#midnight rambles probably

[daydreaming-en-pointe]

hehehehe :3

ok..

[onemorecupofcoffee]

bob dylan 1963: war is bad

bob dylan 1966: shakespeare was fucking the queen and richard nixon was cheated on

bob dylan 1969: oh me oh my love that country pie little jack horner got nothin on me

bob dylan 1975: why doesn't my wife love me despite me actively cheating on her publicly *sad violin*

bob dylan 1979: ooohhh babyyyy you're so sexyyyy (background singers: you're so sexyyyyyy) Also let's read the bible together

bob dylan 1988: she likes to stick my tongue right down my throat

bob dylan 1997: 5 minute speil about some waitress thinking bob doesn't read women authors -> most beautiful love song in the world

bob dylan 2006: i'm gonna fuck you so hard..

bob dylan 2012: i'm gonna fuck you so hard also i want to murder you brutally

bob dylan 2022: ohhh you foxy man you're the talk of the town you've been sucking off all the younger men

[wastingstarsss]

Actually it’s late and I need to be asleep HOWEVER I AM HAVING THOUGHTS about Rumbelle. I feel like we’ve all just collectively glossed over the fact that Rum and Belle were separated for 30 years. That’s a long time dude. And no-no-no- they weren’t just separated. He believed, fully, wholeheartedly believed, that she was dead. FOR THIRTY YEARS. He mourned her, he grieved for her, he kept his love for her locked away inside for all those days and nights. And then Belle, sweet, sweet Belle. She spends a bit of time adventuring and getting out there and good for her! I love that for her! She deserved that. And then she gets trapped. How long do you think she was in Regina’s castle, stuck there wondering, will she ever see him again? And then she is amnesiac for 28 years. Do you think, when she woke up from the curse, do you think she thought for a moment that she was dreaming- that she was still in that little cell, locked up and alone and thinking of the man she loved? Do you think she’d thought of him so often that when she woke from the curse and saw him there, that she thought he was just another dream? And then the mental fog lifted and she realised oh- oh- he looks… different. His curse has lifted- who lifted his curse? But does that matter? Does it even matter? Because she’s been holding her love for him inside for so long and she just has to let it out, she has to tell him no matter the consequences. She finally found her way back to him, she won’t let that go, and Rumple? Sweet, grieving Rumple, he hears her say that she loves him and it’s like oh. He can let himself believe it this time. Not many people are lucky enough to get a second chance but he not only has that, she’s essentially been bought back to life, it’s like she’s been reanimated and given another go at it. She was dead, not physically but in his eyes she was dead, and suddenly she’s not anymore- and she’s with him, alive and saying that she loves him. And it’s so true in her eyes and in her hands, in the way she touches him so gently, in how she’s not afraid to be with him. To be soft with him.

Ugh it’s just… 30 years, dude. 30 years. For some people that’s half a lifetime.

[sinnettini]

inspired by a conversation i had with mars the other day, i ask tennisblr:

*significant can mean a 1000, the wta/atp finals, the billie jean king/davis cup finals or something else i'm forgetting that's particularly important during the tennis season. some of these have dates that have varied more than others over the years but regardless since every tournament obviously happens on different dates every year i'm asking usually, so if most years your birthday is during, for example, indian wells or the davis cup finals pick the 2nd option even if sometimes it isn't, you know

[moldyselene]

Some thoughts on the fem au

Even if kaito went off the radar after getting injured, I still like to imagine her sending out doves to check on shinichi (she’s not doing well)

Looking down at the shattered monocle, shinichi can still smell the blood spreading out on the once pristine white cape, can still see the still form of KID before it disappeared in a flash.

Kaito barely made it with the help of akako, with the help of magics and potions, she’s able to at least walk again under a year. Although some injuries still has a permanent effect on her, so returning as KID is an impossible task.

[luna-the-cretar]

I have an urge to draw Gideon again but like. Better, this time. And with hair I can actually draw. Like, maybe if it was longer. And put into a low ponytail or something. And actually try harder with his facial hair. And jewelry (like horn caps and earrings), because I like drawing that kinda thing (if it wasn’t obvious considering that 99% of the characters I draw tend to have jewelry of some kind—usually earrings)

I also have an urge to draw Shepherd again. But better. And without shitty facial hair (he looks so goofy with the facial hair I gave him 😭😭😭). And maybe some silver horn caps. Or perhaps one silver horn cap and one gold horn cap. With flame designs on both. Bc dragons. And I’ll just claim that Sarnax gave them to him bc that lizards love language is gift giving goddammit.

[xulips]

aktyweek, day 4; childhood

sharing bandages

[weremadeofbadcode]

Camp Here And There episode 22 rambling

I have some thoughts ab ch&t's episode 22 because oh my god Elijah,, I don't know if I like how much he uses affectionate nicknames or not. Because from a listeners point of view the contrast between Elijah and Jedidiah is clear, Jedidiah basically sacrificed his own life to help Sydney to keep on living, but Syd is clearly miserable with said life. Jedi doesn't really use affectionate nicknames or nicknames at all, he does loves Syd very much but it's very hard for him to actually show it TO Syd. While on the other side, we have Elijah- who represents the COMPLETE opposite of that. He's obsessive to Syd in a ridiculous amount, throws affectionate words like candy, he even cooked Syd BUTTER cookies because he knew he could only eat buttered bread. Dude's a simp. I only started the episode so I don't know his motive yet (so bare with me please) but Jedi's motive is clear. He loves Sydney. Truly loves him. The fact that he can't communicate it to Syd is a very different problem but that's the kicker. Because to Elijah it seems like it comes quite naturally and the thing Sydney craves the most is validation in any kind or form so unfortunately for Jedi Elijah is very good at validating Syd's "need" for affection. I don't know if Elijah knows that and manipulates him or that he's genuinely just like that but it's. Let's just say I'm suspicious

I love these complicated relationships sm but as a person who struggles with bpd Syd's situation hits too close to home pfft I had to let it out

[mh-midnight-wanderer]

I get that Frankie has multiple crushes and that is okay but it rubs me in the wrong way that she has a crush on Jackson's main bully

I get that Manny is not that bully with anger issues anymore. But still, he and other students torment Jackson for being half-human.

Please let me know if I'm wrong. But the last time that I checked: He still happily dating Iris

Did they just break up offscreen?

*sighs* I know it's temporary. I bet for the next MH issue: Frankie will have a crush on Heath

[yume-fanfare]

thinking about watamadasubasora dorm. what is their morning routine like. because while subaru and sora can probably just water their hair a bit and maybe comb it sometimes, if we are being realistic (which enstars is not but it's fun to imagine) wataru definitely spents quite a while on the braid alone and madara probably needs help tying it back

[minzart]

I knew Alastor was gonna grow to be the dad figure, it's a given with mentors... but... HAVING A DUET WITH THE BIOLOGICAL DEPRESSED FATHER THAT ACTUALY WANTS TO RECONECT/CONECT AS A CUSTODY BATTLE WAS NOT ON THE BINGO LIST HOLD ON-

[populousgraph]

OKAY

I meant to make this last night before I got to bed, but I got so incredibly sick that I couldn't force myself to stay awake to do it.

Enough about that. This is Carson's time to shine :3

As mentioned in Carter's intro, Carson is his twin brother and the favorite of the two.

He's pretty stoic and calm most of the time. He has a hard time relaxing and having fun since he feels the need to keep up the high standards he thinks people have of him. He does, however, does not take shit from nobody. If you say something bad about him or someone he cares about, he will not hesitate to correct your behavior. He's like a strict parent in that regard.

Growing up, he was the good one. The angel, if you will. He tried to help his brother be better because he didn't like seeing him so upset about being ignored. Of course, this never worked.

Him and Carter had a huge argument and lost contact with each other. He still talks to his parents occasionally but silently blames them for Carter's downfall.

Carson joined the government when he was old enough and became one of their pilots. He's not very social with many of the other members, but he is pals with Charles and Rupert.

He met a cool guy by the name of #̴̯̼̱̱̜̝̳͔̎̊ͅ#̸̡̪̝͖̙̙̬̲̙͈̻͂̐̽#̷̰̜͓̣̜͉͚͓͎̻̺̈́͛̓̓͆̽̐̇̆́̃̊̋̚. Turns out he was a Toppat, but they continued to see each other anyway. That Toppat was none other than CatHat! Of course, if either side found out, they would've gotten in trouble. They ignored that issue and thought it wouldn't been fine so they got married.

It was not fine. They rarely ever get to see each other and have conflicting morals :/

BEFORE YOU SPEAK!

You wanna hear about his relationships?

I KNEW YOU WOULD >:3 (This segment is also longer than Devin's bc he doesn't show up in ItA, and I'll get into CtM stuff later.)

CatHat:

Carson still loves him dearly but is kind of stoic about it. He doesn't get to see him anymore, and he misses him very much. They show each other their affection through their actions more than words (since most of what they say to each other is sort of backhanded and passive-aggressive). Carson still wears his ring under his gloves, so nobody knows he's married.

Charles:

They talk occasionally with Charles, usually doing most of the yapping. Carson just likes to listen to him talk. Charles has gotten Carson to warm up enough that they can high-five each other during good moments. They're not best friends, but Carson does like him enough to talk to him.

Rupert:

They don't talk much, but I would consider them to be at least frienamies. Carson usually corrects Rupert's attitude or behavior on occasion, and Rupert pokes fun at him sometimes. But they've definitely had their good share of laughs and have definitely had a drink together.

Galeforce:

Again, they don't talk much, and when they do, it's usually work related. Their relationship is strictly professional, with Carson respecting him as a boss and Galeforce respecting him as well.

Carter:

He hasn't heard from him since they fought and lost contact. Sometimes, he thinks about tracking him down but always decides against it. He does check records to see if he's been arrested, though. (Carson does not know that Carter joined the Toppats.)

Okay, I think that's mostly everything I wanted to go over. :P

[romicat]

Ok, so something interesting about the Cuckoos is that they wax and wane. Sometimes they go super hard on the whole being a hive mind together but eventually one or more starts to seek individuality through different means only for them to eventually come together again. It's like when they are together too long they start to feel suffocated and when they are apart for too long they feel lonely.

Usually it seems like romantic relationships are a vector for these feelings of individuality vs collective. At one point Phoebe started secretly dating Quentin Quire, a dude she knew the rest of her sisters found repulsive and had bad blood with them. She did this mostly because she wanted something of her own more than anything else. Esme had a few bad relationships too mostly born out of her inferiority complex in one form or another.

At one point they all even try dating the same guy when they are in one of their collective phases although it's pretty clear they are mostly doing it for Esme.

The Cuckoos have a bad track record with dating boys, which is why maybe they should try girls 😂😂. You know, just to see what happens. Actually while Sophie is pretty isolated from her sisters right now it's obvious that it's starting to chip away at her. What if in the future she starts dating Kamala only to form up like Voltron again with her sisters. Can an older Kamala Khan deal with balancing her super hero career, college, family life AND dating telepathic quintuplets???

[wereh0gz]

Been thinking abt corrupted au again. I'm unwell

Anyways. I think corrupted!Sonic would struggle with dissociation. He has a lot of moments where he feels unreal, untethered from his body. Watching but not feeling

Some of Sonic's idle dialogue in Frontiers implies he may have been dissociating a bit while he was working to save his friends. "I know I'm moving... I can't feel it" and "I'm so cold now... numb" specifically come to mind, though you could also attribute these to physical exhaustion. I like to think it's a bit of both

But corrupted!Sonic continues to have these episodes even after everything that happened in the Starfall Islands has passed, mostly due to what remains of the cyber corruption in him

He's completely silent in that state (not like he talks much to begin with after getting amnesia, but he's noticeably quieter) and mostly unresponsive. Sometimes he'll stay right where he is, spaced out. Other times he'll run off, his body basically going on autopilot and wandering to places that were once familiar. It might even happen while he's doing something else, and he won't remember having done it when he comes to

Aside from the more severe dissociative episodes though, he also feels generally disconnected from his body. It feels unfamiliar now, and he often finds himself trying to make himself smaller because that's how he remembers being. But having grown and changed so much makes that hard. Not even curling up into a ball feels the same now. He has to get used to being a teenager all over again

[mostly-functional]

I feel like Charles, Edwin, and Monty would make a good throuple once Monty and Charles get to know each other

[junos-cacophony]

zubin being on social media again means something & i don’t like what it’s implying