#might as well fucking die!!!!
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No reason i just wanna die?
Wanna kill myself?
Cease to exist?
#clu finally speaks#vent#tw suicide mention#its like that one post said#sometimes u haveta say 'i wanna kms' and move on#and boy do i!!!!!!!!!!!!!#nowhere girl is THE descriptor for me!!!#too mentally ill to be employable or schoolable (anxiety making me unable to handle conflict. ADHD (cont.))#(ADHD making it impossible to learn and maintain any info and be productive consistently. and depression ofc tagteaming with anxiety(cont))#(to cripple me in any kind of predicament)#little to no friends#let alone a friend that got connections so i can at least network my way into money#AND i had to be boring AND ugly from head to toe so I cant just marry someone rich or sleep my way to the top#that successful commission artist/freelance artist is going fucking NOWHERE... havent been motivated to draw anything good in MONTHS#and i cant go to therapy (something i feel would remedy all of this including. not venting on main djdjs) bc IM FUCKING POOR#my family is getting poorer and poorer and it seems i cant do ANYTHING to help#might as well fucking die!!!!
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i really don’t think it’s “typical dragon age fandom nonsense” for people to be genuinely upset about the world state choices. combat, level design, art direction, gameplay gimmicks, those have all varied across each dragon age game. the one thing that’s remained constant are nods to our previous choices.
i wasn’t expecting my HoF to come riding in on a griffon, but i can’t find a monument dedicated to warden tabris somewhere around the anderfels? lucanis couldn’t have some lines about the time that one arainai boy was stirring up trouble in antiva city? you’re gonna tell me that making a mage the new divine wouldn’t have some impact on nevarra and antiva? on the anderfels, the supposed most devout militant andrastian nation in thedas? you’re saying nobody in the north is paying attention to who rules orlais or ferelden? come on.
#dragon age#yes i’ve seen john epler’s explanation on only wanting to carry forward choices that they could ‘really do something with.’#and i understand what he’s saying and i’m curious to see how those 3 choices they brought forward will impact the story!!#but i’m still disappointed. and i think telling people why they shouldn’t be disappointed is just gonna make them More disappointed.#also don’t really appreciate dev comments like ‘careful what you wish for with cameos. it just gives us an excuse to find new and horrific#ways to kill your faves teehee 🤭🤭’ like okay???????? what???#alistair came back twice & could be fine both times. loghain’s inquisition cameo was so meaningful because who the hell expected to see him#again? leliana can straight up die in origins and yall brought her back anyways. like what are we doing out here.#also when i think of ‘typical’ nonsense for this fandom it’s people doxxing each other over fictional character opinions. or what#fictional side your fictional inquistor took in the fictional mage-templar war. or just plain old racism.#NOT ‘damn it’s fucking upsetting that this excited replay i’ve been doing of the previous games and all the recommending i’ve been doing#for new fans to play the other games before veilguard has turned out to be pretty fucking pointless.’#might as well tell someone to watch a let’s play of trespasser and that’s it.
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MILLIONS FOUND DEAD (ITS ME IM MILLIONS) (OOHHHH MY GOSHHHHH??!!2!;#;2;!2+£-£+2+272(#(£(#!1;;#)
IM GOING TO KILL THEM /nsrs
#smallidarity#hey guys so i might start shipping rpf idk#THEY FUCKING POSTED THAT NOT ME I CANT HELP IT#I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATENFNDNHSBFBND AAHHHHH#from the twitter btw#THE WAY THE PHOTO IS SO WELL-PUT TOGETHER CREDITS OLI ORIONSOUND BUT LIKE WTF#IM GONNA DIE GAGGHHHHHHHHH
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guys. guys hear me. out. pelase hear me out im cooking i swear guys ple
#art#my art#dsmp#dream smp#dsmp fanart#technoblade#ctechno#technoblade fanart#half life#SORRY half life fans .........#i fucking ahate drawing the hev suit so bad ohhhhh my god#like oooh yeah let me spend an hour staring at machine plating and whatever the fuck#just for a dtupid fucking doodle that turns out mid anyways#FUCK YOU HEV SUIT 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕#< jokes btw. its actually pretty fun when im not losing my mind#the other contender for this wouldve been ctubbo. i think he would do well in half life#ctubbo would see a rocket launcher and adjoining rockets 100 ft away from a military helicopter#and think 'maybe god does love me.'#however i think ctechno has just enough Kill That Guy Disease to pull it off smoothly#as opposed to ctubbo who might die at the end
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mayor scar fancam to material girl due to this beautiful post <3
#just for funzies#i miss him dearly im not gonna die#the one and only material girl to me#ah fuck it we might as well maintag it (<- playing it cool despite being anxious about it LMAO)#goodtimeswithscar#hermitcraft#hc s7#.post#.vid
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I desperately need to see a scene at camp where they are accusing Clarisse of being the thief. THE TENSION!! THE DRAMA!!! She has no idea what the fuck their talking about but of course they believe Luke over her cause he's the camp golden boy. I need her yelling at everyone who doesn't believe her! (Dionysus included by the way, she absolutely would yell at him too) AND I want to see her be like "I fucking told you so!" after they find out it's Luke.
AND this would give her such a good reason to hate the trio like we already know she does.
#clarrise defender until i die#if we dont see this im gonna have to write a fic about it.#you what. fuck it. i might write a fic with this before the next episode comes out anyway.#as my bestie knows very well. i LOVE the frame job trope.#dior goodjohn#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson#clarrise la rue#luke castellan#pjo tv spoilers#pjo tv series#pjo tv show#pjo spoilers
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Bruce didn’t mean to slice Jason’s throat and if he did mean it, it was only to disable , it wasn’t lethal and the wound would’ve been treated, and though that didn’t happen it wasn’t Bruce who sealed Jason’s fate but Joker who set off the explosion, and anyways Jason didn’t actually die he comes back in other comics.
Except none of that matters. It matters for the validity of UTRH as a Batman story that Bruce has deniability sure, but does it absolve him? UTRH says No. At the end of the day Bruce would rather attack his son than let his murderer die. Bruce thought he was refusing the choice but the lesson of this tragedy is that refusing to pick one over the other boils down to choosing the other.
#I don’t care if Jason didn’t technically canonically die it doesn’t absolve Bruce one bit#we saw him bleed out onto the floor and then we saw the building debris his body would’ve been trapped under#narratively his arc was over he might as well have died a second time#Bruce doesn’t get point for DC deciding Jason was popular enough to keep alive he doesn’t get points for comic book bullshit miracles#‘Jason got revived a second time’ is as reasonable as ‘he walked it off idk fuck you don’t think about it’#the thing is UTRH is the most sympathetic Bruce has ever been wrt Jason IMO#but the split second decision he makes is so… significant#there’s a reason that the ultimatum scene of the movie version of UTRH gets made fun of#jason todd#batsalt#anti bruce wayne#put a pin on it
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Chapter 27 in a nutshell...
Dib, thinking about his inevitable demise:
Zim, furiously confused and insulted as to why Dib hasn't begged him for sex yet:
#invader zim au#your eyes are red#invader zim fanfiction#vampire dib#zadr#shitpost#chapter 27#don't worry#they end up fucking#a lot#probably too much#I know I'm taking forever on this chapter but the mood is super delicate#I have to carefully shift Dib from “sad boy” to “well I guess I'm gonna die so I might as well get my brains fucked out” and it's DIFFICULT
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So... the hunger games lol
#jrwi the suckening#jrwi#the suckening#jrwi shilo#jrwi emizel#vamposting#i cant believe we get a body switch and its the worst time to have had one LMAO#rip shilo hes gonna fucking die out therendnskq#feeling mid about this but hey#might as well post it
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today's keiji is: possibly my most self indulgent keiji yet
#alternate caption: keiji when i fucking GET him#don't mind how messy and bad this looks it was just a practice doodle#your turn to die#yttd#keiji shinogi#my art#i might regret posting this later because of how weird it looks but. oh well. squish#daily keiji
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wait, why aren't we talking about Madara meeting Obito with a DAMN SCYTHE in his hands? man, this half-dead boy almost had a heart attack right away wtf are you kidding??? the kid was this 🤏 close to seeing the Apostle Peter, at least try to make your cave babyproofed
#also these white creatures what a nightmare#you didn't even think that he might well Fucking Die from this stress#poor kid#no wonder he's insane#madara uchiha#obito uchiha#madara#obito#naruto#naruto shippuden
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things you can't get back
aka i've been waiting so patiently to see kidd get his ass beat by shanks (affectionate)
#fun fact i am an anime only-er#because i'm watching it with someone who hasn't read the manga and i don't want to get ahead of them. we're in this together#but i was very aware of how the fight went in advance lmao#(and i may or may not be writing a fic that this is based on)#just smth about killer warning kidd they might not be so lucky as to survive this time#and kidd saying “oh well that's only if i lose!” is very interesting to me#bc kidd cares for his crew a lot but he is also very arrogant. and so he kind of fails to consider their safety bc he's so confident#he's not stupid he knows the risk to his own life. but there is an entire crew of people behind him who could also die#who he is currently disregarding a little bit. which i think was kind of killer's point in warning him#trying to get him to maybe reconsider on his own bc he's going to do what kidd says regardless#even if he thinks its an awful idea#and i just think kidd should get to go through the horrors over the outcome. just a little (a lot)#since killer tried to talk him out of it and he didn't listen and now they're all kinda fucked#i love him a lot and i want him to suffer deeply#what is a man without crushing guilt#kidkiller#eustass captain kidd#eustass kid#massacre soldier killer#killer one piece#one piece#one piece fanart#my art
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They're like a barbie doll to me
#hollow knight#pure vessel#the hollow knight#hk thk#spooky arts#VERY HAPPY TO BE DONE WITH THIS#IT KINDA WENT OUT OF CONTROL IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE JUST QUICK SKETCHES LIKE THE OG DRESS POST OH WELL#I had a lot of fun putting them in different dresses#If you look closely. You can maybe sea freckles on their cheeks. It's not a thing I usually give them but I just so happened to finish#Artwork of their hijinks which has freckles and I went ehhh fuck it might as well#The third picture was actually drawn the second and you can see the progression of me making their eyelashes more rounded#I will literally Explode and Die if I don't give bugs eyelashes ok
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I don’t understand why the hotel didn’t call an ambulance, the first time Liam came down acting erratic and passing out/convulsing. that’s clearly a medical issue?? like I know it was drug and alcohol induced but that’s still a medical issue and they should have called whatever the Argentina equivalent of 911 is. I wonder if they would have handled it differently if he had been sober and was still passing out/acting strange. it makes me think it’s some stigma thing surrounding substance abuse. so sad and tragic and could have been prevented in many different ways
I agree; both that they should have handled it SO differently (and treated it as the medical issue it clearly was at that point) and that the stigma of intoxication was absolutely why they didn't. It's so fucking sad.
#this is such a fucking universal problem too calling the cops instead of medical help when someone is intoxicated#you see it here (USA) every fucking time too#and what happens as a result PEOPLE DIE#OVER AND OVER#hey everyone: NEVER CALL THE FUCKING COPS#and (US and UK at least) if someone is having some kind of an episode or ODing#call emergency services and JUST SAY someone is having trouble breathing or similar that will tell them it is urgent#DO NOT MENTION DRUGS#if you mention you think drugs may be involved they will send cops as well as medical responders#and it will make everything much much worse and they might arrest you for trying to help#when the medical peopel are on site that is when you give them the info which they will need about substances#but on the phone only describe symptoms and what is happening#no extra detail#cw death details
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Ok more alnst rambles.
I think my favorite interpretation of both Sua and Ivan's deaths is that their self-sacrifice was less about saving their loved ones than it was that they themselves could not live without Mizi/Till. Like this belief that yes, we're choosing our loved ones over our own lives, but also with the belief that Mizi/Till would be able to live past their (Sua/Ivan) deaths.
But for both Sua and Ivan, they could not find any reason to live if Mizi/Till were to die instead in their rounds. Both are absolutely obsessed with their partners - their entire reason for living revolves around Mizi/Till, bc for both Sua and Ivan, their lives were empty husks until they met them.
Ivan calls Sua out for being a self-sacrificing idiot, calling her selfish bc it'll only leave Mizi traumatized over her death. According to him, her choosing to die was not out of love for Mizi, it was a purely selfish choice bc Sua cannot live without Mizi. But in the end, Ivan is the exact same.
So dying for their loved ones? Easy. But ask them to live with their loved ones' deaths? Over their dead bodies.
#cherry rambles#alnst#alien stage#round 6 thoughts#ivantill#mizisua#i just love this perspective so much#“we didn't die to save our loved ones”#“we died to save ourselves”#there is no point in living if /they/ aren't alive#might as well die and leave a permanent scar on our loved ones' hearts haha#also that mizi and till would most likely find a way to move on past sua/ivan's deaths#but sua and ivan could not do the same#god my fucking heart and these kids
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never in my life have i seen a man giving so much self-confidence, elegance, charm, sensuality and charisma without having to make the slightest effort. when i say pedro pascal is the personification of what a man should be, that is what i am talking about.
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