#motherfucking migraine

[sickknotdoom]

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v5 predictions!!!!!!!!

call me val. i use she/it pronouns, am a black/mixed transfem & suffer from autism + ocd + bpd. if i speak on something it means i can, otherwise i'd forward it to other blogs.

this is a critic blog. i talk about the preboot, i enjoy cuddles as a character and will die for cuddleparty. i do not wish ill upon anyone involved in the creation of this comic, regardless of how petty or weird they might be.

i most likely don't agree with my first few posts (you can tell if it's old just by reading it)

i used to sign off as 🦴 on other blogs until SOMEONE outed everyone's mains .... no dni i just block you if i dont like you

knotting my head = posts dependent on others (reblogs/anons). mf migraine = long reblog chains. everything else self explanatory. you already know my main!

[sickknotdoom]

youre so right about kit (& prolly other zcp members) cherrypicking the most "presentable" trauma ong

let's talk about the emem and foster care problem.

in v2, carrie said she used to be in a foster home with her sibling. on the sparklecare tumblr blog, kittycorn has mentioned multiple times that anthries only get kids if the parents all want a kid, and the egg won't hatch until they've proven themself as worthy and good parents. emem also won't send eggs into dangerous places (like the hospital, for example. kids aren't allowed in there anyway, but you get my point).

so the only way for children in this universe to have truly "bad" (by kittycorn standards) parents and get physically abused is if… the parents both die? and the children get sent to foster care? it's not that children can't be traumatized at all - mood and doom are said to have been bullied for their extra limbs, and most of the cometkids have some sort of trauma, too. eve, sly, marco, and wendy, just to name a few. the fact that birth parents can only be good (at the very least, not abusive) and foster parents can not only be good is… kind of a bad message to send!

it's not like it's entirely eliminating child abuse, either - again, children on spinch can be traumatized. kittycorn has just cherry picked the kind of trauma kit thinks is okay for kits characters to have. it's a trauma comic, it's about dysfunctional families, yet… some events are too bad to bring up, so they're magic-ed away? some trauma is okay to bring up and talk about, yet other kinds aren't? why is children being physically abused too bad to talk about, yet the entire cast of sparklecare is covered in scars? sure, they're adults, but that type of thing can happen to children too. how come the cometkids' trauma is a main point to their identities (eve and sly and wendy, specifically), but anything past emotional abuse is too far?

it sends the message that some types of trauma are more worthy to be talked about than other types. it's supposed to be a comic about representation, yet anything kittycorn doesn't like is thrown to the side and pretended like it doesn't exist.

i don't care that pregnancy doesn't exist, that's not the problem. the problem is that the faux pregnancy (eggs) come with rules. what clarifies a "good" parent from a "bad" parent? kids can not like their parents yet they can still be "good" - as seen in cometcare.

i understand there has to be some sort of solution to a kid that doesn't have any parents to take care of them, but this doesn't feel right.

-mod polly 🧊

[otamotone-dnp]

I stand in solidarity with phil bc I also have chronic migraines but when I was 13 I was diagnosed with epilepsy and the neurologist told me I couldn’t eat chocolate anymore :( so for about 6 months I barely ate chocolate but now I am a chocolate addict and nothing bad happened to me aksksks

[lokilysolbitch]

y'all. i swear. able bodied people. ohh my fucking god. oh my god

there's a flavor of ableism im experiencing where some people think they are my fucking life coach and handler that i didn't ask for and mind you they interact with me once a month at BEST.

they think that since im disabled im automatically mopey, self pitying, clueless on my own body, etc etc etc, to the point where they're passive aggressively suggesting to my ROOMMATE that they are enabling me????? did i mention these people see me one time in a month AT BEST. and most of those meetings aren't in person. oh. my fucking god. oh my god.

truly they are just mad i'm disabled. they're solely mad that i can't do things 'normally'. they're mad i need more time to rest and that i'm usually in some sort of pain. that's why they keep slapping on basic remedies like just do this and do that and then they get mad when that doesn't work or i literally can't do it bc i am DIS-abled. quite literally bc im not fucking abled to their liking. they'd prefer i was in pain and looking normal for the sake of it.

and they view disability as a sad useless life. the way i hold myself and take care of myself shows inherently that i value my own happiness and capabilities and im willing to take unconventional ways to achieve it. i don't hide it. i don't hide my cane because i need it and it helps me be happy and capable. i don't hide that im semi verbal. if i can't talk i won't talk and i'll communicate in other ways. because i need to. it keeps me happy and capable. so for them to see me, not to be cheesy, living authentically, and for them to see that as me 'doing nothing to help myself/moping/languishing in pain' is a reflection of how they see disability. when they eventually become disabled from age or a major life event, they'll run themselves into the ground, 'pushing through the pain' trying not to look disabled. but that's their choice. that's their body.

what i wanna know is why they feel so entitled to make that decision for me.

[sickknotdoom]

who even was this

remember what they took from you

[merlyn-bane]

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[write-it-motherfuckers]

Person A: “How long...”

Person B: “...Pardon?”

Person A: “How long have you been selling our information to (Person C)?”

Person B: “W- What are you talking about?! I haven’t-!”

Person A: “Cut the crap! I’ve known we had a leak for ages... I just wish you hadn’t gone and confirmed it was you.”

[sickknotdoom]

maybe thats why theyre paired to begin with

i'm never going to understand doom/miley because every time i see them i just think of The Heterosexual Disposal -🐍

[thepandalion]

having bad pain days suck bc I also get migraines and I keep googling if I can just. remove. the parts of my body that hurt. with the most broken grammar ever

[violaceum-vitellina-viridis]

migraine hell time

brain started giving me stupid thoughts. not even complicated ones, just...fucking nonsense, stuff that i can barely even do the goddamn "putting thoughts on trial" exercises with because they're so dead simple and stupid that there's barely any substance to PUT on trial and just. started having emotional bullshit about it, tearing up, and so i took the fioricet like i'm supposed to, opened up some fics to try and reread to see if i could get them to go, and

now i'm crying against my will and the thoughts are worse and i feel physically ill and i can tell my brain is trying to drag me backwards into a spiral about it and just

jesus fucking christ, why.

[randum-famdoms]

GODS FUCKING DAMNIT WHY DID MY PARENTS DECIDE THAT A HOUSE LESS THAN 100 FEET AWAY FROM A HIGHWAY WAS A GOOD FUCKING IDEA

[frostryn]

Those moments when chronic pain is chronic and pain. I've had the same unending migraine for 111 days It's excruciating, it's boring. It's excruciatingly boring.

[sunny-days-and-warm-mournings]

It's supposed to be an okay day today but if the noise won't fucking stop I'm gonna have to resort to violence—

[emma-d-klutz]

I love spending literal hours in the bath.......able to Breathe

[storm-of-feathers]

bruh

[letmeliedown]

it is really wild how far people will take excuses for inaccessibility. like “oh it’s just the building, we can’t change it😔” when it’s a private medical practice and the doctors who run it presumably had at least some say in choosing which building it went in. like i am pretty sure it wasn’t a completely random lottery

like if your medical office isn’t accessible then you need to pick another building! or at least do whatever possible to modify the current building to make it more accessible. or at the very fucking least put a notice on your website and voicemail and every ad you put out that your practice is not physically safe for disabled people