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I! Really! Hate! Fucking! ANXIETY!
#im having an anxiety attack over going to the grocery store#more specifically all the little ways it could go wrong#missing the bus there#forgetting something i needed#spending too much money#missing the bus back and having to either wait half an hour for the next bus or spend 45 minutes walking back with heavy thawing groceries#taking too long and not having enough time to do my laundry or take a shower or just relax#oh that’s not even mentioning how it affects everything else in my life!#i can’t finish tv shows and books bc i get anxious abt what will happen and stop watching/reading to avoid the anxiety#i can’t talk to people i want to be friends with bc i can’t decide what to say and whatms okay to say and what will drive someone away#i hate this pit in my stomach and the feeling of not being able to get enough air and the constant niggling fear#i just want to exist peacefully is that really too much to ask#marijn talks#vent
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was it casual when i sat in your lap in public? was it casual when i said "recently my heart is crying because you're leaving"? was it casual when we decided how your last name would fit with mine? ("yuki tsunoda-gasly" / "no tsunoda, only gasly" / "yuki gasly?") was it casual when we sang adele's "someone like you" together at your going away party? was it casual when i knew it was you just by touching your ass? was it casual when i knew it was you by smell alone? was it casual when "will you miss me?" / "for 2-3 minutes maybe" / "i'll take that. even if it's just 2-3 minutes, i'll take that"? was it casual when that bus was completely empty and we still sat right next to each other, all the way in the back? was it casual when i picked you up multiple times so you could dunk a basketball? was it casual when i begged to come over to your house multiple time and then you finally let me and we cooked fried rice together? was it casual when we played christmas twister together and i said "your big eggplant is touching my ass"? was it casual when we were pressed up against each other on a scooter going two miles per hour? was it casual when-
#edit: tinytauris fact checked my post and they sang 'hello' not someone like you & it was 'your big monster' not eggplant#everyday i think about the fact that yukierre should've been what lestappen is now#i should be able to go on the yukierre tag on ao3 and it should say 'showing 1-20 of 6745'#they were genuinely so fuckingg weird about each otherrrrrr#im being so serious when i say that if they ever came out as gay/bi/whatever i really wouldnt be surprised#literally just 'okay?? fork spotted in kitchen cmon now' moment#anyway i think about that moment on the bus soooo often#will you miss me? / maybe for 2-3 minutes / ill take that then. even if it's just for 2-3 minutes ill take that#hwat the FUCK#i was going 'gay gay homosexual' everytime i saw them together#yukierre#yuki tsunoda#pierre gasly#also im like 90% sure that everyting i worte down actually happened but if i wrote smth down that didnt happen#and my yukierre infested brain just conjured up please let me know#also ive had this is in my drafts foreverrrr (re: since july) so if this has already been done im so sorry#i always feel like such a loser making posts about driver relationships lol#like 'oh look at that weirdo that got too invested in people she doesn't even know'#whatever im getting to introspective now#1k
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#the locked tomb#tlt#gideon the ninth#gtn#sorry if I missed your fav I'm also saddened by the lack of camilla#she'd be too considerate a travelling companion to put on this bus tbh#also i couldn't discount the comedy potential of putting palamedes next to john#nearly put mercy next to silas too...imagine...#also! ortus and pro poetry corner seems very peaceful#but when you're six hours in and they start arguing about the relative merits of meter#then you will Know
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Sometimes I want to bring Morrigan but then I remember I play as a face-tanking rogue and I bring Wynne. Warden Cousland, Morrigan, Wynne / Dragon Age Origins (c) Bioware
#dragon age#dragon age fan art#comic#morrigan#warden cousland#healer#bioware#dao#dragon age origins#hero of ferelden#cousland#wynne#I'm back. I guess.#I did not notice at first but apparently I took a break from tumblr. I've already had several breakdowns over the dashboard.#(turns out I was on the 'for you' tab rather than the 'following' tab. the theme had changed as well. absolutely insufferable.)#I've felt really unconnected for a while but it actually feels better now? as if my tumblr mutuals was the missing link.#very healthy and hot of me ngl#so. I had a two week holiday this year and they were instantly slurped up. it went so fast!#there was this big football thing the week before my holiday - basically teams of teens come from all around the world to play etc.#I heard a girl tell her teammates that 'I'd love to travel on this bus every morning; happy people all around you; just add some music...'#she was also very excited when the bridge opened. the 'happy people' around her sighed bitterly and leaned back for a ten minute wait.#it is thankfully over now. the bus home is no longer stuffed full of football teams. but it's a fun experience for the players etc etc etc#well. in other thrilling news I went to spy on our sister shops during my time off. to see what they do differently. maybe steal some ideas#one store was like an instagram post with fancy teacups and stylish outfits. who knew a second-hand store could be so boring.#the other was like a man-cave with furniture and a passively-aggressive note by the toys stating that 'if u break it u pay. idiot. tnx<3'.#the man-cave was my favourite :)#rant over now! take care and bye etc!
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please i'm begging you think about aplatonic people when you make a post about aro issues. not all of us care about friends. we can prioritise other relationships even if we've deconstructed amatonormativity because friendship is just not important to some people. being aro doesn't make me inherently care more about friendship
#caique posts#i am so tired of other aros throwing aplaros under the bus to be 'more paletable' to alloros#and then acting sad for us like we're missing out on the wonders of friendship. this is exactly how alloros treats aros!#please stop i'm so tired#aplatonic#aromantic#actually aromantic#vent#ish
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jealous!ford x reader headcanons
pre relationship:
depending on his current mood and state of mind, his reaction to someone showing romantic interest in you ranges from:
1) heartache,
feels like he doesn't deserve you, that he isn't good enough for you, he's not your type and also he is too old for you
self-esteem on the floor, feels like a kicked puppy seeing you flirt with someone else
over 2) mild annoyance; 'what's so interesting about them?'
what could they possible give you? why are you even talking to them, you already said you aren't interested in them
to 3) almost hostile towards the other person
all in all just one big mess of feelings
he's not good with them okay
confused and frustrated by his emotions; spends a lot of time overthinking them, in order to rationalise and understand them
too insecure and doubtful to tell you about his feelings, but too easily agitated to not be jealous when someone comes up to ask for your number
tells himself he has no right to feel that way, and yet...
in relationship:
protective and maybe a little possessive. maybe a bit more than a little. okay, a lot
definitely a lot more than he shows
(related to the first points pre-rls) very rare reaction: amused. god complex activated. who do they think they are? do they really think you would be interested in them? tch, please.
when he sees a guy flirting with you, he will come up behind you, put his arm around your waist and stare the guy down
the scene where he intimidates the bus driver, just to any shady guy who won't leave you alone.
insecurities, so soo many of them
'You could have anyone you want. Why would you wanna be with me?' *
that man was bullied his entire youth, never had a proper relationship and holds so much trauma and shame - it's the glue that holds him together at this point
ford is deeply afraid to loose you
through something supernatural or otherwise dangerous yes, but also trough some stupid mistake on his side and interpersonal problems
he is afraid he will mess up one day. then you will start seeing him as someone not worthy of your love and find someone better
it is one constant battle between his low self-worth and his god complex/admittedly somewhat inflated ego
-------------------------------------------------- thank you for reading <3 reblogs are appreciated
a/n: longer piece with this trope will follow soon(ish), stay tuned :P poor ford, doesn't know how to feel his feelings appropriately (same dude, same) * 'jealous' by eyedress
#apologies if this is all over the place or too repetitive i jumped between the paragraphs a lot#deleted and moved a lot of points too#i'm pretty sure i am missing some#also got a little off topic i feel like...#gravity falls#i've stared too long at these so fuck it imma just post it#gf#stanford pines#ford pines#stanford pines x reader#stanford x reader#my writing#cs#gf headcanons#headcanons#gravity falls headcanons#god i love the bus scene#both ford and stan are so *chefs kiss*
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average morning
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I would like to request some Johnshi please, I love them so much, thank you.
🚬 Johnshi... I haven't drawn that in months...
Can't even use the bathroom in peace 😔
#i am not drawing kenshi's tattoos 🗣️#more like i dont have a design for them yet#this drawing had me on the struggle bus#but this is probably the best kenshi ive drawn#hes just so chujsdbhivgir 💕💥💕#also im spreading an agenda by giving kenshi chest hair#i think i drew johnnys head too big...#oh well#post now regret later#kenshi takahashi#johnny cage#johnshi#mortal kombat#mortal kombat fanart#digital art#my art#cfa art#back to suchin hell#oh how ive missed her..
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Seeing a pattern that the canto's "guides" wind up dead each time. sigh. why couldn't that hopshit guy die too?
#my art#limbus company#limbus company fanart#dante lcb#dongrang lcb#samjo lcb#yuri lcb#effie lcb#saudie lcb#i miss them.#in my head; they'll always be at the back of my bus.
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Supergirl 1x01 (2015) | The Girls on the Bus 1x01 (2024)
#melissa benoist#melissabenoistedit#the girls on the bus#sadie mccarthy#sadiemccarthyedit#kara danvers#karadanversedit#supergirl#supergirledit#dailywomen#dailytvwomen#tvedit#dcladies#dcedit#dctvedit#arrowverse#arrowverseedit#femalecharacters#**#missing kara danvers club
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remember how ghostbur kept falling into the lmanberg crater, because he forgot that doomsday had happened? it was a bad memory so he refused to look it in the eye, but the reality of it was still there and still hurting him, over and over again. if he'd been able to face what had happened, he could have figured out how to deal with it, found a way to safely cross the crater. but cuts and scrapes and respawns were less painful than acknowledging it. so he kept on falling.
#my post#mcyt#dsmp#dream smp#I MISS YOU GHOSTBUR#GOD this bit is like so perfectly symbolic of who ghostbur was...#and on top of that. the fact that ghostbur falling into the crater over and over was played for laughs and was a Silly Ghostbur Moment ! !#i know im the comic relief in all your stories but i still feel this#o(-(#i need everyone to know that this isnt even something thats been Haunting me for forever. i only realized this like an hour ago while i was#waiting for the bus#guh
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Heather’s hair is srsly so beautiful 💁♀️✨
Total drama fandom how we doing …🧍♀️ school has been kicking my ass and I’ve hardly had any time to sit down and draw so I hope this quick doodle will suffice until I find time again
#art#total drama#total drama fanart#total drama island#total drama island fanart#total drama heather#td heather#total drama heather fanart#currently on the struggle bus#trying to live laugh love but it ain’t working#anyway I’m missing my total drama phase lol
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has he already been on the magic school bus?
“Please let this be a normal field trip…”
“With Eddie and the Frizz? No way!!”
(also, i realized that i was accidentally screen recording the whole time i was making this one, so that video is here)
#(i cast: theme song stuck in your head~!)#eddie munson#stranger things#miss frizzle#the magic school bus#drawn eddie#eddie in places#fave#TV
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name (javier peña/reader)
woke up with this idea in my head and had to write it. it's just a short little thing but hopefully the javi stans like it ~~ rating: 18+ explicit (mdni) warnings: smut, doggystyle, dirty talk word count: 628 (this is just a drabble)
You don't even know his name.
He's got you bent over the edge of his bed, the tips of his fingers pressed firmly into the soft skin of your hips. You're completely naked, laid out in front of him bare while he towers over you still fully clothed, his cock hanging heavy through the zipper of his jeans and pressed ever so gently against your wet core. And you can't remember his name.
All you can remember is that he's a DEA agent and that he'd offered to pay you for some information. You'd spoken to him briefly at the bar for about twenty minutes, told him what he needed to know, tried not to be too obvious as your eyes scanned the length of him in the booth. He was a lot older than you, had a mysterious but friendly quality that made you feel safe with him. He smoked during the whole conversation and you'd been drawn to the way his lips wrapped around the filter of his cigarette, the way his gaze dropped to your mouth every so often as you answered his line of questioning.
He'd slipped what you were owed beneath the table then placed his hand, solid and firm, on your thigh.
"How about you come home with me for a little bit?" he'd murmured, tilting his head and stubbing out his cigarette, eyes dark.
And now here you are, hands gripping the sheets in his bed tightly as you feel the wet tip of his cock at your entrance, silently seeking permission as he leans down and presses a kiss to the back of your neck.
"I d-don't remember your name," you gasp out as the head slips inside, wide and hot.
You feel him smile against your skin and he clicks his tongue, leaning back so he's standing over you, the end of his cock laying still inside your cunt.
"You don't remember my name," he echoes back, then slowly begins to slide his cock further inside you, long and thick.
Overwhelmed by his size, you bury your face in the fabric of his duvet, inhaling his masculine scent. You feel his hand on your back as he presses his palm flat against your spine, pushing you down further into the mattress.
"I've got my cock buried in your sweet little pussy and you don't know my name, huh?" he finds this funny, chuckling to himself as he continues to push inside.
"I f-forgot," you whimper, fisting the sheets.
He bottoms out then, his full length stilling inside of you. You moan at the fullness and release the material from your grip, upper body suddenly relaxing now that you've taken all he has to give you. He leans down again and kisses the tender spot behind your ear.
"My name is Javier," he whispers, "But you call me Javi when I'm fucking you good like this, yeah?"
You remember now, remember the way he shook your hand and told you what it was, but you'd been too distracted by how large his hand was compared to yours that you'd barely registered the name. Even then, in those first few seconds of meeting him, you somehow knew you'd end up in his bed.
"Please move," you whimper, shuffling back a bit and whining at the sensation of how stuffed you are with his cock, "Please."
"What's my name, baby?" he murmurs, hands gripping your waist as his thick fingers splay against your lower back, "Whose cock do you have deep inside this pretty pussy right now?"
"Javi," you breathe, closing your eyes.
"That's right," his hips suddenly snap back, cock leaving you completely before slamming back inside so deep that you see stars, "And Javi's gonna take care of you, baby."
#javier pena x reader#javier pena x you#javier pena smut#pedro pascal fic#i wrote this so fast so i apologize if theres any mistakes and now im about to miss my bus lmao#*
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I LOVE YOUUUU (x)
#im so excited for this#their little polite laughs at the end#i can’t believe the longest leg of the tour is about to start.#we’re going to get unhinged 2024 door open dnp content on the tour bus#dressing room and possibly hotel room videos GAHHHHH#cannot fucking wait#they’re so funny for the window coverings wholly necessary I know but I’ll just imagine they actually live in a windows xp background#dan’s hair is soooo pretty I always miss the floofy sides but the curls are thriving#i love this sweater sm I can’t wait to see it in a m&g#don’t be sad blonde root truthers it just means we get to slowly watch it grow out again#dnp#dan and phil#phan#tit tour#daniel howell#phil lester#terrible influence tour#dnptit
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