#my arm will not forgive me again
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alongside someone like you
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#jjk leaks#i feel like i say this after every piece at this point but iam once again. SO TIRED#collapses dead#cries i did it again i ws up all last night finishing the first 1.....tht one took *counts* 8 hours...#got 3 hrs sleep n picked up where i left off on th second one at 8 in the morning#2nd one absolutely ruined me n made the third one feel like a herculean task . even tho its literally just them on a bed#rooms....KITCHENS......beloathed!!!! public enemy no1 kill on sight!!!!!!#hell is real and they make u render different rooms of houses from scratch no perspective tool no clue what ur doing#n they see how long it takes u to completely lose it#clipped yuujis bangs back tho n i thought tht was cute . silver linings#1ST ONE WAS SO FUN ALSO idk if its bc outdoor environments r forgiving or bc i had more energy n was fresh faced n hopeful or what#but it is by far my favourite. once again pulled out nearly every nature brush in my arsenal#third one meh simple safe soft w/e i was just so exhausted after th kitchen tht working on it was such a slog#oh ya i added a bunch of scars 2 yuuji's arms n lobbed off his ring finger sighs the yuuji injury list (tm) grows every minute#also HINA USE YELLOW CHALLENGE CLEAR golden hour in2 sunset my beloved <333 easy warm light + safe homey Peaceful vibes...bless#cries eternally thinking abt them let us have this let THEM have this pls thank u#ok i need to not look at these anymore take them enjoy my contribution 2 the domestic itfs pile
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there's nothing to forgive
#kidkiller#theyre broken but they have each other#killer feels so much blame for everything that happened he doesnt register the amount of trauma he has experienced#he only thinks about being back at kids side and begging for his forgiveness but baby you dont even know#it physically hurts me the amount of love and sadness and tenderness they make me feel#kid thought he lost him forever and to hold him again in his arms feels surreal#i know they have so many nightmares so they go to each others beds like when they were children#so they can feel safer and try to sleep or at least hear each others breathing#theyre so real#killer#one piece#one piece fanart#killer one piece#kidkil#eustass kid#kid#eustasskid#eustasscaptainkid#op fanart#one piece eustass#my art
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Forgive me for my impure thoughts...
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#stop whys jt always steve w his arms up#WHYS IT ALWAYS SO.#it doesnt matter. what matters is its hot. also look fast quick before i get anxious and delete everything!!!!!#my art#digital art#my ocs#time and time again#i drew this one and put it on patreon but its been long enough#OuUUUUUU FORGIVE ME#IM SORRY I POST LIKE THIS AND YOU DONT GET TO SEE NORMAL STUFF
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Peter Parker if he got bit by a radioactive sword ☢️🟢⚔️
if I had a nickel for every time I made a Spider-Man au based off a video game, I'd have three nickels, which isn't a lot but it's concerning that it's happened three times. This au is the spidey/final fantasy vii mashup, where Peter becomes the Unreliable Narrator
anyway someone pretty please write this au for me <333 I'll pay you <3333333
bg variants under the cut
the BIGGEST dilemma(s) was figuring out if I should
A) keep the eyes in my art style (no colours, just the highlight), bc ngl it makes him seem more babey (pic 1),,, or
B) add the mako-glow to the eyes so i could be lore-accurate.... also I spent a lot of time!! on colouring in those pixels!!!!! dammit!!!!!!!!! (pic 2) and
C) OF COURSE i was struggling to choose between the white and red backgrounds!!!!! evil me!!!!!!! making difficult creative decisions!!!!!!
i will,,,, try to draw the other peeps as well (mj as tifa and gwen as aerith ,,, mmm yesss esysey yes ssss) but i fear the monkey brain has already died........ i will try tho,,,,,,,,,,
#finally. i drew the little freaky white boy after.... many many months of not drawing him#do you see the little spider :) it's. it's because he's spider-man!! (it's a very ugly spider i forgive you if you can't find it)#bro looks like a kpop idol im literally screaming#dance for us baby boy. honey bee inn that shit. crank that soulja boy. break it til ya make it#listen i have to draw peter in cloud's pretty blue dress sometime otherwise i WILL explode...........#anyway be like me and refuse to draw legs !!!!!! what are lower limbs!!!!???? who cares !!!!!! just run away when confronted by femurs!!!!!#you would not believe how long i had to stare at cloud's arms in order to make sense of them. why are his triceps so fucked up#many times i had to stop myself from jumping into my laptop screen and succumb to the fiery CPU death bc MY GOD....#i am SWEATING..... EURHG#also obviously new colouring/shading thing again.... ough...... consistent art style WHEN#what the fuck do i tag this as???#peter parker#spider man fanart#spider man#ffvii#final fantasy vii#agni and his many many au's number 39874#artoftheagni
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art ideas you say,,,
well for a start HEY APPA HOPE YOURE DOIN WELL ^_^ as for ideas. i would love to see more of the andromeda bros or tabi (or all of them ion complain) forgive me im brainrotting insanely hard
but,, if you are indeed taking any sorta suggestions, may i request my wife ayana? you doodled smth silly of her like once and i never got over it and methinks it would be super cool if you drew her again :333
HIIIIIII I am doing just fine thank you!!!!!!!! i hope the same for you :>
I will DEFINITELY draw more of the Andromedas and Tabi later, but for now I will do justice for your beautiful bride ^_^🙏
#omg tho about the doodle you mentioned…. I DO absolutely remember that one which is crazy because that was almost THREE(?) years ago#and that was the ONLY time ive ever done so but ik i did it in her og style.. so heres her again but in mine YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#forgive me though its past midnight and her arms dont seem quite that right !#the pose was just not posing#ayana#vs ex girlfriend#ask#k1rameki#my art
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Started listening to Pink Floyd - Animals, which happened to be my mom’s favorite album
I sobbed and cried VERY loudly while holding her ashes like an insane person
Guys am I crazy?
#dylan speaks words#iunno#pink floyd#animals#pink floyd animals#I miss my mom guys#I miss her so much#she had the best opinions on music#I’m sorry I was a callous teenager mom#I’m sorry I gave up when you had cancer#I’m sorry I wasn’t trying my best#I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m so fucking sorry#please please forgive me#I don’t care if you think I’m a faggot or queer or worthless#I’d give anything to cry in your arms again mom#vent#vent post#music#rock music
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I personally find it very funny that my sister and I are both obsessed with an unfairly attractive long-haired fictional man with a tendency to prance around without a shirt on who would do anything for his autistic daughter... and it's not even the same damn fictional man
"Oh we're so different we will never get along" Blatant lies, we're one in the same and completely incorrigible in what we are
#and yes I am aware that ghazan is not a dad in canon. but do I look like I care?#canon is dead and I can do what I want#vi's fictional dilf of choice is aaravos tdp by the way#but unlike aaravos. ghazan's daughter is alive...#may leola forgive me for saying that. in my defense I cannot allow myself to be anything but blunt because I will cry very easily#leola reminds me a lot of lien-hua narrative wise and that makes me insane#WAIT FUCK MY ANGST GREMLIN BRAIN JUST AWAKENED#IF WE COMPARE GHAZAN TO AARAVOS THEN THE SACRIFICE AU HITS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT#FUCK IT. NEW BRANCH OF SACRIFICE AU WHERE THAT DAY JUST SO HAPPENED TO COINCIDE WITH GHAZAN DECIDING TO GO FIND HIS DAUGHTERS#AND HE'S THE ONE WHO SAVES HER. AND THE IMAGE OF HIS FREEING HER OF THE RESTRAINTS AND TAKING HER INTO HIS ARMS#HER. BRUISED AND BLOODIED AND HALF DISSOCIATED AND BELIEVING HERSELF DEAD BECAUSE HOW ELSE WOULD HER LATE FATHER BE STANDING BEFORE HER??#AND HE NOTICES HOW SMALL AND FRAIL SHE IS. HOW THIN. HOW HER TORN DRESS HANGS SO LOOSELY OFF HER#HOW HER EYES ARE WIDE WITH FEAR AND DISBELIEF. FILLED TEARS THAT WON'T FALL. HOW SHE PRESSES AGAINST HIM BC SHE MIGHT BE DEAD BUT#AT LEAST SHE'S FINALLY BEING HELD. AT LEAST SHE GETS TO SEE HER DAD AGAIN#THAT IMAGE? IS ABSOLUTELY DOING ME IN FUCK#I'M GOING TO BITE INTO A WALL#okay. okay. deep breaths. calm down#this.. isn't where I expected this post to go but... I'm not complaining#new strain of brain fungus acquired
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guys I’m crying I was playing tug o war with my dog and he accidentally bit down too close to my hand and ended up chomping my finger a little bit so I said ow and stopped the game for a minute to make sure it was okay (I’m fine sldlflfl) and now he won’t play anymore and he keeps trying to lick my hands he looks like he feels so bad omg 😭
#HE KEEPS TRYING TO TELL ME HES SORRY#AND ITS LIKE SIR IM FINE I FORGIVE YOU CAN WE PLAY AGAIN#HOW DO I GIVE A HUMAN EQUIVALENT OF A PLAY BOW TO SHOW IM FINE UAFH#wacky’s soliloquies#being okay#The puppy on the other hand hasn’t learned how hard is too hard to bite and she’s a menace#It’d be fine if she just did it to me and just to my arms but no#She’s a literal ankle biter if she can’t reach your hands she WILL bite your toes#She does it to my other dog too when they play 60% of it is him trying to move his paws out of her reach#It’s so funny because he ends up falling over the sldlfkgk
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Vanguard G
Now I have a few problems with G notably Shion (I don’t care what anyone else says his story is boring, the led sword plot was unneeded, arm makes no sense, and about the only use i get out of him is that freak souma using ryuzu’s clone tech for dead dove related purposes because he is insane boy do i have dead dove plots for shion)
But my hate for Shion aside there is something I will never forgive them for
And that is him
This sweet little angel comes waltzing in here like a clumsy cutie pie
Goes on an adorable date with Tokoha
AND THEN THEY MURDER HIM
This is a crime and i will not stand for it
Give me back Miguel
#vanguard#cfv#cardfight!! vanguard#cardfight!! vanguard G#cardfight!! vanguard G next#vanguard miguel#vanguard needs to stop hurting my funny little blond men#they do nothing but be happy and vanguard drags them into a back alley never to be seen again#if he does come back i will still never forgive them#screw you vanguard stop getting me attched to men you murder in 1 ep#or murder multiple times for the same uncaring brunette#also will never apologize to shion#hes the reason i watch vanguard at 2x speed just to not deal with him and arm that confusing child#i have no clue why i hate him so#he really hasn’t done anything#well other than be good dead dove fooder
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I have about a million wips percolating around in my head right now but I’m finally going to finish writing the jamie/keeley early relationship > breakup > friendship > roy/jamie/keeley future relationship study that I’ve been sitting on for like a year and a half and it’s solely out of my (maybe unjustified) level of spite over the “why would Jamie even think he stood a chance” “Jamie was never a real option and hasn’t been since season 1!!” “Since when is Jamie still hung up on Keeley didn’t he give up on that” “this came out of no where this triangle has never been a thing!!” crowd
#I just desperately need more people to remember he literally told her he loved her a season ago#every interaction they’ve had post breakup screams ‘I’m still down so bad for you keeley Jones’#and there’s a BIG difference between not pursuing her because she’s in another relationship#and not pursuing her just because her other ex is sad about it lol#also keeley leapt in his arms at the chance to go to brazil with him#and has been making heart eyes and comments about him and maybe her feelings for him churning up again#all seasonnnn#so forgive me if I don’t think Jamie was crazy for thinking hey maybe keeley would want to be with me#ANYWAY#it’s called lunar years and it’s been sitting in the drafts practically since I discovered that song lol#ted lasso#my writing#jamiekeeley#royjamiekeeley
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#Doodles#SCII#YIK#Molly#First time drawing Molly!! Who belongs to trollybazoo btw :3#It's like fanart telephone haha I'm going off of Zarla's art of her so pls forgive any inaccuracies of a quick glance#She's super cute ♥ I have expressed my love of their relationship before and I will again! Lol#But first I gotta sing my love to YIK once again hhhgggg why is she so goshdang pretty#I think what's especially funny is that I didn't sit down to draw her - it might be a bit obvious in her eye and tendril expressions#I initially planned to draw DAX but was like ''Wait hold on this doesn't quite fit him but y'know who it would?? I can fix this I can fi-''#Lol#It was fairly early on so I hope I captured her well enough despite the base hehehe#Gosh she's cute heck#I've been really grasped by the idea of ''Aliens wearing clothing designed by humans meant to evoke aliens'' lol#That was my intention anyway I think it just turned into YIK pinups after a point lol - not that I'm complaining!#Yes that'd fit a daki what of it don't look at me lol#I do really love her her arms and head tendrils turned out there hehe all curled around lightly twisted and hold ♥#Pretty pretty pretty#And then Molly! Yay! ♪#Simultaneously trying to learn her and give the scene to her lol ♪ A decent first attempt I think >:3c#And then a little smooch ♥ Hehe ♪#It wasn't my intention but YIK looks like she's wagging her tail and just jfdlsahdfd the cuteness#I'm quite happy with how relaxed she looks there as well haha ♪ Fluster up her human <3#They <3 <3 <3
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Ho ho don't you love those day "camps" with those god awful counselors and the kids who'd be mean as hell? Man I love going there.
#One second a random kid would be nice to you the first day#Then the next day they'd start bullying you for no reason and start talking shit about you and lying about you.#I still remember him stealing my Happy Meal toy and him claiming that he did nothing and that I was a lying little bitch#If I ever see him again I'll beat his ass and make him apologize for what he did to me#ANNND DON'T FORGET THE COUNSELORS NOT LETTING ME SPIT OUT THE JELLYBEAN THAT TASTED HORRIBLE AND LITERARY HELD MY ARMS BACK AND KEPT ME FRO#THE TRASH CAN#I had little to no friends there.#dw im fine#But I'll never forgive those people for doing that to me.
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i think im allowed to assume someones consuming their kinks in a harmful-to-others way if I have first hand experience with them sexually abusing me, personally.
#do i think they always do it in a harmful way? no. because i dont see the world in black and white. statistically thats impossible#but i think its safe for me to assume the worst in this situation with this specific person. personally#instead of trying to make me second guess if i should be so harsh on my abuser and keep my arms closed entirely maybe#we should be confronting them on being a better person for once#yaknow instead of insisting that i need to heal or change or whatever and the fault all lies in me and never in them#food for thought#i promise me being disturbed by and wanting to avoid certain kinks isnt worse than them being sexually abusive. like i really promise.#if you think i do more harm being uncomfortable than they do by sexually abusing ppl then idk what to tell ya#and a lot of the kinks that make me uncomfortable and i try to avoid are the ones they have#forgive me if trauma makes me weary. i mean fuck dude it takes years for me to even feel like i can trust someone enough to be my friend#now you're telling me i hafta jump all the way to trusting ppl wont misuse their kinks towards me? im sorry what world do you live in#i already dont trust a lot of cis men for that reason it doesnt suddenly change just bc you're queer. i gotta know you're not#a sexually abusive creep to even BEGIN to touch the subject of kinks w you#which explains why me and my abusive ex never got that far in that conversation 😒#cis men have a lot of kinks that just hearing them makes me suspicious because personally i have lived with a cis man who sexually#abused me and was very secretive about his kinks and is the type of person to act one way but then is secretly a pos#so yeah im a little fuckin weary dude. im not assuming people with certain kinks are bad by default but id be lying if i said certain#kinks dont make me a little on edge to hear about someone having. and i'd probably take an even longer time sussing that person out#sorry but i just dont need to be sexually abused again. and for me rn avoiding that is being weary of certain things.#a lot of it is context too... a group of people pretending to be super familiar with me and wanting to dive into kink stuff right away bc#we're all queer so it should be Fine and want me to come to their place that i need to take a car to at night.... yeah gonna pass#but thats why im saying a good long ol' sussing is needed for me to feel ok. if you have an issue with me needing to feel like i#can trust someone to be around them thats just.... really weird. obv i cant always control that but i mean specifically situations i can#obligatory: none of this has to do w kink in public or anything this is all about my own personal life
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Miranda's corpse in there is VILE
#i can accept that.... i can forgive that.... GET HIM!!! COWARD!!!#KILL THEM ALL FLINT!!!!!#abigal will get him in the end.... hell yeah#silver's bear getting him into trouble again.... NOOOOOOOOO#the shogun curse.....#HIS LEG???#vane sitting besides flint.... yeah.... enemies to friends.... it is coming#that was sick as hell vane... i thought they were gonna snipe his chains away but thats trol modern warafare for the times#YEAAAAAHHHH KILL HIM!!!!#silver getting his leg cut for the crew.... a new man.....#or he doesnt do that again lmao#away from MY men.... damn#i think ive seen this film before... (the girls arm shattered in tlou2)#hes gonna get randall's leg....#hes gonna break his teeth man.... let him bite something#peter watching his town go down with mirandas corpse behind him akdbaksnjs#silver waking up in flints room.... the sin and the sea akdjaksnaksl#new quartermaster..... faked it till he made it#AND HE LIES ONCE AGAIN AJDHAJS OOF#only max knows the truth.....#flint is sus... oh no max ajdhaisbsj#will she out him???#THEY GOT THE GOLD YEAAAAHHHH#max has the gold the brothel the bar and knows silver betrayed flint... OOF#talking tag#watching black sails#we're (me) gonna do a pause on black sails to watch opla again bc i finished the manga part it adapts so.... we (me) will be back soon
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ALSO, re: Covers Often Serve Different Functions So Comparing Them Isn't Always Productive, one Ship Playlist™ has two different versions of a song on it because as their relationship develops, the CONTEXT OF THE LYRICS CHANGES. AND THIS IS REFLECTED BY THE ARTISTS' DIFFERENT ORCHESTRATIONS AND VOCAL DELIVERIES.
#is this--it's mireille/silvana.#it's 'I just died in your arms'#the first time is metaphorical and 'I shouldn't want you'#the second time is literal and Sad™#(it's the bastille version vs the astraea/mahogany version)#(this is also exclusively based on the version of them that exists in my 'bring back the live action project and let me write it' brain)#(because having them be Actual Exes™ and having a weird fucked-up relationship again BEFORE they have to fight to the death is#even more narratively tasty and also heartbreaking and that is obviously my biggest concern)#okay I gotta attempt to go be a person but I had to make my thoughts everybody's problem one last time :)#SHIP: revenge is the greatest act of forgiveness
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yes madam, the special today is manic heartbreak, with a side of running to your beloved to beg them to hold you close
#aghghgahghahgahghg#i'm so overwhelmed#finish your degree already#they will probably never love me again#and they will probably never want to see me again#i pushed away my soulmate#my darling#my love#i don't think i'll ever forgive myself#you dumb bitch#this is why you should've looked after your mental health#so that you wouldn't destroy everything you hold dear#i don't think they want to fix things with me#i think they'd rather bury me already#plant flowers that are destined to be trampled on#how tf am i supposed to study and do my assignments when all i want is to hold you in my arms
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