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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 8 months ago

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Good morning, Sleepyhead.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.

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ijustwannabeavampire · 3 months ago

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@inkspottie made the grave mistake of introducing me to the soul reaver games and now I'm insaaaaane (spent 10 hours hunched over a pumpkin)

#soul reaver #Raziel #legacy of kain #ough my back hurts so bad #couldnt even really boop anyone today bc i was doing this

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holy-watercolors · 10 months ago

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Why is bro trying to come out?!!??!?!!11 Get outta here man!!

more Kinito pet fanart!! I love this game so so much :333

#ohh my god i THINK this might be the last drawing for today #probably not #this guy is too silly #i gotta draw him #ive actually drawn so much that my arm is starting to hurt OW #kinito my beloved #kinito fanart #kinitopet fanart #kinito pet #kinitopet #kinito the axolotl #i would give him my credit card information #digital drawing #drawing #artwork #sorry i've been dead i was having really bad artblock #again #but now im back and this is all your gonna get for a week and a half #silly

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puppy-wife · 4 months ago

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I need to date someone who's really into body worship because I need someone who so desperately needs to touch my body they'll give me all the rubs and massages I need

#my back hurts so bad today #especially shoulder/neck #i really should talk to my doctor about it again #but theyre just gonna tell me to do PT and im not sure i can afford that #it just feels like my bones dont fit and i have glass shards in my bones and in my joints and muscles #whiiiiiiiiiiiiiines #also im just like. generally touch hungry always

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fuchsea · 19 days ago

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#i've got a really bad headache / my back hurts because i haven't been sleeping well and i just feel so drained and tired :(#i can't even take any meds because they'll make me sleepy and i am at work and i honestly don't feel like working at all #today is one of those days where my depression is hitting me at full force and i feel like talking to anyone is gonna make me burst into #tears and i have a meeting in 2 mins where i have to present something and i just. idk how i'll do it #i just wanna curl up in bed and cry and watch something #sigh :(

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mellowdarkness · 1 month ago

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Actually I've moped around enough about her. She didn't even fucking call me on my birthday. Why would I even want to be with someone who cares so little about me that she wouldn't take 5 minutes out of her day to call her boyfriend?

This cold, empty apartment may be making me miserable, but I'll not stoop so low as to beg for her recognition... I deserve more than this, fuck's sake! Who the hell does she think she is?

I can do better, I know I can find someone who loves me and who won't be afraid to tell me as much! Someone who won't hide behind avoidant behaviour like she did, and she'll never even know what she missed out on.

#it pissed me off really bad once i remembered that but it's like a weight lifted off my back #all i need for it not to hurt is hold on to this feeling #i tend to forget the painful past and only remember the good #but i won't forget how worthless she's made me feel #surely i deserved this from my past misdeeds #but I've paid the price now. and i want better.#keepin' it mellow #also today my friends said it was literally the first time they heard her voice despite me bringing her along a few times to hang out....#sounds about right ig

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james-spooky · 4 months ago

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this is a test

#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th #the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo #g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit #ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco #ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo #e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a #ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha #e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t #care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea #y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss #im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop #e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo #ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas #ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can #use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s #much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a #annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically #now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s #lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like #what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or #smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc #ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other #than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140 #haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai #let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o #what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some #one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james #im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh #w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause #ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:

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im-dirtydan · 4 months ago

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Super cozy hurricane attire

#i gotta embrace the baggy on top and bottom morr #so comfy #i didnt even wear eyeliner today!#i did cover pimples bleh #i was able to leave 2.75 hours after everybody else todsy #my back hurts bad rn!#i love the anime filter even tho it really doesnt look like me #self portrait

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seventh-district · 22 days ago

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#Seven’s Public Diary #vent #vent post #cw negative #cw health issues #‘You’re such a heartless and hateful person.’ well have you ever considered that i’m not really a hateful person and i just hate You #like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so you’ll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want #‘That 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.’ MF that was made TODAY. IT’S FRESH AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT #if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it #dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache #i feel sick too but i know it’s my fault so i’m not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting #food. because you act like you’re fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and that’s why I feel sick #but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so we’re sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when it’s my fault #everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and that’s My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasn’t enough #for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so i’ll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dog’s teeth need #cleaning too and that’ll come out of my pocket and i guess that’s My fault for not taking care of him either #i think i have another goddamn UTI and that’s definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i can’t use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess that’s my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position #my eye keeps twitching and i guess that’s my fault too. i don’t know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired #god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if they’re packed in a way that shows what’s inside then i’ll have to explain #That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night #the living room floor is caving in so now there’s Two room’s floors that need fixing so that’s super fucking fun! 😃#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis #well i don’t Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that i’ll go to all this trouble and they’ll say i don’t qualify #and god it’s NYE now. Besties i’m not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just can’t make myself write these days. i’m sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now i’ve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but #there’s just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what i’m gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.

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hero-dualies-pog · 18 days ago

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please for the love of god. if you’re critiquing a trans person’s view on gender (especially trans women) do not call them a fucking terf. you mean gender essentialist. yes‚ gender essentialism is like the main part of their ideology and it’s quite harmful to literally every trans person. but there’s a difference. like a huge one. terfs are also BIOessentialists (you are defined by your sex) and the kind of person some of yall are calling terfs are GENDER essentialists (you are defined by your gender). you see how a trans person is very unlikely to be the former? if you call a transgender gender essentialist a terf‚ they’re just gonna laugh it off‚ and you’ve accidentally undermined your entire point

#head in my hands #so for any sane people without context #there’s a lot of blogs recently who have been pointed out to be gender essentialist in ideology #gender essentialism is just bioessentialism recycled into something more trans-friendly #and i get the line of thinking that leads to it! but when you’ve been hurt you really shouldn’t throw other people under the bus #it doesn’t fix you‚ in the long term‚ and it DOES hurt them #ok i’m off topic. where i was going is that people are calling these sorts of people out on their bullshit #except they are making the blunder of calling them radfems/terfs. which isn’t true.#and they ALWAYS reply with the “radfem??? you think i (a trans women) hate trans women??? lol lmao” gotcha.#i have seen like 7 of these posts alone on my dash today #back to how gender essentialism is bad: it harms like… so many people #from trans men who feel like their true selves are something horrible and disgusting #to young men who could have been allies to our community and instead got radicalized #and i’m pretty sure that most of it is perpetrated by cis radfems!!!#but SOME of it. is on my dash. on tumblr dot com.#siiiiiiiigh. i dunno if i should post this.#and if i’m wrong about any of this‚ it’s up for debate. i’ll try to listen as long as you read the post #i talk #discourse

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sparklyoats · 5 months ago

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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 3 months ago

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it sucks that so much of my family has also dealt with cancer but it's really lovely that they were able to give me warnings about things

#a friend of mine just had a computer glitch and lost a bunch of work and i said it sucked and i'm sorry and asked if he could email his prof #and he's i think just really upset about it as i would be too bc that does suck so bad #but i don't have the energy to commiserate. i feel like a steaming pile of shit right now. i only got home 30 minutes ago from the hospital #and i have to go back tomorrow and then spend the rest of the day probably feeling like this while also having to go to another appointment #bc i need to get my earrings changed out so i can take them out for my body scan #and then going home with earl and setting up. and finally getting a bday gift to my friend as well and dropping that off #i feel increasingly gross and sick rn and this was just one injection #but my relatives were like 'listen. no one in your life is going to get this unless they've had cancer. and it sucks but that's how it is'#and i'm just very glad i got that heads up because i'm getting a lot of love and support from relatives now #esp the ones who also dealt with cancer #but it's just been radio silence from friends. and i get it i get they have their own lives and might not know what to say #but it does still hurt a little #i do have one friend who has been lovely and accommodating with the diet i have to be on #but my other best friend is just. i think with his school he has his own friends and his own life but. yeah. it just hurts a little #maybe i'm being irrational idk. something to discuss with my therapist today at our appointment #not everything is about me etc etc #this is the same friend who lost his work that i mentioned in the tags #cancer tw

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thetwilightroadtonightfall · 7 months ago

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I am the happiest person on earth right now because I just went out with a friend to grab a late lunch and it was just supposed to be a quick casual catch up thing that turned into a 4 hour conversation in the car about things that happened to us almost a decade ago 🥲

#roadie rambles #no one’s obligated to read this but y’all…you better sit down if you’re interested bc I’m feeling SO chatty tonight #for context: this is my childhood friend I grew up with then we went to different high schools and colleges #but over the years we’ve kept in touch and we see each other maybe 2-3 times a year #we have really similar personalities #okay so basically. 👏 today we learned that we had the /exact same/ traumatic experience in high school /almost around the same time/#and not only that!!! the people who caused it were the same people who were in our childhood 4 person friend group!! (we split 2-2 in hs)#now before you get worried: I’m not about to traumadump and we’re both in better wiser healthier places now #but imagine that!!!#the same exact experiences down to a T. and neither of us shared it until now #we weren’t ready to at the time and we’re not exactly the most open with our feelings #plus. different schools different lives not seeing each other every day yada yada #but with the clarity of hindsight and both of us being adults now we were ready!!! 👏👏#we had a convo in the car that naturally led into us letting it all out #and shit man. it’s not the trauma olympics here but. I thought the aftermath of what I went through was bad #venting it out was awesome for both of us and we had a lot of good laughs over it #but my friend…she went through some awful stuff #really hard stuff.#it broke my heart honestly bc she’s an amazing person and she didn’t deserve any of it #I made sure she knew that. she made sure /I/ knew that.#we were both hurt and betrayed in the same ways. but we also learned from it in the same ways. and now it’s something we share #we both wished that we could’ve had this convo years earlier #but I know that it wouldn’t have happened in the same way bc we weren’t at our current levels of maturity back then #I believe we were meant to have this convo /today/ and now we’re both better for it #that’s on growing up and having someone to heal with babey!!!! 🥹💖💖💖#if you made it this far thank you!! I appreciate it #I’m just…gonna lay here with my full heart and think about this forever now

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singlethread · 3 months ago

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I am in miseryyyyyyy

#my back hurts really bad from casting a bull today

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fxckinemo · 19 days ago

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i think i just met an angel????

#like im so fucking serious #okay so i got my birth control shot today but i broke the two needles i already had and got really upset bc the bc is 50 bucks #and in my head i was like omg i have to go back to the pharmacy now bc I can't just waste 50 bucks of bc #and there's air in the vial its gonna dry out whatever whatever i was freakin out bc I've already been stressed and sad #and this was just the cherry on top of the meltdown sundae that's been gettin scoop after scoop for weeks #but anyway i was sitting in the turn lane for the pharmacy closer to my place #(they ended up saying i had to go back to the og pharmacy to buy needles. understandable. still cried more ab it #mostly bc my legs hurt really fucking bad and i didn't want to drive all the way back but anyway)#as im sitting in the turn lane this lady comes up and knocks on my window and at first im like “im not opening the window are you crazy”#but she insists and is like i want to give you money you just look so sad so i crack the window in case she's like. bonkers and this is bait #but she straight up just gives me money and is like “you just looked so sad and I've been there i went through a really bad divorce #here's a hundred dollars“ and then she runs back to her car #so i just kinda sat there in shock and also cried harder bc that's a level of kindness I've never experienced before #im still kinda crying on and off bc omg i swear i met a real life fucking angel. i didn't even see her get back into a car #but tbf i was crying really hard #i did eventually get my needle and got my bc injected but. holy shit????#that was the most genuine kindness i think I've ever experienced and i will do my best to pay that forward whenever i have the means #cause money isn't the main reason I've been upset but it certainly hasn't been helping my mental health either #i already try to be kind when i have the capacity #but i think im going to start actively looking for things i can do to make peoples lives a little brighter #im still kind of in shock it didn't feel real i keep thinking im gonna look and the money will have disappeared but no #that actually happened and im gonna try even harder to be a better person now #i want to do something like that for someone in my position one day #what a way to start the year jfc

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mqfx · 1 month ago

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LET'S GET THAT FUCKING DIVOOOOOOOORCEEEEE

#hewwo #untamedtober #odd geometry #sorry but i need this win so bad (<- back hurting and feverish as we speak)#i've barely dragged my soggy ass up to sitting today because i REALLY need this!!!!!

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