#my cousin is long gone

[akemix13]

COSMO🍓🍞🍰✨!!

Character from Roblox Game:

'Dandy's World'

Human version fan design I made ♡

I have so many doodles on random notebooks.

Should I upload??

[theputterer]

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i've finally started querying for a therapist / counselor in my city. i haven't gone to one in years (anyone who knows me in real life: "yes this is very obvious.") but i think it's time. i am paralyzed by self doubt and indecision and an odd persistent nausea that has fed (heh) into some eating habits that are strange even by my standards. i spend my weekends doing nothing and eating little because i can't get out of bed but i can go to work and do work without issue which seems backwards to me. i want to learn how to write again without wanting to set myself on fire; i want to read my writing and like it rather than have my initial reaction be "this is stupid." i feel like i am not good at being a human and i want to figure out how to be a human. i told my sister a couple years ago "i think there is something wrong with me" and while there are quantifiable Diagnoses of Things That Are Wrong With Me i sometimes think there is something missing. i sometimes think there is something haunting my narrative, so to speak. but i don't know what or what i mean. maybe i just want there to be a clear, singular problem that i can then fix. can therapy do all of this? maybe(probably?) not! but i'm not sure it'll make things WORSE and that's what really matters here

[jessiesjaded]

My cousins 14 year old has been messaging me all the time because my cousin has the moral backbone of a slug and is now pretending to be hardcore conservative just becuase her new shit cunt of a boyfriend is a peice of shit right winger and its clearly deeply upsetting the 14 yr old so she's venting to me a lot and everyone is like "Well it's good she has you" and obviously it's good she has me but she should be able to rely on her own fucking mother not to be a weak minded, pathetic, loser who let's some random hateful man into the house

[jackshiccup]

in dawn of destruction i just love that little moment of pause snotlout had when hiccup came back from his small trip with astrid to find the edge being attacked. hiccup gives out orders, snotlout just stares at him and hiccup stammers to asks him ‘what is it, snotlout?’ to which snotlout replies, ‘nothing. it’s just well, it’s nice to have you back.’ and it’s with so much sincerity and even a hint of relief and it’s just so !!! snotlout looks up so much to hiccup and it grounds him (and the rest of the gang) for hiccup to BE there and to be the leader their team needs and has. it just shows how much faith and trust they have in each other and no matter how much he complains all the time, snotlout will always and undoubtedly have hiccup’s back and vice versa.

[khaperai]

Moodboard

[fagsex]

havent vented about how bad the hurricanes fucked up my family, the few outside of my siblings of people in this world i actually give a damn about because i figured i vent about plenty already but there is little more sickening to me than pretending so many deserved to die because of what strangers believe. you rant about your racist uncles and grandparents every thanksgiving, christmas, holiday, even joke about them. they are in your lives all the same. do you deserve to have your life, your entire life, past, present, and future, destroyed because your weird boss voted trump? then what about my family? our families? my family has voted blue, but would it matter? even if they voted red as blood, would they not have children? even then, neighbors? even then, strangers? none of it fucking matters, how they hell could it.

my close family, parents and siblings, are lucky enough to live elsewhere, but where we were raised and made our homes are histories are not. i never had a childhood home because hurricanes have destroyed every where we have tried. because we couldnt afford any better. same with most people. should we fucking die because of it? should the homeless die because of it? because of some snowbirds? i thought you didnt like 'boomers' controlling your lives, or thinking and acting like they do. so how come you let them control ours?

[leguin]

i suspect that there's more to the faked death situation than anyone remembers/is willing to share at this point - he might've been abusive or an alcoholic etc. but my great-aunt (the only one still alive who remembers this) said she was really amazed at how normal it seemed at the time that a man would permanently disappear to try and keep his family from being ashamed of/shamed by his financial failure, and how bizarre and pointless it seemed to her now that she was in her 80s. lot of shifting cultural and economic expectations...but also idk. at some point people just still being in your life probably starts to seem more valuable than anything else.

[yoohyeon]

I’m seriously not made to be alone, it’s only been a day and I’m like this

[sleepywolverine]

Dusty already knows, but I decided to share with ya’ll that I’m into Helluva Boss/Hazbin Hotel now!!

Now if you may recall I made a post about a horror-style OC I had that I worked on with my teenage cousin (I have a teen cousin in high school! She’s v mature and the only minor I ever let see my stuff) and she’s actually transgender. I never posted her official design but she’s been repurposed and now…

(Please excuse the obvious Angel Dust-copied hands)

Meet Candace Kayne! She went from serial killer to ridiculous party girl who drank too much, popped too many pills and had too much sex. But she didn’t die of any of those things, oh no. Bar fight. Some asshole brought a machete and sliced her in half, hence the thin red stripe in the middle of her dress. She’d been doing disguised drugs as standard candy since childhood. Now she’s in Hell.

In one quote:

“You can take the girl out of the party but you can’t take the party out of the girl.” *proceeds to chug rainbow cocktail with valium at the bottom*

In short, she’s insane.

For height reference she’s a teensy bit shorter than Angel Dust and Alastor but that’s ok because her full demon is MENACING (and I can’t draw it but I swear I know what it looks like)

And my cousin’s ok with this btw. Please don’t attack me over letting her see this shithole, this is just how high schoolers are these days.

[zouisalmightie]

i just realized tomorrow would be my grandads 84th birthday. and i would have called him and asked him what did it feel like to be 48 cuz ever since he was in his 70s he switched the numbers around and thought it was so funny. and i can’t remember exactly what his laugh sounds like anymore and my heart is hurting so bad.

[teddy06]

Okay but something about being a trans masc person and seeing the Barbie movie with a group mainly made of cis girls just feels so isolating

[thewickerking]

ngl im impressed with my grandmother. All throughout the day she's managed to be shitty about near all of my marginalized identities in some way to my face, completely oblivious she's talking abt groups im a part of

[navysealt4t]

everyday i am reminded im too gay.,

[ratmanwalking]

For the first time in my life i have straight guy friends and jesus christ now i see how much they like to explain basic concepts to women like theyre dumb

[shimmeringseaa]

I miss Liam

[noireservoir]

Whoever said setting reminders and using a calendar helps owes me money bc now i have a million reminders for shit and i keep having to push events back days or weeks later after explicitly planning shit for this week. Like what's the point of making plans whej shit literally comes outta nowhere and fucks mine up.