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Demyx (my beloved)
#kingdom hearts#demyx#honestly is there an organization member i dont like? not really tbh#ok i lied maybe one but even then i find him fascinating so even he gets a pass#demyx being such a good boy who doesnt actually care for fighting then having the whole kh3 thing#where he has the yellow eyes but still just helps the good team vaguely then dips out of the entire game#where did he go and why .... what secrets do you hold young man#i should replay kh3 cause there are things i think i remember but idk for sure#like wasnt there actually a scene where hes just... been benched for being bad at being bad or smth#i really remember a scene where either he says or someone else is like oh yeah he got benched lol#like why does he have to be so funny yet get so little screen time im dying squirtle#though for the record him just handing a mannequin to even and saying peace out for the rest of the game WAS hilarious#this is me living the best time line where not only does demyx just dip and never get mentioned from anyone#but also in an otome i played theres a route where my fave guy just also dips early on#and then in the very end some other LI asks another LI what happened to him btw like where did he go#and the another LI was like oh my god i forgot about him idk man#my favorites just making an appearance and leaving is really funny to me#these tags got super long bc im very stressed and now devoting brain power to vgs in order to not cry
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Everytime I think about Dick Grayson having to constantly beg after Ethiopia to Bruce act like a father not only for him but all of his siblings I want to open a crater in the ground with by bare nails.
#having to much feelings about bruce being a father#or trying#this man after ethiopia made dick go through all the phases of grief under peer pressure#jason: died dick: welp I gess I'll internalize this forever as bein the atlas of my family :)#not only having to grief the death of his brother for what it is#but what it were and what could've been and what will never be#and having to realize and grief the same thing with the relationship with his father all at once at all#going insane#dick grayson#nightwing#nightwing the man who had to go through older daughter sibling at his twenties#rest in peace#except he hasn't had any peace since then#yelps#big yelps#older daughter syndrome* but yeah it also fits
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ok well. unfortunate news: sometimes ur niche is so niche u've already niched the niche. this is exactly the same as the feeling of hitting the end of ur ship tag in ao3 🥲
#*slowly morosely untucks the bib and folds it up again#smh#idk if that post breached containment in the wrong direction or what but there were like 3ppl apiece talking about good actual examples#and those were like 99% media i already reaaaadddd im tearjngn my hair out#but far and away most ppl flat out missed the brief#like i think out of almost four thousand tags about four tagged ghost. four tagged geralt. three andrew minyard. etc#sobbung im sad for me AND for yall like this is ur jam and the best u can put up for example is dean winchester????#listen i know im on the supernatural site. voluntarily. but ur really gonna tell me thats the best u can do 😭😭#like a solid handful said bucky barnes. good solid classic example i'll give it to u but its 2024 😭😭😭😭😭😭#all respect to the ppl tagging ocs tho y'all are real 🫡 bc its looking like if we want it we do gotta get in the trenches and write it 😔✊#anywya i came away with approximately one and a half recs and then 3-4 repeated vouchers for media i know i am just never gonna consume rip#and the rest of yall.. have some kinda different media literacy situation going on we went thru v different english programs i fear#😔😔#angie.txt#like i believe the boba fett girlies are right and on to something but i am simply not going down the mouse route on my own dime#so those recs are. moot#not a single trigun mention i dont think.. not vash or nick or i wouldve even given a pass to a shoutout for knives#some of u said kaz and i havent read the books but even just based on the tv series p sure i can respect that.#one i have to look into asap is whoever evan kelmp(?) is- whatever hes from im not familiar and seems promising.#izzy hands im so sorry. im fundamentally incapable of watching ofmd unfortunately i watched black sails first#wasnt aware it was going to ruin other pirate related media for me when i made that decision 😭😭#i respect the arcane shoutouts but i do think it's hilarious that no two of u called out the same character.#murderbot obviously#i just think some of yall are so close yet so far and i want better for us all so goddamn badlyyy#update: i checked and op seems to have been generalizing off of boba fett/wolverine/magneto etc and yeah that tracks#smbdy said john wick - more than one actually- and while i hear u i also invite u to consider:#that man's singular desire is literally to go back into retirement in peace all he wanted was a quiet night in a rocking chair w that dog..#i dont think id go so far as to say he wouldnt know what to do with a warm bed if he got it. or attach himself to sbdy attack dog style atp#ykwim#somebody said patrick bateman.. yall are just listing names atp. darth vader? kylo? all right pack it up folks
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a place that's calling me // a quinn villon playlist
iggy pop - the passenger he sees the bright and hollow sky/he sees the city asleep at night
florence + the machine - leave my body I'm gonna leave my body (moving up to higher ground)/I'm gonna lose my mind (your history keeps pulling me down)
magdalena bay - watching tv look out behind you, the shadows are near/they know what's been wrong with you, all these years
aurora - winter bird all i need is to remember/how it was to feel alive
hozier - arsonist's lullabye don't you ever tame your demons/but always keep them on a leash
patrick wolf - wind in the wires it's the sigh of wild electricity/i'm on the edge of a cliff surpassing comfort and security
magdalena bay - fear, sex please don't die alone overhead/i'll surrender to the voices in the end
david bowie - the man who sold the world oh no, not me, i never lost control/you're face to face with the man who sold the world
jenny owen youngs - ghosts in empty houses so you might find yourself drifting like a ghost inside empty house after empty house/looking for someone, but lately finding not a soul to tell
patrick wolf - oblivion and i hear you say: 'oh my stubborn son i know that you said you need no one/but don't you see danger, danger, danger, you're headed to oblivion?'
au revoir simone - a violent yet flammable world i don't want to lose myself (tonight i sleep to dream of a place that's calling me)/it's a whisper, it's a funny thing (it's always just a dream)
david bowie - lazarus look up here man, i'm in danger/i've got nothing left to lose
#playlist#97 poets of revachol#disco elysium#mAN this fucker had DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE written all over his brief as soon as i got it#i knew i couldn't give him any other ending than the oblivion he sought#but the way it played out just keeps sticking with me#he sought peace and rest and oblivion#and when he finally stopped wanting it#is when he HAD to give himself over to it#quinn villon my beloved my beloathed i'll never play another character like you again i think#Spotify
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If your life circumstances have always required from you an abnormal amount of strength and resilience, I see you. If your inner child lets out a small sob anytime someone compliments you on that strength, I see you. If that strength translates to you being some form of domineering/abrasive because you learned early on that your lot in life was to take care of yourself because nobody else ever did, I see you. If you are so fucking angry all the time and can't pinpoint why, I see you. If you've had to watch as people you care about continue to abandon you in adulthood because you grew up to be type A, controlling and assertive, I see the fuck out of you. It's not your fault that nobody ever gave you a soft place to land so that you could be your true self. And I won't inundate you with condescending platitudes about how you'll find your person/people one day.
Some of us are lucky, but to depend on external sources for your well being is a crap shoot. I won't tell you to keep looking for your home in other people. Home is where you are. Take that strength you've painstakingly cultivated since you were a child, and quadruple it. Become bulletproof, unbreakable. Don't let anyone else find a fault line in you to exploit ever again.
#personal#as someone who tried the route of opening myself up and trusting others even though every fiber in my traumatized body screamed NO#i have been predictably disappointed over and over and over again#i'm not saying isolate yourself necessarily but cultivate a small circle lock it in and stop desiring others to fulfill you#take what you get as a bonus in life but stop thinking that your fulfillment comes from family and romantic relationships#there's a reason these relationships are the most abusive#the more attached you are the weaker you are i hate to say it#and i swear abusers can smell it on you#make peace with the possibility of being solitary in life because until you do others will always be able to control you#i'm sorry that you were fed lies about love and human connection#but the reality is that to most people you are an npc in their life#men are not waiting to be your happily ever after or to finally let you rest after a lifetime of abuse#no matter WHAT they say or how convincingly#if you're a woman seeking a man know that they primarily desire to fuck you and to possess you as a status symbol. that's it.#listen i used to be a love is all you need girl but experience and copious amounts of therapy have taught me that i am all i need.#childhood trauma#childhood abuse#abusive relationships#narcissistic parents#btw this is not an invitation to try and prove me wrong i am happy to have mutuals i interact with#but i am no longer taking applications for new friends or partners#after careful culling the remaining family and friends i have love and care for me just fine i am more than satisfied#now that i've learned how to actually love myself properly there is no void i need others to fill#if i never got close to a new person again i'd be MORE than alright
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Actually a horrible day for Dragon Ball fans dawg I just saw the news and fell to my knees, bruh
#dragon ball z#mr. toriyama i never knew you personally but your work#was truly am inspiration and source of joy#many many fond memories of watching it with my dad#discussing DB with friends#reading the manga at school#ugh.#i haven't been this fucked up over a death of someone i never personally knew in a while man.#may be rest in peace
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It feels like there’s a lot of heavy energy right now
#everything just feels kind of hopeless and I feel like I’ll like#never be financially stable enough to leave my family#and like I’ll never have a deep and significant romantic relationship#like at this point I am just waiting for my dad to die and hoping for some semblance of peace and normalcy for the rest of my adult life#maryam's posts#like fuck man I just want romantic love#but it seems like everyone is just weird or burnt out or does the bare minimum#and here I am looking and feeling like an idiot#like I’m just tired#I wish my family wasn’t so scarily homophobic I could be comfortable enough being with someone who wasn’t a man#I just feel all alone#And I wish I had someone rn who could see that#and who could give me a hug and say that they loved me
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‘guys, lend me your energy!!!!’
‘this field’s wide open!!! when the time comes i need you to raise your hands and shout, “SHARK DESTROYER: SACRIFICIAL SUPPORT!!!!!’
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oh so jiro can do a spirit bomb in the movie that’s good to know lmao
#this is vee speaking#the arb chronicles#i love waking up in the morning fcked up god fcking damn may toriyama-sensei rest in peace#that’s my childhood man i bonded with friends bc of db/dbz#i love going to dbs movie premieres the energy is unmatched i’ve seen chris sabbath at one#and at 68???? just 68??????????? my heart hurts#had this queued up but couldn’t post it until i paid my respects thank you toriyama-sensei for defining a chunk of my entire life actually#like what would anime be like without him and i’m glad we’ll never know#and sad that he still had projects unfinished that would have continued defining anime
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now some people may not like to hear it but even the worst people who exist are still people & there is no human being who has More right than others to decide whether others deserve to live or die (does not mean i personally condemn murder in self defense or anything of the sort or killing fascists or whatever i'm just saying as a baseline This Is How it Is) & this is why the death penalty is not a good thing no matter how good & trustworthy the people in any government might be. people on average also deserve the chance to learn to do better. & no, someone who's been forcefed propaganda their entire life will not let go of that deeply entrenched mindset so easily, it's not particularly unrealistic & it absolutely sucks to deal with but in the context of tangibly working toward world peace it's also not an issue to try & help such people both in material ways & in helping them learn better rather than cut them down or abandon them to a grim fate. all this to say that's why i don't think garlemald is written badly, as unpleasant as the experience might be. walks off the stage
#ffposting#also if you hate garlemald's writing THIS much but like emet-selch i think theres a disconnect there i just dont understand.#like he made it that way. you do understand this is all because of him right. maybe you should be more upset about that.#garlemald is very uncomfortable & the real life parallels it draws make it a very very touchy Thing to deal with#but i do not think it is handled badly.#their supremacy is entirely gone by the time of edw the people there have known nothing but propaganda#the populares are known to be a minority. people like cid or jenomis aren't that common. this is why they get along#the propaganda is such that even occupied domans like asahi fell for it & feel absolutely nothing for their kin#thats what propaganda does. there is absolutely a degree of responsibility regarding what they do & i would never say otherwise#however the idea that we should let them die & not get a chance to rebuild after theyve lost everything (again) is like. huh.#when you want to work toward world peace in a meaningful way you cant just abandon anyone like that.#like thats a whole people. they suck! but it is not immutable & they deserve the opportunity to do better like any other#id much rather they face retribution for their actions in meaningful ways including working toward reparations#wrt all the peoples the empire occupied than to round them up to kill them or worse let them die to the telophoroi#OR to becoming blasphemies. that would make things so extremely worse.#i just dont understand how you can have sympathy for jullus when he was just like everyone else at first#but you want to leave the rest of them to die. & i dont get how you can like emet & want them to die.#like he fucking did this its a pretty notable very fucking bad thing that he did. no doubt varis has made it worse#but varis was in power for like 2 years at best.#that emet was playing a role & did not actually believe in or care about what he was doing does not erase that he did it#& i personally find it hypocritical to like him if you balk at the idea of garlemald restoration. clears throat#i believe in killing fascists but i also dont believe in punitive justice#& by the time of edw garlean civilians do not hold the systemic power they once mightve#which i think is also important. their entire country is in shambles.#if anything its the ideal opportunity for them all to start anew & learn better. shed their preconceptions as one might say#that said i still skip garlemald cutscenes bc i dont need cunts calling me a savage ✋-_-#do not take any of this for garlean apologia i fucking hate dealing with them on an individual level as a xaela player lmfao#but yeah. if you can feel pity for livia who is a military general WHO HAS ACTIVELY KILLED YOUR FRIENDS#but not for the civilians whove never been exposed to anything other than propaganda. idk man. 30 tags. fly free my post
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brain is so silly bc I'm thinking "i wish Guz had cold hands so when I'm stressed he could cup my face and it'd soothe the itchiness I get when I start scratching at myself from the stress" and then I realized wait he's a fictional character. I could just say he has cold hands if I wanted. but he DOESN'T, i just KNOW that man is a heater !!! he will get me overheated so easily and that is simply something i am happy to put up with because i love him !!!!
#my temperature regulation is very bad but luckily i am more often cold than overheated so fjfkdl#it'd work out most of the time! but sometimes... he runs too hot and i will suffocate if he is physically affectionate DBDJKL#but thats okay bc i love him and am more than happy to deal with any overheating bc I like him sooooo much :3#but yeah idk my body hates me and loves to give me an overload of histamines when im anxious apparently LOL#thus... stress itchiness. rest in peace my skin 😔😔#anyways we're having a garage sale today and i am physically unwell with nausea and very itchy#trying not to make my skin and face all red and welted (from scratching) but goodness gracious i am being tested fhfkdl#and a pair of cold hands on my face other than my own cold hands would do wonders... ougghhhh#Wardell definitely has cold hands and i think ... hmm. idk who else would#Philby sometimes would but not super often and Theodor might occasionally when he's feeling under the weather#me just making shit up right now DBDJDKL#im 50/50 on whether my beloved janitor has cold hands or not. cannot decide!#and not to be cheesy but I think Sun and Moon would be able to cool their hands like an ice pack bc theyre a daycare bot#i never talk abt them bc I feel a little silly abt them but i do very much like the silly robots LOL#ANYWAYS. RAMBLE OVER. i have to go eat some food and then hopefully avoid helping too much w manning the garage sale 😭#💜so good at being in trouble#dandy.cmd
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THESE JJK CHARACTERS DIED BTW
Mai Zenin
Nanami
Hanami
Junpei
Dagon
Kokichi Muta
Masamichi Yaga
Riko Amanai
Yuki Tsukumo
Nobara Kugisaki
Kechizu
Suguru Geto
Yu Haibara
Satoru Gojo
Grasshopper curse
Reggie Star
Rika Orimoto
Wasuke Itadori
Toji Fushiguro
Mahito
Ryu Ishigori
Tsumiki Fushiguro
Haruta Shigemo
mmmmm nobara is alive trust
#jjk#time for my thoughts#Megumi is really an orphan now L#geto and gojo I don't have much to say about them#rest in piss ig#I think kenjaku is confirmed dead#actually#rikos death *starts sobbing*#junpeis death was also kinda sad but then I forgot about them two seconds later#never forgiving kenjaku for killing yuki#choso is now an army man's wife waiting for Yuki to come back from the war#she's dead :(#I can't believe that Nanami is dead while Mei Mei lives on#rest in peace Nanami :(((((#MAI :(#maki is such an important character to me you don't understand#thats it ig rambling over#I wanna turn off anon asks bc of the weird hate mail im getting tbh but also I don't wanna scare off this one jjk fan that is#just in my asks for some reason
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ive come to the conclusion that my undying love for peter steele ultimately foreshadowed my love for illumi zoldyck
#rest in peace to the one n only green man#14 yrs today#srry lumi yu dnt deserve the green man title#i be goin bout my day then bam indescribable sadness over the fact that i will never get to experience the pure ecstasy of a ton concert#illumi#hxh#type o negative#my post
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Guys why is rain world so good (<- rewatched some scenes and teared up on all of them)
#rat rambles#rain posting#god man. holy shit. fuckkkkkk#rain world may not be one of my token big interests but god does it just hit me so fucking hard whenever I do engage with it#I also think after rewatching some stuff that my general takes on how rain world's world works have shifted a smidge#which is also giving me some more ideas for saint hcs#I feel like the biggest thing Im seeing differently now is the concept that the saint has no beginning or end#one big theme of rain world is the way that all cycles eventually come to an end#societies iterators and even the lives of the animals that wander about#theyre trapped but within these cycles they still move forward and eventually fade just like everything else#but the saint doesnt. they never can. in that way they are a paradox#for when even time itself eventually fades what becomes of the being who will never be allowed to slow in their decent?#overlapping onto themself infinitely until what is and isn't them becomes irrelevant#have they lived many times or were they ever even alive to begin with?#at the end of the day they will never know. its a peace they wont ever find#as they are simply a lil guy who is stuck in a real mind boggling situation#anyways thanks pebbles dialogue for helping me get a better grasp on saint stuff have fun being dead buddy#it also makes me feel even worse for the echos because theyre likely in similar positions#not the exact same given Im sure none of them had the powers to fly and ascend ppl but still#in my minds eye tho theyre more themselves than saint is#for better or for worse#the rest of the echos are stationary. unable to move forwards or back#while the saint continues to spiral onwards and onwards in ways that break the very core of this universe#or smth like that idk. Im just rambling abt nonsense at this point lol#but yeah I imagine the sain to be both trapped and stretched across time#most things exists whinin cycles of cycles but the saint takes that concept to the extreme#most things much more so develop and change as time moves forward but the saint kind of just is#but like. is a lot. like there's a lot of them. but that them is stretched like super thin#they overlap themself and keep stretching to infinity#and with that sort of overlap it makes sense that in what conscious state they do have they simply experience each overlap eternally
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remembering truganini is enough to ruin my day.
#i kind of want to make an art piece about her but i do feel weird using her as a basis for it. so it just exists in my head#its not like a 'i would need permission from palawa people to make it thing' i wouldnt do it even if i got permission. its not mine and#doesnt need to be#im sure the person reading this doesnt know who she is so heres a small part of her story;#she came from lutriwita tasmania. during her lifetime she personally witnessed an estimated 96% genocide of her people.#in the 1830's george a robinson towards the end of the 'black wars' (attempted palawa aboriginal genocide. it was very much#a war) travelled to offer a 'peace treaty' of sorts to the very few remaining (from an estimated 6-20 thousand to around 1-2 hundred)#saying they could go and live on an island where they'd be given flour and tea and a 'good white man' to protect them. truganini was asked#to be his guide to ensure he wouldnt be killed when attempting to speak to people. her reasonings for accepting were of course never#recorded but she did. and helped round up those people. almost all of whom died in the horrible conditions they were forced to live in on#that island (wybalenna). 16 made it back to lutriwita.#she saw the graves dug there for her people looted by settlers.#looted for bones. and skin. so they could be studied like specimines#the remaining people were sent back to live in an ex-convict camp in 1838. 8 years on that island. most died. as was the intention#even on her wikipedia page she is credited as 'one of the last full-blooded tasmanian aboriginals' which is a phrase highly contested by#living palawa people today. but she knew her reputation. she was considered the last tasmanian aboriginal.#upon the approaching of her death she took a trip to a nearby river and pointed to the deepest part of it#asking to be buried there#she had seen how her friends family and people had had their graves robbed by white settlers and knew the same would happen to her. she#wanted to rest in peace. in the bush. in the deepest part of the river#born around 1811-1812 she died in 1876#and the last piece of her skin was returned to lutriwita from a british scientific association in 2002.#126 years later#her skeleton was on display in the tasmanian museum (still in operation i might add) until the 1940s. some 70 odd years. and remained in#the museums storage before being returned to the palawa community in 1976. 100 years after her death#she asked to be buried in the deepest part of the river. where no one could touch her.
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#course crush update#Ik I said I let him go but I’m a liar and a fraud 😭😭#anyway there’s this girl in my class#and she was laying it on thick with him today and he ate that shit up 😔😔#she asked him his star sign and he entertained the question imagine#I was disgusted#mainly because I think star signs is bs#through all the lectures she was flirting with him#and I was sat infront of him because I didn’t want to have to see his face thinking it would be a peaceful rest of the day I was wrong#my chest is burning too because#I don’t trust her because she’s never come across as genuine to me#but that’s because she’s a suck up / beg and those kinds of people annoy me idk#like it’s not by force manipulate ur personality so ppl will like u#it’s the same vibe as that nurse from work#but anyway#we move#i shouldn’t care at all but I’ve said time and time again I’m an emotional bitch#he’s so foine tho my heart is burning#but I’m the captain of the never push myself up for a man ship sorry not sorry#I don’t care how many Ls I have to take
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I'm still so upset about bray.
#I usually don't get upset abt celebrity deaths but this one is affecting me for some reason#I think it's because he was so young and has such a young family. Also because of the talent and vision we lost#He never got to finish his stories in and out of the ring#And we never got to see them or see him make another grand return#I know that's what death does but. Man#Im really going to miss my little brother lighting up at something as simple as lights flashing because he thinks it's bray teasing a retur#wwe#bray wyatt#death#Death mention#Rest in peace Windham. I hope you're in a better place#If any of my mutual or followers who have no idea what I'm talking about made it this far - go watch some videos or read some articles#on his career#Because it was so fucking cool#bird likes to chirp
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