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weirdero · 2 years ago

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Just finished Hannibal season two. I get it now.

#hanibal #italy 2022 #abigail hobbs #will gram #my boyfriend wants to take a break

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naamahdarling · 1 month ago

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Augh

#fancy is really struggling #and the babies are lovely and just FASCINATING in how they developed around but not shaped by humans and i so very deeply enjoy them #but they are also a little ungovernable due to their age and general lack of caring about rules and they are bothersome and rowdy #and it is obviously so so hard on her and my heart is breaking because im afraid we wont be able to get her through this #and i will have to give the babies up #and...not have another cat #just one #i would be crushed #and added to all of that is that the babies are taking their time learning to be pets and that is fine and wonderful actually #but...i need surgery on at least one ankle and i won't be able to keep up with them if things haven't sorted themselves out by then #and they haven't become more manageable and fancy hasn't adjusted #so we are asking about meds for poor fancy and hoping that works #but she's really having a hard time guys and i am fighting so hard to cope in a household where i spend most of my time alone #with two animals who don't love me yet or interact with me like pets (i'm a source of three things: food and snuggles on demand and NO STOP #and one who is sad and not herself #and frankly it's terrible that i can't fix this #and i am trying not to lose my shit but this wasn't supposed to be so hard #and im afraid i may lose five cats and not three #and im already barely holding on #i don't know what to do and neither does my boyfriend #i don't want to turn around and have to tell you guys we can't keep the babies #i feel like i am failing at something i am supposed to be GOOD AT #i don't want to be in a house so empty #i can't live like that #having the babies is lovely #they're so alive and the boys were so sick by the end and the stress of the constant anxiety and grief as they faded away was crushing #even before they died #it's been so good to have them running about #i don't want to LOSE that #im so tired of LOSING things

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winepresswrath · 5 months ago

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Armand's simpering little "and I never have" has taken on new dimensions for me. Technicality king and also I think very in keeping with his whole malign fairy creature deal. You can tell him not to hurt the bae, but you should really specify what "hurt" entails. Is chopping someone's hands off really hurting them? If they have annoyed you very much I mean.

-questions Armand might pose to Lestat that inspire him to leave the country

#I do think the root of what makes Lesmad so funny is that it is literally the one of two times Lestat has displayed good sense in love #both times his mother was standing right there telling him what to do so take from that what you will #but lestat does enjoy negative attention and fucking around to find out and needling powerful entities who are enamored with him #it takes so much for him to say yes you're hot. but still no #you are too good at fucking will my head and too willing to take liberties with my body i don't like this #though iirc part of it was having experienced Armand's mind whammy he didn't want to leave him in proximity to Gabrielle #once again mommy issues carry the day #anyway #press says iwtv #I have a post percolating in my heart about the reversal of Gabby telling Lestat she just wants to die knowing he's safe in Paris with his #boyfriend #explicitly severing their codependent you're my other half my twin me but a man thing #and Gabby telling him to leave Nicki with Armand and run #but it's actually half a post that amounts to a) this too is a perversion brought on by living past your own death and #b) actually though it's her being a good mom in both instances #like probably the two times she most clearly manages that are #leave this place and me and live your own best life without guilt or shame #and leave your boyfriend who has had a psychotic break and hates you now. do not involve yourself with the sewer creature who is violently #obsessed with you.#she packed up her kid and she left! also did some other things but we don't need to talk about that #cw: incest #interview with the vampire

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thebirdandhersong · 3 months ago

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lads it is mostly my fault (was sick, didn't tell healthcare until it was Dire, was sentenced to bed rest for the rest of my time at camp) that I literally can't say goodbye to these 100+ people I've come to love properly before I leave. I'm not permitted to participate in any singing, dancing, communal joy, any event that's remotely fun (that's nearly word for word what they said) here at camp. and I'm leaving EARLY, am still miserably sick, and have a four hour commute back home on top of that, because there's no one available to drive. literally cried my eyes out over everything just now and am This Close to crying my eyes out againnnnn

#not to list my woes again but today was Pretty Bad #the horrors: learned that one of the girls I'm working with is the cousin of the boy whom I was so torn up over last year (lol)#received a message from the second boy I was torn up over in the spring saying: do you want to live together? (LOL)#and was hit with the two-by-four of reality today about my own Delusions and such repeatedly over the head. over and over and over LOLLLL !#HOWEVER. the joys: tea. Bible reading time. lots of prayer. laughed a lot with my coworkers.#confided in a friend whom i know can hold secrets close. listened to another friend's voice message on loop. the rain made it not too hot.#i know joy cometh in the metaphorical morning but i wanted joy to come in the form of dancing and singing and worshipping together #and being able to tell each and every person goodbye properly and with the gravity and love they each deserve #i simply!!!!! cannae take this!!!!!! and yet I WILL :'))))))))) bear it with grace #(THAT'S dramatic)#sighhhh anyhow i'm currently mentally digging a little grave for the third disappointment in love i've experienced #since breaking up with my ex boyfriend. the ground is hard my hands are tired and the earth won't budge but i WILL dig that grave #and leave that little ill-formed ill-judged ill-managed love in it #dang i'm tired in all senses of the word!#and YET. there is still a part of me that is light and buoyant and determined to make the most of things #it is so hard to be miserable when the anneish part of you never dies.........sigh #healing girl era summer '24

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keitorin3 · 2 months ago

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HERE'S A THOUGHT~!

In the MCU, the Time Stone was found by the sorcerer Agamotto thousands of years ago.

"The Ancient One is the latest in a long line of Sorcerer Supreme, going back thousands of years to the father of the Mystic Arts, the mighty Agamotto. The same sorcerer who created the Eye you so recklessly borrowed."

—Wong

So this dude, someone who was according to official papers was "a being" who was not human. And from the looks of it found the stone on earth.

Now here is my thought about this, what if this guy found the Time Stone in the Crystal Cave all those years ago. It would make sense for the crystals in the cave to have been affected by the time stone and have the properties of possible futures.

The Birth Place of Magic.

Agamotto might have taken the time stone but some of it's powers still remained there in the cave. Druids and other magic folk revere and fear the cave, cause if not careful one could go mad with all the possible outcomes of the future.

Merlin, long after Camelot, ends up back in the Crystal Cave and witnessing all the possibilities of the future. He learns much but also goes slightly mad for a time.

Then at some point he travels and finds Kamar-Taj. There he can feel the Time Stone but much more powerful then the cave. It calls to him, recognising Merlin as a worthy wielder or fellow kin.

Now I'm completely for the concept of Merlin being Magic itself and if Magic came to be in that cave, Merlin is a part of the time stone as we saw in the first episode of Merlin where he basically stopped time saving Gaius and slowing it down saving Arthur.

If the Infinity Stones were created by the Big Bang from 6 singularities, what if there was a 7th one.

Magic.

Diverse and capable of all 6 aspects of existance.

Making Merlin one of the very few to be capable of touching the stone itself, along with the other five.

What do you think?

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stars-n-spice · 6 months ago

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I need to lock these gay ass motherfuckers all in a room.

For science.

#i want to see who comes out alive #my money is on sinjir or thrawn #ok but thrawn and kallus canonically fought and kallus got his ass handed to him #also eli zeb and condor watching from the sidelines-#sinjir would read them all to filth but I don't think he could hold his own in a fist fight should one break out #crosshair is a little shit who is definitely also going to say something snarky that's going to get him punched in the face #(like what happened with rex in s7 of tcw)#kallus probably has the most like self restraint in terms of taking verbal blows #and also thrawn #i think sinjir and crosshair would either be best friends or moral enemies #no in between #why are they all imps omg #idc i think crosshair is losing #crosshair is going to start shit but he can't end it #or maybe the spend the entire time bragging about their boyfriends idk #sw aftermath #aftermath trilogy #sinjir rath velus #alexsander kallus #tbb crosshair #crosshair bad batch #thrawn #mitth'raw'nuruodo #tbb #sw rebels #thrawn trilogy

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sunmisbf · 6 months ago

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the disorder is eating me alive i don’t know what to do anymore

#i think i may have to break up w my boyfriend n move away to live w my mom so i can try to get my shit together #but i can’t tell if i am being impulsive but i really have had enough i can’t stand myself #n i don’t think my boyfriend knows how to deal w all this i feel bad for him #n i can’t even kill myself bc mu mom will be sad n i don’t want her to go through all that #sorryyy for oversharing take this like a journal entry #.txt

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deadandphilgames · 6 months ago

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oversharing in the tags time :)

#i think it’s time i go back to therapy #i keep having recurring nightmares about my ex best friend #or dreams where she reaches out to me. and explains why she cut me out #backstory. in high school had a lesbian toxic situationship with my #bestie. THEN i had another one. which kinda overlapped? the first one was open but also just messy #anyways. jade and i were like together for a year. then she got a boyfriend one day and i had a breakdown #it happened just after high school and i was sooooo … unwell. wasn’t out to my family felt like i was gonna die etc etc #(this is all pre dnp btw) anyways next year i found dnp. a couple months later she broke up with her bf #and we sorted dated for a while (this whole time we’d been just friends and i was still not really over it but hiding it)#and then she dated ANOTHER guy. they broke up and she had a breakdown and moved 9 hours away. i went #to visit her for a month. we like kinda dated again then and i thought we could make it work. then 2020. no travel #so she started dating a guy. didn’t tell me. even though we spoke every day. she moved in with him #then she breaks up with him mid 2021. i started dating my gf. but Jade was clingy and it was awkward #she started dating a sketchy guy who was homophobic. i went and visited her a few times #start of 2023 she tells me she wants to make more of an effort cause he didn’t like her friends so she cut everyone out. then she ghosted #in feb 2023. we had tickets for #mcr in march. i had to text her cause she’d blocked me on messenger and said im going to the concert whether she’s there or not #she said ‘yeah no worries! you can take someone else in my place too 😎’ she used that fucking emoji #and I haven’t spoken to her since. I think she quit her job . and that guy was not a nice man #so I still worry about her #writing this all down makes me realise she was a bitch and I deserve better #but I just want closure. it isn’t fair she replied so casually to my text when I said ‘you’ve blocked me’#it isn’t fair she HAS MY SIGNED COPY OF DANS BOOK #anyways. I need therapy to get over this #and I haven’t even written about my family issues (im #out and they’re supportive but my god they fucked me #up as a kid)#if you read this hi 👋 hope you are having a lovely day #don’t get in lesbian situationships!!!

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hauntingblue · 8 months ago

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One thing oden and ace teach us is that bad bitches go early so you can understand how worried I am for nami....

#oden asking if they still love him after beating a whole village of criminals up as the sun rises behind him...#oden sama..... 20 (maybe???) father of like 5 and boyfriend to many #KIKUS SISTER(BROTHER I DONT REALLY KNOW) IS THE ONE ON THE WHITEBEARD PIRATES???? KIKU IS THE LITTLE ONE!!!#talking tag #watching one piece #episode 962 #another oden panty shot....#another oden panty shot as he begs for shirohige to take him to the sea with him.... which could mean anything...#marco teasing shirohige about liking oden.... this cant be true...#how is izu jumping that much omg... we ard not taking oden but this random samurai will do #toki can fight??? oden like that akdhakshdkshsks he looks like the harkonnen guy akdjajaja #he has sanji's radar.... amazing #episode 963 #shirohige is gonna break down when he finds out oden left him for a woman.... so sad....#also the size difference.... poor woman.....#shirohige came back for him omg.....#THE BLONDE GUY WITH THE LASHES AND THE WOMAN WITH BLUE HAIR ARE FRANKYS PARENTS RIGHT???#already having babies in year 2..... momo was born in shirohiges boat... legend #orochi chosen as a substitute for oden omg.....#FUCKING TEECH!!! DIEE!!!! I CURSE THE DAY SHIROHIGE LET YOU ON HIS SHIP #episode 964 #OROCHI DIEEEE CHALLENGE!!!! but this scene with the witch is a banger... such a shame he is a pathetic villain i mean he could be scary and #with his power he is..... facades and all....#sukiyaki coughing sounds like that GOO GOO GOO GOO cupcakke sound..... maybe its just me...#THEY KILLED SUKIYAKI ALREADY???? OMG ODEN!!!#why is he-man on shurohiges crew akdjsks... also so funny there is just a royal family in there...#roger talking about how his time is coming and he wants to fight shirohige again.... GO BE WITH YOUR BABY MAMA DEAD(heehee)BEAT!!!#another pantyshot akdjskks the animators are on my side.... i love how everyone wants oden now... roger and shirohige passing him around #roger skipping to go fight him akdjsksj he is the moment....#episode 965

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djarinova · 4 hours ago

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trying to act normal over the fact that we're moving house next week. and failing

#god i just need to fall apart NOW #im barely hanging on fr #we dismantled the sofa today and are now sitting on our old chairs in the living room #and i almost died actually #thinking about how i had no idea that last night would be THE last night i ever ate my dinner on that sofa in this house #or about how last night was the last night I would ever sit with my boyfriend on that sofa in this house #or or or or or #there are so many things that are about to be the last time i ever do them in this house #and i hate that i cant properly know when they will be #what if i never walk my dogs in this park again #what if i never wash my hair upstairs ever again #what if i never cook another meal in this kitchen #WHY CAN WE NOT KNOW WHEN WE ARE DOING THINGS FOR THE FINAL TIME #i hate this #it's literally never going to be over and i mean that #after we move #we have to clean and organise and unpack/buy things for my dads house #which will take months especially to buy furniture and decorate bec he wont have enough money for extra things #and then my mum will be moving into her new house #probably December but honestly could be after Christmas. who knows #and then the same again #at least her house is newer and has been lived in #dads hasnt been lived in for years and is dirty and unused #FUCK #i need a break #and i just know i wont be able to visit my boyfriends house for WEEKS #i just want to get through this move but god. it will never be over #em talks #tag talk

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fingertipsmp3 · 19 days ago

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I’m always so fascinated by people’s bad roommate stories. I’m not sure I’ll ever live with someone I haven’t vetted extensively beforehand ever again

#every living situation where i’ve been assigned roommates randomly; i always seem to get one person who is an absolute angel #and 1-2 people who are honestly fucked up #i lived in halls 1 year of undergrad and everyone was kind of equally insane. honestly no one stood out as particularly bad #because everyone was just constantly screaming. i dealt with it by going home most weekends and getting noise cancelling headphones #3rd year of undergrad i lived in a suite which.. honestly was basically an apartment. had a living room/kitchenette; a toilet; a shower room #and 4 bedrooms #one of my roommates i’m still friends with to this day but honestly they were and are kind of a ridiculous person #like they were actively dealing drugs most of the year and their boyfriend was around most of the time and they would bone LOUDLY #and that’s the good roommate. so you can imagine the other two #one of the others.. honestly wasn’t a bad roommate; she was helpful and clean and civil #she was loud as hell though. she used to have attacks of insomnia and decide to rearrange her furniture at 3 in the morning #and we shared a wall. she also had an illegal pet rabbit.#our personalities just didn’t mesh well; like it became clear pretty fast that we were going to spend as little time together as possible #third roommate was loud; rude; annoying and gross. she’d be calling people at 7am just to yell down the phone to them about her problems #i was like who is picking up the phone to this bitch. she also picked up on my homosexual vibes in that way that homophobic straight girls #always seem to have; and was convinced i had a crush on her. and she bought a betta fish (allowed according to dorm rules) and then it died #because she didn’t want to take care of it properly. and she refused to do anything for herself #like she was always breaking shit and leaving it because she didn’t want to email or call maintenance. so then i’d have to do it #because it was always something we specifically shared. like a set of shelves she put a fucking 5lb shampoo bottle on. twice.#in grad school it was almost the same thing. one angel roommate who was kind of messy but otherwise fantastic #she rolled the best joints i have ever seen. and i still miss her cat cali #it was the men that were the problem. one was an international student who left after a month and bothered nobody #like to the point i didn’t notice when he moved out because he was so innocuous #the other two though….. so one of them started hooking up with my favourite roommate and immediately became SUPER annoying #the other one stole shit; left lights on all the time; left fridge and cupboard and freezer doors open; tried to guilt trip me #into giving him my weed; played mariah carey at 2am; never bought a single cleaning product or household item for the collective #unless you told him to…… he was even using my toothpaste at one point. like. sir.#oh and he was always dirtying other people’s dishes and cookware and leaving them in the sink for days. and leaving big chunks of food #in the sink. it was fucking gross #personal

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souriwin · 2 years ago

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is that a.. black credit card? 😭

#classic nuengdiao #taking a break from the angst my guy bid adios and left his credit card 😭#he was dead serious when he said you can take advantage of me all you want mooch off of me idc #the sugar /ex/ boyfriend we all need #tho technically they’re still together right :/ palm is now unemployed but still status: taken until further notice #never let me go

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beheadable · 5 months ago

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MWAHAHAHAH ORLOCK SCREENIE TIME 🩵🩵

#the minister speaks #I don’t know if I still want 2 take a break I think I need the time here I’ll just manage my time better #<- will not do so #BOYFRIEND TIME!!!!!!!#I’m gonna try 2 write something with him 2night as well #very likely won’t be posting it just something special 4 me <3

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the-travelling-witch · 8 months ago

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nobody does it like him

#┊glimpse into the crystal ball ೃ༄#taking a break from thinking about kaiser to appreciate the beauty that is hyoma chigiri #the glasses? the beret? the boyfriend fit?#i am ascending #i get super annoyed when my hair is in my face but shit if i was this pretty i’d do it too #also i may or may not have written out a kaiser drabble that has been rooted in my brain for days #i’m sorry everyone #i want to punch him #with my lips #on his lips #anyway—#chigiri right #i think this is the second time where i’m like ‘okay but look at him’#bllk chigiri

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dix-rose · 11 months ago

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It’s such a foreign concept to me that bad people get to be happy. I know we as people make our own happiness but I don’t understand how people who went out of their way to hurt people get to be happy while the people they hurt have to suffer with what they did to them.

#stupid shit #I lurked again #I want her to suffer so much which makes me a bad human being but it is truly not fair #it’s not fair that we live in this narrative that she’s the uwu soft I just love to spread kindness girl #even though we ALL KNOW she wasn’t #it was a stupid TikTok I watched of hers #she went through each month one by one and ranked them based on what happened and it was SO sugarcoated #‘my friend group started to fall apart (for the best)’#yeah maybe it fell apart because you were lying to everyone about being sexually assaulted????#and that your BEST FRIEND tried kissing you when everyone knew damn well that she would NEVER because she loves her boyfriend to death #or what about the time where you cheated on your then boyfriend with two #maybe three other guys???#and what about you calling off work every other day claiming you were sick but you really just didn’t want to come in???#then you have to take a leave of absence because you were too sick to stand up but I guess not too sick to go to Disney #weird huh #then she goes on how she ‘found happiness’ being closer with her family and old friends #yeah I guess you had to do that because everyone knew all of the shit that she’d do #I hope your boyfriend breaks up with you because you deserve nothing homegirl ❤️🥰🫶🫰

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deoidesign · 2 years ago

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#vent #man I need to scream about this so bad...#so just like ignore the tags if you dont wanna see me venting about the abuse and ableism and biphobia my bf and i are facing #A year ago me and my bf moved out together #for reference we were 24 and 25 at the time and wed been dating 8 years #my bfs parents absolutely flipped out. like complete meltdown #his mom called me and yelled at me calling me all kinds of names and saying she thinks im manipulating her son #screaming at me and anything I said just made her get more mad #His dad also hid his keys so me and my sister had to drive him to work #she called my parents too to try and have them break us up #which just made my parents say my boyfriend is welcome to stay with us if he feels unsafe #which ive never heard them offer to someone so it was BAD bad #well we moved out anyways and my bf has been way happier and healthier since leaving his parents #well new year comes around and they call him and have this huge conversation about how theyve realized they were wrong #and how they want to apologize to me and how theyre proud of him and they think he did the right thing #well my bf finally agrees to talk to them again after a year of no contact so he and his mom go to lunch #and immediately his mom says actually no i dont want to apologize to deo #she's weird and her art is weird and I dont like her #and i think she's taking advantage of you because she cant drive #she insulted my family and said he should break up with me because I'm disabled #she said i have no right to draw gay people and that it's weird I write gay stories #just. incredibly mean.#and the worst bit is that she's abusing my bf like this in my name #saying she wouldnt be like this if i were different. a different girl or a different person or less 'weird'#its been horrible and I'm so tired. at least we're moving again so she wont know where we live #a year of this shit man #delete later #sorry to the people who already know about this I'm just really struggling with it and having a hard time moving past it

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