#my balls. they yearn
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
howās the sex ban treating you, yamato? you holding up alright? ā”
ā @venusbllue
It has been the worst 24 hours of my life. I feel like I just experience the 7 circles of hell from Danteās infirno and am half the man I once was.
But now I can ask you to suck my dick in peace so it was all worth it. š
#my balls. they yearn#they yearn for the sweet release of a coochie#ā š¢šš®šš šš£ š¤ššØššØšØšš¤š£ : asks#ā š¢šš®šš šš£ š¤ššØššØšØšš¤š£ : venusbllue
3 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Sucking and licking and worshipping his balls while he strokes himself over my face š„“
#thinking about balls again š¤¤š« š©š„“#my post#softgothbabe#hornyposting#yearning#needy#nsft thoughts#nsft sub#nsft#bd/sm blog
3K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
All the girls and boys with a musk kink talk about how they yearn to be trapped in hairy pit or crotch of a sweaty trans dyke.
What about all us smooth femme girls. Does anyone want to to huff girl musk from my hairles pits of lick the sweat from my smooth balls?
#miss v#musk k!nk#musk#musk k1nk#lick my sweaty balls#trans supremacy#transfem superiority#t4t#t4t nsft#trans superiority#transfem supremacy#t4t ns/fw#transgirl nsft#t4t yearning#transgirl ns/fw
374 notes
Ā·
View notes
Note
https://www.tumblr.com/girlsdads/762007245755170816
It looks like daniel is peeing
em!!! you put this in my brain and i promptly had a crisis, so of course i had to give Max that same crisis, and somehow this became 1.3k š«”
cw: (consensual?) voyeurism, romanticized peeing
Practice gets red-flagged early on. Max doesnāt see who is in the barrier as he slowly passes, just knows it isnāt Daniel. Heād been assured of that down his radio almost instantly, though he hadnāt asked. He thinks it must be team protocol to tell him this, that itās not his teammate in the totaled car. Still, Max flushes bone-deep, feeling too exposed, too obvious. Feeling like they know, everyone must know, his brain turns to goop around Daniel and he never catches himself in time.
He trails Daniel to his driverās room anyway, knowing how it looks. Daniel grins over his shoulder at Max, starts skipping ahead, makes Max chase him. Warmth blooms in Maxās belly. He may be always following behind Daniel, but Daniel is always looking back.
Daniel shrugs his race suit off his shoulders, lets it hang open around his trim waist. The humidity has stamped dark patches on his white fireproofs where heās started to sweat through. Max closes the door behind himself and stands there awkwardly, trying to think of something to say that will make Daniel laugh, trying not to make direct eye contact with Danielās sweaty armpits, lest he shove Daniel against the wall and stick his nose there.
What happens instead is much, much worse.
Daniel is making a beeline to the bathroom, thumbs hooking into the elastic over his flat pelvis. Maxās vision tunnels, the air in the room seeming to close in around him with a swoosh.
āWhat are you doing?ā He hears himself ask, stupidly.
Itās obvious what Daniel is doing. Heās shimmying his hips side to side as he nears the toilet, wiggling the Nomex down. Heās left the door wide open. He stops and smiles at Max, blinding. āGotta drain the snake, as they say.ā
Who is saying this other than you, Max wants to shoot back, knows he should match Danielās cheeky tone, rib him a little then leave the fucking room like a normal person. He hears the wet pop of his own bottom lip dropping open, feels the weight of the words against his larynx, but is struck completely dumb watching Daniel pull out his flushed, soft cock.
Max has of course seen Danielās dick before, it would probably be more weird if he hadnāt, like he was purposely trying not to. But the handful of other times have only been glimpses in his periphery, nothing like this. Like this, close range and staring openly because Daniel knows Max is there and still he didnāt close the door, Max can see everything.
The double-stacked waistband of his briefs and fireproofs is tucked up snug under his balls. Max can see where the dark, stubbly hairs are starting to grow back, on his sac and around the base of his cock. Daniel has joked before, about manscaping, but to see the evidence of it like this is dizzying. Max wants to go to his knees and pull each ingrown hair free with his teeth.
Daniel holds himself loosely in his left hand, the ruddiness of his shaft clearly visible through the gaps between knucklebones. The head is peeking out past the circle of his index finger and thumb, fat and flushed a little darker than the rest of him. Even soft, his cock looks heavy and full. Maxās mouth floods with saliva and he sucks it back with his cheeks pinched in, hoping Daniel wonāt hear the wet slurp.
His skin feels hot. Heās stuck like an ant under a magnifying glass in the sun, his insides incinerating as he watches an arc of piss flow from the gorgeous tip of Danielās cock, noisily splashing into the bowl.
Daniel groans, his chin bobbing down toward his chest like someone cut the string that was holding his head upright. Piss hisses out of him, harder now, like heās pushing it. It is so loud and the walls are thināanyone lingering nearby must be able to hear, to know. Max wishes he could put up a forcefield, shelter them both inside where only Max can hear the sounds Danielās body makes.
It is all over so quickly. The stream trickles to a stop and then Daniel is shaking off the last little dribbles before heās tucking himself away. Max feels a pang in his chest like griefāhe hadnāt finished mentally cataloguing every angle of this moment, needs the image 3D printed into his brain so he can remember forever. Daniel will probably never speak to him again after this, will certainly not let Max anywhere near his bare cock once he turns and seesāMax is hard.
Daniel is shrugging back into the shoulders of his race suit and Max is standing there tenting his own, mortifyingly obvious. Max braces for whatever awkward joke Daniel will try to make to mask his disgust, as he faces Max finally.
He watches Daniel notice. He watches his eyes go slightly bigger and rounder, watches his jaw tick like heās going to drop it. His gaze feels like a physical weight. Maxās dick throbs once, twice. There is no way Daniel cannot see.
Daniel says nothing, in the end. He smiles at Max, easy as anything, as if Max isnāt a complete freak of nature with a boner from watching his teammate take a piss. He even claps Max on the shoulder as he passes on his way out the door, doesnāt seem to catch how Max sways, knees wobbly, under his touch.
And then Max is alone in Danielās driverās room. Alone and hard andāfuck, a realization burns through himāDaniel didnāt flush.
Max lurches forward before he can stop himself. His foot catches on some part of the floor and he stumbles, nearly going to his knees right there in front of the toilet.
It should be mostly clear, with how they are supposed to be staying hydrated, but apparently Daniel is not doing a very good job. Max has to steady himself with one hand on the wall as he stares down into the bowl, dazed. The water is tinged an unmistakable yellow. It hits Max viscerally, that Daniel has bodily functions and that he did one of those right in front of Max, was comfortable enough to not care if he saw. Itās unbearably intimate in a way that Max canāt think too hard about or heāll forget how to drive his car, probably. He thinks, wildly, that he wishes he could live inside Danielās body, surrounded by all the microscopic things that make him him. He wants to kiss every single one of Danielās cells and thank them for keeping him alive.
Even more wildlyāhe wants to massage his bladder from the inside, tell it heās sorry it had to get so full, that Daniel should never have to hold it for too long, that he could always if he cannot wait tell Max to go to his knees, and Max would, anywhere, tip his head back and open up for everything Daniel has to giveā
Max rips his layers off, feeling frenzied. Elastic stretches around his thighs as he squats lower, his cock now leaking bare over the bowl full of Danielās pee. He had foregone underwear earlier, the crotch of his fireproofs now absolutely soaked through with precome. It will be cold and sticky around his cock and balls when he gets back in the car, he will have to drive again and feel it and he will think about Daniel and his dehydrated piss and the sound he made when he let goā
Max comes, shaking, aiming his cock so that it splatters into the bowl, milky white swirling with yellow. Max and Daniel together, like it should be always.
#ask#maxiel#my fic#if thereās one thing about meā¦ i Will make peeing about The Yearning#em thank u for always fueling my freaky little mind š#started writing this before The Horrors and got derailed for a bit but weāre back!#also ik the reference pic is from singapore 2016 but nothing in this is based on the actual events of that gp š#donāt come in here expecting journalistic integrity#also also tried to proofread this but iām suuuuuper stoned rn so fuck it we ball
146 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
watched the haikyu movie thinking it was going to be normal but unfortunately i came out battered bruised bleeding and 5 years younger, back in 2019 watching haikyu on my couch and trying to get my sister hooked on it
#time is a flat circle#i was so young back then but im still young now#any mention of haikyu makes me so viscerally nostalgic like i start yearning and aching and my soul twists#is that too much...#haikyuu#haikyu#haikyuu battle of the garbage dump#haikyuu the dumpster battle#i cried a little bit#i read the manga a while ago like i knew exactly what was going to happen but seeing it ANIMATED made me go insane#i was clawing at the seat and at my eyes LIKE NO THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING YOU DONT MEAN IT#also spoilers in the next tag DO NOT READ IF YOU DIDNT WATCH OR READ IT#but i did NOT remember the loss of the game being so devastating#like i did not remember that the ball just fell out of kenma's hands like that#my heart sunk when i watched it in the movie i was like wait... no ur joking right... this isnt the last set right....#just the way they animated it genuniely broke me#we get kenma's pov for three straight minutes and you have to WATCH THE FUCKING BALL FALL OUT OF HIS HANDS OH MY GOD LIKE OH MY ACTUAL GOD#i love haikyu#im goign to reread it... NOW.
48 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
There's so little content of him i'm actually gonna kms--
#kuroshitsuji#black butler#lawrence bluewer#kuroshitsuji fanart#black butler fanart#PLEASE-- WHILE HE'S BALLING AND WINNING CRICKET. I AM HERE BAWLING AND YEARNING#UWAAAAHHHHH LAWRENCE!!! YOU DID SO WELL BABY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#he wasn't even my main fave when i first read public school arc-- and i always made fun of his bowl cut#ough OUGHHHH HOW KARMA LOVES TO FUCKING MESS WITH ME--#the new episode is just SO GOOD ššš#honestly i couldn't wait for when they animated the canoe scene#his panel was just *chef's kiss*#CLOVER WORKS PLEASE DO MY BOY JUSTICE I AM BEGGING OTL OTL#it is... 1 am here and i still couldn't get over him *sighs*#kheyy's art
50 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Star & the Wishes of Rosas
Wish (2023)
#hi i love star so much#my little ball of chaos#i will fight anyone who prefers 'starboy' over Star Star#(jk dont fight me please)#but i have strong feelings alright#star wish#disney#wish movie#wish disney#wish#wish 2023#but anyways they are so cute and yearn for chaos who wouldn't want a lil fella like that??#not me thats for sure
38 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
I finally published the third draft since I was happy with it. I just mesh together multiple lore into one piece. Might have some piss poor editing, but it is what it is
#f it we ball#current hyperfixation#love pathetic men#yearning#bruce wayne#harvey dent#Iām writing Batman fanfiction#so you can go to my request box#Batman requests please
18 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Fuck me til I'm squirting everywhere, then let me taste myself off your dick and balls š¤¤
#thinking about balls once again š¤¦š»āāļø#oral fixation go brrr#just a taste#my post#softgothbabe#hornyposting#feeling needy#orally fixated#yearning#nsft thoughts#nsft concept#nsft community#nsft#ball sucking#balls balls balls#cock and balls#gimme
139 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
black eyes
#my stuff#my writing#mein fucking goat i cannot keep having dreams about my ex and yet it is happening still#this is one of the less remarkable ones even. iāve had two in the past month where i try desperately to give them a flatscreen tv#and one of those big ones too. like 40 inches across. i donāt own a flatscreen tv#iāll admit it being in singapore is hitting me like a brick to the balls and i am grievously unwell#itās like i come back and all the work i put in to deal with my anxiety and depression gets high in the woods and dies#but thatās not the point. the point is devoid of friends (in fucking america) and a hyperfixation (havenāt found anything thatās stuck)#i am full of nothing but yearning. good ol classic yearning. and i am so moved on from my ex but i keep trying to give them this fucking tv#!!!! ?????? huh????????????? mayne gotā¦ā¦ā¦#a girlfriend or a cat would fix me. or leaving this country take your pick#working on it#iāve made a to do list to combat my i have lost the will to do things problem#and on it is APPLY TO JOBS (note; outside singapore (note: outside america too))#i have a plan and itās to get as far away as possible and live#weāre getting there#in the meantime hereās a funny poem#i was so. in the dream i actually wanted to see them which is crazy. top 10 bad fan characterizations#but it was a dream with a good color palette. all cool whites and grays and a deep deep blue for the night#cold cold white snow. etc. so of course i had to write about it#which i have done. and now i am going to sleep#good bye
18 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
just went though some gay ass casual by chappell roan type shit now iām considering rewriting what iāve got for the lottienat comic bc what the FUCK have I just been through and how do you get rid of men and stop pining
#lottienat#tano text#ik this is vague but what the actual shit balls#i hate men#I hate women#I hate people as a whole#fuck everyone#but also lowkey still like her#AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH#lowkey a vent#this has actually changed my perspective on how relationships work#and pining#and love#and women#and wlw love#and fucking yearning#iāve been hit#and this is the second time out of two something like this has happened to me#if i had a nickel#iād have two nickels#and none of them are fucking worth anything#i hate love#I hate the gays#(i am the gays)#maybe a hiatus too bc will I ever emotionally recover?#maybe not#but she looks like anne hathaway#so iāll probably do it again#but also yeah this has given me inspo for the fic lol#so might change some stuff around
10 notes
Ā·
View notes
Note
need patrick to call me a good girl!! even though heād be so condescending i need to hear him say it :(((
need it said in my ear whil hew got my hair wrapped in his fist and hes controlling the bob of my throat up and down his thick throbbing cock
#ask#u dont understand i need his cock and balls in my mouth so much it hurts it hurts my throat is so empty it yearns#need him to use me as a fleshlight im so serious
23 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
:Craving tenderness:
since coming here, to this place of harmony and merriment Caelus has felt himself being thrown for one loop after another. His heart had already beenā¦ delicate, loath he was to admit. Emotions that had been buried since his mind had been wiped, and waking up on the Space station resurfacing in full force. Cravings heād denied that he had coming to the front. Now here he wasā¦Penecony, a place that promised to give you a dream that your deepest desires, the ones you dared not speak out loud, lingered and hid there. Heād been drifting from his friend, crush? Would be lover maybe? Dan Heng ever since theyād all gotten back from the Loufu.
Caelus knew that something was bothering the other, and he tried to reach out. Ask if Dan Heng needed anything, but he was met with noesā¦a closed door, and the other pulling away from the times Caelus had reached out to justā¦ touch his hand. The rejection and mumbled apology brought back his time with Kafka, a memory at least. Heād tried to comfort and offer hugsā¦ but he was met with a chuckle, a wagging of her finger. Ah ah~ Whatās with this silly touch all of a sudden? Heād been sent awayā¦ Kafka didnāt do sweet, yet heād wanted toā¦ He thought, in the beginning when Dan Heng had accepted his hand touches, shy smilesā¦ that they wouldā¦
Being pushed away probably lead to him being a littleā¦ well heād say lonely and touch starved. Wanting attention, and maybe he was being a bit of an attention whore who knew? Who could blame him for liking that confident stride, beautiful eyes and killer (literally) smile. Blonde hair, smooth voice and eleganceā¦ an obvious dubious man, a gambler, who pissed him off as much as attracted him. Caelus was a damned messā¦
Which is what he guessed was what got him into this whole scenario before him now. T man heād gotten to know in this short timeā¦whose eyes were like cut gems, mesmerizing yet full of deep pain. A darkness that made him want to reach out, touch, wipe away.
the man had come to his room, striking up a deal ā¦ a conversation. Caelus had been leaning close, laughing and just basking in this closeness with someone. Somehow it ended with Caelus up against wall, the other blocking him with one of his arms. A gloved hand on the front of his shirt. Heart beating fast, heat rising as the Trailblazer glaredā¦but there was no anger.
fuck me, Iām seriously falling for another red flag?
Itās that sadness. That darknessā¦ that kept Caelus from fully being angry at the man, even though these emotions were infuriating at times. Why? Why was it that he was developing feelings for another, obviously dubious person?! The blonde smiled, it didnāt reach his eyes. āHmm, I suppose youāre wanting to finally go ahead and follow through with that offer of mine. What do you say friend? Want to use me for a bit? This can be a littleā¦fun exchange between friends.ā
Caelusā glare turned to aā¦sad frown. This was sounding like when they first met, Useā¦ useful. Beneficialā¦ he thinks I want to use him. Thatās not what heād wanted at allā¦ But the warmth of the hand on him, the weight and feel, was an addictive sensation. Touch meā¦ hold me. Kiss me. Please. āNoā¦ā
the gambler raised a brow. āOh? I thought that was-ā
Caelus shushed him by taking hold of the hand that was against his chest, closing his eyes he gently lifted the back of the gamblerās hand to his lips to kiss gently. If they were going to do anything, then Caelus wanted to ā¦ somehow make it meaningful. Somehow feel somethingā¦
āI donāt want to use youā¦like a toy or something,ā He opened his eyes to see ā¦ shock. Disbelief. And interest? Caelus smiled sadly, āI let you in hereā¦ cause I like talking to you. I was touching your hand, wanting to ā¦be with you cause as annoying as it may sound, I want to be tender with you.ā He held the other manās hand with both his own, āButā¦ donāt do anything you donāt want to do. If you donāt actually want me then Iām fine. You can leave and Iād still cooperate with you.ā
He was pretty sure heād seen him speaking with Dr. Ratio while heād been in that dream scape, and the few times heād seen them together. Honestly, if they were together Caelus would understand why the gambler would say no. To his surprise though.. he felt lips crash against his own, and it took Caelus a moment to gather what the hell was happeningā¦ but when he realized heās being kissed all the pent up emotions heād had spilled out.
touching, holding him close and feeling the warmth of another. His chest felt tight, tears wanting to spill outā¦ This was definitely a dream. It had to beā¦ it had to be. But who cared, he wanted to be held nowā-
Nowā¦ he woke up. Hours had passed since theyād left Penecony, and he found himself waking up in his room on the express. Caelus felt cold, his fingers touched his lips feeling the phantom warmth. Tears fell from his eyes, pain clenched his heart againā¦ the warmth of the Stellaron beat hot and burned.
It was a dreamā¦. All a dream.
It left him craving tender touches, so much.. but why would anyone want to do that with him? He was just there because he held the Stellaron, Caelus wasnāt even fully human. Aventurine wasnāt really into him, and once again Caelusā damned heart was pining for someone whoād never give him what he craved.
so heād just be left like this. Craving tenderness and coming back empty.
#(Can be Aventurine)#Avencae#caelus#honkai star rail#hsr aventurine#hsr dr ratio#also#mentions of#dancae#unrequited love#though#hsr dan hang#(Letās be real it is Aventurine)#(Been wanting to RP it#but have this Drabble instead)#(This Drabble is shit I know)#Some Kafcae#kafcae#ooc: my caelus is a ball of sadness and yearning
17 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
hey listen listen parallers between Kochanski talking about her Dave and what her have is like and what he would've done in comparison this new, our original, Lister. and then with Lister noticing how he has the same thoughts about nano-Rimmer okay?? the parallers! the parallers!!
#i've been thinking about parallers so much my brain is just crushing every bit of information i have together into a solid ball#red dwarf#someday i'll go somewhere with this but now i'm just gonna rewatch blue okay it's a treat#the yearning is immaculate and the solutions bonkers
8 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
And tbh at heart I was a kamiroki shindeku stan
#shinkami is great but tbh I was just yearning for miczawa#nowā¦.cloudmic?!#yeah#midcloudmic?! yeah!#Uhm adding aizawa to any of those#i just kinda hate poor little meow meow aizawa i like it when heās mean sorry#sorry i just got a reply on a tiktok comment from yearsss ago and Iām remembering my bnha shit#now if i say minajirouā¦..#THAT was my most controversial bnha opinion sorryyyyy#momojirou is cool and all but.#musician dancer >>>#the soundwave to momijrou pipelineā¦.#the pipeline is just me btw#MOMOKAMIJIROU HAD ME BY THE BALLS THO
5 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
i'm going to be so mentally ill about evil ninja mime and fire lord johnny cage now <3
#mk1 spoilers#mortal kombat 1 spoilers#johnny cage#mk1#mortal kombat 1#mk1 2023#mortal kombat 1 2023#ninja mime#FIRE LORD JOHNNY IS REAL! shame he's evil but ah well. pobody's nerfect <3#i am so fuckingggggggggggggggggg#i rly love the way that the writers merged both endings of mk11 but also. not a fan of multiverses tbh#hopefully they don't screw the pooch on this one and make things a fuckstorm of infinite proportions#also johnny and kenshi are so totally banging. shame they didn't have the balls to show any kisses on-screen that weren't heterosexual :/#like yeah liu kang and kitana are my favorite straight couple in these games but like. c'mon. where's the yaoi or the yuri?#must homosexuals be condoned to a life of tender shoulder touches and carries?#has not our keeper of time a heart that understands how deeply it beats and yearns for love and compassion... regardless from whom?#(i mean. he should. he and geras were probably slangin' dong on one another on the regs before the kangtana reunion tour)#i'm just saying if raiden were the keeper of time there would've been an entire chapter dedicated to yaoi and another to yuri#raiden threw the first brick at stonewall#can't believe i get to bring that fucking tag back.#anyway sorry for the big tag rant. overall i rly like mk1 and look forward to seeing what else happens <3#but also i would've loved to have had more confirmation that johnny is actually Straight Up With another person besides the ex-wife#also side note love his ex-wife and her weird inconsistent accent#oh speaking of inconsistent acting megan fox sweetie i love you but i have the feeling you had no idea where you were for these recordings.#like miss thing sounded so confused that entire time#@ netherrealm if you want i could be a kombat pack nitara voice replacement. i'm no megan fox but i am transgender and also homosexual <3#wait nvm i just realized that'd be crossing the picket line. stand with SAG-AFTRA and the WGA besties#anyway. yeah. mk1 (2023) was p good and i'm excited to see what they're gonna do with this new set of events and the new chara alignments#they really did babygirlify shang tsung and quan chi huh#not sure how to feel about that
24 notes
Ā·
View notes