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myriahkamm · 4 months ago

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@preusterreich tagged me in a "post your wip" thing because they're sneaky and they know I'm actually writing for once lol. Here's a very tiny snippet of the little RinRei ficlet I'm working on (because I'm on my phone right now and I'm terrible at typing on my phone):

"What the heck do you even like about me, anyway?!"

It had come up during one of their silly little arguments, but for some reason, it had stuck with Rei. It kept popping into his head while he tried to focus on homework.

It bothered him, he realized.

Not because he didn't have an answer, of course. He had myriad answers, too many to easily articulate.

No, what bothered him about it was the fact that Rin apparently didn't know any of those answers.

After an hour of struggling to finish his homework with that knowledge popping into his head over and over, Rei switched gears. He set his schoolwork aside, grabbed a blank sheet of paper, and began writing with intense focus.

That's all for now! Hope my very rusty writing lives up to y'all's expectations. 😅

Hoping to have the fully edited ficlet both here and on AO3 by Saturday this weekend. So if you like this much so far, be on the lookout for that!!

#myri speaks #myri writes #text post #my wips #RinRei #my babies how ive missed you #butterfly boyfriends #also working on a SouRei ficlet #apparently this inspiration won't stop #and im riding it as long as i can

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skunkes · 5 months ago

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#a doodley #i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash #anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago #im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up #and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad #like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to #quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen #and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be #and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die #and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago #and your brothers that passed away #recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7 #the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad #said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then #i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was #like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry #im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible #i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad

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edenfire · 2 months ago

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💗🌟🌈 rawr 🌈🌟💗

I've been feeling inspired by lisa frank aesthetics lately, so of course I had to mash them up with my babygirls🥰💘🎀💞🌸

(this is kinda making me want to design a sticker sheet for them👀🌸 lemme know if there is any interest for that~)

#shuake #goro akechi #akira kurusu #persona 5 #p5 #eeeeeee my babies #how ive missed them #i know its hardly been any time since ive drawn them #but it feels like forever🥺💗💞#i saw some really cool enamel pins and got inspired lol #i actually feel like this would be a good base for a sticker sheet👀#but i wanna make sure ppl would like that before i make it #oh! ive also been wanting to try enamel pin making again!!#i already have a design in mind #but im curious what you guys would like to see from me♡♡♡#so just lemme know what youd like~~#♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty #(< that's my art tag)

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ithinkhesgaybutwesavedmufasa · 1 year ago

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Captain 👏 Olivia 👏 Margaret 👏 Benson 👏 belongs 👏 with 👏 A 👏 D 👏 A 👏 Rafael 👏 Diaz 👏 Barba.👏

Full stop.

#olivia benson #rafael barba #law and order svu #svu #i know he officially doesnt have a middle name but thats the theory ive seen most since it is his mothers maiden name #ill say it a million times #elliot missed his chance and Liv deserves more #i was a hardcore elliot and olivia shipper my whole life but Barba can give her more and love her more selflessly #its for the best #i will not take criticism or arguments at this time #barson #i just watched gone baby gone and I cried twice #every one should have gotten awards for that episode #that acting was NEXT LEVEL #you could tell how much that episode meant to all of them

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gwyns · 2 months ago

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to any lurking e/riels who want to send me essays on how e/riel is our supreme overlord or whatever, don't bother. i'm just going to block you. i'm not entertaining your nonsense

#ive had a bad month and im on my period now #dont piss me off #also notice how i havent mentioned their ship in like a week? do you miss me babies?? 🩷#antielriel #anti e/riel #tp

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crimescrimson · 6 months ago

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Chloe Price in Life Is Strange (2015)

#Crimson's Gifs: Life Is Strange #Life Is Strange #LIS #LIS1 #LIS 1 #Life Is Strange 1 #Life Is Strange (2015)#Chloe Price #Chloe Price (LIS1)#Chloe Life Is Strange #So ive finished my second replay and again if you choose the bay over chloe I personally think you missed the entire point of the game #Because if you pick bay the entire game was for nothing and Joyce is in agony again (she suffers more than jesus in bay)#If you asked her she'd definitely choose to die over her baby as most good mothers would cos thats their baby #David is also a lot happier in Chloe ending instead of the Bay ending in LIS2 because a parent outliving their child is the worst thing #You could do to one. He misses Joyce but he still has Chloe (and Max). Most marriages don't survive the loss of a child #Idk just. aside from Max and Chloe obviously loving each other to death. Thinking about how much worse Chloe dying is over Joyce FOR Joyce #Nevermind the fact she gets murdered thinking shes abandoned and unloved on a cold dirty bathroom floor. Joyce doesnt deserve to die either #But at least hers is quick painless and not alone. Chloes fate in Bay is absolutely cruel and horrendous #Side note but I also think this is the most gut wrenching depiction of a school shooting ive ever seen in anything #Max jumping when the gunshot goes off makes me sick every time #Blood

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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if ryuji got to live and hang out with the morning glory kids long enough i know one of them would've introduced him to the concept of fursonas and scalies and he'd go fucking nuts

#snap chats #i should be drawing my goofy mothers day post but im too busy thinking of ryuji #he loved his mama i think its fair...#ryuji goda my loved i miss you #anyway why do i think he'd hang out with the morning glory kids Dawg I Dont Know let him hang #give him like two weeks vacation from takoyaki making and just visit kiryu and co #uncle ryuji in town baby who wants to hang from his biceps. who wants to shoot watermelons with his arm #uncle ryooj...#ive totally fucking. derailed from the og of this post #i think he should get a dragon persona #i dont mean Kohryu haha gottem #but he should sit down on the floor with the kids and draw some epic dragon in crayon #and then kiryu walks in like :? and ryuji just shows off his fuckin dragon and kiryus like Woah... thats cool.... i wanna make one...#and now theyre all making fursonas in the living room and its great. 10/10 yokoyama how much money do you need to make it happen #is this a spiritual sequel to my post about ichi meeting the kids and playing videogames with them... it should be..

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fabdante · 7 months ago

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Four Characters that make me go 'My Man!' (tagged by @robinainthood , thank u for the tag my friend here's the original post)

(im going to cheat for this so because they're identical twins reboot dante and vergil count as one guy thank you for your time 💖)

my criteria to narrow things down was men whom i have literally referred to as 'my man' at least once for whatever reason

also shout out to xmen 97 magneto specifically with his opera gloves no helmet look because every time i saw him i really did just go 'my man!!' and immediately would start messaging my girlfriend about it

tagging: @whimsipunk @thevampireauthoress and whomever else, no pressure though!!

#'fab half of the list is dante-' yeah what of it #im a dmc blog at heart thats just how this is idk #also specifically shaggy 5 dante the not shaggy 5 dante matters less to me #me doing this like 'oh wow this is hard what characters make m-oh WoW!!!'#i love the design for heroes of the storm zul jin but i wish like they kept his missing arm and like the eye and stuff is this supposed to #like be like baby zul jin before all that happened or like??#in my heart he looks like this but with the missing arm and eye he can keep his tusks #also my girlfriend just saw a picture of 97 magneto and was like 'oh wow i did not realize he looked like this here-' and im like IVE BEEN #TRYING TO TELL YOU asdfghjk #fab talks #fabtalks

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charliethemanticore · 11 months ago

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Hi btw being trans does not automatically grant you supernatural understanding of all esoteric trans knowledge. You actually need to put effort into learning or put effort into keeping quiet about things that don't pertain to your specific experience

#my cishet brother has a better grasp of transgender theory than my transgender bisexual sister because he like... did some basic research #meanwhile my sister confidently told me 'oh youre nit trans youre neutral' the ither week and i almost slapped her #miss maam i am nonbinary and i have been out as some kind of trans for ten years i will politely ask you to shut up ONCE #also in no universe am i 'neutral' but even if i WAS by definition i would not be identifying wholly with my assigned sex #WHICH WOULD MAKE ME TRANSGENDER ANYWAY #apparently shes been portraying herself as the only trans in the family despite the fact that ive BEEN OUT FOR A DECADE #like ms maam when i came out you were TEN YEARS OLD. i taught you what transgender meant! i know for certain i taught you better #i DEFINITELY taught you better than to TELL PEOPLE WHAT THEY ARE #like okay i guess if youre not into research and history and you just wanna exist without having yo be an expert that is fine #but DO NOT present yourself as an expert. you are an expert in YOUR BODY and YOUR EXPERIENCES #like. shes got severe 'no one has ever done it like me. i am the weirdest girl at the party' syndrome #while also having the personality of an edgy piece of toast #i love her but i have. been very angry at her and i cant even say anything about it #like. baby girl you are a very generic case of autism and transgender and bisexuality. youre not the most random unique case #'how could you understand?!' meanwhile im sitting there wildly neuridivergent and transgender and i got eldest daughter/third parent trauma #like hmm yeah i wonder what id know about it. i wonder how i could possibly understand. i wonder how i could possibly offer relevant advice #i give up #shes a fucking edge lord and our mum feeds into it rather than being like 'some of your experiences are actually universal'#anyway rant over #my brother is an angel and i eould die for him. worlds best ally #he has never once misgendered me or made me feel weird about it. unlike some other siblings who demands i punch her if she gets it wrong #like... no? stop being weird about it youre making me more uncomfortable than using the wrong pronoun did #mums like that too 'oh i messed up hit me!' like no #how old are you?#grow up im not gonna hit you back why would hurting you make me feel better? does hurting people make you feel better?#cause that sounds like something you should see a licensed professional about. i dont care if its a therapist or a bartender #just do it away from me #rant #personal #delete later

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faaun · 11 months ago

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contrast on 100% sharpness on 100%

#sometimes i don't listen to music for weeks and ive realised the reason - sometimes it's more comfortable to live in a blur #i dont know what i want to do i dont know what i will mean! everything was clear and now i'm thinking of how i will miss you i miss you #i already missed you. something about an LLM good enough to be the descendent of us and then something less clear. something about the free #energy principle something about a 64 channel EEG something about neural manifolds something about how i felt when the trees #looked like astrocytes something about when i traced psi and phi on the back of my hands to calm down. something about asking the chemist #for help. the intersection is my baby that i've betrayed by inaction. what do you want to do? be specific. i'm scheduled to break up #with my girlfriend tomorrow and i don't quite know if i have reason enough to go through with it. the first time i shot a compound bow #it felt strong and angry and blunt. i was irrationally afraid of killing my friend by accident. i thought of how it felt for the first #man to shoot a gun to point it at another and what compelled us to turn this into a daily tradition. it must have felt strong and horrible.

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chuuyadaydreams · 4 months ago

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I’VE NEVER DOUBTED MY BABYGIRL NOBARA FOR A SECOND!! THE QUEEN IS BACK YALL 🙌🙌

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #nobara kugisaki #nobara comeback #the queen is back #oh my baby how ive missed you #and everyone clapped #and everyone cheered #and everyone cried #happy tears #because sheeeee’s baaaaaack

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skunkes · 3 months ago

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not an ask, but I saw ur post and relate a lot to it.

anticipatory grief sucks. people will tell you not to think about it, not to let it steal from today, but some days are just so hard. sometimes it feels unavoidable, like it’s some goliath mountain in the distance or even the sky and you can’t not look at it. it’s like you have to keep trying to distract yourself not to think about it, and it’s exhausting, and you’re so fucking scared of the inevitable.

like how does anyone even function? the idea of the world continuing to spin when there’s this terrible, horrible thing that will happen some day is unfathomable but it does, and it’s horrible. Some day will mark the before and the after. nobody can ever be ready for it.

I hope the love you have keeps you strong. wishing you the best.

this is literally it. i know thinking about it Now wont make the actual day it happens any easier. but it's impossible to not think about it, especially since there's no tangible way to preserve memories or feelings or the like forever. i cry easily and get emotional over most anything and everything, which is another layer of difficulty wrt it because I spiral. I want to squeeze out of my body. im not meant for any of it

#skunk mail #Anonymous #ill be in a car with my dad fighting tears thinking about how ill miss it one day and there's no way for my brain to capture the moment and #make a simulation of it. and even then that wouldnt help. ykwim #sometimes i sit in my parents room while my parents and brother are there and i cant stop thinking about when ill see them for the last tim #and how i wish i could full really truly wring every last drop of ''appreciation'' from the moment.#i think about that time isnt linear thing. how everything that has happened or will happen exists on its own #and i think about the cheye experiencing the After tragedy. and i cant handle it. not now or then. i envy the past cheye #even the one of 5 seconds ago. because that was 5 seconds ive lost. 5 seconds closer to events that will #separate my life into Before and After. over and over again #(like you said anon. i think abt that all the time too)#i think this is also why im struggling with the thought of moving out #we all have so little time. dont even get me started on the fear and grief i feel for my own life #not only fearing dying but fearing the lead up where ive lost and cried over much. just me. alone.#ill never see them again. it will never be today again. we'll never be in my parents room like today again. i cant take it.#even if i spend every last second with everybody i still wont be able to take it. i cant believe it #human beings that were all somebody's baby once. tomorrow it will be like they were never here at all. all their memories #go with them. it hurts so bad. i cant take it #i cant even breathe rn ruminating abt it *peace sign emoji*

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llitchilitchi · 5 months ago

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Your watercolor piece is so BEAUTIFUL!!! its so hard to see fanart of traditional media and you absolutely *ate* with that one 🥹 the colors are so delicate and i love all the white space you left in between

aaaaa thank you!! always happy to see people be excited about traditional art :D