#my endgame forevermore

[amc-minx]

A day in the life of Minx… - Part 2

[xnarlie-starlightx]

Hedric (Harry Potter x Cedric Diggory) from Harry Potter

I’m unsure as for Potterheads’s first same gender ship their self but this already was/is my first fave slash, almost canon, OTP and tragic love story before and after how many ships I’ve got that has some similarity just like this tragically ship itself.

Harry’s terrible timing but unfortunately founds Cedric as his soulmate while they don’t know how it’ll turned out, this ship definitely gives me “I personal don’t care if it’s either canon, almost canon or non canon because I’m allowed view those two fiction characters together all because they deserve better” vibes and how much it foreshadows for me being a sucker for tragic love story ships and how different it could’ve turned out instead actual canon ending itself. Otherwise, I really honestly don’t care much when some most fans mention or comment their preference for notice canon or popular non canon ships because it’s still neutrally fine by me from their own liking; I’m mainly focus finding ships that’s either tried to understand/enjoy paring itself except it’s not for me or made for me afar reacting each parings instead sink into toxicity level.

Speaking of toxicity fan/shipper from this fandom: don’t let Drarry Vs Dramione and Snily Vs Jily or other red flag solution drag you down no matter how afar worst it still goes; it’s better to find rare positive fans while you shall keep them as new friends and avoiding drama as possible. Even myself as a non toxic shipper of two ships, Drarry and Snily, I still don’t comment Severus’s ‘better’ than James unlike how some most Team Snape does because he’s not while myself over here still loves viewing Harry and likable Draco together as a realistic LGBT couple instead love and hate relationship.

Besides how afar this post’s involve, reasons why Hedric’s involve because nothing still can’t change how much I despite her-name-shall-not-be-name from all the damage she cause between Harry and Cedric were almost endgame their self and how many fans she hurt before and after her transphobic comment came along. Some Potterheads mentioned their childhood’s ruined because of her transphobic comment, well.. according as for mine, already’s half ruined because disturbances why Harry and Cedric never got together instead transphobic, homophobic and racism ‘Queen’’s comment. Am I forevermore bitter towards Jo*nne all for preventing Cedric and Harry becoming boyfriends?

Yes, but, Potterheads can’t separate HP book series from her cause she’s still a creator of World Of Harry Potter and all characters she has created. She can make entire excuses all she wants to especially dodging Hedric and other Potterheads’s fave ships, at least HP fandom their self can still make this fandom a better place for all fans while it’s half of something she couldn’t do along doesn’t has to be either mentioned or involve. Yet, Radcliffe and Watson aren’t suppose to respond her transphobic tweet but they did and make Potterheads relief and better instead no longer continuing support her-name-shall-not-be-named.

My apologies this went unfortunately longer between rant and discuss all in one post about her and Hedric, it’s part of reasons why I make this another HP post. If there’s another ship that’s been accurately ruined for you by R*wl*ng after take your time reading this, take care and feel free to leave a comment anytime if I shall make another post.

Almost ending of 2022, let’s hope 2023 could’ve been a better year for all of us

[matan4il]

Speaking of slow burns and Buddie, the other classic component they have is you have to bring in other love interests to make it blaring why they are wrong. No slow burn stay single the whole time. I know we all point out how they made it obvious with Ann and Buck.

However one of my favorites is the "your making it about you" lines with Taylor and Eddie. Eddie said it in the kitchen with fond exasperation that quickly melted into almost tears when he realized it was really about Bucks feelings for Eddie. The I should have been shot scene, the guy that fixes things dialogoue. Eddie knows this is a personality trait, likely it will never be healed because it is what makes Buck, Buck. Heck Buck essentially said the same to Maddie. So you just know that forevermore this is what Eddie will nurture and ease in Bucks self doubt. It will never be a trait he finds a nuisance because it is what makes him the best partner, friend, father (hopefully husband).

Vs when Taylor said it in a depreciating way to Buck. As if his massive heart, self-sacrifice, and self-awareness were the worst things about him. She would have never been able to accept his softness, but it's worse because she never would have protected that trait either. She would have tried to stomp it out.

And in true romance fashion, this is the perfect trope. One is too soft for all the things and the other is just too soft for the partner who's too soft for all the things!!! Eddie will always protect and uplift that in Buck and I can't wait to see those protective instincts shine when they finally make them canon.

Hi Nonnie, absolutely this! You need the other Lover Interests not only in order to demonstrate that they're the wrong person for the protagonist, but sometimes you even have the "perfect person" on paper, and they turn out to be the wrong person as well. Why? Because they're not the person the protagonist is already, obliviously, in love with... Sound like someone that we've come across? *looks at Ms. 29348732498 muffins*

And yes, that's exactly it about Buck's self-worth issues! Some stuff never fully goes away, you just go from where it eats away at you at all times to where most of the time you're okay and it doesn't plague you, and then from time to time there's a crisis, it comes back up and that's when you need to manage it. A loving, caring partner who sees Buck's self-worth can give him that solid foundation not to feel like he has to be killing himself to be worth anything and to do so by simply being there, and then when Buck's issues do raise their ugly head prominently, a partner like that can help soothe them over by actively reminding him of how important he is. And isn't that exactly what Eddie has been doing for Buck?

Taylor TBH... ooof, she was never even close to being the right person for Buck, they weren't well matched on some of the most basic things that define us as humans, like kindness. It wasn't even a case of someone who looks right and turns out to be wrong, it was always clear that they shouldn't have gotten together.

This feels like the perfect ask as a continuation to this one. Like yes, let's talk about ALL THE TROPES. Let's talk about every aspect of why the other LI's we've seen so far have been the wrong person, why every future LI will be as well, and why Buddie are just made to complement each other and no other endgame makes sense other than them ending up together.

Thank you for this ask, hon! Hope you're having a great day. As always, here's my ask tag. xoxox

[thetruekyle]

OPEN LETTER;

to: Travis~

>Yes, that one.

(1 Thessalonians 5:16, KJV)

Thank you for being strong, and so attuned to the world. You may be the athlete/actor here, but she is the quarterback, and so you are to be so commended as her chosen center; that you handle every hike from now on; blocking every incoming play that no harm may visit her for any reason.. ever.

Thus, you have my fullest and most ardent blessing to care for and protect her in every circumstance. You are her exquisite monument of mankind carved from a grand, fallen oak and I trust you shall not waver, wane, or deviate from this charge.

~And so in this modern age of chess moves and strategy: you are henceforth granted my every blessing, as her most-noble 'queen,' power-piece, and bodyguard, that she can become as the bold but isolate 'king' of the board -in charge, in command, & in control over all residing upon her side of the street, just as her heart has always dreamed of & so longed for....

She IS truly a precious treasure in Heaven even now, and "Mine" forever in God's eyes as far as the eternal endgame goes, but until she finally comes home to The Father, Lord Jesus, and The Spirit that so moves in me... I entrust her, forevermore into your wholly capable and attentive care.

And so- in Jesus' mighty name, & by the authority vested upon me by the Holy Spirit- I edify with the word of God unto you, Sir-

"Stay blessed,

Strong Tower;

Rejoice evermore."

-K

~in Jesus' mighty name I pray ever for your upstanding worthiness for eachother and praise your names in the eyes of God that the blessings and peace be unto you, and never cease. Amen, and amen. 🙏😌

[bisluthq]

I will say I always found it weird how Taylor was writing songs like endgame and king of my heart about joe few months into the relationship, I know she is hopeless romantic and she thinks her current relationship is the one that is gonna last forever but like let’s also clam down

idk I felt very KOMH (not endgame because I’m not that crazy lol but I respect that) about my partner literally the first night we had sex and we’d also been friends for a while like TJ. I do get her for it. I don’t necessarily think it’s healthy lol clearly but I do understand where she was at. I’ll also say I never once felt KOMH about my ex (QOMH I guess) ever ever. Sometimes it really does feel like the sex is so mind blowing that you only want this person forevermore.

[di4ph4nous2]

Signals Received

I hope you notice the technicalities in me

I hope you know I can see yours

see that I love you

the intensity of us in silence

the pressure our clasp hands hold alone

this is to you

my love, a spirt

from me, a soul

i'm shattered all around

only to be healed by your touch

to press against your healing heart

hopes of feeling beyond the physical plaine

a barrier soon to be broken

digital traces of my love to you

float forever in a web of infinite desire

writing infinite letters back to you

i've received your signals

mines to you i hope they never fizzle

my love for you would never die

my love for you will rage on

until the end of time and forevermore

looping into our next lives

i look forward to reincarnating with you

into the multiverse

even if far

i'll find you someway

in due time

my miricale girl

my endgame

i love you

much more left to say

i could only dream to comprehend your beauty

my girl

you are desired

my girl

you are loved

Purple Signals

She left bite marks on my thighs

Pops of passion

She lent me a kiss while she bat her lashes

I love the way she giggles

And how she curves her lips

She walks in slow motion

And sways her hips

She got the tone of an angel

A new found Octave

My ears light up when she tells me two secrets

One that she loves and two that she cares

Then she pulls at my waist and Runs her fingers through my hair

I can’t help but keep my eyes on her

I see her body and her soul

I look past that and I only see her aura her colors

She helped me to speak

And grow and learn new emotions

New ways

Times wit her I’m in a daze

A purple haze

More than two days pass and I start to long for her kisses

Her sentences

Her soft hands and soft touch

Those eyes

Tunnels to my soul and she can tell what I’m thinking

In my mind how are u my love

Am I on ur mind the same way ur on mine

Can we talk can I preach to u my love

Then shower u in roses

I feel u in my heart

A lifetime beneath the surface

I gotta think how many times have u heard this

I wish I could articulate the waves that I feel

And the colors I see

And the intensity

The peace that u bring

The sweet sonder and cadence that in me u revived

How lucky we are to touch each others lives

[caigh-lee]

okay but have you guys ever thought of

Anansi!Trickster Gabriel

Anansi is considered to be the spirit of all knowledge of stories, seen as a symbol of resistance and survival, and, obviously, known as the Trickster in West African and Caribbean cultures. 

Cause this idea has been circulating in my head for probably three years and I think I’mma bout to write it. Wish me luck and drop a line if you’re interested in it and want to talk or anything - I’ll need the help/encouragement.

Also, I know that Anansi is known to be male but fuck it I’m gonna have fun with this and am gonna make this a female!vessel Anansi!trickster thing.

(anyone have any ideas for who I could faceclaim?)

[bubblebuckys]

special thank you to @starbuckie for informing me that @blueeyedsupersoldiers has plagiarized my fic ‘oasis.’ i messaged them but they now have me blocked. attached below are screen shots of “their” fic (right) and mine (left)

please report them for adult content as only i can report for plagiarism

UPDATE: we did it!! the account has been taken down! thank you all SO much

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[azrielsbxtch]

TW : Rape,Sexual assault

For the people saying Gwynriel can’t happen because she’s a SA survivor....you do realize there are thousands and thousands of romance books with SA survivors right? Do you think Gywn is the first SA survivor in books? Because there’s whole arguments people have made about how because Gwyn is a rape survivor that means e/riel is endgame.

What the hell is wrong with people?

Anyways here’s some romance books with SA survivors that I’ve read and loved.

1) The Crossfire series by Sylvia Day. - This series is Erotica and both the hero and heroine are victims of rape.

2) The Deal by Elle Kennedy

3) Shadowdance by Kristen Callihan

4) The Sea king by CL Wilson (One of my favorite fantasy books the worldbuilding and Fantasy is absolutely insane)

5) Shame by Rachel Van Dyken

6) King by TM Frazier

7) Preppy by TM Frazier (Both hero and heroine)

8) Lawless by TM Frazier (Male SA - Also if you decide to read any TM Frazier book please....please check out all the trigger warnings. This series is dark,raw and not for the faint of heart.)

9) Easy By Tamara Webber

10) Hopeless by Colleen Hoover

11) Forevermore by Kristen Callihan

These are the ones I remember off the top of my head.

So please,stop acting like because a character is a SA survivor they can’t carry a book or they can’t have a sex life. Before Gwyneth Berdara,there’s been thousands of characters male and female who have been sexually assaulted and still carried their books and showed insight into their trauma and healing process.

And Lucien and Rhys are both SA survivors but I don’t see any of you shaming them for it. Because that’s what they’re doing to Gwyn. Saying she can’t be a lead because she’s been sexually assaulted. Basically revolving her whole character around her rape. It’s a painful part of her life but it does not define her. My girl did not drop these amazing quotes for you to ignore them...

Gwyn whispered, "I am the rock against which the surf crashes."

Nothing can break me."

[cockslutpadalecki]

Now I need a Sam imagine where he’s just going down on the reader and doesn’t stop until she’s begging

Like Sugar On My Tongue

Characters: Sam x Reader.

Words: 474.

Warnings: oral sex (female receiving), squirting, multiple orgasms, overstimulation.

A/N: Inspired by the ask above that I was unsure I was going to write anything for... and then this happened. Thank you to @cheritzie and @hoboal87 for your words of enjoyment/encouragement, but please someone help me out from this Sam-shaped hole I seem to have fallen into. Beta: @letsby but all the general bullshit is entirely mine. While likes are gold, feedback is golden. Masterlists/taglists can be found in my bio. Subscribe to Patreon and get access to fics two weeks before Tumblr for as little as $3.

His tongue is like silk through your folds. Back and forth it flicks, precisely nudging your clit just enough to make your thighs quake either side of his head. Sam knows all the spots that drive you wild— inside and out— and right now he seems pretty intent on pinballing between them until you’re begging him to stop.

But he doesn’t. He licks you through your first, fucks you with his fingers while you’re screaming into your second and by the time he’s got you on the cusp of your third, you can feel the wet on your cheeks from the rogue tears that you couldn’t prevent from falling.

Sam hums against your bead with two of his fingers curled up inside your pussy, softly stimulating the spongy spot perfectly placed behind your clitoral hood that makes you wail into the clammy air above you.

‘Stop’ sits on the cusp of your lips the entire time, your body unable to compete with this level of overstimulation, but somehow you find yourself swallowing it down as he coaxes you closer to your end. You can feel it— idling just out of reach of Sam’s fingertips while his mouth chases it fervently.

A slight deviation of Sam’s tongue, back in the direction it came and you’re done for. The levee breaks and you’re coming so hard you think you’re about to cross over. Limbs seize, your voice box fails to register the words your brain is screaming and your toes curl into the bed sheets, threatening to make your feet cramp at any moment.

As the tension releases, Sam pulls back, replacing tongue with fingers. The callousness of his fingertips combined with the heat of your slick still warm on his skin makes you mewl as he rubs from left to right across your clit at a hasty speed, knowing exactly what’s to come.

This is his endgame after all. Always is. He prides himself in it.

“Fuck, Sam... I can’t, oh god.” There’s pain in your voice, pure desperation as you succumb to another, and this time whatever euphoria is left inside you empties against Sam’s fingers, all warm and wet.

You can barely keep your eyes open as he crawls up your trembling body, placing gentle kisses up your abdomen and chest until he reaches your face, intent on leaving the last of his touches against your parted lips.

“That’s my girl,” he whispers tenderly, stroking a strand of damp hair off your forehead. Your eyes flutter closed, expecting him to fall onto the bed next to you, but the space remains empty. The blunt head of his cock slips through your soaked folds, pressing at your entrance and you whine, feeling Sam’s hot breath against your cheek as he laughs softly. “Sorry baby, but we’re not through ‘till this pussy is full.”

***

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[amc-minx]

A day in the life of Minx… - Part 1

[storiesofsvu]

Drunk Dialed

Sonny Carisi xreader Warnings: Language *

Your phone blaring woke you out of the deep slumber you’d been in, you rolled over, groaning heavily, running a hand over your face as you answered it,

“Y/L/N.”

“Y/N!!” A very excited voice responded, “I fuckin’ miss ya doll!” You took a moment to wake yourself up, realizing it was your partner Carisi that was on the line with you, “You shoulda come out tonight, you missed out!”

“Sonny?” You groggily questioned, pushing yourself up to sit on your bed, still half asleep.

“Yeah doll! I just, I need ta tell ya something!” His voice was excited, full of joy and laughter, you could hear the sounds of a bar in the background,

“And what’s that Sonny?” You yawned into the receiver,

“I love you. I fuckin’ love you more than anyone else ever fuckin’ could doll. You’re my goddamn endgame, all I want is to be with you. I mean it.” You could tell by his slurred words that he was pretty drunk, but your heart still jumped into your throat, you’d done your best to be professional but goddamn it was very hard to not fall for the sweetheart that was Sonny Carisi.

“Sonny…” You started, “Go home…get some rest, we’ll talk in the morning babe.”

“I love you sweetheart!” He nearly yelled before hanging up the phone, you laughed softly, collapsing into your pillow, praying you’d be able to get back to sleep.

***

You rolled into the precinct the next morning with an extra large coffee, a gatorade and a greasy breakfast sandwich, dropping them on Carisi’s desk as you sat down. He glanced up at you unexpectedly,

“What’s this for?”

“Figured you might need it sweetheart,” He flushed slightly at the pet name, reaching towards the treats you’d brought him, practically devouring them.

“Thank you” He murmured over the sandwich, you laughed at that,

“What?” He stopped, glancing up at you, “How’d you even know I’d be hungover today.” You nearly cackled at that,

“Really Sonny?” You took a swig of your coffee, “So we’re just gonna ignore the fact that you drunk dialled me to tell me you love me last night?”

“I did WHAT?” His voice was raised but hushed enough that no one around the precinct would hear it. You smirked at his response, giving a soft giggle to your partner,

“You were very adamant to confess your love,” You paused lightly, watching the blush creep up his neck, “Sonny we can very easily pretend that this never happened, I never got the phone call, slept blissfully through the night with no interruptions.” Carisi ran his hands over his face, trying to piece together the words properly.

“Doll, I don’t want that.” He summoned his courage to look up, catching your eye, heart pounding in his chest “If you wanna ignore it, I understand. We still gotta work together, and I’d hate to ruin our friendship, but you should know how I feel. Guess the tequila got me talkin’ last night.” He let out a dopey grin at that, you couldn’t help but smile back at him.

“You got any idea how freaking adorable you are Sonny?” His eyes shone at you across the desks, “How ‘bout we talk about it over dinner?”

“Really?!” Carisi nearly shot out of his seat,

“Yes, you goof!” You found your face twisting into your own version of a dopey grin, only hoping it was as adorable as Sonny’s. You knew dinner would be worth it, and couldn’t wait for the work day to be over so you could finally wrap yourself in Sonny’s arms.

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[spade-riddles]

I think a lot of us have forgotten that evermore (the song) is about 2016, Taylor said so herself.

She sings “when I was shipwrecked, I thought of you. In the cracks of light, I dreamed of you. It was real enough to get me through”, meaning she’s looking back at that year and remembering how Karlie was there to help her heal. That’s why the song ends with “I had a feeling so peculiar that this pain wouldn’t be forevermore”, she no longer has to bear that pain. It also confirms that “my waves meet your shore ever and evermore” is about their present/endgame.

[anotherwritersblog]

Title: Then, Now, and Forevermore

Pairings: Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes (Stucky)

Word Count: 963

Warnings: angst? idk someone’s probably feeling a bit of a heartbreak

Author's Note: So fun fact. Any writings, planned or not, are written in one of like five notebooks (four of which are the Marvel ones Target was selling during the BTS in July/August. Lol) Whenever the pen hits the paper, I just let everything flow and half the time I don’t even know where I’m going. Once I’m finished or I feel like I’m close, I’ll transfer whatever I have to the computer to finish it up or edit what needs to be edited. This is one of those pieces I didn’t know where I was going 😂 I just hit the button for a first line and this is where I went. I had a hard day at work and this is how I cope 😅 lmao. Now I'm putting y'all through it by throwing this piece your way this Tuesday evening. Also, this takes place after Endgame because this blog does not support the way it actually ended 😌✌️

Any and all reblogs/likes/comments are appreciated.

In no way, shape, or form, do you have permission to repost this anywhere

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As he flicked through the letters, a small, handwritten envelope caught his attention and his heart began to thump.

Bucky had been doing some cleaning, when he came across a box of mementos in the deep, dark, depths of his closet. It was filled with small toys and trinkets from his childhood, old cinema tickets from Saturday nights out with his friends, various recipes his ma made sure he had for when he was an adult living on his own (how he was able to come across them, was another story), and all sorts of letters from people of different times in his life.

But this letter? It took him by surprise as he had never seen it before, and he’d been through this box many a times.

He placed the rest of the letters back into the box and made his way to his bed. It sunk a little as he sat down and stared at the envelope.

It was addressed to “My Dearest Bucky”.

He could recognize that handwriting anywhere. The way the letters a and r were connected. The overly bubbled uppercase letters. The smudge that dragged across each word.

He debated for a solid ten minutes before he decided that staring at it wasn’t going to get him anywhere. He flipped the envelope over and slid his left pointer finger into the corner to pry it open. He gently placed the envelope off to the side and took one more deep breath before opening the letter.

James. My love.

I am sorry, and I will forever be sorry for what I have done to you. For our entire lives, I had considered you my rock. You always kept me grounded. You were always willing to give your thoughts about a dilemma (whether they were warranted or not). You always had my back when I needed you the most and was ready to step into a fight if that meant pulling me out.

And what did I do?

I up and left you, without saying goodbye, a proper goodbye, to be with someone I saw as a what if? We had spent our childhood together, and well into our early adult years before we were separated for many to come. We were able to reconnect and catch up and I will be forever grateful for that. But with her…it was always a pestering feeling of what if?

Looking back, I do realize that you were not my rock and you never were though.

You were more than that.

You were my precious diamond.

You are a rarity in this thing we call life. There is no one else out there quite as incredible as you are. I know what you’ve been through, and yet, here you are. Getting out of bed most mornings (I know you have your days that are hard to get up) and taking on the day with every fiber in your being. Even if it’s to get up to get a shower, eat some food, or just opening the curtains to watch the rain, it’s enough for me to know that you are doing just that.

Living.

And the beauty, not only that you display on the outside when your eyes sparkle brighter than the stars, but that also shines through your soul. You are a one of a kind, Buck, unlike any others that I will come across in this lifetime or the next.

He could feel the tears bordering his lower eyelids, starting to blur his vision of the paper. His fingers were holding onto the parchment as if his life depended on it. He wiped away the few droplets that decided to start falling and continued reading.

James Buchanan Barnes.

I will never forgive myself for what I’ve done, but I hope that one day you can forgive me.

I know that you think I’ve probably put you through hell, making you think I’ve left you on your own, but I haven’t. You have Sam now. He can help guide you through the hard times and I know that he will be there for you too. He’s a great guy with a sense of humor that would match yours impeccably. All I ask is that you give him a chance. Listen to him. Be there for him, like you were for me.

I love you, James, and I always will cause I’m with you till the end of the line.

Yours then, now, and forevermore,

Steven Grant Rogers

Bucky noticed the photo that had fallen into his lap and stared at it for what felt like ages.

It was a small, old photo, one from when they were in their early twenties. Bucky had his left arm around Steve, and Steve had his right arm snaked around Bucky’s waist. One could tell this was a candid moment, as you could see that Bucky was laughing with his eyes closed, nose scrunched up, and Steve was clutching his own chest with his head leaning onto Bucky’s shoulder.

He recognized that day. It was the first time that either of them would come out with their feelings for the other, but it certainly wasn’t the last.

Bucky reached for his wallet in his back pocket and placed the photo in one of the small compartments. He was going to make sure it was kept safe and close to him should he ever need the motivation to keep going on his bad days.

After placing his wallet back into his pocket, he took one last glance at the letter before leaving it on his bedside table. He unplugged his phone from the charger and punched in a few numbers before waiting for the ringing to stop.

“Hey, Sam. It’s Bucky. What are you doing tonight?”

[bisluthq]

Taylor in '17: "is this the end of all the endings?" "I wanna be your endgame" "don't read the last page, but I stay." "My drug is my baby I'll be using for the rest of my life" "I did one thing right" "all at once you are the one I have been waiting for" 19: "I hope I never lose you, hope this never ends" "I'd marry you in paper rings" "all's well that ends well to end up with you" 20: "give you a child" "my waves meet your shore, forevermore" People: "I don't think she's that committed to him"

Or worse (to me because it’s so rude to her) “ya but he’s not committed to her”. So you think she’s a nutjob? One of the most successful musicians in history is misreading signs THAT BADLY for 5 years that she’s like “wow this is the dude I want to spend the rest of my life with” and he’s like “eh still not that into it but whatever sing about the future children I won’t give you.”

[letstrywritingmaybe]

Hi, I’m Cyn and sometimes I write 🥰 Always posted on ao3, I made the decision to restrict it to registered users only 🫶 I am a self indulgent writer and I write purely for myself (few exceptions are made, but even so I enjoy the fics I write for others). I share my fics on the off chance someone else might like them too, but I really don’t feel the need to defend my choices especially if I don’t know you. If we’ve established a connection, then I’m all for chatting and explaining my thinking. I highly encourage writing your own fic and making it how you want. It’s more rewarding that way, and you get to say you created something! 🩵

While I’m here, I’m very easily set off by the canon ship and my notp so if I see it I will get upset, it’s not that serious, just leave me be. I’ll get over it, cause being rude and leaving mean comments on those posts are not okay, especially when there are people who like those ships and make things for them.

Also I’m a fangirl first and foremost so I thrive off leaving love letters and reblogging things (primarily on my main account), that being said I’m also super picky. I only comment on things I enjoyed, and I don’t like angst/mcd so don’t expect to see my username on those fics. I try to read everything, but it doesn’t always work out.

I guess I have to add the super obvious, there are no bad endings in my fics (unless I specify in the beginning and I will tag it cause I know how it feels since I hate reading that shit myself. I literally write the same story every time) if you’ve read one you’re read them all imo. We just take slightly different routes to get to the same conclusion: my ships are meant to be in every single universe and that’s final! I preach commenting because I think it’s the absolute least we can do when an author has done so much by giving us these amazing fics to read, but I’m not someone who needs/wants praise so please don’t comment if you’re gonna be annoying. Either read it and move on or just exit the fic, it’s really not that difficult.

Okay I give up, I’m just gonna list all my fics and tag them on this post instead. Again this is for my own personal benefit. If anyone cares to read them, they’re all posted on ao3 for registered users.

CoAi/ShinShi {grey otp}

Confession Chronicles

Redamancy Series- Promised Protection • New Year’s Day • The Eyes On You • Touch and Stay • Umbrella • Shark Attack

My Life Turns Your Life Into Folklore Forevermore Series- Folklore Twist • Forever & Evermore • Don’t Blame Me • You Belong With Me? • How Many Minutes To Midnight? (Ongoing) • Guilty As Sin?

Reciprocating Relationship

I Know You

Christmas Fics: Always Choose The Heart • Forget The Fallout, Let’s Be Alone Together • And We Keep Falling • Nothing’s Changed • Angel • Midwinter

Revised Recollection

Be Mine?

A Kiss For The Obvious

First Kiss

13

Love, Learned

I Can Make Your Heart Race

Such A Tease Series- Play Pretend • Picturesque • DreamOf Me • Devour • Blame it on the Drugs

Irreversible (a kaishi endgame verse but this part is all shinshi, see Run To Change The Endgame)

There’s Nothing Triangle About It

What Do You Want?

Lo Lo Love Me (+) Lo Lo Lost

CoAi Week Things: Superposition • Versus • Critical • It’s You and Me, That’s My Whole World

I Hate Accidents, Except When We Went From Friends To This (flufftober 2022)

Kiss Of Life

Public Transportation

Triple Threat

And Another Thing! (Extras/What If scenes from established versus)

Every Dog Has His Day

In(de)finite (yearoftheotp 2023)

Honey I’m A Sucker When You Linger Series- I Only Lie When I Love You • I Wish I Cared Less

Love Me Like You Do

When I Look At You…

Consent and Kisses

Off Limits

Mistake

I Want More

Might As Well Be Drunk In Love

Nobody’s Perfect

Collabs with Vordark, my beloved <3

It’s What You and I Do

1+1=2, x2? (Ongoing)

WIPs I desperately need to finish…

Point Of View Series- It’s Not Just Acting (1. Yukiko)

Real Or Not Real Series- False Memories

Love Me, But Don’t Fall For Me (fake dating, CoAi edition- ongoing)

Catch My Lies (powers verse- ongoing)

[A Marriage Proposal, Or Two- one is kaishi, two is shinshi]

🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶

<KaiShi> {steal my heart ship}

Run To Change The Endgame (ongoing)

All Your Love

Hug Prescription

He’s Funny

It’s Like My Birthday, Except…

A Day Out With The Kids

It Starts With A Kiss

💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

(Other Shiho Ships)

Fleeting Feelings (technically an all Shiho ship fic)

Love, It Was Enough To Recognize (AU-gust 2024)

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Duncney {red otp}

Another Universe (based off Marcy’s Just One Universe)

Shituationship (duncney week 2023 day 7 Aka canon duncney day!)

I Really Wish I Hated You (duncney week 2024 day 7)

Pumpkin Spice

💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

Romanogers {golden otp}

Romanogers Week: What If?

Leave Me, Just Don’t Forget To Kiss Me

Life Never Tasted So Sweet (flufftober 2022)

🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

RobStar {orange otp}

His Starfire, Her Robin (yearoftheotp 2023)