#my mom found it in THE TRASH!!!!!!!!
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Every goddamn day I look at this on my shelf and cannot believe it’s mine
#my mom found it in THE TRASH!!!!!!!!#someone’s grandma died and they just tossed her books#my mom saw them by the curb and went through them and got some gems#this was the crown though#Virginia Woolf’s Orlando my beloved <3#one of the most books of all time
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"i said you could talk 2 me" SHUT UPPPPPPP
#CONTEXT IN TAGS OBVI#SO I THREW SUM BANDAID WRAPPERS IN THE TRASH AFTER I USED A FEW#MY MOM FOUND THEM#ASKED ME ABT IT SO I TOLD HER SO I DONT GET IN MORE TROUBLE#AND SHE GOT MAD??? NOT CONCERNED BUT MAD#BASICALLY GROUNDED ME#AND TOOK MY FUCKING GOOD BLADE#WHEN WE TALKED ABT IT SHE ONLY WAS SHITTY#AND IG MY WHOLE FAMILY ON HER SIDE KNOWS ABT MY PROBLEMS!!!!!#GREEEAAAAT
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wait this is myyyy third? betta that was just given to me bc it sucks and is ugly. As an adult, I've never paid money for a betta fish. Tbf I didn't pay for the ones my parents kept when I was like 4-5 but those were still formative creatures in my life and I assume they were paid for.
#Puppy and worm were both acquired by going into a mom and pop shop and saying hey this thing is basically dead#can i get a discount if i wave the returns policy and what not?#(like it helps that ive cleaned tanks in both of these stores and was already a regular at them at the time of purchase for sure.)#and Nipy i got via emailing a guy in Houston saying 'your fish are beautiful and i trust your genetics are as good as your fish look'#'can i buy dome of your actual trash bc my garbage fish i get on discount make my heart happy but are not set up to live long lives'#and they guy said sure just pay shipping bc this thing was legit going to end up a feeder bc of all the xare hes going to need#nipy self amputated his fins because he didn't like how the water felt pulling on them so i had to do daily water changes instead of run#a filter and his tank only had soft fake flowers from michaels and that was enough to get him to cut it out.#idk man the only animals i have ever intentionally went out of my way to plan for and acquire were my first two cats#literally every other pet just. Showed up in my life. usually because their previous owner realized how hard it was to care for them#and dumped them when they were already half dead on Me. Age 8 and onwards.#Cardio i did intentionally acquire but that was less me wanting a cat and mote me wanting to prevent this 6 week old kitten i found#under my van getting ran over.#Literally everyone in my life thought i was going to keep that rabbit#but no!!!!! I Dont Have A Livable Place for a Person.#that is the only reason animals haven't gotten dumped on me in the last five years#The fish's ecosystem is easy enough to keep steady and my cats have heat admiters but all my actual animal care stuff is in boxes
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Just a few little doodles of gussiri and their cat(s) (i think it's funny af LMAO)
#at first they had one cat and now they have. many cat#their first cat is named iona and they got her out of the trash (gustav found her in the forest and took her home and got very much injured#while doing so bc the cat does not like him)#the cat only likes his new mom (and new mom siri loves her cat child very much too)#it's abt a few years after niv gets lost at sea too and in the same period as when they have trouble having kids#so for siri having a cat was really good therapy#and then iona had kittens and so now gussiri are cat grandparents#the kittens have both ridiculous names and adorable names cuz gussiri are terrible at coming to conclusions on names#see for example. niv#at some point they do have to give the kittens to other homes cuz they can't take care of five cats (it breaks siri's heart a little she ge#s very dramatic abt it)#and they'd just hand them out to anyone they think needs a kitten#i love them very much#if anyone's got any questions abt this plotpoint for them!!! don't be shy drop them in the comments/reblogs i love to answer all questions#abt my silly stupid children#anyways#httyd#how to train your dragon#artinandwritin's art#httyd oc#oc#siri vínteri#gussiri#gustav larson#oc x canon#iona
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whatever shall i do with the rest of my day today
#No car no money no school mfs when they dont have work#actualy i have money but i hate spending it#I have been productive so far i cleaned a lot in my room#and got this old futon that i dont use out and put it on the porch#but then my mom got mad bc its on the porch#and shes also mad bc wecant find the duct tape to put it in this big plastic bag so the trash guy will take it#and its my fault we cant find the duct tape bc i used it last and have No fucking idea where i put it#But its okay#My room looks nicer#i want to remove this metal frame on the bottom bunk of my bunk bed#that was where the futon was#so i can put my desk there.. my room would be sm less cramped#but i need an allen wrench to unscrew the thingy#and i have ONE i found under th ebed when iwas cleaning but its slightly too big#OH i need to do my duolingo#i want to draw really bad too ive been itching to draw for like. weeks#but i cant get myself to do it im like scared#i kind of wanna play oblivion too#Or bee swarm simulator. The world is my oyster my schedule is free.
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sometimes it’s late at night and you’re cleaning your room and you come across a few old black and white photos of a young girl and you stare at them for a long minute wondering how on earth they got lost in an old Kroger shopping bag with an unopened pack of cigarettes and a receipt dated 2017.
and you look at the girl in the pictures sat on the floor of someone’s home you don’t recognize, smiling and playing with a set of keys and a tiny part of you feels like it recognizes her but you aren’t sure.
and you flip the pictures over hoping to find some sort of annotation that would give you context and all you find is the year 1964 stamped in tiny font along the edge.
and you flip them back over and time stands still as you realize that the recognition you feel is because she looks so much like you once did and next thing you know your hands are sweating and shaking and you have to sit on the floor because you’re crying so hard because it hits you all at once that you’re looking at your mother.
#hey Siri play In Color by Jamey Johnson for me please#music stuff#you should’ve seeeeen it in cooolllloor#Seven.txt#Seven’s Public Diary#normal Sunday night behavior#me? up all night hyperfocused on cleaning out my depression cave to achieve a sense of change and accomplishment -#- and ignoring every other aspect of my life including abandoning time sensitive tasks lest i get distracted and lose all motivation???#more likely than you think!#i’ve been at this since new years and i’m only like. halfway done. Gods help me#like i don’t mean ‘cleaning’ as in doing some light dusting. i mean there’s junk and trash piled 2/3rds of the way to the ceiling#when i call this room my depression/mental illness cave i Mean it#but no longer. i shall finally return this room to an acceptable state for the first time since. uh. 2022? i think?#i found a plastic container of dates buried under some laundry and the sticker says they’re from March of last year lmao#i forgot about those/thought i threw them away. but they were thankfully sealed so well that they hadn’t drawn any bugs#and oddly enough hadn’t even visibly molded/gone bad. but i didn’t open them up for a smell test i just chucked ‘em in my giant trash bag#i’m finding all kinds of shit i forgot i even had which is nice but it’s also distracting me like those pictures did#i’ll have to show them to her and ask her about them tomorrow#and ur probably like ‘u found old pics of a girl that looks like you why didn’t you immediately recognize ur own mom’#and 1. there’s countless pics of countless old relatives around this house that i barely/don’t recognize and never even met#and 2. i’ve barely ever seen any pics of my mom from such a young age so i have no images to reference in my mind#and it just fucked me up bc. i don’t look like her anymore. i only see Him in the mirror. but i Used to look like her. i’m turning into him#and i fucking hate it so much. i don’t like that she looks at me and sees him. great now i feel sick.#anyways thats enough reminiscing i need to get some water and food in me and get back to cleaning. i shan’t rest until i’m satisfied#well. my period + depression combo kinda Did make me rest which is why it’s taken 5 days but still. the horrors persist but so do i#it’s not just for the sense of accomplishment tho. i also need to move the 75gal tank out of the living room thanks to the floor situation#so i’m trying to make room in my room for it since it has the newest & strongest floor. i just need to find a level spot thats big enough#my back is gonna be so fucked after all this cleaning that i’ll have to rest for a fucking week before moving that heavy ass glass box#i hate moving big aquariums it makes me so anxious. and i literally don’t know if i’ll have anyone capable of helping me#so it might not even happen and it’ll just have to sit empty in the living room forever. but Maybe he can/will help me
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This poor baby got separated from its mom and is hiding in my backyard for the rest of the day lol 😭💕
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#it was so strange early this afternoon I heard SCREAMING from an animal#then saw this little guy go run and hide behind the plywood even though my fence is broken and it could’ve snuck underneath#the wildlife care center didn’t answer my call the first time which was scary because we didn’t know if it was sick or hurt#but they answered the second time and we found out it’s very likely that since this raccoon is a baby it just went out exploring as they do#and probably got lost and separated from its family 😭#poor little guy :( but hopefully its mom comes otherwise I gotta call again in the morning#raccoons#trash pandas
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... My parents really for real are leaving the uncleaned, rotten potato juice and other misc unknown juice infested, LITERALLY FRUIT FLY LARVAE INFESTED, cupboards, in the bathroom,
For like the 4th day starting today if I am counting right
Sure just don't let me shower sure just let me get paranoid over the larvae sure make me not trust the bathtub for like a week sure let the place get more infested sure let it stink up the whole place SURE LEAVE THE FUCKING BATHROOM UNUSABLE
#I was the one who found the cupboard btw#They fr left shit there for months#Never checked it#Bc I don't cook or stay in the kitchen a long time unless I'm actively seeking Being Alone and Not Food#I never checked#Whole place infested with fruit flies#Thousands so many#'haha guess it's summer gotta be the trash' mom says#Then I try finding the source myself on an already extremely low appetite#....... Yea let's just say I just had to comfort food it out again after my discovery. So bad.#I know they've had work but. Uhm. Today home all day. Are they seriously not gonna clean it unless I say#I'M NOT DOING IT I'LL THROW UP + IDK HOW TO DO IT DO I LOOK LIKE I'VE BEEN TAUGHT#TO CLEAN ANYTHING#We don't even have basic cleaning supplies.#They always leave gross buckets of gross?? UNKNOWN LIQUIDS#In there for DAYS#And I CANT TAKE A BATH JNLESS I ASK SOMEONE#FOR#DAYS#LEAST HYGIENIC FUCKING HOUSE JESUS CHRIST I GET TOLD MY ROOM IS GROSS AND DIRTY#BUT ITS THE CLEANEST PLACE IN THE HOUSEEEEEE#Would be better if WE DIDNT LOSE THE WHOLE VACUUM SOMEHOW#Where IS IT.#I can't with this house#Vent#Sorry I'm talking abt this situation a lot (@my friends)#Like Uhm I wanna shower. I haven't since my Transgender Werewolf Period began#No since BEFORE IT. I'm DISGUSTING. PLEASE. GET THE LARVAE INFESTED THING OUT OF HERE#AAHHHHHHHH#I'M WRITING THIS BC KM AVOIDING BRUSHING MY TEETH NEAR THIS THING.
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so fucking annoying bc everyone here is just as mentally ill as me but doesnt want to admit it so its like ill finally manage to solve the puzzle in my brain that lets me get rid of some shit in my room and it doesnt even matter bc it just magically ends up in a box in some other part of the house
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Love how my dad returning home from hospital turned from a good day to just another one of THOSE days.
#very normal in my flat can confirm that#mom picking on anything she can to start shit with me#and then revealing nan when visiting dad as well yesterday at hospital#somehow found time to bitch about me#so uh someone can tell her im not visiting her next visit#she can piss off there#cause im so fucking done with being trashed#rather be somewhere where im not feeling like im walking on egg shells and shit#like funny as shit i didnt ask if nan trashed me or not#since i was afraid of starting an argument#but no turns out i was right to think that#just like fucking last time
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alright let's talk about this
scars in fiction: I got this trying to save my lover from an assassin- but tragically, I was too late. now I carry the mark of my failure with me always, and I can never forget~
scars in real life: so I was trying to open macaroni sauce with a paring knife
#I accidentally cut my calf open while playing tag when I was 6 or 7 yo#It was cut open by an iron barrel that was cut down vertically in half and laid down in the garden#we used it as a trash can#this happened at my grandma's house lmao#So I ran pass the barrel#stupidly enough and so I cut my calf lol#MY FAMILY WAS PRAYING INSIDE THE HOUSE WHEN THIS HAPPENED#When they hear me crying they stopped and my mom ran to the garden and they found me standing with my calf bleeding out :3#They rushed me to the nearest pharmacy and a doctor treated my wound there#It left a scar lmaoaooao 🌷
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Also like my family didnt leave much of anything/didnt get to pass things down and the stuff they did the oldest children refused to share and like my dad has like nothing of his mom other than memories and my parents came from big families like my mom was 1 of 8 and my dad was 1 of 7 and they both moved a lot and didnt have much as kids/young adults that they were able to hold onto then they became adults and were able to and now its gone and my stuff is gone and obvi i have things now that hopefully ill get to pass down and like my family history is so hard to figure out and i have like no contact with people anymore and it kinda comes down to like yeah this was my moms hat then mine and now its yours and now its gone
#like i get kinda envious of people being like here i am just trying on my grandma and moms wedding dresses for fun#or like these are my great grandpas dog tags#or if they even know their family history more then 4 generations back cause like i dont and no one will give me info#and its impossible to find my own#we have like maybe 4 items from my grandparents total and ONE singular thing from my grandmas mom and its a gold ring with a blue heart#and the ONLY reason we have that is cause after my grandma moved right before she passed and my tia took all of her things and cut contact#me and my dad went to my grandmas house to clean up the trash my tia left and my cousins loved to throw things in their floor vent#and i decided to clean it out and found that ring#literally something i deeply cherish and hold dear i literally wear it daily in a floor vent#something i consider family history thrown away cause no one cared about it BUT I DO!!!
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RLY EXCITING STUFF i got to be on parttime tooth fairy duty for the first time ^_^
#the tooth fairy missed little mans tooth yesterday and the same thing happened last time so he was quite upset#so i covered really quickly and said that our old tooth fairy (her name was willow) had taken on an apprentice but she wasnt quite used#to the job yet. and then i helped my mom pick out ribbons and stuff 4 the note#a d im super excited to see his reaction :] bc i used to be so happy whenever we got notes from the tooth fairy#when i was little i would write notes like interrogating her sbt what it was like being a toothfairy#and lamp wasnt good at writing so i had to write all their notes as well#and ya. so im just happy that i get 2 do that 4 him#i actually DID THE DROP and then found out that the teeth just get thrown in the trash. HEARTBREAKING#my mom said 'everyone ive spoken to whose parents kept them said they were weirded out' but i wouldve een sooo ecstatic. i could make like a#tooth necklace or something itd be sick... so im keeping them for my kids and itll just depend on if they grow up normal or not i guess.#BUT YA. it was just rly funny and i also literally had a moment of realization after i asked my mom what to do with the tooth#where i was like I just wasnt sure its my first time being the tooth fairy so theres a lot to learn . and rhen i literally gasped and went#oh my god im the apprentice tooth fairy .#we named her ivy bc mine nd lamps toothfairy was named willow so we wanted another tree name#so we figured ivy would work well bc itll be easy for him to sound out and spell if he wants to write a note to her next time he loses a#tooth#im just excited. and hes finally back on a sleep schedule which is huge my parents dont rly enforce anything#but me and lamp worked a bit on getting him back on a schedule sonce school is back on#and he like pretty voluntarily went to bed at around 930#:] so im happy abt that.
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#10 happened to someone I know who bought a used backpack and then a few months later tried to travel with it. TSA stopped them bc the drug sniffer dogs went apeshit. They got very thoroughly searched :| Do you know how hard it is to explain that it really honest to gods "isn't mine man!" to the TSA?
Least fun parts of thrift shopping:
This thrift shop used to have jeans for like $3 and now everything is priced like it's new
Hear about a cool new thrift shop in town and you check it out and it's actually "vintage upcycling and consignment" so the shredded jorts are $250 on sale
This place used to get cool stuff but the tiktok haul resale people found it and now anything decent is snapped up and immediately resold for like $500 online
"Ooh this is cute" and then you check and it's shein
"Ooh this is cute" and then you check and it's Harry P*tter
The jacket of your dreams is in your price range but it's 3 sizes too small
Your absolute FAVOURITE thrifted item finally wears out beyond salvation and when you do research to maybe find a replacement it's been discontinued since 1983
Check the pockets and find used kleenex
STICKY THING
This was exactly what I was looking for but I can't get the weed remnants out
"This is obviously broken but I know how to fix it" (never fixes it)
#UGH yes to all the fast fashion trash. The prints are cute but the fabric is like cheap polyester lining material (like jacket liner)#This is why you gotta go out to the small town thrift shops#They all have sorta ridic pricing now but there are still gems to be found#My kid bought a pair of barely worn suede boots at the Goodwill for like $10#I looked them up because they looked expensive to me and they are $300 Italian leather boots#They're SUPER cute too#My mom found brand new $90 BOGS boots for my niece for $25 at a thrift store#She also found a new in box Instapot brand air fryer for $50 and it retails for $179#I found three huge sheets of Arches watercolor paper for $2.99 at a Goodwill. Not each. All three together.#Scored a bag of about 10 totally full Golden fluid acrylics for $5 at a cat shelter thrift store#Sample bottle size but still a good find#I once bought a romper for $3 and then found $5 in the pocket when I washed it. So basically I made $2 on the purchase#I did help a guy who was “picking” at the GW the other day because it can be a legit way to make money but I felt bad bc GW prices are craz#But I found a couple of books they had marked $4 and sell for $25+ on eBay and he was thankful#I think about doing it sometimes but OP's post is one reason I don't#Leave the good scores for those who deserve them!
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fuck my stupid baka life
#my mom is moving my computer to 'somewhere she can see it' bc she found food trash in my room#romeo.txt
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#I know life is hard and we shouldn't take it personally and we should never expect people to coddle us and blah blah#but really I would like to just survive one day without someone being mean to me#I don't even need a day of people being nice#truly I would just take one completely mundane day where I didn't get cursed out or yelled at or spoken down to#and yes I'm well aware this is partially my fault because one person in particular I surround myself with is trash#but it's not just him#my sister cursed me out and accused me of insulting her because I said I didn't agree with her on something#I didn't even say she was wrong I legit told her her feelings were valid and that it was just hard for me to see it from the same#perspective#and when she got upset i took it all back and said I was wrong and apologized and still she berated me over messenger until I cried because#I didn't know what else to say#and even though I'm sick#I got up and cooked dinner for my family and I cleaned up the whole mess and put it all away but I didn't do the dishes because I was#struggling and had to lay back down#and my mom came out and did not say thanks for dinner or thanks for cleaning up or anything of the sort#she came out rolled her eyes scoffed gestured to the dishes in the sink and said you have a mess here#and then proceeded to complain about how I didn't do the dishes#and that's stupid to let that bother me but I swear it's an every day thing and like I was so proud of myself for getting up and cooking an#cleaning up my mess because I was struggling to get out of bed at all#and still all she can bring up is the negative and no matter what i do it's always like that never a positive note#and for the record my mom lives with me for free taking over my son's bedroom it's not like i left dishes in her house it's my dishes in my#house#and ofc my son's father found a way to yell at me but i don't even count that anymore#and i'm just emotionally drained#and it feels like lately it's just an every day thing and i'm so fucking tired#I can't remember the last time someone said anything kind to me at all and that's not an exaggeration#no one ever says i love you or i'm proud of you or thanks for doing that or this helps alot or you got this or you're good at this#and I just wish someone could see something good in me for once
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