#my life atm

[wishicoulddisappear]

“real iii girlies bleach their hair to match him!!!” i sob, while brushing the 3 strands of hair left on my head

[biasedsteam9]

I've been falling for the RuiEmu and Toyahane, so, probably I'm gonna add this two pairs in my fic

Plus, now I want to write a College fic with the same characters

Send help bcs this is why my long fics are unfinished and only became drafts lmao

[wordrummager]

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looking through my recent photos on my phone for a fitting image for this Tuesday morning, and these spoke to me today

[trueshellz]

Been very absent since I've been very unwell

Trapped nerve and some.mental health issues plus shit at work has made life a little difficult

I am doing some writing and hoping to be back soon

Kisses to all

[pois0ncandy]

[thereyvan]

so my cousin-turned-adopted brother broke into an abandoned mall and ofc he got in trouble with the pigs so while my parents are talking with him i decided to watch Young Frankenstein for the first time and holy shit i almost cried at the end because. the monster got a good ending. he actually got a good ending. but that was not the only reason i almost cried. i also almost cried from laughing too hard

[nezhanetwork]

distant memory

[mobius-m-mobius]

#the Nowhere Man who waits and the God of Stories who watches

[biasedsteam9]

Hello, it's a me

I know that I've been MIA for a while, like, a while

Let's just said that life is a wrecked piece of shit sometimes and don't play the good boy.

That being said, it's time for some news, I am now 27 years old, I spend my birthday in the beach, like 700kms from home and my boyfriend, who is my comfort people at this time because after some fights between me and my family and some uncomfortable talks, I moved up with him. A couple of weeks later and thanks to him, I took advice with a good doctor that told me that I have panic attacks and depression (not surprised) due to be under pressure all the time.

Now I'm better, adjusting my life like a person jobless and trying to get better to find a job again, plus, I'm probabky going back to school to finally have my degree at 100% (like, a title and all that kind of stuff).

I've been working in some things, like myself to get better now with my new lifestyle, taking a lot of meds (like 3 almost 3 times per day) and some writing and trying to get distracted to not spend all my day in the bed.

Writing has been the hard part of this journey so far (including gaming but that doesn't help a lot) due to my depression and self-esteem, but I'm trying to start again and continue old works and made new ones specially with a VERY long time fic that is mostly based in Hinomori No Setsuna from Hatsune Miku and Luka Megurine but I feel a little insecure in post it or not in AO3 due that the main pair is Nene Kusanagi and Tsukasa Tenma, feel free to say someting about this, another one is a Shakarian from Mass Effect and the last one is from Halo Reach, mostly the next part of my fic between Carter and Fem! Noble Six.

Anyway, to not make it this more longer, I'm much better with my boyfriend and his family, I'm with major depression and anxiety attacks but I'm trying to get better trough meds and doing my best to do what I really likes.

That's it, that's all.

Thank you if you read all my crap, I really love you <3

Biased out!

[sirenetica]

May I request 3rd life desert duo? :3c

Sure

[clownsuu]

bullying ford just for funzies 💥🥄

cw, the tiniest amount of blood/body horror

[biasedsteam9]

It is kinda of sad in my case after reading this because I am a 26 Yo FULL GROWTH ADULT tha maybe rn doesnt have a job but can live without asking her parents for money but I CAN NOT CHANGE THE DESKTPOP FURNITURE OF MY ROOM, ok?

Even one day I had a verbal fight with my mom in where she told me "This all belong to me, when you have you little or few things, we can talk" EVEN IF I HAVE THINGS ON MY OWN.

In this moment, I really wish that I wasn't so attached to my family to let them go and to spend christmas all alone without them. It is sad but it is true, and it is my life.

Lucky people who thinks like the post that I'm rebloging.

I think one thing we need to address in the US if we want to de-stigmatize multi-generational households that include ADULTS from multiple generations, is that parents need to learn how to have adult relationships with their offspring.

Should my daughter deign to live with me when she's an adult she will not be my some vassal that has to obey my household rules. She graduates into being a peer in setting and managing the boundaries, cleanliness and appearance of our home.

Too many parents want to have relationships with grown ass adults in which the parents maintain control and authority, and in which they leverage money and history to get their way from an adult who, very reasonably, wants to be able to make choices and have influence. And then those parents wonder why their kids keep their distance!

But then people act like I've lost it because I let my 5 year old pick the color of paint in her room- a room I seldom spend time in except to take care of her, and a room in which I want her to be comfortable and happy.

I'm not gonna let her choose a paint color for the kitchen right now, because she's capricious and bad at negotiating so we can pick a color we all like. But when she's an adult, if she's still living here? Why shouldn't she get to influence her environment?

People like to have agency. We limit the agency of children because they make choices without the full ability to understand the results (sorry baby, you are gonna get vaccinated for pollio even if you don't like it. You don't understand pollio).

But limiting an adults choices in their own home, just because you don't think that home should be a real home for them because it's just for you, is kind of an asshole move, to me.

No need to argue with me if you disagree. You can have your own opinion.

But I couldn't treat my kid that way, and I have seen enough to know that not every parent treats their adult children like permanently incompetent interlopers.

I didn't just buy this house for ME. I bought it for MY FAMILY. My baby is my family.

[fluttersheep]

:)

[hussyknee]

Your "non-confrontational" choices not to communicate hurt the people you don't confront btw. You're not a martyr for keeping everything inside and then running away when other people don't know what's going on with you. You just decided avoiding rejection and sparing your own feelings was easier than being honest and giving them the agency to respond and make their own decisions. You chose to hurt them so they didn't hurt you. You think your feelings are realer and more important than their own care and love for you. You were always just waiting for a sign to run.

"If they cared about me they would have–" did you tell them that? Did you let them know how you feel? How much importance you place on those requirements they don't know they have to meet? This secret criteria and secret signs for your secret feelings? Or are you making them play a game they don't know even exists?

Your choice not to communicate isn't cute. You didn't run because they didn't feel the same for you. You ran so you wouldn't have to risk rejection. You chose to prioritise your own self-protection over their trust in and love for you. At least own that.

[labannori]

Something about Adams hair intrigues me

[k1tty5]

sl!tango + extra ranchers doodle

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