#my golden boy 💫

[sstan-hoe]

Give You a Ride

𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 — cowboy!steve rogers × fem!reader

𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚 — you had your eyes on him for a long time...finally something happens but you have to follow one rule; the cowboy rule...

𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 — SMUT; very little oral, dirty talk, p in v, (use protection!) kinda unprotected sex? reader could be on the pill or smh

𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆 — this is just a little steve drabble so I at least have one fic of him, but idk how to feel about this one!!! reblog, comment and follow!!

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

You sat alone at the bar, waiting for the rodeo to start. Even though you weren't a big fan of the sport, you were a huge fan of the blonde cowboy.

While all of them were good looking, he was by far the prettiest. You had your eyes on him for some time now, but he never seemed to notice you.

However you also didn't have the courage to ask him out. You were sure, no you saw how many women swooned over him.

In comparison to them you felt small, they knew what they were doing. Maybe that was what he wanted?

On the other side of the bar Steve Rogers couldn’t take his eyes off you. For a few months now he wanted to ask you out, but never did he know how until today.

He waited patiently for his turn on the mechanical bull. Once it was time he put on his cowboy hat and sat down on the bull.

"And now our favourite cowboy! Ladies, keep your panties on, Steve Rogers!" a man behind the microphone announced, catching everyone's attention.

Steve wasn’t a flirt, but he was well aware of his looks and charm. However unlike Bucky he used them carefully.

You sat down excited to see Steve break his own record, watch the way he flexed his muscles as he held onto the moving bull.

Little sweat pearls rolling down his forehead, his mouth agape as he tries to catch his breath.

A few loose strands fall into his handsome face. You felt the need to brush them away, oh how you wished you could. The urge became stronger with every second that passed, you got lost in your thoughts.

All you could think of was his, how his hands would grip your waist as he would fuck you into the mattress, how soft he would be afterwards. The way lips would feel on every inch of your body, the pleasure he would grant you.

Suddenly everyone clapped and cheered, Steve had broken his own record – again. You snapped out of it and saw how he got off the bull.

He grinned while walking towards the crowd. The blonde took off his hat, behind you the women were screaming for him. You stayed silent, not knowing what was going on.

Then he came to a stop in front of you, "hello, bunny," his voice deep, "I think you'd look quite good with my hat," Steve gave you a smirk before placing his hat on your head.

He was right, you looked beautiful. If he could he'd never let you take his hat off.

He was right, you looked beautiful. If he could he'd never let you take his hat off. You were frozen in your spot, having no idea what to do. Your brain couldn’t even comprehend what was happening at the moment.

Steve held out his hand for you to take which you took without hesitation. Your eyes found his blues, they were like an ocean and you wanted to drown in them.

“Let me take you for a ride,” he whispered against the shell of your ear, goosebumps trailed down your spine. God, his voice was like music to your ears.

“Yes, please,” you responded, pressing your body against his. Suddenly you felt hot, every fiber in your body yearned for more touch of Steve. The cowboy wrapped his arm around your waist and led you off the stage.

You couldn’t believe your luck, finally after all this time he saw you and even if it was only for one night you would enjoy it. Get it out of your system.

Steve was ecstatic, his plan worked and now he had you finally for himself. The two of you didn’t even make it to his room before he kissed you, he couldn’t wait any longer.

Your lips moved in sync, his were as soft as a pillow and oh, so gentle. There was no demand in the kiss, only passion, passion that only grew with every moment.

Your back hit the wooden door causing you to gasp, Steve took it as an opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth. A dance started between you, who would win it? Who would dominate the other.

Steve unlocked the door behind you and pushed you through the doorway until your back hit the soft cushions of the bed.

With a smirk Steve made sure the hat sat right on you before he unbuttoned your trousers. "Look at this pretty thong my bunny is wearing, only for me?" He asked, his nose almost touching yours.

"Mhm, only for you," you arched your back in an attempt to get closer to him.

Steve let his hand trail beneath your lace thong, as soon as his fingers felt the wetness a low groan slipped from his lips.

"God, bunny, you're drenched…tell me why…, come on tell your cowboy," a hint of pleading was in his voice. Steve wasn't one to beg, and he didn't beg now. The blonde wanted you needy and desperate – as if you weren't already.

"It was–, was you…," a whine pushed past your lips as Steve entered your leaking hole with one finger, "go on," his voice deep, commending.

"On the–, bull, fuck!" You moaned when he curled his fingers and pressed his on your sensitive nub.

"I think it's time you fulfill your duty, bunny," before you could process his words you were on your knees. Steve had unbuckled his pants and found his place next to you.

"Come 'ere," he held his hand out just like he did before. You however weren't sure what to do which resulted in hesitation, an action Steve noticed.

"What's wrong bunny? Don'tcha know the cowboy rule?" a part of him was taunting you, but it only turned you on.

A bit bummed you shook your head, shy to admit it. Steve chuckled deeply and guided you onto his lap, he took out his hard cock. The tip was already leaking with precum, making a little mess on his white dress shirt.

Your eyes widened when you saw his thick girth, wondering how he'd fit inside you.

"Let me give you a little lesson," the blonde said and slowly pushed you down onto his cock. Your drenched cunt working as the perfect lube.

A loud whine fell from your lips, it hurt. He stretched you out and thanks to his length you were sure you felt him in your stomach.

"When a cowboy gives you their head, you have to ride him," Steve whispered, sitting up to lean against the headboard as he titles your chin up.

The thought of riding him had you unknowingly move your hips slightly.

"Have you rode a cowboy before, bunny?" He asked with a smirk and met your light movements. You couldn't get one word out, only shaking your head.

"Then I think it's time," were his last words before he grabbed your waist and moved your hips. It was a weird feeling at first, but the pleasure it brought you made up for it.

You moaned with every thrust you made, everytime you would hit that spot. You wanted more of him, rolled your hips faster and chased your high. Steve groaned, held tight onto you as you were so tight he had a hard time keeping himself from coming.

He was sure if you'd continue squeezing him like that he would explode.

"Yes, ride me, ride me like the slutty little bunny you are. Are you my bunny?" he laced his hand around your neck, squeezing gently yet demanding.

"Answer me," he ordered once more, you couldn't. The pleasure felt too overwhelming, a knot formed in your stomach.

Steve felt you getting tighter, he grabbed your hips and held you down and destroyed the process of your orgasm.

"You wanna come? You answer me bunny, you want to be my good bunny right…ride my cock, make your cowboy feel good…," his voice intense with no room for arguments.

"Yes, yes, yes! I'm your bunny, only yours!" You shouted, needing to quicken your pace again.

Steve nodded in approval, "good bunny," was all he said before letting go of your hips, but still keeping a hand on your throat.

A loud pornographic moan slipped from you, "imma come, Steve, let me come, please," you begged pathetically.

Steve smirked and leaned back, his hand trailing from your throat to your clit to rub tight circles.

"Come my slutty little bunny, but remember…the night's not over yet."

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[milky-m-milky]

I redrawn my old drawing because...because yes😉

[cityzenchick]

Uncle Erling scored a 'Patrick' (says Ronnie!) 🩵

[marlenasblog]

Happy birthday darling!!!

[lewisvinga]

star couple | jude bellingham x fem! mclaren f1 driver! reader

summary; the current golden boy of real madrid dating the princess of the paddock has the internet going crazy

fc; jihoon kim

warnings; ? suggestive comment i think maybe cursing i dont rlly know lol

taglist; @namgification @louvrepool @locelscs @thehufflepuffavenger1

note; requested ! i wish real madrid admins and social media managers were as funny and entertaining as f1 🕊️ but alas, they are a serious institution 🕊️🕊️

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landonorris: tell him i say hi

yourusername: no u stink ( he says hi back )

mclaren: y/n slaying as always 😎

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judebellingham uploaded to his story !

[caption 1; fuck it, hard launch because i love my girl so matcha] [caption 2; 😍😍]

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[caption 1; omw to support my favorite boy🤍] [caption 2; the face of a man who scored a brace today and is todays ucl motm 🤭]

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[bl00dst41ned]

✧ ˚ · . just another love song . · ˚ ✧

pairing: jude bellingham x black singer!reader

summary: in which you and jude go public for the release of a special song

author’s note: since sza does not want to release the song i’ll do it myself (rumors said the song will be released tomorrow i can't wait) (the blue means the username is id'd)

faceclaim: @ronisia_mds (d’ailleurs qu’elle se mette vite avec Tiakola, j’en ai marre de leur jeu d’acteur)

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yn_news NEW MUSIC ALERT I REPEAT NEW MUSIC

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judebellingham 😍

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judebellingham

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[Y/N’s interview]

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ynsmainbae y/n and jude playing in their comments thinking I don’t see them 🙄🙄 i know what they’re hiding

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→ yourusername i’m so glad you loved it babe 🥰

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jobebellingham congratulations sister 🤍

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judebellingham

judebellingham all i need in this life of sin 💎

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→ judebellingham stunning, astonishing, breath-taking

jobebellingham wide back boy

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[temis-de-leon]

Series and Multichapter

Main Masterlist

🌟 = Popular // 💫 = My favourite // 🩷 = Requested

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Pick me girls and OM! Cast (gn!reader) 🌟 :

The one where, although MC has a very happy relationship with their boyfriend, some girls just won’t accept it. Luckily for them, their partner is always happy to give a healthy reminder

Part 1 – Older brothers

Part 2 – Younger brothers

Part 3 – Dateables

Pick me girls and MC (gn!reader):

The one where, although MC has a very happy relationship with their boyfriend, some girls just won't accept it. Luckily for them, MC is always happy to give a healthy reminder.

Part 1 - Older brothers (TBA)

Part 2 - Younger brothers (TBA)

Part 3 - Dateables (TBA)

Love potion and OM! Cast (gn!reader):

Solomon teaches MC how to brew a love potion that resembles the one they love the most. MC knows what they smell and see in the potion, but, what about their crush?

Intro – Solomon

Part 1 – Older brothers

Part 2 – Younger brothers 💫

Part 3 – Dateables

Shy gn!reader 🩷 🌟:

Realizing their feelings for the reader: Dateables , Demon Brothers

Reader confessing to their crush: Dateables , Demon Brothers

Their first date: Dateables , Demon Brothers

Telling them you've never dated anymore before them: Dateables , Demon Brothers (TBA)

He has a nightmare where he rejected you (gn!reader) 🌟:

Part 1 – Lucifer and Mammon

Part 2 – Levi and Satan

Part 3 – Asmo, Beel and Belphie

Part 4 – Diavolo and Barbatos

Part 5 – Solomon and Simeon

The 12 Labours of MC (male!reader):

After a hurtful argument with his family, MC vows to serve his brother to earn his forgiveness. He is immediately sent to work for seven brothers in a nearby town. Despite their weird behaviour, MC finds himself enjoying their company more than he would ever admit.

Summary and Disclaimer

The Nemean Lion

The Nine-headed Lernaean Hydra (TBA)

The Ceryneian Hind (TBA)

The Erymanthian Boar (TBA)

The Augean Stables (TBA)

The Stymphalian Birds (TBA)

The Cretan Bull (TBA)

The Mares of Diomedes (TBA)

The Girdle of Hippolyta (TBA)

The Cattle of the Three-bodied giant Geryon (TBA)

The Golden Apples of the Hesperides (TBA)

Cerberus (TBA)

The Seven Siblings (no reader):

It's a train ride. It only takes a train ride and seven human siblings for them to notice how different their family could be.

Chapter 1 - The Eldest Brother

Chapter 2 - The Second Born (TBA)

Chapter 3 - The Loneliest of them all(TBA)

Chapter 4 - The Older Twin (TBA)

Chapter 5 - The Younger Twin (TBA)

Chapter 6 - The One who suffers for all (TBA)

Chapter 7 - The One who seeks revenge (TBA)

Chapter 8 - The Absent Sister (TBA)

You deserve the best - Is the best me? (gn!reader):

Once more victims of their lack of prudence, the boys are cursed to experience horrible nightmares; that is, seeing first hand how their lover, MC, fell in love with their ex.

Part 1 - Lucifer and Mammon (TBA)

Part 2 - Levi and Satan (TBA)

Part 3 - Asmo, Beel and Belphie (TBA)

Part 4 - Diavolo and Barbatos (TBA)

Part 5 - Solomon and Simeon (TBA)

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[i-care-4u]

since madrid ✹ jude bellingham

INSTAGRAM + TWITTER AU

PAIR: JUDE BELLINGHAM X SAINZ!READER

REQUESTS ARE OPEN | MASTERLIST

A/N: one year on tumblr! thank you to everyone whose been reading and giving love to my stories, big kisses!!

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marcusrashford go smash it bro🔥

realmadrid hey jude! 🤍5️⃣

adidasfootball 🤍

culer1 devastating day for us barça fans 😔

madridista1 hala madrid 🤍👑

xobellingham that’s my man guys 😍

bellin5ham my golden boy 💫

madridista2 welcome to madrid, jude!

judebe22ingham madrid is not ready for you 🫣

heyyyjude you look so good in that jersey

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↳ yourusername carlossainz55 de qué te estás riendo 🤨 [what are you laughing at?]

↳ 55ainz i love this family so much

user1 what is jude doing on carlos’ sister’s page

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↳ bellingmemes rlmdrd me when i’m jude bellingham:

user2 i think jude is in love

user3 jude flirting with y/n, come get your sister carlossainz55

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↳ sainzfan1 judesjersey and your point is?

↳ judesjersey sainzfan1 jude bellingham is having dinner with the sainz family after getting caught liking y/n’s posts

carlos55fan when he cooks for my future sister-in-law, that’s my husband guys 😮‍💨

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𝙴𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚆𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚞𝚝 - a Han Jisung short au!fanfic

PART 4

💫PART 5💫

Han curls and uncurls his fingers into fists, his hands twitching towards you, his arms itching to spread out and reach out to you, engulf you in the biggest hug known to man. A tear rolls down his cheek and then another, his lip quivering, "I'm… I'm going to break your heart even more, y/n, cause I'm a horrible fucking person and I'm so stupid I ruined that one thing I've always cared about, from day one, might as well just go all in and say it…", he pauses, he flutters his stingy eyes shut and then opens them again, looking down at the floor, "Felix is in love with you".

His words come down on you like thunder and they knock the wind out of you. You visibly pale and freeze in place, not even your tears are dropping down to the floor anymore. The spent boy in front of you nods slightly, not fully meeting your baffled eyes, "today's events made me reach my tipping point. I would have otherwise continued keeping quiet about my feelings for you because I was trying to protect him", he confesses, pressing his lips together tightly, his nostrils flaring as he breathes with difficulty.

"That night we kissed… I told him, I told him I was starting to fall for you and he cried. He cried so hard I wanted to bash my head against the wall until it tore open. He wasn't even crying because of the fact itself but because it made him suddenly realise you weren't exclusively his to keep forever and that he hadn't been doing much to confess. I had to come up with the lamest, dumbest excuse saying I was drunk and I didn't mean it and that I was never going to make the same mistake ever again".

If you had previously felt like some deep recess inside your heart had been lifted and freed, you now feel like you could shatter. "I lied to you because I was trying to save my friendship with him. And I lied to him because I care about him too much and wanted to spare him the heartbreak. In the end I broke your heart, cracked mine in the process too. And now I fucked up. I fucked up so spectacularly I don't know how I'm going to live with myself from now on".

Seeing him burst into full chested sobs breaks you to the point you're momentarily going into autopilot. Numb from the information overload that just got dumped on you, you crush him into a hug, the both of you just crying and crying into each other's arms.

Han buries his head in your shoulder, barely holding himself together, "I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry", he mumbles in between sobs, a drastic departure from the cockiness and fierceness he had been showing so far, as though everything came crashing down on him all at once, the realisation he's in love with you, the fact that his best friend is going to be destroyed, you being so distressed and overwhelmed you're barely speaking. He feels awful.

Your heart feels like it has both frozen over and galloped a 1000 miles per hour. It's beating so fast it feels still in your chest for you can't keep count how many beats it's pounding hard against Han's chest. Tears keep spilling, limbs keep shaking. Felix loves you. Felix. Loves. You.

Gentle, cuddly Felix who has always been there for you. Frail, golden hearted Felix who kept his arms around you for longer that 2 minutes whenever you hugged, big, warm eyes always focusing in on your face whenever you ranted to him, venting to him your heart content.

The very next day you and his best friend kissed you had cried to him, spilled your guts at how crushed you felt and had no idea he might have been pulverised by your own feelings for Han. Understanding, completely selfless Felix who held your hand and kissed your cheek and promised you heart would have eventually fixed itself despite him desperately wanting to fix it himself for you.

Respectful, patient Felix who held back his feelings and tucked them deep in a pocket of his ever growing heart and held your hand throughout it all, never leaving your side, as he probably silently watched you pine over his acquired brother. Just how much can a heart break? How much until it's rendered useless?

You feel split in two. On one side, your longing for Han, who unexpectedly reciprocates your feelings, possibly with a higher magnitude, years of yearning now made painfully pointless when you could have just talked it out sooner and avoided this heartache.

On the other side ...the genuine affection, the warmth of your tender connection with Felix. You loved them both in such different ways you couldn't feel the slightest hint of happiness for one without your pieces becoming unglued for the other.

Han sniffles and gently pulls away, he avoids your uncertain eyes and runs his hand through his hair nervously, "I need to shower. I'm-I need a cold fucking shower .. I have to go", he mutters, his words getting jumbled together as though he's talking to himself only, "Han...it's 4.30 am", you comment in a whisper, still dazed by the intense emotional load you've been experiencing tonight. "Yeah I don't care. Both my mind and my boner could use an ice bucket right now".

You watch him as he slowly walks away, his mind clearly fuzzy and overwhelmed as well, you know him well enough, he can be impulsive one second and overthinking his every move the next, getting lost in the spirals inside the maze of his own head. Now what? you ask yourself quietly, eyes wide awake, body fully awake, not an ounce of sleep left in your overtly alert self right now.

The night might start slowly bleeding into morning any moment now, you don't want to be up at dawn, left alone and wandering in your own head, but you also don't feel like sleeping anymore. You have to force yourself to pad back upstairs and into the living room where you quietly slip yourself into the lonely spot in between Minho's sleeping bag and Felix's.

You make yourself as tiny as possible, curling up into a ball. Silent tears roll down your cheeks, at some point you fall into a feverish like sleep state, exhaustion finally catching up to you.

A slow morning. Immensely slow, lazy morning. You feel so drowsy and slow you have trouble standing over the sink to brush your teeth. Red, inflamed droopy eyelids and tired eyes stare back at you in the mirror as you try to make yourself somewhat decent by adjusting the framing prices of your hair that fall into your face.

You washed your face twice and yet you can still feel the soreness to your cheeks, the dried up tears that kept rolling and rolling as you quietly cried yourself to sleep. You suck in your breath and close your eyes, trying to keep yourself calm enough to face the morning ahead.

They boys's raspy, sleepy voices greet you quietly in the kitchen. A variety of messy hair and slouchy sweets all around you as they pad in and out carrying steaming cups of coffee, impatiently waiting for Chan and Minho to return, as they have apparently left earlier to go get breakfast for all of you, or so you've been told by a little mushroom headed Seungmin, his voice a few octaves lower than usual.

Spotting a <<safe>> empty seat in between Jeongin and Hyunjin, you gingerly sit down on a chair with your newly filled cup of coffee, careful not to spill it on the counter, courtesy of Seungmin who might have noticed just how tired you looked and poured the coffee up to the brim. It's way past 12 in the morning and none of the guys look like they had much sleep either, except for Changbin who looks exceptionally rested.

Felix walks in still yawning and stretching, hair dripping from the shower he must have just took, he beelines to you and plops a kiss onto your head, followed by a growl like "good morning", and you have to resist flinching with everything in you. Your heart definitely picking up pace when his hands rest on your shoulders, giving them a small squeeze on his way to the fridge.

The conversations are short and quiet, everyone clearly still feeling way too sleepy to commit to the day yet, and with so little distraction you find yourself staring at the bottom of your already empty cup, the multitude of your spinning thoughts isolating from your surroundings, you're grateful Han is still sleeping for you're not sure you would be able to handle even briefly meeting his eyes today. Not with Felix standing so close to you as well.

A new, full cup of coffee slides out in front of you, you look up to find Changbin slightly concerned face looking at you, a small smile playing on his lips, "you looked like you needed it", he whispers quietly and you smile warmly at him, you two exchange a quiet, understanding nod, and you're glad he doesn't try to make you talk, just aknowledges you're conspicuously not feeling great.

"Anneeyooong food is here!". Minho barges in with his arms full of paper bags overflowing with all kinds of pastries and fruits, soon followed by a giggly Chan who shakes his head at his friend's antics, himself carrying a tray of iced americanos and a few rotisseries looking take out bags. Both the older guys are greeted by the swarm of excited hungry boys, "oh god bless you", enthuses Jeongin, scrambling to grab his share before anyone can even reach into the bags full of food.

They somewhat organise the abundant spread on the table and immediately dig in, you help yourself to some twisted Korean doughnut bread and egg roll, the rich, wholesome flavours warming you up from the inside, Hyunjin makes his distinctive sad face as he bites into his Mammoth bread, and for a second you feel alright, your mind momentarily distracted, your tummy feeling full and satisfied.

"Wait ... Something's missing here! Where's Jisung?". Chan perplexed voice rises above the munching and groaning and excited squeals over the meal, "still sleeping. I don't think he managed to come to bed before 5 this morning", Minho replies matter of factly, shrugging, you instinctively look down at your food, and suddenly you're not so hungry anymore.

🥀PART 6

[im-just-a-little-boy-really]

introduction 💫

hi! im a little boy and i run this blog! im an age dreamer and i recently decided i needed to have a space where i could indulge in that a bit more.

for privacy reasons, i wont be sharing my name on this blog but i do accept any masculine/androgynous placeholders (little boy, little one, kiddo, etc). compliments are also ok as long as theyre masc/andro as well.

this blog is entirely sfw. anything nsfw or inappropriate in general will be blocked immediately. any hate will also be blocked. this is a safe space for myself and other age/pet regressors. i am also heavily against ddlg or anything of the sort, so please keep that far away from my blog.

important posts!

dni list

inbox rules

why i use "small" instead of "little"

dreamer vs regressor?

im disabled!

...more will be added!

(anything without a link has not been posted, but will be up asap <3)

key!

i like to organise my posts for people's safety and interest, including my own! watch out for these to see the content of my posts.

🖤 - about me/specific to my experience

🫧 - baby talk

💫 - kid stuff

🦇 - pet stuff

💿 - visual material/images

🌑 - rants/potentially triggering content

now with the formalities out of the way, lets talk about my smallspace and how this blog will work.

stuff about me!

pronouns: he/it

sexuality: achillean, demiromantic

gender: boyflux

favourite colour(s): purple, blue, black

favourite emoji(s): 💫🌑✨🫧🪐🖤💿🦇

favourite animal(s): bat, wolf, whale shark, golden retriever

age dreamer and pet regressor!

things that help me dream:

pacifiers

chew toys

bee and puppycat

ghibli movies

slime

soft things

big jumpers

being treated small

stimboards

alien (the series)

asmr rp

thank you so much for reading! ill keep this and any other important posts updated as frequently as possible. see you around!

"spaced out" divider by @strangergraphics-archive

dni divider by me

[wroteclassicaly]

i’m here dw <3 i’ve been thinking of the idea of him fucking you and interrogating you hehe. “you wanna cum? you better answer my fuckin’ questions first.” taking total and complete control over you when you’re being difficult is sooooo 💫🫶🏻 He -han

Mr. Tillman loves him some bondage. 🥵

Also… I’m sorry that this took on a mind of its own, and I gave some Headcanons/backstory, that we don’t have yet. I do know Roy is most likely Gator’s dad, because his name is listed as Roy Tillman, so I’m assuming? 😭

Warnings: Language, bondage, edging, possessive Gator, vaginal sex, and use of a sex toy!

~*~

If you told yourself that you never thought about what Gator would, or could do to you with the plethora of binds he kept on him (or in that rust bucket he called a pick-up) — you’d be the biggest liar in the whole entire Midwest. Asking didn’t seem like an option to you, and you weren’t sure if Gator would a) use those specific things on you, or b) think you could handle them. You weren’t the type of girl that he usually took home to bed and be rid of. When you started sleeping together it surprised everyone in town, because let’s face it, word travels when a Tillman is involved in even a spill on aisle twelve. The whispers were more aimed at you, the quiet little mouse that ran the town’s one and only library, and resided on the edge of poverty.

Your grandparent’s lived and died in a trailer, and your dad left with his high-school sweetheart. Your mom had scurried out of town and went further into the country, residing on a farm with her flavor of the last few years. You’d known the Tillman’s since you were born, school mates with Gator, your grandfather working for the city with Roy’s father. It was a weird cycle, things often happening that you didn’t want involved in. So you opted to stay in town in your upstairs studio — charmed by it’s exposed pipes and original hardwood floors — rough, but yours.

Your work was a flight of stairs and down the street — away. You’d pass your favorite diner and the station, both of which Gator always routined in the morning, similar to your own schedule. More often than not, you’d see him clambering from his merlot colored 1948 Ford pickup. He never shut up about restoring the thing, much to Roy’s constant dismay.

“Buy a new one, boy. Waste of time.”

Gator added that to his many blissful defiances towards his father. Ones that could be overlooked. He knew better than to tow the line on the bigger things, even if he was ‘Sheriff’. Still, Gator Tillman did whatever job he was presented with, and he did it well. It followed on the spurs of a roughened elegance, like a soft spicy cologne, the leather of his combat boots, that thick gel he laid his chestnut tresses back with, or the beard burns he decorated along your thighs.

The morning that started it all, is when you’d had some continuous issues with idiot kids breaking into the return box and busting it into dents. Was it a big deal? Not really. But you weren’t about to lose your shitty minimum wage job for childish theatrics, all because your manager was a tight wad, and the town hall was in Roy’s back pocket, unwilling to let funds go for things that weren’t firearms. You hadn’t unlocked the box for returns, and you heard the kids throwing rocks, ramming it with the tires of their bikes —sheer boredom on a summer morning.

Gator was already out there, leaned over the top of a neon green set of handlebars, palm clasped on the pre-teen’s shoulder, shaking his head. The kid was pale, holding up his hands in apology, and turning towards you with glossy eyes. A quiet ‘M’ sorry, M’am.” Had tumbled off his lips. If they hadn’t continuously caused so much damage, you would’ve felt bad for him.

As he rode off into that crisp morning air, you’d turned, only to find the sun illuminating Gator’s enriching chocolate eyes, irises scattered with shards of mossy green and embers of golden flecks, his caramel colored hair slicked back until it looked darker than its natural shade — shining, freckles splattered all over his face and neck, a glimpse of his gold chain peeking out from his navy blue t-shirt, his vest tossed over his loose jean jacket, with his look completed by his thigh holster and weapon — strapped to his gray and black camouflage cargo pants. He drank in your reaction like a man dying of thirst. And the rest became one for the small town history books.

~*~

“Gator, just… fucking… PLEASE —“

A hand that is tainted with the musk of your own arousal, it lays flat over your mouth, his chain dipping between the valley of your perspired-drenched breasts, a brutal thrust delivered. His stubble formed beard, it scratches at your earlobe, his lips whispering out in a tone of mocking. “Didn’t I tell you not to talk unless you have answers for me?”

You mumble against his hand and he reaches back over with a free set of digits, snatching your wand off the table and pressing it back onto your clit. “What’s that, sweetheart? Was that a confession or another mouthy mistake?”

Tears soak your lash line, your cunt dousing him with new waves of cream each time he gives another push. He smirks, eyes blown and receptive, features a lit with mirth. He loves you not giving it up as much as he’s giving it to you. This… interrogation became more than his jealousy. A fun little game that he knew would also test his sanity not to claim you outwardly.

His spit-slick hand leaves your mouth, the vibrator being pulled off as you start to buck into his pelvis. You whine loudly, panting, his hand slapping above up into your bed frame, caging you in beside your cuffed wrists. You’re dripping down his balls and your ass, out of your fucking mind with raw need. You’ll say anything he wants, at this point. His calloused thumb-pad hovers over your clit, lips puffing out another questioning demand. “I asked you who he was and why he thought it was okay to act like your little hero, huh? He sniffin’ around you, wanting to hike up his leg for a piece of territory?”

“I need you, Gator! I want —“

His thumb grazes your clit and presses down… hard, leaving a painful ache snapping inside of your belly, but not enough to give you what you need, simply just encourage its flames. You tighten around him and he pulls out some, shaking his head. “Don’t care what you want. He’s playin’ on my turf, with my bitch. And she’s already been claimed.”

You attempt to twist your hips, but he rises onto his knees, hairy thighs pressed into the underside of your own. He’s in your face again, clicking his tongue to the roof of his mouth. “You wanna cum? You better answer my fuckin’ questions first!”

[boyswillbedogz]

headmates that are active on our socials

as of august 2024

☀️: Lennon he/they/it • host well mannered if not frequently distressed. if you wanna become friends with us collectively your best best is be nice to him and the others may accustom themselves to you.

☀️: Autopsy cohost / ASPD symptom holder / prosecutor • he/it/mutt/bark/snarl slightly destructive dead dog & mildly source connected sal fisher fictive. somewhat flat & blunt when you first meet him. if youre a dick hes probably who youll have to answer to. mostly fronts when Lennon's annoyed or overwhelmed but sometimes hes just around.

💫: Socks ADHD symptom holder / cohost ??? • h3/h1m source connected ben drowned fictive with very unclear purpose. he's pretty friendly, has a typing quirk, and likes video games and typical teenage boy shit. he likes scenecore as an aesthetic but his music tatse is kind of a mess. sparkledog.

☀️: Lokii cohost / ADHD symptom holder • he/they/splash mildly source connected sebastian (pressure) fictive. outgoing theatre kid, can be snippy and "a bit much." less likely than Autopsy but he'll chew you out. fronts basically any time Lennon can't and Autopsy wont.

💫: cypher & wyll unknown ?? he / it / gold / any a mostly source disconnected tumblr sexyman bill cipher & will cypher subsystem. came back from dormancy recently and we dont know why. cypher is an extremely unhinged theatre kid & wyll is a sopping wet cat with no morals. 💫: Saide syskid / soother he / pup little dude, also a hunter fictive. usually runs our agere account. rarely fronts without Luka or Mori in cofront but he can hold his own 💫: Lukotomy "Luka" protector / soother / caretaker he / it / they a golden lab service dog who usually fronts while we're at school or supervises the littles. 💫: Mori ex gatekeeper / soother • fae/he/they/it friendly and polite extremely source disconnected revivebur fictive. an angel, fond of lower life forms but not particularly sociable. 💫: Voidal stress holder • they/any volatile chunk of void. on our socials often but not very personable, you basically have to talk to them like a scared animal or theyll flip out and trigger Autopsy. 💫: Unname unclear • mew/they/it/any Pretty well rounded source disconnected ranboo fictive. pretty well rounded person, does most of our chores and may pop in every now & then 💫: Mystic / Mythic "Mys" Gatekeeper • He/hym + they/it Pretty blunt and flat, exists mostly to do behind the scenes and occasional damage control when Mori cant. Polite but not very sociable.

[kit-catrock]

💫Mario Headcanon Post💫

So in this post I'll just compile the brainrot this silly little french man has inflicted onto my brain. Some points may contain uncomfortable topics. If you feel inspired, feel free to add anything in the tags. :)

Backstory:

🌠 was born in Paris, France. His full name is Mario Cartier and he has an older sister and brother.

🌠 being raised in a conservative catholic household, he struggled with his identity since he discovered at around 11 yo that he liked boys. He didn't tell anyone.

🌠 could never meet his fathers expectations of what "a man" should be.

🌠 started getting rebellious at around 14 yo, struggling with his parents ideals of what his life should look like and his own inner conflicts. This included getting his ears pierced at 16, going to parties with the wrong kinds of people and vandalism.

🌠 at 17 yo he dyed his hair black and cut it really short. His dad still didn't like it because "boys don't dye their hair" but Mario enjoyed having control over at least one part of his life.

🌠 he couldn't wait to move out when he would be of age, so he got a tatoo on his hip of a scorpion with the number "18" at a friends house. He just thought the scorpion looked cool. No one in Jorvik has seen it and Mario would like to keep it that way. Most of the time he pretends it's not there.

🌠 he moved from France to Jorvik with the money he saved up from his part time job and applied for an apprenticeship at A.A.E. since he was really into astronomy. They took him in for work eventually and the rest is history...

General headcanons:

💫 the observatory he lives in was once often visited by people on horseback, now nobody seems to come around anymore and it just serves as a place for research. The building still has a small stable space tho. The interior of the observatory consists of a living and working area with a small kitchen, all in an open space. His personal bedroom and bathroom are upstairs.

💫 He's a terrible cook and lives off instant ramen mostly.

💫 Has a barely noticable french accent and sometimes fills in words he forgets with french ones.

💫 Still wears earings. They're golden with a star charm on his left and a moon charm on his right ear.

💫 terrible workaholic. Often gets too caught up in his research and wakes up having slept at his desk with terrible eyebags.

💫 secretly VERY happy when someone visits the observatory.

💫 WILL infodump over whatever fascinates him at the moment.

💫 Wears mostly comfortable clothes when working, e.g. his A.A.E. hoodie. (it's very comfy). Wears reading glasses sometimes.

💫 Is a bit afraid of horses.

💫 Still mostly secretive about his identity.

💫 a bit shy and awkward, given he doesnt interact with other people very often.

💫 gets very lonely sometimes and tries to drown that feeling in work (HIDE UP TO THE OBSERVATORY AND GIVE HIM A VISIT!!!)

💫 has attachment issues because of the trauma his family inflicted on him.

💫 caffeine and nicotine addiction

💫 mostly very calm, kind and collected

💫 writes poetry but doesn't tell anyone because he's embarassed

🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠

just some sketches :-)

🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠💫🌠

[mysticstarlightduck]

Character Voice Tag! ✨

Thanks for the tag, @the-golden-comet (here)!

My Line: “Why shouldn’t I try?” Your Line: "Oh, don't you dare lick that thing -!... And you already licked it. Great."

I wanna do something different today, so inspired by 💫's post, I'm gonna make this a dialogue between my characters: one dialogue between Rhys and Damon (from Scrapyard Boys) and one dialogue between Cassie and Noctus (from Supernova Initiative) because I figure these two should interact more lol!

SCRAPYARD BOYS

Damon:... No, nuh-uh. I know what you're thinking. Don't you dare. Rhys: Oh, c'mon dude! It's right there - it's basically asking for me to go and get it. Why shouldn't I? Damon: Because they'll see you coming from a mile away and shoot you in the face. Have you thought about that, hm? Rhys: Eh, those dumbasses wouldn't notice I was there even if I put on a light show and screamed "Hey, bitches, I'm here!" at the top of my lungs while dancing the tango. Damon: Somehow I highly doubt that - Rhys: (already at least ten feet away, looking over his shoulder) Too late, got bored! See ya in five minutes! Damon: (growls, picking up his gear to follow after him, mumbling under his breath) Oh, if they don't kill that stubborn dipshit, I will.

SUPERNOVA INITIATIVE

Noctus: What are you doing? Cassie: Trying to hack into the system of the Void Program building. Noctus: Interesting. (takes a deep breath) May I ask WHY? Cassie: Just 'cause. Noctus: So let me get this straight: you intend to hack into the system of one of the most prestigious and high-security places in the entire Junction - a government whom I betrayed to help your crew and currently has a million units bounty on all of our heads - and you want to do it 'just because'? Cassie: Pretty much. And I mean... if I can, why shouldn't I? Noctus: (on the verge of tears of frustration, struggling to keep his cool and regretting all his life choices) I hate you. So much. I hope you are aware of that. Cassie: I'm an acquired taste. (winks) I know you're my friend.

Tagging (gently): @littleladymab, @winterandwords, @eccaiia, @sarahlizziewrites, @amaiguri

@agirlandherquill, @anoelleart,

@writernopal, @anyablackwood, @unstablewifiaccess, @forthesanityofstorytellers

@i-can-even-burn-salad,

@lassiesandiego, @clairelsonao3, @memento-morri-writes, @starlit-hopes-and-dreams and OPEN TAG

[sukirichi]

Hi, I saw your profile and it looks like Ines from "the broken rings:this marriage will fail". I just started reading it and all I can think of is how Miya Atsumu would be so much like the ML (devoted, whipped, cocky, loser boy golden retriever energy). If your profile inst her I'm sorry for my rambling 😅

omg yes its ines from the broken ring 💫💕 NOOO WAIT i see your vision and i am !! I always wondered who would be good for a fic inspired by that manhwa and how come i didn’t think of atsumu earlier, he’s sooo carcel 😩 devoted, whipped, cocky and GOLDEN RETRIEVER ENERGY QBNSLW YOU’RE SO RIGHT omg i can picture atsumu doing this face so well because he’s eager to please his wife

he’d definitely be the type to sulk when his wife isn’t giving him attention but when he does get it he’s just the bubbliest sweetest husband ever

[ellecdc]

Brief un anon simply to show my lovely boy milo

-💫anon

MILO!!! How's getting along with your golden-aged girl?????