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turtletaubwrites · 2 months

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saw this and idk if you’ve seen it before but I felt like you needed to see it haha. Also hope you’re doing good!

I DID need to see this, thank you so much!! 😭🙏🏼

#i need bepo to follow me around please #please law #let me borrow bepo for a week #my life has been wild lately #live bepo reaction would save me #turtletaub responds #thank you #needed this!#bepo

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kaereth · 2 years

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The Collector hosting a bunch of people they captured invited to tea for a kofi!

#the owl house #the collecter toh #horde prime #she ra #arcane #silco #elk centaurworld #centaurworld #the nowhere king #wendell and wild #Pauline Phoenix #Doctor Emilia #Erik Ahlberg #another late post bc i forgor again RIP #my life has been way too busy rn i am dying

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kurokonobrainrot · 2 months

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If you can draw Akashi being cute in any capacity I would love that please 🤲🏿

Big Brother Oreshi and baby brother Bokushi just for you <3

This is a very quick sketch so don't look too long or too closely xD

#Life has been wild lately #so I haven't gotten around to reading your accidental siblings fic yet.#i have to do a thousand things at once and worry about too many things so it's hard to get my brain to relax and focus on something else #but i will read it soon!#my art #akashi seijuro #knb #kuroko's basketball

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 21 days

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I've been looking for this one au where Len basically becomes a mad scientist and turns his friends into robots one by one for a while now, and I'm beginning to realize that I just read through your blog while half asleep a few months back and mixed together my memories of your flower hivemind and composite au

this is very funny to me. i'm absolutely honored this blog's posts were enough to evil-farming-game an entire vocaloid au into your memories 😂

i can give you this doodle; it's composite au but i'm sure it'd fit very well with this theoretical mad scientist len au lololl

#ask #anonymous #this is ALSO funny to me bc of 'mad scientist' and 'flower hivemind au' in the same paragraph. it reminds me of an old scrapped idea #i had about where tf the flowers even came from in the first place but i ended up never doing anything w/ it #i've been thinking abt composite au though uag i want to do more w/ it... rip the unfinished refs and one google doc thing i have #shaking myself like ITS OKAY IF THE STORY KINDA SUCKS AT FIRST!! YOU NEED TO START SOMEWHERE #cus i mean i wouldve never gotten anywhere w/ Certain Things had i not started with the og shitty versions. which were SHIT #but its wild to think ~7 years later i transmogrified them into the things they are now. wack. makes me wonder what will happen #to stuff im making now later down the line if i go and revisit it. SO CONCLUSION YES BITCH GET OVER YOUR FUCKING ANXIETY #i think my other problem is i'd loveee to reveal it slowly with like art pieces comics etc but i dont got time for that 😔😔#CURSE WITH LITERALLY EVERYTHING I MAKE TBH not just fandom shit but original shit too. i need to get over myself #cause i do know respectfully not everyone has the skill/time/desire to pick apart things for symbolism so a clearer explanation #would prob be more accessible. and easier for ME TOO TO HAVE SHIT IN ONE FUCKING PLACE MAN. actually how i've been taking notes lately #sorry these are some longass fucking tags im talking to myself. just went into a new academic year w a lot of stress #so thinking abt my own crazy stories keeps me sane and makes me feel like i have control over at least SOME aspect of my life #anyways circling back mad scientist len sounds incredible lowkey though lmao. its always the stem lens 😔💔✌️#JK?? but i do joke abt composite au len partly going insane bc he's a biochem major essentially so yeah bitch i fucking get it 😭 no wonder

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famewolf · 1 month

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for so long all I wanted to do was die but now that I'm older, all I worry about is dying too soon. too soon to experience all the things I didn't give myself time for when I was young. I don't want to spend these years overthinking what time I have left

#[static]#wild how the brain shifts #i want to live i want to experience everything i can and i never thought i'd make it this long #my brain has done a 180 and it's always on the back of my mind (and sometimes the front) that i could die in the blink of an eye #im not scared of death but i am scared of not having lived #my ptsd/ocd combo has been pummeling me lately and i feel like im sometimes at a breakthrough where ive figured out a way-#-to stop being scared ... to just allow myself to live without the what ifs.#i do it in practice but the reality is that no matter how nonchallant and down to earth I appear in real life-#-my brain is picking apart the resolve i've carefully put together for myself #it's like constantly picking at a wound that's begun to heal and i cant get myself to stop #it's Exhausting having to continuously catch ones self from falling further back down the hole your younger self dug #im finally living as the person i always wanted to be and nothing can take that from me even if it were to all come crashing down tomorrow #but im still not used to the stability so that's why my brain does what it does best #what's three or four years of stability to decades of being in fight or flight ... it will take time and it's hard work #but i know with time it will be worth it and i wont remember the dread in the back of my skull every time i experience happiness #i'll just remember the days as they were ... and they are wonderful #just needed to vent for a moment! mental health is such a surly thing

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daily-batty-dose · 1 year

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I need to give this blog love again!

#I’ve been so distracted #life has been wild lately and i didn’t have time to run a daily blog #I’m in a stable place rn though and bats are back on my mind #mod post

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cal-cium-the-nerd · 11 months

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life has been wild lately and i've been having trouble getting the writing worms wriggling and prioritizing, so…

#mother of learning #'life has been wild lately' = last week i bumped into my childhood best friend who's like a sibling to me #(but we have barely talked in 8 years and not contacted each other at all in 3 years)#and anyway it turns out we are BOTH trans (spiderman meme)#his parents are transphobic though (they've been dragging him to church etc for... some reason? idk what they think that'll accomplish)#and then there was Drama with a coworker who then quit and I had to work a ton of extra hours at work so that was fun

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tomathomatommy · 2 months

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Schmmmmmmmokinnn'!!!!!!!

#thomas journal #july 2024 #god life has been wild lately. just miss my friends tbh

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uitzinnigmp3 · 3 months

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#hm . feeling Weird #life has just . been happening lately . but none of it feels like it's been happening to Me i'm just kinda . there #or like . i can have a very intense experience like emotionally and then a day later i can barely remember how i felt during it ??#the last weeks have been wild . but also theyve been so normal . i don't fucking know #nothing is happening and yet so much is happening ! get me out !!!#man . 2 weeks till end of term . maybe thatll fix me #also i should fix my sleep schedule perhaps #dude i don't fucking know . why the hell did i quit therapy #s.txt

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babygirlwolverine · 1 year

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officially one more week of rotations before I am officially done with my clinical year of vet school (4 more shifts from next Monday-Thursday). 27 days until graduation. approximately 2 weeks until NAVLE scores are released and I find out if I passed and got my license or failed and have to retake the exam again in November.

so many ups and downs have happened over the last few weeks. so many high highs and low lows. some of the best days of my life and some of the most stressful moments. everything has just been so surreal and overwhelming

#sapphire rambles #life has been. insane lately #idk how to describe everything I’m experiencing and feeling #it’s been a wild ride #vet school is finally almost over #in exactly one week I will have finished my last shift as a veterinary extern student doctor #and in a couple weeks I’ll find out if I can start working as a vet this summer…. or if I’m not good enough and have to retake the exam #so much is riding on the next few weeks #both good and bad #sorry I haven’t posted much content recently #it’s just been so hectic

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twilightarcade · 3 months

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HOW OLD ARE YOU !! just wondering if you'd be cool with being friends with a 19 year old (she/they pronouns for me btw) if not thats ok no pressure !!!!

Be sure to drink water & munch when you can!! You deserve it !!

Hai anon !!

Age wise... simply a mystery. Old enough to know what CDs are not old enough to have met George Washington. Surely that narrows it down a bit for you.

Realtalk though I'm cool w being friends with whoever! :3 I honestly don't age check much, if at all. For all I know someone over here could secretly be 60 and I would be blissfully unaware. Such is the way of the world at times.

#wordstag #I don't age check till some mutual makes a post about how they're 13 and about to go into highschool then I do that one shocked guy sitting #in a chair face and move on with my life. And such. Those posts are SCARY #2 be real you can probably get a general sense of my age if you've been following me long enough ...? Never really done an official #survey or anything on that sorta stuff. Think it would be funny but also yolo (<- she's been saying yolo a lot for NO reason)#even realertalk this ask prompted me 2 go refill my waterbottle earlier (and even pomptlyer forget to answer . Till now) thanskanon yr t #the real one. Anyway hijacking your ask beacause I don't know if we're gonna post again tonight wd went 2 the library and got...#guess. A book. Several even. Weird theme of them being about some sorta report/documentation ?? But like it's chill.#and oh man. Reading has been horrific as of late. It just drags on forever ......#anyway we need 2 get to sleep for Real unless I find another ask to answer ... who knooooowwwwwwsss (pretend I'm fluctuating my voice like #ghost of sorts)#askstag #i DIDNT askstag this post. Wild.

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barkingangelbaby · 4 months

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venting so much i ran out of tags lmao

#i think im hallucinating ?????#i have my headphones on (listening to boyfeel on repeat n choppin up some paper)#and keep feeling / seeing shadows in my peripheral vision #im probably just dehydrated and having bad floaters but i dont like it :)#today has also been bad dramatically awful #life isn't serious there's no reason to feel this heavy #oop very emo thoughts incoming #life can't be meaningful or ill miss my parents too much but can't be meaningless or im living without them for nothing #im just. struggling very hard this year. idk #i had so much health bullshit going on for months that i put off going to a psych n now im so busy that it feels bad taking time off for it #and im also scared of getting on meds bc the idea of being dependent on something that i might not have access to is.. auuughhh #idk dude my adhd has been debilitating lately and i feel so stuck and sometimes i think i have ocd bc my compulsions are so fucking bad and #all my mental bullshit with my breathing has slowly been driving me wild and peaks my anxiety #and sometimes i worry abt being bipolar bc my mom's mom is and my mom's best friend told me she thought my mom might have been #bc the way my moods are so low or so high is exhausting it feels like i haven't had a “normal” day in so long #but also atp when im happy i feel manic bc idk how to healthily experience happiness anymore #idfk y'all !!!! im also very nonverbal these days #ugh and still going back n forth on telling my therapist ive been suicidal again bc i dont want him to have to report me or anything idk #a few months ago i made a joke about offing myself and he got rly serious n said he'd have to take action if im serious so im leaning no #like. i wouldnt actually kill myself. i just don't want to exist sometimes in this life #its just been very very very very very very very very very very very very very very hard lately without my parents or grandma #and even after all these years it's still heartwrenching to think about continuing to live this life without them #like. i just want to make them laugh. i just want to feel their arms around me in a warm hug. i just want to dance to their favorite songs.#i don't want to think of them and see their dead bodies anymore. i want to remember them healthy and smiling.#i would take care of them again in every lifetime but fuck dude. i just want to remember their good days instead of the end. can i please #please fucking invision them at their best. i want to remember the dad that played baseball and video games and whose laugh filled the room #i want to remember my grandma who was so sassy but kind. whose button nose crinkled when she smiled. who taught me to happily be dramatic #i don't want to remember them being frail. i want to forget the frustration i saw in their eyes. i want to forget seeing them struggle #(insert sadness about not remembering my mom at all)#just. fuck dude. my life is simple and i am safe so i shouldn't complain. but things feel so fucking hard sometimes. i feel so heartbroken

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tthirdmember · 5 months

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what do you mean there's 2 weeks until im 23 ......... since when

#my birthday is coming up and i finally have plans for once but also Jesus Fucking Shit The WEATHER up here makes me #want to start throwing myself into rivers and drifting out into the sea . good god it is so fuckin hot out AND ITS NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE #i miss when my hometown had cold weather and rain all the fucking time. what happened to this place being a rainforest #i dont like the amount of california happening where im living atm. both interms of the housing + drug crises and also the weather #i do not. need this weather.. on top of all the other shit i have going on rn .i will tear my skin off and run into the streets asa skeleton #also sorry for the absence 🧍‍♂️life outside of the internet has been such a fuckin trainwreck lately its wild out here

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theinternetisfulloftrash · 2 years

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I'm not even a little bit sorry. Dylan "Tits Out" O'Brien.

F.U.C.K.

Scrolling back through my inbox and this one just smacked me in the fucking MOUTH. How very DARE (you and Dylan both!).

#dylan o'brien #got me losing my mind #all the time #look at him!?#excuse me???#shirtless dylan #dylan in the wild #dylan and friends #lickable clavicles #tommy alter #apologies for being THIS behind on replying to my asks #my life has been a bit ... off kilter lately #<3 #ask #independent-thought-alarm

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youleavethetardisbrakeson · 1 year

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Have you ever heard the term precipitous labor? My sister in law was complaining how her son took 36 hours to enter this world, but her daughter took 45 minutes from start to finish and all that I could think of was that it sounded like a Rhaenys issue, where one baby was there after two days of suffering and one had to be caught by Corlys or Jocelyn because the maester didn't even have time to get there.

Hi nonny! 👋

Oh, indeed I have heard of precipitous labor. If you're looking for a laugh, check out Seth Meyers' monologue about how his wife ended up giving birth in their hotel lobby.

Funnily enough, I've had pretty much this exact conversation with @joycieillustrations. She imagines that exact scenario; Laenor was fast, Laena was ROUGH.

Can you imagine the shock on Corlys' face if he had to catch a fresh baby? 🤣 He's seen a lot, but most certainly not THAT.

#ask #apologies for neglecting my inbox #life has been wild lately #rhaenys targaryen #hotd

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 1 year

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Guess who applied for college??

#me! it me #i was supposed to go to college in 2020. but the college i was supposed to go to went bankrupt #seriously. during spring break i got an email that basically said 'surprise! the future you thought you had? its gone! fuck you!'#by this point it was too late to apply to any more colleges for the year. so i decided to take a gap year #that one year turned into four. and here i am #i liked working full time. i had a good job in a kitchen. i was doing well for myself #but i always regretted not going to college #i was going to go to become an asl interpreter. this college was one of the best in the country for asl interpreting #but today i was bored at work. and my sibling has been encouraging me to apply tothe nearby community college #and they have an interpreting program! so i applied #and i might actually go to college in january #thats wild. thats honestly wild. i didnt expect that #after this long i kind of resigned myself to job hopping for the rest of my life #just taking whatever job would take me that didnt need a degree #but i want more than that. so we're gonna go to college!#im worried. scared. apprehensive. etc #but mostly im proud of myself for taking this step #school is hard. and i havent been in school for years. so i guess we'll see how that goes #i hope you're having a wonderful day 💙💙💙

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