#my brain doesn’t shut off

[simp4katsuki]

Thinking a lot about murky water. Watching your spoon disappear from view as it touches the porcelain bottom of your cup of tea, glass surface swallowing it up. Dropping small stones into a lake and following their sideways descent as they shudder against the pressure of the water, turning green and then blue and then fading away. Fish rising to the surface of the ocean from a bottomless black well, shifting from formless shapes to crisp, scaly, unseeing eyes. thinking a lot about how things disappear

[thespaceyace]

today’s doodle page ft. loid and yor

[napping-sapphic]

Love is so freaky and messed up to the point that sometimes i do wish and hope SO badly that no one ever has to suffer being in love with me specifically because it honestly sounds absolutely unbearable

[diremoone]

C5 Kaveh without getting Navia 😮‍💨😮‍💨 thank god. I think I’m gonna have to stop there. used up my intertwineds this month on stardust for that too phew

[askamnesiamoonjumper]

me after editing the aau prologue for the bajillionth time

[trevisos]

i truly didn’t want magpie to be someone who cares about crow politics but unfortunately she and viago have forced my hand. i don’t think she pays much mind to politics when making decisions bc she is simply too impulsive but i do think she is painfully aware of at the very least how people feel about viago specifically. which means this will happen tenfold with her new pet first talon. and will likely make her insane. bc if viago’s ascension to fifth talon and his subsequent place in that position was precarious at one point lucanis’s is…. like ten times worse. there are twoooo members of house dellamorte alive and the first talon is a literal abomination like… the target on his back is massive unless a very solid alliance can be formed with both house de riva and house cantori and even then nothing is guaranteed. and then there’s neve! a non-crow that both the first talon and the fifth talon’s protege are in love with? she’s literally the perfect target for someone trying to get to lucanis. which like okay she can definitely hold her own if she’s targeted for whatever reason but she still Could be targeted. idk where i’m going with this except that i think lucanis being first talon is truly so so so wild and is going to make everyone’s lives harder. which is awesome

[nightmareonpeachstreet]

I can’t tell you why I suddenly lose motivation/interest in games when a character I’ve been waiting for finally gets released, because I don’t know either, but it happens more often than I would like to admit

[burntears]

Honestly novella!Beast needed FQSD. The one mother figure who wouldn’t fuck him up

[writinandcrying]

Me engaging author mode: Alright this fics needs more actual lines between the characters, this can’t be hard, right? you have conversations in English all the time this is gonna be super easy

Brain: *absolutely forgets how ppl have normal conversations, specially siblings teasing each other *

[millyrocking]

question for the culture — why don’t we ever really discuss the massive amounts of sexual assault, domestic abuse and misogyny entrenched within professional wrestling?

[swordmaid]

DO think that yves is heavily scarred esp after kressa’s….experiments. her past scars (usually from self inflicted flogging) would be fading but still rather apparent, but the ones she received from kressa are newer and they look more grisly bc i don’t imagine kressa rlly cared about patching her up properly. since she’s a cleric I do think she’ll try to heal them or at least correct the stitchings so they don’t look as crass, but then she’d find herself weirdly fascinated by how haphazard the scars and stitches look and the more intrusive part of her would want to open up the stitches one by one - just like a little present - and open it to see her inside

[killingmoon]

haaaate that crying is the way i process things. i may not even be that upset i just need to let it sink in but i will be SOBBING. why???

[ickypuppi3]

one of my biggest pet peeves has to be when i tell someone i can’t do something (academically) in casual conversation and they take it upon themselves to try to ‘teach me’ even when i’ve explicitly told them not to like !! don’t piss me off ..

[milo-is-rambling]

Omg yesterday at my moms therapy I said how well I had been doing and feeling like I can actually handle life and my mom was immediately like “that’s because you’ve been taking your meds regularly again” and like completely brushed off any progress I had actually made and I had to be like yeah totally that’s it that’s why exactly when I haven’t taken my meds for a week straight in idk how long

[fingertipsmp3]

So me and my friend unpacked that night terror I had the other night & basically I am now on a self-imposed horror ban because I genuinely think if I keep consuming horror with my current mental state I will have a full-blown psychotic break 😔✌🏻

[primordial0riginator]

Had a dream about mini black holes being on Earth… like just in varying places for some reason that nobody knows in this case. They were just… there. And surrounded by stars and essentially mini galaxies, they moved around but very slowly so they were just doing their own thing

The whole thing was genuinely more disturbing than any murderer chasing me dream I’ve ever had, I cannot describe the feelings it gave me