#mujhe chod diya

[tumkyajaanodilkebaat]

Abhi toh dekh jate ho

Idhar udhar ghumte hue

Lekin 1½ saal baad

Toh idhar udhar Jana he nhi hoga

Phir kese dekhounge tumhe

Tum anjan ho jaouge mere liye

Sirf es wajah se ke tum kabhi mujhse maafi

Nhi maang paye

[shwetakithukai]

College Proffesor Ne Randi Banaya

Mujhe humesha se mere psychology ke professor se chudna tha. Unko dekhte hi meri laad tapakne lagti thi, aur mujhe mauka mila. Humara class test tha aur mai jaan boojh kar fail hui thi, jis din result tha us din mai jaab boojh kar slutty kapde pehenkar gayi thi. Tight shirt aur tight jeans ke saath heels. Mere boobs aur meri gaand acche se nazar aa rahe the. 

College ke ladke bhi mujhe hawas bhari nazron se dekh rahe the, jaise abhi mere kapde faad kar mujhe chod denge.

Par mera dhyaan to Sir ki taraf tha, mai wait hi kar rahi thi kab sir result batae aur mujhse aakar baat kare. 

Sir ne checks mark sheets sabko di, aur akhir me mere paas akar bole “I’m disappointed Shweta, meet me in my cabin after college” aisa bolkar unhone mere hath par se hath fera.

Meri to saase tez ho gyi aur chut gili hone lagi.

College khatam hone ke baad mai sir ke cabin mai gayi, sab ja chuke the, sir akele kuchh papers check kar rahe the.

Unhone mujhe kursi par baithne ko kaha, aur uthke mere paas aane lage, meri saanse tez ho rahi thi. 

Mere paas aakar mere face ko caress karte hue bolne lage, “Shweta, fail kaise ho gyi tum?” Mai kuchh bol nhi  paa rahi thi, bas sharma rahi thi, aur bohot garam ho rahi thi.

Sir ne mera muh pakad kar apni taraf kiya aur jhuk kar mere karib aa gaye, “Ab fail hui hai to kuchh to karna padega na, kya karegi bata?” 

Mai bas unki aakhon mein dekh kar nod kar rahi thi, wo dhhere dheere aur paas aaye mere hothon ke aur ruk gye, meri saase boho tez ho rahi thi, mera bohot man ho raha tha unko kiss karne ka par control kar rahi thi.

Sir ne mere baal pakade, mai poori geeli ho gyi thi tab tak, aur poochha “Kuchh bhi karegi Shweta? Mere liye?” Maine sir hilaya aur sir mujhe kiss karne lage. 

Mai bhi kiss karne lagi, pagalon ki tarah

Sir meri shirt ke buttons kholne lage, mai rokne gyi to mere hath pakad liye, aur shirt kholdi meri aur bra ke ooper se boobs dabane lage

Mai siskariya bharne lagi, “Ahhhhh sirr, koi aa jaegaaa, please yaha nhi”

Sir ne mujhe khada karke ghumaya aur shirt poori utaar di, aur bra bhi utar kar peeche se pakad liya mujhe

Aur mere boobs dabate hue, gardan pe kiss aur bite karne lge.

“Koi nhi aayega, aaj tera test h akeli ka”; “Ahhhh okayy sirr sssss mmmmm” mai sikariya bhar rahi thi

Sir ka khada lund, meri gand pe feel ho raha tha, mai apne hath peeche le gyi aur pant ke upar se unka lund sehlane lagi, is se sir aur zor zor se mere boobs dabane lage aur nichodne lage, phir ek hath se meri jeans ka button kholne lage, mai unhe rok rahi thi, toh unhone ek ungli mere lips par rakhi, aur bole “shhh shhh Shweta” 

Aur aisa kehkar dheere se ungli mere muh mai dalne lge, mai bhi dheere dheere choosne lagi

Mai bohot geeli ho rahi thi, au halke halke unke khada lund pe apne ass rub kar rahi thi

Phir sir ne meri jeans kholkar neeche kardi mere shoes tak, mai unke saamne sirf panty mai thi

Unhone panty ke upar se meri pussy par halke halke thappad mare, “ahhh sirrrrr, nhi koi aa jaega” mai unka hath rokne ki koshish kar rahi thi

Sir ne kaske pakad liya mujhe aur meri gardan kaat te hue panty ko side karke meri geeli pussy rub karne lage

“Ahhhhhhhh mmmmmmmmmmm mmmm hmmmmmmmmm” mai ekdam pagal ho rahi thi

Sir doore hath se mere boobs dabane lage, mai aur zyada geeli hoti jaa rahi thi, sir ne achanak ek ungli andar daal di, mai siskaariya lene lagi. 

Phir sir ne meri panty neeche kar 2 ungliya daalkar fingering karne lage, mai aahe bhar rahi rhi, is se sir aur garam ho rahe the aur tezi se fingering kar rahe the, mai usi mai 1 baar chhoot gyi.

Mere pair thode thode kaanp rahe the,

Sir ne ungliya meri geeli chut se bahar nikali aur mere muh mai daali mai choosne lagi tab tak mere boobs acche se daba rahe the, phir mujhe ghuma kar kiss karne lage, mmmmmmmm

Aur mujhe ghuno pe bitha diya, unka khada lund pant mai saaf dikh raha tha, unhone apni pant kholkar apna bada sa lund bahar nikala, maine turrant hath mai le liya, aur unki taraf dekhte hue neeche se upar chaatne lagi, wo mere baal sambhaal rahe the. Phir maine unka lund muh mai lekar choosna shuru kiya, wo mere boobs daba rahe the, phir unhone mere baal thodo peeche kheeche aur poora lund muh mai andar bahar karne lage, “ahhhhhhhh shwetttaaaaaaaa ahhhhhh” dheere dheere tezi badhane lage aur acche se deep throat karne lage.

Thodi der tak mera muh acche se chodne ke baad unhone lund mere muh nikala, aur mujhe mujhe wahi zameen par jhuka kar spank kiya, “ahhhhhhhhhh mmmmmmmmmmm uhhhhhhhhh” mujhse raha nhi jaa raha tha. 

“Ahhh Shweta!! Kya geeli chut hai teri ufff” Meri chut par halke halke thappad lagate hue bole.

Mai siskariya leti jaa rahi thi, is intezaar mai ki kab uska lund meri chut maarega.

Tabhi unhone apne lund ka top meri chut par ragadna shuru kiya

Mai pagal hoti jaa rahi thi, achanak unhone aadha lund meri chut mai dhakel diya, meri cheekh nikal gyi, “Ahhhhhhhhh” sir ne turrant mera muh band kiya aur kaan mai bole, “Itni tight chut h, bohot cheekhe niklegi teri lagta h” Ye bol kar ek jhatke mai poora lund andar daal diya, mai chilla rahi thi, par sir ke haath se meri awaz daba rahe thi

Unhone dheere dheere age peeche karna shuru kiya, jaise hi unhe samajh aaya mai thoda relax ho gyi hu, unhone ekdam se zor zor se jhatke maarna shuru kar diya mai pagal hoti jaa rahi thi, “ahhhhhh ahhh ahhhh ahmmmm ahmmm muhhhh uhhhhh fuckkk kahhhh ohhhhh mmmmmmmmmmmm fuckkk fuckkkkkk” wo jaise jaise jhatke maarte meri siskaariya aur tez hoti jaati. Sir mere baal kheechkar mujhe chodne lage, mai jhad rahi thi aur sir mujhe zor zor se chod rahe the. 

Phir sir ruke, aur dheere se apna lund meri chut se nikala, mere pair kaamp rahhe the aur mai siskaariya le rahi thi. Mere boobs dabake mujhe khada kiya aur table par jhuka kar spank kiya. Peecche se meri gardan pakdi aur apna lund meri chut mai daalkar chodna shuru kar diya, zor zor se jhatke marne lage, mai zor zor se moan kar rahi thi. “Ahhh hhhh hh ammmmmm ummmmmm siirrrrrr fuckk ahhhhhh ahhhhh ahhhhh mmmmmm fuckkk fuckkk fuckkkkkkk uhhhhhhhhhh ahhhh” 

Kaafi der aise chodne ke baad sir ne mujhe ghutno par bithake lund muh mai daal diya aur apna saara maal mere muh mai nikaal diya “Ahhhhhhh Shwetaaaaaaaa ufffffff kyaa kamaalll ki randi hai tuuu” 

Mai saara maal nighal gyi aur sharmate hue kapde pehen ne lagi, sir mujhe kass ke pakad liyaa “Kal tujhe college ke baad ghar le chalta hu, chalegi?”

Mai sharma kar sir hila kar waha se chali aayi.

Us din ke baad sir ne mujhe bohot choda, kabhi hotel le jaa kar, kabhi uske ghar, kabhi car mai door kahi le jaakar. Mujhe bhi sir ke lund ka addiction ho gaya tha, kayi baar unhone mujhe raat bhar choda. 

[scribblesbyavi]

zindagi kitni khoobsoorat hai na?

jab hum ye samajh lete hai

ki khuda ne hume jo diya hai sirf wohi humara hai

aur khuda jo deta hai wo kabhi vi use chin vi sakta hai

hum jitne vi daleelein aur sawal jawab kar lein unse

kya kabhi humein usse chain aur sukoon mil paya hai?

khuda ne to humare liye kuch accha hi socha hoga na?

aur agar humein kuch pana hai to use pane ki shakti vi to di hai.

to hum kyun kabhi kabhi itna bhatak jate hai apne rastoon se?

shayad bhatakna humare ragoo mein hain?

shayad zindagi tab asaan hoti hai jab hum yeh samajh pate hai

ki agar hum zinda hai to zindagi abhi baki hai

aur ise jeene ke liye aage badhte rehna behat jaroori hai

jaise kashaf kehti hai,

zindagi abhi khatam nahi hui

bas mere shikwe kaam ho gaye hai allah se

maine un sizoon mein raazi hona sikh liya hai

jo zindagi mujhe deti hai

aur un sizoon ki talaash chod di hai jo la hasil hai.

Avis x Zindagi Gulzar Hai

[skinnydong]

usne dil ka haal batana chhod diya, hamne bhi gehrai mei jaana chhod diya, jab ham dono ko gehrai ka ehsaas nahi, hamne ehsaas hi karana chhod diya

woh shaant ho gayi- jab humne puchna chaha, toh woh chillane lag gayi. woh paraya ho gayi, humne apnana chod diya.

lekin doori ka ehsas toh tha hume, par na jaane kyu yeh doori, yeh sannat, yeh shanti- pyaari si lagti thi,khudse pyaar ka zariya lagti thi. kuch toh baat thi yeh doori me.

mujhe maaf kardena thoda beraham ho raha hu par, kya tumse doori chahana itna bura tha? thoda pyaar tum karto lo khud se, aur thoda hum bhi kar lenge khudse. shayad ham, door hi theek hain.

[mera-mann-kehne-laga]

i'd suggest doing aptitude tests online. that should give you an idea if you like sciences and maths. also, lab work is required in sciences.

if you're planning on upsc-cse, humanities will be easier. science mein ratta maarke nahi chalega you'll be taking a lot of technical subjects. plus, upsc aspirants often go with humanities because the syllabus is somewhat similar.

i didnt find physics hard because i love physics. but people did so choose carefully.

Yeah I've given 2-3 tests this week. They all say I'm quite good.

I know I knoww! Lekin my point is ki if I go with humanities abhi, toh graduation bhi usi se related krni pdegi na meko! Aur I don't think mere me itna patience Hoga SST ko lekr. Ek point ke baad mujhe boring lgne lgti h😭 aur Hindi bhi!

I think mujhe ekbaar textbooks Dekh Lene Chahiye upar upar se so that I get an idea ki what horrors am I getting myself into. Thoda confidence h ki I'll do good.

Ek to humare schools ke teachers bht bekar h Yaar😭 they should've organised some guiding session or something to discuss it with confused students. Sab humpe chod Diya.

[runningawayfrombrahmand]

Ishq mein dekha na kuch

Sach jhoot se sab pare hai

Nibhaayi puri shidhat se

Pyar ke raste chal pade hai

Kaha duniya humari fikr karti

Kaha hume baat baat mein tokti hai

Sunne wale hum kaha

Pyaar mein humari kitni bhakti hai

Sab ko haske haath diya

Manga kuch na badle mein

Phir bhi chodd diya gaya

Jab manga pyaar badle mein

Ab kyu na hum uske pass jaye

Jisne mujhe thoda pyaar diya

Duniya ke nazro mein galat woh

Jisne iss dil ko sukoon diya

Kaash koi miljata mujhe

Kas ke pakadta mera haath

Jhutha sahi bolta toh

Chinta mat kar hoon tere saath

Ab toh dil jhakmi thak chuka hai

Dil mera ye buraai chod chuka hai

Koi sacha milega bhi ya nahi

Yeh khyaal bhi dil se jaa chuka hai

Ab toh bas khushi Hai

Ki Maa ne kitna acha beta banaya hai

Sab ki Khushi ko upar rakh,

Khudki niche rakhta Hai

Kyuki

Pyaar hi Hai jo woh sabko de sakta hai.

~runningawayfrombrahmand

[gobind-631]

….. [Note no 3.10]…..

*** About recently held Hariyana state elections..

Hariyana elections ke sandarbh main suni hui kuch batien..(yeh saari ki saari batien (below)..eartery main hi suni sunayi gayi types wali hai)..

Ek Hariyanvi sir ji mile the..isi jagah pe mile the..kehne lage..(..waise jab main sochta hoon…kuch bhi toh naya nahi keh rahe the veh..inki yeh saari/iss kisam ki/aisi baatien internet aur numerous SM platforms main ..kaafi pehle se hi..freely available rahi hai..)..

Hariyana state elections ke results announcement ke do teen din baad ki yeh baat hai..jahan tak mujhe yaad hai..

Him:main nahi maanta/accept karta inn elections results ko..kuch toh gadbadi zaroor hui hai..

Me:kya hua hoga…apke hisab se..hamen bhi toh pata chale..

Him:counting wale din se sambandhit kuch issues..kam se kam mere toh gale nahi utar rahe bhai…(aaj bhi)..

Kam suspicion raise nahi karti yeh baatien..

Jaise ki/for eg..

1.counting wale din ko kuch machines ka 90-99 per plus charge level (pe)paya jaana…sach baat hai kya yeh?..sach hai toh kaafi ascharyajanak baat hai yeh..

2.woh ballot paper vs evm counting se sambandhit baat..yeh pattern har election main dekhne ko milta hai..main toh surprised hoon ki ise ab raise kiya ja raha hai..opposition dwara..

Kuch na kuch explaination de hi diya jaata hai..log moorkh nahi hai bhai..shayad kuch log keh/explain kar dete hai iss baat ko yeh keh kar ki shyad Govt employees vegera inko zyada pasand nahi karte ..toh aise log aksar inhe vote nahi dete..

3.kuch jagahon main counting ka ekdum se slow kar diya jaana..yeh bhi sunne main aaya tha..opposition wale shyad raise kar rahe the iss baat ko..

4.”..live results wali site main achanak se results ko dhire dhire upload /update kar rahe hai..”…kuch opposition wale shyad yeh bhi keh rahe the..counting wale din ko..

5.Kai jagahon/kaafi saari seats pe narrow victory margin ka paya jaana/ekdum nazdeeki mamla raha tha shayad kai seats/jagahon pe..yeh har baar dekhne main aaya hai..ie..jiss jiss seat pe victory margin ko kam/narrow paya jaata hai..aisi sab/iss kisam ki seats aksar inhi logon ke paksh main jaaya karti hai..kamal hai bhai..aise kyon hota hai..

6.sunne main yeh bhi aa raha hai ..publish kiye gaye/published data se shyad pata chal raha hai ki kai jagahon pe..votes cast vs votes counted wale aakde match hi nahi ho rahe hai ..kya vakai main aisa kuch hua hai..theek se pata nahi lekin..

7.Pranoy roy ji ( ya ho sakta hai koi aur.. theek se nahi yaad aa raha)ki theory..woh keh rahe..”dono paties ke beech ki vote share/percentage ki diff shayad .7 ya .9 per ki hi rahi hai..aise main “total seats won”count main/inti seats ka antar aa jaana ..(vis a vis both d parties)…yeh pehle kabhi dekha hi nahi maine..30 yrs main..”..theek se nahi suna maine ..lekin shayad aisa hi kuch keh rahe the..

..etc …etc ..

Yeh sari ki saari/sab baaton ko aap sm aur numerous media main check kar sakte ho kuch bhi naya nahi bol raha main..

Ho sakta hai kuch baatien galat keh raha hoon main..theek se recall nahi karpne ki vajah se aise ho sakta hai bhai..

***Ab kuch aur/doosri baatien..

Iss state ke contentious issues kya/kaunse rahe the bhai?

Farmers issue..agneeveer walla issue..wrestlers issue..issue of wrestler Phogat ji(yaad hai wrestlers ko kaise drag kiya gaya tha..Hariyana wale moorkh nahi ki woh aisi sab baaton ko bhool jaye..vote dete samay)..unemployment..etc etc..

Inn logon ki sabhaen/public addresses khali jaa rahi thi…saari ki saari..sunne main aaya tha..

sunne main aa raha hai haar man chuke the yeh log..prachar bhi lagbhag karna chod hi diya tha inhone..

Yeh bhi sunne main aaya tha..logon main kaafi aakrosh raha tha..toh gaon main mana kar diya tha prachar ke liye aane ko ..logon ne..aur yeh jaate bhi nahi the ..

shyad..numerous exit polls ..reality on ground..etc etc..yeh sab bhi cheekh cheekh kar bata rahe the ki veh harne wale hai..

**Ab agar manlo manipulate karke jeete hai..aise main naturally inn surprise results ko digest/accept karwapane ke hisab se kuch toh explaination dene ki zarrorat padh hi jaati hai/padhne hi wali hai..hai na?..

Inn surprising Results ko kuch iss taraah se explain karne ki koshish ki gayi thi shayad..

1.Infighting ke chalte yeh log haar gaye..

2.Inki tickets sambandhit distribution sahi nahi rahi thi…

3.”Ram Rahim ji ke kai followers hai..unhe jail main daala gaya hai..unhe parole pe (kai baar)chchodne wale jailor ji jeet gaye hai..yeh batata hai…ki Ram Rahim ji kitne popular hai…iss state main..(ie..itne popular hai ki inki parole (kai baar)sanction karne/dene wale Jailor ji bhi jeet ja rahe hai…)…toh ab aise main naturally/kaafi obvious si baat hojaati hai ki..inke dwara (Ram Rahim ji dwara)directly back/endorse kiye gaye/jaa rahe logon/candidates/party ko… inke followers ..hamesha jitaa hi dete hai/akhirkar jitaa hi diya karte hai/jitaa kar hi rehte hai/jitaane hi wale hai..”

Toh yeh log (kuch pollsters)yahan par..shayad yeh kehne ki koshish kar rahe hai ki ..Ram Rahim ji ka influence is jagah pe kuch iss kisam ka raha hai/aisa hai ki ..woh jise endorse kar dete hai/karde ..bas samjho guarenteed jeet hi gaya/jaata hai phir toh woh(..wah..kya kehne bhai.. itna/kitna moorkh samajh rakha hai kya yahan ke logon ko.. kuch analysts/pollsters/influencers ne..)..ie..yahan ke elections ko sway karne ki taquat rakhte hai veh…toh kehne ka matlab yeh ki..elections ke waqt inhe bas parole pe release kar dene matr ki deri hoti hai..bas itna hi kaafi samjho/(kai baar)kaafi hota hai..yahan par jeet ko (guaranteed)darj karwa pane ke liye/iske baad hamari jeet toh pucci hi samjho..

[..ie/read..aise karne pe.. yaha ke elections main jeet hasil/darj kar lena….ek tarah se/lagbhag guarenteed jaisi baat hi samjho/ek tarah se foregone conclusion types jaisi cheez/baat bankar reh jaati hai..]

Agar vakai main iss wale reason ko diya gaya tha..kuch logon dwara…

(Mujhe theek se pata nahi..maine khud dekha nahi.. based on heresay hai ..yeh wali baat…Koi keh raha tha iss baat ko..toh maine socha aap ke samne rakh diya jaye iss wale ko/isse bhi)..

Iss se/iss wale reason se main bilkul hi sehmat nahi/Ittefaq nahi rakhta bhai..

Awwal toh yeh satya nahi. ..main nahi maanta ki veh iss state ke election ko sway karpane ki taquat vegera rakhte hai..

Agar kuch log vakai main..aisi cheez ko ek (achchi)strategy jaisi cheez bataa rahe hai.. toh socho kaise degenerate se ho chale honge/hai ab…aise log..(..aur kaise moorkh se ho chale honge/hai woh log.. joh aisi baaton/aise bataya gaye reason main aa bhi rahe hai..)..

[*** Yeh maine padha tha kahi par kuch hi dino pehle..(below)…

“Ram Rahim was let out on parole quite a few times while Sangwan was Sunaria jail superintendent…”…

Ab mujhe theek se pata nahi ki Indian scheme of things main kaun ek kaidi ki parole application/petition ko sanction karta hai..court karti hai..ya jailor/jail superintendent karta hai..ya dono involved rehte hai iss process main..]

Aap party ke saath seat sharing ko lekar kuch problem ho gayi thi(yeh theek nahi hua waise ..alliance main toh kuch give n take toh hota hi hai)..

Ab inhe/Arvind ji ko achanak se bail de di jaati hai..haha..iss state ke pre election season ke samay..taaki woh yaha par apni party ke liye prachar kar sake..

Shyad yahan par darahsal ek aur reason ko create kiya ja raha hai/tha..aise karke..(..ie..taaki/jaise ki aage aane wale/impending surprise results ko ..kuch sold out type wale pollsters/analysts..iss baat ka istamaal karte hue…iss wale karan ko bhi include/list karte/ginate hue..inn surprising results ko (apni apni audience ko)..aasani se..explain/convince karpane main kamyabi pa sake(aane wale dino main)…haha..)

Ab jab (surprise) results aa hi chuke hai.. explain karne wale shyad yeh bhi keh rahe honge iss waqt ki yeh bhi ek factor raha tha…aise main congress ke votes divide ho gaye the/yeh bhi ek karan raha hai..inke iss election ko haar jaane ka..haha..

Achchi kahani bana lete hai bhai..kuch/yeh sold out types wale..(..sab nahi hote hai aise ..waise kabhi generalise karna bhi theek nahi..)[waise pata nahi iss karan ko gina rahe hai ya nahi..maine theek se dekha /follow kiya nahi..iss election ki post poll analysis ko]

**Kehne ka matlab hai..aise lagta hai kai baar jeet ke karon ko manufacture/paida kar liya/diya jaata hai shayad..jaisi ki Ram Rahim ji ka parole pe release kiya jaana (theek election ke mauke pe)…Arvind ji ko /ka bail diya jaana ..election ke mauke pe…Jailor ji ko ticket diya jaana …etc etc..

***Hariyana wale itne moorkh nahi ki woh votes dete waqt national issues ko lekar untouched se raha karte hai/rehte hai..

kuch issues ..jabse yeh log phir se center main/sarkar main aaye hai..

Neet exams walla ..Hiendenberg wali baat..bond wali baat…exit polls se related potential scam wali baat(pata nahi kitni sachchai hai iss wali baat main)..wrestlers protests..phogogat ji wali baat..agniveer ..farmer protests ..unemployement..Chinese transgressions(ab kitni sachchai hai iss wali baat main mujhe theek se pata nahi..Swami ji bohot kuch kehte rehte hai iss wale vishay ko lekar..aksar..)..etc..etc ..

Kaise inn wrestlers ko ghasita gaye tha.. ..wrestlers issue…case of Phogat ji..aise lag raha tha ki kuch trolls ko maza aa raha tha jab yeh olympics hari thi..etc ..etc..log inn sab baaton ko aaj tak bhool nahi paye hai bhai..

Bhai Phogat ji /wrestlers walla issue ek prestige walla issue ban chuka tha…toh yahan par inko jeetna hi jeetna tha.. har soorat main..humko toh lagata hai Phogatji ko lekar ek consolation prize de diya gaya hoga..(yeh ho sakta hai..kyon nahi ho sakta)…taaki log isi se khush hojaye..aur phir baad main inn results ko dhire dhire accept bhi karne lage..aur aage jaake kehne bhi lage ki “..sub kuch fair hi sa raha tha shyad..aise ab lag raha hai..”haha..ab Jharkhand aur maharashtra wale battle bhi prestige issue se ho chale hai..cm ji ko jail kardi gayi thi..aur maharahstra main toh do regional parties ke symbols/party names ko bhi le liya gaya tha..toh humko lagata hai yaha ab yeh dono states jeetne wale hai..ya phir maharashtra ko le liya jayega aur jharkhand ko de diya jayeg..aap maanoge nahi..lekin yeh walla inka ek standard sa formula raha hai..kaafi samay/time se..lekin jab jab iss baat ko batane ki koshish karta hoon main..logon ko..veh achanak se hasne lagte hai..lekin bhai ek din aap sab log zaroor sveekaroge meri iss wali baat ko..yeh hoga ..aap dekhna..mere pas koi proof nahi..lekin har waqt mehsoos zaroor karta rehta hoon iss baat ko..

Me:Achcha ek baat batieye aap humko..agar sub kuch pehle se hi fix ho jaya karta hai..toh kyon itni mehnat karte hue dekhe jaate hai yeh log ..har election se pehle/season main..

Him:..taaki..exactly yehi baat soche aap sir ji..taaki..exactly isi baat ko soche aap..ha..ha…

[Pauses for a bit(as if reflecting on/upon something)…dis person.

All of a sudden..he then addresses me..(wid a grave/concerned kinda look on his face)]

Kya samajh main aaayi bhi thi/hai..ya nahi.. ..aapko …meri yeh(wali)baat bhai?

[**Maine inko jawab dena theek nahi samjha…

“kaafi self-righteous (evam cocksure) kisam ke vyakti maloom hote hai ..”..main soch raha tha....

Kabhi kisi ki suni hi nahi hai/thi inhone ..saaf pata chal raha tha..

Aise logon se sawal jawab..bekaar hi samjho..]

Maine bas ek hi baat kahi inse/unse..

Me:Jee lijiye aap thoda aur apni yeh sapno ki duniya main..mera kya jaata hai..haar ko accept karna seekhen aap..khush rahoge aap..jitne walon ko bhi credit de dena chahiye..kabhi kabhi..aise karne se mann halka raha karta hai..

Kai saari baatien aisi hai(jinko aap ne mere saamne rakhi hai)…joh correct hai hi nahi/factual nahi hai ..ie …jinka facts se kuch/koi lena dena hai hi nahi..

Bail ko diye jaana/parole diya jaana..aisi sab baaton main sarkaren interfere nahi kiya karti..jahan tak meri jaankari hai..aisi sab baatien courts ke domain ko(strictly)belong karti hai/karti aayi hai aajtak…

Agar kuch logon ko election times main achanak se hi bail/parole ki prapti ho jaa rahi hai..toh ise ek coincidence/ittefaq jaisi cheez hi samjho..iss sab main sarkaar ka kahan aata hai..

Woh Jailor sahab..agar meri jaankari sahi hai toh..veh (pehle se hi)political/politics wale background ko belong karte hai..toh ho sakta hai..jiss area se jeete hai veh..wahan inhone pehle se hi kuch achcha kaam vegera kar rakha ho..(..jiske chalte log unhe pehle se hi pasand kiya karte the..phir baad main/elections times main..ek achche khase election campaign..ke chalte ho sakta hai veh jeet gaye ho/ko run karne ki vajah se veh jeet bhi gaye iss jagah se/yahan se)..

Aise bhi toh ho sakta hai bhai..kyon nahi aap iss baat ko iss tarah se dekh rahe ho ..har cheez ko propaganda main aa kar ulta dekhne ki koi zarrorat nahi bhai..theek hai?…

Ek aur baat ..woh Hiendenberg walla issue basically non issue hai..yeh ek chaal jaisi cheez ho sakti hai bhai..mujhe toh lagta hai/ho sakta hai ..yeh bahar walon ki koi chaal rahi ho..aaj hum ek taquat banke ubhar rahe hai..duniya main..ho sakta hai kuch log iss baat ko digest nahi kar pa rahe ..iss liye kar rahe yeh sab(jalan vegera ki vajah se)..

Woh bond walla..ise bhi ek non issue jaisi cheez hi samjho..kya yeh court main stand ho saka hai..nahi na..

Opposition walon ke pass koi mudda bacha hi nahi..toh ab kya karen bichare ..issues ko concoct karte rehte hai …har waqt..maaf kar diya jaye inhe..

Aur woh baaki sab issues bhi..jisko aap ne abhi abhi ginaya hai..woh sab bhi stand nahi ho sake hai(na hi junta ke adalat main..na hi courts main)…kyon ki yeh saare ke saare mudde darahsal mudde kabhi the hi nahi..saara ka saara opposition propaganda sabit ho chuka hai/raha tha bhai..

Yeh kehkar main wahan se turat(..bina inse haath milaye hi..)..nikal liya..

[ununya]

I could be wrong about this, but while listening to this I realised how she sings

“Ja Ranjhan Ranjhan, tu bhi kya yaad rakhega, ja heer ne tujhe chod diya”

Is so much like many of us trying to protect a love we hold but was lost by someone else, it is also so much like saying

“Ja ab mai nahi ata, ab tu hi dhundh mujhe”

Saving our our heart for always showing always believing trusting and for always knocking on closed doors.

Brave isn’t it? But then the singer/writer in the very next part goes

“Aise na ja oh piya aise na ja oh piya, judi hai rahein saari tujhse meri”

Is so much like

“Please linger near the door a little bit more”

Let us stay a bit more, let us break our hearts a little bit more, so much for falling in love, so much for living the last remnants of something that has gone to be.

Such unabashedly hopeful creatures we humans are.

~A

[yes-dreambig-posts]

piche chod rhi hun

Akela rhena kisse pasand hai, na khana, na ghar aana. Jindagi ki majburi ka chadar oadh diye ,taki kahin logon ko yeh na lag jaye ye alag he, boring he, entertaining nhi he. Woh niwala , sareei nigaho se chup ke lena, apni nigaho me bekauf hone ki kosish karna. Sochti kya galate he meri, kyun me hi hun akeli. Na khushi batne wala, bas sab gum dene wale. kya ese hi rhagei meri zindagi.

Phir jeevan ke rukh badle or esa samay aaya jab chhaaron disha tir pe tir, har second defence mode. Kabhi kabhi lagta tha ki kab tak me ladungi, lekin na ladti ti khud ko bacha nhi pati. Khud ko jinda rakha bas yehi meri shanti ki keemat thi. Phir akela rhena me jindagi ka dusra nam hua. Iss bari bekhrukh se thi per dukh b nhi thi.

ab piche dekti hun kahin, log toh kai ache v mile the, chocolate khane ka mann ab v nhi bhara, na hi headphone pe korean songs pe nachti. Toh kyun akelepan se bhagti hun. Kise pasand ye chodo, mujhe jo pasand wo me kar rhi hun, bina dare. haan mana kuch galatiyan meri v kuch teri v , per maafi ke intezar me kyun hun, kyun me sahi hona chachti hun, kyun me sirf apne khamiyan me soch rhi hun.

Azzad kiya maine khud ko apne perfectionism ke kaid,

Choda diya maine khud ki ego ko, taki koi aur ki ego me kaid na rahun

[altschmerz27]

Haa Mai ladka hoon

Apni hasi ke peeche ka dukh

tumhe btaaoon kaise

Zimmedari ke bojh mai fase us bache ko bachaoon kaise

Akelepan ka kaaran mai btaoon kaise

Haa Mai ladka hoon pyaar karta Hun Magar jataoon kaise

Vo ladki ne bhi mujhe ab chod diya koi btado use bhulaoon kaise

Haan Mai ladka hoon Har dukh ek hasi Se chupaoon kaise

Khudko Mai is andhere Se bachaaoon kaise

Haan Mai ladka hoon

apne sapno ko doobne Se bachaoon kaise

Haan Mai ladka hoon

Haan Mai ladka hoon

[adhurikitaab]

And I mean it! I might just kick them off from my life….

Kyu?

Kya hua?

Kya jawab du iska.. jab man se darrrr lage.. jab nind se uth kar ghabrahat me chauk jao k ye kya hua? Sapna to nahi tha!!! Haan! Sapna hi tha!

Aaj jab achanak se nind khuli aur pura sharir pasine se lat-pat tha tab ehsaas hua.. thand lagti raat me.. kuch aisa Sapna dekha k nind me b hosh ud gaye…

Sapno me b dhokha khaya.. bas dhokha.. iss baar iss dhokhe ko sehne ki ratti bhar bhi shakti nahi bachi thi mujhme.. maine sapne me kuch aisa kiya jo maine kabhi sapno me b na socha ho ! Kyu hai na confusing?

Aaj khud k dil me dabi hui tees bahar nikali.. maine use kisi se shadi karte dekha.. fir ek jhut pakda.. fir wahi kahani suni k uske sath kya kya galat ho raha hai.. use iss topic pe baat nahi karni.. usne pehle hi bata diya hai na.. mai sirf ek dost hu.. ab to wo b nahi.. mai bas ek aisa insaan.. jab jab use apne mann ki bate batani thi ye kaan khule the.. hamesha samay tha.. aur jab chahiye tab jitana chahiye utana pyar bhi available tha.. lekin ye sab dosti ka tha!

Aur sab kuch hone k bawajud.. mai kabhi sufficient nahi hu aur nahi koi sacchai mujhe batane layak bachi.. sab to chut gaya hai…rishta hi kya raha hai?

Dosti b nahi na hi dard ka rishta.. dosti b nahi na hi dard ka rishta.. kitane saalo se kiya hai maine nasha ye sasta 😂😂 kitane saalo se kiya hai maine nasha ye sasta… dil kehta hai ab- chod de iss bala ko samajhdaari hai isme.. chod de iss bala ko samajhdaari hai isme.. saste nashe se kya kisine apni jindagi sudhari hai ✌🏽✌🏽

Line pe aate hai..

Jab maine sari chije dekhi… aakhir me pata chala ki wo khush khabar dene wali hai.. aur ab wo hua jo maine sapno me na socha.. kitani nafrat nikali andar se k maine apne aapko uspar aise halat me hath pair aur na jane kya kya uthate dekha! Tab achanak se pasine me lat-pat sharir me thar- thar kapte gale se jor jor se nind me hi aawaj nikali.. NAHI.. NAHIN… NAHI.. AISA KAISE KAR DIYA MAINE… aur agale hi pal aas paas k log jaag uthe.. puchne lage kya kiya? Kya hua? Koi bura sapna to nahi dekha.. ?

Nahi.. bura sapna nahi.. sach ka aaina dekha hai maine.. kab apne aap me itani nafrat badh gayi iss baat se ki sab kuch hote huye.. sab kuch karte huye koi mujhe kaise chod sakta hai.. kaise mera use kar sakta hai.. kaise mujhe itana bewakoof bana sakta hai k maine ye sari chije dekhna hi nahi chaha.. aur khudko itana hurt kar diya k maine ye kaise socha (sapno me bhi) k maine uspe jab wo itane bade news k sath mujhe wahi sari uske khushi ka aur mujhe diye huye dhoke ka bakhan de rahi thi.. maine uspe haath uthaya.. use maara.. gala ghotna chaha..maine apni insaniyat chod di.. maine apne aap ko sharminda kiya khud par ka control chod k..

Bhale hi ye sab sapne me hua ho.. par andar ki taklif bahar aayi.. aur aaj sacchai ko maine kabul kiya.. k haan! Hai mujhe taklif.. itane k har baar palke jhapku to chehra dikhta hai aur aakhe kholu to mujhse ki hui bewafai..

Koi ijjat nahi hai mere man me uski jo yunhi hamesha bartav kare k jo sari pareshaniya hui hai wo sirf uske sath aur baki ko to samajh b nahi aayega! Toh wo sunn le aaj.. auro ki b bahot pareshani hoti hai.. wo sambhal lete hai, has lete hai.. bewajah aapke har phone ka jawab dete hai.. hamesha aapke liye available hai, aapke har ek chij me aapka sath dete hai.. iska matlab ye nahi hai k wo koi taklif ya pareshani se nahi gujar rahe hai! Wo aapse pyar karte hai bas isliye ye sab kar rahe hai.. warna aane na pehle unka sath nibhaye na unko pucha k unpe kya biti.. aur na aaj! bas apni side rakh k chal diye… na aaj sath ho na sath aane ka koi andesha hai.. aaj b side khali hai…shayad ab hamesha rahe

To wo pehle b deal kar rahe the aur aage b kar lenge… sirf maut unko rokegi apni jindagi ki pareshaniyo se deal karne se.. warna hausale itane majbut hai k koi adchan na kabhi mujhe rok paayi hai.. na kisi k sath ne aasmaan dilaya hai…

Aaj liya hai bas wo kadam apne hausale se k kal tune mujse rishta toda tha.. aur aaj maine.. uss rishte ko hi tod diya iss sine se..

[mind-messs]

Tune hi tarash ke tu ne hi kho diya, tune mujhe bhaga ke kyu tune mujhe chod diya?

[bluejaem]

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[excitedboy0724]

Hello friends.... Kaise h aap sab m yaha new hu so plzz support me if u like my profile or story

Aaj aap sab se ek story share krta hu jo ke pure 100% real h but yr bahut romantic or excited h ye story hai mere phela experience for massage a hot wife..

Main jab job search ke liye jaipur gya hua tha to waha mera ek dost h jo massag ka kam karta tha usne bataya to mujje bhi interest aane laga to mene usko bola bhai mujhe bhi sikha de to usne mujje 1 month ache se trend kiya after uske bad mujhe ek massag parlour me job lagwa de kuch din ke bad ek client ka call aaya hamre center pe unko hotel me massag chahiye the to unhone mujhe wo contact de diya to mene unko call kiya to unhone bola ke aap 9 baje aa jana night me to m waha 8:30 pahunch gya or phit mene 9 clock unko call kiya to unhone room no bataya or main unke room me pahunch gya frnd such batao bahut ghabrat ho rhe the ke kaisa hoga but main room me gya to mam one piece dress me the unhone mujje dekh ke mujhe bhaithya phir kuch bat wat ke taki unki wife comfortable ho jaye kuch drink kiya or snacks liye karib 10:30 unhone kaha aap start kro to mene kaha mam aap late jaye start krte h to bhai unhone jaise he one piece utara to wo penty me the or kuch ni pahna tha bhai mera to bahut jada halat kharab kyuki mene phele bar room me kisi ko service de rha tha to unke phir massag ke ache se she is dam hot ... Wo log lucknow se aaye the jaipur ghumne to unhone service le massag ke kuch der massag krne ke bad unke hubby chair pe bhaithe dekh rhe the phir unhone bola mujhe ke aap mujhe is chair se bandh do main shock ho gya ke wo bandhne ko ku bol rhe h to unke wife smile dene lage mujhe samjh ni aa rha tha to main massag chod ke khada hoke dekhne laga to unke hubby bole ke aap daro mat ye hamare fantasy h ...

Main to dar gya tha kyuki mere friend ne mujhe itna he bataya tha ke jab hum room me jate hai to wife ya to pussy suck karwate hai ya condom lagwa ke thoda sex bas or kuch ni but yaha to kuch or he hua m samjh pata kuch tab unki wife bole ke actual me main or husband ne bat lagaye the ke agar tum massage krwaoge to m khud ko chair pe bandwa lunga taki tum full enjoy kr sako jo tumhe krna hai to main man me bahut khush hua ke aaj sayad maza aayega to mene unke hubby ko unke wife ke saree se chair se bandh diya uske bad main wapas massag krne laga to unke wife bole ke ab penty utar do or pussy pe massag kro main mere life me phele bar live pussy dekh rha tha to m bahut jada excited ho gya ok.. Mene penty utar de or pussy pe massag krne laga to frnd aap log beleive ni kroge bahut jada wet the to mene hash ke bola mam ye to bahut wet h oil lagane ke jarut ni h to unhone bola mat lagao aise he krte rho main krta rha or wo excited hone lage dheere dheere unke awaaz aane lage aahhhh... Nice thoda jor se kro main jor se krne laga phir unke wife bole light off kr do plzz maine light off kiya or jaise unke pass gya wo mujhe pakd ke kiss krne lage phir kya bhai main b joss me aa gya or pakad ke kiss kiya phir boobs suck kiya bahut maza aa rha tha to unhone mera head ke hair pakad ke apne pussy pe mera muh rkh diya or bole ab isko chuso jitna chus sakte ho ... Bas muje to yahi chahiye tha mene karib 45 mint tak chut ko chusta rha kabi ungli dalta or apne jib se chat rha tha kabi uske leg ko pura uper krke chat rha tha kabi chut ko pura fela ke andar tak jib dal rha tha jaha tak jib rhe the lekin andar se chut bahut garam the or unka cum garam garam mere pure face pe lag gya tha but yar bahut maza aa rha tha aisa lag rha tha ke ye mere he main iske chut ko kha jau but main massager boy tha so 45 mint bad unhone bola ke ab andar dal do to main khush ho gya but mene pocket me dekha to condom to main lana he bhul gya tha to unhone pucha kya hua mene bola condom ni leke aaya sory bhul gya to unke wife bole koi bat ni tum dal do ab bahut jada man hai lekin unke hubby bole ni bina condom ni karna plzz unki wife bole mujhe yahi fantasy krne the sry darling mujhe aaj lene do bina condom ke to mene bad me andar dal diya bina condom ke unke wife to uchal uchal ke chudne lage jor jor se aaahahha aauch.... Maza aa rha h jor se kro main bahut jor se krne laga kyuki mujhe frnd ne bata diya tha jab bhi kahi jaye to late discharge wale medicine le lena to main bahut jor jor se krne laga or uske wife kabi mere uper aate kabi niche kabi side me hoke ache se chud rhe the jaise wo phele bar chud rhe h karib 1 ghante bad hum bed pe normal position me aa gye wo mere niche or main uske uper phir jor jor se krne laga to wo bole ke tumhara nikal rha h kuch mene bola ni abi to usne bola jaldi nikala kuch nikal rha h to mene jaldi se bhar nikal liya lund ... To wo bole dekho nikal rha mene bola mam wo aise he discharge ho rha h mera cum niklana baki h to uske hubby bahut gusse me the bole ke kya hua ab itna nikal gya h to ab le lo pura andar medicine de dunga to unke wife bole main to le luge tum gussa honge to unka hubby kuch ni bola or usne mujhe jaldi se apne uper pakad ke gira liya or bole andar dal do to main itna khush hua ke pucho mat mene bola mam andar cum nikalana h ya ni to wo bole ab rukna mat krte rho wo ek dum nashe me the bas mene andar dal diya or 15 mint jor jor se kiya or mene bola mam mera nikal rha h aap kahi to bahar nikal du unhone mujhe apne leg se tight pakad liya or mujhe kamar se bahut tight pakad liya taki main hil ni saku or mera sara cum nikal gya or wo jor se bolee aaaahhhhhhhh wawoooooo bahut garam h iska uska hubby dekh rha tha mera cum nikalte hue uske chut se ....

But frnd aise couple se main phele bar mila jisne mera cum le liya to unhone bola ke hamre yahi shart the ke hubby agar chair bandh lega khud ko to wife cum andar lege...

To frnd kaise lage but its true sab such main cpl ka naam share ni krunga but bahut sexy the wo

[yehuserdumbhai]

Firse seen p chod diya usne mujhe 🫠🫠

Bc text he kyu krti Hui mai.bewakoof -_-

[the-breathing-pen]

Fading Friendships..

Apni deh ke ang ko, ek din achanak unhone saaya keh dia,

Akl pr patthar aa pade the, jo yaari ko moh maaya keh dia,

Zindagi bani-naa bani, bani-banayi zindgani zrur bigad gayi,

Aadh mei zindagi banane ki, ek din unhone apno ko paraya keh dia...

Haath pakde, ik raah chalte chalte, apna rasta mod diya unhone,

Umr bhar ka vaada tha, kacchi umr mei hee tod diya unhone,

Akela aaya tha akela jaaunga, mei toh mazak krta tha kehkar,

Bura maan gye yaar, sach mei akela chod diya unhone...

Karam aise hai, ki aakhein mohtaaj-ae-nam nhi toh cheez kya hai,

Zamane walon, zindagi saagar-ae-gam nhi toh cheez kya hai,

Khudse zyada ishq unse kar kar, apna kya hashr kar lia mene,

Ek baat bta ae khuda, ye mohabbat sitam nhi toh cheez kya hai...

Arey zhoothe the ya sacche the, kam se kam mere toh they,

Akl ke pakke the ya kacche the, kam se kam mere toh they,

Naa hone se toh, kuch hona bahut accha hai na, duniya walon,

Bure the ya acche the, kam se kam mere toh they...

Yaaron, tum sang fariyaade maangni thi, tum fariyaad kyu ban rahe ho,

Are zindagi mei abaad banna tha, ye dil mei abaad kyu ban rahe ho,

Hasna sikhaane ka, rula kr hisaab le rahe ho kya tum,

Dost ho, dost raho naa, ye aansu aur dil ki yaad kyu ban rahe ho...

Ye zimmedariya mere baski nhi, mujhe koi bachpan ka pyaar lauta do,

Ye zhooti tareefion wala nhi chahiye, mujhe koi mera sansaar lauta do,

Har baar meri baat na maan kr, vapas aajate the, phir is baar kyo nhi,

Mujhse meri likhne ki kla cheen lo, bs mujhe koi mere yaar lauta do...🥀