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Random lyss midnight thoughts but i hope whoever got rid of the recent posts in tags in instagram has their ac broken, sleep with both sides of their pillow warm, and they step on multitudes of invisible legos
#lyssten to my rambles#midnight is a time to be exist#literally if u just want top posts to be there#WHY ADD THE 'RECENT TOP POSTS'???#LIKE WHAT DOES THAT RVEN MEAN???#THERES BARELY ANY DIFFERENCE#god im so glad i left that god forsaken tiktok wanna be
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But you’re holding me like water in your hands
@desert-duo-week day 1 - dancing / holding
#desert duo#desert duo fanart#grian#goodtimeswithscar#grian fanart#goodtimeswithscar fanart#my art#desert duo week 2023#‘i have three-ish hours till midnight i have time to doodle something’ yeah. sure DHKSHDJDJD#special shoutout to yu for the support and making me draw LOL this banger wouldn’t exist without them <3
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happy birthday to my hyune. hyunjin who wrote a poem about stay’s eyes and how they shine brighter than any stars. hyunjin who paints old couples because he believes love should be eternal. hyunjin who needs to be chased off the stage by staff because he wants to greet stays longer. hyunjin who always reassures stays that they have a long time left together. hyunjin who reads poetry before bed. hyunjin who writes about love so beautifully as if he is the embodiment of it. hyunjin who says he wants to remain strong as to not hurt stays. hyunjin who says you need to practice with your 200% to show 100%. hyunjin who loves reading books. hyunjin who always tells stays to eat well. hyunjin who wears his heart on his sleeve. hyunjin who started a stay counseling center to listen to stay’s problems. hyunjin who wrote if love is everything, then there is nothing left for me. hyunjin who trained really hard because he refused to be just a pretty face. hyunjin who said that he loves easily, gets hurt easily, regrets easily then repeats the process because isn’t that what life is about. hyunjin who said that the wounds caused by humans are also healed by humans. hyunjin who remains hopeful and loving despite it all. hyunjin who eats with his eyes closed. hyunjin who loves going to art museums. hyunjin who said that there isnt a team that loves each other as much as skz does. hyunjin who said that there should always be a Stray kids before his name. hyunjin who loves so freely and who i love. you grew up so well my hyune 💓 please be happy forever.
#SINCE IT’S OFFICIALLY MIDNIGHT IN KOREA 💗💓💞💕💘💞💓💗#words can’t describe how much love i have for hyunjin :’)#the purest sweetest most loving angel in existence and who deserves nothing but happiness for the rest of his life#i hope love finds him wherever he goes#i hope that even on his darkest nights he finds reasons to smile all over again#i love him I LOVE YOUUUU HYUNJIN#happy birthday to you thank you for existing and for choosing to be so kind depsite the harshness of our world#thank you for having such a beautiful soul#thank you for being so full of love it reminded me of how gentle and fulfilling love should be#aaaaaah my second hyune birthday 🥹 TO MANY MANY MORE#let’s stay together for a long time#im so happy i get to love you in this lifetime
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mirabelle and isabeau isat are so very close to my heart if i can be real and true with you.
mira....shes aroace in exactly the same way that i am and ive NEVER seen that before..... shes just like me fr in a lot of ways but esp in that. feeling like her aroaceness is a sign of immaturity, like she should grow out of it. seeing romance and sex as experiences worth having, and being unable to tell if her discomfort with it is because its not for her or if its just new and therefore scary.
and isa.... hes like. an inspiration to me. the way he talks about changing make it seem so much more doable and joyful. in the past ive wanted to fade into the background so much that i didnt ever want to change even my routine up. but his monologue rings through my head whenever i dismiss the idea of doing something i want to out of hand. like...why not? change into someone that you like being. be able to look in the mirror and say i'm the coolest!!
#tia posts#in stars and time#auuuu#i like the isat cast.........i like them a lot.#its midnight i can be emotional#mira is my beautiful bestie who warms my heart whenever i remember that she exists. im not insane!!!!#she cries when shes angry and her feelings are just generally ''embarrassing'' for lack of a better term.. too big. like me...#and isa convinced me to start speedrunning :]
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i feel like I've talked about this before but I wish blazblue dipped more into the horror of the situation. Whether you wanna go cosmic or existential both kind of work, though I guess the theme is a bit more despair than horror? Those two feel like they marry together pretty well.
Like. Think of CS. You have Noel, becoming what she always was, something inhuman. Literally screaming and crying after having the truth of the world and the PFDs revealed to her. You have Ragna, also learning the truth, and that he has tried so, so many times and failed every single time. You have Terumi, relishing in the hopelessness that should cause, yet being just as stuck as everyone else, and painfully aware that if he wants out of this hell, he has to claw his way out.
Idk, I just think there's a lot of stuff in blazblue that lends really well to horror. There's already themes about loss of autonomy, just play a little more into that, emphasize the helplessness before the Master Unit, and then the satisfaction of finally being free.
Hell, the Master Unit/Origin still is sympathetic in this interpretation. She's suffering, she's not doing anything out of malice, she just wants to be a person. Not even the Origin is immune to the horror of being a thing, strung up to watch and desperately try for another ending this time. This time, it'll work.
#the problem is that the actual games are a little silly and hammy at times#also holy shit long post i didnt realize I had this many thoughts on the matter#not to mention CF where they drop the whole “this is just a dream and Ragna is the Central Fiction”#blazblue#important thing is that despite the horror. despite everything itll be ok#although given that ragna solely exists because the Origin wanted someone to “rescue” her#its an embracing of fate and sacrifice that feels like a bittersweet ending#the sacrifice of the one for the many to end the cycle. read a horror book that ended like that once.#something about willingly walking into what has been your only option from the start#ragna is the polar opposite of terumi in that way. he accepts his role relative to the Master Unit#im posting this at almost midnight my time so forgive any innacuracies or weird phrasing
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Everything at once succumbed to a static kind of quiet, and Touya thought only about searching for dock leaves with Natsuo while his legs burned, giggling when his little brother seemed to find every other leaf but the one they needed, the concentration on Natsuo’s face as he got more and more frustrated. Touya remembered how gentle his brother had been as he finally rubbed at Touya’s stings, and the first time he told Touya, quietly, embarrassed, like he was waiting to be told he wasn’t smart enough for it, that he wanted to be a doctor one day.
The tears fell and Touya's legs burned as he sprinted, and his little brother was three years away.
chapter 2 is up now!
#IT WAS ON AO3 BEFORE IT HIT MIDNIGHT IM NOT LATE WHATEVER WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR#oh wait just remembered americans exist. this isn't even close to being late for you is it. i knew youse had to be good for something#mha#touya todoroki#dog teeth#im gonna queue this a couple times but i am half awake rn sorryyyyy
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Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?
Evidence below the cut!
Overall, he is high-energy, impulsive, often has moments of fast changing emotions. He is loyal and uplifting, but often insecure and critical of himself. Has this (very stereotypical adhd-assigned) "golden retriever-vibe" He is childish, clumsy, and "random". But he is focused and alert in dangerous situations. He's a detective and is really good at solving cases, which he sees as riddles and doesn't take them seriously, they're a "game" to him, even horrible murders. He hyperfixates on his work/cases until they are solved. He doesn't sleep a lot and is majorly behind on chores. He is late almost every day and has time management issues and is very unorganized (for example really messy desk, misplacing case files, or his "mail-tub"; he stores all of his mail (which goes unread) as a huge doom-pile in his bathtub.)
Also, it is sort of a running gag that he has major trouble managing his finances. He owes thousands of dollars to his friends/coworkers, has horrible credit, buys a LOT of (expensive) sneakers, bought soon-to-fail NFTs or online currency that lost their value within a day, bought 6(!) Massage chairs for one room (for some reason), spends a few thousand dollars annually to win an halloween-themed in-office bet with his boss, …
#poll#noncanon adhd character#brooklyn nine nine#brooklyn 99#b99#jake peralta#b99 jake#jake b99#IF YOU DONT SEE HIM AS ADHD YOU ARE WRONG. SORRY NOT SORRY#i literally started watching b99 because of jake's adhd#then it became my comfort show#i was legit devastated when it was canceled and thrilled when it was renewed#and then i never finished it for some reason... i should#literally my first semester of college during finals week i had to have b99 on constantly while i was studying#LITERALLY CONSTANTLY#or i started panicking#i think i went through all almost 5 seasons that existed at that time#i know i know copaganda and acab but. its a comfort show to me#i know real cops arent like the 99#whew eking this one out real close to midnight its getting worse gamers
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Happy 2024 guys!!! New year old me!!! Because I'm deeply afraid of changes!!! 💥💥💥
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Hi! I saw the ask about the ROs killing someone to protect the MC [...]
When was that?? I can't find it with Tumblr shitty search system CJGGEKLDLE tears tears
Here it is ��
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Obsessed with when Character A is not fully in control of their own body and it is only Character B’s impassioned speech reminding them of who they are and how much they love them that brings Character A back to themself
#shipping#relationships#the 100#bellarke#clarke griffin#bellamy blake#Bellamy Blake X Clarke Griffin#bellamy x clarke#stitchers#does this fandom even exist on tumblr lol#camsten#cameron goodkin#kirsten clark#cameron x kirsten#oh my goodness I just realized each couple has a Clark too!#if i had a nickel#which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice#if I had a nickel for every time that happened I’d have TWO nickels#phineas and ferb#p and f#phineas and ferb reference#make the bounce#the heart and the head#the head and the heart#matryoshka#the 100 season 6#season 6 episode 10#midnight stitcher#stitchers season 2#season 2 episode 5
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Spilled my cheesy pasta all over the floor
Now I'm fighting the cat because he is ravenous for cheese
My life is a tragicomedy at this point
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I’m all caught up on EOM now :(((
I mean, I know I said I was gonna watch COS afterwards, and I still am, but…EOM… :(
#on the bright side I can potentially watch the lives#and know what’s going on now#assuming they’re not streaming when I’m busy of course#but VODS exist for a reason#it is very mean of me to binge watch this series tho#I feel empty now#like last time I felt this empty was when I finished the mighty neon#which is my favorite critical role campaign#legends of avantris#edge of midnight
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Fyodor/Nikolai/Sigma, domestic au, but they are painfully slavic and living their best lives, is something that can be so personal.
(this post took forever cause I essentially had to make it twice. I didn't look at what blog I originally posted this to the first time round. shoot me)
#the mixture of Russian. Ukrainian. and Polish would be so beautiful and so messy dear lord#they go to church at least every sunday if not more. Fyodor tunes into a radio midnight mass. Sigma veils when he goes to church#they all help cook so every night is fusion night. they scrounged up an *old* cookbook somewhere cause none of them had any family they-#close enough to to get an authentic grandma's cook book. so they make do with what they've got#they all speak all three languages#they believe in *every* slavic superstituion and piece of folklore. its actually like. hard to exist. they're bordering being annoying with#i say lovingly#breakfast is their favorite time of day. they make fancy teas and kiss and read the paper with the radio going#fyodor has a library of old slavic literature#fyodor and nikolai almost only go by fedya and kolya#nikolai lives up to the smoking/alcohol addiction stereotype and he's proud of it#this post is made by a polish slav that is only just starting to reconnect with the culture my family tried to bury so bare with-#the sparsity please. any suggestions would be lovely!#slavic is a blanket term#slavic#sigma#sigma bsd#sigma bungou stray dogs#bsd sigma#(implied) fem sigma#fyodor dostoevsky#bsd fyodor#fyodor dostoyevsky bsd#nikolai gogol#bsd nikolai#sigfoylai#siglai#fyolai#fyosig#bsd
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"Follow the signal. Follow it. That was what you said."
#midnight museum#midnight museum the series#junior panachai#mark jiruntanin#midnightmuseumedit#thaidrama#thai drama#thai bl#my edits.#i loved their story so much#the way they fell in love across time and universes#phone fell in love with a tum that didn't yet exist#and tum feel in love with a phone that had ceased to exist#i need to lie down and cry for a bit#and headcanon a way for them to be together
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ramble ahead about time, tatinof, 2015 and changing one's life
tatinof is very special and im so happy they did this video to acknowledge that its not cringe at all and that theyre proud of their past selves !! there's sth genuinely healing about that !! ive had a hard time in 2015 and even tho i was 12/13 and just discovered that online fan communities of things i was into were a thing and was nowhere close to the phandom (i joined after BIG), this is the fandom internet that i joined back then. thats why its so poetic that they sing 'the internet is here', because to me this is the time it started to be there for me. it wasnt always kind to me and instagram was not a great platform to start on if your bullies and other ppl from school were also on it, but it was also when for the first time ever i realised that there were not only people who liked what i liked but that those ppl also have created their own culture and community online !! i was not totally alone !! there is a life outside of school !! i would never chose to go back to that time ever like it was horrible (that applies to any time in the past tho, i hate the idea of 'going back in time' with a passion) but im glad that the internet was there for me because no one else really was if im being real with you.
more below the cut because im an insufferable yapper (dan is a terrible influence haha tit joke)
this all is maybe why i find it hard to go back to watch dnps older content and also the stuff from the tatinof era. dan's sarcastic self-hating persona and phils innocent nerd persona are both hitting a bit too close to home and i want to both cry for them and for myself. we knew nothing back then. we were lost and yet did sth we were proud of. yet here we are almost 10 years later and how the fuck did we end up here but oh my god im so proud of us. all it took for me was to watch dan's coming out video. all it took for them was to be embraced and loved by their audience (us). dan also needed a break which is something that at the time it happend was really hard for me but then i found my wonderful lovely phannie discord friends here. we really all got here together and if i ever see any single person say that dnp hate us or dan hates it or that dnp are cringe or that we are cringe etc etc i will block you so hard because what are you even doing bringing up drama when in reality dan and phil and the phandom have developed the most remarkable symbiotic relationship between artist adn fans ever. they are our dads and i honestly just want to say how fucking proud i am of them for how far theyve come and what theyve done since 2015. dan really did the whole mental health and gay thing but then he did the mental health again!! and i think ywgttn and wad need to be given more credit here because idk if you remember pre-wad dan but he wasnt anything like post wad dan. every since wad he seems so happy and genuinely authetic and in peace. (im ignoring dystopia daily here because that was filmed before wad and his dd persona also reminds me too much of 2015 depressed dan than whatever high concept he was going for lol, im just not a dd fan). like wad changed his relationship with us and its warming my entire heart when i see dan smile so much now. he deserves to be happy and proud. and if dan deserved it after going through so much and coming out on top (literally), then i deserve it too. and phil? i love how he's just so confident now. fuck. (literally). he is not the innocent nerd anymore like he actually is fully really himself now and feels comfortable in his body (crop top, phlonde, etc) and openly expressing his sexuality ! even compare this phil to phil from the beginning of the hiatus!! he got so much more confident and relaxed since then!! like fully, really, if he can do it, if he can strip himself of the persona that ppl have attributed to him because of his anxiety, then i can do that too. im so proud of phil. he is an inspiration and the more he's being himself publically with no shame, the more an autistic phannie will feel hopeful for their future. im so proud of both of them.
like its crazy you go through your life thinking you're going nowhere and never making any progress and will never reach your goals but then you stop and look back what you were like 6 months ago and realise how many lives you have lived since then. it always goes back to BIG when dan said this:
[...] I thought I was trapped in a situation forever when in reality, the entire world I lived in and my life changed completely. I thought it was hopeless when in reality there was so much to hope for and that's it. Time changes everything. With the lives that we have, we can try anything we've dreamed of. I want anyone that's ever felt like this to realize you are never trapped. There is always hope. You just need to believe in yourself and get to the other side.
this everyone, changed my life. and i will never be able to thank dan enough for it, no matter how much i pay for tour tickets, how often i watch their videos or share my love for them on here. i just want to mention this because its never just 'light entertainment', it means the world to many of us and we have build a wonderful and loving community despite the hardships of the past and pointless discourses of the present. like, we can change shit for ourselves because we see these gay idiots do it who have done soooo fucking much in the last 15 years like they were on radio 1 and on a hollywood billboard and hosted various big big events. and yet, they decided they want to use their time to do things for themselves and their community. they have said many times that they havent made a profit from (parts of) their tours but they do it regardless. they do really love us and i dont think ive ever really felt loved by people who i was in a fandom for like that. its really not as parasocial as it might seem anymore. we got here together and we should be proud of that. i love dnp and i love you phannies so much !! 💕💕💕💕💕
#i hope they react to ii next because ive actually watched that one a lot and am a bit more emotionally connected to it#(because i joined the phandom after big i didnt experience any of the joint tours in real time but ii was still relativeley timely in#summer 2019 so i ended up watching it a lot)#the beginning of the post is making it sound like i never went online before 2015 but oh boy thats so not true ahaaaha#this is just when i made my ig and twitter account (dont tell elon yes i already did serve 7 days in twitter jail for lying about my age an#then got the account back its all fine)#i started watching minecraft videos in 2011 and also knew how to use the internet before that bc we had internet lessons in primary school#yes it was very cool and yes the child safe search engines that we were taught to search on havent existed for 10 years#this took me over an hour to write after midnight i need to sleep ahh#sage posting#dnp#phan#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil
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Yea idk how I haven't shared them here yet but here's some doodles of Tabitha and "Apathy" (she ain't got a name yet), the two protags of my ghost story!
Grieving after the sudden loss of her grandmother, Apathy accidentally becomes bound to the spirit of Tabitha, a young girl who was murdered in the 1870s. Stuck together in unfamiliar circumstances, the two must discover how to send Tabitha on to the afterlife, and if they even can.
UPDATEEEEEEEEE Apathy's name is Naomi :)
#i draw tabitha all cheery usually but she has a very very rough time at the start#very vengeful and confused and inconsolable and angry#as one would be if they were murdered#the first drawing was a couple months ago but the last drawing was from maybe like a year and a half ago?#so they look a lil different#i change their designs slightly every time i draw them lol#but yea i imagine this as an animated series!#its a love letter to the PNW (my home baybey) as well as like. my attempt to utilize the vehicle of horror for character exploration#if u know i love midnight mass and haunting of hill house then the mike flanagan jumps out immediately lmao#tabitha bennett#naomi evans#ghost girl story#i dont have a name for any of my stories either#i thought maybe of calling it 'mortis operandi'#but idk what their usual way of doing things would be to make the modus operandi part of the title make sense lol#also the tagline would be something like 'life after death for those who have lost someone and those who were lost'#so then i thought of calling it something like 'those who were lost' but ghosts are kinda a rarity in this universe so#it feels like that shouldnt be the focus of the title#idk im REALLY bad with titles#i think the character writing for these lil dudes that currently only exists in my brain is some of the best ive done tho#grabs u by the shoulders: talk to me about the irony that tabitha teaches apathy how to feel alive again despite being the one who's dead#my art#ocs
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