#my body hates me lmao
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hello hello i just want to say you're my absolute FAVORITE cod fic writer that ive come across(especially how you characterize könig), all the guys feel so real and distinguished in their characters its so lovely to read every single time
SALUTATIONS ANON 💚💚💚💚💚 I HOPE YOURE HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY
I'm absolutely flattered and honored to hear that 😭😭😭😭 you guys are so astoundingly nice to me!! Im not always great at words especially when it comes to things like this but it's really heart warming and gives me motivation to keep ON writing, especially on those writer block days (which seem to be a dime a dozen recently as I'm getting over the last hurdle of this illness)
I'm so so so glad you like my writing that much!!! 💚💚💚 Seriously, I'm terrible at accepting compliments but to be someone's favorite?? 😭😭😭 Actually crying
I try my best to keep the characters well rounded and characterized true to their appearance, I always hope I'm doing them justice! TBH that's always a worry of mine that I'm going off the rails haha but also I do like taking creative liberty especially with characters like König where we don't know too much
I'm so happy that so many people like my versions of them and want to see more! Dont worry there PLENTY more fics and things to come in the future
💚💚💚💚 y'all are absolutely astounding and amazing and awesome! Keep on rocking
#ghouldtimetalks#seriously im so honored and flattered to get these#its so kind AHHHH#youre super sweet 💚💚💚#honestly didnt know how many people would like my silly ideas and fics but the support has been overwhelming in the best way#btw still a bit sick haha#my body hates me lmao
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IT'S FINALLY FUCKING DONE. I'M FINALLY FREE
UNTIL FRAUD COMES OUT
Tumblr shrinks it down pretty bad so please. please. I am begging you. look at the full sized image and zoom in. This art piece made my friends worried for my mental health I need someone to witness the amount of detail and effort I put into this
also the original sketch under the cut bc I think comparing them is really funny
#my art#ultrakill#stained glass art#gabriel ultrakill#this is one of those art pieces that made me feel like i had a parasitic fungus controlling my brain#one of those art pieces that's gonna require recovery time. i feel like a demon was just expelled from my body#i need to go eat an apple or stand in a river for a little while#i already said it but please. please zoom in on the full sized version#i love this game so much#i just hope i don't hate this by the time its finished lmao#im probably gonna have to adjust the color balance a bit when fraud/treachery come out but i'll cross that bridge when i get to it
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guess who’s sick
n not the cool sick i mean actually sick
i am NOT doing good LETS SEE IF I END UP IN THE HOSPITAL AGAIN YEAHHHH💪💪💪💪 they love me
ANYWAYYYYY jokes uhhh here’s bill n my billsona
next part of roomie cipher should be coming out maybe tomorrow btw
also like don’t listen to me i’m like running on 0 hours of sleep i’m LOSINGGG ITTTT
#but likeeee my billsona is so fun to draw i thinks YIPPE#lmao srry my body hates me#I AM GODS WEAKEST WARRIOR PDHSKFVDSG#i’m being like so fr actually i’ve had pneumonia like 3 times already#GOING FOR NUMBER 4 LETS SEE IF I SURVIVE#JOKING BTW sowwy#mental health n physical health r NOTTTT DOING GOOD RN LMAOO#OH MY GODDDDD SHUT UPPPPP ME 🙄🙄🙄#i’m only kinda losing it#ANYWAY WATCH THE MOVIE THREE MEN AND A BABY ITS SO GOOD ITS SO CUTE#gravity falls#bill cipher#billsona#the book of bill#squidflavoredsoup
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˚₊‧꒰ა dream body ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
#journals ❁ཻུ۪۪♡#i used to hate my body and i really hate that for me#because…. why LMAO#anyways this bikini top is doing less than nothing for the gowrls
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everytime i open my mouth to speak i remember why i usually don’t
#mental instability#me fr#god give me patience#me when#i hate it here#i hate this#i hate my body#i hate everything#i hate my existence#idk how to tag this#idk man#idk what else to tag#idk what to tag this as#idk#idk what im doing#idk why#idk lmao#but idk#idk what this is#bpd tag#female hysteria
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Donnie is abt to get the IDW treatment in the new game y’all
#/j#WHY ARE THEY FIGHTINGNGG LMAO#tmnt mutants unleashed#tmnt#mutant mayhem#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt mutant mayhem#teenage mutant ninja turtles mutants unleashed#tmnt idw#btw sorry for the little silence egghehgh my mind and body hates me :(
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im like the lorax when it comes to women's body hair. we should let it grow.
#eliot posts#the other day my roommate was talking abt how she hates shaving#but does it anyway bc she doesn't want people to be mean to her about her body hair#and i was like yeah i mean i used to#also worry about that bc my mother was always so fucking cruel to me when i didn't shave#but as an adult i find that it's extremely rare that anyone even mentions it (tho my body hair is pretty light so that could be a factor)#but even when people are shitty i find that i no longer give a shit about what what those idiots have to say about my body#but i understand that that can be a hard step to take so if you need to keep shaving for your own comfort then i won't judge#but on the inside i was just like#*ibuprofen hand meme* ''let's get called disgusting hairy d*kes together <3''#i had a great time showing off my pit hair at the pool today!#(i get read as a woman when im swimwear cuz i can't hide my body as much. so i get read as a hairy masculine woman.)#i show off my leg hair every time i wear shorts but like. my leg hair is Pathetic#i look practically prepubescent vis a vis my leg hair (my mother still calls it disgusting lmao)#but my pit hair is pretty good#i occupy a weird gendered place in society where i am more of a man in identify but society genders me as a woman#the only time i feel remotely okay being seen as a woman is when i am seen as a BAD woman. a woman who cannot/will not be A Proper Lady#it's not an entirely ACCURATE view of me but there's Something in it
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i have... ✨Danyal Al Ghul Headcanons✨ but specifically for my yaelokre danyal oneshot
There's also the tumblr post here but I recommend the link in the title because its the ao3 version, and that one is edited and has some stuff in it that's not in the tumblr post, and will be the version I'm using.
So for summary: this Danyal is also from a Demon Siblings Au where Danny is five years older than Damian. However, things turned out a bit differently, and Danny and Damian had a fantastic relationship with one another. Danny loved music and regularly came up with songs to sing to Damian with. Specifically the folk band Yaelokre's EP "Hayfields" (seriously go fucking listen to it its sooo good. Harpy Hare is the second song but its my favorite. Special shoutout to @gascansposts for introducing the band to me)
He falls off a train when he's twelve and Damian is seven while the two of them and Talia are on mission. He ends up with magically induced amnesia and wakes up in Arkansas while the Fentons are on their yearly Divorce-iversary visit to Aunt Alica, and since he can only remember his name, he ends up being taken into their care.
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Yaelokre Danny has the same facial scar as Things in Threes Danyal, since he was initially another version of him where things turned out better. I'm debating on whether or not I should take it away however, and give him a different scar (maybe from when he fell off the train?), just because the scar is a pretty key identifier for Ti3 Danyal.
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Danny frequently visits Aunt Alicia in Arkansas! Well, only after he gets settled in and stuff. He doesn't really like the city that much and prefers the countryside where Alicia lives. I know she lives in a cabin but I'm changing it to a farm, so she puts Danny to work and gets him to help her.
I don't want to confine his hobbies to only being star stuff, because people tend to have more than one hobby and I feel like it reduces him to one-dimensionality, so he likes to garden, and learns guitar. His room becomes filled with plants, and he turns their roof into a rooftop greenhouse right below to OPS Center.
He has a complex relationship with the weapons from his past, but he's not... like... appalled by it? When he finds his weapons in the Fenton attic all he thinks is that they're his weapons, and he starts carrying a knife on him afterwards. Essentially he becomes fascinated with weaponry because its one of the few physical ties he has to his past, and while he's not training like he is in the League, he allows his strong muscle memory to guide him through his katas.
Danny likes climbing things. This causes Problems For Everyone Else.
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Danny was not the "kinder Al Ghul" in the League. His kindness extended to his brother and family, and that's it. To everyone else he had high expectations out of them, and the pride you'd expect from the grandson of Ra's Al Ghul and trained by its top members. While he wasn't like, unnecessarily cruel or anything, he wasn't merciful either.
This transfers post-train fall as him coming off as no-nonsense and unforgiving. He's not fond of the idea of giving people second chances, and is skeptical of the idea. He's disgusted by incompetency and views it as an unforgivable offense, especially if he thinks that the person should know better, although he's not sure why. Some egocentrism for the soul.
He doesn't like being touched by anyone who isn't family, and gets irritated when anyone grabs him or holds onto him for extended amounts of time. Dash has gotten hit so many times. With Jack Fenton's tendency for abrupt physical affection, it doesn't make it any better. I'd argue it'd make it worse because Danny doesn't want to be touched more often than not.
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Danyal had a red scarf in the League that he wore on his last mission, it came off before he fell off and caught itself on the roof. Damian still has it and took it with him to Wayne Manor. He's got it locked in his room and takes it out when he's alone and missing Danny the most. One time he forgot to put it away before leaving his room, and Dick was visiting the manor for something and found it. Damian found him holding it and freaked out.
Dick could only say "I've never seen you wear this, Damian, this is really pretty--" before Damian shoved him to the floor and stole it out of his hands, before screaming at him; "Don't touch this! You don't ever touch this! This is mine! You hear me!?"
It caused such a commotion that the rest of the family present came to see what the fuss was about, and Damian kicked them all out of his room. Dick is the one brother Damian's the closest with, so the fact he reacted so strongly shocked them all.
This is likely what leads to the "Danyal" conversation.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#danyal al ghul au#yaelokre danny#yaelokre danyal al ghul#the yaelokre danny post didn't really go into him interacting with other people but i'm trying to figure out his personality post amnesia#just know this: he's not canon danny. im spitefully refusing to make him a Cookie Cutter of canon danny because the idea pisses me off lmao#he's complex and confused and morally gray even with the amnesia bc memories aren't stored in one part of the brain they're stored#in different parts depending on the memory and muscle memory exists and danny might not actively remember the things that shaped him but hi#body does. and somewhere deep in his mind so does his brain. his memories weren't destroyed theyre locked away in a place where his active#conscious can't reach. plus its magic amnesia and i have comic AND cartoon realism on my side.#danny's personality from the league doesn't get challenged that much by the fentons because danny's learning this about himself just as muc#as they are. Jazz can't “Fix” what's wrong with him when neither of them know it and Danny is always the first to figure it out and then#keeps it to himself. Also. Jazz has a fucking life? she's not the family therapist she has friends and hobbies even if we the viewers don't#see it. But also i just really deeply despise the idea that Jazz “fixes” danny's league issues just by existing and being the therapist#because it waters her down into a one-dimensional character who only exists in the context of providing emotional support and life advice t#danny. also therapy only works on someone that's actively trying to change. otherwise its just psychoanalyzing and people tend to hate#being psychoanalyzed without consent. which as a result may have them refuse help. anyways point is: i believe that growth is slow and#complex and danny would hide a lot of the stuff he discovers about himself because if there's one thing he still retains from being an#assassin. it's how to hide. he likes jazz but there are some things you just hide from people.#damian also told dick to “keep his filthy hands off his things”. which was also a shock because it sounded something he'd say more to tim#damian was distraught the entire time.#okay thats all i have for now.
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T-2.25 hours till my root canals and I’m scared shitless. I just hyperventilated in the shower and my brain is trying to dissociate more than it has in months. I am going to be very brave and go anyway but god I’m going to be a wuss about it for the entirety of today. Yes I am embarrassed no I cannot change it when my body is this fight or flight. God I hate being self aware but not having enough of a neurological lever in this area of my brain yet to do anything about it this particular trigger. I WILL DO IT THOUGH
#I have not run away to the middle of the woods I will face my fear of the unknown and the known and hated and it will be over at some point#god help me lmao#I’m gonna be recovering from this all weekend my body is so tight and tense#shh katie
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people rightly criticize how team 7 reacted to sasuke's pursuit of justice for his clan, but one thing i feel is always overlooked in these discussions is how sakura literally is not granted the option by the narrative to learn about what sasuke has been through — not in the way that naruto, kakashi, or even team taka are. throughout all of part 2, she is operating under the assumption that sasuke killed itachi and then turned on the village for no apparent reason.
in part 1, she offers to help sasuke with his plan to kill itachi and even says she'll come with him so he won't have to handle a clearly dangerous and unstable sannin alone. she tells him she wishes he would be more open with her because she wants to understand what he's going through. (all of this stands in stark contrast to naruto, who says he'll break every bone in sasuke's body to bring him back, or kakashi, who projects his own traumas on to sasuke.) then in part 2, she can't bring herself to hurt him despite ample opportunity and even though (as far as she knows) he's become a violent criminal. throughout the series, she's averse to inflicting harm on others (aside from the punching naruto gag). is it really so unreasonable to imagine that if she knew sasuke was avenging the state-sponsored genocide of his clan, she would respond differently? with more empathy and compassion for his circumstances, and anger of her own towards konoha?
#people never factor this into their sakura discussions and it does upset me#like no offence but no one raised in konoha is going to have a political awakening where they realize how awful the system is#without some major catalyst (ie what happened to sasuke's clan) and she never gains access to that information#it's also been pointed out that her speech to him at tvote2 is really stupid and like. i agree#but if all she knows about the situation is from naruto and kakashi @ sasuke saying he's given into hate or whatever#of course that is going to be her response? like what else would she even say. she doesn't know what's going on LMAO😭#don't get me wrong i think in canon (pt1-2) their relationship has a whole body of issues but a bunch of them are intrinsically tied to thi#uchiha sasuke#haruno sakura#sasusaku#this is not really a shipping post but that's my tag for their relationship in any form sorryyy#naruto meta
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I'm 35,000 words into writing a longfic about the Batman/Bruce/Matches DID system and I'm obsessed with it. It includes Bat/Joker, Bruce/Harvey, and Matches/Harv and the differences in each of those dynamics is 🤌
(Batman and Bruce know about each other but they don't know about Matches and Matches doesn't know about them--what could POSSIBLY go wrong?)
#i intend to post it on ao3 but not til it's all finished!#technically this is my nanowrimo project that i started early and im so glad i did because i only have four chapters so itll be >50k#i keep writing the bat/bruce interaction chapters because ugh theyre just...soooo...goood god i love them#also they hate each other a little bit (bc jason and batjokes and also @bat youre kinda ruining our body for this damn crusade)#but its a bat/bruce/matches “self”love story and yeah wow its really good so far i love it#ALSO ive wanted to do nano since i was in hs and never even made it like 5k words in so thisss is real cool and special to me#batman#bruce wayne#matches malone#dissociative identity disorder#twobats#bruharvey#ive written a lot of did slash but never any with TWO did characters dating lol#i have friends with did and damn dating another system sounds complicateddd so its actually been really fun to explore the dynamic#bc wow the bruharvey element is like them figuring it out together and supporting each other through the bs of their headmates being.....#protectors ig lmao#the gotham boyz#is gonna be my tag for this project
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tis the season !
#the charcuterie board was devoured and ppl rly loved the cookies and the dates r usually popular#and the baked brie too!!!#and then ppl brought their own assortment of treats and drinks as well#i rly enjoyed my blackberry orange drink personally#my gf’s friend does really beautiful pottery and all the food she brought was in her gorgeous homemade pieces#was so fun i love feeding ppl and making things look pretty and festive#my gf did the insane lettering on the drink menu#and decorated so cutely#and then we all went to the halloween event at the amusement park afterwards and it was fun and cold and misty#and i mostly sat outside of haunted houses while they walked thru them haha#i struggle rly rly bad to recover from being startled and sometimes it just. turns into a panic attack even if im not like Scared?? idk#it’s stupid my body just can’t distinguish real danger from fun danger very well#but they had these “’no boo”’ necklaces i could wear so actors would then just interact w me nicely and creepily instead of jumping at me#which was still fun :-)#bummer tho i hate being mentally illlllllll#and rly embarassing bc the necklaces lit up rly bright so it was like i was wearing an im-a-weenie beacon#lolll#also shoutout to my mutual who recognized me while i was waiting for my friends and stopped to say hi LMAO that was crazy#won’t name names so i don’t dox u#but i’ve never been recognized from tumblr before was a very i like your shoelaces moment😭😭😭#top 10 most embarassing things to happen to me ever but thanks for saying hi !!!#personal
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matchies! It's requited now.
#sorry for being kinda disturbing i just really love my blood brushes lmao#takaya sakaki#jin shirato#persona 3#takajin#and yes he would hate being picked up i agree#but it's really funny to me how it's canon for the manga that jin can just carry him around with zero effort#so i had to draw it one way or another#so yeah just assume it's only a pleasant imagery as in of the great enthusiasm about finally getting to see the end of the world 👍#body image cw#blood tw#sh tw
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just had a realization as to why I find the Leave as Gods ending pretty chill and something I’d actually wouldn’t mind doing–
I’m nonbiney, xenogender, and relate more to abstract concepts than my own body, becoming a concept too great for anyone but yourselves and your literal soulmate to understand is literally my dream lmao.
#also. I fantasize all the time about just kinda becoming an transient ‘thing’ that can observe the world for eternity but doesn’t really has#to interact with it#so yeah. leaving as a god with my literal soulmate is my dream come true lmao#the Leaving as Mortals ending is very dear to me and the one I like exploring in writing more#but honestly. I’d hate going back to a human body that has to deal with things like Sensations#and Thoughts right after getting in touch with my abstract nature#anyway. this was just me rambling about my personal feelings on these endings#and my realization that my relationship to my own body and what ‘being a person’ feels like to me affects how I view these endings lmao#stp-posting#slay the princess#< yeah. sure. this is going in the main tag
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Fighting gender dysphoria by imagining Enki Ankarian from Fear & Hunger helping give me my testosterone shots
#enki ankarian#fear and hunger#siiiigh I am feeling so not good#I would love to transition but I feel I don’t have a good support system and also I am such a people pleaser#so I don’t want my family to hate me for it or for anyone to hate me but also I am not supposed to be in this body#if I ever do go on T tho I need to go on the gel bc I cannotttt deal w needles LMAL#lmao** whatever. laugh my ass off. I am Laughing!!!!#how do you think Enki would react to u asking him for help w yr hrt shots#LET ME KNOW 💭 I need to think and daydream to cope with being pre transition still HE HE. evil
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spit your pity in my soul
#selfie#face#god i hate my body lmao#thank god my new job has me on my feet and not able to eat during my shifts your girl is too chunky#bisexual
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