#feeedom

[soulinkpoetry]

I’ve been a prisoner of the past for so long I don’t know what freedom feels like anymore.

-Soulinkpoetry

This sentence feels too long.It’s time to leave the shackles behind.

.

[mslorelai]

So to further torture myself, because I really need it, I remembered something tonight as I was eating my reheated tuna noodle casserole but the fire pit.

In the last couple of weeks before he was gone, we got into a massive fight. I can't even recall exactly why now. He was screaming at me accusing me of everything under the sun as he did when he got mad and wanted his ego stroked. Then he used that tired line he uttered so many times that was guaranteed to make me not give a shit, "just tell me that you hate me!"

After hearing it no less than ten bazillion times, that was it. I snapped. I don't recall verbatim what I yelled at him then, just that I was calm, but shrieking at the top of my lungs something like this, "That's it! I've had enough of your bullshit and I'm done. I'm this moment when I tell you I hate you, it's no exaggeration due to anger. I absolutely. Then. Thousand. Percent. Fucking. Hate. You!"

And I grabbed my keys and my phone and stormed out of the house for a long walk to cool off. That's what I did when I couldn't take his shit anymore. I'd walk, uptown usually, for a couple of hours amongst the deserted and broken down buildings. Not to sort things out in my head, but just to be able to calm down by the time I got home enough to hold a conversation. It mostly worked. I know how to keep my mouth shut.

I said this to him and a couple weeks later he tried to kill us, and then shot himself.

Do I feel slightly responsible? Yes, slightly. I didn't pull the trigger. Hell, I wasn't even here. I heard the gunshot from down the street and around the corner.

Maybe that admitted 'I hate you" was the tipping point and he stewed on it for days. Before deciding to try to choke me to death instead. Or maybe the choking was because I just pissed him off in that moment and in the time it took him to run across the hall and choke and beat on me for about five seconds made him realize that he would rather shoot me.

When we ran out the front door and away he paced the house with loaded gun in hand, repeatedly checking each room. Then he stood in the dark out front where you can't be seen until you are a few feet away. He was waiting for us to come walking around the corner to come home, and then shoot us. What he got was a sneaky cop who startled him, and then he blew off his own face to avoid jail.

[aprimesrpcorner]

Riley leaves the big man her cassette player and some tapes :3

Optimus smiled at seeing the smaller human giving him the cassette player and tapes, of course he carefully held the smaller item in his servos.

“Thank you Riley, are you certain you wish to this over to me though? I don’t want to take something that’s yours unless you are sure.”

He understood some items held value to others, especially the humans.

[rivangel]

I’m sorry but I love the hc that Levi listens to knocked loose. Like the image of him super angry and just trying to let off steam while counting worms plays is amazing.

AHHHHH IKRRR while the singer is just tearing up his lungs over these riffs from hell Levi manages to look vaguely bored while he breathes and feels himself relax he’s so cute

Deadringer by Knocked Loose tho. it’s my fav song by them BUT I MEAN….

MY TOMBSTONE WAS MADE AT BIRTH / my coffin is ON MY BACK

[sophsicle]

Okay I thought the little James potter being a slutty pirate was just for like pizazz or something but like genuinely with their past and with their background it makes. So. Much. Sense. Never being allowed off the boat of course he jumps at the feeedom when he’s allowed to go anywhere he wants now. I’m literally gnawing on my pillow thinking about it, this chapter changed my life

you cannot cage james potter, that boy needs to be allowed to frolic and charm and collect all the stray puppies!!

but yes! the hope is that as the story goes on it becomes clearer that the persona of the sexy pirate is a mask he uses to hide / cope with a lot of hurt and unpleasantness, in a way he's very different from any other James I've written because usually James's home life is so nice and stable, and this is one of the rare occasions where he is the one with the tragic backstory

[actualaster]

Hey, folks who've had top surgery (of the remove breasts variety)!

What tips can you share for minimizing scarring (especially for somebody who scares slightly more easily) and general recovery after?

I've done research and have various lists of info and tips and stuff already, but I'm just under 2 months out until Feeedom and figure additional tips and info can't hurt.

[icarus-my-muse]

Icarus and I

In dreams I soar, like Icarus of old,

Yearning for feeedom, my wings unfold.

But as I climb higher, towards the sun,

My dreams turn to ashes, my journey undone.

I reach out to touch the sky so clear,

But the flames engulf me, my fate is near.

I fall from grace, my wings ablaze,

Crashing down to earth, in a fiery haze.

Icarus and I, we share the same plight,

Seeking freedom, but losing the fight.

Our hearts are heavy, burdened with pain,

Forever longing for the sky in vain.

Oh, how I ache to feel the wind in my hair,

To break free from this endless despair.

But like Icarus, I am bound to fall,

yearning to follow that primal call.

So I carry on, with wings clipped and scarred,

Forever haunted by the dream of soaring far.

Icarus and I, lost in our quest for liberty,

Bound with no chance of positivity.

I wish to be free, so I climb to the sky

And that’s what’s the same between Icarus and I

[delano-ravynne]

You werent looking?

You already had a bed for me in your parietal

Bone.

All i did was slide to the shape of your home

Inside your skull from the inside

Tapping outward

From occipital back to coronal.

Your eyesockets seeped of my blood and bone before i knew you wanted me.

Somthing

Someone

Anything

Like me

I could be

Like me

For you

Could you

Be like me for me.

Dont look for nothing

Else.

Dont seek a feeedom untangable to our life

You will, break, your, own, heart,

Over and over and over and over and over

And i will put you back together.

Because thats what you want

Because thats what you need

Because thats what you desire.

A penetant hand dipped in the venum

Of a scorpions heart.

Only after

It had

Been swallowed by sand and time,

The scorpion forgot it was dead.

Will you?

[glitchyycatt]

i fuckignb hate this get out of my skinn what the fuck aaaaaa skin is so fucking stupid my skeleton demands feeedom i need ti screamm

[musical-chan]

/Wake up Music-chan its time for Ask!!!! No. 24 Worst advice for writing!!

Oh gosh, this one is hard. Worst advice for me, personally, might be the best advice for someone else.

I've gotten a lot advice over the years about outlining and having a solid idea before starting the process of writing. This doesn't work for me *at all* but it definitely works well for others! I need the feeedom to let my ideas flow from one point to the next.

[trendfilmsetter]

Friday Domestic Box Office: July 15th 🎬🎥

1- Mission Impossible  $16.5M

2- Sound Of Feeedom $7M

3- Insidious  $4.1M

4- Indiana Jones  $3.3M

5- Elemental  $2.6M

6- Spider-Man: Across The Spider-verse $1.7M

7- No Hard Feelings $1M

8- Transformers Rise Of The Beasts $930K

9- The Little Mermaid $675K

10- Asteroid City  $320K

[anonymous-red-shades]

Sometimes I wonder if artists have too much creative feeedom

power lines are crushed with the weight of four days of accumulated freezing rain in boucherville near montreal, canada, january 9, 1998

photo by robert laberge, via bbc archives

[riearchivistfornow]

Does It Really Matter?

Teens Xcite 2014.01.18

Does It Really Matter?

Mark 7:1-15, 17-23 NIV

The Pharisees and some of the teachers of the law who had come from Jerusalem gathered around Jesus and saw some of his disciples eating food with hands that were defiled, that is, unwashed. (The Pharisees and all the Jews do not eat unless they give their hands a ceremonial washing, holding to the tradition of the elders. When they come from the marketplace they do not eat unless they wash. And they observe many other traditions, such as the washing of cups, pitchers and kettles. ) So the Pharisees and teachers of the law asked Jesus, “Why don’t your disciples live according to the tradition of the elders instead of eating their food with defiled hands?” He replied, “Isaiah was right when he prophesied about you hypocrites; as it is written: “ ‘These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. They worship me in vain; their teachings are merely human rules.’ You have let go of the commands of God and are holding on to human traditions.” And he continued, “You have a fine way of setting aside the commands of God in order to observe your own traditions! For Moses said, ‘Honor your father and mother,’ and, ‘Anyone who curses their father or mother is to be put to death.’ But you say that if anyone declares that what might have been used to help their father or mother is Corban (that is, devoted to God)— then you no longer let them do anything for their father or mother. Thus you nullify the word of God by your tradition that you have handed down. And you do many things like that.” Again Jesus called the crowd to him and said, “Listen to me, everyone, and understand this. Nothing outside a person can defile them by going into them. Rather, it is what comes out of a person that defiles them. ” After he had left the crowd and entered the house, his disciples asked him about this parable. “Are you so dull?” he asked. “Don’t you see that nothing that enters a person from the outside can defile them? For it doesn’t go into their heart but into their stomach, and then out of the body.” (In saying this, Jesus declared all foods clean.) He went on: “What comes out of a person is what defiles them. For it is from within, out of a person’s heart, that evil thoughts come—sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, greed, malice, deceit, lewdness, envy, slander, arrogance and folly. All these evils come from inside and defile a person.”

The pharisees were jealous of Jesus' popularity and power. Jesus had exposed the pharisees' hypocriticy and falsehood. Some of us are doing the "christian thing" on the outside, but some of us are just dull and withered on the inside. It matters to God if you are a true christian. God is our loving heavenly father. The always rules and regulations are given to us so that we can enjoy the feeedom of the relationship that we have with him.

1) God is not pleased with those of us who practice an outwardly religion but are inwardly corrupt. The pharisees were obsessed with the outside practice and religion, but their hearts were darkened and hard.

We must set aside an offering for God. However, we also must set aside money to set aside money for your parents. Some times we also do the same as the pharisees, some times we do things to please others, to make ourselves look good and some times have hearts that are far away from God. We can have an outward form of relationship with him but have a corrupted hearts.

2) God is looking for outward faith that comes with an inward conviction. If your heart is unclean, then the outward religion is useless.

Psalm 24:3-5 NIV

Who may ascend the mountain of the Lord ? Who may stand in his holy place? The one who has clean hands and a pure heart, who does not trust in an idol or swear by a false god. They will receive blessing from the Lord and vindication from God their Savior.

Our hands need to be clean, but more importantly, we have to have a pure heart.

James 1:26-27 NIV

Those who consider themselves religious and yet do not keep a tight rein on their tongues deceive themselves, and their religion is worthless. Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

If you are using profanities, then your faith is useless. Do you want to get right on the inside and show it on the outside?

[evangelineshifts]

i used to watch this show fish hooks when i was younger and i was quite literally obsessed with it like i wanted to be there so fuckin bad and then years went by i try to watch it again to reclaim my childlike wonder (i was literally only like 3 years older) and i was so unsettled by it for no reason. like i forced myself through a few episodes for the plot before i resigned to just wiping it from my memory completely. just saw a post on pinterest that reminded me of it so thought i’d share. has nothing to do with shifting, everything to do with it being 4 am and i’m sleep deprived.

they had those unsettling hyper realistic close ups that like spongebob would do but it was like ten times more omnious and almost felt like a death threat??? like they would crawl through the screen and claim my soul. im turning off auto correct cause its writing things i do tnot wantnto writer and i feel like its censoring ny feeedom of speech

[st4rry4pples]

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