#muse; fp

[toksikk]

“will you be my valentine?” / from cal to fp

Billy raised a brow and put the beer he was sipping on, down on the coffee table. "You're being serious, arent you?" He chuckled a bit. "I'll be your Valentine but I expect to get laid." He teased with a smirk on his lips. "What are the plans?"

[masokawa]

I wish I could hand you the entire world.

From the smallest hut to the largest cathedral, I would work day and night to make sure it's all perfect for you.

I'd hand craft you a throne and sit at your feet, gazing into your eyes with nothing short of adoration. Waiting for you to bless my ears with your soft voice.

But, we are too far apart.

It's a cruel twist of fate, isn't it? I long to intertwine my hand with yours, to ruffle your hair, to hold you.

But I can't.

But one day, I will.

So will you wait for me, my muse? My sun, moon, and stars? I will hold you close one day. And when that day comes, I will place my heart into your hands.

You may do whatever you wish to it. I trust you.

(this post is written by a man and is about another man. please be normal.)

[romanticallymad]

[tenshi-net]

not having an fp is so dull… no one offline is even worth my time! (let alone occupying my every thought)

[kainekillinggod]

not romantic(?) Not platonic necessarily, but I just wanna spend all my time with him and cuddle him and live in a cabin in the woods together and write him poetry and share tea and bake with him and give him forehead kisses and hold his hand and look into his blue-green eyes in the faint sunlight and wash dishes and garden with him and pick out collars for a pet and pick up his favorite snacks from the gas station and take care of him when he's sick and wipe his tears and feel his hands on my face when things get dark again and maybe have him there after top surgery to take care of me and take walks in the woods with our lanterns and a single tent and go fishing with him and light his favorite candle and get to know his current and old and new music artists and learn about his career and listen to him talk about how he does art and watch as he practices the saxophone and go to a pride parade and try out a strange new restaurant and vandalize a building and run from the police with him and stich up his torn clothes and hear his laugh and be held by him and have him rest his head on mine and share a night stand and clean each other's glasses and style his hair and make clay figures and argue about small silly things and watch old garfiled cartoons with him and info dump about warrior cats and tmnt and lie in the fields looking up at the stars with utter silence and knowledge of despite how small we are, it's still me and him there together.

Chat what is this called🧍‍♂️

[extorting-love-and-emotion]

[toksikk]

FP cocked his head a bit and a confused look appeared on his face. "Apologize? For what? You haven't done anything." FP clearly didn't remember even getting mad but that was thanks to alcohol anyways. "You have nothing to apologize for."

insomniiatic​:

FP ran a hand through his hair and sat down in his chair across from the TV. “Just wanted to see how you were settling into town and maybe give you the chance to see me not drunk at the Wyrm.”

Dylan found a seat in the couch beside him. Truthfully this was a bit out of his comfort zone- FP was intimidating, but he felt like he should make up for pissing him off during their first meeting. “Well, I uh,�� His hand ran over his knee. “I kind of wanted to apologize for that night anyway.” 

[toksikk]

@hoboandcrew continued from here!

FP rolled his dark brown eyes as he brought the beer up to his lips and took a long drink. "Funny Sweets." He said flatly. "But you should know of course i want a better future for all you kids." He pointed out with ease. This wasnt the life he wanted for anyone, not even himself which was why he was a frequent at drowning his sorrows in the bottle. "Im not even that old." He was but he was in denial about it.

[tenshi-net]

I wish I could meet more people… it feels like my heart is full of untargeted love when everyone i know is unavailable (either I don’t like them… or they don’t like me)

[toksikk]

FP might of had his issues but he was loyal when he cared for someone and he was the type to always be there. It was no different for Cal. FP liked the guy alot and so he was more than happy to run when he called. "Of course." He nodded before coming inside. "Why dont we have a drink and we can figure it out. Lets also start with that you're not fucked up." He shrugged off his Serpents jacket and laid it over the back of the couch. "I can tell alot is going on. You look stressed as all get out."

@insomniiatic​ asked : “ hey now, no more apologizing. i’m glad you called me; i meant it when i said any time, any place. ” (FP for Cal Jacobs, @insomniiatic ) 

        cal was elated to see that fp actually took the time to come see him. he knew the both of them had their ups and downs but it was comforting to know that even after everything, fp was only a phone call away. cal was smiling, bringing his hand out to grip the other man’s shoulder in thankfulness. he nods once,         ❛      it’s good to know you’re still there      ❜    he started, stepping aside to invite the other man in.          ❛      there’s so much going on right now, i don’t know what to think. it’s fucked up. everything is so fucked up right now. i’m fucked up….      ❜

[metallteeff]

shout out to thistle for having a familial fp. you literally see it never

[romanticallymad]

I should work as a private detective, the way i know everything about them just from stalking

[themosthatedbeingg]

// thinking of Lucifer having like some top tier ultra dark and scary game system that he doesn’t know how to operate ( staff has to turn it on for him) and he plays stardew valley , minesweeper / solitaire , bass fishing and farming simulator on it . As well as animal crossing and Okami and cooking mama.

When he meets Alastor he starts playing a bunch of Cabella’s deer Hunter .

[aparticularbandit]

I very rarely have characters where I see them and go that's ME, but there have been a handful over the years.

By which I mean four. There have been four (that I can remember).

Homura Akemi (Puella Magi Madoka Magica)

Syndrome (The Incredibles)

Amy Elliot Dunne (Gone Girl)

Jay Gatsby (The Great Gatsby - specifically the Leo version)

Two of these have passed peer review unprompted! And if asked, Homura (who is one of the two) is the one I'd say is the most me.

...not sure if I'd count Rebellion Story, but given what she knew/did not know, her actions make complete sense. Homura did nothing wrong.

[toksikk]

“Trust me, I hate myself more than you do, so yelling at me really isn’t going to change anything!” / from cal to fp

FP paused at Cal's words and he let out a deep breath. "You're right. I'm sorry." He said, turning his back to Cal to pull out his flask and take a drink. With the added stress of the holidays, he was drinking more and his drinking was already a problem. "I don't hate you at all okay. It's the opposite!" He finally admitted. "I fucking like you okay? Like shit." He said. "I would never hate you."

[toksikk]

FP rubbed his temples before sighing heavily. "I'm not in the mood Alice." His tone was flat as he pushed last her to go get a drink. "There's nothing else to discuss. I don't want to deal with it and I don't have to. It's not my problem. I'm sorry you're going through it but it doesn't involve me anymore."

" i don’t want to care, that’s the point, i’m exhausted, do what you want " - @insomniiatic ( fp for alice )

HER FRUSTRATION LEVEL WAS BOILING OVER, but then again did she have any kind of leg to stand on here? any real say? could she say anything about it? forcing him into anything wasn’t what they wanted. “i can clearly see that not much has changed then.” she spoke as her arms quickly crossed over her chest. “doesn’t this seem oddly familiar to you, fp? don’t you get tired of trying and then giving up?” that was harsh, maybe too harsh, but perhaps the right kind of push.