Now let go of me.â
I yanked my arm back and stormed off, Zane following close behind. At least, judging from the sound he was. I didnât bother looking back.Â
âHey! Your place is in the opposite direction!â
âStop following me, I can go wherever I want!â
âSalena, seriously!? Itâs already late, youâre gonna get lost! Come on, are you really that pissed offââ
âYES!!!â
I turned my heel and faced him.
âHow are you even unsure of that!? You got upset I hung out with someone else for one dayâa person I made plans with in advance, might I addâand you decided to take revenge on me!? Do you have any clue how fucked up that is!?â
âI got a little mad! So what? Youâve known me for two years! Stop overreacting about a harmless dig!â
âHarmless!? You have no idea what Iâve gone through this past month because of your little âharmlessâ stunt! Iâve suffered so much because of you! I canât even sleep because of you! God, sometimes youâre soâUgh!â
I began counting down from ten to one, just like Raph taught. I shouldnât say something Iâll regret later. Honestly, I shouldnât have said anything at all.
He looked like a sad puppy. Itâs clear he wasnât expecting this. But somehow, my sympathy wonât halt my anger tonight.
âSalena, I⊠Look, I didnât know youâd be so sensitive over thisââ
âZane, I really need to leave. Iâm sorry I exploded like that, but itâs gonna happen again if I stay here any longer. So please, just stop following me. Hurting you would add more shit to my plate and I really donât need that right now, okay?âÂ
âN-no! Stay! I can make it up to you!â
âAnother day, any day, but not now! Not now.â
I walked away and this time he didnât follow.Â
ââŠFine.â
I heard his footsteps stomp in the other direction, slowly fading away.
My own legs went faster till the wind consumed me.Â
The anger returned almost instantly after I knew he left. Iâm happy I kept my cool during the end back there but holy fucking shit! What was he thinking!? I wanted answers tonight but I didnât expect this! I thought I was overthinking again! I thought my brain made up the possibility that they ditched me intentionally! But no, turns out it wasnât just Jaiden but Zane, too! What the fuck did I do to them? What did he mean I âdeserved itâ!?Â
I donât get it, what is he expecting me to do? I know he⊠feels a certain way about me. But even then! I canât just shit romantic feelings for him out my ass!Â
Ugh, so fucking stupid. Iâm gonna lose my head if I keep thinking about this.
I wandered around the city some more and got back to the main road where a good handful of cars were passing again. Itâs past 1am now and Iâve gotta get ready for school in less than five hours. But I know damn well I wonât sleep, not after this. I donât wanna go home. Take me anywhere but home. I donât feel like facing any of this right now, IâŠ
I want somewhere I can feel safe for a while, just so the day wonât end on such a horrible note.
I pulled out my phone and opened the contacts. I wish I was one of those folks who didnât have to think of someone before they dialed but alas, here I am.Â
I canât talk to Jaiden.Â
I obviously canât talk to Zane.
I donât know if I can tell Casey any of this yet.
Iâd love to talk to April but sheâs probably asleep by now. But⊠but the guys might not be! Theyâre usually up at these sort of freakish hours of the night. I could try giving the group chat a call and hope for the best. I feel bad for bothering them so often but who else do I have right now?
It took three rings before the line went through.
âYou are conversing with DonatellâWhy is your screen so dark?âÂ
Oh fucking lovely.
âH-hey, Donnie. Sorry, I didnât realize it was a video call.â
As my luck would have it, Donnie was the one to pick up. No offense to him; he never did anything wrong. Iâm just not entirely sure how he feels about me yet. So, having him answer when Iâm already high on nerves isnât what I pictured hoping for the best would result in. But heâs much, much better than being alone right now.
âUh, what⊠Whatcha up to?â
âOh, simply being my usual genius self to aid with our nightly hero duties! Sure, no regular teenager could detect a break-in on sensitive confidential info before the actual government could, but I, Othello Von Ryan, have proven to be no regular teen!âÂ
âYep, definitely the usual for you.âÂ
Donnieâs def no less than Leo when it comes to being allergic to humility. Though, they both earned their egos. Donnieâs not wrong; not just any person could be nearly as smart as him.
âSo, did you need anything fixed? Youâre calling at a rather unusual hour for a school night.âÂ
âOh, no, not really. I mean, I was kinda out with a friend, but things⊠ended abruptly. I donât really feel like sleeping right now. I wanted some company?âÂ
He opened his mouth to respond but got interrupted by a familiar accent asking who was on the phone. The instant my name left his voice, three others repeated it with joy. My screen suddenly overflowed with four green goofballs all trying to fit in the cameraâs scope at once.
âSALENA! How are you? How come youâre not asleep? Donât you have school tomorrow?â
âMikey, itâs Salena, itâs way too early for them to sleep.â
âWow, Leo, anyone ever tell you how funny you are?â My words didnât match my tone. I wonder why.
âLeo, let âer breathe!â The camera shook as a red bandana came into frame. âHey, but for real. Why you up so late, Salena? Somethinâ up?â
âNah, just couldnât sleep! I thought Iâd call you guys for a bit, but from the sounds of it, yâall seem kinda busy.âÂ
The camera moved again as the device got transferred to the next turtle. âGive me myâUgh, there we go. And yes, youâre correct. We are actually busy with a mission tonight.âÂ
I tried keeping my smile intact as I understandingly nodded my head. Is he mad at me for assuming they were free the exact moment I needed them to be? I mean, Iâd be mad at me, so itâd make sense.
âHey, but you know what?â Leo leaned next to Donnie, trying to see the screen. âYou should totally join us! Tag along, have some fun, weâd all love that!â
You would?
âWhat? Nardo, what are youââ
âOMIGOSH, YEAH!â Mikey jumped in, knocking Donnie out of frame entirely. âIf youâre not gonna sleep, we should totally hang out! I really miss you, Salena!âÂ
âUh, am I really the only one thinking it would be a bad idea to let the person who barely leaves their house join us on a mission to a highly-secured and regulated government facility?â
âChillax, Don, sheâll be fine! Youâll be fine, right Salena?â
âI mean, uhââÂ
âSee? Whatâd I tell ya, totally fine!âÂ
âRaph agrees! Salena can handle herself.âÂ
âOh sure, Iâm absolutely positive nothing could go wrong! He said without a trace of doubt.â
âŠI canât tell if heâs trying to protect me or just doesnât want me there. Neither option feels good right now, to be honest.
âCâmon, Dee, weâve all seen her fight before! Including you, remember? When they helped us stop Meat Sweats?â
 Mikeyâs got a point. That was before I had any real battle experience, too! I donât know why Donnie seems so hesitant about this. Or why itâs making me so pissy, actually.
Another car passed by and I lowered the volume a bit, remembering the time. Now that Iâm actually near some apartments, I donât wanna accidentally wake someone up. I really gotta save up for some new earbuds; my last ones broke like, a month ago and I can only make do for so long.
âThree to one, hermano. Youâre outnumbered.â
âButâSigh, forget it! Salena, Iââ
ââNOUGH SMALL TALK!â At this point, theyâre just playing hot potato with Donnieâs phone. âSalena, hurry up! Weâre boutta start the mission so donât want ya missinâ out!â
âHa! Almost made a pun!â
âShut up, Leo. Anyways, weâre at uh⊠Uh⊠Hey, Donnie, where we at?âÂ
I could hear him struggling for his phone in the distance. âYou could just send our coordinates!â
âI could send her our coordinates! âŠHow does Raph do that, again?â
The audio muffled as the phone shuffled back to its rightful owner. âGod, Iâm so gonna install security on this thing. Anyway, Iâm sending our location to you right now. And as I was GOING TO SAY BEFORE! Salena, I look forward to seeing you again.â
He flashed a smile and part of my worries vanished. Iâm still not sure how to read him but if heâs being nice, it canât be all bad, right?
âOH, AND IF YA CAN, COULD YOU BRING ME A SNACKââ Donnie hung up before the teddy bear could finish.
Luckily for him, his face beamed when I finally arrived around twenty minutes later and did, in fact, bring him a snack.Â
âHey guys! Hope I didnât takeââ
I couldnât even finish speaking before finding myself laughing on the floor with four giant turtles hounding me in hugs.Â
âIt has been way too long since weâve hugged!â Poor Mikey, I havenât been able to see him in a hot minute. âNice ponytail, by the way. Really makes your eyes pop.â
âAww, thanks! I missed you guys too. Ugh, I really wish scheduling was easier! Iâd hang out more often.âÂ
âDude, why waste time on schedules when you could just come over?â
ââXactly! Ainât like youâre not welcome!â
âOh. I-I mean, sure! If you guys really donât have a problem with itâŠâ I wonder if this is what itâs like to feel wanted.
âI just wanted you to get a taste of what it felt to not be chosen!â
âŠT-then again, theyâre probably just being polite.
Click!
âAnd fits perfectly, just as the estimations foretold!â The fuck?Â
I looked down and saw a shiny black belt matching the arm wraps now resting above my hips. Itâs actually fairly loose around my waist but Iâm guessing that was the intention. Thereâs a giant pink button on the left with the same M-shaped logo as all of theirs. It looked super cool, honestly! Even seemed to match with my outfit!
âWoaaah, what is this thing?â
âDonnie. Really?â Leo didnât sound impressed and neither did the others but, like, who cares! The beltâs dope as hell!
He ignored them and continued addressing me. âIt basically functions both as your very own panic button and is a carrier for your sickles thanks to a highly specific magnetic attraction! Plus, it obviously helps tie in your outfit better âcause Great Galileo did you need some accessories.â
âDamn, I didnât know my sickles were magnetic!â
âOh, they werenât before, I installed magnets in them last night.â With that, he pulled my fucking weapons seemingly out of his ass. Judging by everyone elseâs groans though, Iâm the only one whoâs surprised and confused.
âDonald! What did we say about breaking into strangersâ homes!âÂ
âHey, I didnât break in!⊠to a strangerâs home! I broke into Salenaâs, Salena is not a strangerâOW, HEY!â Raph slapped the back of his head. One quick yet dramatic recovery later, we all began our route of sneaking into the building.Â
Security wasnât monitoring the higher floors, so we only had to ninja our way up âtill there and the rest was easy peasy. I tried focusing on the quick briefing I was receiving on the way up but my mind was admittedly elsewhere. Back to the weird situation I thought I dreamt up last night.
I donât remember much. I was too tired to really register anything, and Donnie being a ninja probably enhanced that. But I do remember still hearing faint footsteps in my room; drawers being opened, the closet getting browsed. I was so out of it I figured I probably hallucinated everything. Either way, I was way too paralyzed to do anything; I couldnât even put my phone back earlier. Kept passing in and out of consciousness. But it seemed like someone put it back for me. They helped my sloppy body into a position that wouldnât leave me aching the next morning and pulled the covers up to tuck me in. What really sealed the whole dream theory to me was the metallic-textured âhandâ that patted my head before they left and let the world return to tranquility.
I seriously did figure it was all a weird fever dream or some shit. Personally, I still feel like thatâs more believable than it being Donnie all along. But staring down at my sickles, I guess I canât really argue against the proof right in front of me.Â
âGentlemen, here we are! The Techno Cosmic Research Institute! Otherwise known asââthe door opened as I returned back to present timeââThe TCRI.â
The moon illuminated the flat, revealing that we were in a main lobby of some sorts. Huge and spacious, decorated with different plants Iâm sure Zane wouldâve gone crazy over.Â
âŠI shouldnât think about him right now.
It was a huge and spacious lobby full of plants. The windows that were tinted from the outside now presented a full view of the city skyline. Doors were carved into the walls, transitioning to the other rooms. Some, like the several meeting rooms, were made with glass so I could vaguely make out the interior from here. Others were blocked by heavy, solid, metal doors, holding whatever secrets the government had behind them.
I felt strange setting foot in this place, like I wasnât supposed to be here. Well, I guess we are breaking and entering, but itâs not that. Itâs something else, something I canât quite explain. Unrelated to the guys but personal to me. I feel Iâm not wanted for a reason Iâm not yet aware of. Itâs freaking me out a little.Â
âSo, what do the Purple Dragons want with this place again?â
âHonestly, your guess is as good as mine. I only caught a break-in to the system in general and tracked it back to Kendra, I donât have info on what theyâre trying to gain access to. Whatever it is, though, it has an impressively tight security system thatâs nearly impossible to break! At least, not through their simple B-tier remote hacking.â
âIf the Purple Dragons want it, then itâs gotta be something major.â Iâve known about them for a while thanks to April.Â
It kinda shocked me at first, not because a group of teens created a tech-smart gang but because April OâNeil was a loser to someone. Call me a little biasedâand youâd be rightâbut I still think Kendraâs got rocks for brains if she ignores someone like April.Â
But thatâs a mental essay for another day. Right now, Leoâs smirking. And if Leoâs smirking, things will either go amazingly well or horrifically wrong.Â
âSo⊠If weâre already here, why donât we just figure out what they want ourselves?â
Mikey propped his chin up on Leoâs shoulder. âYou mean like, go and explore? Sounds rad to me!â
âYeah! Sneak around, let Donnie do his nerdy smart people stuff and see whatâs so great about this place, yeah?âÂ
âInvade the privacy of our nationâs government and scavenge for confidential data!? Nardo, I love you!â
âRaph? Your call, buddy.â
He was shockingly quick to shrug. âSure! Raph donât see a problem with it. Sounds hella fun to me!â
âUh, guys?â I raised my hand. âIsnât this, like, highly illegal?âÂ
âAnd?â They all said in unison. To be fair, legal doesnât sound like them anyway.Â
âWhat are they gonna do? Arrest us?â His hand circled in front of his blue bandana.
âAnd donât worry, you wonât get in trouble for anything that happens! Donnie can get rid of the evidence and no one will know you were here, right Dee?â Mikey shot a wink at Donnie.
âAffirmative!âÂ
Dang, Mikeyâs made a lot of good points tonight.Â
âEh, youâre right. To hell with laws!â Passing up an opportunity to explore a space institution would be laughably unlike me, anyway!Â
We decided to split up and meet back at the main lobby in fifteen, assuming the Purple Dragons hadn't arrived by then. Itâs kind of scary wandering on my own in this place. It still feels off to me, but at the same time, Iâve always wanted so desperately to walk through a facility like this. Fascinating space research, meeting after meeting to discuss whatever new breakthrough was made, access to a shit ton of databases and technologies Iâll never have the chance to use at home!? Everything about this place is perfect! Itâs all I dreamed it to be.Â
So why wonât that damn feeling go away?
Whatever, itâs probably just tonight in general. I really, really, need to get over it and move on already or else Iâm guaranteed to fuck up the whole mission.
I sighed and glanced down at my arm wraps, raising them to get a better look. Despite my flip-floppy mood, I couldnât help but smile. Itâs dorky but they do comfort me every now and then. They felt nice to wear and even looking at them made me all fuzzy and nostalgic. They feel like an older me even though I got them recently.Â
âI take it you liked them, then.âÂ
His voice startled me, I thought everyone went their own ways but I guess Donnie was nearby.Â
âYeah, I do! The belt, too, theyâre really cool gifts! Thank you.â He lit up when he heard those magic words. Man, I canât believe I forgot to thank him sooner. Poor guy was probably aching for some feedback.
âI-I actually always wondered how you made them. They feel really sturdy but like, itâs not heavy to wear, either, if that makes sense.â
âOh yeah, totally!â He typed on the screen on his arm, booting up the scanning feature to make sure we didnât miss anything. âItâs an intentional design choice. They are supposed to act as armor, so.â
âWoah, cool! Do they count as tactical gear? As in military grade and all that jazz?â
âWhat? No, thatâs not even good quality, thatâs just a buzzword. Military grade simply means they met the minimum stated requirements at the lowest unit price.â
ââŠâ
ââŠLow budget, few money, lead to mid product, good enough for gullible minds and general public consumption.âÂ
Ohhhh. âSo they lied.â
âAs per usual. Itâs shit engineering in actuality.â
I pushed open one of the meeting roomsâ glass doors as Donnieâs shell held up a bright torch. We began scouting the area for anything interesting while continuing our talk. All this investigative workâs reminding me of April and the way sheâd gush about doing the same. Completely understanding the appeal now; it feels so thrilling snooping around somewhere youâre not supposed to be! Especially when the lawâs involved.
The room wasnât anything unordinary. It looked like any other corporate meeting room. The long table leading to the small TV on the wall, decorative paintings and plants, the usual. Man, we probably shouldâve gone into a more interestingââOW!â
ââŠWatch your step.â He said after I already fell to my knees.
âThanks for the very useful warning. What even was that?â
He shined the light closer to a⊠metal? No, definitely not entirely metal. A robot arm sloppily plopped on the floor. We couldnât see what the arm was attached to, if it was attached to anything at all. Itâs too long to trace back with the torch light from where we are. One thingâs for sure, though: Itâs giant. The claw I tripped over is practically the same size as my head.Â
âHmmâŠâ He crouched closer to the arm, slowly inspecting it. âWeird. It looks like itâs made of some cheap plastic. Perhaps a prototype of some sorts.â
âI donât think theyâd make it this big if it was a prototype.â Maybe we could do a test to see what type of plastic it is. âYou got any fire?â
âWhile I see your angle and would love to carry through that experiment, itâs probably not wise to burn something we donât know the purpose of. Or, you know, alert the security of our presence from the alarms.â
âYeah, fairâŠâ Man, wouldâve been hella fun, though.Â
We both stayed on the floor, a little stumped on what the hell this thing was. My eyes got bored after a while and wandered around the room again. The only interesting thing in here was this weird ass plastic arm, itâs pretty much useless looking around the room but it did keep me entertained. There were five plants in this room which explains the fresh smell, all of them were basic enough for me to recognize. Two zebra plants, a ponytail palm, andâŠ
I ignored the plant on the table when I spotted something thin underneath it, hidden by the shadows. I think itâs a slip of paper?
Donnieâs sigh brought my attention back. âYou know what, Iâm gonna go to their computer lab to see if one of their databases has anything about this thing.â
âAight, Iâll stay back and keep exploring. Good luck!â
Right as he left, I sped over to the mysterious paper, unable to contain my curiosity any longer. The table was tall enough for me to comfortably sit under, leaning over the paper on the floor to read it. Itâs, coincidentally enough, about that puzzling arm. The incomplete text made it clear it was probably part of a stack of paper or a file and fell out. Sadly, it didnât reveal much but what I could get out of it was that itâs an automated arm controlled by an AI system, mostly covered with polypropylene plastic. Heh, PP plastic. Oh, it was created for the purpose of security. Well thatâs just fantastic. I should go warn the boys about it.
I quickly snapped a pic of the loose sheet, almost getting out from under the table.
âŠBut Iâm glad as hell I didnât.
I heard it. A soft, mechanical hum as something slithered off the ground. I grabbed my sickles from their belt, trying to minimize my shaking. It took a few blinks and tries but I managed to turn invisible, watching the machine move through the darkness. How was it suddenly on?
Its movements were smooth and natural. Too natural for something meant to be robotic. Itâs so eerily graceful, slithering through the air. The arm swiveled its claw around like an animal head checking its surroundings. It⊠Itâs looking where I am. Itâs looking at me. It shouldnât be able to see me, Iâm not supposed to be visible! But it wonât stop staring.
âFUCK!â I shrieked when it lunged at me, quickly slicing it before it could grab me. Thank god itâs just plastic⊠Why the fuck is it hollow?Â
That doesnât make any sense! Shouldnât there be wiring or something? Even if not to connect the AI, how the hell can it move like that without anything to mimic muscle!?Â
I gasped, turning my head to the side. I can hear something else. Itâs gooey and mushy andâŠÂ
Itâs looping around the room.
Itâs getting louder.
âW-what the hell?â
âŠI think I can see it now. Something solid but stretchy, resembling thick vines climbing up the plastic arm. I backed up, watching as it crawled over to the newly severed claw. It pulled the claw back to its other half and tightened around them. It glowed? A sickeningly blinding green color. Before I realized what was going on, the claw suddenly reattached as the vines slinked back into the darkness.Â
It saw me again and the chase resumed.Â
Itâs so damn fast, I can barely outrun it! Dodging is saving my ass but it keeps knocking over any furniture I used against it!Â
I jumped when I heard Donnie from the comms. Wait, he installed comms on my arm wraps? Damn, I'm so frazzled, I forgot about those.
âWhatâs making all that racket? Everything okay over there?â
âYou can hear that!?â
âYeah, Iâm literally right next door?â
âWellâSHIT!â Too fucking close, too fucking close! It almost fucking grabbed me! Fuck, my knees hurt from that! âSON OF AâDonât worry, I can handle it! Iâll explain soon!â
I tried getting off the floor as quickly as possible but the claw pulled me back down. The four sharp grippers opened up like a mouth and a fucking chainsaw came out. It went straight for my head, life flashing before my eyes as my sickles blocked it by pure reflex, holding it back. It wonât back off! I canât keep pushing forever! How the hell do I get out of this!?
âFIBONACCI!âÂ
A spinning titanium blur whacked the arm back, grabbing its attention to the maniacally smiling turtle now dashing through the room. His arm reached out, grabbing his staff from mid-air, and chopped off the robot arm with a giant drill. I curled in on myself right before a bright, violet shield spread over me and kept the armâs falling metal parts from landing on me.
âYou know, that did not seem like âhandling itâ.âÂ
My vision cleared to his hand offering to help me up. Iâm suddenly getting deja vu from the other countless times my helpless damsel-wannabe ass needed a rescue. Panicked and guilt-ridden, I waved it off and got up on my own.Â
âWe gotta get outta here right now!â
âWhat? Why? I alreadyââ
The vines returned and began repeating their process of fixing the arm. Though this time, it seems to be going faster.
âOh my banana pancakes! What is that!?â
âI donât know but thatâs why weâre leaving! Come on!â
I grabbed his hand and we ran out the room, running into the others in the main lobby.
âLeo! Thereâsââ
âCrazy killer robot arms, we know. Was just in the middle of talking about that, actually.â He gave a glance of disapproval to the pouting red giant next to Mikey. Who also looks hella annoyed. It would appear weâve walked in on a teensy squabble.Â
I heard Donnie sigh beside me âRaph, please tell me you didnât.â He left my clueless ass standing there to join in on their talk.
WaitâOh god, not again!
Turning around, I grabbed my sickles. I heard it again. Managed to dodge just in time for its jab to my right. It seems the guys are too busy to notice and I really donât wanna burden them again. Iâll solo this one!
âWhen I said we should go explore, I didnât mean go âround pushing things! Weâre in a government building, why would you touch anything!?â
I heard another hit coming and blocked it with the blade.Â
Yeah, I-I can totally take this! I should let them finish their conversationâHoly fuck, thereâs more than one, fucking end my suffering already.Â
âI didnât mean to! You guys know I got a weak spot, what was I supposed to do? If they didnât want Raph to push the big, red button, maybe they shouldnât make it big ân red!âÂ
âBuddy, thatâs not how that works and you know that.â
Thereâs three of them now and theyâre so unreasonably fast! Itâs so hard to keep up! Ugh, it almost feels like I am being punished after all.Â
My accidental yelp luckily got drowned by Mikeyâs groan. âMan, just let it go! We can smell your âI know I fucked up but donât wanna admit it âcause Iâm the big brotherâ stench!â
âTHATâS A DIFFERENT STENCH!â
âAHH!âÂ
I really didnât mean to blurt that out but the claw dug into my leg and yanked me off the ground! Guilt aside, itâs probably a good thing I caught their attention, especially since I dropped my sickles like a fucking moron!
âSALENA!â His sword slashed through the air but got promptly blocked and thrown back by another metal claw. A scary amount of them are showing up now! The guys are completely surrounded and Iâm stuck useless, dangling in the air!
One of the arms came closer and opened its grippers, a scanner popping out this time, its red beam blinding my eyes. My breathing grew shallow, the commotion from below fading away. Iâm getting lightheaded from being suspended upside down. I need to get out of this situation. But thereâs nothing I can do. Just squint past the light and anxiously wait for its next move.Â
My ears burned from the clawâs monstrous shriek. It sounds like a fucking animalistic version of nails on a chalkboard! Why did it react to me like this? Why me? Arenât we all intruders? Why is it just me!?
âYou deserve this.â
Was he right?
I didnât process getting swung in the air until I was let go with enough momentum to cause a crash through the decor. My arms shook as I tried lifting my body up. Everything hurts, everything fucking hurts! My ears, my arms, my legs! My head! I just wanted a little distraction tonight! Why is this happening?
Is this really my karma?
âŠWait a sec.
When I managed to lift my head, I came face to face with a crack in the wall where the robot arms were emerging from. The vines I saw earlier turned out to be permanently merged with the arms at the roots and lead to⊠something behind the wall. The crack was too small to properly make much out but it looked like it was breathing?
Whatever, I donât have time to be surprised. âGuys! The arms! Theyâre coming from over here!âÂ
The crackâs small but just big enough for something slim! Likeâ
The claw dug into my leg once again and began dragging me away. âLeo! Donnie! One of your weapons can fit through!âÂ
âGot it!â
âIâll cover!â
Flashes of blue scattered around the lobby. Each portal and throw of his sword brought Leo closer and closer to the wall. I couldnât watch for too long, though, as I found myself back in the air again. It froze my skin getting thrown across the room faster than before. This time, towards the glass windows.Â
Chains grabbed at my ankle and yanked me back to the ground away from my disastrous fate. I looked up to see the tangerine flashing a confident yet relieved smile at me. âHey!â
ââŠHey!âÂ
Mystic metal clinked as Mikey pulled back some of the robot arms chasing after Leo to buy him more time. Raph and Donnie quickly shifted gears and guarded me to make sure the plastic freaks couldnât grab me again. Mikey continued to aid Leo, bouncing all over the room, keeping the arms distracted with his flow and somehow, still bringing them back to where he originally stood: Away from Leo.Â
Finally, a sword was heard stabbing through the air and splashing through a soft, squishy substance. The arms dropped to the floor as the thing in the wall hissed in pain, slowly leading to the dreadfully awaited silence at last.
Mikey reached his hand out for me and pulled me up. âYou good?â
âNot dead, yeah.âÂ
âGuess thatâs a start.â
I glanced to the side at Donnie staring blankly at me, confused until he walked over and held one of my arms to examine my wrap.Â
âHmm, I wonder if thereâs some modification I can do to your gloves that prevents your sickles from getting so easily lost.â I guess thatâs why he was staring a minute ago.Â
âHonestly, thatâd be great. I keep losing them, soâŠâ
âYeah, I was thinkingââÂ
âNerd-talk later! Do a med scan!â Leo shoved him out the way and accidentally knocked Mikey back. Didnât seem like he noticed since he immediately started checking me for injuries. I donât even know when he got here?
Donnie sighed but went through with it anyway, tapping on his wrist as he checked my vitals. âNo broken bones, no internal bleeding, nothing too concerning to report thankfully. Salena, do you feel alright?âÂ
âMhm! Just some scratches here and there but Iâll live.âÂ
âJust some scratches, hm? You forgettinâ something?â Leo pointed down to my horrifically bruised and bloody leg. Whoops.
ââŠI-Iâll still live.â
While Leo took care of bandaging my leg, the rest of us spent the next few minutes catching our breaths. Mikey laid on the floor, limbs starfished out, while Donnie was texting April and catching her up to speed. I can only imagine how devastated sheâd be in the morning, finding out she missed all this action. Itâd have been nice having her here, honestly.Â
Raph wasnât near us, though. He stood by the wall where the once-breathing specimen was at. He kept peeking through the crack, rubbing his arm and looking hesitant about something.
âRaph?â My voice prompted the others to turn their attention to him.
ââŠNobody else wonderinâ what the hell this thing could be? I know weâre only here to stop the Purple Dinosââ
âThatâs Purple Dragons, Raphala.â
ââWhatever! But really, guys! After all that, we just gonna head home and forget about it?âÂ
Heâs not wrong.
Come to think of it, this place is government funded. There should be no reason why some foreign entity exists in a place like the TCRI. Theyâre supposed to do space research and nothing else. Thatâs what theyâre paid for.
âYou know what?â Donnie turned his phone off. âI could work on hacking through their system myself. I donât know if itâll prove successful, but I can try.â
I felt Mikeyâs head drop on my shoulder. He sure loves doing that. âWhat do we do about the vine thingies?âÂ
âWell, we canât justââ Leo paused, making eye contact with Raph. They shared a smirk and nodded.
âYou thinkinâ what thinkinâ big bro?â
He chuckled, punching his fists together. âYou bet!â
A bright red aura surrounded his figure as his arm reeled back and locked the sais in his hands.
âPOWER PUNCH JUTSU!!!â
My body staggered as the ground shook upon impact, the dust clearing to reveal the tiny gap in the wall is suddenly a giant ass hole now.
âMan, yâall really donât give a shit about government property, do ya?âÂ
âNope. But hey! It was def the right choice!â Raphâs snaggletooth gleamed through his mischievous smile.
The five of us stared through the hole, trying to comprehend the oversized specimen in front of us. It was a pulsing, yellow-green thing in the shape of a tall tube, wider on the top than the bottom. There were reddish lines on it zigzagging up and down almost like veins. It was punctured at its middle, caused by the blade of the katana that shot right through it a few moments ago.Â
âYa know, it kind of resembles a plant. Which would explain the mystery vines, actually.â
âWhat plant, then? Ainât no plant Raph knows of that throbs.â
He shook his head with a light shrug. âSadly, I am not sure. It looks a little like a pitcher plant but also not really? They shouldnât be luminescent or have vines emerging out like that. And also the throbbing, of course.âÂ
Pitcher plant, ay? Iâve heard of that. Theyâre my favorite out of all the carnivorous jungle plants Zane rambled about once. Plants were actually one of the first things we had a genuine bond over, even if Iâm pretty clueless about them. The way his eyes lit up when talking about them with so much love and adoration just melted me.
His eyesâŠ
His godforsaken eyesâŠ
âSalena?â
âHuh?â How long have I been spaced out?
âYou sure youâre good? You seemed kinda out of it just now.â I forgot how close Mikey was to me, I should be more careful.
âYeah, itâs nothing.â
âReally? âCause lowkey, youâve been off all night. I didnât wanna say anything butâŠâ
âOh, no, no, Iâmââ
âActually, you did mention something happened between you and your friend earlier, remember? Before you called me.â This violet ass motherfucker did not just erm actually me at the worst time ever.
âThat what this about, big man? Had another fight with your friend?â Why is everyone suddenly focused on me!?
âN-Not the same one! This is someone different, I promise! T-thatâs not to say I have a problem with everyone! I just⊠UmâŠâ Great going, Salena! Now theyâll think youâre just insufferable and incapable of friendship! âI-I donât think we should beâWell, we kinda have worse issues to worry about, donât we?â
âKendra and her yes-men ainât here yet. What I wanna know is why youâre so spacey tonight! Dr. Feelings canât help if he canât know!â
âItâs nothing! N-nothing too bad, at least. He justâA-actually, it was really mostly me so um⊠Itâs hard to explain exactlyâŠâ
Geez, my palms are annoyingly sweaty. I really donât wanna give them the wrong idea, it was just one fight! Itâs not a representation of our entire relationship! But I know from experience any time I try talking about Zane to someone, they end up hating him and I donât want that! Fuck, I shouldâve been more careful. My stupid tongue-tied gibberish ainât helping the situation, either!
My shoulders flinched when I saw Leo stand in front of me, hand on his hip as he faced towards his brothers. âOkay, hermanos, give her some space! Stop smothering! I know weâre all worried, Iâm worried too, but if Salena doesnât wanna talk, they shouldnât be forced to.â
The others finally piped down. None of them looked happy about itâunderstandably soâbut it seemed Leo was able to convince them to drop it, anyway. I really owe him one.Â
He peeked over his shoulder to glance back at me. âIf you do wanna talk about something, though, weâre here for you.âÂ
âŠItâs not that I donât want to. I just donât see how itâd help anythingâÂ
CRASH!!!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT, HAVE WE NOT HAD ENOUGH SURPRISES FOR ONE NIGHT!?
âGood going, Jase. Real quiet of you.â
All of us, equally tense and gripping our weapons to stand guard, took a solid minute to process that the loud crash wasnât another dumbass robot-plant-arm thing, but instead was Kendra and the other two stumbling through the main door they hacked open. Speak of the dragons and they arrive, I suppose.
She looked over at us and her sharp eyes drooped lower. âOf course.âÂ
I only ever knew Kendra before tonight, none of the other members. Hate her guts since sheâs forever engraved as Aprilâs bully in my mind and doesnât seem to have changed. Her movements and mannerisms still match the coy, conniving person I remember her to be, walking over in such a smug, superior way that screams âgreater than thouâ. Once, back when they were still in high school, April had a mini breakdown due to college applications kicking her ass. She was struggling and stressing over not getting accepted into a good amount of her options and believed sheâd have to rely solely on her safeties at that point. Kendra really rubbed it in. Wouldnât shut up about it, demeaning her for being a failure.Â
April knows damn well to never take Kendra seriously. However, itâs not a surprise those words still stung considering how stupidly frightening the whole college process is. Jokeâs on Kendra, though. One of Aprilâs main choices that had her wait-listed ended up accepting her in! As for Kendra? All hypocritical bark, no bite it seems.Â
âHello, Von Ryan. Howâs life?â
âGood, good. How about you, enjoying yourâwhatâd you call it? âIntellectual freedomâ?âÂ
âLow blow even for you. You guys couldnât fuck around here with your little toys another night?â She scoffed and rolled her eyes, her arms crossed over her chest. Her gaze drifted towards me as her brows furrowed more.Â
âWhoâs thatâHold up. You⊠Yeah, I remember you!â Sheâs doing that annoying fake-nice tone she uses sometimes, the one that makes me wanna punch her in the face. âYouâre that idiot kid April wouldnât shut up about tutoring last year! Whatâs a teacherâs pet like you doing here?â
Mikey gasped and covered my ears like a parent to a toddler witnessing sailor-speak. âHey! Donât you dare talk about our friend like that!âÂ
I honestly couldnât care less what Kendra says about me. Personally, Iâm more focused on the other two, right now. Itâs my first time ever seeing them, I think Donnie said their names were Jason and Jeremy? Theyâve been pretty quiet so far, standing at her side and smirking like Saturday-morning cartoon lackeys. One of them had a large, blocky figure, dark skin, and dyed green hair. His gold visor looked pretty cool, Iâll admit. The otherâI could guess from his hunched demeanor aloneâwas definitely their token punching bag. Heâs got these awkward gloves that are way too big for his hands. Dark eyes, short, black hair, and round⊠glassesâŠ
NO FUCKING WAY!
âYOUâHIM! OH MY GOD! NOOOO, NO-NO-NO-NO! NO! NO!â Ainât no motherfucking way this bitch is who I think he is, this has to be a prank! It has to! For the sake of my sanity! Oh, but it isn't! Itâs fucking real!
â...Salena? You doinâ okay?â The others looked concerned at my sudden and dramatic outlash. Fucking of course, Donnie and Mikey wouldnât know! Jason still had the bag over his head when he was around them! Fuck, why didnât I just take it off right there!?
âJason! That asshole was who we saved from Meatsweats a few months ago!â
Raph and Leo looked just as lost as before. Mikey and Donnie, on the other hand, went pale with shock.
âThat was you!?â Donnieâs staff pointed directly at the fucker. âWhy didnât you say anything!? I know you recognized my voice!âÂ
âI canât believe Salena and I interrupted a perfectly nice day to save you of all folks! You ruined our lovely little ice cream date, dawg!â
âI was being kidnapped by a pig monster? Why would I reveal Iâm a rival when you were the only help I had?â
âAnd yet, here you are, the very reason weâre stuck in this creepy facility, preventing you three from illegally accessing information and doing who knows what with it even though you now owe us one, YOU UNGRATEFUL MENACE!â
Before I could fix my brain enough to join in on justifiably shaming the idiot, I noticed Leo and Raph exchanging confused glances at each other.
â...What the hell is going on?â
âRaph donât know.â They both looked at me for answers because the universe hates me.
I tearfully and shamefully explained the bullshit scenario we are now stuck in due to my impulsivity. âDonnie, Mikey, and I saved a guy from Meatsweats I think back in April? H-he had a bag over his head so they didnât know what he looked like and I-I was the only one who saw him without it b-but I didnât know he was part of the fucking Purple Dragons andâFuck my life! My first ever save and it was a villain!?â The one time I actually did something usefulâŠ
God, thereâs so much noise everywhere! Everyoneâs arguing with each other or trying to get it to stop or whatever else is going on! My head hurts. Why did I even come here? I shouldâve just went home. I shouldâve stayed with Zane. I keep getting in the way, I keep making mistakes, I keep ruining things!
I have to keep my composure, though. I donât wanna cry in a situation like this, not when Iâve already done enough harm.
âWait a sec, whereâs Jeremy?âÂ
We all paused, the realization clearing up as we heard a cheer from another room. âYes! I got in! I got past the system!â
âHoly shit, heâs in the computer lab! Quick, weââÂ
A bat hit Donnie straight on his stomach and knocked him back, Raph catching him so he wouldnât fall to the floor.Â
Kendra clicked her tongue as she laughed. âI gotta hand it to ya, you morons somehow turned off these stupid security systems. Definitely the most annoying part Iâd have had to figure out; I guess thatâs why I wanted âem, anyway. I donât know how you did it but congrats! Youâre not completely useless.â It looked more like she was addressing Donnie over any of us.
âBut now?â She and Jason blocked the door. Her bat stood by her side. âStay out of my fucking way.â
Obviously, thatâs not happening, so chaos erupted instead. One would think a Two VS. Five would be pretty easy to handle⊠until they saw how well Kendra used her bat, that is. Sheâs faster than I expected, able to zip around before anyone could properly react. Definitely has a strong arm, too. Then, of course, thereâs the traitor. Jason pushed his glasses up his nose bridge and took out his own set of weapons. Or should I say, whipped them out. âCause theyâre actually fucking whips.Â
They were almost impossible to get by. Glowing in the dark room, buzzing from the static friction they made against each other.Â
He targeted them towards Leo who barely managed to dodge just in time. Mikey, not being as lucky, got smacked right in the face.
âOW! Hey! Since when did he even have those!?âÂ
âOh! Since last week, actually. I made them usingââ
Either the bitch has good hearing or I was too loud when my sickle swung at his head. âAre ya dense!? How are you still tryna maintain small-talk after literally betraying us!? You know what I looked like, you wouldnât have even said anything if I didnât call you out! You lied to me! I saved you and you lied!â
âAH! The hell, man!? Youâre gonna kill me for that!?â
âNo!â The sickles werenât sharp, only a little solid. I know I gotta resist. Unfortunately. âJust knock you out for a bit, you scheming piece of shit!âÂ
I wish I could say I was making up for my several blunders tonight by at least being able to handle the living embodiment of a toothpick. My legâs not super mangled up but, surprise-surprise, itâs hard to move at my fastest and dodge with it still being injured. Heâs a little impressively good with those whips, too. Itâs hard keeping track of where they both are at all times, the difficulty only increased by how quick heâs able to use them considering heâs only trained for a week. Iâm trying my damn best with what I can.
âOh my god, give it up with the guilt-tripping! Iâm not gonna turn on my sister just âcause you saved me once!â
âHell no! I risked turning into mutant-munchies for youâHolâ up a sec.â The pure blasphemy that came out of his mouth shocked me so bad, I actually had to pause. âKendraâs your sister? Ew, whatâs that like?â
Yet another mistake on my part. One of the whips wrapped around my sickle to fling it and Iâdetermined to not lose them againâgot shot through the air along with it.Â
At this rate, Iâll be free-bird flying and crashing to the floor every five minutes. I donât even feel like getting up anymore. Fuck, I donât usually feel pain so easily.
Hm?
The battle groundâs a little chaotic so itâs hard to follow when in the middle of it. But, now that Iâm seeing it from a distance, everyoneâs intentions are suddenly ten times clearer. Kendraâs hovering towards a specific direction, dancing around the door to where Jeremy is. Jasonâs distracting everyone and keeping them from paying attention to her. I have a feeling thatâs very much so on purpose.
Sheâs starting to go in. I guess it doesnât matter whether or not I want to, I gotta get up now. I closed my eyes and with whatever strength I had, used my sickles to turn invisible and go after her.Â
I snuck by Kendra and entered the lab. Jeremy was glued to the computer, staring at a loading screen. On the side of the PC was a USB stuck to the port. Of course, accidentally saving the villain wasnât enough! They had to use the same shitty USB we went back for, too.
âJeremy, status report!â
âItâs almost done downloading the files! Just a few more seconds and⊠We got it!â
âNice work! Quick! Toss âem over!â
Oh boy, if Kendraâs able to gain the instructions for those freaky arms, who knows what sheâll make with it! I canât let them get access to anything here!
 Thus, following my usual rule of acting-without-thinking, I threw a sickle at the USB. I donât know if it was my panic or my rage that caused it to be so sharp but it cut the USB in half mid-air and smashed straight into one of the PCs. My punishment for resorting to such destructively impulsive solutions was being greeted by the lovely melody of security sirens going off for breaking their important tech.
âNo! My USB! There was so much stuff in that! Fuck!â She is so seriously distraught over the wrong thing.Â
Upon retrieving my sickle, I hadnât realized I was flickering in and out of visibility till Kendraâs bat nearly made contact with my head. âYou little skeeze! Do you have any idea how much of my progress you destroyed!âÂ
âBut thatâs mine and Jasonâs progressââ
âSHUT UP!â She snapped her head back to bark at him and I took my moment of escape, knocking her down out of my way. Still, she kept up by yanking at my leg and pulling me down with her, severely getting on my nerves by now.
So, I kicked her in the face.
She stayed there, groaning in pain, while her sidekick buddy checked on her. Sure, I couldâve kicked a little softer but I think a bloody nose is merciful enough for her.Â
I returned to the lobby, greeted by chaos more hectic than before. The alarms and sirens were still blaring, red lights flashing on and off the entire facility. Our oh so beloved security arm friends returned in even greater numbers now! If I believed in superstition, Iâd believe this night was cursed.
Jasonâs looking a little overwhelmed now having to solo both the Teenage Mutant Mad Dogz and the newly emerged robot claws, yet heâs still not giving in and letting the guys go in peace. Speaking of them, theyâre scattered all over the place, trying to keep themselves and each other from getting yoinked and flung like I was earlier.Â
Donnie was the only one who managed to maneuver over to me.
âSalena!?âÂ
âDonnie! Whatâs going on!? Whereâd the stupid arms come from!?â
âWell, I suppose itâd be impractical if they only had one source of their weird mystic high-tech robots, so thereâs that.â He spun his tech-bĆ and whacked away the claw that was following him. âWhat happened in there? You disappeared and then we heard a loud crash from that room and suddenly everything got dialed up to eleven!â
âUh, yeah, my fault, I uhâEek!â Thank god for reflexes, the only thing that let me slice at a robot arm before it sliced me. âGood news is, I destroyed the USB they were using so Kendra canât access the governmentâs whatever-the-fuck anymore! Bad news, I also accidentally destroyed one of their computers in the process, set off the security alarms, and now weâre here. Sorry, hahaâŠâÂ
âYou what!?â
âIt was an accident, I swear! I really didnât meanââ
âYou annoying little twinkle-toes!â Kendra charged at us from behind and her bat swung directly at me. Thankfully, Donnie blocked it from knocking me dead and sent Kendra back a few steps.Â
âYou know what? If you got Kendra this mad, then youâre forgiven for everything on my terms! Letâs go!â He grabbed my wrist and dragged us away from the bat-wielding maniac.
Though, Iâm not sure whether a metal bat or metal claws are worse. A bunch of them charged towards me now that I got back within their sight.Â
âMove!â He shoved me out of the way of the monster claws.
I slid on the ground, actually keeping my balance this time, and swung at another claw coming from my right. Without having a moment to breathe, I ducked and slashed at one right above me. I wouldâve missed the one coming from behind me, had Raph not been there and created a mystic shield. Thereâs so many all around the flat and it seems Iâm still their favorite toy.Â
âSalena, try hidinâ somewhere!â He punched one of the claws straight on, the impact causing a loud clunk. âThey keep coming after you!âÂ
âI canât! They saw me even when I turned invisible, they probably have a different type of vision or something!âÂ
âInfrared vision, genius!â Kendraâs bat got caught by my sickle. She aimed for my torso this time, Iâm surprised it wasnât back at my head. âThey were built with thermal sensors! Which I wouldâve been able to shut off if somebody didnât break the computers!â
âGod, were you built to get on peopleâs nerves!?âÂ
Iâve just about had it with her bullshit, reflected in my blades turning sharp enough to slice her bat in half. I elbowed her in the stomach and took the chance to roll over to a new spot. The closest I can get to hiding is continuously moving, staying in one place meant getting hoarded.
Mikey grumbled nearby, his nunchucks spinning in his hands. âMan, theyâre too much! We gotta go! Leo?â
âA bit busy!â Busy was right, heâs cutting down a good number of the plastic pains with his katanas. Thereâs no good opportunity to use them as an escape portal, let alone any safe ones.
Beep! Beep!
Donnie raised his gauntlet up and flashed what I assume to be the buildingâs security cameras he hacked into. âOh, no, no, no, guys! Theyâre sending actual human officers up now! What do we do!?â
Everyoneâs panicked, shitâs fucked to the brim, and the constant beeps and shrieks are only making it harder to think! Kendraâs yelling about her bat, Mikeyâs chosen to deal with the Purple Disasters while theyâre bickering away, Raphâs boxing the claws and shielding Donnie, whoâs frantically typing at his wristwatch to hack the security, and Leoâs⊠Screaming and getting flung. Sweet, weâve matched now.
I ran over to Leo, guarding him from the arms trying to take advantage of the situation. âSo, howâd you like your first flight?â
âIâd prefer it more if I was actually expecting it.â He got up almost as fast as he crashed down, not wasting a single second to getting back in the fight. âUgh, I gotta get us out of here, but I need an opening!â
âWant me to try clearing something out?â
âYou got any plans on howâShit, get back!â His arm pushed me back behind him to avoid getting hit.Â
The white tails of my ribbon flew forward, slightly blocking my vision. I looked straight ahead, past the death machines and battle-ground chaos, and saw the glass windows showcasing the brightly-lit city night.
The ribbonâŠ
âŠBingo.
âI actually might.â I tugged at the silk tails and felt my hair flow down as it got undone. âJust trust me and get everyone out at the first opportunity you get!â
âWait, what are youââ
I dashed past him before he could ask any questions, no real time for them now. My multitasking skills were given the ultimate test as I focused on darting across the room, intentionally getting the arms to gather and chase after me, while tying the ribbon to the handles of my sickles and connecting them together.Â
In the corner of my eye, I saw Mikey had managed to take out Kendra and her sidekicks. Donât even gotta worry about them now, itâs going better than I thought! There was pounding at the door. Seems Donnie locked the officers out for now, but I doubt itâll be long till they find a way to break in by force. Gotta move fast. This plan could fail horrifically, but itâs the best shot weâve got!
With all the security arms focused on me now, the boys had a clear opening to leave. I sprinted to the windows, wound back my sickles, and broke the glass with a single throw.Â
Now or never!
âHOT SOUP!!!âÂ
And out the window I went.
The air felt amazing, rushing by my skin as I let gravity take over the fall. I turned myself over, now looking up at the sky. The arms were shooting out the windows, unable to reach down any further to get me. A flash of blue from the inside indicated everyone was out safely. Thatâs my cue to prevent myself from dying now!
I held onto one of my sickles and swung the other one up. My spine tingled as a pink aura washed over my hand and over the sickle that I grabbed, trailing its way up the white silk ribbonâŠ
Transforming it to chains!?
The pure white mystic chain clanked as it stretched out. The sickle I threw up now broke through the glass side of the building and continued shattering through it straight down. A few broken shards chipped at me as I snapped back to reality and remembered the original plan. I closed my eyes and refocused on the sickles. No thoughts, no distractions, no room for any of them. I have to breathe. I have to focus.Â
The blades morphed them into a stiff rubber. Too soft to break the glass, too strong to break itself in half, effectively yanking me to a stop.Â
I did it.
I actually fucking did it!
âHoly truffle mac and cheese, that was awesome!â
âI know!â I excitedly greeted Donnie who had flown over using his jet pack. âI canât believe it went so well! You saw it all?â
âAnd recorded!â He turned his back towards me and pointed at his shell. âNeed a ride?âÂ
âDefinitely.âÂ
We cruised across the sky onto the roof of a nearby building where the rest of the guys were. The instant I hopped off Donnieâs shell, Leo jumped me with a hug, followed by several frantic checks to make sure all limbs were intact.
âAre you okay? Are you hurt? Are you dizzy? Whatâs wrong with you? Youâre crazy! Youâre crazy, you know that!?â
âNow whoâs smothering them?â Mikey snickered at Leo, who looked relieved and on the verge of tears at the same time.Â
âEveryone shut up and look at this video first! Youâll probably forget whatever meaningless chitchat you were having, anyway!â Donnie hissed from glee, using his extra mechanical limbs to huddle us all around his phone that was playing the video of me from a few moments ago.Â
Looking at the footage now, it seemed the pink aura actually came from my whole body. It spread throughout my arms and circled past my hands, flowing to the white ribbon and replacing them with shimmering, white chains.Â
Mikey screamed from excitement, holding onto my hands. âMYSTIC CHAINS! Omigosh, we match now! Weâre like twins!âÂ
âI know! Isnât it great!? We can be chain buddiesâEh, nevermind, that doesnât sound right.âÂ
We sat around for a while so Leo could help with all the cuts and microscopic bits of glass stuck to me. In the meantime, they were all curious how the chains even came to be, which I sadly didnât have a clear answer for. I went ahead and reassured them my plan wouldâve still worked with the ribbon itself, though. Speaking of, I canât really get my ribbon back now. Sorry, Mi. However, I did figure out how to make the chains vanish and re-materialize, so at least I donât have to learn a different fighting style!Â
Donnie was paying attention, I think. Just multitasking with a few holographic monitors up. He sighed and put âem away after a while.
âYeah, no, sorry guys. Maybe my brainâs too fuzzy but I canât hack into the actual database tonight.â
âNo big deal, Don. Ya done enough.â Raph gave him a comforting pat on the shoulder. âHey, you guys wanna go grab some pizza? Raph could use a break.â
âYeah, I think we all could.â Hopeful, green eyes faced towards me. âSalena? Itâs late but⊠You wanna join us for a bit?â
Itâs around 3am now. If I went home now, Iâd only get three hours of sleep and thatâs assuming Iâll conk out immediately. Itâs not impossible, though, I can feel the energy crash creeping up from all the adrenaline. But, I donât know. I donât wanna go yet.Â
âIâm already out, arenât I? Might as well!âÂ
Turns out, for once tonight, I made the right choice. It was fun getting to be with them in a more casual manner. Just chilling at a park, enjoying some pizza, and re-energizing myself as I watched them goof around. I checked through my phone while I enjoyed the delicious cheesy glory.
Everything seemed normal.
Except for one tiny issue.
I was putting it off but Zane sent a voice note to me a few hours ago. I donât have earbuds but everyoneâs pretty distracted right now, anyway. I could listen to it. Maybe itâs⊠Maybe itâs better than I think it is.Â
I lowered the volume just to have it barely audible and clicked play.
âHey. Um⊠I hope youâre home and safe now. IâŠâ He sighed and went silent for a while.Â
âThis wasnât how I intended tonight to be. It was such a gorgeous night. The weather was perfect. Everything was perfect. It was all going so well. What happened? Why do we always end up like this?â
I wish I knew. Or that he knew. Maybe we couldâve helped each other if just one of us knew what was the problem.
âEverything in my life always goes so wrong. Iâm so tired of it, Salena. Youâre the only thing I havenât messed up. I donât want to mess this up. I justââ I could hear a creek from the door opening as someone came in the room. âYeah, itâs on the floor, clean it up. I donât know how, just go clean it!â
Sounds of glass being swept up filled the background atmosphere. Zane sighed again. âSorry. One of my vases broke tonight. The cherry on top, right? Anyway, uh⊠Iâll just end it here. I hope youâre okay. I hope youâre dreaming of something nice. And Iâm⊠Iâm sorry.â
The voice note ended. It wasnât that bad, I guess. I feel a little bad about earlier but Iâm glad he apologized. I guess things are fine now. I should probably leave a text, itâd be wrong to hold a grudge if the situationâs already resolved.Â
You: hey iâm safe yea. I just wanna say iâm sorry too for lashing out like that earlier. I hope youâre sleeping well, sweet dreams and see ya tomorrow <3
There we go. Nothing to worry about now. Nothing to stress over.
A hand tapped at my shoulder. I raised my head to meet Mikey smiling down at me. âMind if I sit? Theyâre beinâ a little loco even for my taste right now.â
I looked straight and saw Leo and Donnie arguing over whether pineapple belongs on pizza and Raph taking the opportunity to sneakily eat their slices. Pretty tame behavior from them, but Mikeyâs tone was too lighthearted to be serious, anyway.Â
I shifted over on the bench and patted the empty space next to me. He sat down and brought his knees to his chest, his back leaning against my side. He shuffled with his phone for a bit before offering me one of his earbuds. âWanna listen to Fall Out Boy with me?â
âSure!âÂ
I could use some music after tonight.
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Three Degrees in Monaco (Chapter 1)
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When heâd first told me that he wanted to go to Europe and see his family, I was thrilled. Theo doesnât often allow himself to stray from his dayâs monotony. He calls it his âextraordinary work ethic,â but I think if I werenât in love with him, Iâd probably argue that itâs more a gnarly concoction of laziness and fear.
When heâd first told me he made all the right calls, bought the right tickets, and was scheduled to jet off for the summer, that was when something started to bug me. Iâd smiled, squeezed his shoulder, and put on the same sing-song voice my mother used to use when I would return from the front yard and give her what I liked to call a âgarden gift.â So, this is what it feels like to get a handful of dirty, wriggling worms dumped into your lap.
Except, no. I should have been elated, not in part, not even mostly. Entirely and wholeheartedly excited for my friend. My best friend. Yet the thought of hearing his voice through a poor connection for the next three months was the only thing I could think about. That, sandwiched between my guilt and some other gummed-up feeling I can never quite interpret, was the start of the distancing; the not picking up the phone, the saying no when I couldâve and really shouldâve said yes.
âI swear to god, if you tell me you still have a âshit-ton of laundry to do,â Iâm gonna lose it.â Heâd laughed when heâd said it, but not the kind of laugh that means heâs found anything particularly funny. He never sounds mad even when heâs scolding, but if I could have seen his face, the crease between his brows, thereâd be no doubt about it; heâd lost his patience with me.
âIf you keep pestering me into taking up more of your time when I know you still have to pack, Iâm gonna lose it! How âbout that, hm?â Iâm desperate for the right laugh because the right laugh means heâs not suspicious. It means heâs a clueless boy whoâs not going to make me say goodbye. But he isnât, and of course he will.
âAlright whatever, I need to talk to you and Iâve only got two days before I leave. Are you really gonna tell me you canât come over for an hour? Just one hour?â
Iâm so itchy in my clothes all of a sudden, and I want to tell him to leave me alone, have a good time, and never think about me again. Iâm antsy to be an overly dramatic Hollywood starlet and make it all about me. But I donât. Not out loud, at least.
âOkay, fine. But if I have to go to work on Monday in dirty tights, Iâll kill you.â Thereâs the laugh.
âI donât think youâre gonna have to worry about that. Be at my place at six.â
I have to physically resist the urge to remind him that itâs not really his place, and that he has a far more generous sister than he often deserves. Iâm sure heâs heard it enough already and the last thing I should be doing now is starting a fight.
When he opens the door, his embrace is familiar yet overwhelming all at once. I donât listen to his small talk as we make our way through the kitchen, past the dining room, and up the stairs to his bedroom. I do, however, notice that itâs strayed from its typical catch-up questions and taken on an uncharacteristically lecturing tone, likely in response to my recent avoidance of him. I shouldn't be surprised by it. Our friendship dynamic has never been that of a cat and mouse. We talk about everything. Almost everything.
âSo,â he starts. I suck in my breath and give a nod. Here we go. âI have some news.â Not what I was expecting, though still not inherently reassuring.
âYes?â
âYou know Iâve been planning my trip. . .â
âUh huh?â
âItâs a pretty big trip, I mean, my whole family will be there. Well, not my sister but, you know.â Yes, I do.
âYeah?â
âSo, Iâve decided something.â Christ.
âJesus, yes Theo! Whatâs your fucking news?â
The laugh returns. âRelax. I want you to come with me. Well, scratch that actually, you are coming with me. Thatâs all.â
Wait. âWhat?â
âCalled your mom the other day. Said you wouldnât mind. besides youâre not gonna keep working over the summer anyways, right?â
Heâs smug beyond his years.
âSo?! Maybe I do mind?! Maybe I mind very much!â
âCâmon! One last go, before school and all that. Plus, you totally donât mind.â
âTheo!â
The cockiness is something Iâm all too familiar with. However, Iâm slightly taken aback by the persistence, like heâs desperate for me to go along. Even when heâs telling me what to do, heâs still asking. But he is right. One last go. And I donât mind at all.
âââ
I donât think Iâm a very desirable travel companion. I donât enjoy flying, though my distaste has little to do with any type of irrational fear. Itâs something I wouldâve liked to have sorted out a bit more before jetting off to college, but here I am the summer before. . .Itâs really the entire physical experience. The cramped seating, the toilets, the tiny space shuttle-esque windows, so on and so forth. Whatâs there to like?
There was the phone call to my bossâthe lie about some fictitious family member being struck with an even less legitimate fatal illness. There was the fact that for the entirety of the forty minutes it took for me to leave a part-time jobâonly five days before I was already planning toâI was thirteen again. I was crouched in the back of his sisterâs coat closet with him, making horrendously executed prank calls, gagging at the Newport smoke stitched into her boyfriendâs coat, and clutching my stomach as it burned with our laughter.
There was the sleepover that weâd had the night before in order to be up and headed to the airport on time. There was the inky early morning sky, his bedroom window and his ninth-grade watercolor project that had earned its place on our schoolâs website that spring. There was his tired smile once heâd joined me upstairs from the living room couch, a jesting âand off we goâ accompanying the expression. There was the âGive âem hellâ his sister had given us from the dimly lit kitchen table as weâd stiffly shuffled our suitcases into the hallway, accompanied by an overexaggerated kiss on my cheek, and the realization that I was in on a joke that wasnât very funny.
There was the carry-on bag heâd yanked from my grasp as we clambered out of the taxi.
There was the mediocre airport breakfast sandwich alongside the somewhat mediocreâalbeit endearingly soâconversation.
âMy mom is gonna tell me I need a haircut, bet you five bucks,â heâd muttered through a mouthful of turkey bacon. After finally boarding, it wasnât long before I drifted off. I woke up sometime in the final few hours of the flight, my head tucked in the crook of his neck over Nice and my stomach somewhere in my throat. I suppose thereâs a decent amount to like.
âââ
I like to think I make up for my dormant presence on the plane during the train ride to Monaco. Iâm a planner, a fact of which Iâm both very proud and incredibly resentful. You donât get many invites to exciting late-night excursions when youâre a planner, but youâre trusted, which feels like it means more. Sometimes. Whether I like it or not, itâs in my nature to bring apple slices with peanut butter, a booklet of crossword puzzles, and about four different playlists depending on how the scenery shifts throughout the ride. Theo is my favorite crossword partner, but only because heâs way worse at them.
About thirty minutes into our two-hour journey, heâs gone quiet, no longer bobbing along to the Paul Simon phase of our travel soundtrack. Heâs terrible at pretending to pay attention to something. He doesnât realize it but his eyes are his tell. They glaze over and gaze just beyond your face, almost over your shoulder. Self-conscious about the broadness of my own, I donât entertain his disinterest in me for long.
âLeave the iron on?â
âHm?â He looks at me as though Iâve just appeared from behind a tree.
âYou leave your iron on back home, or something?â
âI donât have an iron.â
As if you couldnât tell. The blue, faux-satin button-down his aunt sent him last month for his eighteenth birthday already looks like a drugstore popcorn shirt.
âWhereâd you go?â I try again, talking like a person this time.
âNowhere really, just thinking.â
âAbout . . ?â
âI just, I donât want her to ask about AnaĂŻs . . . you know?â
I pause the fast-paced drums filtering through my earbuds as he removes the one Iâd given him from his left ear.
âYou know theyâre probably gonna ask.â Iâm trying to be sensitive, but he knows better than to think Iâd lie to spare his feelings.
âBut sheâs not really asking. Sheâs just, like, waiting for me to say something she doesnât like so she can explode.â
âI know.â
I do. His mother is painfully obvious when she knows what she wants and even more so when she doesnât get it. Though Iâve only met her on four separate occasions, this has remained my consistent observation. The first was at kindergarten pickup. She hadnât been hard to spot in a plum purple maxi skirt, flashy parakeet green earrings, and a bright red lip. Theo had grabbed my arm and all but dragged me to her, proudly introducing me as his new best friend. Weâd only met the day before.
Our next two encounters were at funerals. The first was for Theoâs grandfather, a man Iâd later come to adore. Heâd taken over the kindergarten pickup after Theoâs mother had apparently gotten into a bit of a âtiff,â as heâd called it, with our head teacher. At his service, she had commissioned meâfreshly twelveâto deliver the programs and point out his paintings along the back wall of the church to the incoming attendees. I thanked him in my prayer for the bracelet heâd gotten me in Cannes when I was nine. She gripped my hand once at the wake, over Aperol Spritzes.
The second funeral was for Theoâs uncle, who wasnât really his uncle at all. He was the best friend of Theoâs fatherâs cousin and Iâd only met him once at a dinner. When I first introduced myself, heâd placed his hand just a bit too low on my lower back. At his service, Theoâs mother hadnât said one word to me, the only acknowledgment of my presence being a terse nod as I walked through the churchâs side entrance. I sat in a back pew and skipped the Spritzes.
The last time I had seen her was two years ago, the day his parents decided to move back to Monaco. Apparently theyâd been mulling the idea over for a couple of years by that point, but heâd never said a word of it to me. At eighteen now and looking back at our sixteen-year-old selves, I donât think either of us would have been able to stomach it had it been said out loud. AnaĂŻsâ miscarriage had been the catalyst. I remember that afternoon, when he appeared at my front door in a frantic state, out of breath from his sprint down the block. He choked out a horrifying recount of walking in on his sister in the bathroomâfinding her hunched over and feverish on the cold, increasingly red tileâand immediately calling his mother. The three of us waited in silence on their porch for her to return home. As soon as she had, we piled into their 1997 Toyota Previa, with me sitting on the floor, Theoâs mother running reds all the way to the hospital. No one knew that AnaĂŻs had been pregnant. She was nineteen. For the first time, I felt Iâd learned something about Theoâs mom that maybe she hadnât known: even the deepest love, while seemingly everlasting, is conditional.
âââ
âHey, marmotte. . .â
âHm?â I wake up only to find myself tucked back in his neck. How Iâve already managed to completely fatigue myself again, Iâm not sure.
âWake up, this is us.â
The Monaco-Monte-Carlo station is exactly as Iâd hoped it would be and more. Sitting just slightly above the surrounding administrative area, it has a perfect, head-on view of the water. The buildings neighboring the coast are a patchwork of neon yellows, greens, and pinks, bounded above and below by a crisp blue sky and a bluer ocean. A rusty cliffside cradles the edge of town on one side, slicing through the harsh, high altitude wind, leaving those down below with nothing but a gentle breeze.
Iâm taken out of my trance upon our exit as a vehicle emerges smoothly from behind the cliff. The roofless monorail slithers above the shoreline, between the rooftops, as if heading out to sea.
âI think I remember that?â He says it like a question, and a sad one at that. Theo was only three when his family left Europe for his father to join the American manufacturing boom. I know he loves our city, but Iâm also painfully aware of his resentment for it. New York was not where he was meant to stick around, but upon being asked to choose, heâd stayed.
âIs there a bus weâre taking?â
Having interrupted his hazy train of thought, he turns from the coastline back to me wearing a challenging smile. âYou canât tell me youâre still tired, all you did was sleep!â
I grumble my way around a noncommittal answer, but gladly take his outstretched hand anyway. I shouldnât complain, and I canât as soon as I see his face taking it all in. It sends a flood of something wonderful through my system watching him ask for directions, speaking in a language he only ever gets to use on the phone. He tugs me behind him, taking long strides as if he were already completely familiar with his surroundings after just one point of an index finger. Itâs just under a thirty-minute walk to his parentâs house, but we stop at the nearest ATM for a quick currency exchange about halfway through. Iâm suddenly regretting my dedication to German in junior high, but thereâs something about the way heâs teasing me today that I donât mind.
âAre you hungry yet?â
Iâm surprised heâs asking only five minutes away from the apartment. Surely his mother will be forcing her cooking on us as soon as we arrive. âYou donât want to wait until we get there?â
âNope.â Heâs not looking at me when he says it. The nerves have set in. Fair enough.
Generous as I am, I allow him to lead me slightly off course in search of somewhere to grab a quick bite. We settle on an espresso bar just slightly southwest of our destination. Heâs gone quiet again, barely sipping his coffee in favor of watching the ripples forming in the cup.
âTheyâre gonna be excited to see you more than anything else.â
âHm?â
Good grief, Theo.
âI donât think you have anything to worry about,â I try again, a bit gentler this time. âTheyâll just be happy youâre home.â
âNot worried. . .â he tapers off, but gives me an anxious little smile, as if to thank me for spelling it out. Heâd foregone holding my hand once weâd become sure of our route. However, he takes it again in the moments leading up to our arrival, gripping my fingers tightly. Itâs the only noticeable change from his otherwise calm exterior as he guides us through the congested foot traffic. My stupid mind doesnât stop drifting between our intertwined hands and what we surely must look like to passers by. Get a grip.
Arriving at the square feels somewhat like entering the eye of a storm. Itâs almost silent in comparison to the busy streets bleeding into its center. The complexâs front door is an orange-stained Canarywood with a dainty, metal handle. We walk into the vestibule and up the creaky, winding steps to the second floor. One more to go and weâre presented with a narrow hallway and another series of doors similar in design. Six, eight, and finally apartment ten.
He knocks twice.
Plum purple maxi skirt.
âAh! Bienvenâ ah, tu as besoin d'une coupe de cheveux, mon fils!â
âââ
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Happy International Womenâs Day Blurb (Little Duck auđŁ)
pairing: Chris Evans x Female Reader (Momma Evans)
summary: after a rough couple of days, youâre still not out of the woods, but that doesnât stop Chris from spoiling you and little Arlie for International Womenâs Day
warnings: none, mentions of pain, but just fluffy goodness
a/n: here is Womenâs Day blurb 2/2! These were kinda fun to write, and I do have three full length fic ideas that will be coming out either today or within the week so keep an eye out for those! sending lots of love đ«¶đ»
Giggles, baby noises and laughter had lulled you out of your sleep around 8:30 in the morning. You made note of the pestering pain that could still be felt throughout your body, thankfully it didnât seem to be as bad as it was last night, but you were still slow to get up
Gently putting your feet on the hardwood, you slid your slippers on and grabbed the corner of your bed frame to life yourself up and out from the comforts of your blankets, a pained groan escaping you
Chris had told you to yell or text him to help when you needed it, but being the stubborn woman you were, you wanted to do everything yourself, though when you reached the top of the stairs, you felt too weak to attempt it yourself
âHoney?â
Almost instantly Chris appeared at the bottom of the stairs, Arlie following
âMomma! Come on Momma! Daddy has pwesents!!!â
Chris laughed shaking his head
âItâs supposed to be a surprise duck..â
âOhâŠsâupise, itâs a sâupise Momma!â
You laughed, Arlie was horrible at keeping secrets and surprises, but it was the cutest thing ever, when something didnât really need to be kept hidden of course
âWell iâd love to come see the surprise baby, iâll meet you in the living room okay?â
Arlie nodded before running off another laugh escaping you, though you were trying not to laugh too much due to chest pain, it would never be possible in your household
Chris was already making his way up the stairs to you, a smile on his face despite the worry in his eyes
âYou should have called, I would have helped you out of bed baby..â
âYou already have to help with so muchâŠI just needed to do it this morningâ
He nodded, not offering a rebuttal because heâd be the same if the roles were reversed, and man did he wish they were
âHow are you feeling? Any pain still?â
âSomewhat okay I suppose, still cramping in my stomach area, my chest is really bothering me amongst other thingsâŠslow and steady I guessâ
Chris hummed in response before helping you get to the bottom of the stairs, offering to help you over to the couch but not before stopping to see Lisa and Wesley who were having a little sink bath
âHi my handsome boy, oh look at you! You having a bath with Nana? hmm?â
Wesley offered a gummy smile your way, his hands splashing, more than happy to see his mom as you leaned down to press a few kisses to his little cheeks
âHow are you this morning sweetheart?â
You sighed shrugging in Lisaâs direction
âStill not great but not horrible, I canât thank you enough for all your helpâ
âNonsense, I love being here and seeing my grand babies as much as I can, besides someoneâs gotta make sure Chris holds it togetherâ
You nodded laughing once again, wincing slightly at the tightness in your sternum, Arlieâs yelling didnât allow you to think about it too much, as you were off to the living room, taking a spot next to her
âLook Momma, Daddy got us flowers!!!â
You widened your eyes at her excitement, another smile tugging at your lips, Chris coming over and sitting next to you
âHappy International Womenâs Day to two of my favourite womenâ
Leaning over you pressed a kiss to his lips thanking him, Arlie squealing in excitement at her flowers and of course a few other little gifts Chris had got her
âI also have one more thing for you..â
He pulled a small box out from his sweater pocket and handed it to you, eager to see you open a gift he new not only would make you happy, but had more meaning now than it did before
Sliding off the top were two Volvo keys nestled gently amongst some little pieces of cut up tissue paper
âChrisâŠ.â
âI know, I know itâs extravagant and a big gift, but I know how much you loved that car, how it kept you and Arlie safeâŠand Volvo reached out to me wanting to helpâŠso I wanted to replace your SUV that was written off after the accident, now I know our family will always be safe with you driving one of these againâ
Chris was right, youâd never had a better car than your XC90, safety wise it was the best car for your family, but knowing Chris had gone out to replace your car and the company itself wanted to help, was enough to bring tears to your eyes
âThank you so much honey, you have no idea what this means to meâŠI-I donât even have the words right now, Arlie, Wes and I are so lucky to have youâŠâ
Arlie noticing your tears came over to give you a hug, making sure to be extra gentle, and you held her to you
âLove you Daddy, love you Mommaâ
Hugs shared all around you didnât know where to start in thanking Chris for this gift, but he would go to the ends of the earth to make sure you and his family were safe and taken care of, no matter what was thrown your wayđ€
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Tight Grip, Broken Dam (6)
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You donât question it anymore, when Miguel appears in your bed at night. Heâs not there for sex, no, youâve never even kissedâthough you would be lying if you said you werenât open to the idea of kissing him. Heâs there for comfort. For rest. If only it could stay so simple.
Pair:Â Miguel O'Hara & GN!Reader
Notes: for series: slow burn, ambiguous relationship, found family dynamics, reader is in their late 20s. for chapter: miguel being... well. if you're here you're familiar with his shit. references to offscreen deaths. panic attacks and grief
Word Count: 3.5k
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Author's Note: hiii!! you must be thinking "wtf, it's not monday/sunday where tumblr user flowerpotmage is?" and you'd be correct! i'm posting this chapter on my sunday before my night shift, as i'll be away from my laptop on monday/tuesday while i visit my mom.
i'm a little nervous about this chapter for some reason, so i rly rly hope you like it <3
Miguel does not think heâs catastrophizing.
Heâs sure that Jess would disagree, if he confided in her what he was thinking. Scratch that, he knows she would if she knew any of what he was doing.
Peter probably would, too. Shocking Peter. If Miguel knew how many shocking Peter Parkers heâd have to deal with on a day to day basis he probably would have thought twice about inventing the damn multiversal watch.
So, as of now, Lyla is the only one saying anything about his behavior. Sheâs the only one who knows.
âI think youâre catastrophizing, boss.â
âI am not.â
âAnd I think you owe them an apology.â
Miguel doesn't disagree, but... âWhat do you know, Lyla? Youâre a LYrate Lifeform Approximation.â
âA very good one with a deep understanding of human relationships and emotions since you lifted me out of being locked to your apartment and got me that upgrade from your old friend, Miguel.â
He huffs.
âI think you're self sabotaging out of a PTSD induced fear of loss.â
âDios mĂo, Lyla, okay, will you just let me out of this damn bathroom?!â
Lyla does let him out, eventually (despite his growls of âVete a la chingada!â when she initially refused), but it doesn't mean she leaves him alone. It's not that she keeps pestering him directly on the subject, but rather that she pokes at it around the edges, a toothpick testing the crust of bread in the oven. Little comments about how you would have been the perfect backup for this or that anomaly event, (âTheyâre benched until theyâre healed, do not ping them.â) or randomly wondering aloud what you might be up to when heâs in the kitchen rinsing a plate (that immediately breaks under his abruptly tightened grip).
And his sleep is terrible. It's been a week and a half since he stepped foot in your dimension, longer sinceâ
He tries not to think about it.
âYou know, I can think of something that would help with that,â Lyla practically taunts him late at night when he's trying in vain to relax enough to find sleep
âNo.â
The thing is, he shouldn't have gotten so used to it in the first place. Shouldn't have become dependent on you for a good night's sleep. Because how shocking embarrassing, crawling into your comradeâs bed like a child who canât sleep without their parents.
But it helped. And Miguel had never been the best with impulse control.
Dana was proof enough of that, even before everything changed.
And now Gabriella, too.
He lets his mind wander to her, far more willing to linger on the ache of grief and well-deserved guilt than any fresh hurt. A reminder of why he does the work he does, validation for why he keeps everything where it is, why he tries not to let the other Spiders get too close.
Heâs royally shocked that last one up, that's for sure.
You hear about the new Miguel before you see him from small group passing you in the hallway where youâre waiting to ambush Peter and chew him out for yesterdayâs antics. Secretly, youâre also there because you're curious about this other Miguel and want to get a look at him when he arrives, mostly because of your Miguel having been so firmly against you joining the recruiting team.
So youâre waiting, casually, just past the opening where the lobby opens out into the larger HQ, when you overhear them.
âHeâs so much friendlier,â comes one Spider-Womanâs hushed voice.
âI donât think Iâve ever seen our Miguel smile so much,â a Spider-Man replies. âEven if it is with closed lips.â
They pass by, off to wherever theyâre headed, and then you hear Peterâs voice approaching just around the corner.
âYeah, whoever designed the place had a real one for architectureââ
You push yourself off the wall, turning on the ball of your foot to stand in the doorway and block his path.
âPeter.â You greet him with a raised eyebrow and crossed arms, feet planted shoulder-width apart. You vaguely register Jessica Drew and the very, very tall familiar figure beside her, but you have your sights forcibly fixed firmly on Peter for now.
Play it cool.
âOh, thereâs Garden-Spider!â
âItâs just Spider,â you suppress a smile, rolling your eyes. âHe likes to call me that because I have so many plaâŠâ You turn your gaze to the new Miguel, voice dying in your throat.
The first thing you notice about the new Miguel is how similarâno, nearly identical he looks to the one you already know. His hair is slightly different, a lock of it falling across his forehead instead of pushed back. His suit is darker, more matte and black instead of blue, and heâs wearing sunglasses even though you're all indoors.
But none of that is what killed your sentence dead in its tracks. Because the second thing you notice is how when he sees you, he looks like heâs encountered a ghost.
Peter, of course, goes to introduce you two, waving off your comment about his nickname for you. âNew Miguel, this isââ
New Miguel whispers your name in what can only be utter disbelief.
âOh boy,â Jess says.
âUm,â you say dumbly, the confidence in your posture going a bit slack.
To his credit, the new Miguel seems to pull himself together fairly quickly. He closes his mouth, and you recognize a familiar twitch in his jaw muscle just before his throat bobs in a nervous swallow.
âSorry,â he says. âI justâdidnât expectâŠâ he gives an apologetic, borderline sheepishly wry smile, and you see a glint of sharp teethâof fangsâand suddenly you understand his slight mumbling, why he doesnât open his mouth too wide. âFigures that thereâd be a version of you thatâs the hero out here in the multiverse.â
You give a nervous, forgiving smile and hold out your hand. âSorry. Earth-7723,â you introduce yourself.
He looks at your hand, eyes glancing back up at you behind his tinted glasses before he accepts it with his own.
âMiguel, but Iâm guessing you already know the other me Iâm hearing about. Earth-209.â
âEarth-209 in the year 2099,â you quip. âFun.â
He lets loose the barest chuckle, more of an amused huff really, as if the tension in his body wonât let him laugh properly. If you werenât so familiar with your Miguelâs body language you probably wouldnât have even noticed. It feels strange, being able to read a complete stranger so well. You wonder if heâs having the same experience, and how well he knows the you from Earth-209âbecause clearly he does know another version of youâand you also wonder if itâs as strange for him as it is for you to see such a familiar face on a stranger.
âYeah,â he agrees, letting go of your hand; his own falls to his side. âVery fun.â
âWe should get you to the Bossâs lab and introduce you,â Peter says after glancing between the two of you.
Jess nods. âI agree. You probably have questions.â
âYouâre not off the hook,â you say to Peter with a pointed finger, trying to dredge back up your earlier determined mischief, doing your best to set aside the dizzy surrealism and unbalanced feeling from the brief interaction with Miguel 209.
âWhat did I ever do to you?â Peter says as the group begins to pass.
âOh, donât play innocent after that stunt yesterday.â
âWhat stunt?â Jess asks, raising an eyebrow, starting to smile.
âOh, he knows.â You mirror her expression with your own raised eyebrow.
âNope, I donât. Bye!â Peter waves, hurrying the group along.
âNo, I wanna know what's got Garden-Spider out for revenge,â Jess says even as she walks off with the two men, giving you a wave and a smile.
You watch them go, your arms now more wrapped around your middle than crossed. The new Miguel, Miguel 209, turns to look at you over his shoulder like he needs to check that youâre real.
You give him your own small smile and lift a hand in your own little farewell waveâone that he returns with a matching and equally small smile and the ghost of something sad in his brow as he turns back to watch where heâs walking.
The circumstances under which you had met your Miguel were much different. Part of your story was actually quite similar to Gwenâs, and many other Spider-People: hiding your identity from those you love, balancing the two worlds until one encroached on the other, a full scale incursion that ended in more than one life ruined and at least one snuffed out. An unavoidable event by all accounts, according to Miguelâs theory of canon events and every article about grief and guilt and control that youâve read since.
It turns out that when you have great power, and a great deal of self-appointed responsibility, the guilt stage is hardest to overcome.
Then your dimension had its first anomaly. A copper steam-powered Rhino had wreaked a path of destruction through the underground subway. It was a miracle that nobody was killed. Well, more accurately it was because of him that people were able to walk away with their lives.
Once the scene had cleared, the panic hit you, raw and fresh as the cracked rubble. Damaged walls brought to mind an image of an entirely different event featuring more structural damage and death. As a result, when he went looking for the Spider he had helped in order to invite them to join his effort to keep the worlds intact, he found you where you were crouched behind a cracked pillar. Your knees were to your chest, your head in your hands, and your breath ragged.
âHey,â he said, voice low as he knelt on one knee in front of you, barely more than a foot and a half away. âItâs okay. You did it.â
You looked up at him, your hands still cradled your head and your eyes now wide under your mask.
He had a hand held out to you, stretched out in an offer to help with standing up.
You glanced at it, at him, back at the hand. With a sharp movement that seemed to startle even his apparently cool and collected self, your hand darted out and grasped his, squeezing tight. He began to stand. You shook your head, and he froze.
âSorry,â you managed to gasp out. âI juââ a desperate gasp for air interrupted your words, but you managed to continue: âI just need a second.â
He settled back down onto his knee. His hand adjusted to hold yours more gently.
âBreathe,â he said gently.
You did. And then you said: âYou have a cool suit. Whatâs your deal?â
âIâ what?â
âYourâ your suit,â you said with a shaky, breathy laugh. âI like it.â
He hummed, a quiet thoughtful sound. âThank you.â
âWhatâs your deal?â You asked again. âYouâre⊠like me. But I havenât seen you before.â
Then he gently squeezed your hand, letting go to rest his arm on his knee.
âIâm from another dimension.â
You linger around Earth-928, wandering and pacing the criss-crossed beams of Spider-HQ, exchanging polite hellos with other Spider-People.
Word about the new MiguelâMiguel-209âthe one you can only refer to with clarifiers in your head because heâs not your Miguel and you need to differentiate or youâll feel even more off kilter than you already do, has spread fast.
âI canât believe thereâs going to be another Miguel around.â
âDo you think heâll co-lead?â
âI wonder how similar they look.â
âI bet heâs just as serious.â
âDo you think heâs as much of a leader type, or nah?â
âI heard heâs just as builtââ
You swing up to one of the little used alcoves, a little space that feels like a cozy waiting room or one of those places in that mall you had found yourself in when you visited California as a child, styled with almost too firm armchairs and potted plants that gave the quiet corner the illusion of being shielded from passersby.
Thatâs where Jess finds you, strolling into the space like her belly has no impact on her.
You offer her a slight smile and a glance in greeting, shifting in your window seat to face her better when she takes a seat across from you, hand resting on her stomach.
âI think you need to talk to Miguel.â
âWhich one?â you canât help it, your mouth quirking up at the corners.
She chuckles. âWell, probably both at some point. But Iâd give the new one some time to⊠adjust.â
You nod, then nod again at her belly. âLooks like everythingâs still going well?â
She nods, smiling. âLast check up went great. Ten fingers and toes, two eyes, the whole nine yards.â (You hold back the impulse to quip âWow, thatâs a big baby.â) She pauses, and then sighs. âListen. Iâm sorry about the meeting yesterday.â When you look at her with a questioning frown, she elaborates: âPeter told me you hadnât gotten the schedule.â
You look down, picking at nonexistent dirt on your suit. This one is new, a remake after your previous one had gotten shredded in the road-rash incident. âItâs fine, really. Miguel probably assumed I was still on⊠medical leave.â The last two words come out more bitter than you had intended.
Jess just watches you. âYour hands doing okay?â
You shift slightly, pulling off your gloves to present your palms to her, and she leans forward to look properly. The skin still has a slight irregular shine from the fresh scars, but only if you know what to look for.
âLooking good,â she says, leaning back into her seat.
âDo you wanna get some food?â you blurt.
She raises an eyebrow, and then laughs in pleasant surprise. âSure.â
Youâre closer to Peter than you are to Jess, but itâs still nice to spend time with her outside of meetings and anomaly wrangling. Sheâs telling the story of when she first met Gwen.
âI canât believe she called him âDark Garfield,ââ you laugh. âHow have I not heard about this before?â
Jess laughs and shakes her head, adjusting her grip on her burger. âIâm as surprised as you are. I guess Gwen tries not to brag, or something.â
You nod. âSheâs a great kid.â You sigh. âI worry about her sometimes, honestly. I canât imagine being Spider-Woman, or man, or any of it, so young.â
Jess sombers. âYeah. I know what you mean.â
Miguel wonders how all the Peters do this, how theyâve all adjusted to being surrounded by alternate versions of themselves when it felt so strange for him just to be face to face with one of his own. Itâs not that he didnât know, not that he wasnât aware of the other versions of himself in the multiverse.Â
He just didnât expect to actually come face to face with one of his variants like this. One that was living. One that was also Spider-Man.
Miguel-209 had just left the lab with Peter following the latter's offer of a tour, leaving him alone in his lab with Lyla. He stands, hands braced against the console, head hanging low from his shoulders.
He pretends his chest doesn't feel tight.
âDo you think any other Miguels also-?â
âLyla, please,â he cuts her off.
For once, she listens, falling silent.
Miguel takes a deep breath, pushing himself up on the exhale. âDid you add it to his file?â
âI did.â
Miguel nods. âLock it.â
He doesnât look at Lyla when she crosses her arms, creasing her brows under the pink glasses.
âItâs locked.â
He nods again, turning away further. One arm crosses over his chest, and much like when he paced the corner of the medical room a week ago, his elbow rests on his crossed arm and his fingers rest on his lips.
âTheyâre going to find out.â
âI know,â he says. âI know. And they should. But only from him. And I donât need anyone elseâŠâ he trails off, unsure how the sentence ends. âItâs clearly private. For him,â he adds on at the end, gesturing his hand and resting his fingers back on his lips.
âAnd you trust Jess and Peter not to say anything?â
âRun daily reports,â Miguel says, changing the subject, lowering his arms to perch on his hips.
âYou got it, boss.â
It had taken some very light convincing on his part (a portal) to get you to believe his story, and only slightly more after that (basic info on the multiverse and what he was aiming to do) to get you to join the Spider-Society.
Parker had been one of the first to welcome you, eventually dubbing you Garden-Spider when he visited your dimension and saw the greenery of your city, and more specifically, your apartment.
Then you hugged Miguel in his lab.
You still get embarrassed when you remember how the rest started. Another panic attack. More tears. Youâd found that personâs shirt in your storage closet, and with nobody to call in your dimension who knew about both your lives, your first thought was him.
So you called. Not to ask for anything really, youâre not even sure why you did it. You suppose, if you think about it, your brain picked him as the most recent example of comfort and sympathy youâd experiencedâthough in the first month while getting to know him, those wouldnât have been the words you would pick to describe Miguel OâHara, even if they were now.
So, in a desperate grab for a lifeline, part of you had reached out before your conscious mind could stop the taps of your fingers.
âIs everything alright?â He asked when he answered, a holo-bust of his suit popping out of your watch.
âIââ you gasped, trying to speak through your choked lungs. âIââ
âIâll be right there.â
Not even fifteen seconds later a portal opened in your bedroom and Miguel stepped through. He crouched before you. âAre you injured?â
You shook your head, buried your face into your hands. âSh-shit, n-no,â you managed to get out, and tried not to look at his thighs and the shape they made where they sat right in your line of sight. âIâSorryââ
He didnât say anything more, just moved closer and offered a hand as his mask receded. You nodded, and he rested it on your shoulder, eventually pulling you into a somewhat stiff hug, like he was trying to remember how they worked. Eventually he let go, once your breaths and tears had calmed.
âCan I get you anything?â
âWater,â youâd whispered, beyond mortified now that you had calmed down. âI can-â
But he was already up, leaving your room to find a cup for you. It took a minute, while he figured out your kitchen cabinets, but he returned with what you'd asked for.
âPeterâs right,â he said when he passed the cup into your hands. âYou have a lot of plants.â
You laughed, then turned quiet, shy. âThank you, Miguel. If⊠if you ever needâŠâ
He nodded. âI appreciate that.â
It surprised both of you that it wasn't long before he called to cash in on your offer.
âAre you⊠Do you mind returning the favor again?â He asked through your watches, quoting you indirectly.
âOh, yeah, of course,â youâd replied after a millisecond of surprise. âI can be there inââ
âNo. I meanââ he huffed a sigh. âIs it alright if I come there?â
Another second of surprise. âOh, of course,â you repeated.
âThank you.â
That happened a few more times, the two of you âexchanging favorsâ of comfort and rest between regular days around Spider-HQ and missions across the multiverse.
Until one mutually grueling day came around and the exhaustion was too much for even your super-powered bodies, and Miguel had helped you home from a mission.
âShock, I justââ
âYeah. I need to fucking lay down,â youâd laughed tiredly, and eased yourself down onto your bed. You didn't even take your suit off; still smeared with soot and grime and a little bit of someone elseâs blood.
He chuckled at that, running a hand over his hair. âYeah.â
By then you had gotten halfway decent at keeping your eyes to yourself, glancing away from the muscles of his arm and the way they moved.
âCome on,â you sighed. You patted the space on the bed next to you, exhausted and already melted into your bed. âYou look like you need it too.â
Even with your eyes closed you felt him hesitate. But you left it alone and folded your hands over your stomach, one ankle over the other, letting him decide for himself what he wanted to do.
The soft sound of your floor creaking let you know he was walking around to the other side of your bed. The gentle dip of the mattress let you know when he was sitting, and then the weight next to you accompanied by the sound of fabric told you that he had laid down by your side.
His quiet sigh when he had gotten comfortable told you that he had, in fact, needed it too.
That was the best nightâs sleep youâd had in months.
It was for him too.
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Part 2
"Steve, that Byers boy is here for you.â
Steve was in the middle of clearing the dishes from breakfast when he heard. âOkay.â
âWeâll be back late tonight. Money for the landscapers is by the door.â
Jonathan came in just as the man walked out, brow furrowed. âWho the heck was that?â
âUh, my dad?â
âIs you say so. Look, we gotta hash this thing out. No one else but Dustin was supposed to know.â
Steve leaned back against his sink. âYeah but if we tell everyone we were lying, then weâre back to square one.â
âYouâre back to square one. As I recall, this was a Steve problem.â
âHereâs the thing about problems, they can spread to other people. Like if Dustin continues to pester me about dating, maybe I stop being so generous with my car. Maybe those kids will have to hound someone else for rides.â Steve raised his eyebrows at Jonathan.
Jonathan rubbed at his face. âEveryone else is gonna know by now.â
âI know, Iâm sorry. Iâll make it up to you.â
âYeah you will.â
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Eddie was in the middle of walking down the street, ignoring the dirty looks when who should he see, sipping milkshakes but the new set of lovebirds. He knew most people thought of him as shady so he had no shame ducking behind a mailbox to watch them from across the street.
To most, it definitely looked like just a couple of guys being pals. And before, Eddie would have seen it like that too. But now that he knew the truth about their relationship, he couldnât help but read more into Steveâs smile.
And Jonathan seemed relaxed in a way that he only got when he was high. Just what in the world did they talk about when they were alone?
âI wanna go. And I wanna study photography. But like, how do I explain that to my mom?â
âYou think sheâs gonna fight you or something?â, Steve asked.
âNo, not really. If anything, sheâll be mostly supportive. But unless youâre a big name, you canât make a lot of money. And I know thatâs gonna be her first thought. âHow are you gonna pay your bills? Or tuition?â That kind of thing.â
âI mean, personally, I wasnât always a fan of your work. But if you have a dream, you should go for it. Even if you failed, at least you tried. I donât even have...â Steve trailed off and swirled his shake around.
âHave, what?â
âEven if I could get into college, what would I even do?â
âSorry man, Iâm not a career counselorâ, Jonathan said.
âYouâre supposed to offer solutions and ways to help solve my problems. Some boyfriend you are.â
âBring it up with the Better Business Bureau.â
Eddie bit his fist as he watched them. And things just went downhill after that. Whenever Steve and Jonathan were around, and they were surrounded only by their closest friends, they were holding hands. Or they were standing really close together, or sitting really close. And Eddie couldnât stand it. It sort of felt like Jonathan had stolen his spot. But could he really claim something that heâd never had?
Meanwhile, Steve was putting up an impressive front but only because he was avoiding alone time with Robin like the plague. Which she could tell he was doing so she had no choice but to corner him. Her plan involved going into his room, stealing some of his hair products, and waiting.
And like clockwork, he realized he was out, went to the store, and Robin trapped him in aisle 6.
âSpill the beans, Harrington.â
Steve looked down at his basket of products, then Robin, and realized heâd been played.
âRobin, seriously? You know better than to mess with my hair.â
âAnd you know better than to keep secrets from me. Especially secrets like this.â
âPlease tell me you still have my stuff and didnât just dump it.â
âOf course I do. Iâm not an evil witch.â
âGood.â Steve began to put the products back on the shelf. She may have been conniving, but at least she didnât make him spend extra money. It was only when they were back in his car that she started the conversation again.
âYou and Jonathan....makes zero sense. Especially since youâre straight.â
âWho said Iâm straight? Iâm allowed to appreciate guys.â
âWhy didnât you tell me sooner then? Hm?â
âBecause!â, Steve shouted with fake indignation as he tried to stall for an explanation. âBecause, I called one of your crushes a Muppet and I didnât want you to tease me about Jonathan, okay?â
âSteven, Iâm not a child. I donât hold grudges like that. And Jonathanâs fine. Isnât it weird though? To date the ex of your ex?â
âWeâve seen our fair share of weird stuff. Me and Jonathan donât even make the top ten.â
âPoint taken. So like...what do you like about him, I guess?â
Steve smiled at her attempt. âAre you trying to do guy talk?â
âYes! I thought it might be doable since youâre gay but itâs still talking about dudes and I feel like Iâm horribly out of my depth. How can you do girl talk so easy?â
âWell, I like both, so...â
âBullshit.â
âHow is that bullshit? Iâve dated girls and guys. Do you only like one kind of sandwich?â
Robin was quiet for a moment. âJust when I think Iâm done discovering you, you get a little bit deeper.â
âIâm a man of many talents.â Â
Part 4
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maybe childhood friends with Adam and Jonah? where Jonah and the reader get to mess around with Adam!
Childhood Friends w/ Adam Murray and Jonah Marshall
Summary: Literally the title
Pairing[s]: Adam Murray Ă Reader Ă Jonah Marshall, Platonic.
Warning[s]: suicide (From Lynn Murray) and mentions of kids kidnapping.
Word Count: 827
A/N: Finally stoping being a tramp and working on the previous requests (:<
How you guys meet up?â
It's very likely that you guys got to know each other pretty early on, because I feel like Lynn would be the type of mom who likes to have a group of first-time moms where everyone helps each other out, you know? And because of that, you literally met each other at birth.
With all this news of mass child abductions, your mother ended up making the decision to throw away her TV as she didn't want to wait to find out what'd happened to you. It would have been nice if Miss Lynn had done what you mother also did earlier.
One afternoon, you mother wanted to stop by her friend's house just to deliver some things that she had promised to return, but when she entered the house, she ended up encounting with a woman hanging over the ceiling and the TV on, but only the rustle was heard. Your mother knew exactly what this scenario was about.
"Oh no... It happened." âsaid your mother with her eyes still focused on the dead body of her, now, ex-friend. Upon searching the room a little further, your mother ends up finding a small baby lying in the corner of the TV, sobbing and choking on his own tears. The woman picks up poor baby Adam and tries to calm him down before calling the police.
In short: the cops couldn't do much since the boy's own father was reported missing a while back and so the little boy had to be given up for adoption. Your mother ended up not liking the idea so she tried to go to court to get legal custody of little Adam. She did it :)
So...yeah... You and Adam are practically siblings now...yay!! :D
Now about Jonah, there's a large percentage that you and Adam met him together at school and became friends at the same time making the three of you a well known trio around school. Rumors are going around that the three of you were never seen apart, and those who see the trio separated would be unlucky for the rest of the week đ°
Just kidding! Hehe...or maybe notâ đ€š
Your relationship with them twoâ
Your relationship with these two would be chaotic as the three of you are literally the troublemakers and like to pester everywhere you guys can step. Mainly you and Jonah, Adam even participates in these things but mostly he just stays with you just to follow and making sure you guys are still alive.
Now about your relationship with each one, let's start with our dear Adam!
100% sure you would have that classic relationship of siblings who are always fighting over everything but in front of mom they are the greatest angels that the earth has ever had. And if they are not fighting, manipulation is also valid.
"Adam."
"hm?"
"Remember when mom adopt you and now you're my favorite brother?"
"hm"
"...go take me a cup of glassâ"
"fuck you."
What a lovely siblings relationship đ„°
Despite lots of name-calling, death threats, punches and all that's good... you two love each other very much and would never let anything bad happen to either of you :)
Now a little bit about our other sweet boy, Jonah!
Jonah would be another brotherly figure for you and Adam, Jonah ended up being such a close friend to the point that he could always arrange sleepovers, that was when you were kids but who says you can't do that in your adulthood?
"Guys, guys, guyâ"
"TALK ALREADY!"
"I saw that my neighbor has candy but I need some distractions so I can take them..."
"..."
"Yes, we are totally in."
"Yes!"
Not a day is boring when Jonah is around you as he always makes a mess to get you all involved. There are times when you all participate but most of the time the biggest troublemakers are you and Jonah.
You two practically have clown-to-clown telepathy if you haven't figured it out yet.
Growing up togetherâ
You end up not changing as much from what you were before, but one of you ended up changing drastically that you and Jonah would even think was cool, which was Adam. Adam was now a type of person who was always looking for something to risk and live an adventure. You and Jonah don't know where all that adventurous drive came from, but it's not like you're complaining, is it?
It didn't take long for Adam to find the perfect club for the three of you which would be the Bythorne Paranormal Club (which would later be changed by Adam himself to the Bythorne Paranormal Society).
In this club you end up meeting a new member for the group who would be Sarah Heathcliff!
"You guys are now a quartet! Nobody can stop you now!" â you thought with a big smile, little did you know that after participating in this society to hunt possible paranormal cases, everyone's lives would turn upside down.
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