#my brain is an asshole

[my-little-axolotl]

Guys help, I keep coming up with new things to write about. I'm already writing 3 fanfictions, as well as a book, I need to stop. Two of said fanfictions haven't even been published yet, the first chapters of them are almost done tho- 💀✨

I'm writing all of these ideas down btw, I ain't letting them go to waist.

Me: *Tries to focus on writing three fanfictions at once.*

My brain: “Here are five more ideas, one of them is an original idea for a world, the other four are AU's of Fandoms you're in. Oh, and there's more on the way, so be on the lookout for those!”

I swear my brain won't let me catch a break lol

[explodingcupcakeboom]

When people take the time to ask me about my boundaries (I literally don't have any other than don't make some jokes and don't flirt with me if your not a best friend)

[emlynphoenix]

If this isn’t the truth! Zonisomide was making me have tonic-colonic seizures. Now that I’m off, I haven’t had one since. Medication making life hell…

[wildemaven]

Did a little writing for Joel… and a little planning for Javier— oof!

[ligayaharukadiwata]

Late night brain fart: P5 Protagonist is a magical girl (well, boy technically).

[riotgrrrlhole]

I just mf love that when I’m in depression mode all I do is sleep and cry and that when I’m in normal mode I get insomnia but feel better

[lavoixhumaine]

me: braaaaain, look! i’m writing i am writiiing! we might actually update early this week!

brain: that’s cool but like check out this new makoto shinkai film and don’t you want to like rewatch some violet evergarden because your soul doesn’t look like it’s been crushed recently…?

me: the fuq…

brain: kthxbyeeeeeee

me:

[sparklev0id]

does it even count as non consensual if youre pressured into saying yes to something and have mixed feelings about it the entire time

[mydnyt02]

[quintenrosenburgwrites]

me: alright i'm gonna sleep at a semi reasonable time because i am tired as fuck. maybe i'll get decent rest? my brain: abracadabra alakazam you're waking up at five in the god damn am me:

[misanthropemom]

Thoughts because of that new song that I'm all obsessed with:

I want to edit it, but I do not have the skill, to cut in after the line "chilling in my truck and I want that ride" with a chorus of voices saying "hilux!" And a picture of the Hilux truck.

I am old enough now that my brain keeps throwing up "boom boom shakalaka boom boom" and the disconnect between the two, kpop and deep '80s dinosaur song, is, shall we say, jarring.

I am wondering what kind of crossover happens across the DMZ. Does K-pop penetrate North Korea? Did North Korea have a wave of Gangnam style?

And it bothers me that we don't have any snarky teenagers from that area on the interweb. I would like to hear from them. But that is unlikely, because I am a capitalist colonizer, and therefore a scumbag.

[lupinedreaming]

I want to enjoy the Halloween vibes but I’m tired and vaguely sad today 🙃

[grab-the-bananaguns]

me tryin to go to sleep: ok brain quiet now I don’t want to be tired tomorrow

my brain: you don’t know for certain if everythin outside of your room is as you left it

me: don’t

brain: what if everyone is dead, what if everyone is undead, WHAT IF YOU HAVE TO KILL ‘EM AGAIN

me: please… sleep….

brain: everythin out side your room is probably like like that tho…. anyway sleep well knowin these great things

[novasillies]

"fussy eater / baby billy / wouldn't drink / unless it's silly" pure bars bill good job

[bruh-please]

Me: *minimizes my trauma* yeah, but she wasn't mean... enough

My therapist: 👁️👄👁️ yeah she sounds like she was a straight up bully, no one has to be "mean enough" to be considered a bully if they are harming you

💃✨🕴🏻😼🐄🦆💥

n e ways sometimes it's crazy to actually analyze all you've been through and realize oh snap I am carrying ✨trauma✨

[cherrycro]