#my account is in shambles

[katabay]

ONCE UPON A TIME, THERE WAS A KNIGHT...

the visual inspiration for this was a combination of Frederic William Burton's Meeting on the Turret Stairs and also Bernardo Cavallino's The vision of St. Dominic receiving the Rosary from the Virgin

this was supposed to be just a one off illustration to get the thoughts out of my system, but then I started thinking about medieval politics and warfare and plagues and a castle and home as both a place of refuge, a prison, and a tomb, so perhaps they will end up as ex voto characters as well.

you may say, hey! that rosary looks like it has too many beads! it's a fifteen decade rosary, probably. dominicans are really into marian devotions. it works out.

also. spiral style stair cases. oh boy. it was that unexpectedly more difficult than I originally thought it would be to draw. the more I think about it, the less I understand them, even though I had a million photos of the stairs in front of me while I was drawing it.

⭐ I have a tip jar (ko-fi)!

⭐ and other places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app

[numum]

i finally got an ipad :’D

[stoat-party]

Look, sometimes Danse needs to be beaten with a bat, but please only beat him for things he actually did.

My boy has never indicated that he thinks all ghouls should die, nor does it appear to be Brotherhood policy to kill them. (Actually, there’s evidence that this was the case back in 3, but here they seem specifically obsessed with killing ferals). He does make one horrible comment about killing Vault-Tec Guy specifically, but otherwise 1. Is protective of villagers at the Slog, 2. Is kind to Fridge Billy, and 3. Likes Kent and rips into you if you kill him.

There are lots of reasons to hate my darling Buzz Lightyear. You don’t need to invent them.

[acheronist]

big news for the isabel acheronist enjoyers of the world I HAVE A CAR I DON'T HAVE TO SHARE WITH MY BROTHER ANYMOREEEEEEEE

[purpurussy]

TIT friendship bracelet prototypes!!! new hobby unlocked :)

the BIG one uses these iridescent beads which aren't showing up nicely on my cheap android camera. but irl they reminded me of the lighting in the BIG video

[shadyhouse]

hey im sorry to ask for help again, i just dont know what else to do right now. im starting my new job today (just onboarding for now but im finding out my new schedule today and i'll be starting next week) and my bank account is currently at -23, i just had to pay my phone bill so that put me at -78. if anyone has anything to spare so i can get out of this hole itd be greatly appreciated 🙏 as soon as my new job starts i'll be able to get on track fairly quickly but my boss completely screwed me over with scheduling for my last few weeks of work, idk what im gonna do

pp: paypal.me/bewearrr

vnm: tobias_leviathan

thank you 💕 of course plz only help if you can afford to

[farawayfromdryland]

reddit is so stupid. i am like so peripherally involved in this fandom but obviously daemon wasn't motivated by rabid bloodlust for aemond's head he just wanted the revenge over and done with so he could get rhaenyra to focus on the war bit again (in his mind). he would be happy with 1 of 2 outcomes: the ratcatchers somehow do take out aemond. or they cause enough trouble that the greens go on guard/further the offensive so that rhaenyra must return focus to taking back the crown for her and her family's safety and/or to have her vengeance

[sophiathetrainwreck]

WE’RE GETTING A FINAL SPACE GRAPHIC NOVEL!!! WE’RE GETTING AN ENDING!!!

[astonmartingf]

i have ideas printed out 😃✋ maybe i will share them to the class tomorrow

[silentreigns]

That feeling of never belonging in a fandom space but realizing it's for the best >>>>>. F1 Tumblr community I've never said anything bad about y'all ever

[gontagokuhara]

oh great heavens i need a job i need income i need MONEY i thought my laptop shit itself for good just now

[sforzesco]

HELLO EVERYONE later this year, I'm going to be launching a patreon!

I'm going to be upfront, freelancing in america is kind of a nightmare. I've held off doing patreon just because the logistics of it made my brain hurt, but student loans and taxes wait for no one. (I'll also look into doing the same thing on ko-fi to give everyone interested a patreon alternative)

to be clear: I have no plans to suddenly paywall anything I was planning on posting, or to do an early access situation because it just really kills the vibe of what I like to do (comics, for me, lose something if some people can read before other people can because of a paywall. this isn't a condemnation of people who do choose to do an early access method! thinking about doing it with my own work puts a bad taste in my mouth because art takes on a social aspect for me I am loathe to lose.)

all tier rewards wold function as a "thank you for your patronage!" type of deal. nothing posted there would be anything I was planning to post publicly (so rough drafts, scrapped ideas I canned halfway through finishing, scans of my warm up sketch book, extremely early drafts of projects I am thinking about but will need to go through six more edits before it's close to postable, those kinds of works would be on patreon because those aren't things I post publicly and never had a particular interest in doing so beyond the occasional upload).

if it works out, this actually means I'll be able to post MORE work and even bring more of it to full colors (which is something I enjoy doing, but just don't have the time for) because I'll have an additional income source and won't need to spend a significant amount of time juggling freelancing gigs and crying about student loan debt. (I wish this was a joke but my god. the economy)

tldr; no art that I was already planning to post would be locked behind a paywall! patreon rewards are things I don't already post publicly and function as a kind of thank you card! ultimately this will allow me to post more work and begin longer form comic projects!

[tache-noire]

me: Ok, i spent too much on concert tickets, i can't spend any more money this month.

DEFY: Joey Janela VS Nick Wayne!!!!

me:

[raeiyyn]

checking my bank balance after buying necessary self/health care products

[boyswanna-be-her]

Time off where I don't travel allows me to become the worst version of myself and I always fall for it!!!

Actually, no Kelly. Let's not start this week with negativity. The only thing I am behind on is cleaning, and cleaning is just one thing in the enormity of things that I am responsible for.

Maybe i DO slack off on vacation, but there are plenty of things I used to do during vacation that I'm not doing this time!! I'm still taking a shower every day and doing my skin maintenance, maintaining a normal sleep/wake schedule, getting out of bed even if I don't do much afterwards. And there are things I haven't done that I usually do, like staying up all night doing something that could definitely be done the next day (video game, writing a story, movie marathon, finishing a book, etc). I haven't completely abandoned eating well--I've even been eating breakfast and lunch instead of farting around for hours until I'm famished and nauseated. I haven't been drinking to excess and I'm honestly smoking a lot less than I used to after adding cbd to my routine. Usually my thc tolerance goes WAYYY up around vacation bc I start smoking a lot more. I mean fuck, I even did a BUNCH of laundry and put it away, and changed the kitty litter.

Yes ideally I would have also cleaned out my fridge, done the dishes, deep-cleaned my bathroom, and decluttered my living room. But I think I can give myself a pass on that and not start the week off feeling shitty because my apartment is messy. I've been doing almost everything else better than my normal vacation standards. And I still have the better part of two weeks to chip away at my dirty apartment... which I guess I have been doing, slowly but surely.

Anyway!!! I truly only meant to post the first line of this entry, but then I looked at it and thought "hmm but what would my therapist say about that?" and realized that I was not giving myself any credit because I was frustrated over one category of things I'm behind on.

[irritablepoe]

NOOOO