#musicdiaries

[hollyclough]

ROCKSTAR will be out June 14th. Originally I said May but I needed more time to get it the way I wanted it. PreSave link on my TikTok, YouTube, and Insta <3

[musigenic]

2012: my top 10 albums and the mess of it all

it’s 2012. i’m 15, messy, and trying to figure it all out. we’re in peak tumblr culture, before it got sanitized. lana’s playing on my cracked iPod touch while i scribble in a diary hidden under my bed. this list is as much about the music as it is about the moments it soundtracked. let’s get into it

top 10 albums of 2012:

"Born to Die" - Lana Del Rey this album raised me. “blue jeans” had me walking through the halls of my high school like i was the protagonist of the saddest indie film.

diary, february 16, 2012 i’m sad but still want to be hot.

2. "Channel Orange" - Frank Ocean this album wasn’t just music; it was therapy.

diary, july 10, 2012 my best friend didn’t even flinch when i said i thought girls were prettier than boys. she said, ‘duh.’

3. "Visions" - Grimes this was the sound of my tumblr dashboard coming to life. alien, weird, ethereal; grimes was the patron saint of every girl trying to escape her boring small-town life.

diary, march 23, 2012 i wore eyeliner today. not like normal eyeliner, but grimes eyeliner. mom asked if i was okay. i told her i was fine.

4. "good kid, m.A.A.d city" - Kendrick Lamar this one hit different, even though his world was a million miles from mine.

diary, october 2, 2012 the lyrics to ‘bitch, don’t kill my vibe’ are gonna be my next tattoo.

5. "Electra Heart" - Marina and the Diamonds marina gave me a blueprint for being heartbreakingly dramatic and still kind of in control.

diary, may 14, 2012 put on ‘primadonna’ and danced around my room until i collapsed. the mirror and that fucking cockroach were my audience.

6. "An Awesome Wave" - Alt-J this album felt like discovering a secret. it wasn’t for everyone, but it was for me.

diary, august 28, 2012 it’s like they took all my weird thoughts and made them pretty. maybe one day, i’ll figure out how to do that too.

7. "Halcyon" - Ellie Goulding this was my running-away album. when i wanted to disappear, i put on “anything could happen” and imagined hopping on a train to somewhere no one knew me.

diary, november 3, 2012 i’m tired of being stuck. maybe one day i’ll leave and never come back.

8. "The Idler Wheel..." - Fiona Apple fiona apple’s raw, unfiltered genius was like a slap in the face. she made me feel seen in my anger, my sadness, my everything.

diary, june 5, 2012 i slammed my door so hard today that the handle came loose. i’m so full of everything and nothing all at once. it’s exhausting.

9. "Lonerism" - Tame Impala this album was my escape into another universe.

diary, september 17, 2012 math class is hell. i put on ‘feels like we only go backwards’ and pretended i was floating instead of stuck in a desk surrounded by people i’ll probably forget in five years. (SO DRAMATIC WTF)

10. "Some Nights" - fun. this one was pure drama, and i loved it. it was the soundtrack to all my overthinking, overfeeling, and overwhelming moments.

diary, april 11, 2012 sometimes life’s okay, i guess.

2012 was a mess, and so was i, but looking back, it was kind of beautiful in it. these albums carried me through the storm, each one a little lighthouse guiding me somewhere better. here’s to the music that saves us when nothing else can.

[xaviergalatis]

GX DRUMKIT 1

My new drumkit is Out now free download .enjoy

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[yeahforsureokay]

I've been blessed with a good life for the most part. I've always been privileged.

Still, I can't help but resent people who have things that I want. Those who get better grades than me, who qualify for better scholarships, who don't struggle to decipher other people, who have people falling at their feet to know them.

I don't really want those things with who I am right now. I would give anything to, instead, put myself in their shoes, to trade in my conscious for theirs.

I want to be in their skin, in their bones. I want to see their family as mine and have them see me as theirs.

I don't want to become a man. I want to have been a man. I want to be a man. I don't want to become beautiful. I want to have been beautiful. I want to be beautiful. I don't want whatever they have. I want to be them.

I want to be someone who doesn't flinch away at specific sounds, who doesn't struggle with anxiety that cripples them physically. I want to become them, to have been raised as them, to have their traits, both good and bad.

Does that make sense? I think this playlist explains it well. I've constantly been held down by myself, like concrete shoes drowning me in the river. I'd give a lot to see someone else's problems as my own for a day, even if they're worse than mine. At least it's different and not the same cycle I've been stuck in. Maybe it'll refresh my mind and send me back to my body with a new outlook. Maybe it won't.

Instead, I sit in the same room. I sit with the same problems. I sit with the same people. I sit with the same flaws. I sing the same song. Over and over and over.

I dissociate at times. I'll take myself away from my body and my emotions. I focus only on the buzzing in my skull, the hum of life and death and everything in between.

I am grateful for the medications I've been put on and the help I've sought as I work through my fears. Every once in a while, though, I fall back into the same cyclical pattern.

I've decided to take up crystals and tarot and mystical stuff as a hobby (just decided it today, actually). I'm so used to constantly being skeptical and not allowing myself to branch out to new things because it doesn't "add" anything to my worth. I'm tired of that, though. I want to have fun like other people. I want to waste my money. I want to dedicate time to trying to control things I don't think I can truly control. I want to be passionate. I want to have passion.

I'm sick of waiting for some being in the sky to turn me into someone else. Maybe it's time to take myself into my own hands. Maybe this is the start of that. Maybe not. At least I'll be able to say I tried.

I wish peace and solace for anyone who may be facing similar issues. I also hope you enjoy the playlist and know you're not alone.

[musicdiaries]

Since the free version of YouTube has become unusable, this is also the end of Musicdiaries Tumblr as you know it. I might still post the occasional video, song, or album link here, but not on a regular basis. Thanks for following, keep supporting your local artists, and farewell.

[wahaydendotcom]

9-21: Musicdiary

Hey, got obsessed with learning the main theme from Dario Argento's 1977 film 'Suspiria' yesterday/earlier-today. I <3 Suspiria. The og 1977 and the 2019 remake are two of my favorite movies. Suzy Bannion forever. It's a tasty tune to play! I recorded my practice but wasn't satisfied enough to share lol.

my gear tho: Guitar - Les Paul Epiphone; FX - Fulltone OCD (high tone), Behringer FX600 (chorus), Digitech Digiver (hall reverb); Amp - Esteban G-10.

Shout out Ben Eller for his cover + lesson! > (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0SNNcBhz27c)

thnx musescore.com too for their sheet music > (https://musescore.com/re5/suspiria-theme-original-arranged-goblin)

This song totally gets me at my heart. V emotional and in context to the movie it's just transcendent.

[oh-sunny-sun]

― 絢香 | The Beginning ―

今日の音楽の聴き始めはこのアルバム♪

2024年9月17日 火曜日

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― Ayaka - The Beginning ―

I started listening to today's music on this album.

Tuesday, September 17, 2024

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[jenifersohowe]

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[cjqdion]

It's 3am and I just discovered this song and damn it's the best thing ever 🥺 giving me all the unsolicited emotions rn at 3am 😩

I just cant move on from this ever since. This be hitting right in da feels, man. So damn good it hurts 😩

[misshollywould]

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[hollyclough]

Fletcher's new album is out and I can't wait to see her live in September

[hollyclough]

I always keep the promises I make to everyone else but more importantly I keep the promises I make to myself

[xaviergalatis]

Trend Setter - Xavier Galatis 2016 HNHH

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