#my baby girl better not die
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if I loved you. you would know it.
#my art#starkid#starkid nerdy prudes must die#starkid npmd#starkid nightmare time#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#nightmare time#stephanie lauter#peter spankoffski#duke keane#miss holloway#holloduke#holloweane#much better ship name imo#musicals#lautski#still getting the hang of duke lol#he’s my baby girl fr tho#hatchetfield
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minisode sara doodle :3
#tried to chill with all my crazy colors#had fun it was nice#and i like how this came out but i think it would look better with all my usual random shit#also joesara fans this is like the closest thing to fanart of it im giving to u hahaha#sara getting friendzoned at the end of her minisode made me so happy#from a writing standpoint i mean#for sara my baby girl i was dying#love me a friendzone#anyways#sara chidouin#yttd sara#yttd#yttd fanart#your turn to die#kgs#kgs sara#kimi ga shine#joesara#LMAOOO#this is the closest to a yttd ship ill draw too#hahahhaha#now i wanna replay her minisode…#it did cause a mild poker phase#and i cannot afford that rn so i guess i will have to hold off…
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I have eyes and ears ok I SEE Davrin and I HEAR Lucanis
But mama I am a monster fucker
#rook x emmrich#emmrich volkarin#emmrook#datv#datv spoilers#and so down the emmrich brick road I GO girl BONE DADDY#I romanced Emmrich so hard he turned into a Lich#sorry Manfred I did love our games of bone paper scissors#but he sacrificed himself nobly and he talked and he’s a wisp so I don’t think that’s how they die#I hc manny simply floated out of the skeleton because he’s a smart baby to make myself feel better lol#manny is fine we’ll name our lich baby after him#Emmrich follows his dreams in my story and overcomes his fear of death#also I read a fic where Emmrich sloppy smashes u whi#le whispering poetry in your ear and said yep I want that#also his flirting is great#ALSO ALSO he’s the only one that went for it! thing 1 over there liking the hunt and the Chase alright let’s see where that gets u homie#and thing 2 is blocking me left and right to go play dead in the crows I’m good he kept asking for more and more but pulling back#Emmrich the only one with the balls to actually ask you on a date I really appreciate that 🤣🤣🤣
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Yk what gets me so mad? It is the lack of empathy and sympathy that some of fandom has towards Katniss reactions towards Peeta’s hijacking. I absolutely think Katniss was unfair and cruel in how she handle his hijacking (at times, she was not always mean to him) but so was Peeta towards her. The fandom can show so much empathy towards Peeta, to the point that we excuse everything with “it’s beyond his control , that’s not him, everything hijsck Peeta does is not real.” Like sorry!? It’s very real. And Katniss should’ve handle it better, but my god she’s just 17 and literally the love of her life, the person she deemed as precious almost KILLED HER!??? she felt betrayed, abandoned, beyond hurt by her peetas treatment towards her.
Could she have been nicer, more empathetic, and more gentle ? yes, but she tried her best during the capitol mission where she planned to die. I just , idk it’s becoming a little bit misogynistic to me atp
#everlark#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#katniss and peeta#mockingjay#I’m sorry for ranting but I’m so mad#I think both deserve better#not to say she doesn’t deserve criticism but have the same energy with bread boy#I love Peeta so much but he’s not perfect#he’s still baby girl#but Katniss is my girl and I’ll defend her til the day I die#it’s so weird how we can sympathize beyond towards Peeta but not towards Katniss
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WAIT WAIT WAIT
ARE THEY TRYING TO STOP AERITH'S DEATH???
THE COLOURING, THE LIGHTING, IT'S THE SAME. SEPHIROTH IS DROPPING DOWN. THE NODACHI IS POSITIONED FOR MAXIMUM STABBING CAPACITY
BUT CLOUD HAS THE BUSTER SWORD DRAWN
DO THEY SAVE AERITH???
#PLEASE WE ARE SO CLOSE TO FIGURING OUT WHAT HAPPENS#why why why would SE put this in. WHY WOULD THEY FUCKING DO THAT. MY HEART#WHEN I CATCH YOU SQUARE ENIX. WHEN I CATCH YOU. WHEN I CATCH YOU SQUARE ENIX-#do the visions from Remake carry over??? I think we all knew Aerith could Tell she was not going to make it-#-but she probably wouldn't have told anyone. even if she gave Holy away for safekeeping (????)#does the rest of the gang figure out Aerith dies??? or /will/ die?????? literally no one fucking touch me ???#oh my god... they better save my baby girl. i need to see her alive and well. oh my god#ff7#ffvii#ffvii rebirth#final fantasy vii#ff7 rebirth#cloud strife#sephiroth#aerith gainsborough#agnirambles
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“What do you mean he’s scary!! Look at him!”
— taking artistic liberties to scrunkle the face of @shepherds-of-haven’s Blade Bronwyn - a man with 0.6% body fat lol
#shepherds of haven#if games#blade bronwyn#this is mc privelage at work#hc mcs but especially the ladies are like no he’s fine!! look he’s a lamb!! but if someone else tried this they’d get their wrists broken#being an artist (like being a writer) makes your proclivities rly obvious because in this instance you can tell that I love#babying men who could kickflip me into the sun#picking fights with famed assassins like… wow blade ur so confident for your height! and leave#blade likes girls with good hearts and Halle is not quite that but she IS an efficient worker so she always comes back with the win…#and a bunch of rescued orphans and mages and stuff it’s… not a reflection of her personality but rather her work ethic which even then#is reluctant and put-upon#she didn’t want to be a captain let alone commander she was meant to be using this gang of do-gooders to fulfil her fate and then bounce#but they’re all so wholesome and now she loves them despite her better judgement#and he’s so cute!! with his poetry and plants and the googly-eyed clam he keeps on his desk and talks to about his feelings!!#what’s a girl to do?#there’s only so strong you can be in the face of a man who tells you straight-faced he’d mcfucking die for you#talking the talk and walking the walk even to the most wary of wilderness orphans#as always blade you are a nightmare to draw I lost sleep over your skin tone#my foe of four years aka blade’s left elbow is cunningly hidden#their child would be a serious force of nature and also really tall#fanart#shoh#can you imagine the name? between austere ket names and whack mage names…#these are my parents: blade and halwendi. my name is steele mechanicus and I DONT want to talk about it#just realised that if his brother saw this shit he’d get blade stoned for being a public hussy gosh sorry better make an honest man of him#new blade hairstyle is a shaggy wolfcut bc I think it’s cute on him lmao#this is a really autistic couple honestly#not quite sure where to put his hands#like when you flip a shark upside down
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These 18 seconds of audio from the new episode of The Last of Us are enough to carry me through the week
#it's okay baby girl#the last of us#pedro pascal#joel miller#joel my beloved#ellie tlou#tlou spoilers#tlou episode 8#i need a better father figure don't i#virtual hug#pedro pascal saying is going to loop in my head until I die
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ranpoe but they both become flustered idiots when the other makes a move
#I’m drawing this totslly#Please trust#Ranpo flirts and poe dies inside#Poe flirts ( accidentally most of the time ) and ranpo dies inside#Someone draw this as well actually#ART LSL#I’m writing this to cope with the fact that my pookie Ranpo is apparently close to death guys wth where is he what is happening#If he is about to die I’m going to kill myself#MARK MY WORDS#I BETTER NYOT SEE THAT !!!!!!#Anyway I really want to draw ranpo#And Karl . Karl is the silliest fr fr#I don’t think I’ve been this obsessed with a character in a while#Character ai is going haywire#Someone help me before it’s too late please pelapslsll#I’ve sunken in too far HELP ME I CANT I HATE HIM !!!!! GET HIM OUT MY MIND !!!!!!#This is an illness why am I like this#Why do I always like the super silly characyers#2 types of mine apparently : Silly silly and silly why#I’m doing this to cope okay#Anyway they are so baby girl#Yosano is also babygirl fr fr meow I mean who said that#ranpo edogawa#bsd ranpo#bungou stray dogs ranpo#bsd poe#edgar allan poe bsd#edogawa ranpo#bsd ranpoe#bungou stray dogs
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Me when I'm about to play Mama by MCR on repeat for an hour and cry
#that momebt when#that momebt when the trans panic#she hates me#she hates me so much#ahe wouldn't care if I died.#she would sacrifice my soul for five mins with Constantine wnd Jericho#she hates me so fucking much#YOU SHOULD'VE RAISED A BABY GIRL I SHOULD'VE BEEN A BETTER SON#IF YIU CODDLE THE INFECTION THEY CAN AMPUTATE AT ONCE#I SHOULD'VE BEEN#I COULD'VE BEEN A BETTER SOM#she doesn't consider me her son unfortunately#mcr#mama mcr#WHEN YOU GO DON'T RETURN TO ME MY LOVE#im gonna stab something#HAVOC AYE MY FUCKING RAT#I HAVE ONE LESS RAT#AND MY OTHER RST DOESN'T WANT TO BE LONLEY#FUCK YOU CALLUM#if you're wondering I will continue to go insane due to the lack of Master Joseph#need my fake father figure back fuck you Aaron#WE'RE DAMNED AFTER ALL#THROUGH FORTUNE AND FLAME WE FALL AND IF YOU CAN STAY THEN I'LL SHOW YOU THE WAY TO RETURN FROM THE ASHES WE FALL#WE ALL CARRU ON THOUGH OUR BROTHERS IN ARMS ARE GONE#SO RAISE YOUR GLASS HIGH#FOR TOMORROW WE DIE AND RETURN FROM THE ASHES YOU CALL#alex strike rp
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Small drawing collection of my latest creation Emran as a teenager/freshly minted Air Acolyte, for my dear partner in unhinged OC shenanigans @katkastrofa, as promised <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#I need to figure out a way to tag these guys#like with renny and dori I just put sotrl in front of their names and that works#but emran is technically an LaF character. though not uniquely tied to that verse. and idk what to do with Ila and Alasie#maybe I need to have some unique oc tag or smth. I’ll figure it out#if you’re wondering why I stayed up until half past 7 a.m to draw this it’s because I needed some way to cool down#after the kuviren smut absolutely broke my brain#and what better way to do that than by drawing my sweet baby boy?#yes lmao he went from baby girl to baby boy in like 24 hours. fucking sue me#but actually. actually!! they’re both. they contain multitudes :)#they probably haven’t even realised that at this point and are still in disguise#convinced that she’ll be punished for her deceit if anyone found out that she’s actually a girl#(okay off topic but the switching pronouns are really fun lmao)#but give them time. they’ll figure it out soon enough. in these pieces they’re slowly getting used to temple life#and that is the first step to self acceptance#I’m actually extremely proud of these. especially the one with the apple basket. I feel like the androgynous vibes are really there#and he looks like his brother the most in it#but the others are fun too. I loved doing the portrait. I should do them more often#and.. I will admit. I traced the lemur. I can barely draw people okay how do you expect me to draw animals#but I just think that Aiza would really love a little lemur friend#animals don’t judge and she doesn’t have to watch herself around them. she can just be. plus the lemurs are really cute <3#I want to eventually do a companion to this with Aiza instead. maybe from back before she ran away#probably something based on reflection from Mulan too bc the vibes are there. though.. to be completely honest#I’d say they have a lot more of Shurochka Azarova’s vibes than Mulan. but that’s just my love for Soviet cinema taking over#it’s essentially if mulan fought napoleon instead. and when discovered instead of left to die they promoted her to lieutenant 😁#I realise the comparison is completely incomprehensible to everyone but me but.. go watch the hussar ballad. it’s free on YouTube with subs#okay enough rambling. i shall now go to bed. @ Kat I hope this brightens up your morning at least somewhat. I love you!!
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playing slow damage rn why'd they have my beautiful genderqueer king cut off his hair at the end of his route what are we doing to our queens
#slow damage#this is mostly in jest but if he was gonna get a more masc haircut WHY BUZZED . ? BABY U DESERVE BETTER#loved rei's route though but idk i think the. gender binary dichotomy stuff couldve been handled better ig#but this is a whump yaoi vn i wasnt expecting anything LOL#on to madarame route !!! (i dont want to do it)#i loved towa so much in rei's route though hes rlly just a little guy going through the horrors#trying to comfort his friend by offering a back alley bj like#girl we are gonna get BOTH of you some therapy#my only real problem is they had to redeem rei's dad a bit at the end#like are we not allowed to just let deadbeat dads die#rei is allowed to feel conflicted about it but me as a player personally i wish he died . !! anyway
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I genuinely can’t fathom how people who have never had a problem with food (restricting AND overeating because both are serious issues) view it. Like tf do you mean you get hungry after two hours? One of my siblings is onto me because I went like 6 hours without eating but like…that was because I wasn’t hungry???? On the flip side, I’ve noticed that I just keep fucking eating when everyone else has stopped. Free breadsticks at Olive Garden? I’ll eat them until they’re gone. Need something to do at a party? I’ll get seconds even though I’m not really hungry. I was never really an emotional eater aside from a few hatred-induced binges last semester at college, but I’m definitely a bored eater. Combine that with the fact that my parents don’t cook, so the occasional meals I had with my family all together were fast food/restaurant food, AND that all other nights, I was left to rummage with no supervision through the pantry to eat processed food in front of the TV/my phone for dinner, it’s a miracle I didn’t get fatter sooner.
#Every damn day I envy 12 year old me at 5’4 (not done growing yet) and 104 pounds when my weight wasn’t a thought in my mind#Like girl I know your biggest concern rn is when the Steven Universe hiatus will end but you wasted so much potential 😭#I wish I had been like a dancer or an athlete or something in my K-12 years so that I enjoyed some form of exercise#But I was so uncoordinated and athletic from being both a premature baby and just never getting into the habit#That I felt (and still feel) rlly insecure exercising with/around people#Plus now if my sibling hears that I’m working out or want to they go into panic mode thinking I’ll get a diagnosable ed and die 🙃#Yeah I love them and all but they’re that person that had ana for like a year (giving me diagnosed PTSD in the process)#And now thinks that my disordered experience must be exactly like theirs—like if I maintain the loss of weight I genuinely needed to lose#Or god forbid ever develop an interest/willingness to work out more#It means that I have severe fucking ana that I need to be hospitalized for like they were#And I have had full blown breakdowns wishing I was as sick as they got so they had better shut their damn mouth#Sorry to spam the tags y’all#4n4rex1a#tw ana diary#4n4t1ps#4n4 thoughts#🕯️ as a 🪶
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Hi btw being trans does not automatically grant you supernatural understanding of all esoteric trans knowledge. You actually need to put effort into learning or put effort into keeping quiet about things that don't pertain to your specific experience
#my cishet brother has a better grasp of transgender theory than my transgender bisexual sister because he like... did some basic research#meanwhile my sister confidently told me 'oh youre nit trans youre neutral' the ither week and i almost slapped her#miss maam i am nonbinary and i have been out as some kind of trans for ten years i will politely ask you to shut up ONCE#also in no universe am i 'neutral' but even if i WAS by definition i would not be identifying wholly with my assigned sex#WHICH WOULD MAKE ME TRANSGENDER ANYWAY#apparently shes been portraying herself as the only trans in the family despite the fact that ive BEEN OUT FOR A DECADE#like ms maam when i came out you were TEN YEARS OLD. i taught you what transgender meant! i know for certain i taught you better#i DEFINITELY taught you better than to TELL PEOPLE WHAT THEY ARE#like okay i guess if youre not into research and history and you just wanna exist without having yo be an expert that is fine#but DO NOT present yourself as an expert. you are an expert in YOUR BODY and YOUR EXPERIENCES#like. shes got severe 'no one has ever done it like me. i am the weirdest girl at the party' syndrome#while also having the personality of an edgy piece of toast#i love her but i have. been very angry at her and i cant even say anything about it#like. baby girl you are a very generic case of autism and transgender and bisexuality. youre not the most random unique case#'how could you understand?!' meanwhile im sitting there wildly neuridivergent and transgender and i got eldest daughter/third parent trauma#like hmm yeah i wonder what id know about it. i wonder how i could possibly understand. i wonder how i could possibly offer relevant advice#i give up#shes a fucking edge lord and our mum feeds into it rather than being like 'some of your experiences are actually universal'#anyway rant over#my brother is an angel and i eould die for him. worlds best ally#he has never once misgendered me or made me feel weird about it. unlike some other siblings who demands i punch her if she gets it wrong#like... no? stop being weird about it youre making me more uncomfortable than using the wrong pronoun did#mums like that too 'oh i messed up hit me!' like no#how old are you?#grow up im not gonna hit you back why would hurting you make me feel better? does hurting people make you feel better?#cause that sounds like something you should see a licensed professional about. i dont care if its a therapist or a bartender#just do it away from me#rant#personal#delete later
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what do you MEAN my auntie is anti vax 😭 TWO of her brothers are doctors. another is a pharmacist!!!!!. HOW do you get to that conclusion ??????!!!!!
#chaos.txt#SHE COULDN'T HAVE ASKED? ANYONE?#oh my god her baby is like. 2 years old? NO VACCINES?#NONE? NONE AT ALL?#and she wants to have an unplanned home birth like MA'AM THATS DANGEROUS. PEOPLE CAN DIE#thats so upsetting and shocking and confusing like i have no idea why. her first birth was a c section 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#girl its not even like the first one was easy you should know better!!!!#ok home birth is more comfortable/simpler so no travelling thats fine i understand#UNPLANNED? NO NURSES? NO HEART MONITOR? NO AMBULANCE ON STANDBY?#what if she gets pre eclampsia. what if she doesn't dilate. what if baby can't breathe. what if baby needs cpr. what if she needs stitches.#what if she clots. Or doesn't???? what if the placenta doesn't deliver. what if. oh my god#oh my GOD. what the hell!!!!#and her sister in law is an ex doctor TOO. fine she doesn't want to talk to her brothers but THEY'RE FRIENDS.#head in hands. so many things can go wrong and the hospital isn't even far away 😭#i really honestly don't like her husband he's never home he's definitely misogynistic he's almost certainly the decider of being anti vax..#girl 😭 if he didn't like vaccines whyd he marry into a medic family like get OUTTT
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writing kaiya's initial death and i'm clenching my fist bc i'm sad but also bc it's so good and makes me so!!! excited!!! to write again!!!
#might take an unexpected but fun new approach to kaiya's character and i'm VIBRATING!!!#i do still enjoy her original story but i like this new one bc ofc there will be guilt -- kaiya feels responsible for a lot bc of how she i#there is gonna be that element of 'i feel like a monster and can't accept that side of myself and i've repressed it greatly'#but it'll be lessened bc of her involvement with cyrillo perhaps??#and she's going to be much more ready to fight for the people around her#none of this 'if i die it's fine i won't fight back' bc she has people she cares about and who rely on her#she will continue to fight and bite and crawl if she has to#guilt be damned -- she's going to protect her loved ones and the world she still feels so much hope for#I DUNNO IF I'M MAKING SENSE RN BUT I'M JUST SO EXCITED BC ALREADY I'M GETTING TO SEE A DIFFERENT SIDE OF HER#my baby girl my cinnamon apple i'm traumatizing you differently this time and i promise it's for the better ASDFGH#get ready to ramble | ooc
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the babygirlification of patroclus is the second worst thing about the song of achilles, the first of course being the fandom 🙏
#he’s like…. not a baby uwu gay 🙏 god bless though#me when i storm the battlefield and kill a bajillion people and climb the walls of troy 💀 and a full fucking god has to stop my ass 💀💀😭#me when i am a well rounded warrior in my own right and just because i cry for my friends that die does not mean i cry because of battle#also….. i am so serious when i say i’m better than you bc i read the iliad💀💀💀💀#TODAY i saw someone say they hated patroclus in the iliad and that the only sad part is hector/hektor’s death#girl 💀💀 how did you had patroclus he had 30 lines of dialogue 😭#secondly ofc hec/ktor’s death is the sad part he represents all of troy 💀 the iliad is a tragedy 💀 the fall of troy is morally ambiguous#the fall of troy led to the death of thousands 💀 its a war with deaths on all sides 💀 of fucking course it’s sad when troy incarnate fals#anyway i’m so severely sick of people who don’t know what the fuck they’re talking about#oh also if you disagree pls don’t start i’ll probably cry and i don’t care enough to argue 🙏🙏
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