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reachingrachnius · 1 year ago

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Ai generated

#shrimp #this is ai generated my apologies for not tagging it earlier.#in the contexts of my posts that night it was obvious but I can understand that once it broke containment it lost that #my b I didn’t expect it to

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vampirenicotine · 2 months ago

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Do you think Jam are together irl

LOLLLL i think that’s his best boy friend

#am i being too bold on the dash #didn’t expect to get this #b answers #jam reiderson #my gif

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madaqueue · 3 months ago

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i only cried once today after being yelled at/scolded for two hours straight!!!!! i would like my hug and pat on the head for being so good now please!!!!!!!

#technically i did cry one more time when i got home lmao #but like IT WAS MY FIRST DAY #AND MY FIRST DAY DOING ALL THESE THINGS #and i kept getting scolded for not knowing how to do stuff when it was a) literally my first time #and b) the person who was upset with me was SUPPOSED TO TRAIN ME #BUT THEY DIDNT #instead they just kept saying ‘you’re doing that wrong’#without ever showing me how to do it right #:(( like it’s your job to teach me!!!!#also they ignored me the entire morning like literally didn’t introduce themself or even say hi #and i am a VERY like outgoing/bubbly person irl #but i also need positive feedback or i will crumble to pieces #and i hate being made to feel stupid when i wasn’t taught something #like if you show me how to do it ill do it perfect the next time!!!#but expecting me to know something without being taught is impossible and setting us both up for failure #bleh sorry for ranting :(( bad day for quinn lmao #anyways i’m gonna eat some chocolate and do some homework and think about kissing gojo and maybe things will be better #i am accepting hugs and pats on the head though #because i was very brave (didn’t audibly cry in front of others)#q speaks

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deus-ex-mona · 4 months ago

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chizuchan was right. childhood friend romances are the b e s t

#this isnt about nghy for once but nghy is still the best cec childhood friends romance ship no question #but. man. the niji.gaku anime… i didn’t expect it to be *this* 🌈… no wonder why it’s the rainbow school…#the bg yuri plot involving ayumu and yu????? hello??????????#it was a classic case of oblivious gf accidentally ignores jealous gf (over multiple eps) till she loses it #that was a masterpiece. cheesy. yes. but the subplot was amazing if y(o)u know what to look out for #an d g o d. the way yu gave ayumu that flower which meant ‘unchanging feelings’ when they made up post-conflict.#a n d the way ayumu wore it in her hair for her performance afterwards… man. she’s bragging about her wife lmfaooooooo #‘look setsuna-chan yu is mine :)’#ig i’ll spend today watching s2~~~~~#i want to see m o r e of a*yu*mu and their developments now that they’re (p much) secure in their relationship lol #childhood friends yuri forever. thank you niji.gaku #b u t the way they called it the ‘school idol festival’ was f o u l lmfaoooooooo it eosed last year s o b s #c. come to think of it. it eosed on the same day as honeypre… man. 31 march 2023 was not a good day for my rhythm gacha game obsessed-self #auauauauauuauauauaaaaaa anyway childhood friends romance ftw you agree y/y—#ok insanity over gn guyssss

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sweetest-honeybee · 1 year ago

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them having you chill on the side is how they lure you in with a false sense of hope of "it's really not that bad!~" DON'T FALL FOR IT--

but deadass i remember it was like that the first day i was a carhop at sonic, thought it wasn't too bad. literally the next day i had over a 100 separate orders i took out. i worked there for 2 weeks then gave a 2 weeks cause i was too scared to just quite outright LMAO (was my first job at 17)

best of luck to you, and am sending all the good vibes that you get a better opportunity elsewhere!!! 💛🏵

EXACTLY and I fuckin KNOW they’re making it look easier. I’m not quick enough yet to handle a line of people and that’s fine but they haven’t trained me for it yet

The funniest thing is is that so many people quit ALL at he time there and people would keep saying those people who quit were just too lazy and the workload was too hard and blah blah blah

It’s NOT. The “workload” is running around in the same open room or to the kitchen unless you spend your time in the cooler. The main managers just an ass and I have the strongest feeling she’s run out people by being an asshole to them because the second I saw the way she handled me accidentally letting a dude walk out without paying, I knew there and then that I wasn’t gonna be working there long be it that she fired me for the stupidest gd reason or I quit

#btw here’s the story about that #dude walked out with $12.20 worth of stuff and I didn’t notice til I rung up cigarettes for another guy which added #onto previous guys total right #so there’s already my drawer being short for the day AND manager had to fix 2 separate transactions #she was so snarky and bitchy the whole time she was handling it but I must emphasize that SHE handled it #I just initialed a couple receipts or whatever #second guy gets his cigs and goes but she’s gotta ring em up to make a full transaction #for a reason I still don’t know #she’s handled the WHOLE thing so far #then turns to me when the screens got the DOB thing you fill in for cigs/alcohol #and in the most condescending tone goes ‘okay. enter your birth date’#that alone didn’t sit right with me and I snapped right back at her #bc A. I ain’t old enough to buy cigs anyways and my DOB is invalid so idk what she expected #and B. I wouldn’t have put it in anyways #she RELUCTANTLY puts in her birth date n whatnot #and alls well after #but that shit is WEIRD like I know it was my fault but that was really fuckin odd for my 4th day on the job

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bright-and-burning · 7 months ago

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seeing all of these worst mutuals tags and wow . either my memory is a lot worse than i thought or i’ve been having a pretty solid internet experience

#ok well there was the tankie who joined a tiny meat gang gay fans server im in (that basically became a friend group chat)#and told me i wasn’t a leftist bc i a) voted b) didn’t think north korea was good and c) wasn’t willing to die for the cause #which was a crazy experience to have in a. to repeat. TINY MEAT GANG SERVER #also the straight person who joined knowing it was lgbtq only who like didn’t tell anyone for two months and then was homophobic #but i Started Out not liking either of those ppl lol #i just ended up validated #honestly prior to this the only ppl i’ve really been mega internet friends with for longer than .#idk 6 months? has been that tiny meat gang server and i’ve had them since 2019 <3 #all of the like ‘expected me to be their therapist’ type stuff happened to me irl instead lmao #i think my constant switching up of interests kept me from making any other serious friends online #blessing! and a curse

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mishtershpock · 7 months ago

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#okay i’m gonna try to keep this short and sweet. 30 tag maximum you are my nemesis lol #my main issue here is not necessarily that the karaoke and other bach party scenes have likely been cut #it’s more that they’re clearly buddie baiting for engagement #journalists were watching the episode as early as saturday. which means the ep was ready by at least this time last week #so they knew that the scenes had been cut. and they chose to continue including it in promotion and interviews #i KNOW that logically the reason they chose those scenes to cut was because they’re less important. and we’d already seen them #they technically already gave us the clips in the promo videos. right? so bye bye #but that’s bullshit. sorry #they used buddie best friendism content as a way to promote the ep and increase hype #and then they just pull it out from under us the day before it airs #this is a madney episode. madney are getting married. buddie having fun is not the most important thing here. i get it #so why did they not promote something else? you’re telling me there was NOTHING ELSE they could’ve used?#nothing else from the episode that was free of big spoilers? at all???#it’s madney’s episode but they chose to promote one clip of buddie talking to maddie. one of chim crawling. and the bach party stuff #they must know that people would focus on the bach party. buddie is beloved buck and eddie are beloved #what were they expecting??#they used buddie as a pairing as bait. not queer bait and not even ship bait i suppose as there was nothing ‘shippy’ shown #but they baited buddie content. that’s literally what’s happened #i would be more understanding if this wasn’t a regular occurrence. it’s normal sure. shows do this all the time with fan faves #but also it is a false reflection of the episode. even journalists are saying the episode is not what they expected from the promo #it honestly feels like they’ve made fools of us. maybe the episode will air and it’ll be better than expected #but i don’t have much hope not much hope for buddie. not much hope for madney getting what they deserve. ZERO hope for eddie’s 7b storyline #frankly i’m expecting b/t to be the main chat after this ep. which is……. anyway #i’m not really liking s7 so far and i feel gaslit when people say it’s great lol #IN MY OPINION it is choppy and too fast and a little ooc and doesn’t make a lot of sense #they didn’t even green light bi!buck until episode. what. 2/3??#so presumably had to change everything from then on #i know that’s partly down to limited episode numbers but… 3 eps for the cruise (unnecessary) but 1 for madney wedding? ok #sigh. if anyone’s read this far pls don’t come for me ok. these are just my opinions #we’re all entitled to them. i’m sad for madney and i’m sad for buddie best friendism and i’m sad for s7 as a whole right now

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gatheryepens · 1 year ago

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So I did something new today…

#I signed up to do this shared reading #at this art gallery near where I live #I was really nervous to go #as I didn’t know what to expect #but it was really nice #it was a small group of people #about five or so #all aged like 50+#I felt really bad because I felt like I was intruding on their space 😭😭#but the person who runs it seemed happy and asked if I was coming back next week #basically what happened is the person running it compiled a bunch of quotes #poems and letters to do with a topic and we just discussed it #as she was explaining what they do she asked if I wrote and I’m just there like kind of…#and she was like maybe you can share sometime and I’m like….#the thing is almost poems I write are either a. when I sad so it doesn’t make for a good share and tell and b. incomplete 😭#maybe one day but for now hard no 💀#but I had a really great time I really enjoyed when they start talking about their childhood’s #because obviously it will be vastly different compared to mine it was very insightful #some bad news whilst I was out I went to an audiologist #and I will have to cough up £55 to get my ears sorted out #since it’s been two months and I still have a blocked ear 👍🏾#so that will be fun #gatherrambles #gatherbeingbookish #thegapyeardiaries

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lil-cubone · 1 year ago

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i feel so sick rn

#my friend is moving out of my (our) house #and I don’t want her to go which is so selfish bc she knows im eventually leaving for school so its only fair she find a place to live after #but I didn’t expect to look at a place today and want to go by next wk #im so sad even if it’s for the best #no more power imbalance #im a fool for being in love w my roommate knowing I can’t do anything bc we’re roommates #but now that we’re not going to b roommates I don’t want her to go #not to mention now I have to find someone else to live in her room #add that to all the shit I have to do #she’s not even going to b that far away but it feels like the end of the world for me jesus #jgh #and she’s taking her cat w her #shut up lily

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sakhafa · 2 years ago

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it’s so wild to write a journal entry ab how ur spiraling and don’t know what ur doing in life and then read the last journal entry u wrote and it’s all ab how ur grateful and full of hope and what not

#I’m trying to be all ‘yea all of my grad school applications turning to shit is a sign to go back to plan med school’#but like I cannot be delusional…dua and manifesting don’t work if I don’t put in the work #but I just already feel so drained and burnt out before anything is starting?#my journal entry from last month was ab how I was excited for what’s to come and ofc I didn’t expect this and it’s just so…tiring rly #if I don’t have a proper career then I’ll b fkn miserable lol #it’s just. things make no sense but at the same time they do but at the same time they don’t. i just feel so lost #may Allah guide me fr bc idfk what is going on

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seven-thewanderer · 2 years ago

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Okay I never really planned to ever say something relating to me working on a drawing, but I have to share this

So I was drawing something (that I won’t specify what exactly), and it related with that upper spot in Monty’s Gator Golf, which I think is called a catwalk, idk

But I grabbed 3 references for it.

As I was inserting them into the image as references for me to use. But I have a specify way I like to put references in. I don’t like them to be overlapping, and I don’t like there being an awkward gap in between 2 references. So, I zoom in really close to make sure that the boundaries of each image are touching, but not overlapping or leaving a gap.

So i insert the first 2 images, nothing wrong, everything’s going well.

Then I get to the third one. I thought everything was fine, but then I looked at it, and I jumped so badly

Apparently, when I grabbed this image as a ref, I didn’t see a problem

I SEE IT NOW AND I HATE IT

#I WAS JUST TRYING TO FIND A REF SO I COULD SEE THE CATWALK #AND I THOUGHT “Oh they’re using their flashlight good I can see how it looks”#I DID NOT EXPECT TO THEN GET JUMPSCARED BY A FLIPPIN B U F F H E L P Y #I FELT LIKE I WAS GONNA JUMP OUT OF MY SKIN #LIKE WHAT THE HECK?!?!#I hate that #I don’t know how I didn’t see it before #This is like the angriest I’ve gotten while drawing (I think)#I cannot believe he was just hiding in plain sight #and I didn’t see him until I started drawing at 2 AM #I GOT THIS IMAGE FOR THE DRAWING YESTERDAY #HOW DIDNT I SEE IT?!?!#random post #rant #I am angry & scared still both at the same time T^T #Like that literally jumpscared me and idk how #I cannot believe this

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suswous · 24 days ago

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I know that, especially if it’s strangers, safety is also a big part of the concern, but I feel like a lot of (cis) women would be more comfortable sleeping in mixed gender rooms/rooms potentially with a bunch of cis guys if there was the requirement that you gotta promise to be cool about periods.

#thinking abt how when we went to Essen we booked a bunch of hostel rooms #and the way it worked out I was staying w/ 3 guys (in a 6 bed room) w/ I was totally fine w/#(all cis to my knowledge—and this is a fairly queer/trans club so ppl tbf to be more open)#which I’ll be honest earlier I had thought I’d try to get a room w/ more women but I actually didn’t rlly care #and of course the fact that I trusted most ppl in that club and those guys overall #(tbf one of them I just trusted in so far as he seemed fine but the other one’s I actively knew and trusted and given it’s the same room #that’s definitely enough)#but I wonder if I would’ve been less comfortable if I were on my period #like they wouldn’t be dicks abt it #but I think I would still feel that awkwardness/duty to hide it #and that’s why I think it’s specifically important that it’s like an affirmative agreement to be cool #bcs like yeah maybe if I mentioned having a period they would like try to be cool abt it but they wouldn’t expect it #but if it’s like affirmatively agreed to that they understand the risks and that they expect to hear abt periods/other stuff #maybe cis women would feel more comfortable #(Idk abt non-cis ppl who have periods bcs I can’t speak for how that would affect things)#(also I think this is mostly a problem for cis guys bcs a.obvs men (&nbs) who have/have had periods know what it’s like #&b. I feel like if you’re trans (or gnc but cis to some extent too) you learn to be cool w/shit #or at least just there’s not that societal expectation that you need to be kept from the knowledge of periods)#(also obvs anyone who uses women’s public restrooms is gonna get used to periods whether they have ‘em or not lol)

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deus-ex-mona · 9 months ago

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unsaved by meoto…

#b. but welllll ig they’ve always released the crossfades. like. around 2 weeks before the album releases s soooooo #idk what i was expecting tbh lmfaooooooooo what even is time anywayyyyy #guess minami and lxl aren’t getting any mvs for their birthday? the minami erasure is real :((((((#but hmmmmm they’d usually release related mvs leading up to the album drop right~~~~? guess they aren’t doing that for lxl? lmao #oh well since there’s no crossfade ig i now have an excuse to go to bed extra early today lollll #today was seriously tiring… most of my competent coworkers didn’t show *and* the people who did made my patience wear thin :(#the guy who’s held prisoner in my workplace seriously got on my nerves too… s i g h s #to live is to suffer ig… ✨efferverscent✨

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lilidawnonthemoon · 3 months ago

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😌🎧📞💚📔🪐🌟🥰

#ooooh YES!!!#i wasn’t a big fan of One of a Kind b-sides but I love every single song on this 💯#first of all TTYL is such an earworm it’s not leaving my brain for a second haha great fun choreo great mv full of lore #Cotton Candy/ Confessions being twin songs sang by different members/units is so interesting & fun #the choreo is so good too (f*ck it up Hyeju!!) and we’re getting a mv for the two with some Yuri hehe they know their audience #the bass Hyeju’s rap and both bridges (come on vocals!) 👌 just wish Confessions bridge was longer #now Hocus Pocus is PEAK Loossemble they’re really establishing their sound #didn’t expect to love it that much it’s so interesting and goes hard #HOCUS POCUS SPIN IN MY HEART 🧙#and saving the best for last: Secret Diary 🤩#might be not only my favorite of this album but one of my favorite Loossemble songs & b-sides of the year I’m in love #the strings 😍😍😍 I ascended #it’s sexy a bit eerie/creepy and truly Gowon’s song #I always loved her (vocaloid) tone it contributed so much to Loona’s sound and now I get to enjoy it to its fullest potential #anyways super cohesive EP one of my favorites this year for sure #oh Godssemble keep outdoing themselves 😌#TTYL #Loossemble #kpop #comeback #album #September 2024 #girl groups #ggs #Spotify

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mzcain27 · 5 months ago

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Gonna need the older males in my life to stop expecting me to match every emotional whim they have

#like no I don’t actually like being touched #so I don’t care if YOU so desperately want a hug #they are mutual and my willingness does actually matter #and also whyyyyyy would you send me sappy miss you messages and expect me to respond #like a) I was busy and forgot about it anyway #and b) when have I ever even remotely given off the vibe that I’m gonna be like #omg miss you too sooooooo much!!!#like shut up if you are getting upset that I didn’t match that energy when I NEVER HAVE it’s your own fault brother #and then to take it out on EVERYBODY #grow up #anyway #Alexa play labour by Paris paloma

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basilapricot · 7 months ago

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mate how are people in the uk gonna be "active during and before the primary". they dont even have a primary.

This is about US elections specifically!! Good luck to y’all in other electoral configurations 🫡. If I was originally responding to a UK-specific post fr my bad i take back my whole rant I am so sorry.

Edit: Ok just went back the original post was 100% about UK elections. OP totally could have been correct I am so sorry 😭. My bad everyone deleted my original responses pack it up good luck to y’all Sunak seems like a trip god bless.

#Lowkey was nawt feeling my best when I responded to that original post and blew up a bit bc I thought no one would see it #didn’t really expect to get any responses and was writing to vent #sorry if I overstepped at all !! just more reflecting frustrations at people’s opinions on my US based college campus and profession #my b

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