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The audacity of not having the weight of someone's cock on my tongue is absolutely treacherous
#what sins have i committed#must i suffer this way#ns/fw#ns/fw blog#ns/fw community#nsft concept#me and who
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it's always titles, isn't it?
#can't fics come pre-titled?#i already went through the effort of writing and editing#must i really title it too?#and then TAG it? pick out the perfect blurb to stick in the summary?#must i suffer this way#anyways!! holiday fluff fic tomorrow that a handful of people may be excited for ^^#i wrote it instead of reading or sleeping or even looking at pictures of my precious baby blorbo ;w;
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the fact that irving canonically survives through the end of asunder to be at wynne's funeral is so fucking funny to me. nothing but love and respect for MY unstoppable cockroach morally grey machiavellian mage dad!!! he's survived in his position through multiple attempted rites of annulment and blood mage plots popping up left right and center around him. the chantry keeps trying to stamp him out but his dodge game is simply out of this world, divine. civil wars, political machinations and minefields, chantry atrocities, this wily old motherfucker is dodging and weaving his way through it all, not-quite-no-hits-taken-running-it-but-honestly-close-enough-under-the-circumstances style. if solas does succeed in tearing down the veil I would fully believe that one of the like three people still alive at the end of it all would be a very weary 90 year old first enchanter irving going 'oh this shit again huh'. the maker has cursed him for his hubris and his paperwork is never finished (affectionate, it's fine he canonically loves paperwork)
#we should have had the option to leave him in the fade instead of hawke or a warden#he would've just annoyedly shuffled his way back out of there a week later#dragon age#dragon age origins#first enchanter irving#he must be SO annoying to the chantry because it's heavily implied he's made his playground#out of tirelessly finding technicalities and loopholes to exploit that they can't *quite* call him on without domino effects going off#I think first enchanter in the circle system at origins times is a position that invariably and inevitably leaves you morally compromised#but I feel he really does his best within the rules he's given to play with and personally i love him a bit for that. and also#for being an unkillable lil shit. insufferable. inconquerable in his 'I'm about to be such an annoyance to you' impish spirit.#the I'm going to suffer but guess what. so are you of it all. traumatize the chantry back#I just imagine sophia sending letters home right before the vote for independence like '...dad I am hearing some INSANE rumours out here#what the actual fuck is going on back home???'#and he's like 'nothing that you need to worry about sweetie just keep living your best life and have fun killing darkspawn <3'#(there's something that makes me feel So much about how consistently his stance is like... 'you'll always be welcome here#but the circle doesn't *need* you; go be a warden and live your life'. he managed to fineagle freedom for you somehow and won't let you#turn and glance back. not even once. I feel somehow both so abandoned and so incredibly loved it's wild)#oc: sophia amell
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A comparison of neck strength, F2 driver vs. F1 driver:
Charles Leclerc (bottom panel) is able to hold his neck steady as he navigates through S1; his head follows the direction of his travel - i.e. as he makes a left turn, he looks to the left. Meanwhile, fatigue has set in for Ollie Bearman (top panel), and his neck is unable to hold his head up; therefore, as he makes a left turn, the lateral G forces push his head to the opposite side.
An impressive example of how physically demanding F1 is as a sport! Don't ever let anyone tell you that these guys are not true athletes.
🎥: F1TV on-boards, 2024 Saudi Arabian Grand Prix (Lap 41)
#charles leclerc#ollie bearman#oliver bearman#*#my edit#f1#my video#saudi arabian gp 2024#technical#fave#i just think this is so neat!#well done to ollie for putting in such a performance when he must have been suffering so much physically!#as for you sharl - your neck is effing ginormous and long may it remain that way 🗿🤣
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dead boy detectives textposts pt 6 :D
pt 1 - pt 2 - pt 3 - pt 4 - pt 5 - pt 6
#someone needs to stop me from making more of these 😭#take away my tumblr take away my gif maker#dead boy detectives#payneland#paynland#paineland#painland#ough so many ways to spell their ship name#must i suffer and put all four of them 😔#the answer is yes always#charles rowland#edwin payne#niko sasaki#cat king#the cat king#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detectives netflix#dbda gifs#moths dbda sillies
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(mild gore)
fealty
#i. i dont know if there's a better way to content warn on tumblr. im not gonna lie ive never posted something that could need one#like this gore seems v v mild to me so i wasnt sure if it needed it at all? but like idk i wanna try to be respectful i wanna TRY#this was my main page piece for the horror zine!! jokes on u the lettie collab was a SIDE commitment. this was my main deal#i saw this so clearly like a vision in my head. its what made me want to apply in the first place ouughghh#its the service. its the undying loyalty. its the devotion and commitment to serving the throne. im WEAK im a SUCKER#i rly do just think something abt royalty settings invoke so much in me. its immediately intriguing and diasom has it BAD (positive)#i do what i must for my people. the silver fans. when he is suffering the content is tasty like im sorry but its true </3 i love him#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#malleus draconia#lilia vanrouge#suntails#mild gore#gore
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OOOOOO CAN I ASK HOW WOULD THE N2 SQUAD REACT TO EACH OF THEM DYING?
What have you unleashed?
(WARNING: Angst, allusions to death, all that fun stuff. Nothing graphic tho, don't worry)
Jamil
He shouldn’t be surprised.
Well… He isn't surprised. Jamil Viper doesn't get nice things. Not for more than a few months, anyway.
Every once in a while, life takes pity on him and throws some nice, agreeable news his way. Just enough so that he lets his guard down. Just enough so that he allows himself to think maybe things will get better. Just enough so that he can pretend he isn't chained to a fate he will never escape.
A letter to NRC, a plan that goes a little too well, a couple of upperclassmen who seem to genuinely love him for who he is and not who he pretends to be.
So of course it doesn't last. Life gives and life takes.
Kalim follows, Octavinelle gets involved, Leona and Vil-
Well…
He isn't surprised.
Jamil Viper doesn't get nice things.
Vil
They look at him like they expect something from him. Horror, anger, ugly tears maybe. Just a reaction. Anything. Anything at all.
Vil doesn't give them that. Doesn't give them an opportunity to pity him. Doesn't give them food for gossip. Doesn't give them any material to make this topic last for any longer than it has to.
He knows how it works. Someone snaps a pic of him at his lowest, someone records his voice breaking during an interview, someone catches his lips tremble for but a second, and everybody will start talking about it again. And again. And again. For as long as there is a reaction from him. For as long as the topic attracts views.
Suffering brings more views than success.
So Vil doesn't react. Doesn't say a thing. Doesn't acknowledge the topic.
Better to be a cold asshole for a few weeks than to hear about it for years.
And in the darkness of his own room, where there is no camera, no eyes, and no ears to witness his grief-
Vil cries himself to sleep.
Leona
It’s just sand.
Only sand.
For miles and miles, further than the eye can see, nothing but sand.
Ruggie had the clever foresight to send all of Savanaclaw packing when Leona got the news. They would be sand too otherwise.
Who cares.
Who fucking cares.
He could turn the whole world to sand and it wouldn't be enough.
He might as well turn his own heart into sand.
It would hurt less.
#are you a masochist Anon?#or do you want others to suffer lol?#those are short but I think they convey enough#I have a lot of thoughts for Vil's reaction tho#like I imagine Jamil would be defeated and lose all warmth#and I imagine Leona would either go full depression or destructive anger#but VIL-#can you imagine how shitty it must be to have everybody's gaze on you when you're trying to mourn?#how that'd be the only topic you would find online about yourself for weeks?#we all know Vil is obsessed with how he's perceived by others and he'd definitely check his own name just as much as Neige's popularity#so Vil looks up his name and sees those fucking news again and again and again#and it just opens his wounds again and again and again#and his only way out is to pretend he doesn't care#and so he keeps everything to himself#uses his acting talent to pretend he isn't as affected as he is#and only when he is alone does he let himself break down#anyway those all would be long enough into dating that they are serious about each other and that it'd be known that Vil is dating#but not long enough for them to have made their own life with this relationship#just a tease from life#because Jamil is a tragedy and a half and I had to play with that :3#twisted wonderland#n2 squad#leojami#leovil#javil#ask me anything#jamil viper#leona kingscholar#vil schoenheit#twst fic
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what do you mean jesse spencer’s parents started an australian far-right populist political party in the 90s. what.
#curse of knowledge i guess#Australians Against Further Immigration are you kidding me#this is not a Hot Take post about art vs. artist by the way#this is I Learned Too Hard And Now You All Must Suffer With Me#they have a wikipedia page???#house md#robert chase#malpractice md#hatecrimes md
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The common thread tying together how mxtx treats all her well-rounded character across all her works is that a character's past is as real as their actions. That means that a character's tragic past is a key part of their character and should be considered while analyzing them. It also means that their actions are also their own and must be considered when analyzing them. One does not negate the other. The trauma that a character experiences in the narrative is not erased by their shitty actions, but those experiences also don't redeem their immoral behavior. Everyone must live with the consequences of their chosen actions, regardless of what drove them to make those choices. That is the lesson.
#mdzs#svsss#tgcf#ran into this banger of a text in a message i sent to someone:#'your tragic past is as real as your abusive personality'#wwx had to deal with the consequences of the qiongqi ambush even though he was defending himself#jyl had to deal with the consequences of saving wwx's life which she did instinctively and intentionally#neither of them were wrong but the consequences were still theirs to bear#jc had to deal with the consequences of turning his back on wwx#jl had to deal with the consequences of stabbing wwx in a fit of anger#jgy had to deal with the consequences of his multiple murderous schemes#whether by instinct or intention or planning or spur of the moment#they all must deal with the consequences of their actions#because that's life#and you live it with other people#who are *going* to react to the things you do#and these are just mdzs’s examples#sy has to deal with the consequences of becoming sqq#sj dealt with the consequences of allowing envy to rule his life bg suffering a qi deviation that made way for sy#xl has to deal with the consequences of attempting to destroy yong’an#which was that wuming got destroyed instead#mq and fx have to deal with the consequences of betraying and abandoning a friend#and so on and so forth
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What's so funny about Jinx smelling Vander's jacket to me is not even that it's inconsistent with the story at this point (i. e. Vander is alive so there is no reason for her to smell his jacket, plus she didn't have a close relationship with him anyway), but because we already had a coat for her to interact with that was established IN SEASON 1 FINALE. SHE TOOK SILCO'S COAT OFF OF HIM. WHERE DID IT GO????? And most importantly why Jinx doesn't care about it at all despite her still coming to his office to "talk" with him? Like. You would think that Jinx, who still keeps keepsakes of her lost loved ones, would take some of Silco's things to remind her of him, but nah. We need a stupid thing with Vander and Silco's jackets where she doesn't even properly interact with the right one.
#also it's a personal pet peeve of mine that they should've given Jinx his cravat. because it represents his trauma (being strangled by a-#close person) and how he's coping with it this way. showing that nobody can do this to him again. but then Jinx kills him and. yeah#albeit unintentionally but it's just a throughline with Silco that he always suffers the most at the hands of the people he loves the most#so if jinx took it it would both serve as a keepsake and a reminder of what he's gone through and that despite thas he never gave up#and that she must keep fighting as well. no matter for who of what. the main thing she should always remember is to fight and survive no#matter how badly you were hurt or by whom. your goals your love and who you are at your core shouldn't change no matter what#keep going. keep fighting. keep being yourself my dear daughter because you are perfect#and yeah his coat should've been implemented in her design too you can't imagine how pissed off i was when i saw her costume and blimp at#the end of s2. yeah yeah screw me specifically i guess whatever#arcane critical#arcane season 2#arcane#silco arcane#silco#jinx arcane#silco and jinx#upd: oh yeah i forgot. taking his cravat from him would also mean that despite his efforts to nevel let his affections for others hurt him-#he still couldn't control this because. well. you can't really choose how much you love someone and trust someone. it just happens#it would add so much sauce and flavor to his tragedy#guuyyyys i'm insane about themmmm
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totally unheard of
#he is so????#very uwu im shy 👉🏼👈🏼 of him#sorry this man again#ruben amorim#manchester united#also the way he said the players are too anxious and afraid to play football like i imagine him trying to coax these wounded animals onto#the pitch by leaving a trail of treats and pspspspspsing them it must be hard work#but at least his family has finally moved in lmao no more suffering alone in the hotel no wonder he looks happier sdldsjkd#+
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Honestly the fact that they fit three distinct combats on top of plenty of character and story progression into the episode before 11pm was a really strong argument out of the gate for Daggerheart as a system for streaming. That was super neat, not gonna lie.
#daggerheart#cr spoilers#look I love 5e for crunch! I love crunchy combat! but this honestly makes less editing more attractive imo#and I REALLY love unedited AP. like idk man editing makes my attention wane way faster#I think cuz I do want to feel like I'm watching a game at a table? like if I wanted to watch a different format I would#okay anyway I am so wiped and I must pass out. before I start going to write some more cuz I have to commute tomorrow#if I could use my anguish and suffering emote of my cat's face that I have on discord in all modes of communication my life would be better#ANYWAYYYY
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#sometimes i’m struck with inspiration and everyone around me must suffer#shen qingqiu#svsss#scum villain’s self saving system#shen yuan#probably. i think it’s him. sj is also fun to bully but not in this same way#mxtx#svsss fanart#mxtx fanart#fanart#artsyfartsy#sketch#sketchbook#daily sketch
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i did try and use "trapped for years" prompt from earlier hehehehe
At first, they think they can get out. Maybe Solas couldn’t but he always underestimated mortals, underestimated them. They step quickly, running across the seemingly endless stones of the prison, desperately seeking an exit, or even a hint one might exist.
After a few days, they realize hunger and thirst aren’t really the same, aren’t something needed here. Perfect, it means more time to search, to find a path out of here, to find anything.
Weeks, maybe? More than a month. The eerie silence has become familiar, the stillness in the air leaving a taste of dust on their tongue that may never vanish. They start marking time on the fallen pillar they’ve made their starting point. Memory is only helpful to a point here, everything feeling fogged in their mind.
The only real sound, a voice, is more haunting and cruel than comforting. The call of a dead friend, begging for help, for Rook to save them. But they didn’t. They failed, and now their friends are dead, and the rest might soon follow.
It could be months now, by the time they navigate their own regret far enough to make what feels like progress. Time lost meaning quickly, no sun to rise and fall to mark the days. Too much sky, like Davrin once said. Rook hasn’t spoken a word aloud in weeks, accepting the blanket of silence draping over them, weighing them down as they turn the same path again and again and again, hoping this time it might change.
By the time they find the door, solid wood, locked firmly shut, they know it’s been too long. Years. Agonizing years of muted stone and sky. The world must be in ashes and blight now, their friends, everyone must be dead. Rook already fought back the cold grip of the choices they’ve made, the people they lost, but they can feel that this prison still holds them. Something more, something stronger is still lurking in their mind, something they’ve refused so deeply to face, whether or not by their own design, they can’t tell. What could possibly be worse? What could be left?
Varric. Of course. Of course he didn’t survive, that never made sense, did it. Of course they failed him too, couldn’t save him. And all that time in the lighthouse, that was Solas, manipulating and adapting his perfect pawn, the Rook to take the fall. If nothing else, if everything and everyone they love is dead, the least they can do is find their way out and repay the Dread Wolf in kind. If they were to lose years and lives while in here, Rook would ensure that Solas would lose something to match once they are free. What they didn’t expect was the almost forgotten sound of their friends, calling to them. The shimmer of the Veil, grabbing hands pulling their weary form from the Fade and back into the world, back to their family. How? This couldn’t be, shouldn’t be possible, isn’t possible. Another trick? Have they finally fully snapped, and this is imagined by a broken mind desperate for any type of escape? But oh, it feels real. The warmth of skin, the nearly painful cacophony of worried voices, the wind. It’s real. They are freed, they are home.
#datv babbles#datv#dragon age the veilguard#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dragon age rook#datv rook#i hope yall enjoy and by that i mean suffer#suffer with me if i have to think it u must too#it ends upbeat i promise it wont stay that way
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Everyone on here has such cool click clack ideas! like omg!!! I think it’s time that I share the one that I’ve made for an au idea I have, had them for about a week and I love them but I’m still trying to get details down for the au and all, still in the planning stage and like this is my first time really actually doing this.
Anyways, click clack design be upon you!
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I turned him into a plushie guys and I love him!
More info/rant undercut
This au is gonna be on the more body horror side and I would love to info dump about it once my brain gives me more ideas to write down but honestly I think his design for the au turned out good, their modeled after a teddy bear and I tried to make the face and eyes similar to one as much as I could for just concept sketches
Anyways lemme know if anyone wants an info dump on the au,
been trying to get as much down as I can for it but obviously having your attention split while brain storming isn’t the best. Probably gonna make an info dump either way just the get the brain juices pumping but how much I share in an actual post is gonna depend on how willing I think people are to hear about it tbh. I don’t wanna talk about something nobodies gonna care much about
Um anyways new au idea underways, gonna try and write a story about it but I currently only have a beginning and vague concept of how I want it to end and nothing in between so far so we will see. Would love to trouble shoot with someone but I currently don’t have anyone to do that with so… feel free to reach out if you wanna try helping tho, i've got like litterally no friends in/into the comunitiy so it would be kinda nice
Probably gonna turn out sloppy but so is the ways of life, better to make sthat is bad then nothing at all
#art#my art#doodles#au concept#au concept art#plushie-o-fies your click clack#plushie click clack anyone#well he's not 100% a plushy but that more of explored in the concepts i have for it#throwing stuff at a wall here#guy has a felt mask stuck on top of his and is suffering is all im gonna say rn#slipping through my fingers and like any other good body horror concepts that i've found here on tumblr are definitly a big inspiration#for this#also those stories about unrequited love where they throw up flowers. yeah. big inspo from that#also the idea of click clack having two mouths or voices. one for narrating(behind mask) and one that he does his normal talking with#like they are connected but also like two seperate entities. love it. not going to be two seperate but connected entities in this tho but#i do use a concept of it#this is gonna be great#how we feel about ones emotions getting stuck in place without any way to change it and the panic that ensues. i have no mouth and#i must scream type stuff (probably. never read the book tho)#fan au#ggg au#great god grove au#click clack#concepts#turning click clack into a marketable plushie as one of my friends would say. not the methods she would have envisioned me#taking to achieve that end product tho may i add#my click clack design that im gonna throw into the mixing pot of designs people have for them#go my scarab
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He chose violence.
#niall horan#niallhoranedit#nhedit#gif*#i knowww ziam also got bird tats#and harry got the swallows#but i chose to go for his very specific description#non specific in the case of the guitar#also the way i suffered to find a pic of harry's guitar tattoo?????#i googled and thought it would immediately pop up some hq but none world#they all look blurry like that#something must be done
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