#mod neptune

[hwbmsource]

this blog no longer has a posting schedule or tags we're rawdogging it

listen, i moved to a new country, i'm 26 years old. I've been running this blog since 2017, and tumblr wont even let me edit the blog theme to fix spelling error's without it crashing for the last 2-3 years so yeah we live like this now.

[system-comforts]

hi im questioning plurality and scared to ask systems i know irl about experiences and help so im asking for help here (im sorry if ive already sent an ask to this blog bc i /gen dont remember if i did)

okay i think im going to split this up into two sections, one for reasons I think I may be and symptoms, another for reasons why i think I may not.

Reasons I think I may be plural:

I frequently experience bouts of dissociating or just feel generally fuzzy and after i can feel a range of symptoms including: Feeling a new energy with me, confusion on where i am, confusion on who i am, feeling an off feeling, thinking something is wrong with my body or room and more.

I frequently feel multiple energys w/ me w/ different emotions, ages, and general vibes.

I constantly switch between feeling very strongly w/ one belif or gender to the point where it feels like i have always felt like this then not long after sometimes feeling the complete opposite.

I very often feel not incontrol and almost like someone else is in control of the body.

I occasionally say things aloud that i dont think I actually said and it feels like someone else did.

I occasionally think things that i dont think I actually thought and it was like someone else did.

I have occasional laspses in memory.

Reasons I think I'm not plural:

I have 3 irl plural friends so statistically its very unlikely that I am plural too.

I retain almost all memory from when I feel like I am different people.

I feel like I am always there no matter what.

The different energies I feel tend to be very similar to my own and I cant really distinguish between them for the most part.

I feel like I may just be experiencing symptoms of something else and confusing them for plurality.

I feel like I am forcing myself to experience symptoms of plurality.

I don't think the truama i have could have been bad enough for me to be plural (im sorry if there are plural ppl who dont have truama i js dont know much on that topic specifically)

Other things to note:

I have ADHD and Autism (un-medicated)

I have BPD or Bipolar disorder (me and my therapist are still discussing which we think it may be)

I hope someone sees this and could please help me figure out if maybe another disorder is making me experience these things or if those symptoms listed are genuinely symptoms of plurality because I cannot figure out if what I am experiencing is normal or not

also im vvvv sorry if this is a blog that connot help w/ this kind of thing /gen

Hello there. I can tell by the way your organized this ask you've thought a lot about this question! I'll try to answer most of your points and hope my input helps as you continue to evaluate this question.

Your first few points regarding amnesia for where you are, identity confusion regarding your gender, and depersonalization with your body, based on what you've said here, points towards fairly high dissociation. At the very least, looking into dissociative disorders in general might be a good idea for you (and your therapist) to explore. This is especially true if these symptoms cause a lot of distress and hardship in your life.

You also talk about not feeling in control of your body, your actions, and your thoughts. The way you describe these feelings is similar to how we and many other systems might describe it. However, it can also be good to also ask if the "someone else" who did and said these things was you in a heightened emotion or at a different time, or if it was a distinctly different person. Even singlets have a variety of emotions based on different situations. Consider how consistent these actions are, is there a pattern? Does x person mostly tend to react y way to z situation? We've found it helpful to establish patterns when trying to figure out if there's a headmate involved.

Regarding your reasons you may not be plural, there's a few things I want to note. Regarding your plural friends, I wouldn't say it's "statistically unlikely" that you're plural. To truly consider the statistics, you would want to look at total populations, like of a region or country, not just in a friend group. For example, some friend groups will have no one plural, but that doesn't mean plural people don't exist. Friends come together for a variety of reasons, largely for similarities in life experiences and identities. It's possible you've found friends similar to you in some regards, and this might include plurality.

Your next three points about retaining most of your memories, feeling always present, and how these "energies" feel similar to your own also do not entirely rule out plurality. These descriptions could be from a median system, which, on the sliding spectrum of plurality, is a sort of is not quite singlet but not quite as distinct as plural systems and their headmates. It might be helpful to look into median systems as well as possibly fragments as you continue to question if you're plural.

On your final point, I do want to point out that not every system experienced trauma. Some experienced trauma but it didn't cause their plurality, and some, even if they experienced trauma, may not feel it was "enough" to cause plurality. What you say about your trauma is what many other plural people say. Try to put that question aside as you question your plurality, or at least don't dig in too deeply.

Now for your notes. The high number of plural autistics has been frequently discussed in the plural community. Not every autistic is plural of course, nor is every plural, but it makes sense that those with different brains and neuro types would also show and develop other differences like plurality. Regarding your BPD or bipolar disorder, there are also systems with these disorders. So it's not really about being plural or having one of these- both can occur. What's important to consider is how the symptoms align with each disorder. Can your amnesia, dissociation, and these different "energies" be explained by BPD or bipolar disorder? Or is there something else going on in addition to that? I think that question might be helpful as your continue those discussions with your therapist.

I hope this has been helpful to you, and we wish you the best as you continue asking if you're plural!

-mod neptune

[system-comforts]

We're open to these questions!

-mod neptune

alright, we've decided we won't be accepting am I plural asks from now on, we'll add the current ones in our inbox to the queue to be handed off to the public, but anything after that will be deleted

we're also asking for active blogs (preferably non-personal plural blogs but it could be others) who would be willing to accept those kinds of asks. we're gonna compile a list of them and other resources, and link it on our pinned post

[moddieeee]

The blueprints 💖

[argoii-official]

inbox open for asks! as per usual, please spare them.

[aureliosinistrum]

One of my friends dared me to make a temple for Poseidon/Neptune, and I did it. It took like 2 days and about 15~ hours to produce this.

So, this temple is the largest I have ever built. It's so massive, that the game thought it was a cave, and started playing cave sounds lol.

The temple is dedicated to Poseidon, and so I decided to put in some very ocean centric design. Namely, the fact that the main symbol for Poseidon is within an aquarium inside the temple, with various fish and marine wildlife surrounding it (also, one of the turtles is named Jackson, and one of the axolotls is name Percy lol).

I also used this special raytracing shader, SEUS PTGI HRR, to create the nice blue effect inside the temple, which gives it this nice deep sea feel to it, regardless if it's day or night.

The palm trees are pretty self explanatory. I wanted some greenery and didn't want to just paste in cypress trees. I wanted something more ocean themed, and behold, palm trees.

I also learned that Poseidon is also a god of horses as well, so I decorated the top with some cool equestrian statues, holding up tridents. I actually put lightning rods on top of the tridents, so when lightning strikes (IE, Zeus is feeling a little silly), it'll hit the tip of one of the tridents.

Oh, and the villager house. That belongs to Greg, the villager I kidnapped enlisted to help maintain the temple while I'm gone. His house also shows just how large this big boi is.

Overall, despite this being a long project, I had a ton of fun with it, and loved how it turned out. Hopefully you guys like it too!

[hwbmsource]

Yes, you’re missing the true ending - mod Neptune

Canon Polycule Showdown

(vote for your favorite! check the description if you don't know them)

[ID: 1. Logo for the Love and Luck podcast. 2. Screencap of Neptune, Venus, Jupiter from We Know the Devil. /end ID]

Meet the contestants!

Storm/Helen/Mira

Status: Canon

Description: Lot's of in-canon communication & negotiation, plus Love & Luck is just a gorgeously realistic queer narrative with a dash of casual magic, highly recommend it in general. Plus there's a song that Storm writes for Helen and Mira in the feed.

Neptune/Venus/Jupiter

Status: Canon 

Description: They're from a game about three girls in a christian summer camp coming to terms with their sexuality/gender. Venus is a canon trans woman as well! It’s a really incredible game and they're all amazing complex characters.

[maddzgt]

Before Zerem

Another older art which I made after Part 4 came out (I think it's kind of distinguishable that this is old? Considering I changed Janssen's design a tiiiiiny bit). I forgot to mention that the Janssen and HD comic happened after Zerem, while this one happens right before that hhhh-

But yeahh, I use my PR designs in SB too and vise versa (unless one character is a different gender there). c:

Neptune is so savage in that Mod lmaooo

[editloids]

꒰꒰ pride heart pixels post four, (here are the others) made by me!! feel free to request your flag in our inbox !! reblog / credit to use (not necessary but appreciated) <3

[stimmy--cryptid]

neptune stimboard

X | X | X || X | X | X || X | X | X

[system-comforts]

Hello, do you accept endos? I need help with something, if you can’t, can you recommend a blog that help systems if all origins please? Thank you /genq

Hi there! We accept and help systems of all origins here. We do our best to help with all kinds of general system questions and listen to vents from all system types and origins. We will say, however, if your question is particular to being endogenic or about that origin itself, we may not give the most thorough answer (being traumagenic ourselves). That being said, we will always do our best to help, and we're open to helping anyone!

-mod neptune

[whirligig-girl]

Hey you made that one KSP mod with the egg planet! Also what do you think about Neptune not being aqua blue?

Mesbin in Whirligig World is more of a hamburger bun than an egg--the planet is oblate rather than prolate--it's circular around the entire equator and the pole-to-pole distance is smaller than the equatorial diameter.

anyway

I already knew about Neptune! I guess I knew it wasn't common knowledge exactly but I thought it was well known in the space nerd fandom. Maybe only in the tiny little hyperfocused circles I'm in. The reprocessed images are cool, but I've seen Uranus & Neptune in a 24" telescope and they're exactly the color shown in the new oxford study.

But this is why I already knew:

Hubble Space Telescope has been imaging Uranus & Neptune in visible light for decades and yeah, when processed similarly, they're about the same color. The difference is somewhat exaggerated in the first hubble images, but not in the top row on the second.

Notice that there is a difference, it's just subtle. The primary reason being the white polar cap of Uranus, which is really that pale blue-cyan color. It's a photochemical haze that is produced only on parts of Uranus that are in permanent sunlight--it is destroyed in the night side and the regions of day/night cycle. Under the haze layer it looks almost exactly like Neptune. When Voyager 2 flew by Uranus, the pole pointed at the Sun, so almost the entire sunlit hemisphere of Uranus was in permanent light.

In the second set of images, from Hubble, we see Uranus when it has tilted its pole a little away from the Sun. There's still a polar permanent day, but now there's a larger temperate band with a day/night cycle, and so there's no haze there, only cloud banding and methane absorption. Beneath that haze, Uranus & Neptune would be extremely similar. On the night side of Uranus in the voyager 2 days, had voyager an incredibly bright flashlight, it would likely have seen something more like Neptune on Uranus' back end.

Artistically I still like to exaggerate the color differences between ice giants--real and fictional--so in Whirligig World, Mandrake (a saturn-mass ice giant) is a noticeably darker, richer blue than Rutherford (a super-earth-mass ice giant), despite getting the same instellation from Gememma and Kaywell.

[heliosphere-underthesky]

Working on something

[project--sekai]

May i have neptunic tft kanamafu icons, please? :3

neptunic + t4t kanade & mafuyu icons

rb to use — credit optional

[planetbots]

do you have voiceclaims for any of the characters? im curious what they could sound like

(also jupiter makes me so happy i love her)

(i'm terrible with voiceclaims because i don't . watch/play enough things that have proper voice acting anyways LOL)