#my brain is literally on overdrive
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heyyyyy. i realized something last night. while falling asleep.
uh. in that alternate universe. on the job. do you know who was also canonically there.
she. baby. and who died literally in the room over. WELL WOULDN'T YOU KNOW IT-
alr I'm gonna stop my brain is already doing cartwheels about fanfics habdhjddndnwjdn
#my brain is literally on overdrive#deepcleaned my room in like 3 hours because I have so many feels#ugh#arcane season 2#act 3 is fucking nuts i wanna die#mb rant :)
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how is a girl to sleep when she can’t stop obsessively looking at apartments 🙃
#we found 1 nice place and now my brain is in overdrive#we live in a city with a shit ton of colleges and we need to move august 1#when literally everyone else is also moving#plus we have 3 cats and literally every place 1500 and under pet friendly are janky as hell#everything is scary dungeon basements and skinny stair cases in 100 year old buildings with no ac#wish us luck lmao
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that video of carlando in the drivers parade is taking me out, how Carlos’ attention is solely on Lando even through George was part of the conversation, how Oscar felt like he has no choice but to leave them bc they were instantly in their own world 😭 it’s so funny. I love watching people who have such strong chemistry, who get lost in their own little world without even realizing they’re doing it haha
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Anon, I'm gonna be honest with you. I'm not kidding or exaggerating..I didn't even realize George was part of their conversation before you mentioned it 💀 BUT FOR FUCKING REAL AND in my defense my eyes were on them and they only had eyes for each other! so don't blame me for not noticing they're a parody of themselves 😭 The only time (i think) Carlos looked at poor George was when Lando was being interviewed, and even then Lando was looking longingly at his hubby so he had my attention lmao.
But yeah the way they exist in their own little bubble (that Oscar refused to third-wheel in. which. valid. smart even.) and all the casual and subtle intimacy between them is so 🥲♥️
#like yeah the chemistry they have between them always warms my heart cause even out of the whole shipping thing#you can see how close they are and how when they're together it just cancels out everyone else#AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON HOW LANDO IS BUDDIES WITH THE WHOLE ASS SAINZ FAMILY OR SINGAPORE 23 ISTFG LITERAL HUSBANDS#sorry i just finished proofreading part of my thesis so my brain is in overdrive lol#carlando#bahrain gp 2024#formula 1#inbox#anon
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Having kids is NOT for the weak. I’m not even kidding when I tell you my entire brain chemistry has been altered since giving birth
#I’ve never had health anxiety until I became a mum#I can deal with colds and teething and stuff#but fevers???? I am an anxious STATE#first time she’s ever had a high temp and I’ve never felt so anxious in my life#she’s literally fine#but my brain is on overdrive#soz needed to rant#partner is at work so can’t answer my 10000+ messages 🥲
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ohhh my friend came over and we somehow ended up watching the entirety of tpn season one and ray still makes me so fucking sick. im goig to tear apart steel beams with my teeth
#skye's ramblings#THOUGH IM ALSO JUMPING AROUND SOO FAST BC SHE LIKED IT. shes like my only irl friend shes known abt my illness since the start#i take my ray plushie when i sleep over at her house she calls him my little guy. i genuinely didnt think it'd interest her much#we were literally just bored and she randomly picked up v1. 2 pages in she was like 'oh this is really addicting can i borrow this'#FELT AUTUSM KICK INTO MAXIMUM OVERDRIVE. said we could watch the anime n after ep1 she was like oh this is really good#cant describe how much i am jumping off tge walls in my mind. shes never been able to get into anime till now. i think i just won at autism#of course w the excitement comes escape arc ray once again hitting my brain with hammers god i love him so fucking much guys. i'm nauseous#it'll be 3 years since my first watch soon btw i wonder if ray emotions will ever stop making me physically ill. ifuckng love yuou raaay...
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ILKKA KIVIMÄKI having a cigarette break at the 1984 1000 LAKES RALLY
#my brain went into overdrive seeing him#like rawhhwh rahwhhhhehh#need him carnally im sorry im so sorry u had to read that#anyway markku being his healthy no drinking no smoking self vs in literally every footage i see of ilkka he has a cigarette in the hand#ilkka kivimäki#wrc#1980s
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Not sure if thisll help you mate but i get mad secondhand embarrassment (assuming thats what youre talking about in the ofmd post) from media all the time and ive found that listening to music at the same time really helps not sure why
ohhh no it's not second hand embarrassment i just genuinely get too overwhelmed to watch things sometimes like the second i sense smtg i want to happen in media might happen i have to like hit pause and go through the 5 stages of grief first. it literally took a herculean effort to unpause gomens after i realised they were about to dance
#did the same w the ep 5 kiss lmfao it took me ages to get through it😭😭😭#it usually takes me like an hour - two hours to watch a single episode coz i have to keep pausing lmao😭😭😭#brain chemicals going into overdrive making my body shut down#it took me over 2 hours to watch ep 6 and that one's literally only 24 minutes#i got mail!
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guys… GUYS!!!!
I’M GOING TO SEE GATSBY ON BROADWAY!!!!!
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JEREMY JORDAN LIVE
#I’m literally so excited I don’t even feel excited if that makes sense#my newsies brain is in overdrive#out of character
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Tfw yo ass is so aromantic holding hands straight-up physically hurts.
#listen this is not a joke it Literally hurts my body. how is that even possible whatvthe fucl#went to the movies with my friends and one of them held my hand at some point#people describe feeling butterflies on their stomachs when they're in love but this Ain't It#it was more like having boiling water tunning inside my veins#and i didn't let go. i couldn't#i had to numb myself and go along even if it felt like hell#and it was fucking Nothing. it was hand-holding for heaven's sake#who in hell would think it could make anyone go through actual pain? i sure as shit wouldn't#and i love holding hands. i would hold my friend's hands all the time if i could#but just the mere implication of any romantic feelings directed towards me? it sent my brain into overdrive#next time just punch me in the throat or something jeez#haha anyways kin blog. this is a kin blog.#*Not kin related#*My post#aromantic#aromanticism#aroallo#alloaro#non sam aro#arospec#romance repulsed
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Why etoiles gotta be star themed, funniest motherfucker to exist and also so incredibly attractive. Unfair. Im experiencing yearnings beyond my creative output capacity.
#like. he. you get it.#ive got uno Vision. but no health to execute it#literally he exists and puts my brain on overdrive like sir!!!!! i need to Comprehend and Process!!!¡#its so jover#talk bits
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no context 3am dragging (me through the pits of hell)
@theygottheircages ?!?????
#baka bants#im still catching my breath from this#im#mildly in shock#the gears in my brain are screeching from going into overdrive#theyre overheating#i can feel smoke coming out every crevice of my body#i have no words.#i have no defence.#i am literally gasping for air#i like men who can kill me so whAAAAAt#one mental breakdown aaay from writing a Warning: Major Character Death fic#(by mental breakdown i mean epiphany. one of these days smth is gonna click in my brain. my third eye will open.)#(this is not a threat this is /positive)
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I fucking hate conclusions how do you even write conclusions anyway
#LITERALLY THE ONLY THING STOPPING ME FROM FINISHING THIS ESSAY#or my brain is just on overdrive that it failed me#im finishing this tomorrow even when im so close to finish it because im not storming up my brain to think of how to end this stupid essay#personal.txt
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okay but i literally cant stop thinking about this rn (ping @ @midnightpretenders0)
but like. oc truly is in a vulnerable position rn. danhausen is out, as far as we know kris is still out/not immediately returning to best friends upon her return i would assume (if they make her take on jade), chuck might be out, and we are left with the one friend he literally had to fight with - trent. so things arent exactly going well in his corner honestly
meanwhile, kip? reinvigorated, coming back from a very successful trip in japan, debuting a partially new look, etc. kip has EVERYTHING going for him right now, while oc and his friend group are basically in shambles. also we have no idea what that new mask is capable of or how he is going to be using it, as i doubt its going to be the same way as the box was
this is prime time for kip to start again digging under oc's skin, this time there being far less of people around him to protect him and undermine kips tactics. as we obviously know hes still going after the sweet little clementine, that belt is far more important to him than he lets on, and the mind games have been rampant literally every time oc as much as has a match and now that they are (hopefully) done with the last group of weirdos oc just defeated, its time for something new. well, technically not, but also technically yes cause this is a new and improved kip sabian from the last effort he made
he has everything basically set up for him to go right right now, and i just hope to god they actually do something with it properly or else i might just combust
#i literally drafted this like an hour ago and never posted it cause my brain was on overdrive but now it doesnt matter anymore so here#just a concept of what i was thinking before kip dropped the tweet lol#boxman saga#wrestling musing
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i have re-entered the anger stage over [book spoiler], what the absolute FUCK, HOW WASN'T BABY P.ATIENT 46, WHAT THE FUCK.
#tftp spoilers /#{ im so sorry i got overwhelmed literally 5 minutes into my shift so my brain is shifting into maximum hyperfixation overdrive }#{ im SO ANGRY. }#{ THEY KEEP ROBBING HER }#{ (this really is the fucking stages of grief im so ARGHHH) }#repetition /#🎬 || time for bear. (ooc.) || 🎬#🎬 || tear the pieces up and burn the shreds. (delete later.) || 🎬
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#all of this sucks !!!!!!!!!#bc theres a barrier between me n . wanting to date again i am literally sending my brain#into overdrive to figure it out#its like pixking at stone and vines w my bare hands#its fucking humilating and painful but im doing it !!! bc i dont understand how im still here feeling like this#ive spent . a long time getting over him so why am i still doing this.#i wanna be Over it and over all of this already.#i feel like a trapped animal.#anyway i gotta work tonugjy atp im behging the universe to throw him in my path so#it triggers Something and i can move tf on#bc ik stuff n i feel stuff . but bc im not even sure im right abt Any of it . its keeping me in a weird stagnancy#but i KNOW im right i literallt have to be . i cant be wrong abt this . im too familar w all of this TO be wrong#i just . dont even know what i want anymore either like HA . im trying to overwork myslef#so i dont have to think abt it. but thats come w consequences#i am at Overstimulation point bc of People so . thats cool !!
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Today was long and kind of stupid but we harvested a giant pumpkin from the polytunnel and B was normal with me today & I was starving hungry all day despite eating like 2.5 meals and overall I felt like I was actually inside my body so idk I think yesterday my brain chemistry was just in a funk. Today was not amazing but I at least felt like I was there for it
#my brains just tired I think#I was making 2 cocktails today and the first one I forgot to add the egg white to the whiskey sour#so I was like well there is nothing going on here that’s strange (took me way too long to figure out why it was definitely not right)#and the second one I nearly (but didn’t!) add completely the wrong syrup to creating what I suppose would’ve been a monstrous chimera but#could’ve still tasted nice who knows#after that the cocktails were all fine and I didn’t fuck anything up but I was slightly more on guard after that#actually double checking what I was about to put in the shaker instead of just being like ehhhhhh it’s fine#I’m like quite good at the barman part of my job that isn’t supposed to be my job#bc I was trained by people who enjoyed it and cared about me learning properly even if I never got any formal training#and was literally just being taught things as we went and picking up things by listening to them#but like Ive had to throw things together before just like oh they want this as a mocktail how the fuck#or I don’t know how to make this cocktail but I know what it’s SUPPOSED to taste like so I can just throw things together until it’s nice#it’s all about tasting something making a face and going well that definitely needs more lemon juice#anyway idk where I’m going with this I’m so tired so my brain is just going on overdrive#I’m so eepy
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