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My lavender is starting to come back along with random flowers.
#flowers#nature#lavender#gardening#cottagecore#cottage aesthetic#nature photography#camera roll#morgan grows things#morgan takes photos#personal#iam
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Lemon chicken soup. Garden beds are resting for winter. I'll be preserving the capsicums.
Instagram: @/thegoththatbites
#cooking#gardening#vegetables#vegetable gardening#healthy food#chicken soup#soup#winter#recipes#home cooking#home making#from my garden#from my kitchen#morgan cooks#morgan grows things#iam
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Did some scribbles at work to tide me over <3
#hopefully this makes up a little for the lack of art !!#I want to get back into drawing for a fandom space again and I do really enjoy Merlin I just have to find the tiiiime itās so frustrating#especially when I have so many other things to do ):#donāt ever grow up itās H3LL#Merlin#merlin Fanart#Colin Morgan#Damon Albarn#traditional art#kr_yoongi
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"We ain't kids no more."
"We never really was."
Oh, do you guys hear that? That's the sound of my heart breaking into a million pieces every single time I hear that fucking line.
#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#red dead redemption#rdr#john marston#arthur morgan#this is now strictly a John and Arthur page#sorry#my poor sweet boys#im sure dutch and hosea did the best they could considering they were literal outlaws running place to place#or at the very least hosea did tried#and its not like john and arthur had much of a future without them saving them#but it still means they had to grow up and do things no child or teenager should have to#the only time they were probably able to feel their ages was with each other#and it breaks my heart
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āļ½”Ė ā ā
ā ā¦ ā«
#hot girls doing hot girls things~#ts4#ts4 gameplay#sim: roux tomato#sim: morgan fyres#nsb gen 2#first kiss! š£ļø#she's growing up too fast *sobs*#mint and rib don't even know their daughter s out there tongue wrestling godbless
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will forever thinking about morgan refusing to leave dr. brazier's side while the bomb under her seat is being defused.
i didn't get a good screenshot of it, but he's also holding her hand the whole time.
and then the way he hugs her??
keep in mind he Just met this woman. he has no emotional connection to her beyond the fact that she is a person in distress and he is a person who cares. there is a bomb under her seat that could go off if she moves wrong or they fail to defuse it. if that happens, it will kill her, and almost certainly him too. he doesn't care. he kneels outside her car and holds her hand while she prays because he will not let her be afraid alone. he will not let her die alone, if it comes to that. derek morgan the bottomless well of compassion you are.
#like a lot of the characters morgan has a backstory that could easily have pushed him to become the kind of person they chase#āhurt people hurt peopleā that kind of thing#and like hotch saying āit's not surprising that some people grow up to become killers. and some people grow up to catch them.ā#hes talking about himself yes but hes talking about most of the bau#morgan was hurt so badly#and instead of attempting to regain his power by hurting other people#he decided that nobody was ever going to feel that way again. not around him. not if he had anything to say about it#im in shambles can you tell#derek morgan#character analysis#i think#i dont know man this scene destroys me. we see morgans compassion extended to the people he loves so often#but its when its extended to complete strangers that it really gets me.#so full of love despite it all#not fic#criminal minds#criminal minds rewatch#criminal minds s02e08#empty planet#favourites
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Āæfeeling disabled by my own disabilities? a tragedy. never could've seen this coming.
#(this is sarcastic)#(a little lighthearted too)#but also#yeah I keep forgetting I'm disabled until I get knocked down & *feel* disabled/limited/unable to do things#and then I get upset at running myself directly into the ground despite knowing better š#disabled#mentally ill#actually mentally ill#autistic#actually autistic#healing from trauma#healing#actually adhd#did system#it's also because I got hurt as a kid for āacting disabledā in any way#and unlearning that + societal ableism is a pain#I'm healing but it hurts#but āØbandaids don't fix bullet holesāØ#as Morgan (one of our headmates) said....ābandaids don't fix bullet holes...so into the future we growā#~Nico#pots syndrome#chronic pain#traumatic brain injury
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Be a Good Person without Persuasion Be a good person but don't kill yourself trying to prove it. Some people will never like you, will always think you're too much or not enough, and even take your genuine gestures as fake. That is life. Don't let that fact consume your every thought, action, and movement. Keep your intentions pure, always try to do the right thing, and look at every life experience as a tool to help you grow. Another person's disapproval is meaningless if your motives are good.
Morgan Richard Olivier - Blooming Bare
#morgan richard olivier#blooming bare#be a good person without persuasion#good person#prove#too much#not enough#genuine#fake#life#thought#action#movement#intentions#pure#do the right thing#life experience#tool#grow#disapproval#meaningless#motives
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Listen, I know this might sound untrue, but Arthur IS mostly a bad dudeāor at least not as good a man as some claim. (I love him still but hear me out)
This is not me arguing āheās bad so you shouldnāt like/glorify himā at all, I promiseāI canāt stand that rhetoric. Itās just that I see a lot of āheās so kindā āso good at heartā āso hard on himselfā and I wonder why folks so often adamantly, un-ironically claim him as a misunderstood gentle giant type.
The fact that heās mostly nice to those he cares about and is willing to help strangers in need (never mind both of those things are optional anyhow, you can just as easily play him as an asshole who doesnāt come to anyoneās aidā) doesnāt undo the harm heās responsible for throughout the game. Nor does him being told to do so by an authority or being a victim of circumstance undo it.
His good doesnāt make up for his bad, and I donāt think it actually needs to. His bad certainly doesnāt take away from what makes him compelling and likeable to the audience; but within the context of his world, heās right to be unhappy with who he is. Itās not a matter of low self esteem or self worth issues, his unhappiness with himself comes from self awareness.
(Saying this with a grain of salt because you know, fictional character with no real agency whose actions are as such for plot reasons), he may have had a shit hand dealt to him, but heās a person who makes bad choices. Heās charming and relatable (and hot lol) but Iām not sure I understand the whole simplifying his character to āgood person stuck in bad situationā thing, when it plainly isnāt the case, no matter how much we like him.
I think the āyouāre a good man Arthurā line gets thrown around as proof of him being good at heart; but I think itās more like, he needed to hear it to act as such. He needed to be told how to be good and pushed into reflection and immediate actions. He needed to be told that heās a good man by others because he needed permission in a sense to be different than he knows himself to be. (Take a shot every-time I say good)
āThe Thomas Downes mission was out of characterā it really isnāt. He says what kind of man he is multiple times, he hammers the point home that heās a bad man. And while there is definitely a bit of self loathing in that sentiment, heās still speaking his truth. Heās just unhappy with it; he IS the type of man to commit an atrocity like beating a dying man for a few bucks. It goes against the beliefs fans have projected onto him, usually coming from their own moral compass instead of what the character shows his own to be, and thatās why it āfeels so wrongā to see him doing something actually despicable.
We arrive at this misunderstanding due to fandom projection, as well as this rampant desire to problem solve by āfixingā the canon material to fit a sort of agenda. Ie, āI only like the good attributes in this characterā āitās only acceptable to like this bad dude provided heās always feeling guilt for his actionsā or āheās not really at fault for them.ā
But the thing is, even if Arthur is at conflict with his actions, the guilt he may feel isnāt an indication of anything pure within him. Heās in total control and chooses still to go along with everything. I tend to think an action done in guilt is functionally the same as an action done with enjoyment. Arthur feeling bad at the end of the game for his faults and complicity doesnāt mean he is good. Nor does it mean he āwas a good the whole timeā, nor does it excuse what heās done.
We donāt have to make him a better person than he is in order to like him, is what Iām trying to say I guess. Itās fine to acknowledge all parts of him, to do otherwise does a disservice to his character as it often flattens them beyond recognition. And itās also fine to hone in on what you appreciate most and write and draw and celebrate that while functionally ignoring the rest if you so chooseābut itās also fine (and usually important) to acknowledge who the character is without the plethora of projections placed upon them.
Arthur ends the game with a loving act, more or less saving John, saving Abigail, Tilly, paving the way for them to become something better than he was. None of these things are meant to be a great action done to save his soul or redeem him in any eyes, especially not his own. He dies on a good note (and yeah I would say low honour/back for the money is still a āgoodā choice for a low honour story), and shifts his focus to the last good deed heās done in his final moment as a way to leave off peacefully despite all his wrongdoings. He doesnāt get redemption really, and he doesn't wholly achieve 'goodness', despite all the potential for growth the audience can see in him, thatās the deliberate tragedy of it all.
#i know im forgetting so many things that would change the tone of what im saying so take away is this; i love him and i love ooc him#but flattening the character and reducing them to their best or worst traits alone is a type of simplification im thinking we should all#grow out of#boy that was a doozy#sorry if that got nonsensical#I usually skip analyses stuff or essays and commentaries but this was rattling in my brain for a while#not to be negative but one of the worst parts of fandom to me is when a character/story gets lost in translation due to fanon#and I think thatās rampant here especially and not just for arthur#but what do I know yk#NOT a character critical post I love him heās my wife and son in one too precious for this world yadda yadda#arthur morgan#rdr2#red dead redemption 2
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Sweet baby Nick
#leigh makes things#dndads pokemon au#dungeons and daddies#dndads#nick close#dressed in fire type colors cause glenn/morgan/jodie run a fire gym together and growlithe was a gift from Jodie#but chimecho was his first caught pokemon and is his babu#baby* and all Nick wants to do instead of grow up to be a trainer is compete in pokemon contests
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First home grown potato of the season. They're a decent size, and I can't wait to cook with them.
#potatoes#potato#vegetable garden#my garden#garden#gardening#vegies#vegetables#root vegetables#morgan grows things#iam
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Garden progress on my potatoes. They're Dutch creams. I can't wait to cook with and eat my homegrown potatoes.
I'm currently planning my spring garden since it's been resting over winter with only potatoes and rhubarb plus a few herbs. I was also surprised to find garlic.
#vegetables#potatoes#garden#vegetable garden#vegetable gardening#from my garden#winter garden#cottagecore#my garden#morgan grows things#iam
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I was curled up listening to Hannah Montana's entire discography because I wanted to see which songs fit Hannah/Abbi from The Imperfects because I thought an edit for them to a Hannah Montana song would be hilariously perfect but then I ended up crying over Love That Lets Go, the senior year feelings got to me okay?
#So um this took an odd turn#i completely forgot to think about Hannah Montana Forever having alot of growing up/moving on themes &the timely effect it would have on me#the imperfects#hannah moore#abbi singh#hannah montana#Morgan's senior year things
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no bc tell me why after asking my dad - a man who as constantly disrespected my boundaries and invalidated my feelings since i was a child and has not once apologized - why he was acting like a despondent man child gloomy all evening after i admittedly lashed out at him, he goes ābecause youāre mean to meā, and when i go āwell you are mean to meā and he says āno iām not.ā
oh really?? go fuck yourself. i fucking hate you
#cheated on my mom#is a fascist pig#never apologizes#makes jokes at our expense#disrespects our boundaries#rarely does a single thing around the house#never buys me gifts#but oh yeah im the big ol meanie here#im your fucking kid grow a pair#morgan speaks into the void#vents
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scare tactics remake is rlly good??
#i think the weird tv head host and over editing during those scenes r kinda lame but otherwise its pretty faithful to the original#not that it has to be super faithful or anything but its good for what it is coming from someone who grew up with the og#idk i think i just miss tracy morgan lmao#i didnt grow up watching the first few seasons and their host but i grew up on the seasons where tracy morgan hosted it#the first prank was rlly funny#i thought the second one was kinda lame tho#like i thought they would have had the girl who got kicked out stumble in all bloody and what not for a final scare#like how the episodes usually go#but wwhgk whatever it was fine#like its just what you would expect out of scare tactics that was remade for modern audiences#the original always made me kinda freaked out while watching even tho its a prank series#like#it was probably because i was literally 8 years old but the mix of the 2000's camera quality and stock audio#made it rlly creepy to sit through#like especially the pranks that took place at night#uhh i remember that one abt the alien pig mutilation freaking me out bad#even when i rewatch it now#and i dont feel that way with the new one at all#not that its a bad thing i just find it interesting#gotta stop yapping abt scare tactics and ggo 2 bed..
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Keep Up!
Pairings: Wolverine/Logan Howlett x Fem!Reader
Summary: Logan knew moving in with Wade was going to be a bad ideaā¦.his next door neighbor doesnāt help with that either
Warnings: 18+ fic, fem!reader, angst, hurt/comfort, smut, age gap (reader is in her 20s), mentions of alcohol, male masturbation, Logan listens to reader getting fucked, daddy kink, Logan fingers reader, p in v penetration, creampie, making out, nipple play.
An: No one make fun of me for not being able to do Wadeās witty remarks justice, I am just a girl.
Logan knew this wasnāt a good idea.
There was virtually no timeline that existed currently where living with Wade fucking Wilson was a good idea for Logan. He could barely handle speaking to him for thirty minutes, let alone sharing a living space with him.
However, behind the manās rapid fire tongue that had a copious amount of shit talking to go with it, he was genuine, and as much as Logan hated to admit itā¦
He didnāt really have anyone in this timeline but Wade.
So, after quite a bit of groaning and grumbling under his own breath, he finally agreed to moving in with Wade, which didnāt take long at all, seeing as he came to this timeline against his will with nothing but his bright yellow hero suit on his body.
To Loganās surprise, things werenāt terrible his first week there. Wade was annoying, that much was true and inevitable, however he had his own shit to do, which had him out of Loganās hair most of the time, leaving him all on his own in the tiny two bedroom apartment.
Logan was starting to realize that maybe all of this wasnāt as bad as he cut it out to be. Things started to feel particularly good on the Friday night following the end of his first week there. Wade was nowhere to be found, he had the living room to himself and a nice bottle of whiskey to grant him the sweetest dreams (or lack there of) meaning he could simply enjoy his own company in the comfort of silence that was rare living with Wade. He sighed softly as he sat back, legs spread wide as he took a sip of his drink, sinking down into the couch in a pool of pure bliss-
A knock at the door ripped him away from all of that almost immediately.
He groaned softly, lifting his head as he turned to look at the door, brows furrowed for a moment as he silently threatened whoever it was behind it to knock it again. When they did, he turned his head in the opposite direction to face the clock on the wall, noticing that it was already going into the later hours of the night.
No one should be knocking their door this late.
By the third round of knocks to the door, Logan was fixing his posture, annoyance coursing through his veins at the disruption of his night. Whoever it was that was choosing to knock this many times on their door was in for it at this point.
However, Wade was beating him to it. The man swiftly slipped past Logan, pushing the older man back down into the couch, forcing Logan to fall back with a low groan, the gesture not helping with his growing annoyance.
āSheās here! Sheās here!ā Wade squealed out like an excited child, skipping and clapping his hands together as he made his way to the door.
āWho the fuck is that-ā Loganās words were cut off but Wade practically hissing at the man as he whipped his head around to face him.
āKeep your fucking voice down! This is one of the only things I look forward to and I will not let Arthur Morgan ruin this for me. So shut your mouth, and drink your go-go juice, alright angel?ā Wade seethed out as he gestured towards Loganās bottle of whiskey before he turned around, tucking a strand of invisible hair behind his ear before he sighed softly, reaching forward and opening the door.
Thatās when you walk in.
Behind the door is you. Youāre pretty, young, bright smile plastered on your face, cheeks beaming with happiness as you bounce on your heels, snacks and drinks practically spilling from your arms as you struggle to hold them. Logan doesnāt stop himself from craning his neck forward to get a look at you, watching as you stare up at Wade like heās your favorite person in the entire world.
Both you and Wade squeal in a way that sounds way too similar, and if Logan wasnāt so fucking confused right now heād most definitely comment on it.
āThere she is! Come to Daddy my little buttercup!ā Wade groans as he lifts you up into his arms. A noise thatās a cross between a groan and a giggle leaves your lips as he squishes you to his chest, your eyes fluttering shut as you let him squeeze you tight.
āWade! Youāreā¦crushing me..ā you wheeze out, all while having a bright smile on your face.
āCrushing ensues when you donāt visit me for two weeks. I was planning on shimmying my tight little ass down the air ducts to land straight into your bedroom so we can finish these last two episodesā Wade hummed our matter of factly, casually keeping you pressed against his chest as he kicked the door shut and carried you into the house before setting you down.
Loganās watching the entire thing play out from the couch, eyebrows raised as he watches someone finally match the manās hyperactive energy levels.
āI had a cold! I didnāt want to get you sickā you giggle out softly as you turn to face him as you walk into the apartment, still completely oblivious to the other man sitting on the couch.
āPrincess have you taken a look at this mug? Influenza sees me and it runsā he grins at you whilst pointing at his face, which only earns a gentle nudge to his side with your elbow.
You finally turn towards the man on the couch, a look of surprise on your face as you take in his face, his form. It doesnāt take very long for you to come to the realization that whoever it is thatās been sitting here this entire time, is one of the most attractive men youāve ever seen.
You never thought in your entire life that youād see the Wolverine in person.
āOh! How rude of meā¦I didnāt know you were busy Wadeā Your voice is soft as you apologize, eyes wide and worried that youād interrupted something you had no business stepping into. Logan can already see the way your sneaker clad feet are turning to leave, giving both him and Wade an apologetic smile.
āOh no you donāt. You arenāt using that sweet little understanding bit with me. If Wolvie wants to join in on our weekly Vanderpump Rules watch party, then he can. If he doesnāt, then the honey badger can kick rocksā Wade bends down a bit, giving you an assuring nod as he places his hand on the small of your back.
Logan rolls his eyes as he throws back the rest of his whiskey. āIām way ahead of you assholeā Logan grumbles out, annoyed with many things already.
āHold on there beautiful, donāt be rude. Everything that is good and pure in the world is standing in the middle of our apartment and you arenāt going to introduce yourself?ā Wade scoffs out in disbelief, his words making you roll your eyes as you give him another nudge.
āWade itās fine, he doesnāt have to-ā you try, seeing just how little patience the man had from the few words heād given you since you walked in.
āMy name is Logan, I live here nowā he nodded, his words short and brief.
You hate yourself because him acting this way is only making you want him more.
You inhale deeply before you give him a soft smile, the snacks youād brought still clutched close to your chest, fingers pressing against the crinkly material of the various packages as you nod.
āItās nice to meet you Logan. My names (y/n). I hope to see you around the building more oftenā you beam, your response a bit too bubbly and excited for someone whoād been hit with the driest, most bland introduction from a man probably ever.
Logan watches you closely for a bit, eyes taking in your bright expression, your excited eyes that are practically shining with stars in them. Youāre young, and eager and Logan knows exactly what kind of girl you are just by the way youāre smiling at him. Heād run into a million different versions of you at bars and clubs, out on the streets when he was on missions, anywhere that he was able to be perceived, he ran into someone like you.
That in and of itself lets Logan know that he needs to stay far away from you.
He gives you a nod before pushes himself off of the couch, lazily grabbing the bottle of whiskey as he begins walking out of the living room towards his bedroom.
He can already hear your feet stepping forward on the wooden floor, so he braces himself for what he knows whatās coming next.
āYouāre more than welcome to stay! I know itās corny but the show is actually very entertainingā you giggle out softly as you offer yours and Wadeās tradition to Logan as well.
āIām good sweetheartā he mumbles out without even turning around, raising his hand up as he gives you a back handed wave, rounding the corner to his bedroom. āWas nice meeting youā he makes out before slamming his door shut, the noise making you flinch.
You frown softly as you turn to face Wade. āWas it something I said?ā You whisper out, worried you might have offended the man
Wade rolls his eyes at his roommates reaction, turning towards you as he extends his hand out, his palm going nearly rigid as he gives you a stiff pat to the head. āWe canāt all be as excited about life as you are, angel. Life sucked the fun out of that one before you probably learned how to driveā he sighed out before he pulled you over to the couch.
āNow! If I donāt have Lisa Vanderpump meddling in the love lives of her alcoholic lounge employees in the next five seconds I am going to blow this entire complex up. Letās get to it sugar plumā he nodded to himself as he forces you down into the couch, grabbing his remote and getting right down to the festivities of that fine Friday night.
You however, had a particularly harder time than usual paying attention to the shitty reality tv show that you and Wade bonded over, and there was only one person to blame.
Logan.
Logan is shocked to be the only one awake the next morning.
His head is pounding from all the whiskey he drank, and he knew heād be nursing quite the hangover from it all. What he didnāt know however, was that Wade would be slumped in his bed much longer from a night with you than he was.
Heās alone in the kitchen for maybe two hours when Wade finally emerges from his bedroom, a long drawn out groan following as he massages his temples, eyes screwed tight due to the bright sun spilling in.
āJesus fucking Christā¦.canāt anyone afford some fucking curtains here? I feel like Iām staring into Satanās assholeā He groans out, eyes finally opening to watch the mountain of a man standing over a bowl of cereal in the kitchen.
āWhy hello there sunshine, did the whiskey bottle tug you out of bed early this morning? Youāre almost never conscious while the sun is still upā Logan rolls his eyes at his roommates words, bringing the bowl to his lips and slurping up the rest of the milk before he put the empty bowl into the sink behind him, large hand going down to wrap around his coffee mug.
āLook whoās talkināā¦.you and your friend seemed to have just as much fun as I didā he sighs out, voice gravely and rough.
Wade smiles brightly as he nods, making his way into the kitchen as he lets out a happy sigh. āA (y/n) hangover would bring you to your knees grandpaā¦.although I have the feeling you might not be too opposed to that with how your filthy eyes were eating her upā¦.shes cute isnāt she? Single too. If Vanessa hadnāt swept me off my feet and stolen my heart I would have been ten toes deep into her by nowā Wade rambles out as he searches the pantry for something to fill his stomach with.
Logan isnāt shocked to hear that youāre single, and in the best way possible of course. You were very very attractive, however the way that you looked at him let him know everything he needed to know about you.
āI donāt think I asked. Sheās not my typeā Logan sighs out softly before taking a sip of his coffee.
That wasnāt true at all, not entirely at least. Logan found you attractive from the moment he laid eyes on you. Only an idiot could look at you and try to convince themselves that you werenāt a beautiful girl. However, Logan knew what kind of girl you were. You were a young girl who probably had some sort of fantasy to fuck a ādilfā (as Wade called them) and youād bat your pretty lashes and pout your lips to get Logan to melt for you, but that was only the half of it. You only wanted to fuck him, to have someone experienced work on your body just to leave and venture out on your own once you were done with him.
Logan was old and miserable and hard to deal with, all things that he was very aware of. Being with him was not a fucking cake walk, and he knew that those twinkles in your eyes when you saw him were all driven by raging hormones that would dissipate once you realized how much of a piece of shit he was.
Logan was too old for this, and he was too old for you.
āNot your type? Of course sheās your type! Sheās everyoneās type. Thatās like saying BeyoncĆ© isnāt your type and I will not allow you to disrespect the queenā¦the bee hive is fucking scaringā Wade practically whimpered out before he let out a groan.
āIs it the age gap? Because if it is, they sell pills for that sweetie. Itās a normal part of life that we all go through! Thereās nothing to be ashamed of and Iām sure she would understand-ā Wadeās words are cut off by Logan lifting up his hand, the sharp sound of his claws shooting through his knuckles filling the air, making Wade yelp and flinch.
āKeep talking and I swear to god I will cut your dick off every single day so that you donāt even get the chance to use those pillsā Logan practically growls out.
āRelax! Jesus Christ you are violent. Iām starting to rethink giving you my spare room assholeā Wade breaths out before he sighs, lifting his hands up in defense before he speaks again.
āLookā¦all Iām saying, is that a bit of a crush is starting to brew, and sheās a sweet girl! I know for a fact that baby making factory is filled with dust and fucking cobwebs, donāt you think itās time to get those gears runninā again?ā Wade rolls his arm like a train as he puts on his best southern accent, which only further annoys Logan.
āShe doesnāt even know me. Sheāll get over itā Logan nods confidently, ignoring every word that leaves Wadeās mouth as he finishes his coffee, putting it in the sink where he put his cereal bowl earlier.
Wade groans in annoyance. āI am being such a good wing man right now, hooking you up with her? Most peopleās friends hook them up with Freddy fucking Krueger and they still end up getting married. Iām giving you a real life fairy from a fucking Barbie movie and youāre turning her down??ā Wade practically pleads with the man as he watches him starting to leave the kitchen.
āHook her up with someone else. Iāll be back laterā Logan groans out, not at all wanting to continue this conversation with his roommate any longer.
āYeah fuck you too grandpa. I hope you get hit by a fucking bus on your way outā Wade groans out as he shovels a spoonful of cereal into his mouth, the man clearly taking offense to Logan not wanting to get to know you better.
āWeāll see if she lets you off this easyā¦ā Wade mumbled under his breath, a soft smirk on his face.
Wade knew you better than anyone, and he knew that you were a whole different ball field of sweetness that Logan was most definitely not ready to handle.
And sweet you were.
By the end of the week, Logan was honestly starting to forget about you and the small cyclone youād set off in his head ever since heād seen you that night. He was busy with things around the neighborhood and trying his best to get used to the new world that he was living in. His plate was full and he had no time to think about the silly girl that lived next door to him.
However you didnāt let him forget for much longer.
Because come Friday night, your knuckle is rapping against the door like clock work, interrupting Loganās alone time in the same way you had the week prior. Itās a silent gesture that it is his cue to leave and give you and Wade the living room for the night.
Logan just about catches a glimpse of you when Wade opens the door, and he notices very quickly how different you look from last time.
Last time, youād opted for a pretty casual look. Wade had mentioned that you worked at a bar in the city, so he could only assume you came straight from there. Your denim shorts were cute, fit your ass well and he was sure you got many tips from those alone, and your purple halter top went well with your skin tone, but it was nothing fancy or out of the ordinary, just simply a girl in some clothes.
Now? Now you were putting in some effort.
The linen white dress you wore fit you snug at your middle, pushing out your tits a bit, hugging you in all the right places before falling down and flowing out right above your knees. You even went as far as to wear a bit of makeup, your eyelids sparkling a bit, lips glossy.
Youād put in all that effort, just for him.
āJesus Christā¦ā Logan mumbled under his breath in disbelief, hating that youād gone this far for him.
āAre you kidding me! I get your sweaty work clothes and he gets this?? You know he takes the animal thing seriously right? Pees to mark his territory and everything. I am much more pleasant, I promiseā Wade complains as he leads you into the apartment, eyes falling down to the small container of cookies in your arms.
āAre theseā¦.fuck off. I have been begging you for weeks, and suddenly Jacob from twilight moves in and youāre making them??ā Wade gasps out, face slowly turning up to look over at Logan as you giggle softly.
āI made them when you first moved in so I wanted to do the same for Loganā¦I hope you have a sweet tooth?ā You questioned carefully, giving Logan a shy smile as you outstretch your arms to hand the cookies to him.
Wade is watching Logan like heās your fucking guard dog, ready to pounce on the man the second he even tries to say something mean to an angelic soul like you.
It makes Logan sigh softly, eyes drifting down to the cookies before looking back up at you. āMy doctor said Iām not allowedā he lies before bringing his glass of whiskey to his lips, acting as the biggest contradiction as he finishes the remnants of it before he picks up the bottle and turns around to leave.
āDonāt make any noise. Iām going to bedā he mumbles out once more before he slams his bedroom door much like he did the first time you arrived.
Wade groaned as he brought his hands up to pinch the bridge of his nose, quickly reaching out and placing a hand on your soft, exposed shoulder.
āThank god. I was getting worried I wouldnāt have all of these to myself. Come on, Tom Sandoval doesnāt wait for anybodyā he nods his head towards the tv, urging you to sit with him and distract you from how utterly stupid that lie was that Logan spit at you without a second thought.
Wade sighs as he notices the soft pout on your face, your fingers nervously toying with the ends of your dress as you struggle to relax, your head probably overflowing with every reason why Logan would hate you. He reaches out, tugging you closer to rest your head against his shoulder.
āHey, heās just a tough one to crack. Heāll come around soon peanut, I promiseā he assured you before he shoved his hand into the bowl of cookies, pressing one to your lips.
āNow, say ahh. You deserve to eat one after all the hard work you did, little Betty Crockerā he teases you, making you giggle softly as you shoo his hand away before taking the cookie to eat yourself, finally relaxing into the couch as you let out a gentle sigh.
Logan really hoped that it would stop there, but it doesnāt.
He knows you arenāt stupid, everyone on the entire planet knows that the Wolverine doesnāt go to the fucking doctor. He could drink battery acid if he wanted to and heād be fine, so him using the excuse of his doctor telling him he couldnāt eat sugar to not eat your food was a crock of shit, but he did it for two reasons.
One, because he didnāt want to have to accept anything from you, it would only had fuel to a fire that Logan knew he couldnāt put out once burnt too brightly. Two, was to kill any glamorizations you had for being with someone of his age. He was an old man, despite being a fucking killing machine, he was an old man. All he wanted to do was drink, smoke, fight a bit when the time called for it, and sleep, and he really could not fit a little girlfriend into that schedule, nor could he rob you of what you wanted and deserved with someone your own age instead of him.
Logan was starting to come to the conclusion that you probably werenāt as smart as he thought you were.
Because unfortunately, you donāt stop there.
For about an entire month, the weeks are filled with you constantly knocking on the door. It slowly goes from you bringing treats on your Friday nights with Logan, to you popping up on various days thought out the week instead.
Logan quickly learns that your love language is food, and you show that by constantly trying to feed him.
First it was the cookies, then you were knocking on his door way too early in the morning, beaming with a bright smile as you shoved a container of breakfast sandwiches into his naked chest.
āThese are for you! I made enough for both you and Wadeā you smile brightly, plump bottom lip tugged beneath your teeth as you give him a wave before he can deny the food or give it back.
After that, you were dropping off lunch for him. He wasnāt entirely sure how you were doing it, but you managed to always knock whenever Wade wasnāt around, most likely because the two of you were so close you had Wadeās schedule practically memorized, which meant that you were forcing Logan to interact with you whether he liked it or not.
āIām off to work and I made too much! I hope you like spaghettiā you giggle softly before giving him another one of your signature waves, skipping off down the hallway to leave for work, once again leaving Logan dumbfounded as he stares down at the Tupperware of warm food in his hands.
It was getting to the point where you were practically keeping both him and Wade fed almost completely, rarely failing to share the food youād made for yourself with them, and always sprinkling in some of your freshly baked pastries and desserts throughout all of that.
The worst part about it? Logan isnāt sure heās ever had anything so tasty in his entire life.
You seriously knew what the hell you were doing behind a stove or at the oven, and it almost pissed Logan off to admit how much he appreciated the literal meal plan youād set up for him.
As much as he likes it though, Logan could see exactly what accepting all of this was doing.
He saw it in the way that youād linger longer and longer every time you dropped something off. What was once a shy little smile and a quick goodbye had now turned into you going into lengthy rants about work or the latest recipe you were stuck on, which Logan found himself always sticking around and listening to despite the fact that he rarely spoke.
That alone made your eyes twinkle, and he could hear how quickly it made your heart beat every time he leaned against the opposite side of the door from you, a soft sigh leaving his lips as he prepared himself for the words that would come out of your mouth on that day.
Logan gave an inch, and you took a mile, and that was the problem. Any attention he gave, he knew youād take to the extreme, looking far too deep into the details of him being slightly less of an asshole that he usually was.
And on a night where Logan was laying in his bed, his mind replaying the countless times youād stood at his door to give him food, using it all as an excuse to talk to him for a few minutes and get his attention on you, he knew it was time to cut you down from the root, and stop any dreams you had of the two of them ever amounting to anything more than next door neighbors.
He knew youād be back eventually, it was only a matter of time until you were back with your latest meal for him. He found himself reciting what heād say to you over and over again, cementing it into his brain as he pressed his palms against the island top one morning, eyes staring off into space as he mindlessly grabbed his coffee and took a sip.
knock knock knock!
The sound is familiar and it practically haunts Logan in his fucking dreams, the soft sound of your fists rapping against the door. He sighs softly because he knows youāre behind it, big bright smile on your face as you hold god knows what in your hands to gift to him.
āMorning Logan!ā You beam, bright eyed and bushy tailed as you give him a small wave before you look down at the container before stretching your arms out to hand to him.
āYou seemed interested last time I mentioned that breakfast quesadilla recipe I was working onā¦and I think I got it!ā Youāre so excited, and Logan lets out a soft sigh as he eyes you carefully before he pushes his hand gently against the container so that itās back against your chest.
āIā¦look kidā¦.I donātā¦ā his words trail off, feeling bad as you simply stare up at him with those big eyes and that happy smile, looking at him as if heās the only person you want to see right now, waiting for him to say whatever it is he canāt do.
āYouāve gotta stop thisā he tries to reason with you, his forearm pressed against the top of the door as he stares down at you.
You furrow your eyebrows as you watch him, shaking your head a bit as your voice goes low. āIā¦.what?ā Your voice trembles a bit, because you know whatās happening, youāve been here before. Youāve gotten yourself into this same fucked up mess of liking someone so much that you couldnāt even see that they didnāt like you back, going on a power trip of showering them with so much affection that you didnāt even realize theyād been trying to stop you from the very beginning.
It was happening again.
Logan knows that he canāt let you down easy. Youāre too sweet, too understanding, and he knows that if he isnāt blunt with you, giving you the harsh truth, that youāll just feed into the nice things that he says rather than looking at the bigger picture.
So he sighs, looking over your head for a moment before he finally looks back down at you.
āYouāre justā¦youāre not my kind of girl, alright? Someone like you, could never be with someone like me and that just is the way it isā¦.so quit it with the food deliveries, alright?ā Heās stern, speaking to you like a child who refuses to listen, voice growing louder and rougher as he towers over you.
āThereās nothing you can make for me or do for me that will make me want youā He adds salt to the wound with that one, wanting his words to get through to you loud and clear
Logan knows itās already coming, those big eyes filling with tears that make your eyes shimmer like swimming pools, mouth opening and closing as you struggle to find the words to respond with before you give a slight nod, quickly looking away once the tears spill out into your cheeks, your hands coming up to wipe them away roughly.
āIā¦fuckā¦Iām sorry..ā is all you say before you quickly rush away from the door, mortified as you open your own apartment door and slam it behind you, the sound making Logan groan softly before he closes his own door.
Of course you apologized. Here he was, crushing your dreams for his own sake and you fucking apologized. It only further cemented how wrong you and him were if he were to ever give you a chance, you were too good, too nice, and Logan could only hope that you found someone else who could give you what you wanted and what you deserved.
As for him? He wanted to focus on the relief heād soon feel settle in now that he didnāt have to face you every other day anymore. He could only hope that you little stunts would come to a halt after all of this.
Logan doesnāt really have to hope for you to not come around, because he doesnāt see you for a long time after that.
At first he assumed it would just be a day or two until you were back for Wade, the two of you never going long without at least chatting in the hallway for a quick recap of your day or your week, however itās the end of the week and neither Logan nor Wade have heard from you at all.
There are no knocks at the door, no more pastries or yummy meals with your name written all over them, itās almost as if you donāt even live in the same complex anymore.
And when that Friday rolls around and you never show up either? Logan knows heās fucked up.
Logan is thankful that Wade isnāt too freaked out over you being absent that week, seeing as heād explain that this wasnāt entirely out of the ordinary for you. Although Logan knew what it was that pushed you away from the apartment, he was more than willing to let Wade believe work had drained you a bit more than usual that week, pulling you away from him.
By the third week though? Wade is pissed.
Itās Friday night, and heās pacing the living room in front of Logan, his arms crossed as he shakes his head.
āI donāt get it! Sheās only ever gone two weeks without coming by and thatās because she had a cold, and she told me! I havenāt heard from her in so long, I feel like Iām a fucking military wife waiting for her husband to write her back!ā Wade whined out, desperate for an answer behind your disappearance.
Logan couldnāt even look at Wade, guilt eating away at him as his fingers wrapped around the ice beer bottle in his hand, simply letting the man walk around searching for answers when the reason behind his friends absence was sitting right in front of him.
āFuck this. If she wants to stop being my friend sheās going to have to man the fuck up and tell me herself. Im going over there myselfā he huffs out in annoyance, moving towards the front door.
Logan is on his feet before Wade can make it any further, stepping between him and the door as he shakes his head.
He knew that what happened needed to come from him, not you.
āSlow downā¦Iā¦I know why sheās not coming around anymoreā Logan makes out slowly, his words makes Wade raise his eyebrows.
āAnymore? What the fuck did you do, kill her or something??ā Wadeās eyes are wide, and it makes Logan roll his eyes at the dramatics before he shoves him over towards the couch.
āGo sit downā he orders before he follows behind, singing softly as he sits next to Wade, avoiding his eyes as he speaks.
āShe was coming around a lot and Iā¦I didnāt want her getting the wrong idea soā¦I justā¦I told her she needed to stopā Logan shrugged nonchalantly as he gave a horrible retelling of what happened between the two of you.
Wade on the other hand, knew you very well, and he knew that you were probably the most understanding person on the entire fucking planet, so Logan had to probably say some fucked up shit to make you avoid them like the fucking plague, so bad that he probably made you-
āYou fucking idiot. You made her cry, didnāt youā Wade visibly gets angry when he comes to this conclusion, making Logan snap his head in his direction quickly because how the fuck did he come to that conclusion so quickly?
āIā¦so you did talk to her?ā Logan questions carefully, his words making Wade groan loudly as he stands up, pressing his face in his hands.
āYou areā¦.oh my god you are probably the dumbest person I have ever fucking met. Charles Xavier would be very ashamed of this behavior Logan!ā Wade practically sobbed before he shook his head once again.
āYou do realize sheās just a girl, right? Sheās not some villainous asshole trying to do experiments on you or something. A simple āIām not interestedā would have sufficedā Wade groans out in annoyance before he walks back towards the door.
āI am going to try and save one of the only friendships I have, and leave you here to think about how you are going to save ours, because after this stunt I am not sure I will ever let you touch me againā he huffs out softly before whipping his head away from him in disgust before he swings the door open, slams it shut and leaves to your apartment, leaving Logan there by himself.
Wadeās words echo in his head, making him realize that you really are just a girl, a girl who had an innocent crush that he brutally stepped on and smashed into a thousand little pieces when he could have easily told you he wasnāt interested in you.
Logan hated it, but he felt guilty.
Heās happy to hear that you and Wade were able to mend things together, the two of you opting to spend weekends in your home rather than his from now on, leaving Logan to the peace and quiet that heād always wanted.
Although, it isnāt what he wanted, it isnāt what he wanted at all because he finds that heās missing something. Heās missing the smell of your cookies or cinnamon rolls or whatever the fuck it is that you bring over, heās missing the sound of yours and Wadeās laugh across the way as he tries to sleep, and he especially misses the little front door chats you and him would share whenever you stopped by for him.
Because over the course of the time that heād lived there, heād see you at least once every week, your bright smile filling his days and making him feel warm inside.
But now the last memory he had of you was you crying in front of him before running away.
Logan tries to drown out those annoying thoughts as he usually does, with alcohol. He comes home drunk on a Saturday night, stumbling in through the front door as he tugs off his leather jacket, kicks off his boots and stumbles into his bedroom to fall face first into his bed.
Heās able to forget about you for a bit, annoyed that your pretty face had been plaguing him for days on end. Right now he just wants to sleep and enjoy the warm floaty feeling that comes with a good cup of-
āOh my godā Logan makes out the faint sound of your voice through the thin walls of the apartment.
He realized the first night heād moved in that his bedroom was adjacent to yours when he was going to sleep and he could hear you shuffling about your bedroom.
Every night heād hear little things, sometimes heād hear the small sound of your music while you got ready, or heād hear you giggling softly to someone as you spoke to them on the phone, heād even heard a loud thud followed by an annoyed groan from you, which he could only assume was you stubbing your toe or running into something.
Logan had heard you a lot, and while most times he was too drunk or tired to ignore it, the sounds he was hearing now wereā¦.they were foreign for you. Heād never heard your voice pitched that way, high and whinyā¦he wondered if you were okay, were you crying?
āFuckā¦fuck!ā
There it was again.
It had Logan frowning as he turned onto his back, staring up at the ceiling as he squinted a bit, straining to hear more of what was going on.
āThatās it babyā¦so good for meā¦ā another voice groaned out, muffled and lower, too deep to have been your own. That, paired with a slow rhythmic thumping, and Logan wasnāt confused anymore.
You were getting fucked.
Logan tried very hard not to think about you this way, splayed out on a bed in front of him, eyes red and glossy as you beg for him to give you more, needy for any sort of attention that he'd give you. He knew that you were something he couldn't feed into...
Because he knew he'd like it too much.
Yet here you were, moaning so pretty for another fucking man with a bit of dry wall separating the two of you, and it was making Logan's head spin.
His chest swelled with different emotions, anger, annoyance, jealousy, envy.....
Lust
You sounded so fucking pretty, and as much as he hated that it was someone else making you feel that way, subjecting him to a fucking audio porno, he couldn't deny the tent that was growing in his jeans.
Logan groaned softly as he propped himself up, eyes low as he stared down at his throbbing cock through his jeans, begging to be touched, begging to take the place of the idiot that was in your bed making you moan like that.
Another loud moan rumbled through the walls, making Logan's eyes flutter shut and roll to the back of his head as he took in your noises.
He wondered how you'd sound for him, what you would say, if you would beg for him. God, you probably sounded so fucking good when you begged, so pretty, so fucking sweet for him. You were so eager for him, so eager to please, there was no doubt in Logan's mind that you would be the perfect girl for him.
You were practically begging him for it the weeks prior.
His hand made its way to his jeans, undoing his belt and popping them open before tugging his cock out, hissing softly as he laid back, head resting against the pillow as his fist wrapped around his length, slowly working on his sensitive skin as he let his mind travel to more thoughts of you as your moans sang him the symphony that matched perfectly with it.
His fist moved up and down over his length, spreading his precum as he thought about what you'd taste like, how you'd feel pressed against his tongue while he did just this. He imagined you'd taste perfect, the best pussy he's ever had if you'd ever let him.
Another string of moans makes its way into his bedroom, and it has him bucking his hands up into his fists, growing closer as he chases his orgasm to the sound of your voice.
Logan felt like a fucking pervert, stroking his cock while you were getting fucked by someone else right next door. That could have easily been him had he not fucked things up with you royally, he thought.
"Im gonna cum..." you mewl out, Logan can practically hear the pathetic little pout on your lips as you announce it, and he can't stop himself from groaning out softly as he bites back a moan in fears that you'll hear him too.
"Me too baby..." He growls out between gritted teeth.
He's fucking his hand at this point, the sounds of your moans and visions of you under him driving him closer to where he needed to go, he finally cums when he hears you moan loudly, knowing that was it. Thick ribbons of his pearly cum fly out of him, making the man sigh softly as he slowly rides out his orgasm with a few strong strokes from his hand.
Logan is old and gross and truly can't be bothered with the clean up, so he opts to grab a nearby t shirt and clean himself off before he tugs his jeans off, tosses them into the corner with the rest of his clothes and turns onto his side, pulling his pillow over his ears in fears of you and that jackass going another round while he sleeps.
He wants to sleep before embarrassment can take over, because he knows what he's done is beneath pathetic. He would much rather deal with it all in the morning.
Because despite how embarrassed he feels, he needs to orchestrate some sort of plan to speak to you.
Logan knew that getting you to talk to him was not going to be an easy feat. You ran from him any time you two ended up in the hallway together, and you made it a point to never be in the same place with him for two long.
So he had to be smart with this, and he needed a full proof way to get you to speak for him for more than a few seconds.
He figured trying to convince you as himself was a lost cause, there was no way you would even give him the time of day to ask for a bottle of water let alone talk to you about his feelings.
However, you would most definitely listen to him if he were Wade.
Now, Wade most definitely would not do this for Logan. There was no way in hell Wade would risk your feelings for that, he was way too protective over you for that. He was weary of Logan when it came to you now, and rarely brought you up unless Logan asked....
Which he did quite a bit now.
He was able to snag Wade's phone while he was taking a shower, getting ready for one of his little dates with Vanessa (they were going to meet up at a bar and then fuck the entire weekend).
Logan had limited time, because Wade was already on Rewrite the Stars off The Greatest Showman soundtrack, so he had to work fast.
He stood outside of the bathroom with the door cracked to swiftly put the phone back when he was done, the man groaning in annoyance as he clicked through Wade's endless screens of stupid games with clickbait-y ads that are designed to lure children in to find his messages.
When he finally finds them, he's quick to click the icon with a picture of you and Wade and the contact name angel baby.
Logan knew he had to put on his best Wade impression for this, so he inhales deeply before his fingers slowly tap across the screen.
me: Hey baby cakes! Wolvie's gone for the night, vanderpump at mine? Like old times?
angel baby: Hi! You sure? I don't mind doing it here!
me: I have wayyyy better drinks here. See you soon!
angel baby: fineee I'll be there after work
Logan lets out a breath he was holding for what felt like forever before he quickly slips Wade's phone back into the bathroom on the sink counter, closing the door slowly before rushing out of there to make himself seem as casual as possible.
Wade is out about twenty minutes later, a clear pep in his step. It makes Logan chuckle softly, bringing his beer to his lips as he nods towards his roommate. "Hot date tonight huh?" Logan hums out.
Wade hums softly as he nods, biting his bottom lip as he gives Logan an excited smile. "You bet I do. I am getting laid tonight buddy, I refuse to be the roommates that everyone thinks fuck...unless" his words trail off as he gives Logan a look, wiggling his eyebrows (or lack there of) as he opens his hands and gives him a little spin, shaking his ass at the end.
Logan chuckles as he puts a hand up. "Im good" He refuses before taking another sip of his beer, watching as Wade reaches down to grab a shot glass and a bottle of tequila, pouring some out for himself as he throws it back. "Liquid courage how I love you...its your loss man. I'll go give myself to a woman who actually knows how to fuck" He nods to himself before pouring out another shot, throwing it back and giving Logan a wave as he makes his way to the front door.
"See ya Monday Wolvie!" He chirps out as he leaves with a peace sign, his antics making Logan chuckle softly as his eyes drift over to the bottle off tequila.
He could use some of that with having to face you.
Logan sighs as he gets up, pouring himself a shot and throwing it back before he pours one more and throws that back before he tosses the bottle back into its reserved cupboard, moving to the couch to wait for your inevitable arrival.
knock knock knock!
It comes almost an hour later, the sound making Logans heart seize up, recognizing the familiar knock as if it were his own fucking heartbeat. He inhales deeply, stopping by a nearby mirror and checking himself out before he exhales deeply, moving to open the door.
"I'm a little late! I had to stop at the store to get the proper necessities-" Your words are cut off when you finally look up to see Logan instead of Wade, your face dropping as your mouth hangs open for a moment.
Logan want's to die just from that look in your eyes because you look fucking terrified, you even go as far as taking a step back as you give a nervous laugh.
"Oh...sorry Logan..is umm...is Wade around? He told me to come over..." You quickly explain, quickly fearing that the man will have more mean words for you for knocking on his door again.
It breaks Logan's heart because you don't have that twinkle in your eye anymore, nor do you have that excited smile on your pretty face when you see him and it makes him feel sick to his stomach.
"No he actually just left, you just missed him" He explains with a shrug and a soft apologetic smile.
You clear your throat awkwardly as you nod slowly. "Uhh...No worries! He probably had something to do....could you maybe tell him I was here when you see him? Sorry for bothering you" You mumble out before giving him a tightlipped smile and an awkward wave before you sigh, turning to leave at that.
Bothering him? God, he had really fucked up, hadn't he?
"Wait!" Logan calls out, stepping out into the hallway to catch you before you've made it into your own apartment.
You turn to face him, raising your eyebrows at the man. He groans softly as he stares at you for a moment before he looks back into the apartment, inhaling deeply as he remembered Wade's words
She's just a girl.
"I don't uh...know much about that Vanderpump thing but...I'm not busy, if you wanted someone to watch with tonight?" He sighs out sheepishly, giving you a small smile.
You stare at him for a moment, a soft frown on your lips as you clutch your snacks closer to your chest, using them as somewhat of a shield for your poor heart. You couldn't trust Logan, and you weren't sure if your heart could take anymore of the mean things that he said to you.
"You don't have to pity me or anything....I'm not a child, Logan" You explain to him, voice small and quiet as your frown deepens, your hand coming down to grip your door knob as you let out another sigh.
"Have a goodnight..." You try your best to end it, and it makes Logan groan softly as he quickly rushes towards you, putting his large hand over yours on the doorknob, stopping you from opening it further.
The sudden closeness makes your eyes widen, staring up at the man as his large hand squeezes over yours, the feeling making your heart flutter with excitement.
āIā¦.pleaseā¦.let me makeup for being such a dick the last time we spokeā¦you deserve itā he nodded, eyes staring deeply into yours as he gives your hand one more squeeze.
You swallow nervously as you stare up at him, hating how warm you feel with him being so close, especially after he was so fucking mean to you all those weeks ago.
You sigh softly before your hand slowly falls from your doorknob, giving Logan a small nod.
āYeahā¦.okayā you agree with him before you look over to the opened door of his apartment, giving the man a small smile.
āLead the way Wolvieā you tease him gently, the sound of your playful voice making Logan chuckle softly with you as he sighs in relief, leading you back to his apartment.
Logan can kiss his lucky stars over the fact that you actually agreed to coming back to the apartment with him. Wade was right when he said youāre the must understanding person on the planet.
He finds it hard to focus on the show when youāre this close to him, head resting against the back of the couch as you babysit a bag of sour patch, giggling softly whenever one of the insufferable Los Angeles characters complain about their boyfriend of their girlfriend cheating on them with someone else in their friend group.
Itās hard to focus when youāre this close to him, because heās never been with you this way before.
You had been on Loganās mind almost 24/7 since he first met you, and now that he had you with him alone, he didnāt know how to talk to you or how to interact with you. He felt nervous that he would open his mouth and say something stupid.
To sum it up, he was almost 200 years old yet a 20 something year old girl knew how to communicate her feelings better than he did.
You hum softly as you finally look up at him, pouting softly at how stiff the man looked in your presence. "You alright Logan? We can watch something else if you want" You hum out softly as you move to sit criss crossed on the couch, turning your body to face his.
Logan shakes his head as he reaches for the remote, knowing that he would not be able to focus with the sound of three Californian girls fighting over a man named Todd. "Let's talk for a bit....I wanna get to know you more" Logan sighed out softly as he turned to face you a bit more as well, watching as your face beams with excitement over his interest in you.
"Im an open book....what do you wanna know?" You open up as you take a sip of your beer, giving Logan a soft smile.
That was all it really took for you and Logan to actually hit it off, the mans anxiety melting away at the thought of talking to you once he realized how easy going you were. He was able to learn so much about you within the hours that you and him spoke, and before he knew it, it was almost 2 in the morning and you two had been talking since around 9.
"College sucks...Im literally either there or at the bar....its why I find nights with Wade so important" You sighed softly as you explained, your face falling as you pouted a bit.
Logan smiled fondly at you, the many easily seeing how you wore your feelings on your face, you were so expressive, so clear with how you were feeling and open with your emotions.
You truly were an open book.
Logan licked his lips as he brought his beer to his lips, taking a sip as he watched you carefully. Something burned inside of him. something that desperately wanted to grill you about what it was he heard that night through the wall, who it was you were with, if you were still seeing him or not.
"Yeah? Any time for dating then?" He hums out, pink tongue darting out of his mouth to lick his lips as he settles back into the couch. One of his legs were trapped along the couch, caging you in as the other rested on the floor, knee bent as his hand rested on it, legs spread right in front of you.
His question catches you off guard, eyes widening a bit as you try to register if he's asked the question that you think he asked, and if he is, does he mean it in a friendly way?
He has to, right? A man doesn't tell you that he doesn't want you just to grill you about your love life.
You inhale deeply as you try to find the right words to say, wondering how deep you should get into the current state of your love life.
You give Logan a shrug as you take a sip of your beer. "I try....my love life is in shambles though....I truly can't remember the last time I had a decent date" You frown, your words honest as you scrunch your nose in disgust as you think back to the horrible men you've dated.
Logan raises his eyebrows in disbelief at your words before he nods slowly, taking a sip of his drink before he sighs. "Mm...the things I heard through the walls would beg to differ Princess" Logan shoots back without a second thought.
Your eyes widen as you think back to a few nights ago, throwing your head back as you find yourself cringing in embarrassment over the fact that Logan had fucking heard you.
"You heard that? Logan oh my god that is....that is so disgusting on my end I am so sorry, I promise it won't happen again" You ramble, making a mental note to never fuck in your bedroom again as long as Logan was living across from you.
You were going to be having shower sex only.
Logan chuckles softly as he shakes his head, holding his hands up in defense before he speaks. "Oh no need, you sounded like you were having quite the time....don't stop on my account" He smirks at you.
Knowing that you had not the slightest inkling that he was stroking his cock to the very sound of you getting fucked.
You groan softly as you take a healthy swig of your drink, Logan watching closely before he hums out once more.
"New boyfriend?" he questions again, eyes growing darker as he uses the conversation as a gateway into more important things.
You scoff softly as you shake your head. "God no....he's just a guy from my psych class....we met at a party and he took me home and...im sure I can spare you the gory details" You giggle softly before you sigh, moving to rest your head against the back of the couch as you watch the man across from you.
Logan nods slowly, bottom lip tugged beneath his teeth as he listens to you before he speaks.
"Just a guy hum....interesting" Logan nods slowly as he tosses back the rest of his beer before he sets the empty bottle down on the coffee table in front of the both of you, strong hands resting along his denim clad thighs, eyes never leaving yours.
"Forgot about me already baby?" he drawls out, voice low and gruff, dripping with lust as he watches you closely for your reaction.
His tone and words make you perk up, breath hitching in your throat as you face the man completely. His words shoot straight down to your core, making you swallow back a whine as you stare at him with a dumfounded expression.
"I....Logan..." You sigh out softly, your hands resting on your knees and balling into fists as you physically try to stop yourself from doing something you knew you couldn't do.
Logan chuckles softly as he shrugs. "It's true....you forgot all about me princess....it's okay though, I deserve it don't I?" he questions, watching as you silently watch him from across the couch.
When you don't answer, he's quick to pull it out of you. "Answer me baby" His demand makes you flinch softly and you quickly nod before you respond.
"Yeah...you did deserve it..." You agree with him.
Logan nods with you, a soft hum leaving his lips as he watches you. "I did...was so mean to you and you were just being the sweetest thing to me..." He hums softly, watching as you slowly grow softer for him with every word he spoke.
"It's alright baby....did he at least make you cum? I heard you, you know....when you said you were there? sounded so pretty...." He groans softly, a prominent tent forming in his jeans at the mere thought of your moans.
He's shocked when he hears a tiny one leave your lips, your eyes shooting down to his growing cock. It makes him smirk softly, pride filling his chest as he moves his hand down to palm himself before he nods at you.
"Eyes up here baby...thats it..." He nods slowly when he finally has his eyes back on yours.
"Now...answer my question" He urges you once more, his voice deliciously low and gravely, the sound making you squirm in your spot on the couch.
You inhale deeply before you shake your head. "I faked it..." You mumble under your breath, fighting the embarrassment that threatened to creep up your spine.
Logan felt like he had died and gone to heaven.
Because not only were you here with him, but that idiot that got the chance to be with you couldn't even make you cum properly...which only left more room for him to come in and do the job properly.
"You poor thing....I was afraid of that..." He groaned softly before he pat his hand along his lap, calling you over to him.
"C'mere peach...let daddy show you how a real man is supposed to make you feel..." He hummed out softly.
It was all you needed to come crawling over to him like a bitch in heat.
You moaned softly once you were settled down in his lap, either one of your plush thighs straddling his lap, arms wrapping around his neck as you stared down at him with needy eyes, bottom lip tugged between your teeth.
Logan groaned softly, strong hands coming down to grip your waist, tugging you closer as he leaned in, pressing his nose against your collar bone and growling at how fucking good you smelled.
"Atta girl....go on then baby, give daddy a kiss..." He ordered once more.
You wasted no time in pressing your lips to his, moaning softly into his mouth as you tugged at the hair at the nape of his neck.
You're so...fucking sweet, and sugary, and the dulcet sounds of your moans drives Logan absolutely insane, the older man gripping your waist tightly as he pushes his tongue into your mouth, tainting you for anyone who ever dares to kiss you after he has.
Logan groans into the kiss when he feels you rocking your hips back and forth, grinding your pussy against his bulge.
"Needy huh? Want daddy to help you baby? Yeah?" He groans out, your forehead resting against his as you nod, breathing heavily as you continue grinding down onto his bulge.
Logan chuckles softly as he nods, his hand going around your middle before he flips you around, tugging you down so that your back is pressed against his chest, his chin resting on your shoulder as he hums softly.
His hands trail down your body slowly, the little top you have on has a tie at the front, one that if Logan so much as flicks, will come undone. It makes him smirk softly as he takes one of the strings between his thumb and pointer finger, tugging at it slowly until your boobs bounce free, making him hiss softly.
"Fuck, look at that....such a pretty girl...." His hands look so rough along your soft skin, calloused fingers running along either one of your tits, cupping and massaging them delicately before he brings your nipples into his finger, twisting them slightly before he goes back to cupping them all over again.
You're so sensitive, so responsive to his touch. Your hand goes up to cup your hand over his thats working on your boobs, your hips bucking up into nothing as your other hand goes up and around Logan to hold onto his head.
"Logan...please..." You moan softly, your words making Logan smirk softly as he nods, pressing a soft kiss to your cheek.
"Im here baby....just enjoying all of you first" He explains before his hands go down your body.
Soon enough, he's unbuttoning your denim jeans, one of his hands coming up to raise your hips as he tugs them off your legs with your panties in one swift move before tossing them somewhere else in the living room.
Logan lets out a low gasp when his neck cranes down against your shoulder to look down at the mess between your legs, his strong hands creeping down to where you need him the most, your own hands pressing against his thigh.
"Fuck princess....so wet already....all this for me?" He hums out softly.
Either of his hands go down between your legs, pressing right against either one of your lips as he massages you softly, the feeling making your eyes roll back as your head falls against Logan's shoulder.
He smirks softly, his head coming down to attach his lips to your neck as one of his hands comes up to hold your hips down, pressing you flush against his body whilst the other starts rubbing your clit slowly.
"Such a good girl...letting daddy apologize for being so mean...thats it baby...fuck...thats it...." He urges you on further as his skilled fingers slowly works on your clit, your moans like music to his ears as he gives you exactly what you needed.
"Daddy...im....fuck....don't stop" You whine softly, gripping his wrist as he continues playing with your pussy, the feeling making your eyes roll. You're damn near drooling and all the man is doing is rubbing your clit for you.
It makes Logan chuckle softly, his fingers speeding up as his lips unlatch from your neck so he's able to look down at you, not wanting to miss the fucked out state of bliss written all over your face that's coming to you all because of him.
"Come on baby....cum all over your daddy's fingers, give it to me princess" He growls, picking up the pace as he begins grinding his hard on into your ass from behind, matching the way your hips roll to chase the rhythm of his fingers.
You're squirming so much at this point, a moaning mess as Logan holds you down by your hip, forcing you to take what he gives you, not giving you the chance to run away from the pleasure he so desperately wants to give to you.
"Oh my god! Im gonna fu-ahhh!" You moan loudly, back arching off of Logans chest as you cum hard all over his fingers.
Logan moans with you, watching in awe as you become a puddle of nothing but moans and gasps as you come down from your high, his fingers working slowly on your swollen pussy as your arousal drools out onto his fingers, forcing them to slip around and lose their place as he works on you.
"That's a good girl...thats daddy's good fucking girl....thats it....im right here baby...daddys gotchu" He praises you, soft whines and moans leaving your lips as his rough hands move from your pussy to instead run along your body, holding you, massaging you, making it known that he was indeed there with you.
It takes a few minutes for you to catch your breath properly, when you do, you finally feel Logans very large bulge pressing into your ass.
He's too busy pressing kisses along your throat and jaw, working his way up to your cheek and the corner of your lips to make sure you were there with him and comfortable.
"Logan..." You mumble softly before you roll your hips down against his cock, your eyes locking with his as you stare up at him with a needy glint in yours.
Logan raises his eyebrows at your actions, holding onto your hips as he guides you to grind down onto his lap.
"You want daddy's cock baby? Is that it?" He questions, his words alone making you moan softly as you nod, your hand coming up and tugging his head down to press against your lips.
"Please fuck me daddy..." You moan against him, pushing your tongue into his mouth as you swallow his groans.
He nods against you, silently reaching between the two of you to undo the button to his jeans and pulling his cock out, tongue playing with yours as he sits you both up a bit before he grabs both of your thighs, lifting you up and making you gasp softly.
"Don't worry princess...Daddy's got you..." he assures you before he slowly sinks you down onto his cock.
Both of you moan softly in unison, his length filling you up completely, making your eye roll back as as he settles you down onto his lap.
"Logan...L-Lo...you're so big...fuck" You gasp out, struggling to even form words properly as Logan's arms wraps around your waist, holding you close against his chest as he slowly starts to fuck up into you.
"You can take it baby...fuck...such a tight little pussy...so fuckin' good for me...takin' me so well angel" Logan growled against you, lips pressed against your back as he found a steady rhythm in fucking you.
You're a moaning mess. Logan is so big, and he fills you up so well, better than anyone ever has, and it makes you feel like you'll fucking cry because of how good it feels.
Logan growls every time your pussy tightens around him, wrapping him up and keeping him so warm. Heās forgotten how fucking good it feels to be this close to someone, hearing such pretty moansā¦.
Logan thinks he could get used to thisā¦.
Logan thinks he could get used to you.
āCome on babyā¦.give it to meā¦cum all over my fuckin cockā He urges you, wanting nothing more than to feel your pretty pussy spasm on his length.
You gasp softly, struggling to hold your head up as he defiles you from down below, making a mess of your pussy as he pounds into you like a wild fucking animal, the feeling foreign to anything youāve ever experienced for. Heās like a machine, and his skilled cock as your head spinning.
āDaddyā¦daddy Iā¦I canātā¦youāre gonna make me cum-ā your words are cut off by just that, a loud shriek ripping through your lungs as you cum hard all over Loganās cock just like he asked of you.
āThatās my fuckinā girl, fuck yeahā¦you want Daddy to cum inside you baby? Yeah? Want Daddy to fill up this pretty pussy?ā He growls out, his own eyes fluttering shut at the mere thought of cumming inside your pussy, filling you up and making him as your own.
Youāre nodding like an idiot, all dumb and cock drunk as the pleasure fades and the overstimulation takes place, making your mind fuzzy and the world around you dull, the only thing youāre able to focus on being Logan.
āPleaseā¦want you to cum inside Daddyā¦.wanna be yoursā you moan out softly, your eyes rolling back as you allow Logan to continue fucking up into you mercilessly, turning your brain into mush with every thrust.
āAll mine babyā¦all Daddyāsā¦fuckā¦thatās it babyā¦let daddy fill up this little pussyā¦.fuckfuckfuckā Logan growls out, his moans strangled as he pulls you down roughly onto his lap, his cock twitching with every spurt of cum, painting your insides with his seed as his large hands press your sweaty body flush against his.
You both sit there like that for quite a while, his hands massaging your skin, thumbs rubbing small circles into your abdomen as you both try to catch your breath, the come down sucking all of the energy out of both of you while you enjoy the warmth of being connected to one another.
After a moment passes, youāre finally the one to break the silence, a gentle smirk on your face as you turn around a bit to face Logan.
āSoā¦.I guess itās safe to say I am your type of girl after all?ā You tease the man as you recall the words heād said to you all those weeks ago.
It makes Logan groan softly as he cringes at himself, finally giving in and resting his chin against your shoulder, pressing a soft kiss to your cheek as he nods.
āYeahā¦.I guess you are princessā¦ā
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