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*chomp*
#I wanna bite it#like a caramel apple#I srsly wanna tear his back and shoulder blades to shreds#just wanna demolish his skin while he demolishes my cervix#suck the fuckin bone marrow out of his collarbones#mmm#yummers#!!!#sam winchester#jared padalecki#supernatural#sam winchester smut#spn
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What's a "Team Magma"?
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Hey, don't cry. Metadede, okay?
#kirby#king dedede#meta knight#metadede#my art#the only two characters I will tag boohoo sorry#quality sucks click it#mmm tire....#suggestive#< just in case
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hwy you guys wanna see smth ccol io drew uh tw eyestrain
its my self insert and melvin!
#uhhhhh#captain underpants#melvin sneedly#uhmmmm#tw eyestrain#very bright colours#mmm art#digital art#art#my art#artwork#procreate#i suck at symbolism#if you can count this as symbolism#also my self insert is saying “Hi mel!!” if you cant read it#i like art#i like colors#ask#autism#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#autistic#actually adhd#i made two versions idk which one looks better#aaaaaa#yummy art#the sillies#the silly :3#goofers#fandom
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#freehoun#barney calhoun#gordon freeman#art#feat my amp au#mm i should eventually finish the maybe-canon pt 2.....#this is the longest ive gone w/o drawing in a whileeeeeeee. sucks!#ill get to asks mmm eventally i prommy auhhhhh
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why the fuck did i pick german get me out of here
#examscore#i fucking hate it here#i hate ikilledtvguy they suck#i just wanna play webfishing#mmm#webfishing
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Love me a man with some big full lips
#mm mm MMM#sukuna with the dick sucking lips#I keep seeing art on Twitter and it’s so good#˗ˏˋ ★ from lunnie .ᐟ
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I had to get it out of my mind so obviously it has no context
#I lied there is a story here#I wondered where 'Art' came from and I said oh it must be some shit like Arthur#But then I also thought mmm that's not funny so I named it Artemis#and I thought it would be hilarious that Patrick would find out at some point in his teenage years and it would tease him lmao#God why are they so hard to draw and stylize I'm dyiiiing#That's why my style is so inconsistent here I apologize for that I'm still getting used to it#HERE COMES THE NORMAL TAGS#my style#sketch#my art sucks#challengers#art donaldson#patrick zweig#challengers movie#challengers fanart#traditional drawing
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10-19-2024
#my art lol#my ocs#xiuying#audrey#'mmm yeah this sucks ass. post it' type post#i wanted to do smthn better but all my better detailed attempts weren't coming out good so for some reason i decided to resort to MS PAINT#and then obv i cheated a little bc i did more extra effects in firealpaca and stuff#ms paint artists are truly strong as hell warriors idk how yall do it. crazy talent#but yeah timeline things changedddd and. happy death day audrey woooo#again wanted to do something better but ive been so drained on time lately and i can always prob redraw this later#theres a lot of info/details missing here but thats ok 😇😇😇😇 (exploding myself for forgetting smthn crucial in the bg FUCK)
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something about that whole incident must have changed something in my brain chemistry cause my insomnia’s gotten bad again
the past few days i’ve getting to sleep at two or three. kinda sucks i guess, but i don’t really want to resort to taking melatonin again
#i took melatonin every night for a year straight and now i get frequent headaches and nightmares every time i sleep#is that the melatonin or is that the year that most of my trauma comes from/when it got worse#hard to say. maybe both. i don’t remember!#and y’know it sucks not being able to go to sleep#because i can’t even read after a certain point#it gets too watery and everywhere and it’s difficult to figure out the words and letters#mmm i did say you wouldn’t be hearing from me until tomorrow#but it’s past midnight here so that’s fine it’s fine#i don’t like tumblr anymore. i don’t like being here anymore#i get scared whenever i get activity now. i get uncomfortable just having the tab open#how pathetic is that?#really pathetic. really fucking pathetic#probably because i know they’re still looking at me and i hate being watched#y’know i have thoughts like ford but the only demon here is my faulty synapses#it feels pathetic. i feel pathetic. i don’t have a reason like he does#and even then people say he doesn’t have enough of a reason#i’m so fucking pathetic
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I hope that Sett gives Yone the full mom treatment as their band mother.
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Sett greeting someone with his mom and Yone standing with him.
Sett, smiling: And these are my moms!
Sett's mom: *smiles*
Yone, facepalming:...
Yone, sighing in resignation before shaking the person's hand: Hello....
#League of legends#Heartsteel#I don't even play this fricken game but every once in awhile I like to suck up various character lore through a straw#Mmm-mm good#sett lol#yone lol#I feel like Sett would have to give Yone the full mom#This is a mama's boy---this applies to ALLLLL his mamas#Yone is so fricken done#But he has also given up on fighting it and accepted his fate#A year or so down this road he will be accepting the '2nd best mom' mug from Sett for mother's day without question#Band mom Yone
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would you like to see more pokemon :)
(@purriors)
Sure.
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What is your favourite thing about Billie Lurk?
(Answers are obvious possibly but i love when people talk about her👍)
thanks for the ask!! YEAH ME TOO I love when people talk about Billie! I can't say I have a favourite thing specifically, but I can explain why she's my fav. apologies for not taking this qn literally, but -
short answer: she’s really cool
& you can stop reading there, or, for the maybe 2 mutuals who might have time to read this my thoughts on her as a character, her meta, and her character as raw potential...
long answer:
i considered making this entire thing a gush so you could read a gush about Billie. but, part of what draws me to her is that she’s not always well written, and in fandom she’s underrated for a literal protagonist.
since you ask...
billie is a cool character
when I played Dh2 (hadn't played Dh1), I was excited to see a black woman with disabilities who was captaining a massive ship by herself. wow.
then I discovered Billie’s backstory with Deirdre, the way she responded to that, then having to survive while living on the run, and her bisexuality. as well as her history with daud & delilah. fascinating!
she’s an outsider who has so much to lose, and knows what it's like to lose everything - having lost everything not once but three times - but nevertheless speaks truth to power. she's so brave! she went and helped Emily & Corvo and she must have known they might kill her! plus, she’s smart, she’s funny, she gets shit done, she’s gorgeous.
but... the meta
mild critique of fandom & arkane incoming.
skip this bit if you want - you've been warned twice now - jump to tired Hayao Miyazaki and read from there if you'd like my thoughts on writing her.
i thought Death of the Outsider was going to be amazing and then... well. *sad trombone* i've written about that before so i won't keep banging on. i figured others must be disappointed too, so I joined a few fandom spaces in hopes of finding camaraderie.
most people with complaints about DotO didn’t like how the Outsider and Daud were handled. which is valid & I agree. but it seemed like most paid no attention to Billie; when people talk about her it’s with respect to Daud, as opposed to in her own right. you could argue for fandom misogyny because people don’t talk about adult Emily Kaldwin that much either, but in Billie's case, it’s misogynoir (compare & contrast with the popularity of thomas, particularly the popularity of thomas portrayed as a white man for no particular reason that i've been able to discern - i keep asking around, is it in the books???).
i think this is a LOT better now than it used to be, which is fantastic. or perhaps i have found the correct echo-chamber? ha.
ultimately, The Fandom is a fraction of the entire picture, and not even the important bit since The Fandom is not who these games are made for. you can't make money relying on only your hardcore fans even if all of them spent a fortune on merch, this is true for any AAA game.
while it's true that Billie is underrated from a fandom perspective - but Billie as an underwritten protagonist is squarely Arkane’s fault.
it was reasonable when she was a side character - the lack of info in Dh2 makes perfect sense (if anything there was more lore in Dh2 which is kind of wild)-
- but as a protagonist in Death of the Outsider?
.... there’s lousy writing, and there’s whatever is going on with Billie Lurk, a black woman who mostly exists as a foil or saviour for light-skinned characters. In her own game there’s barely any of her own lore except where it's relevant to saving two dudes.
lore hints at, but barely touches on what race means in the Dh universe (xenophobia is stronger in Dh1; separate essay i guess), but Arkane has patted themselves on the back for portraying non-white characters, which feels like the same thing as the aesthetic of diversity we're seeing in advertising currently because it’s in marketing trend guides. it's self-congratulatory and it's a missed opportunity for deeper storytelling.
you can see an example of diversity at its most shallow in the way that Billie’s written: there’s little engagement with her as an entire person with history & wants & preferences, and the world she walks through in that game feels like it has nothing to do with her. you could make a case for alienation as a theme, but then, how do you handle the titular premise of 'Dishonored' without ever letting Billie make changes in an environment without a chaos system? it's disappointing from that angle too.
in my opinion, whatever it's worth, it was an accident Arkane created such an awesome character - they needed someone to betray daud. congrats billie.
all this said, it makes her an underdog as far as characters to enjoy & create art & stories for. it's nice to find so many like-minded, switched on people! <3
billie's character potential
she’s got a wealth of unexplored lore, being deeply intertwined with both Karnaca & Dunwall’s fates & criminal underbellies, as well as her connections to the witches & whalers, and three Empresses.
she’s lived a few distinct lifetimes and in the games we get to meet her at two peaks (KoD & DotO) & a low (Dh2 as Meagan).
her voice is very distinct, her dry & often dark humour is entertaining & fun to write. her perspective is really interesting - she’s had the widest variety of void-powers of anyone canonically, and she’s also lived through the highest highs and lowest lows.
she's got everything going for her :) i couldn't really pick a fav thing!
#i assume my followers are cool enough to let me give a brief measured critique on fandom trends and DotO#thanks for the anon question!! what fun!#i love billie lurk <333#jumped on the opportunity to rant n rave#what part of billie isn't my fav! (im a guy who likes the bad stuff too. mmm interesting meta)#trying to be not unfair or mean- i'm not targeting anyone but rather trends. and it's ok to be disappointed with something you love#fuck it. make it part of the appeal! her writing sucks! plenty of room for me & other creators!#its easier for me to indulge my billie brainworms when it sorta feels like she's not getting as much love as she deserves#you know? i want stories where her history is explored and her agency is important so i guess i'll roll up my sleeves#tumblr is a terrible place for this sort of critique IMO- lots of nuanceless empathy-free guilt-trip-ish rhetoric#so i hope i avoided that. but not so much that i seem forgiving.#that said i'm not tagging this one with fandom tags! no thank you.#i am blaming arkane yes. but that is also not without games industry context#i could complain about amateurish writing but that also never happens in a vacuum. industry problem(s) for sure.#people love to blame writers for things#and yeah a couple really fucking good writers can push a boulder uphill#but its usually a company problem#hire lots of diverse people in your company. give them authority and respect and reasonable workloads. and no crunch.#ah fuck this is a separate essay in tags. again#THIS WAS A SIMPLE QUESTION#*clutches head in hands*#uh if you're still reading at this point im SO sorry and thank you and i love you
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it is. 2.10 am and my school starts tomorrow i am TERRIFIED like. it isnt even funny idk who ill hang out with i nee dto hardcore study or some shit its gonna b.e the shittiest time evver . so. due ot lack of time and energy and in the best intentions to hopefully keep me alive i fear hibi inactive era si going to start. around here
#itll be pretty much the same as recently#ill still be online just. not so much#guys why is . school#shit happened oh god like. this summer wa sos different from last and the one before that and this school year is going to suck because i a#previously mentioned fucked up my friendships yay .#like. all except two i think idk idk idk idk#mmm#anwyays#i LOVE you guhys so!!! am going to stay alive spring is oging to come aagain it is !!!!! okay !!!!!!!
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Since I'm going to upload something non-solarballs related in the next few days (I'm trying to build up a writing buffer) here's a snippet for the first chapter of As the Years Go By (aka my Jupiranus multi-chapter)
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That was what Jupiter said.
He’s learned that Jupiter was a whole lot more keen on sharing information he learned by observing his appearance and assessing what was inside of him. Which is… weird, but he’s less intimidating than Hades.
But Uranus hates him more than his younger brother.
Another thing he learned about Jupiter: he was the first Giant to ever be created, and yet he plays second fiddle to the larger gas giant.
It was a pathetic display, and every time he thinks about Jupiter's wasted potential, his lips curl.
It was taboo to begin hating on a planet he barely knew, but Jupiter is making it extremely easy.
When Helios peers down to study him, Uranus expects a lot of things— Hades was his favorite planet, so there are some bouts of strictness and stoic interference when it comes to the one who is in charge, right?
Wrong.
Because, even before Uranus had been a year old, he realizes that Helios fucking sucks.
#chel babbles#solarballs#chel answers#giving past uranus a sailor's mouth was the BEST IDEA I ever had#mmm the narrator is not being reliable rn#manji wips#he sucks so bad
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my joltik act like a twitch chat to me. i can understand them perfectly, and they constantly make fun of me.
#pkmn irl#pkmn rp#they all say L when i miss a punch it sucks. i love them dearly#mmm: badass superpowers#muse mixup madness
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