#much to say

[emchante]

okay ACTUALLY last post about it for now.

max is more concerned about george’s behaviour and the penalty, whereas george won’t utter a word about it. george just deflects and comes for max’s character and calling him a bully, because max called out his two-faced attitude.

they have their priorities, one of them actually cares about the f1 of it all, whereas the other is trying to save his pr crafted personality.

[burdock-root]

jeans nap, stained sheets, pillow on the ground

[b1cr1ptic]

FRATERNIZING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CAFETERIA! SCANDALOUS ! 

[ragnarockz]

Sometimes my mind wanders back to this poster and...

[normalbrothershow]

i like that this happened in sams subconscious

[sammygender]

if life ever gets hard just remember at least you will never have to be 13 again

[roy-siblings]

succession + coffee in 1x05

[alchemyne]

[vampiregirls]

[iammissingautumn]

i think when i was younger i always related to this idea of looking at human nature from a subjective perspective and because of my upbringing, often the only way to see the world within a 4th dimension is from angels or god. god looks at the humans and the society and loves them. and i think as humans there’s the ability to look at god who created the humans and watched all that happened in the wake of the growth and such. and then there’s jesus who was born amongst us but “enlightened”, and there’s like the “human” presence of being able to love god, society, your neighbor, your family, yourself.

but for me growing up with like. learning disabilities never had early intervention when it was needed; i felt really disconnected from everyone around me. i felt like i was separate from the world and society, so when i was alone at the playground i would contemplate my worries, my life, but sometimes i would just think of others, or watch my the kids playing from afar and talk to a tree. but on top of this, i was young and transgender, my body didn’t fit how i felt it should but i used it to get my point across and had to struggle with it to feel at home.

growing up i’ve seen depictions of angels. angels who are looking at the people. angels who help fulfill gods plan. angels who comes down with wings in. a cartoon baby bible. but i’ve also seen angels who take bodies like a possession, a person who once lived is now pushed aside for the angel’s soul to take over. on the over hand i’ve seen heaven make vessels. i’ve seen the angels come with their own naturally, but it hurts to be alive. i’ve seen interpretations of angels where everything feels too off as they live, body unable to hold such a power as an angel. Their skin uncomfortable to themselves, it some modern times relevant interpretation of the specific location and its culture and the people there. the angel didn’t sign up for but must embody to engage naturally with the world. i’ve seen angels so servant to heaven and angels they change themselves and their thinking. they change to fit in, to be like the best who stays in line but be better which means be even cleaner. and you’ll get the rewards when you do what’s good.

when i was young and not out, sometimes a bit an egg, and not diagnosed i would read poetry about angels. when i played with kids i played the script. i saw how people suggested and i thought maybe that was the truth, maybe that’s how this whole thing works. and its just what you have to do. the humans say there was princes and princesses and you can do whatever you want in this system. i could be happy. you can be happy. just follow the system. follow the people.

and that art and phrasing always caught me. the ones about that 4th dimension. like angel in love with humans knowing time and worlds are not the same.

after that i found out about Until Dawn and Game Theory introduced me to the multiverse theory so

[desire-mona]

hello it is me real chris thile i play mandolin and the lesbians flock to me

hello chris thile mandolin player lesbian flocker did you watch house md do you wanna go on the swings with me can you tell me everything about goddamned saint why did you write doubting thomas i think your braces were very endearing do you wear your retainers i dont

[sleepoutro]

i have GOT to find someone to talk to about mcr that isn’t tumblr.com/drafts!!!!!

[koobiie]

shoutout to everyone who wants to infodump but cant string together coherent thoughts to form sentences and instead just look at you like this

[spitblaze]

[guy who doesnt watch shows voice] yeah ive been meaning to watch that show

[beebfreeb]

Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.