#musicdiaries

[hollyclough]

ROCKSTAR will be out June 14th. Originally I said May but I needed more time to get it the way I wanted it. PreSave link on my TikTok, YouTube, and Insta <3

[xaviergalatis]

golf Wang

[yeahforsureokay]

I've been blessed with a good life for the most part. I've always been privileged.

Still, I can't help but resent people who have things that I want. Those who get better grades than me, who qualify for better scholarships, who don't struggle to decipher other people, who have people falling at their feet to know them.

I don't really want those things with who I am right now. I would give anything to, instead, put myself in their shoes, to trade in my conscious for theirs.

I want to be in their skin, in their bones. I want to see their family as mine and have them see me as theirs.

I don't want to become a man. I want to have been a man. I want to be a man. I don't want to become beautiful. I want to have been beautiful. I want to be beautiful. I don't want whatever they have. I want to be them.

I want to be someone who doesn't flinch away at specific sounds, who doesn't struggle with anxiety that cripples them physically. I want to become them, to have been raised as them, to have their traits, both good and bad.

Does that make sense? I think this playlist explains it well. I've constantly been held down by myself, like concrete shoes drowning me in the river. I'd give a lot to see someone else's problems as my own for a day, even if they're worse than mine. At least it's different and not the same cycle I've been stuck in. Maybe it'll refresh my mind and send me back to my body with a new outlook. Maybe it won't.

Instead, I sit in the same room. I sit with the same problems. I sit with the same people. I sit with the same flaws. I sing the same song. Over and over and over.

I dissociate at times. I'll take myself away from my body and my emotions. I focus only on the buzzing in my skull, the hum of life and death and everything in between.

I am grateful for the medications I've been put on and the help I've sought as I work through my fears. Every once in a while, though, I fall back into the same cyclical pattern.

I've decided to take up crystals and tarot and mystical stuff as a hobby (just decided it today, actually). I'm so used to constantly being skeptical and not allowing myself to branch out to new things because it doesn't "add" anything to my worth. I'm tired of that, though. I want to have fun like other people. I want to waste my money. I want to dedicate time to trying to control things I don't think I can truly control. I want to be passionate. I want to have passion.

I'm sick of waiting for some being in the sky to turn me into someone else. Maybe it's time to take myself into my own hands. Maybe this is the start of that. Maybe not. At least I'll be able to say I tried.

I wish peace and solace for anyone who may be facing similar issues. I also hope you enjoy the playlist and know you're not alone.

[wahaydendotcom]

9-21: Musicdiary

Hey, got obsessed with learning the main theme from Dario Argento's 1977 film 'Suspiria' yesterday/earlier-today. I <3 Suspiria. The og 1977 and the 2019 remake are two of my favorite movies. Suzy Bannion forever. It's a tasty tune to play! I recorded my practice but wasn't satisfied enough to share lol.

my gear tho: Guitar - Les Paul Epiphone; FX - Fulltone OCD (high tone), Behringer FX600 (chorus), Digitech Digiver (hall reverb); Amp - Esteban G-10.

Shout out Ben Eller for his cover + lesson! > (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0SNNcBhz27c)

thnx musescore.com too for their sheet music > (https://musescore.com/re5/suspiria-theme-original-arranged-goblin)

This song totally gets me at my heart. V emotional and in context to the movie it's just transcendent.

[oh-sunny-sun]

― 絢香 | The Beginning ―

今日の音楽の聴き始めはこのアルバム♪

2024年9月17日 火曜日

･

― Ayaka - The Beginning ―

I started listening to today's music on this album.

Tuesday, September 17, 2024

#todaysfirstmusic

#musicdiary

#Ayaka

#TheBeginning

#絢香

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[jenifersohowe]

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[cjqdion]

It's 3am and I just discovered this song and damn it's the best thing ever 🥺 giving me all the unsolicited emotions rn at 3am 😩

I just cant move on from this ever since. This be hitting right in da feels, man. So damn good it hurts 😩

[misshollywould]

#outfitinspiration... MISS HOLLYWOULD: 🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️... Lately I can’t find focus. Like my mind is going 100 mph. My mediating has gone all to hell and I’m feeling stressed to the maximum. So the past couple days I’ve tried yoga and meditating at night and finally some clarity had come in my life and mind! My outfit in an instant... hot shorts, a turquoise crop top, and yoga tie footies! Love, always! #MISSHOLLYWOULD... proudtobeasongwriter #fashioninaninstant #musicartist #singer #songwriter #singersongwriter #musicdiaries #musicislife #fashionista #fashiondiaries #ootd #outfitinspiration #classic #fashion #yoga #lovemorestressless https://www.instagram.com/fashion.in.an.instant/p/BwCzcxRhkU6/?igshid=1bsc7yn0gt9mg

[hollyclough]

Fletcher's new album is out and I can't wait to see her live in September

[hollyclough]

I always keep the promises I make to everyone else but more importantly I keep the promises I make to myself

[xaviergalatis]

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GX DRUMKIT 1

My new drumkit is Out now free download .enjoy

https://xaviergalatis.bandcamp.com/album/gx-drumkit-1

[xaviergalatis]

Xavier Galatis - SP404 Emulator Flip Friday 10180024 (official audio)

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