it lasted forever and ended too fast, i was on another plane of existence, it was SO MUCH!
i think the fact that i went in with no expectations and no idea how the other euro shows went heightened my experience bc BOY. this also was my 1st solo concert experience and my 1st time seeing louis at all after 4 years of stanning i still can't believe he's real.
the energy was electric, i was so immersed in everything and yet i could not be able to tell you what happened on stage. the fan projects were mwuah.
the screams i let out for each song my god. i remember everything but also i feel like i partially blacked out. i keep rewatching my videos.
STAGE VISUALS ARE EVERYTHING
also, i really liked the academic!!!!
i surprisingly didn't cry but i'm tearing up writing this!!!!!!!
this is so incoherent but i feel like i'll never be able to properly put what i lived into words
I'm currently rewatching nightmare time and right now I'm watching Daddy and- I had totally forgotten that Ted is in that episode and that we do see him die in the nmt2 timeline. And it happens on the day of the honey festival. You know what that means? Pete says he's gonna miss the honey festival because of abstinence camp. Pete is going through everything happening at abstinence camp just to come back and be told that his brother was murdered while he was gone. That scene in abstinence camp where Ted is taking Pete to idontwannabang? That's the last time nmt2!Pete ever sees his brother.