#mom got mad at me today
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#i really hate conflicts#mom got mad at me today#and it doesn’t happen a lot#so i feel a bit weird about it#she was clearly still upset when she went to bed#I don’t think I really did anything particularly wrong but oh well#anyway#some coworkers told me they get cuteness aggression towards me#i guess i’ll take it as a compliment bc how am I even supposed to react to that#I’m not like offended or anything#it was just odd because i was never told that before#tbd later
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#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo#michael beloved#ctubbo fanart#Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this#so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her#stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w#hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY#BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS#So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi#ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i#RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening#IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever#I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it#lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt#too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye
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Why does my sister always get mad at me for just feeling my emotions??? I didn't ask to be autistic, I don't choose to be picky or sensitive, but that doesn't make my feelings any less valid. I should be allowed to feel upset when my usual order is messed up, or when mom gets the wrong things for me again... she's allowed to get upset when she doesn't get her way, why aren't I?
#ughhhhh#my sister got mad at me today for... *checks notes* being upset that my subway order was completely wrong?#i get the same thing every time so of course im gonna be upset when I notice its wrong#its covered in things I dont like and cant just pick off bc the sauce is also wrong#but the second I bring it up she starts yelling :[#this whole week has been exhausting i just want one thing to work out#hhhhh#autistic#autism#actually autistic#actually audhd#my mom got me the wrong pads and yesterday I needed to figure out something else for dinner bc my first choice fell through#so excuse me for wanting one thing to work out#im in sensory hell rn i just want my sammich
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what 93 clip are we talking abt..
Its that scene from the last episode of 92 where jeans all How Much Do You Love Charles Xavier and eriks blows up all How Dare You Ask Such A Question I Owe That Man My LIFE or w/e
#snap chats#that was the one that hooked me like chat they said the L word#ik its not meant to be romantic but still …………….. woah …….#erik funny as hell in that shit he really got so offended 😭😭😭#it wouldve been kinder to shoot him like How Dare You Question His Love For Charles Xavier#really blew up on her like bro ok we get it you love him😭😭😭😭#sorry for asking now can you help save his life ……..#anyway everyone be nice to me today today keeps getting worse#i accidentally left my computer charger at my moms and its a four hour drive to and fro 🕴#and i have an advisor meeting in like two hours 🕴#i mean my computers at full battery so i can attend BUT STILL IM SO PISSED#i can do my comm work cause Thank The Lord of my tablet but still#im mad ……. im gonna lay in bed and daydream of old man yaoi to cope before working#ILL BE FINE. once the meetings done i just go back and get my charger#say hi to my dog and cat while im there ok Might As Well#and then come back and then it’ll all be ok#im just annoyed because my break’s literally after classes tomorrow fuckin driving around so much FOR WHAT 😭😭😭😭#driving i hate you i loathe you with every fiber of my being. moving on now ….
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my friend cancelled on going to a concert w me last minute when i paid for HIS ticket do i kms
#he called me and said he couldnt make it bc its his moms bday and theyre going out...mf we made these plans a month ago#u didnt remember ur moms bday????#i feel like hes lying or hes genuinely stupid#i made him send me the money bc i was mad but now i dont even wanna go like#and now its too late to sell it for anything close to what i got it for#i also dont have any other friends who like metal so im stuck here#i dont think im gonna talk to him bc its always me inviting him out and not the other way and he STILL cancels#like hes going to a babymetal concert in 2 weeks and did he offer me to come along?? NO!!! but for this i reached out and asked before +#before i bought the tickets#its not fair#idk i dont mind going to concerts alone ive gone to a couple alone this year im just mad bc i thought i was gonna have fun today
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the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺
#kai.rambles#i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired#which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id#and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no#and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing#and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass#and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!?#so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day#and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting#my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy#didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents#who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning#so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :(#anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id#and he was just being a fkn dick#but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush#and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺#and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰
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#mom asks me to register for a visa waiver for their visit to japan#so i registered it#but after 4 tries all of them got.... terminated??#i even ask my friends who have went to japan with the same waivers and theyre like wtf is terminated???#so i told my mom hey try sending the request from there and see if it works#and she got realll mad and starts cutting me off and pulling all the usual angry mom cards#pissing me off#if i knew what was wrong with my submission i wouldnt be terminated 4 times#it literally just asks me scan of my passport theres no reason they should decline it#really killing todays vibe#and i just woke up too#fuckkkk
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god i fucking hate my dad
#he came home today from a bike trip he went on and he's been arguing with me about honeybee the whole fucking day#he keeps saying just let her out let her run around! every time i put her in her pen to nap#and he refuses to stop her from biting him#and he got mad at her for playing with his socks when she'd just been playing with mine and he threw them on the floor of the living room#which first of all stop being such a fucking slob#and second of all what the fuck did you expect to happen? it's a soft new toy on the floor where she spends most of her time. where all her#toys are. very similar to the two soft items she's allowed to play with (my socks)#she's fucking 3 months old she doesn't understand the difference between my socks and his socks#and i keep telling him i know what im doing i was doing all the research while he went to buttfuck nowhere on his midlife crisis motorcycle#but he just wont fucking listen to me#and hes like oh youre at that age where you think youre right about everything and are so stubborn like fuck you actually#first of all im stubborn about this because its a living breathing puppy and his actions will affect her behaviour as an adult#and bc i know what im fucking doing. ive been an animal person my entire life. i did all the research. i did this exact same thing with#parrots for five years.#and hes like you cant just put her in her pen every time shes being a dog like no i fucking dont. i only put her in her pen when it's time#for a nap and she's getting overtired. you can't just let her run around until she collapses bc for one she never fucking will#second that's only going to make her energy threshold higher and then she'll be absolutely impossible to handle#and i told him that and that i read that on like every professional dog training source i read#and he said that might be true or might not be#like it fucking is bitch omfg#and then he tried to one up me like um i actually raised you guys for a long time i know what im doing#like a child is not a fucking dog. also my mom raised us lets be fucking serious. and look how well adjusted i turned out#and he told me to relax and calm down like i wasnt even arguing with him but i sure as hell will now#like dont tell me to fucking relax. when has telling anyone to relax ever made anything better. especially a teenager. especially a (for#simplicity's sake) woman.#and i told him dont tell me to relax and he got all pissy and stormed off#like literally fuck you#im my fathers daughter. im just as stubborn as he is.#rambles
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i don't understand why plants are a basic gift like this feels like smth you should only give someone if you know they're actively looking to get it (and then you should also get a specific type they may be looking for) or if they're already known as someone who likes plants. if i move out on my own and you get me a plant as a housewarming gift i will send you home with it immediately
#wow thank you for giving me... extra work and bugs...#dgmw i get WHY people like it. it's the fact that it's considered a BASIC gift that's driving me mad#bc it feels like a very specific gift to give only to someone who is already interested in it. do you get what i mean here??#extra bad when someone has cats. my mom got flowers for her bday from multiple ppl and our cat obviously started eating them#also weird to me that the other basic adult gift is a bottle of wine. like smth you give someone that you *don't* know well#what if they don't like it. what if they don't drink. how do you give someone a gift that's reliant on taste in any way#i am so confused by the custom of gift giving!!!!! i don't get it!!!!!!! 😭😭😭 none of it makes sense#all of its rules seem to be counterintuitive to any piece of logic i hold i swear.#sorry for being extra autistic today idk what's going on but it is what it is
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You guys ever talk about an accomplishment you made but then get interrupted before you can finish because someone had an even better accomplishment than you cuz holy SHIT does this feel awful
#“i really suck at badminton and i had to sit out again but-” (my mom interrupts:) “DID YOU GUYS KNOW [SISTER] GOT AN A ON HER TEST?”#my accomplishment i made today was just being able to spin a stupid racket with one hand without using my pinkie and thumb#im proud of my sister cuz she's been struggling in that class but i just didn't feel like continuing after that. and nobody asked me to#im not mad at her tho its not her fault its my moms but#mmmm im starting to feel that “people care about me less than everyone else” thing again how fun /sarc#i thought i finally got over that a few weeks ago but NOPE#lolipop ramblez#vent#kinda
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U know what. I don't think I've ever ran outside through a full winter before. 2021 I was running but it was in Oregon so weather was kind of perfect for that. 2022 I was training for a sprint tri so only some easy running outside, not every day. 2023 there was 2ft of snow so i mostly treadmill ran 🙃. 2024 I wasn't in a place with real winter. 2025.....IT IS MY YEAR! and by that i mean jesus christ the amount of moisturizer im going through now that it's below 20 is actually crazy.... my poor face. like today I was like damn i forgot to put vaseline on my eyelids.... like. what.
#Prior to 2021 I generally didn't run in the winter or if I did it was extremely extremely sporadic...#I might have to break out my wraparound sunglasses for the wind jfjfjd#Tbh still feeling good tho.... Got my plan.... Am not gonna go too crazy probably peak around 45mpw#And im sooo mad I'm missing my quilted running jacket WHAT COULD I POSSIBLY HAVE DONE WITH IT#Its at my mom's place but WHEREEEEEEE#I probably can't comfortably get below 10 without it.....#And i use it for skiing....#I really have no fucking clue where it could have ended up :(#Sorry jfjf today I did my 10.5 and my skin is like. Um. What did u do to me.#And i had cramps the whole time from my period which was terrible bc usually they GO AWAY#but it was completed and it was beautiful#Anyway. Winter!#Tetrapod runs
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My sister calls me stupid for autistic behavior.
I secretly call her stupid for not recognizing autistic behavior because she’d say that I’m using my diagnosis as an excuse for my behavior if I did tell her straight to my face.
#attempts at socializing#vent#sometimes I wish I could tell her that to her face but she’ll tell me I’m using that as an excuse#today I called for help in my usual ‘make some noises and hope for the best’ without her around#in like a job place training session of sorts#they did help me and it made me realize the extent of how she damaged my self worth#especially when she got mad at me at something that I never really thought of (leaving fish bones on the plate while there’s still fish)#I wonder what she thinks being autistic truly means sometimes#maybe she never thinks about it at all when evaluating me as a person#I wish someone would teach her (and my mom maybe) what my autism makes me do and what it truly is#and not berating me for my so-called ‘stupidness’#because I don’t want to just cry and forget about this shit#actually autistic#autism
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#red vs blue#rvb director#rvb carolina#rvb allison#shitty comics#my dad did this to me once. when i was little my dream was to be in the military so he got his hands on an mre and told me to eat it#i was like 6 and that shit was so ass i cried for days and i was mad at my dad#he bought me ice cream cuz my mom was like wtf bro thats too cruel. and i was still mad. i took the ice cream and still was >:(#the frown lines on my face today probably came from that#do NOT let your parents on ebay#my rbf is a result of this cruel and painful childhood
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god help me people are so much more stupid than i thought it's so terrifying
#found out not zero not one but at least TWO people that i NEED to have regular contact with#voted for fucking TR*MP#person a is my grandma. i am not allowed to say shit because we are dependent on her for a place to live#person b is my little brother's dad. i am not allowed to say shit bc if i make him mad he might take it out on my brother or#my mom via more custody arguing bullshit#he shows up today to pick up my brother for the weekend wearing a stupid fucking trump shirt#and i'm like. this is physically painful for me#i cannot believe i have to give this beautiful sweet wonderful kindhearted BRILLIANT boy to somebody so FUCKING STUPID#exactly ONE good thing has happened family-politics-wise since i got home for the holidays and its that my mom#who has infamously my whole life been 'apolitical' and 'doesnt vote bc she doesnt believe in the system'#actually DID break her no-voting streak to vote for harris this year. which was NOT anything i expected to happen#anyway. god. fuck#vent#politics
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I’m currently very upset about the American healthcare system. Like I hope they know that they are making people actively sicker 🫶
#don’t read the tags if you don’t like skin related stuff although I’m not going into major detail but I felt like I should warn people an#anyway*#autumn rambles#so basically I had a regurlar cyst on my lower back which isn’t abnormal for me and wasn’t causing me any pain until like a week ago when I#say down on my bed but I did it in a way that I think made this minor cyst burst inside my skin and now it’s definitely infected because#the skin around it is swollen and red but my cat also recently got put down so I felt like such a burden that I didn’t want to tell my#parents but eventually the pain got so bad I caved and told my mom on Sunday night and today she called to try and figure out if I could go#to my primary care this week but since I haven’t been in three years (which I know sounds bad but I see my other two doctor every six#months PLUS I have my double infusion every month so I’m fucking burnt out on seeing doctors so yeah I’m not going to go to my yearly#appointment like I’m supposed to because I’m fucking tired of it PLUS my primary care goes through doctors like crazy and I was tired of#having to explain my life story every time I go to get a regular check up)#but anyway since it’s been 3 years I have to fill out a new patient form in their office before they can even let me know if they have an#appointment available this week like how fucked is that??? why can’t I fill it out before my appointment???#also they had the audacity to say to go to urgent care when the whole reason I called my doctors office is because my info is all there in#the system where as the urgent care people are likely going to have no access to my medical history and they won’t know anything about my#chronic conditions#I’m just so mad because the cyst hurts so fucking bad right now#I had to put a bandaid on it because it’s slightly beginning to burst and I’m terrified of taking the bandaid off#I’m just so torn on what I want to do#like I need to suck it up and go to urgent care but we need the car to get there and my dad has plans tomorrow night and Wednesday is#thanksgiving prep and I hate feeling like this huge burden#it’s the middle of the night rn so I can’t do anything about it and I’m just sad#like I should have stopped being a baby and went after supper but the cyst didn’t hurt as bad then
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So I just remembered recently why I hated Carebears and always yearned for play doh
My mother threw them all away in front of me over a small thing and then threw away the ones I was allowed to keep when I was in school.
All because she wanted them and was jealous of my grandparents giving them to me as a child.
Then there's the fact she never allowed me play doh because I actually loved playing with play doh. Sighhhhhh no wonder I age regress and why I wanna have a Caregiver and play with others who age regress.
Anyways if anyone wants to send some asks that are nice or send silly stuff feel free to do so it would really cheer me up. Maybe I'll share some of my silly stuff back to you
(Dni by @/Kodaswrld)
#🐅tiger posting#🐯 vents#age regression#age regressor#agere blog#sfw age regression#sfw agere#bro i was so mad#it made me hate carebears???because the yhought of them made me remember my mom doing that#no wonder i age regress so easily#never even got a chance to have a childhood#vent#sorry for venting just thought you guys would get it#antways now my grandma lets me avt like a kid and let me get toys#got playdoh set today and a monster hogh doll!!!
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