#my apartment is literally the room
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alright so my toilets are broken, my door lock is a soon to be broken lock, I can’t call from inside my apartment and I don’t even know WHY, can somebody explain to me what the hell is going on in my apartment right now? Is it in the middle of a crisis? how can my apartment go to therapy instead of breaking every single important item of its own self?
#dear diary#what is wrong with this place#what the fuck is going on#i dont understand#i didn’t need this#i have my own problems#there’s not enough room for the both of us#my apartment is literally the room
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RIP SEUNGMULLET
#gone but not forgotten as lau said#seungmin#createskz#stray kids#vocalrachasource#userbeepls#usertsu#leenope#userjinnie#userlau#usersa#userlluna#mine#when he looks up i literally fall apart into a million pieces#seungmin in the room no seungmin my heart
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mtt therapy moment except dust keeps taking breaks to talk to phantom papyrus and horror just wants this to hurry up so it can get to his turn because he couldn't give two shits about dust and killer's trauma and killer physically cannot discuss his issues and just starts zoning out while crying for some reason during it
and i'm the therapist listening to all of this writing down notes fervently because ITS CANON MATERIAL CANON I NEED TO GET THE CANON MATERIAL
#i have to break apart like 34 potential fights with my otherdimensional godly creator powers#i would be an ass therapist i will not lie. infact i would make them worse with my knowledge of their lives. never put me in a room w them#OH MY GOD I JUST REVISTED THIS IDEA AFTER LEAVING IT TO COLLECT DUST (hehehe) IN MY DRAFYS FOR A MONTH#ANS TJIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY HELP 😭😭😭😭😭 HELP😭😭😭😭😭😭#still real tho highkey i havent changed 1 bit. ITS CANON OMG WRITE THSY DOWN WHAY WERE THE EXACT REACTIONS#ive got these guys wearing microphones i got cameras in the room i got advanced psychologists watching to explain every detail#is it a therapy session or just a badly disguised interview#nooo nooo its therapy......DONT LEAVS!!!! (activates the chains (that coincidentally all are connected to eachother) (heheheheh))#now youCANT leave😈😈😈😈😈 not until im done asking my questions ASSHOLES. dont question the handcuffs that keep you guys together please#actually id probably get like nothing out of them because theyre all repressed and defensive and whatever. BUT im simply more determined so#tricule rant#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#fandom event if the mtt ever became real. we're all lining up to the facility to ask one question#world's hardest challenge: if you could ask the murder time trio one thing what would it be#FUCK idk...... id simply hav too many questions!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!#triglycercule do your homework SHUT UO RESPONSIBLE VOICE IN MY HEAD!!!! I WONT!!!!! NOT UNTIL THIS IS DONE#fall headcanons for the trio when. i'll think of them once i'm done with homework#see a reward system! now i have a thought that i dont wanna say in tags this will be going to the side blog#anyways! i think that's enough drafts undrafted and posted i REALLY need to do my homework#i dont even have that much it's literally 2 assignments but i know damn well doing 1 of them is gonna bring me to dream and nightmare's age#sigh......... i hate school bring me back to summer break i wasSO productive. SMH
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#AUUUGH WAILING SCREAMING CRYING SLIDING DOWN THE WALL SOBBING#BROCEDES PLEASE WHY COULDN'T YOU TWO HAVE BEEN NON-FAMOUS#WHY DID YOU DRAG ALL OF US INTO YOUR SITUATIONSHIP#my mom is sick of me wailing about them. nearly collapsed at work when i remembered 'yes... and team-mate'#sliver springs is going platinum in my house rn#how can you be childhood friends and just fall apart like that? i think about falling out with tas like that and i go nearly catatonic#yeah you're a 7x wdc winner and you got the one wdc that you wanted but was it worth it? was this loss worth it? would you do it again?#going by the interviews they probably would and that's why they fell out in the first place. i literally cannot imagine caring about some#trophy over my childhood best friend but like i guess that's why they're pro level athletes and i'm in my room posting about them#anyway what the fuck was up during f1 photographers during their fallout? why is every photo of them cinematic? did you know we'd be using#them? did you know we'd go crazy? or were you also like 'oh this is cinema in the making. i gotta capture this.'?#anyway for all of that want to know where the quote is from‚ it's jacob black from twilight when bella is getting turned into a vamp#stephanie meyer had one (1) banger line and it was this#brocedes#brocedes edit#f1 edit#f1 web weaving#nico rosberg#lewis hamilton#nr6#lh44#formula 1#web weaving#please ignore my absolutely atrocious photo editing skills. thank you imgflip!!
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Other people have discussed this more eloquently, but the thing people don't always seem to get about "passing" (think "cis passing" or "straight passing", for instance) is that the concept of "passing" relies on more than just appearance.
Take me for instance, where I do pass as a man, but I have never (and will never) pass as a cishet man. People know I am queer, even if they don't see that I am a trans queer man. Passing is more than wearing certain things or saying certain things. My mannerisms are queer, my speech is queer, my inflection is queer, my stance is queer. People pick up on that. There's nothing wrong with me being seen as queer, but I'm still treated like a queer man, for better and worse. It seems that people forget that, you know?
My point is that passing is very conplex, nuanced, and individual. I use myself as an example, but that by no means indicates that I have a standard experience. I've noticed, however, that many people have over-generalized these conversations, and I think that doesn't do us - as a community - a service.
#lesbian#gay#bi#bisexual#trans#transgender#queer#lgbt#lgbtq#that's why the whole 'bi people ALWAYS pass as straight' and all that doesn't make sense...#...because even the cis bi people i know still are noticably queer. even if you don't know HOW they are queer you can pick up on it#i don't contend that i pass as cis in most *social* settings but i also don't pass as not queer#and there are PLENTY of instances where i literally CANNOT pass as cis OR het#such as going to doctors/voting/using banks/getting my testosterone/flying and having a passport#interactions with police/going through college and rooming/getting an apartment/applying for jobs and keeping a job#i cannot pass as anything other than a trans male and all the things that may arise from that - good AND bad#so my experiences are not one of always passing and that's something i have noticed a lot even from other trans people who regularly pass#this isn't trying to be a doomer or anything - i'm trying to be realistic about my experiences and some other experiences i have noticed#ftm#mtf#nonbinary
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so there's a reason my new job got back to me so quickly about my application and that's bc it's an absolute fucking shambles like actually perfect timing for me to decide to rewatch the bear bc i have never more felt like ive been thrown into a broke on-its-knees establishment trying to crawl its way up the ladder where i am somehow a godsend to them. my old job was crazy and shambolic in the sense that the industry is just Like That but this one?????? insanity. every 5 mins i am questioning what im doing with my life. ive already had a walk-in fridge moment
#so i explained before that there's 3 venues and on my very first shift they had me doing the restaurant venue for 2 hours#which was FINE like i was a bit cautious bc my manager is VERY stressed all the time and the place generally feels like it's falling apart#not the building itself just. the way it's run like it's just got new owners and the previous manager apparently#EMPTIED THE TILLS AND TRASHED THE PLACE like cost them THOUSANDS of pounds and on top of that#there was beef with the head chef and the new owners that meant he left and took the ENTIRE BACK OF HOUSE WITH HIM#THERE ARE NO KITCHEN STAFF ATM. I HAVE TO LIE AND TELL CUSTOMERS WE DONT HAVE FOOD ATM BC OF 'REFURBISHMENT'#WHEN IN ACTUALITY THE /RESTAURANT/ DOESNT HAVE CHEFS. DO YOU KNOW HOW CRAZY THAT IS#and then the front of house staff are very lacking aside maybe 2 people we're ALL NEW and all of them EXCEPT ME#LIKE LITERALLY JUST ME IM THE ONLY EXCEPTION. ALL OF THEM ARE UNTRAINED#so when i applied with bar training coffee training and very solid waitressing skills they genuinely treated me like a saviour#like i am FENDING off shifts tbh im in a v good position bc they need me too much to get shitty w me if i refuse hours but i can literally#have as many as i want bc they will just give me them. like they're obsessed w me im rota'd for over 60 hours this week#but anyway that very first shift after 2 hours in the restaurant i then walked to the mini golf venue on the OTHER SIDE OF TOWN#and my manager stayed for 30 MINUTES. IF THAT. and showed me around the place + how to close THEN LEFT ME THERE#FIRST DAY HE GAVE ME THE KEYS AND LEFT ME TO RUN AN ENTIRE VENUE. IT'S NOT SMALL EITHER IT'S A WHOLE BAR#AND I HAD TO CLOSE ON MY OWN TOO and ironically the shift itself went rlly well like it was so chill#it was kinda boring but honestly i kinda rated it it's v easy money and the close went perfectly nothing cropped up that i was unsure about#and then. AND THEN. i havent even ranted to my mutuals about this yet bc i was acc so horrified by it but i locked the front doors#and went to lock the gate AND THE KEY GOT STUCK IN THE LOCK. WOULD NOT COME OUT. HELLA VS KEYS ROUND 3927593#my mum even showed up and tried to help me wrestle this thing out i called my manager and he literally told me to just snap it#bc he'd rather a snapped key that NO ONE could get out than just leave it there overnight but bc of my recent house key moment#i was like AM I FUCK SNAPPING THIS KEY. WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING. so i had to just leave it and at the time#i was realllyyyyyyyyyy beating myself up but my manager is actually rlly nice he's just stretched v thin#and ive also had time to be like uhh actually they shouldnt have left a random 21 y/o girl alone with the keys on her first day#omg i havent even talked about what happened on saturday. ACTUAL SHAMBLES#LIKE THIS /\/\ ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO EVERYTHING! IM RUNNING OUT OF TAG ROOM! IM GONNA REBLOG THIS TONIGHT W MORE PROBABLY!#BC GUESS WHO IS WORKING A CLOSE LATER AT THE NIGHTCLUB THEN OPENING THE RESTAURANT AT 8AM. GUESS#hella slaves to capitalism
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just an fyi, and it feels like it needs to be said here: your blog is your own space and you should be able to say whatever the fuck you want. if you’re sad? vent. get sad. maybe put it under a cut, definitely tag it, but get sad. if you feel like you need someone to talk to? drop a freaking message about how you’re feeling like you could use a buddy, or anything randomly engaging. if you’re having a hard time, you should feel safe and okay to talk about it in your own space. we’re writers and we’re people and while there’s a lot to be said for how engagement outside of oneself is necessary in rp (and really really needs to improve), i think there’s a lot that must be said about people reaching out to others. it’s become so solitary here — the whole ‘reblog from source’ thing when it comes to shit like about and musings is absurd. the whole refusing to like things is ridiculous. yes, curate your space, that’s important, but curating your space into a studio apartment only you live in doesn’t make this a community anymore, it makes it a studio apartment you live in.
just be yourself here. do whatever you want. but i’m always saying: remember you’re not alone, and don’t let yourself feel that way.
#ooc. o kaptain.#[this is illogically worded and after an argument I’m already upset but I just felt like this has to be put here. it’s been sitting on my#brain for so long and it’s something i just wanted to discuss. the way the rpc has become not even an echo chamber just… a shitty ny#apartment only one person lives in that can fit your fridge and your bedroom in the same room. the way literal fandoms have divided each#other through nothing but massive senses of entitlement and so much gatekeepy fucking language. it’s exhausting to watch this happen#literally all because i have no idea where interaction went and yes I’ve been virtually inactive for months now but. it absolutely isn’t for#lack of trying to come back. it’s hugely due to a lack of interaction whenever I reach out and then the feeling like I’m being either#entertained or dismissed. this is a social space and we’re people and everybody just needs to recognize that. like. last week my introverted#broski started discussing how as he’s older he feels loneliness more tangibly but he hates people and i looked right at him and said …yeah#dude. that’s natural. we’re humans. we need each other to live. we need spaces we create and communities we make. but like. there need to be#interactive people in those spaces. we’re social creatures. i love you guys and this is a ramble but… it’s been on my mind awhile. and#frankly? feels kinda good to finally speak my mind.]
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The Big Three ☠️🔱⚡️
#zeus being the biggest cause of their problems and the lightning being what separates them… hehe#feel free to pick apart what each lightning strike means lmao#i love the doomed trio they’re so special to me#they literally can’t be alone in a room together but they’d all die for each other#also small complaint but jason is NOT part of the big three trio get him OUT#he would be so mad if he saw how yall disrespect his sister smh#nico di angelo#percy jackson#thalia grace#percy jackson fanart#fanart#my art tag#can u tell i’m re reading the titans curse again
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if more people knew Herstory (aka 2004 season and sete&vale) so many questions wrt 2015 season(mostly “why would vale….”) would immediately be answered addfghjk like guysssss guyssssss
it is kinda funny that there's a simple cheat code out there to understanding most of valentino's career but it's just about long enough ago that most people simply... ignore it. like there's a three year span that more or less tells you what you need to know about him. it's like you say! pretty much every possible "why would vale..." secretly has a straightforward answer, and 9/10 it's something that was established in 2003 to 2005. simple as
if anything it's almost annoying because it's too easy. the 2004/2015 stuff in particular is incredibly funny. oh, so you say you have a controversial last lap at assen where valentino beat a rival in direct combat and said rival reacted surprisingly poorly, making valentino reevaluate his relationship with the rival? might that tell you something about how a seed of suspicion once sown can remain dormant for months until valentino is given cause to revisit it? valentino quite literally says in his biography that he could never have hated biaggi because he wasn't a friend and didn't have the power to hurt him... the sepang pressers thing is genuinely just silly, I know this is mainly a function of when they happen in the calendar but what a bizarre coincidence. 2015 is like a slightly more opaque funhouse mirror version of 2004 - but so many of the major beats are virtually identical. which means you've got a season Out There where a younger less experienced less guarded less cynical valentino basically walks you through his internal processes so you get a really good handle of what his deal is. he's piecing together his identity as a competitor going forwards in real time - and then in 2015 he just reminds you of what exactly that identity involves. it's a reaffirmation and not a departure... he's not that inscrutable after all, in the end
#i kinda feel like i've done my civic duty on that front like it's now easily available for the people if they choose to Perceive#with the vale/marc rivalry in particular obviously you'll always be hampered there if you're not paying much attention to pre-2013#but also the sete stuff is open to BORING bad faith interpretations so i'm extremely fine with the details remaining niche#u do sometimes see a take where u go Well Ackshually if u consulted this obscure interview from 2004 - but that's the devil talking#it's fine and valid to not care about valentino's interiority but obviously there's only so far u'll get with that#//#brr brr#batsplat responds#fun story: the sepang 2004 presser isn't available in full in the actual motogp search function#so for ages I heard the commies refer to it in various races and was SO frustrated because I had like. a minute's worth of clips#and then I did some creative googling and eventually discovered it WAS on the website but just not. searchable#first time I watched it my mouth dropped open cartoon-style like wdym this is a thing that happened this is a thing that exists#it is absolutely BIZARRE that this is out there it genuinely broke my brain. and nobody talks about it???????#probably for the best but you really wouldn't know valentino's villain origin story is literally just. out there. like you CAN watch it#I've heard some people canonically were already motogp fans in 2004 and it's kinda incredible this has been completely memory holed#if I'd been a journalist in that presser I would literally never shut up about it. not a SINGLE sepang 2015 article makes reference to it#I have not seen a single person apart from myself make the EXTREMELY obvious connection and I just?? how is that possible??#IT'S LITERALLY IN THE SAME PLACE MOST LIKELY THE SAME ROOM LIKE THIS ISN'T A BIG LEAP#maybe he really is some kind of malevolent demonic creature because at this point... people were canonically in that room y'know#curse tag#idol tag
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MiqoMarch Day 27 - Comfort
Tucked away at the farthest end of The Andron was a room larger than the others. Primarily it was intended for storage but, given the circumstances, Krile thought the space would better serve as an apartment of sorts; comfortably shared between three of her dear friends.
Some extra shots of the build for fun!
#miqomarch#miqomarch 2024#ffxiv#g'raha tia#y'shtola rhul#wolgraha#wolshtola#y'shtola x wol#miqo'te#three cheers to krile for being literally the nicest friend#i tried my best to turn arsays apartment in mist into a pseudo old sharlayan type zone#basically arsay doesnt own any property in canon and has been setting up a room for herself in places shes been allowed to#ie the pendants at the crystarium and the rising stones#but since no one really goes to the rising stones its really lonely for arsay to go there at the end of the day#shes been crashing in the annex since endwalker anyways#and now that graha is working for the students pretty much permanently all the more reason to give them an actual living space#with enough room for yshtola too of course!!#and at the farthest point in the building so there's a modicum of privacy :)#i dont think kryle was expecting arsay to reno the place but Arsay had a lot of free time when she was recovering from ultima thul#a lot of it was stuff she transferred over from her room in the rising stones lol but theres new pieces from her endwalker adventures too#WOL posting#Arsay Nun
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wonderful roommate who left her 6:15 alarm on for 2 minutes, proceeded to have breakfast, paint her nails, and dry her hair in the room, then left the door open when she left for the day. her mind must be a fascinating place
#i said “i actually don't mind the smell of nail polish remover” once and now we're not even Asking?#also like dude..i'm Very sick. i need to try to sleep it off. when she was sick i'd be walking on my fucking tiptoes and barely staying#in the room because she was sleeping all day. but when i try to sleep until horror of all horrors 7 am i have to get up to her stupid alarm#and literally beg her to turn it the fuck off#again i know i'm complaining on here all the time in my defense my joints are falling apart and i'm alternating between sweating and shaking#and my head feels like a piñata. so. my tolerance for this is very limited today#veni veni#sickposting
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I can’t believe what I just witnessed???
It doesn’t feel real.
THEY DID THIS THEY ACTUALLY WENT THERE OHMYGOD
#911 spoilers#911 on abc#evan buck buckely#BUCK IS BI HOLYSH#I literally paced my apartment throughout that scene#dropped down on the floor and did a push up#I walked through multiple rooms#every time I see this scene I still say “I can’t believe this happened#LIKE I CANT BELIEVE TBIS HAPPENED#I didn’t think abc would actually go there I’m#I will never be the same again#BUDDIE IS COMING#BUT MKRE IMPORTSNTLY BI BUCK IM CRYING#911 abc
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having so many university au rosier twins thoughts
#i need to keep writing my bartyrosiers fic….:/#thinking about grumpy social abomination evan who just wants to stay with pandora in their shared bedroom all day every single day#but pandora brings him to parties and events and to meet her friends and to the movies and etc etc etc#and like. evan goes. because even if he Hates it… it’s not like he’s going to be apart from pandora#so he just stands behind her as a looming presence making everyone feel uncomfortable#’pandora do you have to bring this brother…..’ ’yes?’#<- it’s not that pandora is Normaler than evan either shes just better at pretending to be#its like she puts on a different disguise depending on who she hangs out with#<- because pandora is fascinated by People and Relationships and Dynamics and Interactions#she’s like actively taking notes of people ..#whereas evan would prefer to just. keep them locked up in their room#so when they finally get home again pandora is going through her notes / and evan is going through his own notes and dangerous thought-#experiments#shoulder to shoulder and mindlessly playing footsie#pausing sometimes to make out and whatever <3#anyway exasparated irritared quiet evan tagging along to whatever pandora wants to do because like. what else is he gonna do……#NOT be with pandora ? absolutely not…#so he comes along and no one likes him <3#as if pandora isn’t doing literal experiments on these people and their boundaries and interactions without them knowing… 🤍#she’s just better at pretending to fit in<3#rosier twins
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i think i mentioned that my dad let some guys put film on our windows so they'd reflect the sun a bit more or whatever right....... well they did that yesterday and everything was fine they washed my window and everything but now . i look out and there's a fucking CRACK IN THE GLASS????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
#i#HOW??!??! ?!?!?! “)”)=!=“)=!=!#HOW EVEN#WHAT THE FUCK#WHAT THEEE ACTUAL FUCK#IT'S SO FUCKING BIG TOOOO?!?!?!??!?#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#oh my god they're gonna have to take the whole thing out and then there's gonna be some more fucked up renovation shit going on#it never goes well#literally never#cue when they were doing the whole building and then they had to change our radiators and what had to be like a week long thing turned#into a few month thing#and i had to live in the living room for the entire time#and you might think that this is just a window but oh my god#they're gonna fuck it up they're gonna tear my walls apart again#oh this made me really sad actually wow#my dad was so chill abt it though😭😭😭😭#i'm standing there next to him like how how how did that happen what now how are they gonnafix it#and he just went ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#“idk”#jhdsgagdhsghdhsaghgdas#PLEAAASEEEE SIRR YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO KNOW ARE YOU A DAD OR NOT DAMNNN#ahhhhhhh anyway#i really do hate when there's any sort of renavation going on in my room the mere idea that there would be strangers in my room is making m#sick#😭😭😭😭#IT'S WEIRD I KNOW NO NEED TO RUB IT IN#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#mayor of loserville
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#casually having a cry knowing I'll be stuck living w my family for at least a few more years until I finish college#knowing I'm forever stuck in an environment where I have to walk on eggshells constantly#and that the household narcissist will never change#I literally fantasize constantly about my own apartment or ANYTHING bc I just want peace so bad#I don't want to be overstimulated and upset and angry every time I leave my room#but I'm stuck here for now bc the housing prices in my state are fuckin disgusting
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This whole time I've been getting through this draft I keep getting to points where I've kind of stamping out my nervous laughter in favor of going, "It's going to work! I think it'll all work!" and for the FIRST TIME, I am at a point where I am actually writing the shit coming together and IT ALL WORKS, HOLY SHIT, IT REALLY ALL WORKS
#there are tweaks to be made for continuity reasons and more emphasis to be put in places but IT FUCKING WORKS AND I AM CRYING.#this is about the wizard research nonsense and HOLY SHIT#truly trying to do that without having the overlay of dnd to fall back on? hELL BUT I FUCKING DID IT.#the rest of it was anxiety-inducing but literally if the fake science didn't all cohere the rest was gonna fall apart#BUT IT WORKS IT ALL WORKS#I'm literally screeching and crying in my living room honestly for the best no one else is home#megs is writing
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