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Guys!! Hello, it's me Fefa (threesonsofyork) I'm okay now. I had some problems at home, I was staying at my father's place, and it went bad. Now I am at home, I'll have to create a new account cause two of my blogs were deleted... I'll explain later. My laptop is with god now, but I have my desktop, I'll be okay. Thank you @daenerys-tarrgaryen @lucreziagiovane @katherynparr @valyrianpoem @fideidefenswhore @edwardslovelyelizabeth and everyone who were worried about me. I just hope my url is available yet.
#threesonsofyork#my anxiety is high#but i'll not give up studiyng so i'll never ever have to ask anything to my family#i really appreciate you guys#thank you#from the bottom of my heart
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laguna seca is my favorite track until christian lundgaard is flying down the gravel off the corkscrew and graham rahal almost tbones marcus armstrong.
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Ugh
#i can't sleep#i have to get up early to work tomorrow#i haven't talked much to my fiance today while he's on his bachelor party#my anxiety is high#lynnette's thoughts
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someone who is able to calm your anxiety >
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horse. just horse. i'm checking out colored pencil brushes
also some things in the process? i guess? idk it's just me looking at different layers and thinking "that does look like someone missing a part of themselves" and then spiraling into my thoughts
#barghestland#art#artists on tumblr#and#rdr2#rdr2 fanart#cuz it's rdr2 horsie#haven't decided which bg to keep#so have two of them at once#my level of anxiety is too high tbh don't wanna decide anything. just wanna draw horse
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@ USAmericans that are following me, if you (like me) get anxious you'll somehow have issues with a mail-in or drop-off ballot: I forgot that in a lot of places (here's a site to check!) early in-person voting is an option, so I figured maybe you did too!
Lines are MUCH shorter than election day,
which means it's quick and you have more time to look things up at the voting booth if necessary,
and you have a LOT more ability to find a time that works for you than if you just vote on Nov. 5th (which I would be have been almost completely unable to go out and vote on).
Early voting y'all it kicks ass. A quick google of "early voting (my city/county" immediately brought up the exact address, days and hours of where it was available. Will definitely patronize the fine folks at my local polling center again in four years assuming that. Things go well. And we still have a democracy in four years. OTL
#USpol#US pol#LOVE poll workers love the extremely clear signage at my polling place and the people positioned every fifteen feet or so#whose whole job is to nod at me and go 'yup you're in the right place go right around that corner and see the first open person at the desk#nothing assuages my 'I'm going to mess up this important process and go to jail probably' anxieties#like having someone give me clear directions and instructions every step of the way. bless.#anyway I was scheduled to work a 12-hour night shift on either side of election day because that's how my schedule works#and by hell or high water I was going to make it out to vote anyway but like MAN it's a relief to be able to go in person but not uhhh#at the cost of coming back to work wildly sleep deprived. LOVE that shorter line A+ process.#Anyway I don't often make posts about real life around here but I did fully forget this was an option so I thought I would shout it out!
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Having one of those days/weeks where I start fantasizing about closing my shop, disappearing into the woods, and finally achieving my true form as a forest hag
#since i got back from my trip things have been relentlessly going wrong#manu problems shipping problems computer problems etc etc#currently cursing my ambitious nature and hoping i can get even one thing to cooperate and go right#so that next month and the new collection doesn't end up totally in shambles#I'm persisting but lemme tell you what i would love to give up right about now#tired#frustrated#high anxiety#😵��💫#witch vamp#shitpost#but also it's real
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Shout out to all artists who had to work without any strong direction or instruction.
I wish you a merry “the client likes it anyways”
#non mdzs#The real mood of this comic is:#AKA: you are in charge of designing a character but have only been given personality as a reference.#This was technically for a game dev meeting and I am part of a team rather than a contractor hired on.#But hey the anxiety going into this was still crazy high. I was playing a risky gambit.#Part two of this comic is me putting all those clowns on a powerpoint and presenting them in front of a few people.#Pointing at them and saying “Okay which clown do you like best? How can we sex up this clown more?”#I think I may be giving the impression that I’m more into clowns than I actually am. It just fit with the character okay!#I had to consult the REAL down-for-clowners for tips. Photos exchanged in the dark alleys of a discord server.#A hooded figure shakes their head at the first photo. Slowly nods as I add puffy sleeves. Nods furiously as I drop the neckline.#This clown still needs to marinate a bit more before I’m ready to present them to the wider world.#So stay tuned! They have become a delight to draw and develop!#Game dev diary#As this is part of that new arc in my life.#Can you tell I've been practicing with digital art a lot more? Boy have I ever! I'm getting stronger! And faster!
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what prozac and therapy does for a motherfucker!!!!!!
#i’m so proud of her oh my god#idk everytime i see adaine conquer her anxiety it just makes me so unbelievably happy#(side note i know not everyone uses prozac it’s just what i use lol)#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high spoilers#fh#fhjy#d20
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#surf#macrophilia#female feedee#professor lyptus#low hanging breasts#harrison marks#24k#anxiety#kitten#lickit#lets get high and fuck#panty sissy#give me money#At my job#skull
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holy shit I did NOT realize how popular my "I will remove my teeth, for I want to remain kind despite my anger" quote is. I just googled it for fun to see what would come up, a bunch of people are quoting it not knowing who its from, an artist called Kuma made an album titled that, so bizzare
#also people are misatributing the quote to kuma and the first google result for the quote attributes it to them#which is kind of upsetting but not a huge deal whatever#its cool it seems to have entered culture like that#i get very mixed feelings about those instances where something I made got WAY more popular than i expected and#people are reposting it or using it without attributing it to me#i both feel bad when stuff isnt credited to me but also good that my art has expanded beyond my reach#its out of my control kind of and other people have it now#which IS what i want for my art and how i generally think art should be#but it is also obviously causes some anxiety to lose control and really full ownership of something that is yours#i think also there is anxiety about something of mine being taken by someone bigger than me#since they can just claim it as their own and most people will know them as the origin#not talking specifically about this quote btw just any of my work#ive definetly been thinking about that hbomberguy vid lol#i hope any of this made sense im a little high rn
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forcing myself to have low expectations for andy muschietti's batman movie bc its adapting batman and son so talia will b in it and since thats the case I CANT AFFORD TO HAVE HOPIUM. my heart will b #brocken if i hav my hopes up and they fuck up talia and i will be the worlds most insufferable bitch for the next few months. can u fucking imagine if they keep in the date rape thing ACTUAL NIGHTMARE SCENARIO. WE (talia pr team) WILL B WORKING OVERTIME
#andy boy i am so fucking begging u to read early talia stuff (especially son of the demon) before making this movie#my anxiety about this is to high#dc#comics#talia al ghul#batman#batman the brave and the bold#bruce wayne#damian wayne#james gunn#andy muschietti#dcu#batfam#batfamily#al ghul family
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The fact that Adaine "i don't know if im asexual im 15" Abernant and Riz "why is everyone so horny im definately aroace" Gukgak both being in the same show is incredibly important to me
#like i was just like adaine at 15 and have slowly shifted more towards riz but i like that both are shown#having 2 characters with similar aspec experiences and showing how they react differently is great#and do i think adaine is ace? not really i think if she feels attraction she would put that on the back burner while she deals with her#anxiety and her family being the worst and even now thats shes dealt with all that i dont think its a storyline shell dive into#i think what im trying to get at is that having people support her being ace would help adaine regardless of how she ends up identifying#and i think that riz having a friend (one who doesnt identify as ace) is important for him and feeling like he fits in while being aroace#i dont know if that made any sense but they are best friends#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#you'll have to pry aroace riz from my cold dead hands#<- thats my aroace riz tag
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Tetris Fanart.
I've been playing tetris while listening to horror podcasts. and yeah
#text#art#eyestrain#cw eystrain#bright colors#cw bright colors#tetris#nintendo#god i dont know what to tag this with. i dont wanna tag it with the podcasts themselves cuz that feels disingenuous. swagever#i actually started this piece a while ago. ok yeah looking at the date that was almost 3 weeks ago wow#but i finally decided to bring it back and finish it#ive been getting back into digital art and its been really nice. its nice having finished pieces.#ive been trying to get weirder with my art. like this piece was weirdly 'personal' in a sense#its been my unique experience listening to these pieces of media. the game in the bg is jsut as important to my experience as the art itsel#the looming sense of dread these podcasts give fit weirdly well with the high tension of some of these games of tetris#i wanted to have that sorta weird ominous vibe to it. have even the pieces feel loud and threatening.#and the gameplay being Past the ds itself is something i thought could be neat#ykno the tetris effect? where you play a bunch and then after you see the shapes everywhere;you play it in your mind?#that was part of what i wanted to channel there. but also like; how your attention works with this stuff#i might be looking straight at the ds but my attention is elsewhere; my brain is in another world#the game is still inescapable tho. tetris effect whatever. these stories stick in my brain just as much.#its all given me some. very very annoyingn anxiety. but i have to go back to them. like a moth to a flame etc. hince the moth climbing out#but uh yeah. that set up was my life for a few weeks whenever i had free time.#the main podcast this is about was magnus btw <- not typing full name so im not on the tag#and uh.#objectum#yeah i think. i think yeah.
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the last bits of 2023
#the last months I’ve mostly been busy with work but can say that I got through my first semester teaching successfully although struggled#along the way. my anxiety is at an all time high + I’m dealing with some medical stuff so I’m just trying to stayyy appreciative of every#day I feel good u kno. ugh.#I’m working on quitting my excessive weed usage lol. otherwise working out and doing pole when I can.#and watching lots of movies and doing lots of art . at least this past week since school is out#personal
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thinking about how difficult it must’ve been for Adaine to navigate her disorder without any support from any adults, and how jawbones reassurance (confusing and intense as it was) took an absolutely massive weight off of her back. Like sometimes just knowing that someone actually hears you is enough to make life easier.
#do many of the rbs on the first post were so kind and beautiful#so*#I love when I make something and it makes people emotional. it’s the best.#horrible horrible feelings about Adaine finally having her anxiety acknowledged by an adult as a disorder instead of a character flaw#she is actually everything to me if you even care#also everyone who said they like how I draw jawbone should know that I’m a furry#fantasy high#d20#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20#d20 fanart#fantasy high freshman year#fhfy#adaine o'shaughnessey#adaine abernant#jawbone o'shaughnessey#jawbone fantasy high#adaine fanart#adaine fantasy high#undescribed#my art
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