#more personal shit

[seasaltdevotion]

Honestly, not doing very well with my health right now, and I’m just trying to distract myself with the gods, and games and stuff since I’m on fall break.

Heading back to the doctor for the second time sometime this week to see if we can get an actual diagnosis on what’s going on with my lungs. Last time I was just given meds with no explanation or diagnosis, and I didn’t think to ask (the doctor was kind of rude.) Finished the meds, and I’m not really any better, even with taking breathing treatments ever few hours.

Praying that I feel better soon to Lord Apollon.

[tampon-is-mentally-ill]

I’ve been trying to get perfect attendance at school. And 6 days into the school year, I get Covid.

This sucks ass, but it makes sense. I’m autoimmune and I had contact with someone who tested positive. (I didn’t know they were positive at the time)

But this is a daily reminder that Covid still exists and is still dangerous. Just because we aren’t required to wear masks, doesn’t mean you can’t be safe.

[fhjtblr]

[cythepoet]

How could I love you,

After you told me it's not working.

How could I love you,

After you changed your mind so quickly.

How could I love you,

After the mint tinted glasses shattered.

How could I love you,

After you so clearly disregarded years of my words.

I still care for you,

But it's no longer love.

I still wanna help you,

But it's no longer love.

I can no longer imagine anything but friendship - with you.

- Cy, Reyas Cy.

[fhjtblr]

úgy néz ki, mint a tegnapi glovo-s csávó, aki visszaadta Ákos elvesztett telefonját

Mr.Lip

[enemywasp]

I'm sorry I keep posting my tiktok comments but please. What does this mean. What do people THINK shipping is for anymore???

[tehshelaroxx]

Apparently I got her leaving old group chats she and I were both in on FB like she really thinks I'm going to try to contact her. 🤣 Girl, if I see you in a store before you see me, I turn and go the other way. You think I have anything to say to you at this point? Well, I do, in fact I have a lot I'd like to say, but I'd also rather not actually speak to you since you put the final nail in the coffin for what was left of us. Different than when you ghosted me in the middle of us texting friendly and posted publicly that you were in a new relationship...with a guy. You're a coward is all it is and you're sooooooo afraid I'm just desperate to contact you and tell you how I feel about how dirty you've done me after all this time. Well guess what? I'm not. I have a tumblr and even though I'm blocked, I know you stalk it so 🤷‍♀️ If I have anything much to say, I'll happily say it here so that there's a cushy, comfy wall between us to protect you and your feelings from facing the truth directly.

By the way, how's "praying the gay away" going for you? I hope this guy knows you were the masculine energy in our pairing and I'm sure that much hasn't changed with you...

You can run but you can't hide from who you really are at the end of the day. Ever listen to "Good Luck Babe!"? That's gonna be you in 5 or so years but that's not a me problem. 👀

[candyskiez]

Y'all have gotta get more insane about platonic relationships like you are about romantic relationships. We need to get more annoying about them NOW. I need to see more meta and losing our minds over them. Get more annoying NOW. More than that. More than that also.

[payasita]

being a manager sucks balls half the time but the cashier kids im in charge of trust me enough to dick around in front of me so ive been keeping a running list of the shit they say that makes me laugh randomly: -"guys, is it cheating if you play fortnite with your ex" [4 seperate others, immediately]: "YES" -"there must be like… infinite sentences" -"bro what bro what the fuck bro what's that mean bro why'd you say that bro what" <distraught response to a girl randomly greeting him with 'hey there big boy' in an old timey transatlantic news reporter accent

[trans-axolotl]

that post about luigi mangione that says that solitary confinement is only used for cannibals is actually pissing me off what are they even TALKING about solitary confinement is regularly used for sooo many arbitrary reasons. like so many prisons have bullshit gang affiliation policies that land people in solitary there's a lot of prisons where most people with psych diagnoses are held in solitary many prisons have automatic solitary policies for trans people many political prisoners are held in solitary and just like there are a million different arbitrary rule infractions that could put you in solitary. what in the world do they MEAN that solitary is only for cannibals and why in the world are so many people reblogging that post without saying anything about that!

[fhjtblr]

párbeszéd Pilinszkyvel

egész nap csak írnék

"vérző tapéták" mossák már a lelkem

tejjel iszom a teát

hozzám ne érj többet s ne várj

alkotnék, örömlő elmével

szédülnék kavargó porban

teregetnem kell

"kikönyöklök a szeles csillagokra"

adj harcot, valódi küzdelmet

vérző, kapkodó csattanásokat

nem akarom már ezeket a zörgő

csendburkolatokat

"légy vakmerő, ítélj tiédnek"

érezzem a csattogó derűt

nyaralni akarok

messze, elhagyatva

[scarsdead]

wish u were here

[vaguely-concerned]

lucanis is a 'I could sit in our quiet kitchen on a grey tuesday afternoon drinking coffee and talking with you about nothing much in particular forever and be the happiest man who ever lived' romantic, not a 'classic tropes and grand gestures' romantic. this is a distinction and conceptual gap I personally feel is crucial to understanding what's going on with him when romanced. for all his almost painful sincerity and clear depth of feeling he's not a very effusive guy by nature, but in the history of time no one has ever, with their whole soul, chest and being, been so genuinely and openly happy to just do laundry and taxes with you.

[lazylittledragon]

mombin pt 9!! it's been too long i'm sorry

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