#my mistakes

[soulinkpoetry]

I’ve been a prisoner of the past for so long I don’t know what freedom feels like anymore.

-Soulinkpoetry

This sentence feels too long.It’s time to leave the shackles behind.

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[strangerstime]

Perhaps this information will totally influence my future writings

This topic exhausted itself a long time ago. But is it always a bad thing to return to something that still weighs on you to this day? Yeah, I'm talking about Sun and Moon Show.

So why did I pull this topic out of the nailed coffin when I have already stated my opinion before? Well, there are reasons for that. My friend, @visionthefox, often makes little posts debating this, and I read them from time to time. And the post about Bloodmoon and Lunar has me quite interested. More specifically the fact that BM broke his arm. I was impressed: in a show made for kids, they showed that moment in a very violent and intimidating way. For that they have my respect. I hadn't heard my boys' voices in quite a while and was immensely happy to hear the two of them again (if you remember, it was after BM and Lunar died that I finally gave up on the show). But my happiness didn't last long.

I watched a few other episodes, including gameplay episodes (where I think the BM actor underplayed emotionally, since I saw him as Moon the whole time, but Ruin Eclipse behaved pretty similarly, but not about that), and was somewhat disappointed. Not only that they made two hysterical twins out of my fun and active twins (which is justifiable, since they've been betrayed many times and suffered mentally from it), but also how much the plot became… monotonous? I just didn't have the fervor to find out what happens next.

You may say to me, "Well, it's a show for kids! Why pick on it?" Well, I came to this show when I was a kid. And I thought it was pretty strong script-wise. So what happened? When did those subtle plot lines weaving together turn into constant "here-this-twists!"? All in all, it's pretty sad. I don't deny that there are some positive aspects to the show: I like that the BMs are shown to be much more serious and more realistic, with their complexes and fears; that they brought up Lunar and BM's "brotherhood" (After a year- KHEM) and other minor pluses, but there's nothing here that can bring my attention back. The saddest thing is when watching something leaves no emotion at all…. Just emptiness...

I am in no way judging you if you like this Show! This is my subjective opinion, which I just decided to express for one simple reason: I feel guilty.

Guilty of falling for it, of following the creators' leash, of deciding to base my universe on it and thereby creating so many problems for myself that I won't be able to solve anytime soon, because all the problems start from the first comics… I've only been doing this for a year, and I realize I'm as far from perfect as the Earth is from the Moon. I realize that I should have thought of the consequences earlier, but I was going with my emotions and hopes, which ultimately didn't come to fruition. I accept the fact that people unfamiliar with SAMS will not get on board, they will be confused and end up drowning in trying to understand what is going on here. Which leads me to ask just one question:

"What should I do now?"

Is it worth restarting the whole thing? Flush a whole year of my efforts down the toilet to convey the true essence of my complicated plot? Or should I give up and just pretend like this is how it's supposed to be, finally finishing at least one part of this story….

Many people won't get to this point, but the few that do, hear me: never repeat my mistakes. Don't put your fate in the hands of other people.

End of communication.

[your-everyday-theatre-kid]

To everyone I've wronged

Hello. It's me again.

I'd like to apologize. And I know I've done it before, a thousand times even. But I'll do it again.

I know most people get annoyed by me, and my thousands of apologies. But isn't this better? Better than how I used to be?

I used to NEVER apologize for anything. I would just stay quiet until the person forgot about it. That's mean. That's not ME.

I'm sorry for the countless ways I've hurt you guys. I'M SORRY.

For some, it was making them uncomfortable to the point where they dropped me.

For some, it was being too clingy/attached.

For some, it was because I was awkward/annoying.

For most, it was because I wasn't self aware.

To all of you, this is me wanting to CHANGE that.

I'm stepping up and being the best motherfucking person I can. And if that's not good enough for you guys, then I don't know what you want from me.

Trying should be enough.

I hope you'll forgive me, all of you.

@killerdinosourusrex @nu-get @bloodstonevs @selgrey07 @i-need-coffee1573 @averagesbgenjoyer @_everyone else who I've wronged that doesn't have a Tumblr account.

[leoneliterary]

Lol, I was going thru asks and realized u tagged the carnal Aretas ask with Amatus. I couldn't tell if you did it on purpose 😂

AHHHHH NOOOOO

They both start with an A so that probably messed me up.

Lmao can you imagine

Aretas: I desire the MC carnally

Amatus: And I desire you dead

[the-dance-of-italy]

Here, have this mistake

[timetotalkbeauty]

You are missed every day.

[averagelonelypotato]

finally watching trigun stampede 🫡

[pouletpourri]

"You just have to look closely."

[demaparbat-hp]

That infamous prison escape.

[lntrusiveknock]

but on another note i think about my appearance enough at night but im always gaining freaking weight will the good lord just show me a way for me to make some sense in here

[inbabylontheywept]

I was walking out of the Walmart today, and a car passed me, and I got this incredibly vivid impression. It wasn't really in words, but if I had to put it into words, the two key points would be

a). I needed to watch that car and

b). That I needed to be careful, because the driver of the car was a massive bitch.

It kind of took me by surprise, because I really had no reason to be beefing with that car, and I also hadn't really had an impression like that since I was religious, which was in my teen years. Right? It'd been a decade since I had a little voice whisper in my ear, and I'd basically written it off as nonsense.

Anyway, I watched the car, because The Spirits or whatever were very insistent that I did. Car drove fine, went into the parking spot, inched forward, and right when it should've just stopped, the driver gunned it for some reason and it ran into the curb and cracked its bumper.

So, the driver got out, and she went to the front of the car to check that yes, she had cracked her bumper, and then she turned to look at me. The parking lot wasn't empty, but we were the only two people standing in that row, and I'd probably been staring at her for tenish seconds now.

She demanded very angrily to know why I hadn't warned her of the curb. And I could have said I didn't know you were about to gun it or is it my job to help every stranger park, or even could you have even heard me, inside your car?

And all of those would have been fine, but I was really, really busy digesting that I had somehow communed with Mormon Jesus again for the first time in fifteen years, and that the communion had mostly been there to let me watch someone park badly (?), so what I responded with was:

"Because it was foretold."

And I can't tell which would be funnier, if she went silent because there's not much to be said to that, or if she went silent because in Utah, she might actually believe me, but we parted ways without more words.

I'm still kind of digesting this myself, actually.

[soulinkpoetry]

Learning to forgive yourself for all your mistakes, is a crucial step towards healing. Own your bad choices and learn from them as you slowly learn how to release yourself from the burden and stress you carry from making them.

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[the-nyanguard-party]

*puts the tip of my sword in your mouth* enough, you will only talk when I tell you t- stop sucking on it

[zimshan]

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[myclericalromance]

i went to a tiny counterserve diner once and accidentally poured sugar instead of salt all over my hashbrowns and was eating them sadly anyways. the waitress took them away and started making me another one and I tried to protest, but she just snorted and said "we're not catholic here". now every time i'm doing something painful out of obligation i think about how that is not repenting, this body is not a catholic establishment, there is no nobility in suffering.

[ozziyo]

Tis but thy name that is my enemy.