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bassguitarinablackt-shirt · 6 months ago

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every song from epic the musical the troy saga is stuck in my brain. simultaneously. help me.

#messages from the stars #THIS LIFE IS AMAZING WHEN YOU GREET IT WITH OPEN ARMS-#YOU ARE ATHENA BADASS IN THE ARENA-#WHEN DOES A RIPPLE BECOME A TIDAL WAVE-#WE'RE UP WE'RE OFF AND AWAY WE GO-#HE IS THE SON OF TROYS VERY OWN PRINCE HECTOR-#my brain is a fun place :3

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sysig · 1 year ago

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Don’t be silly! Okay, be a little silly (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Sans #Papyrus #Could also be general Undertale again but y'know lol #Silliness is the only thing on the menu I'm sorry but we're out of everything else it's the one remaining option #Speaking of silliness! I started that first one in an attempt to draw Sans' blind side and then-#I had a 50-50 chance of what direction to have him face and I picked the wrong one brain why lol #Well he was still fun to draw anyhow lol it all works out #Tired Papyrus toting an even tireder Sans around #I imagine Undyne called him to do something and he just brought Sans along since he was already carrying him lol #Sans waking up in random places like ''Ah. Papyrus-teleportation'' lol #Another mini set based on me and smol! Just try and stop me!!#We frequently talk about dreams right after we wake up if we happen to catch each other - and remember lol #And one of her dreams was just so absurd that the harder I imagined it the funnier it got lol #So I gave it to Sans to enjoy lol - him enjoying when Papyrus is intentionally silly with him makes my heart happy <3 #Papyrus plays his straight man so often that when he does come in with something funny it just catches Sans off guard haha #Pleased all the way around!#Also ft. a slight headcanon I have about Sans' lowercasedness lol #About his voice being naturally quiet and all that - that even when he laughs really hard it's still on the quiet side #Tires him out but it's kinda breathy #And if you can believe it I am Still getting used to drawing Sans' face pftbltl #He's so roundy! I feel like he'd be easy to draw and then I do and like #Sometimes yes sometimes no! I'm starting to recognize which features do it but dang I wasn't expecting him to be harder to draw than Papyrus #I feel like Papyrus' design is a little more forgiving - like if you mess up a detail you can still be like ''Okay but that's like 95% him''#With Sans it's like ''Well I did Something. And now he's Extremely off-model. Could I tell you what I did? Uhm'' Lol #I'll get it figured out! I will!

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itswarlockry · 1 year ago

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picked up TTW and made a new LW/courier, her name is Sunday

#fallout 3 #fallout new vegas #tale of two wastelands #going back to using this place as a way to dump random art and shit that i want to archive and talk abt but where nobody will find me #i need a new art tag #uhhhh idk #warlockshmart #there #also ignoring the pedantic part of my brain that keeps reminding me #abt that one singular timeline discrepancy #so i dont ruin my own fun #oc: sunday

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setevulpo · 7 months ago

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feeling very green and yellow light in this dungeon tonight

angústia, florbela espanca (translated by me)

interview with the vampire, s02e05: "don't be afraid, just start the tape"

i lock you in an american sonnet that is part prison, terrance hayes

island of the sequined love nun, christopher moore

beautiful short loser, ocean vuong

kinnporsche, s01e11

red doc>, anne carson

#interview with the vampire #iwtv #kinnporche the series #web weaving #armand iwtv #daniel molloy #vegas theerapanyakul #pete saengtham #devil's minion #armandaniel #armandiel #vegaspete #okay onto the fun tags #i looked at armand fixing daniel's wound with that lighting and my brain made a u turn #fully screeching at me to do something #no special meaning to this i just like to see powerful people facing the consequences of violence on someone under them #either through a physical disadvantage (daniel my beloved) or through a social dynamic (darling pete)#their relationships are pretty different but these scenes have me dropping my heart all over the place #what is it with disturbed men with daddy issues and locking up puppy eyed men #darlings you need to relax maybe take them out on a date first #also the entire poem by florbela espanca is just... so armand #that isn't the full translation but i probably won't post it unless i find other poems to translate that i can connect to them #alright rant over hope y'all like it #armand the beloved <3 #daniel the beloved <3 #seven.

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extravagantliar · 25 days ago

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there are people braver than me on this dash.

#.bullshit ( ooc )#I still fiddle with the what did he hear because ugh that shot in veilguard reads a thousand different ways in my head #I don’t think it was the song 1. That’s so shitty when his writer has been so anti that the whole time #2. His story is three pronged - people ( kirkwall ); place ( DAI ) ; and posit ( DATV )#and 3. The cruel thing with death is that it’s what we need to hear rushing in and our brains throwing off sparks #To everyone that is like why didn’t he say ( foghorn!!! ) honestly I think rook’s name being said by Varric is what made #The academy award nominated acting by solas work as blood with blood magic would need to be in play by all parties #Also yes the lines are solas and a memory but like Varric believed those things pick up the back half of DAI if we need some classrooom fun #Okay revenue time #Datv spoilers

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capn-twitchery · 2 months ago

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tiny explanation on lack of Stuff lately is that my brain has for some reason nosedived my creative confidence the last month or two and it is killing me

i want to make things so so bad but i feel like none of it is good or it's boring and it is driving me Crazy!!! especially when it leaks over into not wanting to talk to people over not feeling interesting enough. agh. anyway that is my PSA, rest assured i am trying to kick the feelings away like this, and i Will do it. one day

we Will get there. or else🤺🤺

#stuck in that rock and hard place of like #i need to do studies bc i feel like i've forgotten how to draw without HEAVY reference #or 3d models to half trace #which isn't a bad thing to do. but it does immensely slow me down and i don't want to do it for Every doodle #but i don't want to do studies. bc when art isn't fun bc i feel like stuff i make is boring #i want to work on things that excite me. not studies #so i just get stuck!!!#and then bc stuff feels boring i don't know what to talk about or feel like i'm bothering people #it is a vicious cyclr #i am half writing this out just to get it off my chest #in hopes i will stop feeling weird about it #i know i don't owe any amount of content or conversation to anyone dw it's the frustration of #wanting to. but not feeling able to!!!!#i will get over it i am working at it #thank you anyone who still tries to talk to me despite tgese weird months of brain hell #it is Always appreciated<3 #fredspeaks

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twomanyfandomshelp · 5 months ago

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How do you have so many moots??!

Well, I’ve been posting on tumblr for about five months now (that’s crazy, what the heck), and my first moot, the wonderful, fabulous Nico (@thekingofworems), was actually the one who got me to start posting. I was a lurker for a while, but I eventually got on tumblr one day and just found an ask in my inbox saying “ay, the ace to my aro let’s go!” because my bio said “Lily, minor, she/her, aroace” or something to that effect, and Nico had decided to put an ask in my inbox about it. Then I decided to answer the ask and he sent me another one and we had a short, but very nice conversation. Then I decided to make an intro post about who I was and what fandoms I was in and start posting whatever random stuff I wanted and reblogging posts I liked. Then it kinda snowballed from there and I gained a bunch of moots from interacting with people! A few of my early moots are moots themselves, so it was like I was collecting the whole group lol. Tag games helped because I basically saw lists of who was mutuals with my mutuals and I could see who liked the same things as me. Also, just spending way too much time on this app lol.

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taegularities · 5 months ago

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just thinking thoughts

#hmm… sappy moment rn but #y'all have given me so much over the past few years and it helped me get through so much shit #like i never would've posted or continued writing if it wasn't for all the love i got on my stuff (or maybe i would yk but i wouldn't post #any of it)#and i've had so much fun creating all these stories and characters – ruin you cmi atrw c&f etc etc #like 3 years ago i never would've thought anyone would love these silly ideas my brain comes up with so much #support them and be kind about them and also give ME as a person so much love?? ykwim? like im not used to this much affection #but i'm so thankful :') i do feel valued here… and i hope life stays gentle enough for me to be able to finish all this #like to finish cmi and all the other stuff i want to share before i leave this place… i hope the passion never fades #and that y'all stick around too <3 that whenever i do leave some day i don't regret not finishing something #but go with a content heart and with the hope that my stuff will be loved even when im away and the blog's archived #y'all are amazing :') it was easier to hold on over the years truly #sigh yeah that's it.. this got very long i know but if you read it all – ily :') <3 #maybe dl?? maybe not let's see

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mistletouchunderthetree · 10 days ago

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I ATE TWO SCRAMBLED EGGS & THREE PANCAKES FOR BREAKFAST HELL YEAH BROTHER

#i know it’s the steroid making me hungry #.but it’s the most i’ve eaten in one go in like 2.5 months #i’m so proud of me #except my tumor market went up 3 points so. nervous about that. i’m getting a PET on friday & results monday #very concerned it’s spreading down my thoracic spine or up my cervical bones to my brain #just have to make it through one more week til we know #struggling with that #cancer post #*tumor marker not tumor market. tumor market doesn’t sound like a fun place to go.

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skrunksthatwunk · 7 months ago

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stole this chart from @asubakaa and spent wayyy too much time making my own so. yeah. also i did 6 instead of 5 bc i know no restraint

#aughh i just spent ages typing out an honorable mention list and then i was like i don't like this actually so i deleted it #whatever you're not getting an explanation. unless you ask then i mean sure i don't mind #i find it funny that the straight ship canonicity ratio is lower than the lesbian one. there's just smth about het stuff when it's not cano #each tier had its own challenges with brainstorming which was fun #i don't have a lotta straight ships i think about in a frothing seething howlilng way. fakiru and tamaharu are really the biggest ones atm #gay ships are the most common for me bc i consume a lotta guy-dominated media and things get homoerotic pretty fast #but that also meant there was a lot to sift through and i always felt like i was forgetting something #like i almost forgot killugon. KILLUGON. the same killugon that i was painfully obsessed with for multiple years yes that one #formative to my life in middle school and everything. my little gay guys forever. theyre very sweet how could i forget them #and with sapphic stuff it was various issues in depiction. like 'no one ships these two from this obscureish movie but me' and 'they're boo #characters so how do i depict this visually' and 'no one knows these two the fandom's bone dry :('#there's a lotta ships i like but it was sometimes hard to find ones i LOVEd enough to put alongside the others yknow. a problem with all 3 #categories. anyway a fun thing for my brain to do hooray #the most violently snubbed honorable mentions are probably griffith and guts bergerk. i wouldn't say i ship them exactly but they were in #love and should not be together in the present. as far as i've read. complicated but they're in my brain real good real deep in there #and hua cheng and xie lian tgcf. probably shoulda been there over the lawyers now that i'm thinking about it just in terms of sheer brainro #bc they took over my life about as hard as the other mxtx guys did. but yeah anyway #also i realized after this that i forgot horikashi.. which would probably take seowaka's place </3

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pup-pee · 9 months ago

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Happy birthday!!!!! This is my fifth (5th) Time drawing Kyle and my first (1st) Time drawing Alex!!!!!! please know I miss her-

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ALEX HAS PRETTY MAKE UP ON & KYLE JUST "omg pretyt" OR AKJSFHLJAWK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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inkykeiji · 7 months ago

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OMG please keep sharing your dan heng thrist/headcanons!!! I also didnt expect to go as feral as i did for that man, since he is pretty different from what i usually like, but omg i just want to tease all kind of different reactions from that man

i absolutely will keep sharing my dan heng thoughts with you!!! probably over on @inkyajax but i’ll most likely reblog them here as well hehehe <3

oh my gosh there's just something ABOUT HIM like,,, he’s calm and collected, aloof and dismissive and in good control of himself and his emotions...which just makes me want to cause him to snap even more ugh <33 i just know that man is hiding a temper beneath layers of cool. it’s a fierce temper, stern and cold and strong, but it’s not an explosive temper, you know what i mean??? he’s still in impeccable control of his words and actions and thoughts. anger doesn’t cloud his brain, but anger + lust might <3

i just feel like he’d want to put you back in your place so badly??? he seems like someone who will only tolerate and politely ignore disrespect to a certain extent/point before he reaches the end of his rope and he just has to do something about it. idk idk idk all i know is that i want to be a fucking brat for him >.< n keep doing inappropriate things and not listening in the slightest >.<

#this is just me spewing my brain rot all over the ask like #i don't even knoW #HE'S JUST #REALLY HOT???????????#AND CUTE??????#BUT ALSO THE POTENTIAL TO BE QUITE DOMINANT????#to me the fun thing about him is like;;; he seems like the type to get all flustered etc etc etc BUT #BUT IF YOU PUSH HIM *TOO* FAR then he's gonna go all dom on ur ass and put u back in ur place #i dunnoooo #thank u for indulging my brain rot anon bb!!!!#i am v much looking forward to playing more hsr tonight hehe #i hope ur weekend is going well!! keep safe n drink water <3 #inky.bb #clari gets mail #inky.dan heng

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goblin-enjoyer · 3 months ago

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*draws something for the first time in a while. “Man I suck at drawing! Maybe go back to being good at it if I draw more!”

*doesn’t draw

“Oh I got a neat idea for a drawing! Surely I have gotten better by now!” Loop post

#this revelation brought to you by the one and only #midnight brainrot #probably could not of put these things together without the malaise of a mind awake at 3 am again despite saying that they’re ”trying to fix #their sleep schedule ~”#bah. I say things yet never do them. my brain always blocks any sort of progress with ”just one more video”#even fun and enjoyment bends the knee to this declaration #even other YouTube videos!#when I do break it I end up back where I was because like asking for literally anything my brain does so much pushback that it feels #inherently wrong on a fundamental level #I don’t think I’m depressed I like life too much and enjoy existence #is this my brain punishing me for not dying before reaching adulthood like I always thought I would? or is it punishment for not constantly #going from the end of high school to another school like I planned because my purpose in life was to learn and go to school until I die #now I am left without purpose. literally wandering my house like a ghost when no one’s home #I say the two same things to my brother when he gets home so much that he once made a joke about me being an npc #and the worse part is. it wasn’t about that dumb TikTok brainrot meme thing. no it was because I say the exact same things the exact same wa #y every time he gets home. worse more is I can think of several other ways that that statement could be more accurate that he doesn’t know a #bout #I wish to game but never do #I want to make art and such but I never do #I went to an art class for years when I was a kid for Pete’s sake!#my parents complain about my hair being too long and I agree but I still want it long I just always kept it short because of simple ma #maintenance. the only reason I ever grew it out was to keep warm I. the winter!#I spent my childhood with self imposed utilitarianism for no reason #no reason to expand my horizons and explore myself because I thought of myself as a lesser being that was fated to die randomly before #I could reproduce.#oh my goodness the reproduction thing! I thought I was straight for the longest time because I had to be #because the purpose of a person is to reproduce. yet I was all like”I can’t reproduce as I am autistic and would taint my offspring. I am a #genetic dead end and deserve to have the effect of natural selection take place”#through tv show mimicry and being a utilitarian little git I forced myself to be straight for years #and the worse part is I KNEW GAY PEOPLE EXISTED AND I ENVYED THEM FOR NOT HAVING TO REPRODUCE OH MY GOD IS THIS WHAT KARKAT FELT LIKE? NO I

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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I know it's just mindlessly assigning personal significance to what truly are complete random acts of circumstance or etc, but I still enjoy casually adopting the attitude that I am somehow Nature's Most Favorite Little Babey Boy. If it's hot outside and a cool breeze randomly happens, that wind was created for me specifically. A bird lands near me? They were sent here just for ME personally to see. If it rains at just the right time when I was thinking of rain earlier that day, the rain was created as a gift to me. etc. etc.

#Not something I genuinely deeply beleive in my rational mind #but I think it's a fun concept #seeing a beautiful tree or a cloud and just going "oh tee hee another little gift placed here just for Me to appreciate''#because in fact the world does revolve around me and is created for me and i telepathically control the weather :3 #(I do not. but again.. it's funny.. the same way playing the character of an egotistical dramatic villain can be funny)#Anyway. sometimes the wind blows or something happens outside and I turn to an imaginary camera like I'm speaking to an #audience (nature??) and just go 'hmm.. thank you for that!'#Maybe it's actually just a natural human impulse somehwere in the core of the brain and is part of the contributing #factors to humans creating the concept of gods and religion and stuff #The natural human impulse to be like ''Ah.. this (completely random unpredictable thing entirely out of my control) was created #for ME speficially OBVIOUSLY.. by (vague universal force or god or etc.) and means (whatever i want it to)''#ERM.... sounds a little self centered haha.. hashtag homosapiens cringe compilation

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hopefulsapphic · 4 months ago

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*this is mainly about what you tend to like/want/actively seek out, not necessarily the literal frequency of what you've actually consumed

#reblog for sample size and all that #indulge my random curiosity please #i'd place myself around 3-4. a good unhappy ending is just so delicious to me #but i know i'm kinda odd for that?#so i'm fascinated to see where everyone else lands on this scale #just for fun #poll #polls #thoughts from my brain

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itoshi-s · 2 years ago

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meeting sae in a club in Spain where bailando is playing.l and dancing w him........ GSLEGEMEVEKW WDKEBWLWGOWGEKE

nonnie absolutely.. omg listen!!!!! sae doesn't usually dance.. usually just sips on his drink &&just chills for a bit. doesn't even get that tipsy most of the time - unless there's something the team has to celebrate, perhaps their latest win or qualification. he still doesn't rly look like he's enjoying himself, not w that usual tepid look on his face 😭 BUT fret not, the shots the team has been downing one by one for the past hour or so are def working, and u bet sae looks so fucking handsome when tipsy. cheeks flushed, eyes fluttering just a tad slower than usual, gaze bleary and few first buttons of his shirt undone.... the silver chain glimmering under the neon lights...... WHEWWWW. and listen,, he's cute as hell, looks so dreamy when he's drunk, AND if you ever thought this man is stiff, he WILL prove u wrong the second you approach him and start to wine up on him. pls he def learns a lil during his time in spain :( that's the ultimate itoshi divide, rin cannot move for the life of him whereas sae just KNOWS how to vibe 😭 his movements are a little slow, hand steady on your hip and dictating the rhythm, but it's really not as seductive as you'd think - you link your hands behind his neck and sing along, head thrown back and eyes closed, and he's not exactly smiling, but there is a gleam in his eye as he watches you. sae doesn't really do dancing - but you look so pretty& there was so much confidence in your step when you approached him.. how could he say no??

#✧.* ✉ zari’s mail #🌸 mail: nonnie #this is all over the place ajfhalsh SORRY #but sae + clubbing makes something in my silly lil brain itch jusT RIGHT #>_< he's so cute #looks like he needs 2 loosen up a bit but as soon as you start dancing ..whew #he can fluster u so easily &&he's not even being overbearing or something #he's so effortless. moves n looks so good it has you weak barely a song in #ANYWAY pls akjhdsalk bailando.. he'd be like oh no no i don't rly dance #but you look like ur having sm fun &he just gives in < 3 cutecutecutecute #itoshi sae x reader #sae <3

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