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[safequeersex]

Enclosed - Family Room Large transitional enclosed family room idea with white walls, a stone fireplace, a regular fireplace, and a dark wood floor.

[jawnwutson]

Family Room Open in Dallas Large open concept family room idea with a dark wood floor, white walls, and a wall-mounted tv

[sweetgossipart]

Eclectic Kids - Kids Room Example of a medium-sized eclectic children's room with white walls and ceramic tile that is gender-neutral.

[sonknuxadow]

COMPUTER. ENHANCE

^ omega spotted

[whaliiwatching]

first impressions

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

Grocery shopping with Limp Bizkit. Need them to pick anything up for you?

[lungfuls]

stuff i still want/need for the house

2 dressers for our room, 1 large and 1 small

1 dresser for e

2 8x10 rugs, 1 9x12 rug

bathroom mats, shower curtain, and towels for main bathroom

bathroom mat for e's bathroom

plant stands and plants

1 or 2 cute desk chairs

lighting for around the projector.. no idea exactly how to shop for this

cat tree!! preferably a really tall one bc oyster still doesn't like xayto. :(

m needs a monitor

lamps/ambient lighting for bedrooms, e's room doesn't have an overhead and i hate overheads anyway.. kind of want to do statement plug-in sconces in our room, i found cool ones on marketplace but who knows if they'll still be available when i can afford them

decor for e's room.. hoping he will take to a mild dragon/fairytale theme. he does like all monsters with big teeth so dragons should be cool but he's not into castles and shit yet. he likes sharks and airplanes

patio set. need this badly bc our kitchen is small and e's high chair takes up so much space in it, we want to get rid of it and do meals together on the patio (no space for inside dining + it's all carpeted nothx). he's growing out of the chair anyway

i think that's it?? i found cheap machine-made rugs that will look alright if i can't find the right ones secondhand (like, a 9x12 for under $120, which is nuts). i think i'll have to do payments on dressers and have them delivered bc i'm not going to ask m to carry any more heavy pieces of furniture up 2 flights of stairs basically by himself. i'm going to do only 1 solid wood dresser and i found one that will look nice for $250, otherwise it'll be those cheapy fabric drawer types. patio set same situation but some of those sets are really lightweight aluminum, which is what i'm hoping to find secondhand

[paperw0rmz]

Throwback to when my bf found a demon in a tree he cut down

[neuromantis]

my main issue with pill is that she can't decide either.

it is either "i am her" or she'll listen to me blather on and on and on and say "have you considered it's not true?"

so what is it? would you accept you are Her, and that telling me that made me so much worse on topic of Her? (better in some ways, but still utterly helpless)

or are you going to give me a reality check and try and fix my brain because it's hurting you too?

if you genuinely do not want me in that way, then stop agreeing with my delusions? are you Her? are you not?

why would you spend time and effort convincing me you are, just to flip-flop endlessly?? i am not sane. i need clear conclusions.

the time we genuinely tore each other to shreds was when i spoke about what i Feel and what i Think. because there are things that Feel right to me, logical, clear as day. but when i Think about it for long enough, it's really nothing besides schizophrenic delusions. i can still differentiate. but that's what hurts. i want to succumb fully or cut it all away. i can't be ambivalent HERE.

i will be happier if i succumb. i will be healthier if i cut away. i am neither currently. it all hurts so much.

"it really can't be possible", tells me my logic. "but it all perfectly lines up and makes so much sense", tells me my insanity. i am not the one to decide.

we talked about dissociation and voices too. and we're both unusual in that regard. so she must know how this feels. to be forever suspended in unknowing. to rely on others to show you a way to live.

[axellis-archv-2]

hey *takes what was supposed to be just a visualization in case i ever wanted to draw overhallidays place in the future and then spends 4 hours on it

[vesperthemes]

Family Room Open Mid-sized transitional open concept dark wood floor family room photo with beige walls, a standard fireplace and a stone fireplace

[voleuri]

Contemporary Entry Entryway - mid-sized contemporary dark wood floor entryway idea with white walls and a glass front door

[alittleveggies]

Great Room - Dining Room Inspiration for a large contemporary concrete floor and gray floor great room remodel with white walls and a two-sided fireplace

[glitchdollmemoria]

yknow the cool thing about having a ptsd induced bad dream is it gives me more motivation to go watch cozy movies and eat comfort food til i feel better

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

Would you two like the share with the rest of the class what secrets you're muttering to each other? Hmmm?

[whoremccall]

Deck Side Yard in Los Angeles Deck - mid-sized coastal side yard deck idea with a roof extension