#moxxie agere

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Moxxie agere headcanons

Regressed between ages 1-5 

He regressed involuntarily a lot before he told Millie. Once she knew she helped get him on a schedule where he voluntarily regressed about twice a week. The schedule helped him a lot 

He can usually suppress his regression for a little while if he feels unsafe but once he’s somewhere safe it becomes almost impossible for him to push his regression away

He’s a little embarrassed about his regression but is learning to accept it. He thinks he  will be made fun of for it and is reluctant to let anyone find out. He does however openly defend age regression if it comes up in conversation 

Little Moxxie is a bit clumsy and tends to need help with more fiddly things like buttons or trying his shoes 

Very emotional little and cries very easily 

He isn’t very talkative when small and baby talks a lot or goes totally silent and uses sign language 

He is very anxious and shy when small. Tends to hide behind Millie a lot and prefers to be alone with her. New people scare him 

He needs to be put down for a nap regularly or he will becomes fussy and overtired

He likes to be carried if he trusts the person doing the carrying. He will squirm and run away from people he doesn't know well and doesn’t trust but would gladly spend every second he’s little in millies arms. It’s a huge moment of pride for Blitz the first time Moxie lets him pick him up

He is afraid of water even if it’s just a bath but he can be coaxed into one with snuggles and bubbles and toys. Millie will often hold him and let him put his hand in the water to make sure it’s safe and then help him stand up in the water before slowly coxing him down. She has learned to be so careful when washing his hair so he doesn’t get water in his eyes. He also worries about going down the drain and needs to be taken out of the tub before the plug is pulled 

He’s a fairly chill little and enjoys calming low stakes activities. He likes to color and listen to music and he likes to be Millie's little helper in the kitchen. It makes him feel useful 

Big apples and peanut butter kid. He also likes to be bottle fed 

Millie usually feeds him while he’s little (mostly because his favorite place to be while eating is in her lap) 

Millie buys him a lot of toys once he tells her he’s a regressor. She impulse buys him things most of the time she goes out 

Millie gave him a stuffed animal with a voice box that is her voice saying I love you. She originally got it as a silly valentines day gift before moxie told her he regresses but now it’s his go to comfort item. It helps him deal with the separation anxiety he feels whenever Millie can’t be there with him while he’s small 

He has some more comfy house clothes he is partial to while little and he likes to wear things with more colors when small 

Millie always has a few paci’s lying around while moxie is small 

He needs to wear pull ups or diapers while little and Millie has been really working on helping him feel less embarrassed about this fact  

He told Millie about his regression after she met Crimson. He wanted there to be no more secrets between them and he knew that the recent trauma he has been through would probably make him regress way more. She was very accepting and happily became his caregiver 

Blitz figured it out on his own due to his general spying and knowledge of regression because he is also little. He didn’t tell moxie he knew because he didn't want to accidentally give away anything that would reveal his own regression but eventually Moxie told him on his own  

He calls Millie mama 

He’s very well behaved and tends panic if he makes a mistake or breaks a rule since his idea of what an appropriate punishment is for that has been very skewed by his upbringing   

[rosemarythegoose]

Eepy little imp

[redwoodapothecary]

Maybe some Percy Jackson HC’s or Hellva boss

idk

-🍼 anon

Helluva Boss Agere Headcanons!

A/N: This is only part one, and for this part I’m just doing my favorite characters. But I’ll do more characters in separate parts!

Characters: Blitzø, Moxxie, STRIKER!!! (MY FAV 💗💗💗)

BLITZØ-

Flip, with a little lean!! He’s mostly an age regressor, he needs some way to let out all that trauma and stress. His little ages are about 4-6.

He is VERY chaotic when he’s regressed, like even more so than usual. He’ll run around the IMP HQ, jumping on furniture, leaving his toys everywhere, etc.

Moxxie and Millie are his main caregivers, actually! He loves Stolas, even though he’d never admit it, but he doesn’t trust him enough at the moment to tell him something that vulnerable about himself.

When he’s a caregiver, he’s not really a suitable dad caregiver. He’s more like a silly, chaotic older brother or the uncle that’s fresh out of jail.

He likes to spoil littles, he thinks it’s cute when their faces light up and they start giggling.

Thinks it’s super funny to help littles prank their caregivers. He does this even when he himself is regressed too.

Like. Imagine Little!Blitzø hanging out with Moxxie’s and Millie’s little or something. That would be so chaotic pls.

He LOVES coloring, and he hangs his own drawings up himself. He draws horses a lot. He also gives some of the stuff he draws to his friends and caregivers.

MOXXIE-

Controversial opinion, but flip with a cg lean!! He’s responsible enough to be a caregiver, and he wants kids himself one day so this is good practice he thinks. He does regress sometimes in order to relieve some stress.

He does well with littles of all ages, but he finds that baby regressors are surprisingly the easiest! They aren’t hyper and chaotic like a lot of toddler or kid regressors. He just has to feed them, give them attention, make sure their hygiene is good, etc and it’s fine!

He’ll play his guitar and sing little songs! Maybe while Millie dances around and helps tell stories or sings with him or something.

Him and Millie do everything together, which includes taking care of a little, so if you ask Moxxie to be your caregiver, that’s going to include Millie as well.

He’s actually one of the best people to play pretend with, surprisingly enough. Like it takes him a while to get used to it and he’s not too good at making stuff up on the spot, but when he gets into it, he gets INTO IT.

When he’s little, he also still likes to sing and play his guitar.

He reads kids books a lot or those small little science books for kids.

Or books about history for kids.

He is a nerd. And I love that. Me too, Moxxie.

His caregiver is Millie, of course. And he CLINGS to her when he’s regressed, like hardcore clings. Will not let go of her and has to be at least holding her hand at all times.

STRIKER-

Okay I have a feeling this one is gonna be long. He’s my absolute favorite and I love him so so so so so so so so so so much.

I may or may not have the fattest crush on him.

ANYWAYS

Caregiver! He had absolutely no clue what age regression was before you told him about it, and it took him a while for him to warm up to the idea.

Like it took him a fat minute for him to fully process what it is.

He feels bad when he realizes you do it because of trauma, though.

Like…you had a bad childhood??? You were abused??? Do you want him to like…kill your parents for you…?

Cuz he will. You know he will.

You’re like the only person he feels any amount of sympathy for. It may take him awhile to get used to it, but when he does…MAN.

This guy is clingy and overprotective. If he notices you’re slipping at any time throughout the day, you’re immediately being carried or you have to hold his hand TIGHT for the rest of the day. He knows you’re vulnerable, and he knows it’s very dangerous in hell; obviously, it’s hell. And he wants to keep an eye on you at all times.

The first time you called him “dada”, he blushed. Not because of anything weird but because. Wow. You trust him and love him like that? Like…you care about him and see him as your protector? …Woah.

It takes him a bit to get used to parental nicknames, but he likes it nonetheless!

Does pretty much the same with any type of regressors, but because I’m projecting, I’m gonna say he likes the dependency of baby regressors.

He likes being leaned on and trusted and relied on. And when you’re regressed so deep like that, you need help with a lot of things, and he’ll do them for you.

Feels bad because he can’t be around a lot. He’s got an important and demanding job that he’s absolutely not letting a little baby like you witness.

[littlemilliebillie]

loo loo land?! LOO LOO LAND! 🐄♥️🍼

[ittybittyimpsagere]

Itty Bitty Imps: Masterpost!

Book 1: Itty Bitty Imps: Complete

Summery:

Fizz and Blitzø are both regressors and don't want anyone to know.

Stolas and Asmodeus become their caregivers, and as they learn more about their little ones past, they attempt to get the two littles to talk things out.

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Playlist for the fic 🎶 -Music

Chapters:

Chapter 1:

Chapter 2:

Chapter 3:

Chapter 4:

Chapter 5:

Chapter 6:

Chapter 7:

Chapter 8:

Chapter 9

Chapter 10:

Chapter 11:

Chapter 12:

Chapter 13:

Chapter 14:

Chapter 15:

Chapter 16:

Chapter 17:

Chapter 18:

Chapter 19:

Chapter 20:

Chapter 21:

Chapter 22:

-Father knows Best: Itty Bitty Imps Pt 2: Complete

(Takes place after exes and ohs)

Summery: (slightly darker, feel free to skip this one)

Crimson kidnaps Moxxie and uses his little headspace to control him.

Moxxie tries to escape but its harder when conflicting emotions arrise.

Millie and Blitzø tried desperately to find him, but they had already checked Crimson's mansion, and he wasn't there.

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-Chapter 2

-Chapter 3

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-Chapter 5

-Chapter 6

-Chapter 7

-Chapter 8

-Chapter 9

-Chapter 10

-Chapter 11

-Chapter 12:

-Chapter 13

-Chapter 14

-Chapter 15

Itty Bitty Imps Part 3, Millie Knows better: In progress

Summery:

Millie and Moxxie struggle to adjust to their new life as they try and help Moxxie heal from everything he's been through.

Moxxie wants to undo what his father had done.

Millie is trying to help Moxxie and be supportive but she's struggling.

Blitzø wants to help Millie, but he's not sure how.

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-Chapter 2

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-Chapter 5: coming soon.

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Itty Bitty Imps Pt 4: Hurt, Coming soon

(Takes place during ep: S2E4-S2E5)

Stolas gets hurt...then Blitzø does.

Things become too complicated...

So Blitzø makes a decision that changes everything.

All and all- this will hurt some readers. And I promise you will hate me after this 😀

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Itty Bitty Imps Part 5, Everything will be okay: Coming soon.

(Takes place during S2E6-7)

Via gets kicked out of her apartment when they find out she never took the classification test.

She can't go home where Stella and Stolas are, so she reaches out for help and finds it where she least expects it.

Fizzarolli's career is on the line when he has to face Mammon one last time with a bet they made.

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Itty bitty imps part 6: The monster under my bed.

(S2EP8-9)

Blitzø is hurt, and he's forced to confront his feelings when he's bedridden and stuck in the home of the last person he wants to talk to.

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Itty bitty imps part 7

Takes place during mastermind.

Beelzebub takes over Blitzø's trial before anyone can make a decision,

Stolas and Blitzø are both sentenced for their crimes.

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One-Shots and ficlits:

-One-Shots

-Biting

-Are Paci's okay? -

-Epologue for IBI

-A surprise for three littles

-Ozzie the babysitter

-A little meeting

-Sleepy time (coming soon)

-Sleepless night (coming soon)

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-Notes/Info: Classification AU: Members in hell are forced to take a classification test that determines what they are:

-Neutrals

-Caregivers

-Littles

And occasionally you’ll get a special classification such as: Babysitter, leader, Guardian, and even pet regressors.

For especially Imps and Hellhounds, (the lowest beings in hell), their results have everything to do with their future.

That’s why some imps had learned to cheat the system…

Blitzø being one of them.

Classifications:

Blitzø❤️: Not officially little, classified a neutral after cheating on the test

Stolas 💜: Caregiver

-Fizzarolli 💚 Little

-Asmodeus 💙 Neutral/ Guardian

-Millie ❤️🔥 Guardian

-Moxxie ❤️🩹 Neutral type: Poet.

50%Pet Regressor, 50% Little

-Loona 🖤 Caregiver

-Sallie Mae❤️‍🔥 Guardian Middle regressor

-Octavia 💖 ???

-🦜⭐️Vassago: CG

-Littles info:

Blitzø: Little Age: 1-5

Fizzerolli: Little Age: 5-8 ???

Moxxie: Little age: 0-4 ???

???: Little Age: ???

Sallie Mae: 8-15

???: Little Age: 4-13

⚠️Warning: This story is not all fluffy and cute, this story is more about healing childhood trauma, and healing the inner child by accepting help and accepting regression as a coping therapeutic method. (there’s plenty of hurt/comfort and cute fluff, but that’s not all it is) in these books we will be discussing dark topics like child abuse, sexual abuse, death, emotional abuse, PTSD, depression, struggling in life, suicidal thoughts, toxic relationships, and even hating one’s own regression and dealing with the hardships of age regression.

Also, it's not written to be accurate to cannon. A lot changes with the plot and characters.

So...yes, I know that's not how it happened on the show... and It's probably never going to align with the show. #SorryButNotThatSorry

⚠️ More specific character notes:

-Ozzie and Fizz

-Stolas and Blitzø:

-Stolas and Blitzø part 2: Coming soon

-Millie and Moxxie: Coming soon

-¿¿¿, ???, And ¿?¿ Coming soon.

-Verosika

-Striker and Stella: Coming soon.

Sally mae

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[cherryblossombabies]

The Dumbass Twins

blitz and moxxie as babysitters for little!reader

🎪🔪Blitz-

defintely a chaotic babysitter

think crazy uncle whose a lot of fun

does not care about swearing around you at all

he will make you watch Spirit and/or the spinoff with him

if you bite him he'll laugh

he's either babysitting for Moxxie / Millie or Stolas' little

if your stolas' little he's more like your other dad when regressed but you don't call him anything parental yet

if your stolas' little you cried after the events of full moon and apology tour because you stopped being able to see him as often

and after mastermind you were absolutely traumatized but that's besides the point

he has basically no rules except for don't go looking in places you don't belong

👔💥Moxxie-

you're probably Millie's little, so he's kinda like a dad to you but watches you less often so he's more of a babysitter

has a lot of rules

if you're not Millie's little, your probably Blitz's little...

yeah, if so, you get a lot of time outs

he tries so hard to keep you from hearing swears or seeing gore

he's so overprotective

he's probably the best cook tbh

matching outfits everytime you're with him'

he might literally keep you on one of those backpack leashes if you like to run

[apples-33]

AGE REGRESSION ROLEPLAY!

Hello! I’m looking to do an Agere roleplay, please comment under this or message me if interested!

I have a few fandoms I’d like to try and we could do oc + oc too! (I tend to play the little/regresser by the way! ^^)

HAZBIN HOTEL

Alastor

Vox

Lucifer

EDDS WORLD

Tord

HELLUVA BOSS

Moxxie

Fizz

AVENGERS/MARVEL IN GENERAL

Peter Parker

Pavitr Prabhakar

OC!

His name is Vance but nickname is Vince! I’d be happy to share more on him if you’d like to roleplay ocs!

sfw only please! ^^

[ask-jamtheimp]

Spooks is sad because he doesn't have a mama or papa

He ends up throwing tantrums about it pretty often. Especially when he regresses from stress. Sometimes he ends up not wanting to talk to other littles with cgs because hes jealous.

[Btw anyone is welcome to fill that role for him]

[tinytinybumblebee]

Tiny Timothy and Mama Mox ♡ Because I really liked the idea of Tim getting to rest with someone who knows who is behind that permanent mask ;w;

[fandom-nursery]

Ranking helluva boss regressors on how much I think they could be trusted with glitter

Blitzo:

4/10

In his defense he is trying to get it all on whatever art project he’s making

He’s just not very successful

He’s very proud of his little art projects though so no one can be too annoyed at him for it

Stolas

9/10

Responsible little owl

He’s very cautious about making a mess

He wants to be good and do things the right way and will ask for help from his caregiver if he needs it

Moxxie

8/10

This is mostly because he gets too stressed out about making a mess to actually touch it

He prefers to just look at the glitter in its container and enjoy the sparkles

Loona

5/10

Not a glitter fan really but when she does use it she’s pretty careless about it

Takes almost no precautions to keep in contained and then gets annoyed when she’s finding it on everything for months afterwards

Stella

0/10

She loves the stuff so much

She throws it on purpose to cover as much area as possible with it

Not worried about making a mess and absolutely will not clean it up herself unless she’s forced to

Fizz

3/10

Very easily excited by shiny things

Tends to use it a little to liberally and get it everywhere

Very creative about what games and activities he thinks should include glitter in them

[rosemarythegoose]

Edited that blue pacifier onto some Moxxie screenies, cuz Vivz really needs to make Moxxie a little IMO. But I'm not Vivz so what do I know?

[littlemilliebillie]

m & m 4 eva!

[apples-33]

AGE REGRESSION RP! SFW ONLY.

First I’d like to say that I will do my OC but for that, I only do OC on OC. I’d like to play the little in that situation too! ^^

I will do certain fandoms but if you want to try another go ahead and message me and I’ll see if I know it :))

HAZBIN HOTEL

Vox

Alastor

Lucifer

HELLUVA

Fizz

Moxxie

MARVEL

Peter Parker

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If you have any questions or suggestions please message me DMs are always open! Or even comment under this post ^^

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Baby Feathers

Merry Christmas!

(Helluva Age regression ficlet that takes place post sinsmas)

I don’t see enough fics that have caregivers who want to try regressing!!! So I decided to fill that void and the soul destroying events of sinsmas gave me lots of agere fodder. have a lovely holiday everybody!!! Fic below!

Stolas had everything planned. It was new years Eve and both Stolas and Blitzø had the holiday just to themselves. Millie and Moxxie were spending the holiday with Millie’s family in Wrath, whilst Loona was going to another party at Beelzebub’s. Stolas had spent many a New Year’s Eve at insufferable galas, but there had always been one silver lining. Both himself and Via would slip away from the ball, where the two would sit on the roof of their mansion and watch the first new year’s moon come to rise. He still hadn’t realised that this would be the first year where they wouldn’t be able to share their tradition. He couldn’t stop thinking of Octavia, their last interaction cruelly playing on loop in his mind. His heart was breaking with every second, but at least he had Blitzø. If he hadn’t been grieving so painfully, maybe he’d be able to enjoy himself.

There was one aspect he found great comfort in though, and that was being able to take care of Blitzø. Over the past few months he’d been introduced to the Imp’s smaller side, which had taken a while for Blitzø to open up about it properly. He was a pretty headstrong character, and struggled s lot when it came to expressing any kind of vulnerability.

Stolas had actually found out by accident, with Blitzø regressing involuntarily after a bad night terror. Stolas’s heart had broke when he found his partner looking so afraid and vulnerable. Blitzø wasn’t able to really explain what was happening, but Stolas was already a parent, it was second nature to know how to comfort little ones after a bad dream. The next morning Blitzø had explained what happened, sometimes he found himself slipping younger in age, usually when he was stressed or was reminded of bad things. Especially since he lost his mother, she was the only person who treat him with gentle nurturing care. When he lost her, he never got to feel that again. So when he began to have these episodes, it became a part of himself he had to hide out of shame.

For a long time he continued to suppress this side of himself, pushing away all these childish longings. But he could only hold it back for so long until his body decided for him. When he did find out, Stolas was almost too supportive of it, finding this side of Blitzø absolutely darling. Lavishing him with toys, clothes and all kinds of things he never even considered trying. Stolas even found himself getting a lot out of caring for him too, it made him feel needed.

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Blitzø had to admit that it felt great to not hide this side of him anymore. Stolas had officially seen every episode of that pony show, and helped Blitzø brush the manes of every single horse figurine he owned. But ever since the trial, neither Blitzø or Stolas had the time or the mental energy to take come time to relax.

Stolas had felt so guilty that in his current state he hadn’t been able to care for Blitzø, and had even collected a set of gifts for him to open from Sinsmas. On the day itself he’d set aside his little gifts so that he wouldn’t have to open them in front of the others. So he’d made the decision to surprise him with a “little sinsmas” on new years, when they knew they’d have the house all to themselves.

Stolas woke up early to get out the gifts he had stored away. Thankfully he had purchased these before he’d lost all of his money and possessions. But when he did get up, he felt awful. The former prince had slept terribly, tossing and turning as he once again replayed what had happened with Via. He was then cursed with unpleasant dreams that only tortured him further. All he wanted was his daughter, but she wanted nothing to do with him.

Regardless of how he felt, he pushed himself through it, today was for Blitzø. The imp had done so much for him recently, he had to pay it back somehow. He quietly looked through Blitzø’s wardrobe in search of some of his little clothes, choosing an oversized hoodie with some colourful horse motifs. It even had an adorable woollen mane that went down the hood. Last of all he collected a plastic box at the bottom of the wardrobe, stolas recognising it. Inside Blitzø kept all of his baby things, pacifiers, some teethers and other equally adorable equipment. It was adorned with multiple stickers, all in the horse variety.

As he entered back into the main room, stolas began to gather some ingredients for breakfast. The plan was to make Blitzø some oatmeal for breakfast, which was simple enough. Blitzø always liked it drizzled with cherry syrup, and if he was feeling little enough he’d even let Stolas feed him.

Stolas carefully arranged the gifts wrapped in coloured paper by the tree, flicking on the fairy lights for added effect. He loved the small touches of sinsmas, indulging in the little details that made it feel magic. Blitzø had mentioned how sinsmas wasn’t really a special thing when he was a kid, the circus would perform through the whole holiday. Which included an extra special sinsmas day show which was very popular, but it meant he never got to really enjoy the holiday.

He thought of a little blitz crouched by the tree, tearing open coloured parcels in glee. You couldn’t help but smile. As a final touch, he pulled the blinds open to let the light in. Such a simple action turned into a huge mistake. As Stolas glanced outside, his gaze was caught to the horizon. Peeking just through the clouds was the new moon, only barely visible. By tonight it would be hanging at the peak of the sky, even in daylight it was beautiful.

How could something so beautiful destroy him so painfully? Stolas remembered everything, his special tradition with his daughter. He thought of Octavia, sitting alone and watching the moon rise. The way she spat her words towards her father, looking like she genuinely despised him. Who was he kidding? It didn’t look like he hated him, she did hate him. Stolas just sank to the floor, his beak quivering as he felt tears building in his eyes. It was all too much. All he wanted was to hold his daughter in his arms again, but would that ever happen again?

she hated him.

she HATED him.

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Blitzø turned over in bed, dozily reaching over into the empty space of his bed. He’d gotten so used to sleeping next to somebody again, so when he didn’t feel any feathers in his grasp, it pulled him out from his snoozing.

“Mmme- Stolas?”

He mumbled, eyes fluttering open. As suspected, Stolas wasn’t anywhere to be seen. Pushing himself up onto his elbow before rubbing his eyes, recently Stolas had been the one who stayed in bed. Blitzø would usually let him sleep in for as long as he needed, sometimes leaving a note if he had to leave for work.

With a yawn Blitzø pulled himself up, before hearing something from outside the room. It took him a second to realise in his sleep addled state, but he could clearly hear a sadly familiar sound of crying. Within a second he’d jumped from the bed and thrown open the door.

“Stolas? are you okay?”

In hindsight it was a pretty stupid question, especially when he found said bird on the floor of his sitting room. He was curled in on himself, sobbing bitterly. It was uncomfortably reminiscent of what he’d been like when Octavia had rejected him.

“Hey hey- what’s going on?”

Blitzø joined him on the floor, resting a hand over Stolas’s shaking back. Stolas flinched at the touch at first, but couldn’t help but fall into Blitzø’s hold. Blitzø could feel Stolas’s feathers quivering as he tried to control his sobbing. The Imp couldn’t help but notice that a lot of his little stuff was scattered across the room.

His box of pacifiers and that one hoodie he liked to wear, there were also some new gifts under the tree.

“I had planned to- I’m sorry, i just wanted to make today special for you.”

Stolas whimpered, feeling like he’d ruined everything. He thought he would feel better today, if he got to care for Blitzø. But right now owl felt as fragile as glass, but Blitzø held onto him tight and securely. It clicked as he realised what Stolas had been trying to do, his expression softening.

“Oh stolas, it’s okay.”

“It’s not! All I’ve done is mope around and you’ve had to do everything for me. Not to mention the money you’ve spent and the time I’ve taken up. I had it all planned, you deserved a break-“

It took him a little time to string together his response, tears continuing to dribble down his feathers. He felt pathetic, how was he going to care for a regressed Blitzø when he was this much of a mess? It furthered his suspicion that was just a complete failure when it came to any kind of caregiving.

“Stolas listen to me, it’s okay. It’s.. really sweet you thought of this.”

Blitzø gently tilted his beak to meet his face, the tearstained bird’s expression tugging something on his heartstrings. He looked around, spotting the half made breakfast and carefully arranged presents. All the effort he’d made, for him no less.

“I don’t deserve you.”

He chuckled, managing to pull the lanky heap of owl closer into his lap the best he could. His statement seemed to reactivate Stolas tears though, who cried intelligibly into his chest. It was the other way around, it was Stolas that didn’t deserve him.

Whilst Blitzø still wasn’t entirely sure on what had triggered this, it didn’t take an idiot to know it was related to Octavia. In the time Blitzø had known Stolas, he’d never seen him like this. The Goetian Prince was so broken, fragile. But thankfully Blitzø had some experience in that feeling already.

He let him cry it out for a few minutes, with the shoulder of his shirt becoming very wet. He ran his fingers up and down Stolas’s feathers, gently preening him as he murmured comfort. The sobs eventually died down into sad sniffling, but the grip around him still hadn’t broken. Although Stolas’s heart was breaking, Blitzø’s grip around him was at least keeping said shards in place.

As Blitzø rubbed his back, he was hit with a sudden idea. He felt a little guilty that Stolas had gone through all this trouble for him, especially as he wasn’t feeling anywhere near small. And as much as he cared for Stolas, he couldn’t fake his regression either. Anyways, he didn’t feel like he was the one need in comfort right now.

“Hey, here’s an idea. I know we’ve never talked about this before, but what if you let me take care of you today?”

Stolas stirred a little with a frown, peeling his crispy feathered face away from Blitzø’s chest.

“What do you mean?”

“You take care of me when I’m feeling low, why not let me baby you for once? You’re lookin’ like you need it.”

The more Blitzø thought about it, the more he wanted to give it a try. There was something about the forlorn bird in his arms that melted his heart a little. Was this how Stolas felt with him? Nah, he couldn’t he this cute.

“No, you’re my baby. I care for you, I care for people- it’s what I like to do.”

Stolas suddenly felt flustered, face lighting up bright red. He’d never even considered the idea of swapping roles before. Blitzø was his baby, never the other way around. He wasn’t sure if it felt right to him, he wanted to be the one caring for Blitzø.

“Yeah, and you do a great fuckin job at it. So why not let me return the favour, you might even like it?”

Blitzø teased as he gently pinched the owls red cheeks, already delighting in the idea. Stolas found himself wavering a little, especially with how shivery and weak he was. He looked over at the gifts guiltily, but Blitzø already had it covered.

“Look we could try it today, if you don’t like it, we’ll stop. We can save the gifts for tomorrow, and then you can have your turn babying me, sound okay?”

Blitzø sounded so sure that Stolas found it hard to disagree. Although it still felt very alien, he definitely appreciated this cuddling part right now. So in the end gave a defeated shrug, Blitzø’s face lighting up.

“You just relax and let me take care of everything, feathers.”

Stolas shook for a second, before burying his beak into Blitzø’s shoulder again. Fresh tears erupted seemingly for no specific reason. But this time there was a sense of catharsis that came with it, to be able to cry in safety. Was this how Blitzø felt when Stolas would comfort him whilst small? He hoped so, as it felt pretty damn good.

Blitzø began to rock him back and forth, kissing the crown of his feathers. He gave him a few more minutes to cry, Stolas had been forcing himself into long periods of numbness recently and clearly needed it. Eventually Blitzø shifted Stolas to the side a little, who whined at the movement.

“Lemme just move ya onto the couch, I can’t feel my fuckin’ legs anymore.”

With quite a bit of effort, Blitzø managed to lift the bird onto the couch. Unfolding the blanket over the armrest and tucking it around his skinny frame. Whilst no longer sobbing, Stolas had been reduced to the awkward hiccupy stage. Blitzø told ahold of his hand, squeezing softly to get his attention.

“Hey try and breathe a little, in and out.”

The imp demonstrated, and Stolas tried his hardest to follow. But he found himself falling back into the unhelpful gulping, even with Blitzø’s help.

“Here’s an idea.”

Blitzø turned and rifled through his little box, finding an unopened package. Blitzø himself still hadn’t used these ones as he didn’t like the colours. Stolas turned to see what Blitzø was doing, with his pupils pin-pricking when he spotted it. In his hands was a package of pacifiers, a pack of three different shades of lilac to dark blue.

“You’re doing a shitty job at breathing right now, try one of these. You’ll have no choice but to breathe a little slower.”

He spoke so casually, holding out a dark blue pacifier. Stolas had seen this kind of item many, many times now. But now when it was being presented to him, rather from him? It felt a little scary. Blitzø watched as stolas internally fought with himself, rolling his eyes.

“Cmon, open that beak for me, feathers.”

He used the pet name for the second time, which made Stolas melt a little. As if beyond his control he held his beak open, Blitzø placing the pacifier there before he could change his mind.

The sensation was certainly strange at first, the bird wasn’t really sure what to do with it. But his body was still hellbent on breathing hard, so he focused on trying to breathe nasally instead. Without realising he began to suck on the bulb, and breathed in and out. If it hadn’t been such sad circumstances, Blitzø would’ve definitely taken a photo. It was just too fucking cute. Instead he joined Stolas on the couch, still demonstrating his breathing in time to Stolas’s.

“Feels good doesn’t it?”

Stolas looked up at him lazily, his was face a little red self consciously. But he couldn’t lie, the rhythmic sensation of the pacifier was incredibly soothing. With each minute he understood just why Blitzø liked them so much. There was a cloudy fuzzy sensation in his head, one that forced him away from all the sad and scary feelings. It was a blissful escape, but it wasn’t numbing him the way his pills used to.

So he nodded at his partner, squeezing his hand back tight. They spent the next twenty minutes just cuddling, and Stolas honestly felt the calmest he had in months. Blitzø eventually had to pry the owl off of him to sort out breakfast, turned on the TV for Stolas. He considered what to put on, before setting on an incredibly corny fairytale movie about a princess. But it was worth it to see the way Stolas’s eyes lit up when it came on.

Blitzø made himself a cup of coffee, and poured one of Stolas’s weird fancy teas into one of his own sippy cups. Choosing the moonlight unicorn design, after forcing stolas to watch every episode of his horse show, Stolas had eventually chosen his favourite character. When he returned to the couch, Stolas shuffled over to curl into his chest again. The pacifier still hasn’t left his beak since placing it there, he looked undeniably adorable. Blitzø was just so happy to see him looking content for the first time in days. The two could just spend their day with each-other’s company, enjoying every moment.

-

Neither demon even made it to the end of the movie, the two of them passed out in a tangle of limbs. The bird with his head curled underneath Blitzø’s chin, the imp’s hand subconsciously still stroking his feathers. Blitzø had gotten so used to himself being the baby in their relationship, that he’d never considered how much he’d enjoy swapping places. The remainder of their day continued in a similar fashion, Blitzø leading Stolas along in hand. And to his surprise Stolas was a very quiet little, who didn’t speak much for the rest of the day.

It was different than when he was quiet when he was sad though, Stolas would still giggle if Blitzø said something funny and was clearly enjoying himself. Stolas just felt happy that he didn’t have to try and think of words right now, he could just be. He allowed Blitzø to dress him in some loose cuddly clothes, and even hand feed him little squares of pancake when he felt up to eating.

Blitzø loved learning more about this little side of him. And Stolas found himself embracing a part of himself he’d never even uncovered. They spent the day indoors, playing games and watching movies. In the evening when Blitzø was busy running a bath for him, Stolas couldn’t help but glance outside. The moon was beginning to rise in the early evening, himself and Blitzø agreed to head to bed before midnight. The whole new year’s celebration never interested him too much, he really only ever used it as an excuse to get wasted.

Stolas pulled the pacifier from his beak and dropped it to the floor. Feeling the fog of his small space drift away, he took in a deep breath. Slipping outside onto the balcony, he dared himself to look up at the moon. Giving anything just for one more moment with Octavia, wondering what she was doing right now.

“I know you hate me, and that you can’t even hear me- But I love you so very much.”

He spoke to himself quietly, not breaking eye contact with the rising moon. Hoping that just maybe Octavia could somehow get the message. He stayed there for a little while, not even realising the slow tears dripping down his face until he felt a hand on his. Blitzø didn’t say anything, he stood aside the Owl for a while until he stirred from his trance.

“I got your bath ready, even added a bunch of those bath nukes you like.”

“Bath bombs- you mean.”

Stolas couldn’t help but correct, although he still sounded sad. Blitzø held onto his hand and lead him back inside, finding the pacifier abandoned on the floor.

“Hey you still want this buddy?”

He held it up, unsure if Stolas was feeling completely big again. The owl looked at the object, clearly considering it. He watched the Imp as he stared up at him with genuine adoration. Instead of a verbal response, he just took the pacifier back and allowed himself to sink back into that comforting headspace. The Goetian prince stood tall above Blitzø, and to any old person they must’ve looked ridiculous. But Blitzø looked up at the tall owl and only saw a little baby bird, one that was in desperate need of some love and care.

“Cmon then baby feathers, I have a whole collection of rubber duck horses just waiting to play with ya-“

Merry Christmas y’all ❤️❤️❤️

[ramona-quinn]

✨️ Regressor!Stolas and CG!Blitzø Headcanons ✨️

Warning: Contains spoilers from "Mastermind" and "Sinsmas", trauma, domestic abuse, mention of physical abuse

Credit to @shhtickerbook and @eflen-n-reegee for inspiration

How it happened:

Stolas is usually Blitzø's caregiver. He already knows how to look after regressors since he is also a parent.

However, he has been secretly wanting to regress for a variety of chronological reasons: his childhood, the pressure of being a prince, his failed relationship with Stella, and the divorce. He pushed that wish aside because he genuinely loved to care for those around him. It was in his nature to be a guardian.

Also, he has been told many times by Stella that looking after himself was selfish, and he should be focused on her and his royal duties.

The events of Mastermind and Sinsmas were what broke the straw off the camel's back for Stolas. His mental health took a toll for the worse. He was missing his daughter, Octavia. The last words she said to him before she stormed off emotionally stabbed his heart. His mind also replayed multiple memories up to that point. He couldn't eat or sleep, and the I.M.P. grew concerned.

One day at work, Stolas couldn't focus on anything as usual. His mind snapped, and he involuntarily regressed during a meeting. He curled up into a ball and sobbed. Millie, Moxxie, Blitzø, and Loona were stunned and worried. They have seen the owl break down before, but not to this extent. Stolas saw their expressions and felt much worse. He didn't want to upset the group in front of him. It was bad enough that he upset lots and lots of people. Stolas tried to apologize, but his words were inchoherent, replaced with babbles. Blitzø told Millie, Moxxie, and Loona to carry on with the meeting. He took Stolas to the break room and wrapped his arms around him. The imp wasn't sure what was going on, but he knew for a fact that the former prince needed a shoulder to lean on.

It took a while for Stolas to calm down, and his headspace was back to normal. He apologized to Blitzø for his meltdown, but the latter reassured him that he had nothing to apologize for.

Blitzø decided to close work early so Stolas could have a mental health day. The owl tried to tell him that he didn't need a break, but Blitzø told him that it was all good and that business was slow because of the post-holiday blues.

When they got home, Blitzø allowed Loona to go hang out with her friends while he made sure Stolas was okay.

After Blitzø made some tea and grabbed some blankets, he handed the items to Stolas. He then asked if he wanted to talk about how he was holding up.

Stolas was reluctant to say anything. No one, other than Octavia, wanted to check in on him. He shakily sighed and said that he was still broken from what happened at the trial and on Sinsmas. He also said that he wanted to regress, but he couldn't bring himself to do it because of his former royal life. Plus, he was so used to caring for everyone.

Blitzø said he was grateful for Stolas being his caregiver when he regressed. The imp suggested that they should switch places for a while. The owl was unsure about this, but Blitzø said that he doesn't have to be little forever and that his caregiver status wasn't going to be revoked. Blitzø also reminded Stolas that he needed to learn to let others take care of him.

The former prince agreed after some pondering and allowed Blitzø to baby him.

Headcanons:

Stolas is rather timid and quiet when he's regressed. He uses notecards to say what's on his mind. He also replies with simple nods or head shakes.

The owl is also very sweet and courteous, just like when he was a child (The Circus). He always wants to help everyone out.

Stolas struggles with taking care of himself, which is why Blitzø made a daily routine for him to help listen to his body.

Stolas doesn't know what his little age is. He just knows that he is tiny.

He doesn’t use a lot of agere gear other than pacis and sippy cups.

He also doesn't wear onesies (they’re not his cup of tea). He's more into sweaters, hoodies, and matching pajamas.

Whenever Blitzø gives Stolas outfits to try on for his regression, his reaction is usually this because he finds the owl so adorable and precious:

Blitzø will spoil his baby with agere gear and stuffies. Stolas tries to tell him that he doesn't have to, but the imp insists that it's not a problem and that he deserves the world.

Stolas likes listening to Coldplay and Novo Amor. He also likes lo-fi and piano versions of lullabies and nursery rhymes. This kind of music helps him calm down.

Stolas tries his hardest to be on his best behavior. He doesn't want to be seen as a burden if he makes a mistake (even though Blitzø tells him that he's never a burden and that nobody's perfect).

The owl has a fear of being struck because of his father and Stella having records of hitting him. However, Blitzø promises to not violently lay a hand on him because he himself has been abused by his own father.

He doesn't throw tantrums when he's regressed. He does, however, have emotional breakdowns whenever he has incredibly big feelings or when something triggers his traumatic past.

When he's regressed, he's more than likely to suppress his feelings because of what he was told as a bodily child. 👇

However, Blitzø tells the owl that it's okay to have big feelings and let them all out.

Blitzø made Stolas a special little corner of the apartment for him to help cope with said feelings or just to regress alone if he wants to.

Since Stolas likes botany, Blitzø also made a mini garden for him to take care of. It's not the same as the greenhouse that Stolas used to own, but he still loves what Blitzø did for him. The owl really enjoys talking about the progress of the mini garden and his scientific findings.

The imp stumbled upon Slumberkins while searching for something Stolas could watch. It was safe to say that the little owl grew obsessed with the show.

Blitzø got Stolas a couple of Slumberkins stuffies.

Stolas also likes to collect Jellycats.

The owl also grew to like Bear in the Big Blue House, Wishbone, Stanley, Reading Rainbow, Elinor Wonders Why, Puffin Rock, Carl the Collector, Lu and the Bally Bunch, Between the Lions, Mister Rogers' Neighborhood, Carl the Collector, Moomins, Bluey, and Blue's Clues. He likes any show or movie that is slow-paced and low-stimulating. He also likes watching family-friendly nature documentaries.

Stolas is a HUGE book nerd. His regression is mostly spent reading by himself or being read by Blitzø.

Just like in Sinsmas, Blitzø will eat lava eggs and warm Stolas up when he cuddles with him.

Loona knows about Stolas's regression. She found it a bit weird, but she didn't mind nor judge. As long as Stolas was okay and healing, she was happy for him. She sometimes helps Blitzø out by doing things like laying out clothes for Stolas when the imp is giving him a bath.

Stolas regresses at home. It was bad enough that he now had a tarnished reputation and was scorned by the public. He didn't want his regression to be another reason to be ridiculed and harassed. Blitzø reassures Stolas that if that if his headspace does drop slip in public, he and the I.M.P. will be there for him.

There have been a few times when Stolas regressed at work involuntarily after his breakdown. Loona willingly takes over the receptionist stuff when that happens. The three imps and hellhound made Stolas a little regression spot in the break room if his headspace drops.

Stolas is known to be very artsy-fartsy. He expresses his emotions through arts and crafts. He decorated Blitzø’s pacis before. Now, the owl decorates his own soothers.

He is also a very sleepy little guy when tiny. You can find him napping on the couch or in his regression corners at home or at work.

Blitzø continues letting Stolas be his caregiver whenever he regresses, and the owl's headspace is big. Loona, Moxxie, or Millie also look after Blitzø when he's small sometimes.

Taking care of little Stolas has helped Blitzø grow as an individual. It helps heal his inner child and be the father figure he never had to someone else (alongside his Loony, whom he also adores with his heart).

[zimswife]

He deserves the great childhood he missed out on! 🍫

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