#motherfucking migraine

[sickknotdoom]

ON HIATUS DUE TO STRESS + IDENTITY CRISIS + OVERFLOWN ASK BOX, SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE (///,.,q) I WILL COME BACK!!!!!!!!

(no asks or new posts but will still reply to others)

v5 predictions!!!!!!!!

call me val/skullshot. yes its short for something, no i wont tell you what

i use it/they/skull pronouns, am a black agender turigirl (nblm gay) & suffer from autism + ocd + bpd. if i speak on something it means i can, otherwise i forward it to other blogs.

this is a critic blog. i talk about the preboot, i enjoy cuddles as a character and will die for cuddleparty. i do not wish ill upon any zcp members regardless of how petty or weird they might be.

i sign off as 🦴 on other blogs and use anon for minor nitpicks to avoid clutter on this blog. no dni i just block you if i dont like you

knotting my head = posts dependent on others (reblogs/anons). mf migraine = long reblog chains. everything else self explanatory. you already know my main!

[sickknotdoom]

youre so right about kit (& prolly other zcp members) cherrypicking the most "presentable" trauma ong

let's talk about the emem and foster care problem.

in v2, carrie said she used to be in a foster home with her sibling. on the sparklecare tumblr blog, kittycorn has mentioned multiple times that anthries only get kids if the parents all want a kid, and the egg won't hatch until they've proven themself as worthy and good parents. emem also won't send eggs into dangerous places (like the hospital, for example. kids aren't allowed in there anyway, but you get my point).

so the only way for children in this universe to have truly "bad" (by kittycorn standards) parents and get physically abused is if… the parents both die? and the children get sent to foster care? it's not that children can't be traumatized at all - mood and doom are said to have been bullied for their extra limbs, and most of the cometkids have some sort of trauma, too. eve, sly, marco, and wendy, just to name a few. the fact that birth parents can only be good (at the very least, not abusive) and foster parents can not only be good is… kind of a bad message to send!

it's not like it's entirely eliminating child abuse, either - again, children on spinch can be traumatized. kittycorn has just cherry picked the kind of trauma kit thinks is okay for kits characters to have. it's a trauma comic, it's about dysfunctional families, yet… some events are too bad to bring up, so they're magic-ed away? some trauma is okay to bring up and talk about, yet other kinds aren't? why is children being physically abused too bad to talk about, yet the entire cast of sparklecare is covered in scars? sure, they're adults, but that type of thing can happen to children too. how come the cometkids' trauma is a main point to their identities (eve and sly and wendy, specifically), but anything past emotional abuse is too far?

it sends the message that some types of trauma are more worthy to be talked about than other types. it's supposed to be a comic about representation, yet anything kittycorn doesn't like is thrown to the side and pretended like it doesn't exist.

i don't care that pregnancy doesn't exist, that's not the problem. the problem is that the faux pregnancy (eggs) come with rules. what clarifies a "good" parent from a "bad" parent? kids can not like their parents yet they can still be "good" - as seen in cometcare.

i understand there has to be some sort of solution to a kid that doesn't have any parents to take care of them, but this doesn't feel right.

-mod polly 🧊

[otamotone-dnp]

I stand in solidarity with phil bc I also have chronic migraines but when I was 13 I was diagnosed with epilepsy and the neurologist told me I couldn’t eat chocolate anymore :( so for about 6 months I barely ate chocolate but now I am a chocolate addict and nothing bad happened to me aksksks

[lokilysolbitch]

y'all. i swear. able bodied people. ohh my fucking god. oh my god

there's a flavor of ableism im experiencing where some people think they are my fucking life coach and handler that i didn't ask for and mind you they interact with me once a month at BEST.

they think that since im disabled im automatically mopey, self pitying, clueless on my own body, etc etc etc, to the point where they're passive aggressively suggesting to my ROOMMATE that they are enabling me????? did i mention these people see me one time in a month AT BEST. and most of those meetings aren't in person. oh. my fucking god. oh my god.

truly they are just mad i'm disabled. they're solely mad that i can't do things 'normally'. they're mad i need more time to rest and that i'm usually in some sort of pain. that's why they keep slapping on basic remedies like just do this and do that and then they get mad when that doesn't work or i literally can't do it bc i am DIS-abled. quite literally bc im not fucking abled to their liking. they'd prefer i was in pain and looking normal for the sake of it.

and they view disability as a sad useless life. the way i hold myself and take care of myself shows inherently that i value my own happiness and capabilities and im willing to take unconventional ways to achieve it. i don't hide it. i don't hide my cane because i need it and it helps me be happy and capable. i don't hide that im semi verbal. if i can't talk i won't talk and i'll communicate in other ways. because i need to. it keeps me happy and capable. so for them to see me, not to be cheesy, living authentically, and for them to see that as me 'doing nothing to help myself/moping/languishing in pain' is a reflection of how they see disability. when they eventually become disabled from age or a major life event, they'll run themselves into the ground, 'pushing through the pain' trying not to look disabled. but that's their choice. that's their body.

what i wanna know is why they feel so entitled to make that decision for me.

[sickknotdoom]

who even was this

remember what they took from you

[merlyn-bane]

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[write-it-motherfuckers]

Person A: “How long...”

Person B: “...Pardon?”

Person A: “How long have you been selling our information to (Person C)?”

Person B: “W- What are you talking about?! I haven’t-!”

Person A: “Cut the crap! I’ve known we had a leak for ages... I just wish you hadn’t gone and confirmed it was you.”

[sickknotdoom]

maybe thats why theyre paired to begin with

i'm never going to understand doom/miley because every time i see them i just think of The Heterosexual Disposal -🐍

[randum-famdoms]

GODS FUCKING DAMNIT WHY DID MY PARENTS DECIDE THAT A HOUSE LESS THAN 100 FEET AWAY FROM A HIGHWAY WAS A GOOD FUCKING IDEA

[greetingsfromuranus]

God why does edds stupid ass head have to be so cute why must I torture myself so

[frostryn]

Those moments when chronic pain is chronic and pain. I've had the same unending migraine for 111 days It's excruciating, it's boring. It's excruciatingly boring.

[radarchives]

do u think obm satan would be kaeya? since lucifer would be diluc? cause of the brotherly, also that satan and kaeya both like wine (dandelion wine, demonus) both a tease and both cunning…😶

omg i have never wrote nor typed satan or lucifers name but it feels so weird ajsiqudlqduwkhs

honestly, i really don't think satan and lucifer would be all that comparable to diluc and kaeya

their conflicts are very different at their core, and so are their personalities. i'd also argue that lucifer likes demonus/wine far more than satan, or at least it gets more pushed in canon, thus wouldn't make all that much sense to push satan into that role.

if i had to compare them to genshin characters, i think lucifer would be somewhat similar to ayato (big brother doing everything for sibling, hard worker/ overworking themselves, seen as both charming and calculating), while satan could be compared to scaramouche/wanderer (being abandoned, parental figure issues, lack of identity and search of such)

also, i have the exact opposite problem anon. because i type lucifer and satan so often i tend to forget that they are not just your average names and may sound like something very different to an outsider xD

[sunny-days-and-warm-mournings]

It's supposed to be an okay day today but if the noise won't fucking stop I'm gonna have to resort to violence—

[emma-d-klutz]

I love spending literal hours in the bath.......able to Breathe

[storm-of-feathers]

bruh

[sickknotdoom]

what if the heart eyes getting darker/"evil" was a metaphorical portrayal for his eyesight getting worse like the fur saturation shit. bc im assuming he didnt uni v3 himself

this is my critsona btw. just cuddles with glasses on