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just finished the naturals and—i say this with all due respect—WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?? (positively!!)
im so upset i didnt read this SOONER because omg its so good!!! its so fast paced and such an easy read. i was so interested with everything and i literally couldn't put the book down (except i did bcs my head started hurting, but thats a sign that it was a hella good book bcs i felt the same with tig)
first of all—our mc cassie is so wowwwww. like whenever she was profiling someone it felt like i was the one doing it. shes literally a great ass mc and not to mention strong af for being able to handle all her shit even when her mom was literally missing, presumed dead?? i personally would give up in life.
and the naturals too?? my favourite is and will forever be lia, FIGHT ME. i love them sm like theyre just little kids yet they made these cases their bitch,, i did really wish there was more of their dynamic when all five od them were tgt, but honestly theres like 4 more books to go SOOO.
and the ending? WHO WOULD HAVE GUESSED?? it last few chapters had my head SPINNING oh my lord i swearrrr i have never read a plot twist as good as this. i really wasnt expecting HER (yk who) to be the murderer of all these girls. jlb really decided to make us fall in love with her then hate her in the end.
im so glad i decided to pick this book up and thank u to those who encouraged me to.
i WILL be reading killer instinct immediately tyvm.
#i would have made this longer#but i prefer not to torture people#i loved this book sm oml#i would love to have someone to rant abt this with#my head does hurt tho#i will now pass out#the naturals#jennifer lynn barnes
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Am I having a stroke or do I smell burnt toast? On one hand, just had an asthma attack. On the other, I'm in a breakfast restaurant.....
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regret
#literally excuse the shitty anatomy and cell shading i was thinking abt chuuyas reaction to what he'd done and i decided to make it skk#bc skk copium :')#the way i've hated dazai so fucking much but i still cried like a bitch when he died#he's not dead the bsd fandom has this phase like the elevator chapter where we're like ''dazai's not gonna make it he's done for!!''#and then he comes back next chapter like surprise bitches yall thought i was dead lmao#this chapter fucking HURT for skk shippers tho like we rly lost this time around huh#deluding myself into thinking that chuuya used gravity manipulation to slow the bullet#bc we didn't see a bullet hole behind dazais head like when chuuya shot his shoulder even though the bullet to his skull was fired at close#the reason theres a wound is bc the compressed air that was still fired was enough to wound him#and the shock wave that followed caused him to pass out bc of the sudden tension to his head intermingled with the blood loss and poison#we also know dazai can control his heart rate at will so maybe he can drop his pulse to zero for like thirty secs#enough to make fyodor believe he's dead#in the event that all of this is untrue and dazai rly does die the way my entire being will go numb and cold and dead#knowing that fyodor will most likely use dazai's death as a weapon against chuuya effectively chaining him to his side#like bffr chuuya may dislike dazai but that's his partner his reflection the boy that makes him desperately want to be human#dazai is the embodiment of chuuyas humanity and once chuuya loses that tether to his human side he will snap and the facade will shatter#and we will truly see chuuya unhinged with nothing more keeping him bound to his mortal shell#this wasn't the skk reunion we wanted asigiri what the fuck :(#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#skk#soukoku#lotus draws
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''He really should be the one being called 'angel' instead of me''
#<- taking phrases from the game because i have nothingto say ehehe#14 days with you#14dayswithyou#14dwy#14dwy ren#cw blood#okback to my enclosure 🍖#i played with a lot of things idk how to explain this just take it my head hurts im plagued by visions#don't look at it too much tho your eyes are going to hurt like mine too much pink#i have been fixating on ocs all my free time and now i have classes again fuck my stupid baka life i didn't draw him that much#my brain thinks faster than my hand's speed help#i wish i could sketch as fast as in paper but in digital it would take less time i need to practice and study anatomy and color and perspec#ok but beforethat *does three circles and falls asleep#now that i finished this i will keep working on the requests#sorry no little treats </3 blog en decadencia
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Off to make mischief and terrible decisions for everyone (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Gaster#Papyrus#Sans#Help they keep appearing#Where have I heard that one before lol#Genuinely! I wasn't expecting to keep drawing them but my pencil kept moving and they kept showing up on my paper!#Especially Gaster but the other two plenty as well#Got to employ a bit of my favourite coloured pencil ♪ I Will find a way to use my blue on nearly anything#Luckily for me they come prepackaged with blue magic so that was easy enough#Wiggly baby Papyrus does Not want to go >:( At least he's not being hurt :(#Some smoking Gaster ♪ I still quite enjoy drawing smoke honestly - fun to get to do so with a character who actually smokes haha#You can see I also added swoopy-swoops to his Lost Soul head - I like it much better for being such a small detail#I think it looks weird in black rather than white but against a white background-#Without them he feels....hmm something. Something old that I don't want#Not like the Classic Lost Soul head tho haha - similar but not quite the same!#I love his design ahh ♪ He's really so pretty but so much of that is in his details! Like the way he wears his clothes or holds his body#I'm always a sucker for that style of turtleneck as well haha ♫#Perhaps his turtleneck keeps the smoke in chest from escaping longer :0 Yet another reason to wear them!#Shot of the little family before things went Completely terrible - before the plates and all that#I'm rather pleased with his hand pose there actually :) Keep an eye on your kids Gaster you've only got the one eye to do so!#And then some silly ones lol - I am desperately curious if animated skeletons would have a hyoid bone#It's not as though hyoid bones are specific to humans! They're just A Type Of Bone! Surely skeletons would have All their bones right?#But in the human skeleton it's not resting against another bone it's just floating there tethered by muscle and sinew#Would it float? Would it rest inside the lower jaw? Would it attach to the neck vertebrae??#It'd probably get caught on his turtleneck a lot easier than like - getting it caught on his neck bones for example#They have a kind of fused canine-teeth-like structure as well they're like a weird set of tongue-teeth lol#It's just fun to imagine ♪ Similar to how the rest of the skeletal body like - magnetizes? to itself :)
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MILI DROPPED ANOTHER BANGER WOOHOOOO Anyway it made me think of Nine so. yeah :)
+ as a bonus, the original sketch that I ended up completely scrapping bc the vibe didnt fit
#something about the way nine clings to the ideas that sonic give him even after hes grown disillusioned and resentful towards him is so.#like deep down he really does crave that connection he made w sonic even tho he doesnt fully recognize the extent of it#and even if he did he wouldnt let himself accept that connection regardless both bc trust issues but also bc its like.#the friend sonic knew and that drew him to nine is tails. but nine is not tails. and he cant *be* tails either#and sonic does recognize this! while his trust & initial draw to nine is bc of tails he does recognize that nine is different!#nine doesnt see it that way though#from his perspective sonic is still only letting him help bc he is a version of tails#and not because sonic cares about *him*#the fact sonics main goal is to get green hill back- and as a result erase the shatterspaces and their inhabitants from existance#doesnt exactly help#and the potentially questionable morals & ethics of that aside#its not like sonic cant care about the people he meets regardless of if he thinks hell get to see them again#my head hurts i should stop here actually#tails nine#nine the fox#miles nine prower#tails the fox#miles prower#miles tails prower#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic prime#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art#OH I ALMOST FORGOT. the song in question is Hero by Mili :)
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i think when cherik fuck charles just has to control himself so much that he reaches the point where he gets almost no pleasure because of the efforts and erik just doesn't see that for a long time bc charles is very good at simulating whatever it is so they fuck and erik is happy and cherles is close to tears every time because yeah he had sex but he spent all time of it struggling to remain control of his abilities and he didn't have orgasm and he just doesn't know what to do because he's afraid to tell erik and he's afraid to stop doing that because he thinks he'd project his thoughts and feeling all over the mansion and he's afraid to go on the way he does because it's exhausting and kinda awful
sorry im in the mood for angsty thoughts about charles's telepathy sorry
you jsut gon say this in fronta my salad. ..,
#nsft#snap chats#BUT REAL i love angst with charles and his telepathy so much you dont even know so i am in fact eating this. WITh my salad#speedrun category for how fast this went from funny to sad and im living for it if im so tbh#how fast you think erik catches on. cause im betting my kidney he will catch on at some point details about charles does not evade him#this why they oughta shack up away from the mansion. this why erik gotta kidnap him to Whatever resort they can go to#'resort' and its just one of his '''''evil''''' lairs away from everyone else vjlekjal#modern problems demand modern solutions ... still /having/ to isolate isnt fun#maybe if its a planned event Like A Vacation or somethin but what bout- if i may quote asia- The Heat Of The Moment#what then. what if there Is no isolating option. TRAGIC chat my head hurts#brain just wants them to bone without problems .... the problems make it more interesting tho im afraid brain you gotta deal#i repeat we gotta invest in the anti-telepath room....
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My beautiful wife
#I ❤️ him#Went home early bc. I prob have a throat infection. And my neck hurts. And my back. And my head. I can’t speak. Hello.#Walked under the rain 😔#SERÉ LA GAAAATAAAA BAJO LA LLUUUVIAAAAA Y MAULLARÉÉÉÉÉ POR TÍÍÍÍÍÍÍ 🗣️🗣️🗣️ ahh moment#Ironically love that song tho 🙏#I almost had heart palpitations at school methinks (I couldn’t breathe and my heart was like. Dying.)#Actually why am I so unserious I should take this seriously 😭#Anyway ❤️#(random shi but is it just me or does the strawberry emoji 🍓 look so :3)#Doodle#whiteboard fox#digital art#guido mista#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken#he makes me laugh
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#Reds such a unique and sad character to me#No matter what he does he is in a loop somehow. both actually and mentally.#He wants change - but he's afraid of it - But he NEEDS it - but its too scary.#He wants to be normal - But normal is boring - But its safe.#Too weird for people - too normal for freaks.#He Likes those two - But getting attached hurts. - But he truly does love them - But what if hes the issue? what is HE hurts them.#and thats why i think transport was such a big turning point. because he does hurt them#He tries his best and does what he thinks will be best.#him being alone so he issnt an “Issue”#And them being happy and healthy in a place where thier needs are met. and they dont have to be scared anymore.#but he fails and he hurts them.#His torture here is feeling helpless and whenever he tries it fails to the point he feels awful.#He has such complex and battling emotions they loop in his head over and over. too the point he cant do anything#thus making him a neutral character.#But neutral issnt a Good thing#Yes he doesnt hurt anything. But he doesnt help or comfort either#He is in a loop inside and out.#Hes drowning.#SIIIGHH sometimes it hurts understanding him /hj. (i know theres like a gigillion ways to interpret him lmao.}#im actuly kinda sad i havent seen anyone else have the idea of him being torn apart inside and anxious tho.#or that he sees himself as a big monster. maybe even due to him leaveing before (trying to help but failing again)#or that hes easy to manipulate. thus creating danger for the other two.#But im just yapping and making a comic based on my thoughts :]#(as ive been a lil mentally ill about string man lately.#dhmis#dhmis red guy#dhmis fanart#dhmis comic#dont hug me im scared
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just remembered how megfitz made tim think about how bernard is so much better than all the other relationships he'd "settled for" and was once again briefly consumed by rage. meghan you apologize to zoanne wilkins right the fuck now
#rimi talks#like also apologize to ari and steph and all but. i specifically am a zoanne wilkins stan blog until i die. so#i can't lie. this line alone made me dislike tim/ber significantly more than i did before reading it#and the rest of tdr did Not help with that.#protip: if you have to put down women in order to prop up your m/m ship i WILL hate that m/m ship out of spite immediately#especially when you do nothing to sell me on the ship other than going HEY THEYRE PERFECT BTW. THEYRE SO PERFECT TOGETHER. like... ok#can you tell me why they even like each other tho. (she cannot bc she doesnt know how to write a mediocre romance forget a compelling one)#god i really just. that comic was a trash fire. lord. the mentions of kon in it made the kill bill sirens go off in my head#anyways. its fine tdr isnt real it cant hurt me. but meghan does still owe my girls an apology lmao
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It's like Bela wants to make her mother proud and she's confident in her abilities. Cassandra strives for the same but she isn't as confident, deep down, which is why she stresses herself out over this. Every mistake reflects on her mother and she feels that she is bringing shame to their family.
This is why she takes the role of the protector, she leaves the other bits for Bela while she focuses on something she's really good at and also something that wouldn't bring shame to their mother. If she fails to protect her family, the result is usually death, which is something she is okay with.
#house dimitrescu#resident evil village#cassandra dimitrescu#daniela dimitrescu#resident evil 8#bela dimitrescu#re8#alcina dimitrescu#headcanon#being in cass's head it no fun#girlie is a mess but she hides it so well#not from alcina tho because she KNOWS but pretends that she doesn't#she gives cass her space while watching from afar#ready to interfere at any moment#in the game she said to cass 'u pushed yourself too far' which HURTS me to my core because she KNOWS what cass does for the family#alcina knows that her second daughter puts her everything into anything that she does and she keeps pushing and pushing until she's at her#limit and she keeps going#she's so resilient and alcina sees it all
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….i just realised i want to be trans…is that weird? Can I even be trans? No if I did that then people would think I’m weird and shit..but people think trans people are okay! So I think it’s okay? I don’t know
#uhhhh my head hurts idk man#questioning hmm ugh brain keeps hurting#my head thinks stupid stuff at night hmmm…#but like..I wanted to be a guy from when I was legit 9 ;-;#does that mean something? or am I thinking too deep into it?#no wait#maybe I’m just stupid#am I tho? is wanting to be a guy weird?#yeah probably#my family and friends would probably tell me I’m stupid or something so yeah totally#sorry guys#brain got a bit funky there!
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i. seeing people in the tags. saying that they wanna play the game now bc they thought the art was cool. legitimately brought me to tears???? idk i feel like as a fanartist that's like, the highest honor someone who has never seen the media can bestow upon your work
#in stars and time#isat#i just. yeah#wormwood rambles#still very overwhelmed by all this positive feedback thank you so much again#it does make my head hurt tho
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just fell down the fucking stairs is life even worth living
#i was wearing my shoes because i had to bring stuff from the car to the basement#and yeah my feet slipped#so i just kind of. slid down the stairs.#fucked my pinkie up a bit but that should be fine#head hurts tho#it was rather bumpy as i'm sure you would imagine#and my head already hurt#also kinda worried about my spine#we'll give it a few minutes#let me tell you though my dad does not like how nonchalant i've become regarding my physical wellbeing#'is your back okay?' 'idk we'll see in like ten minutes here. kinda hurts but whatever.' '*cue Dad Sigh*'
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help me ive been playing games for so many hours straight my friend dmed me telling me to go to bed
#my head does hurt tho ive been reading so many fucking words <- playing visual novels#possuminnit.thoughts
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📓🖊️🧸
#i feel so lonely now bc i have no one to talk to sksksk#my sisters gets mad whenever i try to talk 2 mom and she just slammed doors nd got irritated at me#nd my mom is so stressed nd in a bad mood so she just got annoyed when i tried saying smth to her#so ig i should just vent to my bestfriend beloved diary confidant thats been here for me for 5yrs<3333#anywayyy today was rough.. i woke up w a headache after 3hrs of sleep :((#but still had to get up nd get ready nd eat boxed mashed potatoes for breakkyy 🤢🤮 (it's so gross after eating it everyday lol)#then w my hunchback nd achy stomach i went to school. it was frustrating bc ppl r so fkn rude#they bumped into me at the bus nd i had to sit like a weirdo caging my left stomach side from everyone. had to elbow some dumb fkn guy bc he#pressed his backpack into my side. so i had to basically push it away from me lol he thought i was so weird. but move tf away asshole??????#got to school nd checked myself in the mirror nd i was so pale i look like absolute garbage its annoying :((#it was next to insufferable to endure class bc my head hurt so bad (it was the worst part i think) nd i couldnt sit up straight so my back#hurt so bad too sksksks :<#but i managed to write a little but on my assignment#then i left a bit earlier bc i couldnt stand it anymore i was feeling so bad#wrnt to the library bc i had to return some books. could only carry two small ones tho so have to go back multiple times sksksk#felt soooo bad but ate some more disgusting mashed potatoes nd took a nap w an ice pack. took a migraine pill even if it upsets my stomach🤣#now a few hours later i feel better physically#buuuuuut im so miserable im not even kidding#idc if it sound pathetic or fatty but genuinely that moment w a cup of coffee nd a small chocolate treat everyday makes me feel sm better#like im not kidding!!!!! it does a lot for my peace of mind sksksk T-T#im so miserable bc i cant eat anything still im so hungry :((#and im weak. im pale. my skin's dry. it's itchy bc of malnutrition... i feel faint nd dizzy nd slow nd just not good at all#im so frustrated i hate this sm i wanna feel strong and healthy!! i dont wanna be constantly hungry. i wanna go to the gym nd go for walks#i wanna be able to sit up straight nd not get back pain!!!#i know i know it's only been 8 days since surgery and it takes time to heal i get it..... :(#but theres just too much going on and im so sick and tired of it all#mostly i just wanna be able to eat and feel strong bc i feel so weak nd i miss food so much sksksksk
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