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Picky Eater
Book: Mother Of The Year Pairing: Thomas Mendez x MC (Ayla) Rating: T Word count: 1197 Reading time: 5 min Summary: Ayla will have to face her own limitations as she tries to teach her daughter how to be an open-minded eater.
Author's note:
I got an ask from @peonierose with some lovely pictures a while ago and decided to write this story.
Why Thomas x Ayla of all my OTPs? I don't know. Only heaven knows lol
Ayla Day is a creation of this author. The others characters are owned by Pixelberry Studios.
Stephanie and Luz run across the park, crunching dry leaves and stems with their boots as Ayla watches them from a bench nearby. She then glances at Thomas in the street market, chatting with a pumpkin vendor, probably sharing tips and recipes for Thanksgiving dishes.
Being raised most of her life in Brazil, she is a bit indifferent to most American traditions and never saw any reason to look forward to the holiday during her relationship with Guy. But since Thomas and Luz are so excited to celebrate Thanksgiving, she didn't feel like saying no to joining them for the festivities. Stephanie is half American too. It's only fair that she partakes in Thanksgiving dinners once in a while.
"Found it!" Thomas beams as he saunters over carrying a large pumpkin in one hand.
"I can see that..." Her brows shoot in response, but she tries her best not to undermine his excitement. "But don't you think that one is too big for us?"
"Not at all! Levi, Eiko and Alma are coming over. We can do so many dishes with this baby right here. Plus, it's like your mother always says..."
"Itâs better to err on the side of generosity than to appear too stingy?"
"Exactly."
"If you say so..." Ayla gives her shoulders.
Thomas then places the pumpkin down and sits next to her. "Everything okay, darling?"
"Yeah... It's just a dumb thought that crossed my mind..."
"About what?"
"Pumpkins... I'm not exactly a fan..."
"Really? Why not?"
"I don't know... The taste and the texture after it's cooked aren't appealing to me."
"Pumpkins aren't appealing to you in every single dish you've tried?"
She wrinkles her nose.
Thomas chortles.
"I know it's childish of me to be picky. I'm trying to teach my own kid not to be picky about food so she can adapt easily to any situation."
"I understand..."
"Do you?"
He nods. "Your secret is safe with me, darling."
"Thank you."
"However..." He grins.
She purses her lips and stares at him deadpan.
"Hear me out first. You can complain all about it later."
"Okay, what is it?"
"If you really want to set a good example for Stephanie, you'll have to show her you're an open-minded eater."
Ayla makes a face. "Yeah... But how do I do that without twisting my nose at a pumpkin pie?"
He grins. "I'm so glad you asked."
One hour later
The scent of coffee roast, nuts and milk spread in the air as Ayla adds the cheesecake filling to the pre-baked crust to place it back in the oven. To her, the idea of adding pumpkin puree to the cheesecake is outrageous. But it's okay. She'll have it with wine anyway. Plus, everything will be fine as soon as she gets a large mug of that fancy and delicious strong coffee Thomas buys especially for her.
"Alright, cheesecake is in the oven, potatoes are ready, turkey is almost done. Did you check on the girls?â
âTheyâre watching NFL game.â
âReally? I thought Luz preferred soccer.â
âAnd hopefully sheâll stick to it. Sheâs intense enough even when sheâs watching the game from the living room.â
âOkayâŚâ Ayla giggles. âWhatâs next?â
"How about we take a break for coffee?"
"Now we're talking! It'll definitely help me with my article later."
"Will I have to sleep by myself all night again while you finish work again? Man..." He nags.
"Not all night." She steps closer to kiss his cheek and gives him her best smile. "Just some of it..."
Thomas fakes pouting.
"Don't give me those puppy eyes. You leave alone in bed almost every night." She folds her arms, feigning annoyance.
"I know and I'm grateful you understand, darling." He wraps his arms around her and kisses her cheek. "Just don't tire yourself too much."
"Yeah, yeah... This is all cute and very lovey-dovey of you, but where's my coffee?"
"How about a latte instead?"
A smile forms on her lips again. "I'm listening."
"Sit tight. I'll take care of everything, darling."
"Mmm..." She then sits on a stool by the kitchen island, resting her chin on one elbow. "I love when you talk dirty to me..."
Chuckling, he turns off the coffee machine, pours the coffee into a mug, adds a spoon of pumpkin puree and whisks them together with a mixer.
"Hey! What was that orange goo in my rich people coffee?"
"Didn't we talk about you setting up a good example for Stephanie by being an open-minded eater?"
"Yes! But coffee isn't a dish! Coffee is coffee and itâs perfect the way it is!" She scowls.
"It's easier to enjoy something you don't like when you include other things you like with it."
Ayla folds her arms.
"I know you're still skeptical, but I'm going to prove you wrong," he says, slowly adding hot milk to the mug.
"You'd better. Because right now you're only showing me the atrocities American people do by adding pumpkin to latte and cheesecake."
Thomas shakes his head and grins. Once the coffee is ready, he covers the mug with whipped cream then adds cinnamon powder and a glass straw with a flourish.
"Here you go."
Ayla inspects the mug for a moment then takes a sip of coffee.
"So?"
"It's better than I expected it to be..." She replies, toying with the straw before drinking it again.
"Wait until you take a bite of the cheesecake."
She instinctively wrinkles her nose.
"I don't think that's the best attitude if you really want Stephanie to be open-minded about food," he points out.
"What? I didn't say anything!"
"Ayla, it's all over your face. And for the record, that's the same face you made when Luz and I had pumpkin ice cream."
Her shoulders slump as she places down the mug. "I'm ruining this, aren't I?"
"No, you're not." He moves closer to kiss her forehead. "And it's okay if Stephanie doesn't like pumpkin after all. Many people don't. Besides, you managed to make her eat most vegetables kids hate."
She gives her shoulders slightly.
"She's a smart and healthy kid who is incredibly lucky to be your daughter, darling. Whether she becomes a picky eater or not."
"Plus, I didn't lie about Thanksgiving, Santa Claus, tooth fairy..."
"You did better in that department than I ever did, by the way."
"I still do."
âAre you still going to call me out about not mentioning the real story of Thanksgiving until she was nine?â
âYes! Steph knows it since she was six! And may I add, Luz was tough enough to not only hear the full story but also gather money from all white students in the school and donate to indigenous communities because â to quote herâŚâ
âThe natives Americans deserve historical reparation.â
They chuckle.
"You're a wonderful mother, Ayla. I'm glad Luz and I have someone like you in our lives."
"Thank you⌠You're a great parent too, darling," she says resting her head on his shoulder.
âThank you.â
"Hey, maybe you can be the good influence on Steph about food."
"Why? You're almost halfway through the pumpkin-spiced latte."
"Yeah, but there's the cheesecake."
"Darling, just face it. You're going to love it.â
âYouâre so wrong about thatâŚâ She scoffs.
âYou will eat a big fat slice of pumpkin cheesecake and have seconds. You just don't know it yet,â he jokes.
"If I dump enough whipped cream to disguise the pumpkin in it, sure!"
Between laughter and a few sips of latte, the couple begins to set up the table for dinner.
#choices fanfic#mother of the year fanfic#thomas mendez#thomas mendez x mc#lorirwritesfanfic#lorircreates
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Do I look like him?
had a lot of people ask me to make a tiktok for it and i swear i tried but,,, making tiktoks just isn't working for me rn so we're getting still images until i can get my brain to cooperate. anyways!! i am obsessed with chromokopia and when i heard Like Him i ascended into heaven and also cried. and it very much reminded me of LoF
#friendly reminder that peter doesn't know what richard looks like#1) because his parents died before they learned peter also needed glasses#and 2) because he would cry when he saw pictures of them as a kid and they never got around to putting them back up#also another thing: peter's universe is 7 years ahead of theirs#richard parker died when he was 36 (they had peter fairly late)#dick is currently 29#and since richard had peter when he was 34 dick isn't far off from the age he was when richard had peter in the first place#so peter is essentially seeing his dad at almost the age when peter last saw him#but this time he can see him clearly#erinwantstowrite#ao3#ao3 fanfic#peter parker#leap of faith ao3#leap of faith catch me if you can#leap of faith#dick grayson#richard parker#this was essentially âyeah to everyone else peter looks like dickâ#but to peter it's âdo i look like you? the other you too?â#and to dick it's âdo i look like my counterpart? what was his life like?â#peter has his mother's tooth gap#a tiny piece of her in this drawing#chromokopia#peter parker in gotham#like him#tylerthecreator
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đđŞ. Ladies and gentlemen, The Boys are back đđŠ¸
#the boys#the boys tv#the boys season 4#billy butcher#homelander#hughie campbell#annie january#starlight#kimiko miyashiro#frenchie#mother's milk#marvin milk#the boys amazon#me and the rare once a year fanart thatâs not celebrating a follower milestone and not a fanfic illustration 𫨠surprise~!#could I have put Terror đś in there? yeah but I wanted to get this out before 6/13/24 when the first 3 eps premiere#but finally I can say Iâve drawn everyone in the gang now (đ so sorry mm & frenchie; you are now here for my second group illustration)#yes billyâs holding a vial that says Supe Virus and Hughieâs wearing F*ck Vought sneakers#my art#featured#phoenixtakaramono#I'M SO READY#the boys fanart
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I love this story so much!
His worries about his career and feeling unmotivated are so relatable. Sometimes it's hard to move past the failures, specially in careers that even if someone has talent isnt guarantee that they'll manage to pay the bills. Luckily, he has Laura's support to overcome these personal struggles and keep going â¤ď¸
Falling Slowly
[Levi Schuler x Laura Day Masterlist]
Pairing: Levi Schuler x Laura Day [F!MC] Book: Mother of the Year (around chapter 10-11) Word Count: >700
Prompts: @choicesaugustchallenge Orange; @choicesbookclub : MOTY Replay
Synopsis: Levi is feeling run down and overwhelmed as he questions his dream of being a musician. Laura helps him relax and remember why he loves music. [Fluff, Comfort/Care]
Laura curled her feet beneath her, getting more comfortable on the couch. Her burnt-orange maxi dress fluttered over her legs, shielding her from the crisp autumn breeze dancing through the open window of his apartment. She rested her head on his shoulder, snuggling closer as the light of the morning sun blanketed them both in its warmth.
His calloused fingers plucked tenderly at the steel strings of the acoustic guitar in his lap. A melodious song drifted around them, one harmonious cord at a time. It had been a while since he played like thisâjust for the love of music.
Between working at the bar and thankless tutoring gigs, his motivation for playing had dwindled. What once brought him peace and reassurance now reminded him of his failures. This wasn't the life he was supposed to be living; he couldn't even get a job at a call center. What hope was left for him? Would he ever amount to anything?
His muscles tightened, and his playing became harsher as he warred with himself. Levi shook his head, fighting against all the voices in his head telling him to give up.
Laura kissed his shoulder, gently reminding him she was there for him. It took her longer than she would like to admit to realize how much Levi had been suffering in silence. He had always been there for her and Lily; now, it was her turn. She knew this wouldn't be easyâfighting yourself never isâbut he was stronger than the fear and doubt he had let in.
Levi took a deep breath, resettling his hands along the instrument. He started again, focusing on the vibration of the strings and her quiet comfort beside him.
Although it had been hard for him to pick up his guitar for pleasure, she knew this was what he needed most. The joy of his gift had been taken from him by those that couldn't see his worth. While lost, it wasn't gone. He just needed a nudge to help point him home.
Her hand drifted gingerly through his dark hair, settling on the base of his neck. Her fingers dug softly at his strained muscles, encouraging him to keep playing.
Levi's eyes closed, letting the music and the warmth of her touch fill him. He strummed lightly, a quiet song rising from the battle raging within him. This song was different; instead of the pain of his journey, it was filled with lightâa melody of hope. With each new note, he realized it wasn't too late for him; he still had time. He had a choice: he could be defined by his failures, or he could choose to raise a hopeful voice and try again. Nothing in his life had felt more right than this momentâthat song and her.
When he opened his eyes, he found her smiling contentedly as she rested against him. Even if this was all he ever was, she made him feel like it was enoughâlike he was already enough just as he was; yet she never stopped believing he could do anything. She knew him better than anyone. She was his beacon of light in the storm, pointing him safely home.
His eyes glistened as they met hers. A thousand unspoken words passed between them, and he captured each one in the chords he strung together into a melody for her.
Nothing in this life had been easy for either of them except for this. That day by the mailboxes had changed everything; meeting her was chance, falling slowly was an inevitability.
Thank you so much for reading. I hope you enjoyed this!
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Hospitals had never been the favorite location of either of the Dead Boy Detectives, and they usually refrained from even approaching the premises when at all possible. In the early days of the agency, it was too riskyâ too many dying or newly dead individuals meant Death was nearly impossible to escape, after all. Even now, with an expanded agency under the influence of the Night Nurse, and as such without immediate risk of hell if they strayed too close to Death, they still tried to avoid hospitals out of habit and for the comfort of all involvedâthe boys never knew when someone might see them (and it never stopped stinging when someone suddenly did) and it wasnât exactly easy for the girls to just walk into a hospital without rousing suspicion. It was easier in some ways, these years later, now that the girls were adults and less likely to be seen as truants, but that newfound freedom did not bring with it any sudden desire to see what they were missing behind hospital doors.
All this caution and hesitation was ignored when Charles tapped on the mirror to check on his parents and was met with an unexpected chaos. A heart attack, from what the paramedics were saying as they wheeled the old man out on a stretcher, Charlesâs mother and their neighbor following behind in her car. Charles didnât witness the incident itself, pure luck on the timing, but the aftermath was a flurry of commotion that left him reeling.
He wandered back to the main space of their headquarters (a bigger place than what it once was, courtesy of the girlsâ tiring of the boys being unreachable during a crisis or two and deciding to go all in on a shared flat) in a daze. Charles didnât hide his checking in on his parents anymore, but still preferred to do it alone. Thankfully, his friends were kind, wonderful people who were happy to leave him to it. Said wonderful friends, however, were also quick to notice something wrong.
âCharles?â Edwin, naturally, was the first to notice Charlesâs return and immediately put his book aside.
The girls, engrossed in a new show on the other side of their living room, snapped up in their own ways.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âWhat happened?â
Charles swallowed down the mixture of emotions threatening to drown him, âItâs my dad, heâs had a heart attack.â He screwed his face up in an attempt to stop the tears that threatened to spill out. Why was he crying? The bastard made his life miserableâ
âGood.â Crystal was the first to comment. Niko slapped at her arm. Crystal put her hands up, âWhat? He was awful!â
âItâs still his dad!â Niko protested, âYou canât just say that!â
Charles tuned out their bickering. Everything felt a little tuned out, actually. And then Edwin was in front of him, hands on his shoulders.
â-love? Charles?â
âHmm?â Charles tried to silence his whirring emotions.
âAre you alright?â
The Charles of even several years ago would have been quick to brush it all off with a smile. But heâd grown since then.
âHonestly? Not sure. Is that bad? Crystalâs right, he was a dick.â
âAnd Niko makes a very good point as well. Heâs still your father.â
The tears were back again. Edwin pulled him in for a hug before Charles could say another word.
The girls had also quieted, alternating between watching the exchange and speaking through meaningful glances.
Niko was the one to break it, âDid you want to see him?â
The very idea shocked Charles, going rigid in Edwinâs arms.
âHe might not even be dying, and going to a hospital is recipe for troubleââ Charles responded slowly, as if waiting for someone to agree with him and take the weight of the decision off of him.
âI mean, a heart attack is probably close enough to death even if it doesnât get him.â Crystal contributed.
âAnd our avoidance of hospitals doesnât matter if youâd like to go see him. The Night Nurseâs lone positive trait is her protection from Deathâs clutches, after all.â Edwin said into Charlesâs curls.
âI-â Charles gave himself a breath, âI wouldnât even know what to say.â
âWe donât have to.â Crystal said softly.
âYeah, we can just have our movie night and distract you, or if you want to talk to us but not go see himâŚâ Niko backed her girlfriend up, trailing off into the silence.
âWe donât have to do anything you donât want to do,â Edwin echoed, sighing, âBut I donât want you to regret anything, either.â
âThatâs true, it might be good for closureâŚâ Niko chimes in once again, positive in the face of it all and determined to see Charles cheered up as well.
âFuck that. You donât owe him closure. If you donât want to go, then donât go.â Crystalâs anger was not what it once was, but she had her moments, particularly when abusers were the topic of discussion. Thankfully she seemed determined to keep her composure.
âYour call, Charles.â Edwin said, pulling away from the embrace but not letting Charles go just yet. He obviously had more to say, if the turn of his mouth was any indication, but he was all softness regardless.
âCould be my last chance, innit?â Charles said lowly, obviously not thrilled at the prospect, âIf the bastard goesâŚâ
Edwinâs face shifted, and Charles knew heâd guessed Edwinâs unspoken comment correctly. Still, Edwinâs tone and posture were the same, âNo one expects it of you. And weâll support you regardless of what you decide.â
Charles had a distant feeling of pride that Edwin had gotten better at this sort of thing. Heâd tell him that another time. Once this was all over and the world made sense again.
After a moment of reflection, Charles sighed, âI think Iâd like to go. Might help me heal or closure or whatever, yeah?â
The girls were up, pulling on their coats and shoes without a second thought. Charles felt monumentally lucky to have them.
Including the boy who held him still, voice low and meeting his eyes, âDo you want all of us with you? We can stay behind if youâd rather do this alone.â
Charles shook his head with his same sad smile, âI donât want to think what might happen if I do all this alone, mate. Though youâll have to forgive me if I lose my cool.â
Edwin clearly saw through the attempt at a joking diversion but smiled regardless, âVery well. Do you know which hospital weâre visiting?â
âIâm not sure, but itâs probably closest to their place, yeah?â Charles guessed, scrambling his thoughts trying to remember which hospital heâd been taken to when heâd broken his arm as a kid. It was so long ago, and so much had happened sinceâŚ
Edwin once again shook him out of his thoughts, âSome investigation is in order, then. Niko? Crystal?â
âOn it!â Niko chirped, already deep into her phone, Crystal close behind.
After some internet sleuthing, the girls had acquired the address of the nearest hospital to the Rowland family home and were taking the long way there while the boys readied themselves in front of the mirror.
âAre you ready?â Edwin double checked, hand outstretched.
Charles shook himself, âNot sure Iâd ever be, love, but letâs get on with it.â
Edwin pulled him in for a quick kiss on the cheek, a sincere smile, and then through the mirror they went.
â-
They stepped out of a mirror in one of the many bathrooms in the hospital complex, disoriented by the amount of beings (alive and dead alike) as they tried to navigate the halls. The A&E department was the worst, with traumatic deaths creating a perpetual plethora of ghosts. Of course, this was also the first place they needed to check.
The boys held hands tightly as they went, both wound tight by the noise and the blood and the general atmosphere of the place. It was far from the most dangerous place theyâd been in their decades together, but that brought little comfort in the face of it all.
Phasing through the various doors and curtains, it was ultimately clear that if Charlesâs father was in this hospital, heâd been moved elsewhere. They split momentarily, with Edwin going to find a map of the hospital while Charles waited at the nurseâs station to see if he could get any leads on his family.
It soon became clear that there was simply too much going on for Charles to glean any real information, and he was ready to give up and find Edwin when the next phone call to the desk came from a familiar phone number and gave way to a familiar voice. Nikoâs voice was clear on the other end, and just loud enough for Charles to overhear. The nurse gave the information with little questioning, informing all involved that Mr. Rowland had just been moved to a private room on a different floor. Charles didnât stick around to listen to what exact department the man was in, or what the prognosis wasâas soon as he knew the number he was off to find Edwin.
It was quieter in this department. Less urgent. Which meant something significant that Charles was pointedly not thinking about, less that send him into another tailspin. Thankfully Edwinâs presence was grounding beside him.
A nurse left the room as they found it, giving a glimpse through the doorway. Charlesâs mother sat at his fatherâs bedside, accompanying neighbor at her side. They couldnât see his father (or his fatherâs ghost for that matter) from their vantage point.
Edwin gave one last squeeze of Charlesâs hand to get his attention, âI can give you a moment alone if youâd like.â
âDonât you dare.â Charles tried to joke, but his voice didnât seem to cooperate. Edwinâs eyes saddened, but he gave a firm nod and gestured for Charles to take the lead.
The man of the hour looked frail against the white sheets. He was awake, but by the look of his eyes he was definitely on his way out. There was a bulky mask over his nose and mouth, IV in his arm, heart monitor dragging along beside him. Charles's mother sat quietly, holding his hand between two frail ones of her own.
Charles didn't think his emotions could get any more complicated, and then his father's eyes found him. Then Edwin. Then back to him. He rasped behind the mask, Charles's mother shushing him gently.
"Hi dad." Charles sighed more than said, standing awkwardly at the foot of his bed and gripping Edwin's hand so hard he wouldn't be surprised if he managed to hurt him despite all the ghost technicalities.
Another rasp, this time accompanied by a frail hand gesturing towards the boys. Charles nearly slumped in relief when his mother glanced their way but returned to murmuring to her husband rather than reel back in shock. She had some time left, at least. His father, however, continued to try to speak.
Seeing his mother's distress, Charles felt himself snap into his protective mindset without thought, snarking, "Just give it up, mate. They can't see usâyou're the only one dying here, so only you get the honour. Trust me, I'd rather talk to mum than you any day, but I cant say I'm too torn up about you going first. Maybe she'll get to have some happy years without you."
The man thankfully stopped his rasping, but his eyes emoted enough that Charles knew he heard him. It gave him the confidence to keep going, never quite sure what his next word was going to be but glad to say it anyway.
"Not that you asked, but I've been having a great time these last thirty, forty years. Yeah my death was awful, don't get me wrong. Kinda wish you got even a taste of that, for all the shit you put me through⌠Actually, do heart attacks hurt?" He turned his question towards Edwin, who had such a complicated expression that Charles immediately decided that the question wasn't that important, "Doesn't matter now, I guess. But yeah, my afterlife has honestly been better than my life ever was. Not only do I not have to deal with your bullshit, but I've also found people who actually care about me.
"Like this, right here, is Edwin," Charles swung their held hands upwards in an attempt at a wave, earning a slightly hysterical chuckle from Edwin, "He found me dying in that attic, showed me kindness as I died, and I've been by his side ever since. He's the best thing that ever happened to meâ"
Charles took a breath as his voice cracked, Edwin's hand squeezing his in silent support. Charles didn't look over to try and keep it together a bit longer.
"He's the love of myâwell, love of my afterlife. And I know youâd hate that, or at least hated all that when I was alive. I remember your rants about how all those people dying deserved it. Shouting at the telly like they personally offended you just by existing. Do you still think like that, all these years later? Hell, now here you are, dying on a hospital bed while your queer son laughs at you. What a twist!" Charles laughs, but it doesn't sound right even to himself. He, once again, pointedly doesn't look at Edwin. Looking at Edwin means dropping the brave face, and he's got a few more things to say first.
âYou know, youâll think this is weak or whatever, but I checked in on you and mum over the years. Neither of you could see me, and I never stuck around long, but I wantedâno, I needed to see. If I was the only one you beat, if youâd turn to mum now that I was gone. If you felt any remorse when I died. Iâm not sure what I wouldâve done if Iâd seen you raise your hand to her. Probably taken up Edwin hereâs offer to haunt the shit out of you.â
âI neverââ
âNot in those words, love, I know, I know. But you meant it like that and you know it. Anyway, thankfully I never saw it. And she didnât cower like I did, or hide any bruises, so I figured you were safe there. As for remorse, well, never really saw that either. I was bitter and angry those first few years over that. Thankfully Edwin here kept me busy. And now I canât really be arsed, especially now that youâre dying and I canât find much remorse either. Angry it took you so long, maybe.â
Charles once again looked at his mother, at the tears on her cheeks and her face turned in silent prayer.
âEven if you never beat her, I still wish youâd given her more time without you. Did you ever visit her family? You shot it down every time she even hinted at it when I was alive. And sheâd smile and move on like it didnât hurt her to hear that the man she married hated her family that much. You know, I used to promise her that I would take her to see them again. Iâd tell her that once I was grown up weâd run away and live in India where you wouldnât care enough to chase after us. Sheâd swat me for that. Disrespecting you. It always came back to you. Which is just how you wanted it, right? The whole world revolving around you? So fucking glad I got out of there. I shouldnât have had to die for that, but whatever. It let me live free of you. And soon enough I wonât have to worry about you at all.â
Shoes squeaked obnoxiously right outside the door. Charles glanced up just in time to see Niko giving him a thumbs up as Crystal pulled her away from the glass. Turning back, he was glad to see his mother hadnât turned away from her husband. No need to confuse her or get the girls in trouble.
Charles sighed and turned back to his father, âNot really sure what else to say here. Edwin? Any ideas?â
Edwin thankfully took the playful question as seriously as Charles meant it, âHmm. You could tell him about hell if youâd like to be especially vindictive. Or take the moral high ground and forgive him for all he did to you. Crystal and I would also be happy to curse him for all he did if youâd like. Literally or figuratively.â
Charles genuinely laughed at how his fatherâs eyes widened, âWhile that sounds tempting, heâs already on his way out. All weâd do is freak out my mum.â
Edwin gave him a soft smile, âOf course. Just a suggestion.â
He returned the smile and squeezed his hand in thanks before turning back to his father, âRight. Well dad, Iâm glad I caught you before Death did. I wonât speak to hell or anything, donât want to jinx it, but I hope you get what you deserve. Iâm not going to stick around to find out. And I wonât forgive you, either. You were a right bastard and I still struggle with getting you out of my head even after literally dying. So you donât deserve my forgiveness, honestly. Iâll keep an eye on mum, but thatâs for her and my sake, not for yours. Probably wonât go to your funeral or any of that, either. Iâll be a little mad if they bury you next to me, but those are just bones by now so I guess it doesnât really matter. Yeah. I think thatâs it. No forgiveness, no love, just hope you get what you deserve and that I never have to see you again. That about sums it up.â
Edwin squeezed his hand again, drawing his attention, and speaking softly, âDoes that mean youâd like to go? We can wait if you want to be sure.â
Charles once again felt overwhelmed with it all, particularly with how lucky he was to have Edwin. He didnât want to start crying here, so he just nodded and pulled Edwin with him out of the room.
âHowâd it go?â Crystal asked from her seat in the hall chair, Niko nodding next to her.
âHeâs dying alright. Gave him a piece of my mind. But Iâm ready to never think about him again, honestly.â Charles tried to make light of it, but it was clear none of them bought it. He blinked up towards the ceiling to keep the tears away just a bit longer.
âOnce we get back to the apartment, expect plenty of hugs from us.â Niko informed him, eyes glancing down the hall at the others down the way.
Charles smiled, âNoted. Sorry to make you come all the way out here, guys.â
âNope, none of thatââ Crystal started, but was cut off by nurses suddenly rushing towards the room, obvious some alarm or something had been pulled. The girls stood in a rush to get out of the way.
âWeâll see you back at the apartment!â Niko called back to the boys as they took their leave.
Edwin held his arm out, the way he did when he wanted Charles to feel especially cherished, âShall we?â
Charles turned very purposefully away from the door and took the offered arm with a thankful smile. He would need to have a proper cry and rant and rave about all of this later, he was sure. Heâd come to learn that all those complicated emotions donât just go away when you ignore them. But, for now, he was happy to hold onto his partner and get the bloody hell out of this hospital.
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EDIT: now with part 2 !!
#dbda fanfic#dbda ficlet#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#charles rowland#Charles rowland centric#Charles rowlandâs parents#edwin payne#edwin paine#crystal palace#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#Niko sasaki#payneland#paineland#palasaki#everyone lives#several years post show#I would usually cw death but like#the whole show is about ghosts#so#cw canonical discussions of abuse#Charlesâs father is a dick#which is also canon#not sure how else to tag this but hopefully it finds the right people#I may write a part two with his motherâs passing#thatâs actually what I wanted to write today but then this happened#Iâm a big proponent of women outliving their shitty husbands#so Charlesâs mom gets some of that#dbda
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Imagine a fic where Lena becomes Lex Corp CEO after Lex is arrested, she needs a COO and there's a few people in mind, but in the moment Kara Danvers says no, she becomes the first choice. Lena keeps going after Kara and making the deal better and better, the more she refuses, the more she falls in love.
#kara got the job years ago because her mother needed the money for cancer treatment#she stays in it because the doctor said the chances of it coming back are very high#it got dark really fast sorry#kara danvers#lena luthor#fanfic#fic ideas#supercorp
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Rewatched episode 9x17 yesterday evening with my sister (it's her first time watching) and when Dean is in the bar with Crowley and Crowley leaves to go to the restrooms, Dean spots a guy.
He thinks he is a hunter, but he is in fact working for Crowley. And I realized that the guy looks like Cas somehow. By that I mean he has blue eyes and dark hair. He tells Dean that his name is Jake.
So I thought, what if Dean talked to Jake to stop him on his way of killing Crowley differently. Listen to me. Dean has the Mark, he is on edge a little. So what if the guy provokes him more (he is working for Crowley after all). Dean could push him against the wall and Jake would try to kiss him, because why not, he is probably a demon but Dean doesn't know.
Dean would resist first, but there's no one there. Crowley flew away and won't come back probably. He needs to let go a little bit, because he is already fighting against the Mark.
Dean would kiss him back after all, pushing him further against the wall. Jake would push him away to go hide in a restroom. He would go down on his knees in front of Dean, unbuckling the hunter's belt while he'd look up at him with his bright blue eyes. Those seem too familiar to Dean and reminds him of someone.
When Jake would take him in his mouth and look at him with those same eyes, Dean would start thinking about Cas. And as he comes, he would moan Cas's name.
And then I thought, what if he would moan or think about it so loudly multiple times to the point where it ends up sounding like a prayer and Cas pops in the said restroom, seeing Dean eyes closed, teeth biting his lower lip with a guy kneeling in front of him.
#that's a silly thought#don't mind me#deanjake#is it a thing?#I mean probably#with spn everything is a thing#I could write it#if I had more time#I need holidays that last a year at least#if I want to write every idea I have about those two idiots in love#destiel#deancas#castiel#dean winchester#spn 9x17#Mother's Little Helper#my destiel fanfic
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no results button, we die like men.
please reblog for a larger sample size & to help fellow authors out!
#for me it's when the backstory is revealed in one big infodump#âhi my name is y/n i am (x) years old i have (y) powers and my eyes are y/e/c and my hair is y/h/l and my mother hated me as a childâ#like woah slow down there buckaroo#i just got here!!! where's the foreplay!!!#ę° âž ęą â gentleness shall force#poll#polls#fanfic poll#tumblr polls#random polls#poll time#polls for fun#polls for science#polls for writers#writing polls#x reader
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I very much enjoy the contrast between how I write Wanderlust and his parents and Jack and Night Swan.
#sips tea in mommy issues but he cant stop the dance#night swan mother of the year#jack rose jd#night swan jd#jd wanderlust#jd the traveler#jd siâha nova#just dance fanfic
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23. Morning
Kidd - 6 | Killer - 10?
Tags specifically for this chapter:
Kidd gets named
Killer gets a birthday
more scottish holidays I'm trying to twist to fit into one piece
holidays would be the most reliable way for a bunch of homeless kids to keep track of time
Read at A03 linked above or here below cut
Drabbles from Pocket Jack's KiKi-tober Prompt list
Besides counting the fourteen days between dock pays, Killer also carefully counted quarter days. He had no paper contracts - he wouldn't be able to read them anyway - but its when pay ledgers would be checked, and extra hands would be let go. Leases would be up and one either paid for the next few months or made sure to be out the door before the landlords caught on you'd been squatting there in the first place.
It was also a chance to get hired again and get steady work. And Killer put his best face forward every Martinmas; winter was the most important time to get work. Work meant pay, sure. But good work also meant being warm in the day, sometimes a meal at lunch, and if really lucky, a safe hidy-hole to sleep after dark.
Killer, who was good with numbers and likes sussing out the patterns they made, loved this time of year. Martinmas started on 11/11 and lasted 2 months and 22 days ending on 2/2 on Candlemas, and Killer had always felt that must mean it a lucky time of year. Last year had been hard - the docks were still recovering from the fire and the only people with extra coin for the season hadn't wanted two little boys on staff.
32 days after First-Foot and 23 days after he'd given the last of their coins to the kid, Killer had taken the tiny stub of their last candle and boldly joined the woman who marched to Februa. He's watch them march every year to get their candle's blessed, and Killer needed all the blessings he could get, even if it just meant a candle he'd hope would last a little longer.
The women around him would point and whisper at him as he walked with them, but when his bravado started to fail him, he was saved by the kid who'd gotten bored begging at his assigned corner and left to find him. He was munching on an already partially eaten sandwich, before offering it to Killer. Killer - who was indeed hungry - took a bite before giving it back.
The whispers started up again, and Killer wished he hadn't taken the bite, it knotting up in his gut.
"Whose children are these?" One woman asked finally, addressing the others.
He just wanted his candle blessed. Now he was pretty sure he'd messed up somewhere. Thankfully, the kid didn't seem to notice the unease and stayed focused on his meal.
At least until the woman grabbed his arm, and he dropped the coveted food when she practically lifted the little boy off the ground - "Whose kid is this!"
Killer could have bitten her, and certainly would if she carried on like that, "Hey! Hey, he's mine, let him go!"
She frowned at him, expression unhappy still, "Excuse me?"
"He's mine!"
"Where's your mother?" one woman asked; Killer had no answer to that. "What do you mean he's yours?" asked another, and Killer wasn't sure how to answer that either.
"Is this your bother?" the woman ask the kid instead. He looked just as unsure how to answer as Killer.
"He's my kid! Give him back!" Killer declared, both boys starting to get upset.
One of the women took pity on them it seemed, and she stepped up to whisper something to get first woman to let go of the kid. Killer grabbed his hand and meant to run away, but the woman who's asked about their mothers knelt down to block their way.
"Hi, Kidd, I'm so sorry about your sandwich. But I saw you come over to share it with.. uhâŚ"
"This is Killer." he said it without hesitation, clinging to Killer. He was more upset by Killer being upset at the moment, the whole ordeal making little sense to him.
"I saw you share it with Killer while he waited in line with us. That was very thoughtful of you."
He grinned, and Killer relaxed just a fraction.
She pulled out beri note, and put it into Kidd's free left hand, "Hey, Kidd, why don't you go and get you and Killer a new one?"
Both the boys face dropped in surprise at the paper bill. Kidd practically shoved it in Killer's face, with an awed 'look!'
Beri was off island money; it was worth a lot to the right people. Worth more then the numbers printed on it.
"It's too muchâŚ" he didn't mean to say it, but the words slipped out before Killer could stop them. Kidd looked at him curiously.
The woman's smile is still kind but incredibly sad. "Is it just the two of you then? Or are there others?"
"Just us," Kidd pipped up, the beri note having been folded up and put in the little drawstring bag his birthday coins has been in.
"Wh.." she pursed her lips, tilting her head and tried again, "Do you understand what the march to Februa is for?"
"Killer's getting our candle blessed."
Killer showed her their candle stub.
"It's just the two of you?" she asks again, and Kidd nods before Killer can tell him to stop, starting to feel nervous.
But she looks thoughtful, "Is this the first year it's just been the two of you then?"
"The kid's been mine since the coup."
"Okay," she smiles, and when she stands, she ushers Killer in front of her with a gentle hand on his shoulder.
A few of the women had hung back waiting for her as the rest had marched on. "This is Kidd," she says, touching Kidd's red hair first, "and this is Killer," she said, her hand going from his shoulder to his hair too. "This is the first year Killer has had Kidd, and he's going to get get their last candle blessed."
He was still doing it wrong, Killer realized, but the laughs were kind, their smiles no longer mocking but sweet. The woman's hand was warm and soothing where it lingered on his head. They looked at him like people looked at Kidd when he did something cute. The beri woman kept a hand on them the whole way, and no one asked again why they were there. When it was Killer's turn, words where exchanged in advanced, and a confused man said a prayer on his candle.
It would several year later before Kidd would sit up suddenly one night, hours after they should have both been sleeping. Killer bolted upright the moment he did - a light sleeper to the point to of detriment - but also something that had saved their asses many a times. "What it is?!" he whispered harshly when he couldn't figure out what woke Kidd up.
Kidd looked at him accusingly in the low light, "When is your fucking birthday?"
"Wha⌠what?"
"How do I not know this? How have we never celebrated your birthday?!"
Exhausted, Killer plopped back down, arm slung over his face. "Go the fuck back to sleep."
"No, seriously," Kidd shoved his shoulder, and when that didn't work, pulled Killer's arm down, "When the fuck is your birthday?"
"Who knows," Killer answered, pulling his arm free and rolling away from Kidd to try and go back to sleep.
Unfortunately for him, it was never going to happen as long as Kidd was staring at him; some part of his brain refusing to let him ignore the fact someone was looking at him.
"Candlemas." he said finally, the first day to come to mind, "last term day of winter."
Kidd was whispering under his breath, trying to remember if he knew anything relevant about the day.
"Second of February." Killer supplied, tired of listening to the gears grinding uselessly in Kidd's head.
"OhâŚ"
"Will you go back to sleep now?"
#kikitober2024#massacre soldier killer#eustass captain kidd#my work#fanfic#one piece#a03#fanart#kidkiller#KiKi#Killer has misunderstood the Candlemas March#long and short of it - in scotland#mothers of children born the previous year#march with candles to be purified by the Virgin Mary#Killer is a nerd of patterns - especially in numbers#ăăăăŠ
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CFWC F/AotWeek Mar 3 - 9, 2024
âď¸= Fanfic | đą= Text Fics/Edits | đ¨ = Fanart âď¸ = Mature Content 18+ | đĽ = Explicit/NSFW 18+ đłď¸âđ = LGBTQIA |đšSubmitted by creator
BACHELORETTE PARTY
Gardenia in Blossom âď¸đłď¸âđđš| BP NB!MC - @aallotarenunelma
BLADES OF LIGHT AND SHADOW
Blades Full Listing Week Ending March 9, 2024
BLOODBOUND
Hide Me In Thy Wounds - Part 2/2 âď¸đš| Gaius Augustine x MC - @gaiuskamilah
CRIMES OF PASSION
Crimes of Passion Drabble âď¸đš| m!Trystan Thorne x F!MC by @lilyoffandoms for @storyofmychoices
Gabriel Rose đ¨đłď¸âđ by @lilyoffandoms
Home Without Part 3 âď¸đš| m! Trystan Thorne x F!MC by @thosehallowedhalls
Kiss and Say Goodbye đ¨đš| m!Trystan Thorne x F!MC by @/artbyainna (C: @jerzwriter)
Lilah Rose (COP F!MC) đ¨by @lilyoffandoms for @storyofmychoices
Royalty Over Loyalty âď¸| f!Trystan Thorne x M!MC - @kwaj115
Trystan Thorne Fanart đ¨by @lilyoffandoms
What Doesn't Killy You (Series) âď¸| Sebastyan Thorne, Marguerite Thorne, Trystan Thorne - @choices-ceri Chapter 2
THE CURSED HEART
Kieran x F!MC Fanart đ¨by @bri1234
Oleander Fanart đ¨ by @artbyalz
ENDLESS SUMMER
Never Had a Friend Like Me: Part 1 âď¸ | Diego Soto & MC - @marmolady
GUINEVERE
Lancelot du Lac đ¨đłď¸âđby @lilyoffandoms
IMMORTAL DESIRES
Cas Harlow x OC Fanart đ¨ by @sadxlee
Cas Harlow x OC Fanart 2 đ¨ by @sadxlee
Esme (ID F!MC) đ¨ by @artbyalz
IT LIVES WITHIN
Freesia Gaze âď¸đš| Abel Flints x F!MC - @aallotarenunelma
LAWS OF ATTRACTION
Martin Vanderweil Fanart đ¨đłď¸âđ by @oh-so-youre-a-nerd
The Three Fates đ¨đłď¸âđ| Original Characters - @oh-so-youre-a-nerd
MOTHER OF THE YEAR
Levi & Lily Fanart đ¨by @lilyoffandoms for @storyofmychoices
Zoey đ¨ by @lilyoffandoms
MULTIPLE STORIES
Choices MCS đ¨by @cassiopeiacorvus
NIGHTBOUND
Forever Royal âď¸đš| Nik Ryder x F!MC - @ladylamrian
OPEN HEART
Open Heart Full List Week Ending March 9, 2024
QUEEN B
I'm Not Needed, Never Will I Be âď¸đłď¸âđ| Ina Kingsley x MC - @kwaj115
RED CARPET DIARIES
Classic Hollywood Glamour đ¨| Thomas Hunt by @oh-so-youre-a-nerd for @storyofmychoices
Happiest of Birthdays đ¨| Thomas Hunt x F!OC by @weetlebeetle (C: @theartoflovingthomashunt)
THE ROYAL ROMANCE
Best Kept Secrets (Series) âď¸âď¸đš| Liam Rys x F!OC - @ao719 Chapter 19: Built to Last
Cinderfella's Adventures in Cordonia (Series) âď¸đłď¸âđ| Liam Rys x M!MC - @justcallmefox89 Chapter 20
Hirbawi âď¸âď¸đš| Drake Walker x MC - @petiteboheme
Maxwell Beaumont x MC đ¨by @bombomangooo
Princesa Real (Series) âď¸| Liam Rys x MC - @belencha77 Chapter 1: El Amor no Existe Chapter 2: Erase Una Vez đš
The Royal Romance: Once Upon a Time (Chapter 2) âď¸| Liam Rys x MC - @fadingreveries
SUNKISSED
You're Always Going to be a Wildflower âď¸đš| Nate, F!MC - @aallotarenunelma
THE UNEXPECTED HEIRESS
Christie Jane Hayes (MC) đ¨@lilyoffandoms for @storyofmychoices
WISHFUL THINKING
Amaryllis Bliss âď¸đłď¸âđđš| Jamie Lewis x F!MC - @aallotarenunelma
#choices fanfic#chocies fanart#bachelorette party#bloodbound#blades of light and shadow#crimes of passion#the cursed heart#endless summer#guinevere#immortal desires#it lives within#laws of attraction#mother of the year#nightbound#open heart#queen b#red carpet diaries#the royal romance#sunkissed#the unexpected heiress#wishfull thinking#choices fic writers creations#cfwc fics of the week#cfwc art of the week#playchoices#playchoices fanfic#playchoices fanart#choices stories you play#choices
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By the way, the Night and Her Shadow 2nd draft is going super well. I am on part 3 of 5 and already have a slightly different ending planned for the fic because I love y'all and want y'all to have nice things.
#House of Night#fanfic#fanfiction#Night and Her Shadow#Nyx#Erebus#it's good okay???#it might either be ready for release by the end of this year or early next#but in any case#i love it#Kalona's Fall? more like the intersection between the falling angel and the rising ape bore witness by their mothers
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I was reading the post about itsy bitsy (fav AU I NEED IT) and was wondering how would Bruce deal with the whole situation. From my understanding heâs so far just had to deal with kids ages 9 and up, never a 4 year old toddler. ( I could be wrong tho. Sorry i donât read the comics) I imagine DĂck going to him freaking out asking him what to do and heâs like âidk đ¤ˇââď¸â
oh for sure they're running around like "i have literally never had to deal with a kid this young" and they turn to alfred who's the only one of them who has
#peter's a pretty good kid for a 4 year old tho#before his parents died he rarely threw tantrums because his dad would cave to puppy dog eyes very easily#like he definitely has his moments#but for the most part he was chill#it's the whole âpeter has no sense of self preservationâ that they worry about#cause he's just like his dad with the climbing on stuff#but he's just like his MOM in the whole âI'm gonna jump first and think about the consequences right after i hit the groundâ#alessandra you will always be famous#peter's a lot like his mother it's just hard to know that when he has no frame of reference#erinwantstowrite#ao3#ao3 fanfic#leap of faith ao3#peter parker#leap of faith catch me if you can#dick grayson#thank you for the ask!#itsy bitsy au
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If micro-fics are still withstanding, why not something about Shinobuâs parents! Perhaps contrasted with how Kosakuâs were, or maybe even Kiraâs?
Idk, im just fascinated with in-laws and families !!!
I love thinking about families too, this was a really fun prompt! I wish I'd had some space to write about Kira's parents as well, but this already is a tadge too long... I guess emotional neglect is the thread connecting their families, albeit on completely opposite ends of the spectrum. Neglect is so fun and versatile like that!
Big HUGE thanks to @toytle for reading this over for me, you caught so many word repetitions and overstuffed sentences I glossed right over in my first edit, haha. This fic is much better now thanks to you!
Itâs unfortunate, but Kosaku canât stay in the kitchen forever. He eases the flow of the faucet from a torrent to a trickle, sets his bowl in the sink, and listens, his heart in his throat, to the heavy, solid silence emanating from the dining room.
Shinobu hasnât said a word for almost five minutes, her father twice that, but Kosaku doesnât want to go back. He would give anything to be somewhere else, away from this cramped little house where everything is dingy and shabby and a little off-kilter, even the yellowed lines of grout lining the checkered tile counter. Thereâs no towel to dry his hands with, so he wipes them on his pants, feeling the square lump of his lighter in his pocket.
A quick glance towards the dining room confirms a total lack of movement since he went to rinse his dish out.
In five steps, with a brief pause to jam his feet into his shoes, heâs out on the engawa, the door lurching stiffly shut behind him. Itâs freezing, the crisp air crackly in his lungs, but the view of the road below is clear. A few stars have emerged in the darkness settling over the sky like a thin slick of oil, following in the rosy wake of the pale sun. Kosaku puts his glasses on, smooths his hair back, and lights a cigarette.
He's not going to be out here for long, just until he figures out what he wants to say. He canât think around Shinobuâs father, crumbles under his hard stare and his gravel-voiced accusations.
âWhat do you want, money?â heâd asked in lieu of a greeting.
âThis is a fine mess,â heâd said, after weathering their feeble attempts to talk around the issue at hand. âYouâll be expecting me to feed you, I suppose.â
Then, as they sat down to eat, to Shinobu: âWhy are you doing this? Havenât you caused me enough trouble?â
Itâs all the worse for the apathy behind such cutting words, for his complete disinterest in anything said in response. Her father isnât a big man, but he drains all the energy out of the room, with only cold contempt to replace it.
Shinobu adores romance movies, and thereâs always a scene where the male lead swoops in with a heartfelt confession, the admission of which becomes shield and sword against anything standing in the way of his loverâs happiness. But life isnât a movie, and when Kosaku tried to say something-anything- the words dried up and died on his tongue, and he found himself staring down into his lap, wishing he could wake up and find the last few weeks to be nothing more than a terrible dream.
Shinobuâs voice catches his ear, low and furious and only slightly muffled by the wall between them. The dining room window is cracked open a few centimeters; Kosaku can hear her as clearly as if he had his ear pressed to the door in the kitchen.
âWhy canât you just be happy for me? I donât know why I even bothered.â
Her father, dull and scratchy: âYou donât call, you donât visit, but now when you need something-â
âThatâs not fair-â
âLifeâs not fair. I donât know why you canât seem to get that through your head-â
Kosaku feels a sudden rush of gratitude towards his parents, who, although not the least bit pleased with him, at least waited for Shinobu to leave before saying so. He sits down, trying not to shiver as the cold seeps into his legs, then his core, like a stripe of ice creeping up his spine.
He sits and doesnât think of much at all, letting the argument wash over him as pure noise, as meaningless as the rattle and hush of the wind in the bare branches of the trees. Itâs full dark, the glowing tip of his cigarette the only point of brightness on a street cloaked in shadow, as remote and lifeless as the surface of the moon.
Thereâs the distant glare of yellow halogen headlights further down the road, the remote sound of the motor like a windup toy. Kosaku watches as it pulls up to the house, tires crunching to a stop on the gravel drive.
The man who slides out of the car is thin and shabby, lank hair hanging in his eyes. His shirtsleeves are rolled back to the elbows, and his canvas pants are ragged and splotched with old stains. He looks like a manual laborer, or some kind of repairman, but itâs far too late for somebody like that to come here.
Kosaku doesnât see the resemblance to Shinobuâs father until heâs at the foot of the engawa, but itâs unmistakable up close. The man glances at Kosaku as he walks up to the front door, then cocks his head, listening to the argument like a spaniel hearing the clumsy wingbeats of a particularly fat duck. A smile worms its way across his face.
âCigarette?â the man asks, holding his hand out to Kosaku.
âHuh?â
The outstretched hand closes, jabs a finger towards his face. âYouâre the runt who knocked my sister up. Give me a goddamn cigarette.â
Kosaku lights it for him, too.
Shinobuâs brother sucks his first draught in hard and blows a dense cloud of smoke, settling down next to Kosaku with a satisfied sigh.
âSo,â Kosaku says, swallowing hard. He wets his lips. Shinobu never said anything about a brother.
âWhy arenât you in there?â the brother asks. His hands are red and chapped, speckled with tiny iridescent dots: fish scales. He must be a dock worker. Maybe sheâs embarrassed.
âSounds like theyâre talking about you,â he continues. âYou donât have anything to say for yourself?â
Kosaku doesnât know what he would say, though. Everything is happening so fast. A few months ago he had a girlfriend. Now he has a fiancĂŠ, soon to be a wife. And the baby, of course. Their child. Milestones that were once distant possibilities are suddenly only a hairâs breadth from the present.
âYouâre not gonna run off, are you?â the brother asks.
âNo!â Kosaku says, startled. âNever. I love her.â
âAlright. If you say so.â
His cigarette is starting to taste bad, thick and ashy on his tongue. Would it be rude to leave, or would the brother follow him inside? Would Shinobu be happy to see either of them?
âItâs kind of funny, isnât it? This whole thing?â
âNo, itâs not,â Kosaku says quietly.
âWhat, you donât think so? She was an oops baby, too. Did she ever tell you that?â He leans in, his voice low and dangerous, close enough for Kosaku to see the stubble on his lip and the shallow pits of old acne scars on his cheek. âHey, hereâs some brotherly advice, from me to you: donât wait twelve years after your first child is born to start fucking your neighborâs wife. But if you do, if you really canât help it, donât forget to wear a condom, alright?â
Kosaku doesnât understand what kind of reaction heâs trying to get out of him. He didnât want to know that. Shinobuâs brother grins, his eyes bright and pitiless under the shaggy fringe of his bangs.
âWell. Best of luck.â He stands, flicking his cigarette off into the bushes, and stretches. âTake care of her, I guess. Whenâs the wedding?â
Kosaku doesnât want to tell him. Shinobu has good reason not to talk about her brother. What was it like, growing up with a sibling over ten years distant from you, old enough to understand why his family is coming apart, but young enough to blame you for it?
The front door bangs open and Shinobu storms out, face set in a hard look of resignation. Kosaku scrambles to his feet as she passes him on her way to his car, ready for⌠something. Heâs not sure what to expect: shouting, cursing, thrown shoes?
Thereâs none of that, just a deep, awful silence that seems to ooze from the gap between door and jamb, the frame swollen from cold, or damp, or both. The quiet shrouds them like a dark, dirty blanket, and Kosaku feels his breath catch, burning, in his chest.
âBe seeing you,â Shinobuâs brother says, but Kosaku doesnât know which one of them heâs addressing. He pulls the door open, a thin strip of orange light spilling out onto the three of them, and then it groans shut, leaving Kosaku and Shinobu in darkness.
She shifts closer to him, arms wrapped around herself. Kosaku drops his cigarette and grinds it out with a gritty crunch.
âLetâs-â
âCan we-â
âLetâs just go,â he says. Itâs not a romantic statement by any stretch of the imagination, but itâs decisive. âWe can go to my parentsâ place, or your dorm- anywhere you want.â
Shinobu sniffles. She looks cold, her nose red and her face pale and waxy, eyes ringed in dark circles. He wonders how well sheâs been sleeping. âItâs a long drive back.â
âI can do it.â Kosaku takes her hand and itâs like a block of ice. He doesnât start the car until he feels some warmth seeping in, until she clenches back, until he feels the bones in his fingers shift and ache.
#shinobu kawajiri#kosaku kawajiri#jojo's bizarre adventure#jjba fanfic#like by the barest stretch of the imagination lmao we are stretching it Thin today#ask#no shinomama to speak of i think she tried settling with shinopapa for a few years and then got the hell out of dodge#maybe she's hanging out in italy with giorno's terrible beautiful party girl mother... imagine...#thank you guys for your patience i will continue with microfics đ
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social anxiety is interesting because for a while now I've been on the fence about posting even just mildly svggestive things in the tags, (even if that means just leaving tags on my own posts) solely because I know I have a follower that is extremely against it and sometimes vagueblogging about it is involved and sure enough, happened this time as well
and even though that's a them problem and not mine, why do I feel extremely guilty and anxious about it? it's like my extremely prudish family all over again, this time online, which was the only place where I could be a bit free in that regard
anxiety is awful, I hate it
#i also have a super awesome 500+ notes G'rick fanfic drafted that has topics like this#and it's been in the drafts for over a year because I'm reluctant to reblog it because I assume people got into my head#and that's awful#tumblr but everyone is my mother#but hey i clearly list my tag for svggestive posts in my pinned so there is that#other
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THIS.
(Been trying to find the original post but failed on tumblr. But I want to repost this so much. Tell me if the author thinks itâs a violation of their copyright. Iâll delete it.)
#writing#ao3#fanfics#maccadam#Iâm not saying I really hate using English to write#or else I wonât be writing in English in the first place#I reposted this because I think non-English speaking writers should really let themselves go a little with the unavoidable mistakes#like I do proofread my work before publishing it#but sometimes I donât have much time and as a non-native speaker I canât be that sensitive about grammar#I am also an English major studied in college and post graduate school for six years#from what I learned in school and real-life experience#in most times a language is a tool#it is ok if your level can get your meaning through#as for writing#itâs of course better if your English is fluent#but if perfecting your language means taking too much efforts and time#as a fanfic writer writing purely out of interest not money#it should be ok for you to let some minor grammar mistakes go#youâre already great writing in a language other than your mother tongue#maccadams
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