#but other than that i really cant think of anyone else

[gamblersdoll]

hear me out… maneater!reader x fuckboy!eren

“i can do the fuck i want, eren. you aint nothin’ special.” your fingers press the phone up to your ear, you smirking as you pull your joint and sigh out smoke. “you think that just because you get pussy once from a bitch, you hot shit.”

“you know it was more than once, but you wouldnt know how this dick is.” he barks back, on the other end— his cock were in his hands.. well, through his sweats. “you could know, though.. only if you let daddy eren fuck ya.”

“hard pass, you probably nut within four strokes.” that obviously struck a nerve, him getting quiet and sucking his teeth. “what? i hurt your feelings, baby?”

“you think yer’ hot shit, you think you funny until a man take you out and fuck you stupid.” he liked the attention, the aggressive responses you gave. it made him bricked— aching because damn.. you really wont give him a chance? hes been hollerin’ at you for a minute, just one night bro, thats it. shit, he bets reiner tapped that at one point.

“boy, please.. i eat men like you for breakfast, you cant handle a pussy that is owned by me.” yeah, he was heated. you can tell when he breathes heavy. (thats.. what you think at least.) “now— if we done here, id like to get back to my movie.”

“bitch—“

the line drops, the beeps of the disconnect signal alerting three times, and he sucks his teeth. you were fucking annoying, always being so cold and ruthless. you had a smart mouth, he wonders if anyone other than reiner has even touched down on you yet.. who else could it be?

hed never know.. not like you would tell him that reiner did infact hit it from the back at one point, and how connie got on his knees to have you squirt in his mouth.

[morallygreychaoticneutral]

My Astarion prefers monogamy.

Again, simply my cup of thought tea steeped from my game experience. Its not everyone's drink. No shame, no blame, it's your game. Warning for triggers and spoilers.

Please notice I said "prefers monogamy" not "is monogamous". He may be up for added partners later on down the line. But definitely not any time before the epilogue in my world.

So, why do I think he prefers monogamy?

Take..

"Iv never had anyone. Not really. Nothing that compares to you."

And mix that with...

"I had nothing for so very long. NOTHING! Not even my own body!"

And add..

"You're you. Nobody is like that."

Plus countless other comments and actions and you get a bowl full of elf who just wants something for himself only for a change.

Centuries of being forced to give up or share everything. His possessions, his person, his own thoughts. Nothing to claim as own that no one else could take or touch at any moment. I'm sure if anything was given to him, he had to fight to keep it.

I think, he would be a bit possessive of anything he could claim as his own.

You are a gift to him. Something rare and special beyond words. I highly doubt he would be willing to share anything you are sharing with him outside of friendship. I could even see him getting fussy about strangers touching you. Moving you away or putting himself physically between you and whomever just touched you without asking.

Hells, even ascended Astarion isn't 100% game to share.

"As much as I wish to sequester you in a deep chamber of my palace and keep you all to myself...there is much to be done."

But, what about Halsin? He says he's fine with it.

Is he? Or is he people pleasing?

If he had said something along the lines of,

"Oh? He wants to share does he? Of course he does. I'm not up for such activities just yet, but you are free to have as much Halsin as you wish. "

I would have gone on that bear hunt, but he doesn't.

He askes you if you are wanting to sleep with Halsin because he has not been able to meet your sexual needs. And I interpreted that as he's vulnerable and worried he's being replaced for not putting out.

Imagine you had asked your lover to not to look to you for sex for reasons you are working out. They agree and you are just relieved as hell about it.

"You were patient. You cared."

Then they come along later down the line and say they are thinking about having sex with a friend. Where would your mind go?

I would bet hard gold he weighed the options in his head. "If I don't let them do this, they might leave me for good. But if I allow it, they wont have an immediate reason to leave. Halsin is the safest option given his experience."

And what's the best way to feel less awful about a situation we cant control? Create a counter situation where we gaslight ourselves into thinking its fine.

Wheeee!

I'm not saying Halsin's offer was bad, it was perfectly fine, it was just poorly placed in the grand scheme of things. If you and Astarion were having fun again before he suggested being an extra, then it would have been easier to believe he was really fine with it.

If they wanted Astarion to be a poly partner they needed to write it better. Shadowheart makes more sense as pro poly than he does.

So for me, Astarion is a one on one elf.

[mass-angel-exodus]

Really disorganized tcoaal yapping and me reading into things too much ahead

Ashley's internalized misogyny is interesting to me. Especially with her calling people hussies. It's such an old fashion word to use for someone her age. I cant remember if she ever called other women sluts straight up, but she uses hussy a lot. Where do you even think she learned that word from

My best guess is Renee.

But Renee is so kinky and sex positive how could she learn that from her? Well a lot of people who develop kinks tend to live very repressed lives growing up. I like to think that Renee is outwardly very strict about things like that but indulges in hardcore sexuality in her bed where no one else can see her. I think what adds to this is how young she had Andrew too. She was only 15 when she gave birth to him, probably 14 when she got pregnant. While not always the case, this usually happens when there's a lack of sexual education and repression.

I wouldn't be surprised if Renee was bought up this way, and passed it on to both Ashley and Andrew when raising them. Partially because of her own upbringing, and partially because she's instilling slut shaming into them early cause she didn't want them, especially Ashley to end up like her. If her upbringing really was like that, I can imagine when Renee was pregnant she was probably slut shamed a lot. Probably with that specific word too.

I mean we can see the internalized misogyny with Ashley, and a very subtle misogyny brewing within Andrew with the way he treats the women in his life. Add sexual repression and child neglect into the mix and suddenly I'm not surprised that Ashley and Andrew ended up exactly the way they did.

I also like to think that when raising them like this, she was definitely harder on Ashley than Andrew. Sure it could be just Ashley not being interested enough in other men to bring them home, or maybe men were never really interested in her to begin with. But at the end of the day she never bought anyone home. Meanwhile Andrew had a girlfriend and fucked her in their house. (keep in mind Andrew and Ashley share a room and she could hear him fuck Julia) I wouldn't be surprised if she slut shamed Ashley enough to scare her into never bringing men home, but didn't care if Andrew did because he's a guy. It's natural for them to be like that.

He gets to have sex but she can't. the girls in his life get to have sex but she can't. Well whatever. Those girls were hussies anyway.

[pjsk-headcanons]

take (a very cold take but whatever): stop making sick jokes about saki or nagi or arata's partner (i dont actually think that guy has hospital jokes but shh) or anyone else that's been hospitalized i cant remember but they're not funny they're disrespectful

i actually cant really think of any takes i have other than this because i am in the hospital for fucking up my knee and my arm but i will never change my mind so yeah

- 🍀🪷 anon (unless that's taken..)

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[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

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[sonknuxadow]

COMPUTER. ENHANCE

^ omega spotted

[bunnihearted]

being too weird and unlikable and off putting and always being shunned and turned into an outcast everywhere i go and not having felt the connection and healing friendship has on you for so many years has really done a number on me

[reeama-the-mage]

The difference between the tragedy of Edwin's and Charles' lives and deaths and what makes Charles' much more compelling to me is that Edwin never had anyone he could trust: he grew up with distant parents who i imagine he saw rarely and could not confide in, then he went to school and was immediately recognized as other in a way he had not fully realized of himself yet and was killed for it, and then comes hell and well who can u trust in hell? Certainly not the things that chase you until your legs ache, and even if your compatriots in the whole ordeal are as innocent as you, trapped in the same technicality, what is the good of trusting them, when they are just as helpless as you?

But Charles? Everyone Charles was supposed to trust betrayed him. His parents were close to him, atleast somewhat, atleast his father was around enough to get sick of hearing owner of a lonely heart, and his mother was around enough to watch his father beat him and be silently horrified and ultimately not do anything about it, maybe she stepped in once and we just never saw it, but I wouldn't bet on it, Charles' mom is 'quiet' that's her defining feature to Charles not protective or gentle just 'quiet', then Charles gets to school and he is popular he has friends! He has people who care for him (or should maybe, as long as he's good at sports like he's needed to be) and then he stands up for one person, because he has always wanted to be good and maybe he trusts himself to do it just this once and his friends kill him and his own actions signed the death warrant and he cannot even trust himself to do the right thing properly (it never got better and then you died)

And maybe, maybe Edwin does it too, with less intention to hurt, and with less knowledge but Charles and Edwin trust eachother maybe more than anything (maybe Charles would sooner slip away from earth's gravity than stop putting his trust in Edwin who he thinks is good and smart and brills and aces) and maybe Edwin still looks at Charles trying to protect him after Charles has had maybe the worst week of his existence and says "that was a bit...... extreme" and Edwin still promises Charles can tell him anything while hiding himself in a way that makes Charles feel untrustworthy

So yeah I'll never stop thinking about the tragedy of Charles Rowland actually 👍 think about him with me

[oceanwithouthermoon]

ive been unhealthily fixated on kubosai for the past few weeks, i just have no idea how to put it into words. kuboyasu aren and saiki kusuo are in love btw

[svnflowermoon]

i am so unexplainably sick of things being called basic as if that's a bad thing. so what if someone listens to mainstream music and makes aesthetic instagram posts and watches popular tv shows because if that makes them happy then it's no one else's business. focus on yourself rather than putting other people down for doing what makes them happy.

[drifloonz]

your steven interpretation is boring and fits into the fanon characterization of steven, i wish you would be a little more unique with how you write him :(((((((

i do Not feel like this is true bc fanon steven is like nothingburger sexy guy or yandere... esque?? or things like that that make him very shallow and one note . And not super depressed and mentally ill as he would be. literally like Fanon Steven is Not my steven and my steven is also very near and dear to my heart bc hes a comfort character who i had when i was going through a lot of shit! Like Actually! I think about him a lot! And a lot of the things i do w him are lifted from canon and the ways i interpret and analyze the og story. not a lot of the fanon or fandom stuff ... Does that. a lot of it is very divorced from stevens struggles and story and the fact its a tragedy in favor of shipping or whatever else. they do not give steven realistic struggles.

also bc i havent properly written steven in ages. idk if you read my headcanons or analysis'. Read Those if so. I dont actually write shit almost ever especially now i do not write him as a character bc i like to think about him and how hed do things, i dont like to Write him.

my keyboard is broken i am tired and depressed and dont really have many ideas for things to write with him bc i exhausted a lot of them. i still think about steven daily though, im mostly focused on my self indulgent shit i write because thats all all of this was. sharing my self indulgent shit with people who are fighting for Crumbs of steven.

i think ab him more than almost anybody else seems to in this fandom other than a few people i personally know ( shout out to like 3-4ish people ) and a few others i dont personally know. There are not many people i know who have the same headcanons and a lot that did i think took it from me? which is kinda funny. i dont own steven having bpd but i think its a thing i popularized more for example afaik. i see little bits of my headcanons rippling into other peoples and its fun

Also what the fuck do you mean 'boring' what do you want the depressed adult ass man to do when hes isolated. Sorry that he is not dancing for ur entertainment? Sorry that hes not a crazed serial murderer!!! when... he.. Wouldnt be he only really killed mike and nobody takes doors open as canon ever bc its stupid. I have no idea what you mean by boring. the fuck would an 'interesting' interpretation be. i am not interested in entirely redoing his concept as a character or his story nor am i fucking rewriting strangled red or am ever interested in it bc i think its fine on its own and whenever anyone tries its usually... Not good. Even ( and especially ) when smr did it LOL ( thankfully he never got to strangled red proper ).

i dont like a lot of people that do that unless it has a reason because i think the og story is perfectly fine untouched even if some parts could be elaborated on or explained better, but i dont think you have to shove super big changes to things like 'missingno is actually a conscious entity that talks to him!!! mike DID kill her' Like this detracts from a lot of the story and things that do that at least in my opinion make it.. more boring. its fine if people like that but its not for me. you dont need to make strangled red more dramatic and explain away everything. some of the vagueness is the fun of it.

i just wanted to share headcanons and my own projections that i think would fit him to the world bc nobody really thought about steven in the way i did.

i know a lot of people really love my steven interp and think hes unique so i think you just dislike it. Which can be a thing you can do i dont give a shit. I would also probably dislike whatever yours is! Im very picky with steven interpretations! ok not really people just dont genuinely write him as a full-fledged character very often. i am not making 'content' for people. im just sharing what i want to. if that doesnt appeal to you make your own shit! You probably wont find a lot of people writing whatever you want steven to be so you should do it for yourself bc thats how i got here.

if im taking this very personally or sound like it im mostly jsut really confused. and also bc i half-am but i dont care that much. Bc like. What do you want me to do...? Im not going to suddenly rewrite the entirety of my own personal interpretation of a character ive loved for almost 2 years straight now for someone else. i barely use this blog anymore! except when i want to post analysis or headcanons. its self-indulgent! but i still sure do think about steven deeply and intimately even if it for some reason feels like i dont. i think the autistic analyzation of the og writing should paint that im like serious about it.

anyways, there was not much of a reason to send this if youre so upset i dont write steven content the way you want ( and you probably would also have a lot of ideas i wouldnt agree with. ) Then send me 50 dollars NOW! [ if it wasnt obvious this is a joke. ]

[druidshollow]

"what would your character be like without their trauma?" is such a hard question for me because it makes me feel like a massive asshole LMAO

(im attaching a picture of a tundra literally to add context to my ramble in the tags because my posts are structured by a sane person) (you should read the ramble in the tags i talk so much about rivers fsr)

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Guess who might have 🎶whooping cough🎶

[triglycercule]

yada yada happy halloween to these FREAKS (and you guys :3 and myself i gusss :3) doodle from art class that i GUESS could be considered halloween...... idk ok idk ok something was up with me when i drew this

[bunnihearted]

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